AUM BABAJI NAMA! - Kriya Babaji Nagaraj

V.T.N.: “Anyway, if I have resurrection then I can go on with your work with no nagging. By the way,
who do you want me to write about, these others in this book?”
Babaji: “I have a purpose. For one thing, they who are wild with you would be happy. For another,
my Sangah 1 people, who know nothing about you, my chosen, and how much you are sacrificing for
ME, would get to know you, my chosen. Now, no more questions! Sleep well.”
Round about the usual time, Babaji came. “The hospital rest suggested by the doctor will not
materialize now, as it will affect the work on hand and also the group meditation. Alright, go on.”
B.T.N. wrote many pages on Aurobindo. At 2 p.m. on 30-8-52, Babaji shouted, “That’s enough. With
your other half, the business manager of ‘Mysticism Unlocked’, discuss these terms…”
The journalist intervened: “Guru Deva, sorry that I cannot do this. It is not a fit job for the postman.”
“Why? Does not the postman carry different types of posts like M. O., registered letters and so on?”
asked the Master laughingly.
“The postman will not carry M. O.’s exceeding Rs. 750/-“, retorted V.T.N.
“Alright then”, Babaji left for the day.
The following night at 1 a.m., the eminent Master appeared. “You do not propose to discuss the
terms?” He repeated the suggestion.
On refusing, the writing was resumed with hints from Babaji, who remarked casually, “After a storm
there is a calm, and after a calm there is a storm. Your G. D. teased you before. Now she is quiet and
will nag you again I suppose.”
After crying, “halt”, Babaji left at 3 a. m. after cautioning His child not to lose his temper.
As hinted, the storm broke out and V.T.N. left the house at that unearthly hour.
V.T.N. was dead tired, and though not sleeping yet, had his eyes closed, and even before he could
realize the flick of the spark, he heard the Sathguru Deva’s voice.
Babaji: “Are you fed up with me, my child? Have you become despondent? Is the crucifixion still
going strong and do you see no signs of Resurrection? And even your rest in hospital is dished, and
yet you…”
V.T.N.: “Though heavens may crash, I will never be fed up with Thee, Sathguru Deva.”
Babaji: “Do you still feel like finishing this book and going on with the other? You know my words
have not borne fruit and everywhere there is only granite, failure.”
1 Sangah: commonly used to refer to an assembly, association or community of people brought together for a
common goal, vision or purpose.
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