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<strong>Attack</strong> <strong>Your</strong> <strong>Lack</strong><br />
you can look at them often.<br />
Papa would wait until our seeds began to<br />
sprout and push their way up as plants through<br />
the earth so we could see them. Then he'd say to<br />
Vaden and me, "Come on, boys. Let's go see how<br />
big the plants are."<br />
I remember he'd stand there and study the<br />
field of those little shoots coming up out of the<br />
ground, often stooping down and feeling around<br />
them to see how healthy they were.<br />
Then he would say, "Let's go back to the<br />
house. They're growing good."<br />
It was such a great feeling.<br />
It took me many years to throw off the old<br />
teaching—or lack of teaching—that I was to give<br />
but not expect anything back. When I finally<br />
began to get my breakthrough I saw that God<br />
himself is the "good soil"—the soil I can't see but<br />
which is eternal and ever abundant and faithful in<br />
reproducing my seed sown into harvests for me<br />
to receive. I began to lose that old sinking feeling<br />
that when my tithes and offerings left my hand<br />
they were gone, just gone. I gained the exciting<br />
feeling that they were being placed in God's<br />
hands, who would see that not one of my seeds<br />
would fail to grow or multiply. I couldn't see it<br />
but I could KNOW it because I saw it in God's<br />
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