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100 ! experienced little. I’m only bugged, not really progressing at all that much. Dissatisfaction is not progress, is not profound or meaningful. With so many possibilities, how to choose among them anyway? If you can’t see everywhere & always, be every kind of experience, know every kind of person’s life— Manifestation becomes learning better one’s own thread through the maze—not any other’s— part of the nature of my thread is the encourage others through collaboration—which is why I do Scriptor Press as I do— For this to be a meaningful project, I have to find that collaborative ground to work with others, open my borders continuously to it— the common ground will be artistic but I swear that’s not all—it could be else—nature, magick—but then I keep thinking “manifestation” & wonder what I’m talking about— if one manifests from cradle to grave—one way or another—maybe the question is how conscious is this manifestation—how far is it pushed? How much is one externally molded versus how much one does whether with or against those pressures? I really fucking try—this is trying— I wish I felt I did it better other than my pleasure within notebooks—so much I don’t do, don’t know, fear— Just more questions & discontented groping awhile— but the cams/chalk idea is a good one— !"#$%#&'()#$*$+,$*$-.&#$/001! ! ******
! ! 101 May 13, 2008 Portland, Oregon My enemy is bastards within—collectively the Beast—enemy? Maybe that’s wrong—I don’t know what the Beast is—but the word conjures up a presence I feel—a bodiless mass capable of affecting mental & physical reality— <strong>The</strong> Beast is me, is the world, God not as man-shaped but as world-shaped—yet not good nor bad but what said so by some soul at some hour— Manifest—here to manifest—all here to manifest—not a purpose but what is, what happens—what next in glimpse, guesses, clues at best— What then? How does this help? What guidance, what path? Beast cares much, little, gives no fuck— In a way I am grappling the deeply rooted human idea of mortality, of time as linear & one’s fate the ground one year or another— I believe & don’t believe—that is, I reck what I know yet call it incomplete & thus possibly inaccurate— I dispute without an answer of my own— ****** !"#$%#&'()#$*$+,$*$-.&#$/001!
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