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Meng-hu. “No historical hermit, especially those motivated by a spiritual sense but also wilderness hermits,<br />

has ever had <strong>the</strong> slightest motive to encroach upon anybody’s belong<strong>in</strong>gs—be that body, m<strong>in</strong>d, time, space,<br />

or goods.” Steal<strong>in</strong>g, added Meng-hu, is universally condemned by o<strong>the</strong>r hermits because it shows that one is<br />

undiscipl<strong>in</strong>ed, lack<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> empathy, and a menace to society, which are all contradictory to hermit ideals.<br />

Knight, official hermit or not, was unable to afford bail, so he rema<strong>in</strong>ed <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> Kennebec County jail.<br />

With<strong>in</strong> days of be<strong>in</strong>g locked up, he caught a debilitat<strong>in</strong>g head cold, but after that his immune system kicked<br />

<strong>in</strong>, and he managed to avoid fur<strong>the</strong>r illness. He received a new pair of glasses, his first <strong>in</strong> thirty years, with<br />

oval lenses and silver wire frames.<br />

He lost weight, and became as gaunt as after a grim w<strong>in</strong>ter <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> woods. Now that food was freely given<br />

to him, he joked, he couldn’t eat; but <strong>the</strong> truth was that jail made him too nervous to have an appetite. He<br />

was a model <strong>in</strong>mate, says Chief Deputy Sheriff Ryan Reardon. His beard—his timepiece and his disguise—<br />

grew wildly, and ever more itchy, but he refused to shave.<br />

Knight had figured that both his parents had died while he was <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> woods, but soon after his capture,<br />

Diane Vance, who’d run a background check, told him that his mo<strong>the</strong>r, Joyce Knight, was still alive. She was<br />

<strong>in</strong> her eighties. Chris begged Vance not to contact her, or anyone else <strong>in</strong> his family, and she agreed. He<br />

wished to rema<strong>in</strong> a secret, even <strong>in</strong> jail.<br />

Six days after his arrest, Knight was <strong>in</strong>formed by Vance that <strong>the</strong> story had leaked. His mo<strong>the</strong>r would soon<br />

learn about him through <strong>the</strong> media. Knight gave Vance permission to notify his mom that he’d been found.<br />

She telephoned Mrs. Knight. “I didn’t beat around <strong>the</strong> bush,” said Vance. “I just broke <strong>the</strong> news to her. I<br />

th<strong>in</strong>k she was <strong>in</strong> shock, because it’s quite possible she thought he was dead. <strong>The</strong>n I th<strong>in</strong>k she ended up be<strong>in</strong>g<br />

mad because he was <strong>in</strong> jail, and had been committ<strong>in</strong>g crimes. I remember her say<strong>in</strong>g, ‘At my age, it’s a lot<br />

to take <strong>in</strong>.’ ”<br />

Knight accepted a s<strong>in</strong>gle jail visit from his bro<strong>the</strong>rs Joel and Timothy. It was Joel who had co-signed <strong>the</strong><br />

loan on <strong>the</strong> Brat that Chris had abandoned. Accord<strong>in</strong>g to Kerry Vigue, <strong>the</strong> family friend, Joel paid off <strong>the</strong><br />

full amount owed and never pressed charges. “Joel thought that was not a bro<strong>the</strong>rly th<strong>in</strong>g to do,” Vigue<br />

noted.<br />

Chris did not allow his mo<strong>the</strong>r to come. He said that a visit with his mo<strong>the</strong>r would cause her shame and<br />

grief. “Look at me: I’m <strong>in</strong> my prison clo<strong>the</strong>s. I couldn’t let her see me like this. I’m a thief, I’m <strong>in</strong> jail, guilty<br />

of so many crimes. This is not someth<strong>in</strong>g my mom raised me to be. This is no place for her.”<br />

It was for <strong>the</strong> same reason, Knight said, that he never phoned home <strong>the</strong> whole time he was <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> woods.<br />

“Because who I was”—a hermit, a thief—“would offend my family’s belief system. It would embarrass<br />

<strong>the</strong>m. I couldn’t tell <strong>the</strong>m.” Instead, he allowed his family to wonder endlessly, to ache; a confound<strong>in</strong>g<br />

choice.<br />

He decided that he would see his mo<strong>the</strong>r only once he was released from jail, so <strong>the</strong>y could speak<br />

“properly, face-to-face.” But after six months of imprisonment, he had no idea when that might be. His sk<strong>in</strong><br />

had broken out <strong>in</strong> hives, and his hands sometimes trembled. Just f<strong>in</strong>d<strong>in</strong>g out how many more seasons he’d be<br />

spend<strong>in</strong>g locked up might have reduced some of his stress, but he understood <strong>the</strong> delay. “I don’t fit <strong>in</strong>to any<br />

categories,” he said. “Apparently, <strong>the</strong>y don’t get a lot of hermits <strong>the</strong>se days.” So he sank back <strong>in</strong>to himself,<br />

clutch<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> threads of his sanity, wait<strong>in</strong>g to learn of his fate.

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