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- Page 7 and 8: To my mom, with love.
- Page 9 and 10: the difference between success and
- Page 11 and 12: Ask not what your school can do for
- Page 13 and 14: Sleeeeeeeeepy #OHS10:01 AMJay Eyck@
- Page 15 and 16: folder before Far catches it.“Bar
- Page 17 and 18: But Sylv and Ty hate each other. Ho
- Page 19 and 20: • • •CLAIREAfter another lap,
- Page 21 and 22: • • •SYLVAutumn lingers. Her
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- Page 25 and 26: • • •CLAIREThe track opens up
- Page 27 and 28: though she’s worth the risk. I be
- Page 29 and 30: The Adventures of MeiCurrent locati
- Page 31: Toss.Two loud cracks tear through t
- Page 35 and 36: “Where are the nearest emergency
- Page 37 and 38: senior year. He was supposed to tal
- Page 39 and 40: @CadetCJJ @G_Johnson1 George, I’m
- Page 41 and 42: with care so his Afghan accent isn
- Page 43 and 44: nothing, perfect-for-me brother, wh
- Page 45 and 46: you and Autumn, it’s a disease. I
- Page 47 and 48: It’s been a while since I saw Ty,
- Page 49 and 50: “Sylv.” I pull her through our
- Page 51 and 52: Chapter Six10:10-10:12 A.M.SYLVThe
- Page 53 and 54: contrary.”“Don’t you trust me
- Page 55 and 56: protected. Somewhere we’ll both b
- Page 57 and 58: sounds, the echo is duller.I shiver
- Page 59 and 60: To: SisClaire I’m so scared. He
- Page 61 and 62: “Do you think Ty hates us?” she
- Page 63 and 64: their wishes on sky lanterns. And t
- Page 65 and 66: shelves.I pull open a drawer and st
- Page 67 and 68: remember that? I’d forgotten my r
- Page 69 and 70: is all seriousness. His eyes narrow
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- Page 73 and 74: Impossible.I push the screwdrivers
- Page 75 and 76: carefully punctuates his words. He
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hungover and unpredictable. Tyler
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setting the bar impossibly high.Whe
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CLAIREWe hear the sirens first, the
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football grounds, we’ll camp out.
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Tyler’s proclamations, no one pay
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going to kill me. Who is this perso
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cold linoleum and her inside on the
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“Oh.” My mind spins. Did whomev
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AUTUMNTy discards his cap and smoot
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I falter, but Tyler doesn’t seem
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“No, it’s too dangerous,” she
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could have been a star, she was glo
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“If you want me to take over…
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keeping the rest of the auditorium
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His arm snaps back, and the barrel
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I push my head up. Behind the deput
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In front of Tyler, Autumn pushes he
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while Ty leaned against the doorpos
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remembering now. I’m remembering,
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Browne ring a bell?”My stomach dr
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This time, Jennifer nods and elbows
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he’d won.Ty is worse. His eyes ar
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hung out at school or at my place.
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To: SisIt hurts.To: SisYou must not
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duck. And somehow, miraculously, hi
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Something changed between us, and i
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Matt squeezes my hand. And we brace
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If I had a gun, I’d kill him. I w
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If I could, I’d run into the scho
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straight through his Dark Side of t
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not to barricade the doors. The bic
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Chapter Eighteen10:37-10:39 A.M.TOM
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stupid—like he’s eight instead
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“Can I speak to him?”I hand ove
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Chapter Nineteen10:39-10:42 A.M.AUT
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• • •TOMÁSInane school polic
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I stare at the phone that still lie
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Before Mamá fell ill, life was bri
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Chapter Twenty10:42-10:44 A.M.AUTUM
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I find an empty folding chair and s
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TOMÁSI hope she smiles again. She
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Chapter Twenty-One10:44-10:46 A.M.C
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escorted to an emergency center in
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in his eyes, he spots me and pauses
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“I can’t stay out.” I shake m
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Chapter Twenty-Two10:46-10:47 A.M.S
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“I don’t know where she is.”A
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audition. You were always with me.
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Chapter Twenty-Four10:48-10:50 A.M.
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• • •CLAIREAlthough the idea
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watch and puts it into his pocket.
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Chapter Twenty-Five10:50-10:53 A.M.
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• • •CLAIREOne of the officer
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AUTUMNThere is nothing left but pai
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Chapter Twenty-Six10:53-10:55 A.M.S
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the emergency lights, but only the
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My Autumn would fight to dance, but
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AcknowledgmentsMy world is richer f
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About the AuthorMarieke Nijkamp is