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Among bars for ever. No more freedom. About ten thousands offender serve in US prisons life<br />
term because of offences that they committed as teenagers; about one quarter of them without<br />
any chance to be released: life without parole.<br />
She is 1.54 meter small and 44 kilogram<br />
light, porcelain skin, freckled. She cries, tears<br />
flow out from her brown eyes, she wrings her<br />
hands and says: “I don´t exist more.”<br />
Courtney Schulhoff is a small hill of<br />
unhappiness. She is 21 now und she lives five<br />
years among bars, high walls and wireobstacles.<br />
Everything indicates that she leaves<br />
the prison in a coffin, like an old and bitterish<br />
woman that in fact never lived – it is possible<br />
only in USA.<br />
On an evening in February 2004, a few days<br />
after her 16 birthday, Courtney Schulhoff stood<br />
with her dog in front of a House in Altamonte<br />
Springs, Florida, whilst her 20 years old<br />
boyfriend clubbed by a baseball bat her sleeping<br />
father. One can’t understand why the young<br />
couple expected that their problems can be<br />
dispatched from world in this way. Problems<br />
accumulated long years and step by step brought<br />
Courtney’s family to disruption. Her parents are<br />
Mormons that keep very strict rules – no coffee,<br />
no spirits, no sex without marriage certificate – but her parents broke all rules. Courtney, teenager<br />
at that time, responded by depression, recalcitrance and revolt, she smoked, she drank spirits, she<br />
dressed black, she told stories about sex with her boyfriend. “My mom put me in the approved<br />
school. She didn’t want me to going to church with such a potato mug.” Her deeply faithful stepbrother<br />
agreed with her, because she lost and gave out her virginhood. After a scandal, her mother<br />
left the family with a new man. Courtney suffered her father; he is now her last ally in the family<br />
but as soon as his divorce trauma passed over he did suddenly “something what usually fathers<br />
didn´t do with their daughters.” Two times. “He detested me. When he came home I went out. I<br />
wasn´t able to endure his presence.” He drank spirits, he leaded women home, Courtney disliked<br />
them, only quarrels were at home, she stole him checks to by a new clothes, he incriminated her,<br />
she was several days in jail, the couple went for a drive with father’s car. She said sometimes<br />
yourself, it would be better if he would be dead.<br />
Courtney Schulhoff, prison number 154495 is sitting in Ocala, Florida, in the visiting room of the<br />
woman prison, convicted to life without parole, similarly as her former boyfriend, in light blue<br />
prison dress, crew haircut, tears in her eyes. “I have written a poem some days ago, how so much<br />
I miss my dad.” She paused, she sobs, falters out and says with faint voice: “It makes my heart<br />
bleed. I am without everything, without my dad, without love, I will never have my family. It’s a<br />
great fester, I feel a terrible rage, fear an d hate for myself. I don’t know how to survive here. It’s<br />
no life. For nobody.” She put her head at the shoulder of her friend Alicia, 25, also convicted to life.<br />
“We must die here”, says Alicia with a cool voice.