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62.<br />
STREFFY<br />
Don’t tell me anything you don’t<br />
want to, you know, my dear.<br />
SUSY<br />
No; I do want to; only it’s<br />
difficult. You see-we had so very<br />
little money.<br />
Yes?<br />
STREFFY<br />
SUSY<br />
And Nick-who was thinking of his<br />
book, and of all sorts of big<br />
things, fine things-didn’t realize,<br />
left it all to me, to manage.<br />
She stumbled over the word, remembering how Nick had always<br />
winced at it.<br />
But Strefford did not seem to notice her, and she hurried<br />
on, unfolding in short awkward sentences the avowal of their<br />
pecuniary difficulties, and of Nick’s inability to<br />
understand that, to keep on with the kind of life they were<br />
leading, one had to put up with things, accept favors.<br />
STREFFY<br />
Borrow money, you mean?<br />
SUSY<br />
Well-yes; and all the rest.<br />
No-decidedly she could not reveal to Strefford the episode<br />
of Ellie’s letters.<br />
SUSY (cont’d)<br />
Nick suddenly felt, I suppose, that<br />
he couldn’t stand it, and instead<br />
of asking me to try-to try to live<br />
differently, go off somewhere with<br />
him and live, like work-people, in<br />
two rooms, without a servant, as I<br />
was ready to do; well, instead he<br />
wrote me that it had all been a<br />
mistake from the beginning, that we<br />
couldn’t keep it up, and had better<br />
recognize the fact; and he went off<br />
on the Hickses’ yacht. The last<br />
evening that you were in Venice-the<br />
day he didn’t come back to<br />
dinner-he had gone off to Genoa to<br />
meet them. I suppose he intends to<br />
marry Coral.