Road to Sai

Sedona, a spiritual guidance
In the end, the final analysis will always confirm the ultimate wisdom for humanity that everything
happens for the good, even the best. However, at the time of distress we do not feel that way. Neither
did I. However, despite all the stress during my marriage, there was one bright spot and a revelation for
my personal journey. It was a trip to Sedona in Arizona, an area marked to be a vortex, an energy center.
Although I do not much remember the details, I remember Risa taking about a lady residing in Sedona
area who channeled a higher soul. I had not had any opportunity to actually observe or meet such a
person who went into a trance and channeled an astral being. Risa had interest in such things, probably
the only common point we had. She also made me aware of Edgar Kaycee and the coming earth
changes.
She had mentioned about her desire to visit the channel and seek guidance. This being a common
interest, I agreed. There was a fee for attending the trance session, reportedly taking place every
Saturday. I do not recall the exact amount. We were living in Phoenix at that time in an apartment
complex in a unit owned by her mother, where Risa had been living practicing as a naturopathy doctor
while also holding a Physician Assistant degree. Her sister, a medical doctor, lived in her own home with
two daughters in Phoenix suburb. Anyway, the interest colluded for that trip.
One Saturday we set off early to Sedona and after an hour or two of drive we reached the home of the
channel. We paid our fee and went inside where there were about 50 people gathered when the session
started. When the appropriate time came, the lady informed us all that she was going to go into a trance
and we all sat quietly for the proceedings to begin.
The trance began and the first thing that we witnessed was a change in the voice and mannerism of the
lady. She started to speak in a male voice, to the best of my recollection, and gave a talk on the state of
the world, adding to give advice on the course of human affairs. I have no recollection about the
discourse, except a vague idea about the troublesome time in future for humanity.
Then, the interesting part for everyone started. Each attendant was allowed to ask one question. That
was the whole idea and attraction for the audience. Each had a concern that needed to be addressed or
guidance to seek. Each took a turn to ask the question and the channel went into silence to seek the
answer and spoke the solution. As we went around the room with the help of one of her assistants, I
started wondering what question I should ask. I decided to ask for guidance on the very purpose of my
presence in USA. My desire was to learn, find the answers and return to Nepal to use my knowledge to
help the people there. So, when my turn finally came, I stated that I wanted to help people of Nepal
once my studies were completed, and placed the question: "Will I be able to return to Nepal and
successfully complete my task? She went into a trance and gave a short answer:
"In every life previously, you have been murdered. You have been a teacher and fought against injustice,
corruption and discrimination so you displeased the powerful. They became your enemies and had you
murdered. In this life the same thing will happen. You need to change your method. You fought alone in