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kameruli siyvaruli
xarkovis cixis erT-erT satranzito kameraSi orni
Semovidnen.
– privet! – miesalmnen isini iq myofebs.
kamerebis mobinadreebi Cefirs svamdnen. Tu rogor
svamen Cefirs sabWoTa cixeSi albaT yvela sabWoTa moqalaqem
icis, imitom, rom TiTqmis yvela Tavis droze
cixeSi ijda, xolo vinc ar ijda, aucileblad Cajdeba.
Cefiris moxarSvis ramdenime wesi arsebobs, daleviTac
sxvadasxva adgilas sxvadasxvanairad svamen, ZiriTadad
ki sxdebian erTad da „kruSkas“ wreSi atrialeben, Tan
or-or ylups akeTeben. Cefiri aris maRali koncentraciis,
uSaqro, mware Cai. pirvelad cotas Tu moswons,
magram Semdeg eCvevian da bevrs ukve aRarc SeuZlia mis
gareSe. Tqvenc mieCveviT, roca cixeSi CajdebiT.
– saidan movida etapi, biWebo? – hkiTxa axalmosulebs
erT-erTma xnierma patimarma misalmebis Semdeg.
– moskovidan.
– ra, moskovelebi xarT? – Tavi wamoyo meorem, SedarebiT
ufro axalgazrdam, Tan orazrovnad gaiRima. saqme
is aris, rom moskovelebi cixeSi TiTqos maincdamainc ar
uyvarT, amboben, cota Taviseburi xalxiao.
– ara, moskovelebi ara varT. es nikolaevelia, me ki
rostovis olqidan var, – upasuxa SedarebiT maRalma,
romelsac paSa erqva, – moskovSi eqspertizaze viyaviT.
– ra eqspertizaze?
– sudmedeqspertizaze, serbskis institutSi.
– oho, – wamoiZaxa viRac axalgazrdam, – serbskis
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institutSi ubralo giJebs ar agzavnian. Tqven albaT
gansakuTrebuli giJebi xarT!
– ki, giJebi varT, – moCvenebiTi siamayiT upasuxa
paSam, – me, magaliTad, tvinis ormxrivi motexiloba
mawuxebs. ai, amas ki debilizmis msubuqi stadia aqvs. – es
rom Tqva, mxiarulad gadaixarxara.
yvelam gaicina. uyvarT mxiaruli xalxi patimrebs.
aseTebze amboben, sityvis amosaRebad jibeSi xels ar
iyofso.
– modiT, biWebo, TiTo ylupi dalieT, namgzavrebi
xarT. – miiwvia xnierma axalmosulebi.
xnieri kaci iyo viwia Cetvertaki. Cetvertaks imitom
eZaxdnen, rom Tavis droze ocdaxuTi weli hqonda misjili.
mas Semdeg kidev ramdenjerme moixada sasjeli,
vadebic nair-nairi hqonda, magram es pirveli metsaxe li
bolomde SerCa. ori ram uyvarda am kacs – karti da Cai.
rogorc cnobilia, mecnierebi dadian soflebSi, iweren
saintereso andazebs, leqsebs, zRaprebs... vaglax, rom
aravin misula CetvertakTan, ar Cauweria misi nalaparakevi.
oh, rogori leqsebi icoda am kacma, rogori poemebi
– zonis poemebi. rogori Seudarebeli, Tu SeiZleba
ase iTqvas, klasikuri bilwsityvaobiT iyo Semkuli misi
zogierTi fraza. rogor acinebda yvelas, roca amis gunebaze
iyo. es leqsebi, es gamonaTqvamebi arc erT krebulSi,
arc erT almanaxSi ar daibeWdeba. nuTu daikargeba?
am moTxrobis mTavari Tema siyvarulia da amitom kameraSi
msxdomTagan mxolod zogierTebs gagacnobT da
isic Txrobis procesSi – Tu saWiro gaxda, xolo danar-
Cenebs Tqven TviTon gaicnobT, roca CajdebiT cixeSi.
axla ki, sanam siyvarulze gadavidodeT, me minda kidev
erTi kaci gagacnoT, rameTu es kaci rom ara, albaT arc
es moTxroba iqneboda da arc siyvaruli am qveyanaze.
es kaci yvelasagan moSorebiT iwva da wamdauwum darboda
paraSaze. avad iyo. sacodavs civi ofli da sis xliani
faRaraTi sdioda. diax, aseTia dizenteria. es kaci gmi-
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ulad iTmenda da ar mimarTavda administracias daxmarebisaTvis,
imitom, rom kameraSi, romelSic dizenterias
pouloben, acxadeben karantins. yvela patimari kamerisa
iZulebulia satranzito sakanSi ijdes erTi Tve,
satranzito sakani ki ar aris saxarbielo adgili. arc
sigareti, arc Cai, arc sabani, arc TeTreuli, garSemo
TiTqmis sul ucxo xalxi mTeli qveynis sxvadasxva adgilidan,
amas emateba sicxe zafxulSi, sicive zamTarSi,
siviwrove, baRlinjoebi da a. S. amitom yvela cdilobs,
rac SeiZleba Cqara wavides zonaSi. avadmyofs sTxoven,
cotaTi moiTminos. avadmyofi iTmens. etapebi ki midis
da modis. Zvelebs axlebi cvlian da amjerad ukve axlebi
sTxoven avadmyofs, rom kidev cota moiTminos maT wasvlamde,
aseT dros patimrebs aviwydebaT TavianTi, maT
mierve qebuli solidaroba da mxolod sakuTar Tavze
fiqroben.
