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“And that’s my real sin,” Poppy finished. “That’s my real shame. I can’t
sleep at night knowing that I let him—let myself—” She broke off and there
was a moment of silence which I didn’t interrupt, both out of respect for her
and also because I didn’t trust my voice. Her confession had been so raw—so
fucking detailed—and I was filled with rage at this Sterling asshole and
sorrow for her and also a fierce, unshakable jealousy that just weeks ago, he
got to be inside her and he didn’t deserve it, not one bit.
But mostly I was so fucking hard I couldn’t think straight.
“I let myself come,” she said finally, in a quiet, sad voice. “He is a married
man and he cheated on me for years and he wasn’t even sorry, but I still not
only fucked him, but I came. I came twice. What does it matter that I made
him leave right after it happened? What kind of girl still does that?”
I needed to say something, needed to help her, but fuck, it was so difficult
to focus on anything other than the image of her face pressed into the seat as
she gasped her way through multiple orgasms. I was going to hell for even
thinking this, especially since I wanted to punch Sterling in the windpipe for
acting on it, but it was almost unbearably sexy that those rough kinds of
things got her off. Because they got me off too, and it had been so long since
I’d had a woman whimpering under my touch…
You’re no better than him, I castigated myself. Fucking get it together.
Feelings, focus on her feelings. “How did it feel?”
“How did it feel? It felt amazing. Like he was claiming me from the inside
out, and when he came inside of me, it felt like he was marking me as his
property, and it was his climax that made me orgasm again. I can’t help it—a
guy coming is the hottest fucking thing, especially when I can feel it inside of
me…”
My head fell back against the wood of the booth with an audible thud. “I
meant—” I said in a strangled voice “—how did it feel emotionally?”
“Oh,” and then the breathy little laugh, and then fuck it, I’d go to hell,
because I couldn’t not rub myself now. I was so hard that I could feel every