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SYLVI sink deep into my seat and glance at the empty place next to Autumn. He’s notcoming after all. He’d have been here by now. He won’t come. I’m safe here.He won’t come.The knot in my stomach unfurls and recoils with every twist and turn of mymind. I could ask Autumn about Tyler, but she’s lost in memories. Today is twoyears since the accident. She refuses to share her grief with me—or anyone.Even when she smiles, she isn’t the girl she used to be.And I miss her.Some days, when she thinks no one is watching, she still moves across thefloor as if she’s flying. La golondrina, Mamá used to call her. The swallow. Allgrace and beauty. When Autumn dances, all her worry falls away and she shines.I wish she could dance forever.Madre de Dios, how I wish I could watch her dance forever.Instead, it is another Monday. Life goes on. The assembly is over, andAutumn holds herself ramrod straight. I’m the only one who knows she’ll fly outof this cage and leave us all behind as soon as she can.Meanwhile, next period is the last review for my AP U.S. History midterm,and I haven’t even touched my books. Mamá had another one of her bad spellsover break. We were supposed to go into town together last Saturday, but whenAbuelo brought the car around, she barely recognized him. She didn’t want toleave the house. She didn’t understand where we were going. I sat with her forhours, talked to her—listen, Mamá—told her the stories that wove our familyaround her. She was disoriented for days afterward, and I can’t shake the feelingthat with every day that passes, she slips away like starlight at dawn.At least history suits me. You already know if those stories will end happily.CJ Johnson@CadetCJJ
Sleeeeeeeeepy #OHS10:01 AMJay Eyck@JEyck32@CadetCJJ #snodaylikeasnowday10:01 AMCJ Johnson@CadetCJJ@JEyck32 Bailing on assembly to sleep?>_> #morelikehungoverday10:01 AMCJ Johnson@CadetCJJ@Claire_Morgan Can I order one of the freshmen to bring mecoffee?10:02 AM
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Page 5 and 6: ContentsFront CoverTitle PageCopyri
Page 7 and 8: To my mom, with love.
Page 9 and 10: the difference between success and
Page 11: Ask not what your school can do for
Page 15 and 16: folder before Far catches it.“Bar
Page 17 and 18: But Sylv and Ty hate each other. Ho
Page 19 and 20: • • •CLAIREAfter another lap,
Page 21 and 22: • • •SYLVAutumn lingers. Her
Page 23 and 24: started, and there’s no escaping
Page 25 and 26: • • •CLAIREThe track opens up
Page 27 and 28: though she’s worth the risk. I be
Page 29 and 30: The Adventures of MeiCurrent locati
Page 31 and 32: Toss.Two loud cracks tear through t
Page 33 and 34: entre todas las mujeres y bendito
Page 35 and 36: “Where are the nearest emergency
Page 37 and 38: senior year. He was supposed to tal
Page 39 and 40: @CadetCJJ @G_Johnson1 George, I’m
Page 41 and 42: with care so his Afghan accent isn
Page 43 and 44: nothing, perfect-for-me brother, wh
Page 45 and 46: you and Autumn, it’s a disease. I
Page 47 and 48: It’s been a while since I saw Ty,
Page 49 and 50: “Sylv.” I pull her through our
Page 51 and 52: Chapter Six10:10-10:12 A.M.SYLVThe
Page 53 and 54: contrary.”“Don’t you trust me
Page 55 and 56: protected. Somewhere we’ll both b
Page 57 and 58: sounds, the echo is duller.I shiver
Page 59 and 60: To: SisClaire I’m so scared. He
Page 61 and 62: “Do you think Ty hates us?” she
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their wishes on sky lanterns. And t
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shelves.I pull open a drawer and st
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remember that? I’d forgotten my r
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is all seriousness. His eyes narrow
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Chapter Eight10:15-10:18 A.M.TOMÁS
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Impossible.I push the screwdrivers
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carefully punctuates his words. He
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I dragged him away from Sylvia befo
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mine. And you will pay attention.
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George Johnson@G_Johnson1@CadetCJJ
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hungover and unpredictable. Tyler
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setting the bar impossibly high.Whe
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CLAIREWe hear the sirens first, the
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The Adventures of MeiCurrent locati
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football grounds, we’ll camp out.
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Tyler’s proclamations, no one pay
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going to kill me. Who is this perso
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cold linoleum and her inside on the
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“Oh.” My mind spins. Did whomev
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AUTUMNTy discards his cap and smoot
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I falter, but Tyler doesn’t seem
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“No, it’s too dangerous,” she
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could have been a star, she was glo
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“If you want me to take over…
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keeping the rest of the auditorium
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His arm snaps back, and the barrel
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I push my head up. Behind the deput
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In front of Tyler, Autumn pushes he
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while Ty leaned against the doorpos
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remembering now. I’m remembering,
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Browne ring a bell?”My stomach dr
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This time, Jennifer nods and elbows
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he’d won.Ty is worse. His eyes ar
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hung out at school or at my place.
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To: SisIt hurts.To: SisYou must not
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duck. And somehow, miraculously, hi
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Something changed between us, and i
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Matt squeezes my hand. And we brace
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If I had a gun, I’d kill him. I w
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If I could, I’d run into the scho
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straight through his Dark Side of t
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not to barricade the doors. The bic
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Chapter Eighteen10:37-10:39 A.M.TOM
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stupid—like he’s eight instead
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“Can I speak to him?”I hand ove
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Chapter Nineteen10:39-10:42 A.M.AUT
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• • •TOMÁSInane school polic
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I stare at the phone that still lie
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Before Mamá fell ill, life was bri
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Chapter Twenty10:42-10:44 A.M.AUTUM
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I find an empty folding chair and s
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TOMÁSI hope she smiles again. She
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Chapter Twenty-One10:44-10:46 A.M.C
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escorted to an emergency center in
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in his eyes, he spots me and pauses
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“I can’t stay out.” I shake m
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Chapter Twenty-Two10:46-10:47 A.M.S
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“I don’t know where she is.”A
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audition. You were always with me.
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Chapter Twenty-Four10:48-10:50 A.M.
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• • •CLAIREAlthough the idea
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watch and puts it into his pocket.
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Chapter Twenty-Five10:50-10:53 A.M.
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• • •CLAIREOne of the officer
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AUTUMNThere is nothing left but pai
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Chapter Twenty-Six10:53-10:55 A.M.S
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the emergency lights, but only the
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My Autumn would fight to dance, but
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AcknowledgmentsMy world is richer f
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About the AuthorMarieke Nijkamp is
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