Tu rogor arqiteqturul sazizRrobas warmoadgens
sabWoTa cixe, amaSi Tqven advilad darwmundebiT
maSin, roca kapezedan avtozekiT migiyvanen iq, sadac
jer kidev ars. erTi korpusi am kompleqsisa ekaterines
dros aris aSenebuli, meore korpusi stolipinis dros
aris miSenebuli, mesame korpusi Tanamedrove nagebobaa.
yvela es korpusi ki ise sazizRradaa CaxlarTuli erTmaneTSi,
rom... Tfui!
zemoxsenebuli kamera mdebareobda korpusis boloSi,
xolo mis perpendikularul, meore korpusis kuTxur
kameraSi isxdnen qalebi. patara kamera iyo – oTxkaciani.
saerTod, qalebi xarkovis cixeSi did kamerebSi sxedan,
magram es kamera veneriuli seniT daavadebulTaTvis iyo
gankuTvnili. aq mkurnalobdnen gonoreas, anu tripers.
rasakvirvelia, aseTi seniT daavadebul qalTan urTierToba,
miT umetes, intimuri, ar aris maincdamainc
sasiamovno, magram, roca yvelani TavianT kamerebSi
arian gamomwyvdeulni da araviTari saSiSroeba ar aris
seniT daavadebisa, aba, amas ra mniSvneloba aqvs patimari
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kacisaTvis? is ki arada, cxviric rom sZvrebodes, mainc
sasiamovnoa qalTan urTierToba, qali mainc qalia. Cetvertaks
hyavda Seyvarebuli am kame raSi, saxe lad lena.
wamdauwum aZvreboda xolme fanjaraze da uZRvnida
aTasnair qaTinaurs Tavis triperian satrfos. ufro
xSirad ki lanZRavda mas. ratom lan ZRavda? axlave
getyviT. kameraSi ijda oTxi qali – lena – Cetvertakis
satrfo, nadia, sveta da nataSa. maT Tavze erTi sarTuliT
maRla ijda miliciis yofili maiori. is marto ijda.
yofil milicielebs saerTo kameraSi ar svamen, isini gancalkevebiT
sxedan, sxva patimrebma, egreT wodebulma
ugalovnikebma rom ar Seawuxon. maiorsac iseve, rogorc
Cetvertaks, hyavda am kameraSi satrfo. es iyo yoCaRi da
swrafi nadia. nadia yofili seqciis gamge iyo maRaziaSi
da, rogorc Cans, daCveuli iyo milicielebis yuradRebas.
maiorisaTvis gacilebiT ufro advili iyo urTier-
Tobis damyareba qalebis kamerasTan. kameraTa ganlageba
uwyobda mas amaSi xels. yovelgvari Zaldatanebis gare-
Se CamouSvebda xolme kanafs, romelzedac, samijnuro
ustaris garda, sigaretebs da produqtebsac miabamda
xolme. nadia angarebis mizniT megobrobda masTan. mdidari
kaci iyo maiori – SeZlebuli, nadias ki uyvarda
mdidari kacebi. oriveni, Cetvertakic da maioric, Zalian
eWvianebi iyvnen. Tanac SeiZleba iTqvas, sulierad sZuldaT
erTmaneTi – ideologiurad.
– lena, lena! – daiZaxebda xolme Cetvertaki.
– ilaparake! – pasuxobda maiori.
– Sen ra lena xar, Se ayrolebulo ZaRlo?! – ifeTqebda
maSinve Cetvertaki, – Seni Tavi momca cota xniT kameraSi,
erT adgils stalinis xuTqimiani varskvlaviviT
gagiglejdi!!!
me didi simorcxviT ar gamovirCevi, magram mainc ver
davwer imis meaTedsac, rasac warmoTqvamda am dros
Cetvertakis daudegari ena. yvelas lanZRavda, yvelas:
maiors, nadias, lenas, cixis zedamxedvelebs (maiors rom
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ar aZlevdnen kameraSi, erTi adgilis xuTqimiani varskvlaviviT
gasaglejad), erTi sityviT, yvelas.
maiori, Tavis mxriv, qsivebSi sayvedurobda nadias da
danarCen gogoebs, ratom gaqvT urTierToba mag naZiralasTano.
nadia da lena erTmaneTs sayvedurobdnen,
yvelaferi Seni braliao, da iyo erTi gawamawia...
