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ut not <strong>in</strong>to the unknown. His fall is a deliberate act; eyes wide open he acknowledges his<br />

role before bl<strong>in</strong>d<strong>in</strong>g himself for the future.<br />

<strong>The</strong> f<strong>in</strong>al choreographic movement <strong>of</strong> the dance is also a fall. Jocasta has faced<br />

and relived her past and now can complete the act contemplated at the beg<strong>in</strong>n<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong> the<br />

ballet -- her suicide. Draw<strong>in</strong>g a rope around her neck she tightens it and falls backward.<br />

In perhaps the most literal representation <strong>of</strong> fall<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> the dance, she hangs herself. This<br />

f<strong>in</strong>al fall<strong>in</strong>g sequence emphasizes the downward thrust <strong>of</strong> gravity, m<strong>in</strong>imiz<strong>in</strong>g the upward<br />

resistance, and thus establish<strong>in</strong>g dramatically her surrender to mortality. In Blood<br />

Memory Graham describes the end<strong>in</strong>g. "<strong>The</strong>re is a moment <strong>of</strong> simulated strangl<strong>in</strong>g, and<br />

she [Jocasta] does a back fall. She does not land <strong>in</strong> a position. She lands <strong>in</strong> a figureless<br />

sprawl, a blot on the ground, like one <strong>of</strong> those Rorschach blots. She lies there <strong>in</strong><br />

noth<strong>in</strong>gness." 5 <strong>The</strong> metaphorical death that Graham confronts <strong>in</strong> all the fall sequences<br />

becomes literal here. <strong>The</strong> dancer will not rise. Giv<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> entirely to the forces <strong>of</strong> gravity<br />

Jocasta is without hope <strong>of</strong> rebirth, or ascent.<br />

After the fall on ten counts I learn the fall on four, then the fall on three, then two<br />

and f<strong>in</strong>ally on one. A contraction momentarily suspends my body before I surrender <strong>in</strong> a<br />

dar<strong>in</strong>g rush to the ground, followed by a glorious ascent upwards, on a s<strong>in</strong>gle count.<br />

Here <strong>in</strong> the safety <strong>of</strong> the studio, I am able to risk everyth<strong>in</strong>g. I have experienced a sense<br />

<strong>of</strong> my own mortality, and the power <strong>of</strong> danc<strong>in</strong>g to renew my spirit. I am ecstatic.<br />

1 <strong>The</strong> movement descriptions throughout are based upon the author's memory <strong>of</strong> exercises taught at the<br />

<strong>Martha</strong> Graham School <strong>in</strong> the 1950s and 1960s when she was a student.<br />

2 <strong>Martha</strong> Graham, Blood Memory, p. 258. Also as quoted by L<strong>in</strong>da Hodes <strong>in</strong> <strong>Martha</strong> Graham, Steps <strong>of</strong> a<br />

Giant, Insiders' Stories. Dance Division, <strong>The</strong> New York Public Library for the Perform<strong>in</strong>g Arts. Bruno<br />

Walter Auditorium, January 4, 2003.<br />

3 <strong>Martha</strong> Graham. "A Modern Dancer's Primer for Action," <strong>in</strong> Dance: A Basic Educational Technique,<br />

Frederick R. Rogers Ed. New York: Macmillan, 1969.<br />

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