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Freedom Series: Shoud III - End of an Era
SCOTT: I would say for me it’s patterns of I start to do something and I’m
such a big “follow your bliss” person, but then I start going down a road
and I do feel blissful, but then I’m like, “Wait a minute. This seems a lot
like what I did before but repackaged and that didn’t really ever manifest
in the way I thought it would.” So it’s that big question of why does this
look so much like a pattern that I was at before?
ADAMUS: So is it bliss chasing? Or … or …
SCOTT: I think it’s just because I, yeah, I don’t set goals and I just …
yeah, I wake up and I do what it feels like I should want to do that day.
ADAMUS: And you’re stuck in that?
SCOTT: Well that part feels pretty good.
ADAMUS: Right. Right. What part doesn’t feel good?
SCOTT: When I mentally think “This looks a lot like a different package of what I did like two years ago
or something.”
ADAMUS: Yes. Good. Good. Is there a certain comfort …
SCOTT: But I know it’s mental.
ADAMUS: A certain comfort in that?
SCOTT: There’s like kind of a discomfort in a way, because like …
ADAMUS: Ah, just kind of like a hamster on the wheel.
SCOTT: Yeah.
ADAMUS: Definitely. Good.
A few more. Where are you getting stuck right now? Where are you getting stuck? And there’s nothing
wrong with getting stuck. It’s actually, what I’m going to say, is a natural part of enlightenment. It’s going
to happen. It depends how long it’s going to happen for, but it’s going to happen. Because of convergence
of energies, a changing of energies, everything else going on, energy is going to get kind of stuck, and it’s
okay. We talk about it. We discuss, and you say, “Ah! It’s not that big of a deal.”
Where else?
JULIE: In not having as much fun as I could.
ADAMUS: Yeah.
JULIE: So…
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