Cetvertaks gansakuTrebiT is uklavda guls, werilebs
rom ver swerda lenas. roca dainaxavda Tu rogor eSveboda
kanafi zedgamobmuli maioris weriliT, lamis iyo
gisosebi gadaeRrRna kbilebiT. rogor ar scada werilis
gagzavna, magram veraferi moaxerxa: patara isaric gaakeTa,
Surdulic gaakeTa, magram werili verafriT ver
Seagdo lenasTan. mas gisosebze garedan akruli `baianebi~
uSlida xels. es iyo paSas mosvlam de...
paSam etapiT mosvlis pirvelsave dRes gaakeTa haeris
Casaberi Tofi. daaxvia gazeTi, romlisganac gamovida
mili. kargad daaweba. mere gaakeTa specialuri tyvia
qaRaldisagan, romelic formiT hgavda badmintonis fiSkas.
wveri hqonda am tyvias comiviT darbilebuli purisgan
gakeTebuli. aseTi tyvia yovelTvis wveriT mifrinavs.
paSam konusisebur qaRaldis kudSi Zafi Taviseburad
Caaxvia, mere es tyvia gazeTis milSi Cado, mili
gayo fanjaraSi da daumizna qalebis kameras, Ronivrad
Cahbera da maSinve miaRwia mizans. aravis egona, Tu am
saqmidan raime gamovidoda, radgan qalebis sakans raRac
sxvanairi `baiani~ ekra, modernizebuli. es iyo gisosebze
cerad miduRebuli rkinis firfitebi, romelTa garmon-
Tan msgavsebis gamoc eZaxdnen maT `baianebs~.
– lena! lena! – dauZaxa paSam.
– ra! – gamoexmaura mas lena.
– lenaCka, me Semovagde Tqvens kameraSi qaRaldis
tyvia, aiRe da frTxilad moqaCe. tyviaze mibmulia
Zalian wvrili Zafi, xolo wvril Zafze mibmulia msxvi li
Zafi, roca msxvili Zafi moaRwevs Tqvens kame ramde, miabi
gisosze da miTxari, rom yvelaferi rigzea, gaige?
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– gavige!
lena male mixvda yvelafers. yvelaferi ise gaakeTa,
rogorc uTxra paSam.
– mzad aris gza, – upataka paSam Cetvertaks, – SegiZlia
dawero werili!
amgvarad gabmul kanafebs patimrebi gzebs uwodeben.
Cetvertakma dawera werili:
„Cemo Zvirfaso lenaCka, rogorc iqna, momeca saSualeba,
rom SenTvis momewera es patara qsivi. minda giTxra, rom
me Sen Zalian, Zalian miyvarxar. lena, aq arian biWebi, romlebsac
undaT iqonion miwer-mowera svetasa da nataSas-
Tan. eseni arian sania da vania. isini kritidan modian da
amitomac gogonebs sTxove, ar daizaron qsi vebis dawera.
svetam da nataSam TviTon amoirCion, visTan undaT urTierToba.
amiT vamTavreb da droebiT gemSvidobebi. gulisfancqaliT
velodebi Sengan pasuxs. sania da vania ki,
Sesabamisad, elodebian pasuxs nataSasa da svetasagan.
gkocni tuCebSi mravaljer. Seni Cetvertaki!“
me, cota ar iyos, dabneuli var da ar vici, rogor gadav
Targmno zogierTi rusuli sityva, magaliTad: gubki,
glazki, noJki da a. S. rusebi, roca qalebs eJRurtulebian,
swored am sityvebs xmaroben, aseTnairad alamazeben
sityvebs. Cveni SoltiviT moqnili qarTuli ena ki,
samwuxarod, ar iZleva yovelTvis amis saSualebas. Tumca
ara – dedaena aq arafer SuaSia. Cven, ubralod, Cveni
aziuri sitlanqe gviSlis xels, velaparakoT qalebs ise,
rogorc rusebi elaparakebian. asea Tu ise, me ar SemiZlia
sityva „nosik“ Sevcvalo cxviriT, xolo sityva „uSki“ –
yurebiT. Cemi azriT, es mkrexelobaa: nu gaicinebT, Tuki
cxviris nacvlad cxvirunias amoikiT xavT am moTxrobaSi,
xolo loyis nacvlad – loyunias. yvelaferi axali
uCveuloa. mieCvieT aseT laparaks qalebTan da gaxdiT
namdvili jentlmenebi.
qalebis kameram pasuxi, ra Tqma unda, ar daayovna.
mo vida erTdroulad sami werili: lenam Cetvertaks mos-
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wera, nataSam – sanias da svetam – vanias. erTi sityviT,
gaimarTa Cinebuli miwer-mowera. lena, nataSa, sveta,
Cetvertaki, sania da vania swerdnen erTmaneTs werilebs
da eficebodnen siyvaruls. qalebs moswondaT, rom maTi
rCeulebi staJiani damnaSaveebi iyvnen. darbaislebic,
Tavis mxriv, kmayofilebi iyvnen, miuxedavad satrfoTa
veneriuli mdgomareobisa. bolos da bolos, maT xom
mxolod tripaki hqondaT. cixeSi yvelafers sxvanairi
TvaliT uyureben. aba, inglisis dedofals vin mogiyvans
cixeSi. da saerTod, es ar aris arc keTri da arc Sidsi. es
aris sasqeso surdo, kacobriobas ki aqvs sakmao raodenobis
samkurnalo preparati, romlebic yvelas eyofa –
taniasac, maniasac, svetasac, nataSasac da TviT inglisis
dedofalsac, Tu es saWiro gaxda. siyvaruls veraferi
daudgeba win, imitom, rom siyvaruli usazRvroa!!!
