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An unconscious escape,<br />

just coining the moment<br />

The air is splitting in my ears<br />

The space between everyone<br />

The distant conversations<br />

to play on or withdraw from<br />

Hissing, pissing, and buzzing<br />

We Lost a Friend<br />

We lost a friend that day<br />

I remember you gathering up her things in no certain order,<br />

trying to make brave through distraught moments<br />

I remember shuddering, hearing about the scene<br />

Gathering boxes, getting the yard in order,<br />

trying to look busy in a show of empathy or solidarity,<br />

or however you want to think about it<br />

I remember her at my house one night,<br />

playing with my cat, putting tape on her paws<br />

I remember a pro/con page and future plans,<br />

being on the list of the last round of calls,<br />

not understanding what it was<br />

but not being surprised when you called<br />

about what happened<br />

I’m sorry I didn’t understand the dynamics<br />

It’s too easy to simplify things to your own meaning<br />

You don’t realize how things change<br />

and what your friends need<br />

Life marches on until it stops somewhere, or with someone<br />

It takes so much to take notice<br />

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