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Chapter Fivewas correct. It only to
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Chapter Sixbeen fifty-three days si
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can’t take it another second. I g
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notice his voice has any effect on
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your brother!” I yell at her.kill
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of gray jogging pants that are bare
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even better, is when I do decide to
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houses because I might witness how
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as he reached to the bag next to us
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He had her pushed down on the hood
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got real quiet and then said, “I
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before my parents woke up, since so
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remember one time we were walking i
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I can’t think of much else that w
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I need my next fix. I’ll be finis
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glance up and suck in a breath. He
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knew he wasn’t. I put my hand on
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a minute, it looked like he was goi
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—LilyEllen, Dearafternoon when we
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was near mind-blowing. It made me w
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didn’t want to eat them without y
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was already in my room when they go
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is just . . . you’re too young to
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missed text messages from Ryle and
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our ears from the screams. After ab
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Are you at home or still at work?Ry
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smile. “Well, in all fairness, yo
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tosses it to the floor. “One fift
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Chapter Fourteenphone rings. I pick
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spends the next twenty minutes clea
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love your restaurant,” Allysa say
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his shirt. Almost as soon as it hap
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want to feel that again. And if it
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is he buying me gifts? He has a gir
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Chapter Seventeenafter seven before
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are you doing here?” I asked him.
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laughed at my threat. “Well, it w
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Now my head hurts, but I knew the o
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prop my head up on my hand and face
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Chapter Nineteenbeen six weeks Mom,
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breathes out a shaky breath and beg
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can’t control. I get angry. I bla
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to shoulder all of our pain. Someti
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have pushed me, but I also did thin
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suddenly feel the need to sit down.
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calmly steps out into the hallway.
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Chapter Twenty-Threethree hours lat
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does he keep asking me this?Whyfing
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up.Here.quiet myself.toHis voice is
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you live alone?” I ask.“Donods
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businesses in Boston printed across
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been sitting on Atlas’s couch for
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Chapter Twenty-Sixlying on Atlas’
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of my shoulder, and I know it’s h
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Chapter Twenty-Sevenhand is trembli
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I can’t. I’m in the emergency r
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maybe early thirties. The tall one
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shake my head. “No, don’t do th
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that another man bought for me. I
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beginning to show, but it’s cold
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happened. I know she’ll want me t
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is here. Ryleheart begins to smash
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begins to nod, slowly.Hebacks away
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Chapter Thirty-Twoall the secrets I
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whatever reason, I thought I would
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trash bag I’m holding and he take
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cry for Ryle. Because even though h
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still incredibly angry with him tha
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water beat down on my back. Right w
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her toes. She tries to open her eye
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day will come when he’ll understa
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pull back and look up at him. “Do
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father passed away several years ag
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embody this same empowerment. Lily
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Acknowledgmentsmay only be one name
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undeniable mutual attraction ultima
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