me gamomrCa erTi metad mniSvnelovani detali. gaxsovT
dizenteriiani patimari? – is Zalian cudad gaxda,
ukve kvdeboda da patimrebma TviTonve gamoiZaxes eqimi.
avad myofi gaiyvanes. mere movidnen bevri recxvisagan
ga xunebul, TeTr xalaTebSi gamowyobili faSfaSela
eqTani da ramdenime zorba zedamxedveli. maT kameris
mobinadreebi derefanSi gaamwkrives da saTiTaod, uklebliv
yvelas Seuyvanes anusSi specialuri mavTulis
Cxirebi dizenteriis dasadgenad. ufro sworad, Cxirebs
urWobda eqTani – faSfaSela ukraineli qali – xaxluSka.
zedamxedvelebi ki idgnen da Tvalebs abrialebdnen. maTi
iq yofna gamoricxavda winaaRmdegobis gawevas patimrebis
mxridan. xarkovis cixeSi zedamxedvelebs bevri
laparaki ar uyvarT – ginda Tu ar ginda, unda moiqce
ise, rogorc administracia miiCnevs saWirod. morCa da
gaTavda.
– nela! nela, qalo! – yviroda SarvalCaxdili patimari,
– aax!
– Semdegi! – bans aZlevda qali.
– moita, me TviTon! – bRaoda Semdegi.
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– daikuze-e-e! – pasuxobda qali.
– oh, Seni deda!!! – igineboda patimari.
– sakuTari deda... – arxeinad epasuxeboda qali, –
ufro iafi dagijdeba!
yvelaferi es keTdeboda brazisa da isterikis gareSe
– ar igrZnoboda araviTari mtroba, piriqiT, es
gawamawia Taviseburad yvelas arTobda – patimrebs,
eqTans, zedamxedvelebs da iZleoda oxunjobis sababs.
me minda giTxraT, Zvirfaso mkiTxvelo, gagafrTxiloT
– roca mogiwevT analogiur qalTan urTierToba,
Tu xaTri gaqvT, moiqeciT ise, rogorc me girCevT da
rogorc qvemoT moyvanil wesebSia miTiTebuli.
eqTanTan qcevis wesebi, mavTulis SerWobis dros:
1. rac SeiZleba gulTbilad gauRimeT eqTans da CaxedeT
TvalebSi, sasurvelia erTi-ori tkbili sityvac.
2. CaixadeT Sarvali, waikuzeT, moafomfloveT da
rac SeiZleba farTod gaSaleT Tqveni Rrmad pativcemuli
dundula kunTebi. oRond, Cqara. gaxsovdeT, Tu
ver moaswrebT dundula kunTebis droulad gaSlas da
mofomflovebas, Tqven geliT tkivili.
3. aramc da aramc ar gamoavlinoT Tqveni ukmayofileba
da araviTar SemTxvevaSi, apapapapa, ar gauwioT
fizikuri winaaRmdegoba TeTrxalaTian eqTans. gaxsovdeT,
aseTi upasuxismgeblo saqcieli gamoiwvevs zorba
zedamxedvelebis Carevas.
da maSin...
iq iyo erTi amayi axalgazrda, romelic Seepasuxa
eqTans, is ki arada, winaaRmdegobis gawevac ki scada.
zorba zedamxedvelebma amisaTvis daundoblad modrikes
igi, xolo gagulisebulma eqTanma mTeli ZaliT aZgera
daZabul sxeulSi mavTulis Cxiri! Sedegi?! – im axalgazrdas
didxans stkioda traki.
erTi sityviT, sinjanaRebi Cxirebi waiRes da laboratoriaSi
daTeses. daTesilma Cxirebma Sedegi ar daayov-
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na. isini aRmocendnen da kidev ramdenime kacs aRmoaCnda
dizenteria. avadmyofebi, rasakvirvelia, gadaiyvanes
cixis lazareTSi, xolo kameras daades karantini.
– Tfui! – CaafurTxa iataks Cetvertakma, – guliT
vgrZnobdi, rom gaviCxirebodi am dawyevlil xarkovis
tranzitkaSi. Wamen RorebiviT kaSas turtliani xelebiT.
TviTonac avad xdebian da sxvebsac aavadmyofeben.
eh, davjde, Cems satrfos werili mainc mivwero!
werili Cetvertakisa lenasadmi miwerili:
„Cemo Zvirfaso lenaCka, me minda Segatyobino, rom
Cvens kameraSi moxda Zalian savalalo ram. Cven dagvades
karantini imitom, rom zogierTebs aq aRmoaCndaT dizenteria.
