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to go?” he asks, looping his arm
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you, Jesus.Thankset it to brew and
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don’t hide my grin this time. “
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really know anything about him or w
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grew on its own,” I said. “Most
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two miles from here, so he’s alwa
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happened yesterday and then I was f
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I saw his stuff in one of the corne
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when I said, “Why in the heck wou
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drop the journal on my chest. I’m
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I ask you a personal question?”
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back. Once we reach the table, I be
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curl up in my bed and stare at it.I
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over a little and pressed his lips
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dropped the feather back onto the p
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watch your show. I wasn’t too ups
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set his briefcase down on the kitch
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day. perfect—LilyEllen, Dearkeep
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mother stepped inside and quickly s
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looked at me and his eyes were sad
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both spend the day busier than we t
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shrugs. “Oh yeah. So Marshall wal
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sometimes worry about how hard he p
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around me from behind. I remain sti
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can tell by his voice that it’s n
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I squeal when I feel a piercing sti
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slides into bed and pulls the cover
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Shit.waiter tries to cover for Atla
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stop!” I yell.“Atlas,releases R
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close my eyes and wish I could wash
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is he buying me gifts? He has a gir
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after seven before I get home. Ryle
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was probably no later than ten o’
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Let’s just say we both kissed a l
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flip to the next page, but it’s b
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Part Two
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that.”don’t push things with Ry
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been six weeks Mom, you gotta get o
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words knock the breath from him. I
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you ran after me last night, I swea
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hair. “Help me, Lily,” he whisp
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have just left, would that not be g
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smiles and nods his head. “She’
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there were no sounds at all. Not ev
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three hours later and after ten o
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harder and I wince.tugI whisper, ke
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the phone.oftext you,” I whisper,
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show you your room,” he says. “
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begin to shake and I drop the paper
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out on paper. My apologies to you,
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lying on Atlas’s guest bed, stari
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he picked me up last night, I feel
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hand is trembling when I reach for
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Ryle left me his keys this afternoo
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don’t want to tell them no, becau
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hands are pressed into the counter
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Atlas calmly takes the keys from me
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beginning to show, but it’s cold
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he’s her brother. We’re suppose
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knows what Ryle is asking him. “I
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half-turns, looking back at me from
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all the secrets I’ve held over th
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weak in the past, but she’s actua
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trash bag I’m holding and he take
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cry for Ryle. Because even though h
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smell toast.Istretch out on my bed
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driving. I’ll call her when we ge
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he was at his worst. Five minutes o
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push through the crowds of Boylston
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you think you’ll ever want to lea
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with him because she took the neces
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the better, some risks are never wo
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may only be one name listed as the
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