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In the times of high Kuchmism I wrote on this topic as follows: “Here he is, this<br />
writer. His readership continues to get smaller, it already is exclusively composed of losers<br />
just like him. His language becomes tapered around him, it already is no longer a means of<br />
understanding, but a fortress, or, to say it more precisely, a shell. His future—this last refuge<br />
of a graphomaniac—remains unjustified by anything.”<br />
But a little further in the text hope got its way: “I surmise that not so little in fact<br />
remains for him—to strive to write well. In lumpenized society (today I would write — in the<br />
“biomass”), where ideas do not rule, but instincts, the role of the writer remains the same. It<br />
always is the same. <strong>The</strong>re is one peculiarity—he must always be aware of the fact that he is<br />
unlikely to be heard. However, this does not remove from him the obligation to write well.<br />
This certainly is an obligation before himself, but not just that. Because for him hope remains.<br />
Hope that is possible even after Chornobyl.”<br />
Today I can repeat approximately the same thing: hope that is possible even after<br />
revenge. Though, did I not myself write yet in February 2005, in the heat of the postrevolutionary<br />
honeymoon, that “so we are forced always to start again from the very<br />
beginning”?<br />
This is a good matter of course—to always start from the beginning. This, it turns<br />
out, is an extraordinarily sweet and delightful perspective, this combination of Sisyphus and<br />
Masoch.<br />
You are thrown off the summit of your illusions again, once again you are free,<br />
your hands are untied, once again you hate power and you say everything about it you want,<br />
with a single striving—to do it as much harm as possible. This is again like being reborn for<br />
another karmic incarnation.<br />
Moreover, for some reason you are sure that this time you will be better heard and<br />
understood.<br />
--Yuri Andrukhovych<br />
(Translated from Ukrainian by Michael M. Naydan).