Wamen RorebiviT am kaSas taStebiT da, aba, ra
iqneba am sicxeSi. axla elode, rodis moxsnian am karantins.
erTaderTi me is mamSvidebs, rom Sen myavxar, Cemo
sayvarelo, Cemo mSvenierebav da siamayev, mxolod Seni
werilebi Tu gamiqarvebs me gulistkivils! erTi sityviT,
aseTi mdgomareobaa! gkocni mravaljer loyunebSi,
TvalunebSi, tuCunebSi da cxviruniaze!
Seni Cetvertaki“.
lenam aseTi pasuxi miswera:
„Cemo Zvirfaso viwinka! Sen albaT gamibrazdebi, magram
miuxedavad amisa, me mainc getyvi, rom uzomod bednieri
var imiT, rom Sen darCi! karantini es kargia, Cemo baWiav!
aba, warmoidgine, Sen rom wasuliyavi etapiT zonaSi, me
ra unda meqna? nuTu ar ici, rom me uSenod ar SemiZlia.
Cems cxovrebaSi Sen pirveli mamakaci xar, romelmac
waruS leli kvali datova da siyvarulis cecxli aminTo
gulSi. ar vici ratom, albaT imitom, rom sul vzivar da
Zalian cota mamakaci myavda cxovrebaSi, magram me uSe nod
cxovreba aRar SemiZlia. roca ganvTavisufldebi, ar moviparav,
dagelodebi da Senc rom ganTavisufldebi, mere
erTad moviparoT! axla ki gkocni tuCebSi milionjer.
mxolod Seni lenka!“
es yvelaferi kargi, magram modiT mTavarze gadavi-
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deT. rogorc ukve giTxariT, iyo didi sasiyvarulo
miwer-mowera kamerebs Soris. pirdapir minda giTxraT,
es werilebi ar gansxvavdeboda erTmaneTisgan – gkocni,
mkocni, miyvarxar, giyvarvar da a. S. amitom am werilebiT
me Tqven ar mogabezrebT Tavs, wagikiTxavT mxolod erT
mniSvnelovan werils, romelic nadiam moiwera, sxvaTa
Soris maSin, roca maiori sxva kameraSi gadaiyvanes.
ai aseTi iyo nadias werili:
„gamarjobaT, biWebo, gwerT nadia! me minda gkiTxoT
erTi ram: am werilebs rom agzavniT wamdauwum da siyvaruls
rom eficebiT svetas, lenas da nataSas, me ratom ar
mwerT, a? me ra, sxvaze naklebi gogo var?! me ra, ar minda
siyvaruli?! aba, axlave Cqara momweros werili im maRalma,
qera biWma, cisferi Tvalebi rom aqvs. me eg davinaxe
derefanSi, roca advokatisgan vbrundebodi, Tqven ki
abanoSi midiodiT. aucileblad momweros, gasagebia?!
oRond gafrTxilebT, sxvam ar momweros, me bebrebi ar
mWirdeba da arc maTi qsivebi!
pat. nadia“.
pasuxi nadias TviT Cetvertakma miswera:
„nadia, Se Zukna! Seni siyvaruli Cvens kameraSi aravis
ar sWirdeba, gasagebia?! Sen xar milicielis kaxpa da maiori
giyvardes, akoce magas trakSi!!! me Sen mets arafers
mogwer!
Cetvertaki.“
nadiam ar dauyovna pasuxi Cetvertaks:
„Cetvertak, Sen yovelTvis ase elaparakebi qalebs! me
var milicielis kaxpa?! ara grcxvenia, amas rom mwer?!
me Tu miliciels erTi-ori tkbili sityva vuTxari, ra
moxda amiT?! xom xedavdi, ramden sigarets da kanfe tebs
gvigzavnida! me magas vasulelebdi, marTla ki ar miyvarda!
me wesieri zeCka var da Cems arestantul sindiss
mili cielze ar vcvli, Tundac generali iyos! xolo rac
Seexeba maiors, Sen TviTon akoce trakSi!
pat. nadia.“
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es rom Cetvertakma waikiTxa, gacofda. aZvra fanjaraze
da dauwyo nadias lanZRva. yvelas gasakvirad,
nadiamac gvarianad gamoido Tavi, lanZRa da agina Cetvertaks;
iotisodenadac ki ar dauTmo mas da mgoni
cotaTi gadaaWarba kidec.
nadia pirvelad ijda cixeSi, magram, vimeoreb, Zalian
yoCaRi iyo. miuxedavad imisa, rom kameraSi yvelani mis
garda, adre nasamarTlevebi iyvnen, nadia mainc yvelaze
blatiani aRmoCnda maT Soris. aseT qalebze rusebi amboben,
kvercxebiani qaliao.
Cetvertakisa da nadias mtroba ramdenime dRes
gagrZelda. oriveni erTmaneTze jiutebi aRmoCndnen
da arc erTs ar surda daTmoba. bolos Cetvertaki mainc
iZulebuli gaxda, daeTmo. nadiam Tavisi gaitana. es Cxubi
da wivil-kivili xels uSlida miwer-moweras, radgan
iqcevda zedamxedvelTa yuradRebas da amitom...
