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Among bars for ever. No more freedom. About ten thousands offender serve in US prisons life<br />

term because of offences that they committed as teenagers; about one quarter of them without<br />

any chance to be released: life without parole.<br />

She is 1.54 meter small and 44 kilogram<br />

light, porcelain skin, freckled. She cries, tears<br />

flow out from her brown eyes, she wrings her<br />

hands and says: “I don´t exist more.”<br />

Courtney Schulhoff is a small hill of<br />

unhappiness. She is 21 now und she lives five<br />

years among bars, high walls and wireobstacles.<br />

Everything indicates that she leaves<br />

the prison in a coffin, like an old and bitterish<br />

woman that in fact never lived – it is possible<br />

only in USA.<br />

On an evening in February 2004, a few days<br />

after her 16 birthday, Courtney Schulhoff stood<br />

with her dog in front of a House in Altamonte<br />

Springs, Florida, whilst her 20 years old<br />

boyfriend clubbed by a baseball bat her sleeping<br />

father. One can’t understand why the young<br />

couple expected that their problems can be<br />

dispatched from world in this way. Problems<br />

accumulated long years and step by step brought<br />

Courtney’s family to disruption. Her parents are<br />

Mormons that keep very strict rules – no coffee,<br />

no spirits, no sex without marriage certificate – but her parents broke all rules. Courtney, teenager<br />

at that time, responded by depression, recalcitrance and revolt, she smoked, she drank spirits, she<br />

dressed black, she told stories about sex with her boyfriend. “My mom put me in the approved<br />

school. She didn’t want me to going to church with such a potato mug.” Her deeply faithful stepbrother<br />

agreed with her, because she lost and gave out her virginhood. After a scandal, her mother<br />

left the family with a new man. Courtney suffered her father; he is now her last ally in the family<br />

but as soon as his divorce trauma passed over he did suddenly “something what usually fathers<br />

didn´t do with their daughters.” Two times. “He detested me. When he came home I went out. I<br />

wasn´t able to endure his presence.” He drank spirits, he leaded women home, Courtney disliked<br />

them, only quarrels were at home, she stole him checks to by a new clothes, he incriminated her,<br />

she was several days in jail, the couple went for a drive with father’s car. She said sometimes<br />

yourself, it would be better if he would be dead.<br />

Courtney Schulhoff, prison number 154495 is sitting in Ocala, Florida, in the visiting room of the<br />

woman prison, convicted to life without parole, similarly as her former boyfriend, in light blue<br />

prison dress, crew haircut, tears in her eyes. “I have written a poem some days ago, how so much<br />

I miss my dad.” She paused, she sobs, falters out and says with faint voice: “It makes my heart<br />

bleed. I am without everything, without my dad, without love, I will never have my family. It’s a<br />

great fester, I feel a terrible rage, fear an d hate for myself. I don’t know how to survive here. It’s<br />

no life. For nobody.” She put her head at the shoulder of her friend Alicia, 25, also convicted to life.<br />

“We must die here”, says Alicia with a cool voice.

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