– miswere erTi-ori sityva mag kurvas, Torem aiklebs
aqaurobas! – sTxova man paSas.
paSam Tavidan Sors daiWira, ris nadia, ra nadiao,
magram bolos mainc iZulebuli gaxda, daeTmo da miswera
nadias werili.
paSas werili nadiasadmi aseTi iyo:
`gamarjoba, nadia, am werils gwers paSa. me gavige, rom
Sen ginda iqonio miwer-mowera CemTan. me var rostovis
olqidan. var 22 wlis. es aris Cemi meore sudimosti. gan-
Tavisuflebamde damrCa sami weli. meti ra mogwero ar
vici, gkocni tuCebSi.
Seni paSa.“
nadiam ase upasuxa:
„Zvirfaso paSinka, miviRe Seni werili da marTali
giTxra, me Sen Zalian damainterese, magram saqme is aris,
rom me TerTmeti wliT ufrosi var Senze. Sen CemTvis
mxolod da mxolod biWuna xar. amis garda, Sen sami weli
dagrCa ganTavisuflebamde. Sen kidev davaJkacdebi
da ganTavisufldebi ocdaxuTi wlis asakSi. gogonebi
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dagexvevian Tavs. cols moiyvan axalgazrdas. aba, me
raSi gWirdebi, aseTi dedaberi? paSinka, Zvirfaso, modi,
viyoT ubralod megobrebi da viqonioT gulwrfeli
megobruli urTierToba. kargi? damijere, ase ajobebs,
Cemo biWuni, xolo Sens umanko kocnaze gpasuxob daZmuri
kocniT loyuniaSi da kidev meore loyuniaSi.
nadia.“
paSam werili waikiTxa, Caaxvela da gaiar-gamoiara.
– rao, ras iwereba? – TiTqos TavisTvis hkiTxa Cetvertakma.
– siyvaruli ar mindao, megobroba mindao! – upasuxa
paSam.
– siyvaruli ar mindao, megobroba mindao?! aiklo aqauroba,
axalgazrdam momweros, bebrebma ar mom werono da
axla uars ambobs? aba, maCvene.
paSam werili gauwoda, Cetvertakma werili waikiTxa
da daaskvna – pontaobs.
– Sen ase fiqrob? – hkiTxa paSam.
– pontaobs kurva! miswere, sisuleleebs Tavi daanebos
da Tu siyvarulia, siyvaruli iyos – loyuniaSio, meore
loyuniaSio. me magas vaCveneb loyunias. erTi kviraa, tvini
waiRo! jobia weros werilebi da iyos Cumad, cotaTi
mainc daisvenos yurebma – yurebma, yurebma, yuruSkebma.
– es rom Tqva Cetvertakma, Caicina, – ex, Zevki, Zevki,
ra gindaT Tqven cixeSi?! cixe CvenTvis aris, kacebisaTvis!
aba, qalebisaTvis xom ar aris cixe!.. xom marTals
vambob, paSa?!
paSam daudastura da cximiT gazinTul magidas miujda
kalmiTa da furcliT.
„nadia, miviRe Seni werili, romelSic iwerebi, dedaberi
varo. araviTari dedaberi Sen ar xar, aramed xar qali im
asakSi, romelic me miyvars. didi ambavi TerTmeti weli
asakSi gansxvaveba. Sen xar qali wvenSi (rusebma ician xolme
Tqma `qali wvenSi~. ratom amboben ase rusebi, ras niSnavs
es da an, saerTod, ra wvenia aseTi es wveni, avtorisTvis
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ucnobia) da yvelaferi win gaqvs. CemTvis cnobilia, rom
Sen gaflangvis muxliT xar dakavebuli da eWvob, rom
did sasjels mogisjian. me ki darwmunebuli var, Sen male
gamoxval Tavisuflebaze da Cveni Sexvedrac Sedgeba.
SeiZleba muxlic gamogicvalon da mogisajon gacilebiT
naklebi, an arada, amnistia gamova. Sen qali xar da pirvel
rigSi gagaTavisufleben. ase rom, sisuleleebs Tavi daanebe
da momwere werili! oRond icode, rom megobroba ar
meyofa, aramed me mWirdeba Seni siyvaruli, rogorc haeri.
icode, Tu ar Semiyvareb, me venebs gadaviWri buSlatze.
aucileblad momwere! gaige?! velodebi pasuxs.
didi siyvaruliT Sendami paSa.“
„Zvirfaso paSinka, miviRe Seni werili, romelmac mar-
Tali giTxra, Zalian SemZra. nuTu Sen marTlac mzad
xar, Cemi gulisTvis venebi gadaiWra? CemTvis es moulodnelobaa!
raoden samwuxaroa, rom Zalian cotaa
iseTi mamakaci, romlebic mzad arian qalis siyvarulis-
Tvis aseTi msxverpli gaiRon. ah, netav Tavisuflebaze
SegeZloT Tqven aseTi siyvaruli, magram Tavisuflebaze
Tqven CvenTvis ara gcaliaT, qeifi da drostareba
girCevniaT yvelafers...
paSa, me usamarTlo viyavi Sen mimarT! Sen arafer SuaSi
xar, Cemo patarav, Sen jer patara da gulubryvilo xar,
Cemo Cituni, me didxans vikavebdi Tavs, magram meti aRar
SemiZlia. miyvarxar? miyvarxar! gkocni TvalunebSi, SublukaSi,
loyunebSi da tuCunebSi.
marad Seni nadia“.
werili rom dawera nadiam, pomada waisva tuCebze da am
pomadiani tuCebiT ramdenime adgilas dakocna furceli,
raTa paSas misi vnebiani tuCebis anabeWdi exila, mere am
werils cotaodeni gadamaluli sunamoc apkura.
paSaze Zalian imoqmeda nadias surnelovanma, pomadiT
daTxupnilma werilma da siamayiT gauwoda Cetvertaks.
– mdaa, Zalian muSa tuCebi hqonia! – RvarZlgareulad
ixumra Cetvertakma.
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– nu ayeneb Seuracxyofas gogonas, is Cemi siyvarulia!
– naxevrad xumrobiT, naxevrad seriozulad upasuxa
paSam.
paSas werili:
„Zvirfaso nadia, didi madloba, rom giyvarvar! mec
miyvarxar, magram Zalian gTxov, nuRar damiZaxeb Citunis.
es ra moigone? meored aRar Semadaro frinvels. nadia,
saqme is aris, rom me SeiZleba male wamiyvanon etapiT. Sen
xom ici, tranzitSi var. ar jobia, pirdapir siyvarulze
gadavideT da mivweroT erTmaneTs intimuri werilebi. me
didi xania minda mogwero iseTi werili, romelSic me da
Sen viqnebiT erTad. erTi sityviT, viocneboT, Tu Senc
Tanaxma xar, momwere da erTad viocneboT.
gkocni Seni paSa“.
nadiam ase upasuxa:
„paSinka, upirveles yovlisa, me minda gisayveduro
imis gamo, rom Sen mikrZalav Citunis daZaxebas. nuTu Sen
Cemi Citunia ara xar? Tu siyvaruli ginda, gaxsovdes,
yvelaferi iqneba ise, rogorc me movindomeb da rogorc
Cemi survili iqneba, winaaRmdeg SemTxvevaSi, gagebutebi,
Cemo Cituni, Cemo bartyo, Cemo fisunia da Cemo lifsitav!
rac Seexeba yvelaze ufro intimurs Cvens urTierTobaSi,
me didi xania gulis fancqaliT veli Sengan aseTi
saxis werilebs. ra Tqma unda, momwere, amas rad unda
kiTxva. Cven xom gviyvars erTmaneTi, xolo rac bunebrivia,
is miRebulia! axla ki gemSvidobebi da gkocni, magram
vinaidan Senze cotaTi gabutuli var, amitom mxolod
loyunaSi! Seni nadia!“
es werili Zalian moewona paSas da ai, aseTi werili
miswera Tavis satrfos:
„Cemo naZinka, upirveles yovlisa, minda giTxra, rom
Sen Cemi qalbatoni xar! Sen xar Cemi dedofali da qal-
RmerTi! amitom rogorc ginda, ise damiZaxe, Cemo gogoni!
Tu Sen aseTi mgrZnobiare xar da ase axlos migaqvs gul-
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Tan yoveli wvrilmani, me gTxov patiebas da gwer werils,
romelSic vocnebob, rom Cven varT erTad. Sen xar Cemi
coli, Cven gvaqvs samoTaxiani bina, televizori, macivari,
magnitofoni, sarecxi manqanac gvaqvs. Sen gamebute
me Citunias gamo. miiRe gabrazebuli saxis gamometyveleba,
Sexvedi saZinebel oTaxSi da Signidan Caikete kari. me
vxedav gulis fancqaliT Sens Crdils. Sen gaixade kaba
da danarCeni tansacmeli, mere Caicvi Ramis perangi da
daweqi loginze. me daaxloebiT TxuTmet wuTs vcemdi
bolTas oTaxSi, mere gamovaRe macivari da SevWame vinegreti
da asi grami arayic davayole. amis Semdeg, cota ar
iyos, gavTamamdi da SenTan Semosvla mominda, specialuri
atmiCkiT gavaRe kari. da ai, me ukve Sen gverdiT vwevar.
Sen wevxar gadabrunebuli, Cemken gaqvs moSverili zurgi
da, ra Tqma unda, ar gZinavs, magram Tavs imZinareb. ox,
rogor minda Cagexuto da Segirigde, magram me Seni, cota
ar iyos, meSinia. ufro sworad, ki ar meSinia, aramed ver
vbedav! ai, me frTxilad gamovyavi xeli da mxarze dagade,
ufro sworad, TiTebis baliSebiT odnav Segexe mxarze,
Sen SeiSmuSne da mxari amikari. es imas niSnavs, rom Sen
gamebute, Sen me damsaje. erTi sityviT, dasjili var,
magram meoredac mogkide xeli mxarze. amjerad ufro
Tamamad, Tanac ufro axlos mogiCoCdi da Zalian frTxilad,
magram amave dros Zalian safuZvlianad Cagexute.
Sen Sewyvite winaaRmdegoba da damnebdi. me Sen frTxilad
gadmogatriale da dagawvine zurgze. mere ki dagiwye
mofereba, kocna da perangis aweva. perangis qveS Sen
araferi ar gecva. amis Semdeg Cven gavakeTeT is, rasac
deida akulina da biZia kuzma yovel RamiT akeTeben.
Seni paSa“.
es werili xmamaRla waukiTxa nadiam gogonebs. isini
didxans kiskisebdnen da maTi sicili mTel cixes esmoda.
nadias pasuxi:
„Cemo patara paSinka, me siamovnebiT wavikiTxe Seni
werili, magram erTi ram ver gamigia, ratom vcxovrobT
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Cven samoTxian binaSi an kidev ratom ar gvyavs manqana.
sarecxis manqana gvaqvso, Sen iwerebi, TiTqos didi qoneba
gvqondes. paSa, Sen Tu Cemi bedniereba ginda, didi
orsarTuliani saxli aaSene. am saxlis qveS garaJi unda
iyos. am garaJSi ori ucxouri manqana unda idge s – Cemi
da Seni. Sen xom rostoveli xar, xoda, donis napiras
aaSene saxli. doni kargi mdinarea. kidev ai ra paSinka,
saWiroa saseirno kateri. me Zalian miyvars mdinaris
talRebze kateriT sriali! talRebi... talRebi... dawvrilebiT
giambob, rogori unda iyos Cveni saxli. Cveni
saxli unda iyos Zalian didi, arastandartuli formis.
oTaxebi ar unda iyos oTxkuTxedi, kedlebi unda iyos
uCveulo. saxls garSemo unda ertyas aivani ise, rom
aivnis gavla saSualebas gvaZlevdes nebismier oTaxSi
Sesvlisa. saWiroa mrgvali kibec saxlis SigniT. pirvel
sarTulze iqneba darbazi, sadac stumrebs miviRebT.
pirvel sarTulze iqneba agreTve samzareulo, tualeti,
saqvabe orTqliT gaTbobisaTvis, xolo meore sarTulze
iqneba saZineblebi, bari, sabiliardo, biblioTeka da ase
Semdeg. paSinka, me minda gansakuTrebiT kargad aRvwero
Cveni saZinebeli, kerZod ki sawoli, romelzec Cven
daviZinebT. did maRalWerian oTaxSi unda idges mrgvali
sawoli, romelic TiTqmis mTel oTaxs daikavebs. rac
Seexeba baliSebs, sabnebsa da saerTod TeTreuls, amis
Taobaze me vizruneb. Sen dardi nu geqneba. da kidev,
Zvirfaso paSa, Sen sadme unda iSovo leopardis tyavi.
imitom, rom diliT roca gaviRviZeb da fexebs iatakze
gadmovawyob, Cems ferxTiT leopardis tyavi unda iyos
dagebuli. rac Seexeba danarCen avejs, amis Sesaxeb me
vizruneb. WurWelsa da TeTreulze zrunvac me momande.
kidev me mWirdeba ori mosamsaxure qali, Tanac aucileblad
xanSi Sesulebi da ulamazoebi imitom, rom Zalian
eWviani var, Tanac Zalian kargad vicnob mamakacTa modgmas.
Tqven yvelani moRalateebi xarT – donJuanebi. da ai,
kidev ra, Cven xSirad unda vimogzauroT...“
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me gadavwyvite aq Sevwyvito nadias werili da ara
marto nadias werili, aramed nadias da paSas miwermowera
saerTod. mxolod oriode sityviT, mokled minda
giTxraT, rom nadiasa da paSas xumrobasa da TamaS-
Si marTla SeuyvardaT erTmaneTi. gulubryvilo biW
paSas, mozardis asakidan cixeSi mjdoms, moulodnelad
Seuyvarda Tavisze gacilebiT ufrosi, lamazi da kapasi
nadia. am gamocdil da mravalnacad qalsac Seuyvarda es
gulubryvilo biWi. Tavisuflebaze albaT ase ar xdeba,
magram cixis pirobebi gansxvavdeba Tavisuflebisagan.
cixe aTanasworebs. isini dReSi ramdenjerme ugzavnidnen
werilebs erTmaneTs, dReSi ramdenjerme Cxubobdnen
da rigdebodnen. ufro xSirad nadia iyo pretenziuli.
xan leopardis tyavi ratom ar miSoveo, xan Cem mier Ser-
Ceul modur tansacmels ratom ar icvamo... ai, ase cxovrobdnen,
is ki arada, am mokle droSi TavianT warmodgenaSi
maT mgoni bavSvebic ki eyolaT.
mere movida dro da paSas gvaric amoikiTxes saetapod
gamzadebulTa siaSi. is daemSvidoba nadias, daemSvidoba
gogoebs, daemSvidoba Cetvertaks, Tavis Tanakamerelebs
da wavida zonaSi danarCeni vadis mosaxdelad. Tan waiRo
saTuTad Sexveuli nadias werilebi da maTTan dakav-
Sirebuli siTbo. mis mier gabmuli `gziT~ ki kidev Zalian
didxans sargeblobdnen patimrebi.
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