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<strong>The</strong><br />

<strong>Advent</strong><br />

<strong>Sunwheel</strong><br />

by Helen G. Farias<br />

with a few additions from Waverly Fitzgerald<br />

Orig<strong>in</strong>ally published by<br />

Juno’s Peacock Press<br />

Clear Lake, WA<br />

1989<br />

This edition published by<br />

Priestess of Swords Press<br />

www.schooloftheseasons.com<br />

2005


ADVENT CEREMONIES FOR THE SUN<br />

ADVENT means "the com<strong>in</strong>g or arrival, especially of someth<strong>in</strong>g awaited for<br />

or momentous". It spr<strong>in</strong>gs from the same root as "adventure". S<strong>in</strong>ce the 5th<br />

century of the Common Era, when the birth of Christ was declared to have<br />

occurred on December 25, <strong>Advent</strong> has been called the period of await<strong>in</strong>g the<br />

anniversary of his birth. But <strong>in</strong> that era, December 25 was understood to be<br />

the W<strong>in</strong>ter Solstice, the day of Sol Invictus (the Inv<strong>in</strong>cible Sun). Nowadays,<br />

astronomers p<strong>in</strong>po<strong>in</strong>t the precise moment each year: sometimes December<br />

21, sometimes 22 is the true Solstice.<br />

Pagans (<strong>in</strong>clud<strong>in</strong>g Goddess people, people of the Earth religion, Wiccans) await no anniversary but<br />

rather the rebirth of the Sun, a real event that occurs every year, when our daystar journeys to the far<br />

north and hides from our sight for all but a few hours of the day. At the time of the W<strong>in</strong>ter Solstice<br />

(called Midw<strong>in</strong>ter because November 1, Samha<strong>in</strong>, is the beg<strong>in</strong>n<strong>in</strong>g of W<strong>in</strong>ter <strong>in</strong> our system, while<br />

February 1, Imbolc, is the end), the sun l<strong>in</strong>gers <strong>in</strong> the north for about a week, appear<strong>in</strong>g still. Solstice<br />

means "sun-standstill."<br />

<strong>Advent</strong> Sunday <strong>in</strong> the sense most people know it today is def<strong>in</strong>ed as the first of the four Sundays <strong>in</strong><br />

<strong>Advent</strong>, the Sunday closest to St. Andrew's day, which is November 30. (St. Andrew, one of the<br />

apostles, is now the patron sa<strong>in</strong>t of Scotland, and a legend of the middle ages<br />

declares he was killed upon a cross saltire, which is shaped like an X. This,<br />

curiously enough, is the same shape as the rune of the Scand<strong>in</strong>avian Goddess<br />

Gefjon (Freya) - "gifts" - and when surrounded by a circle becomes the doublestrength<br />

sun symbol of the Yule period, which to the Norse of Scand<strong>in</strong>avia and<br />

Scotland extended from late November through early January). <strong>The</strong> four <strong>Advent</strong><br />

Sundays are those that precede Christmas or Yule.<br />

Every Sunday of <strong>Advent</strong>, Christ worshippers light a candle set with<strong>in</strong> a wreath of greenery. Modem<br />

writers admit that, "like the Pagan festivals that preceded it [and accompanied and follow it, we might<br />

add], Christmas celebrates the triumph of light over darkness, promis<strong>in</strong>g hope <strong>in</strong> the midst of<br />

despair… the feast<strong>in</strong>g… meant to susta<strong>in</strong> us through the last bitter lap of w<strong>in</strong>ter." This custom is<br />

clearly Pagan <strong>in</strong> orig<strong>in</strong>, regardless of how s<strong>in</strong>cerely adopted by the later faith. <strong>The</strong> greenery, the<br />

circular wreath-shape, and most of all the fire of the candles all embody potent Earth-based<br />

symbolism. <strong>The</strong> <strong>Advent</strong> which the people of the Goddess and the God now openly celebrate aga<strong>in</strong> is<br />

the <strong>Advent</strong> of the Sun.<br />

But upon what day should we beg<strong>in</strong> our <strong>Advent</strong>? It depends on whether we want to reta<strong>in</strong> December<br />

25 as our Solstice day (s<strong>in</strong>ce it was the orig<strong>in</strong>al Pagan solstice), or prefer rather to be scientific about<br />

it. (Several old holy days of the Christ religion, based as usual on the substrata of Earth religion<br />

sunfeasts- days such as March 25, "Lady Day," June 24, "St. John's Day," and September 29,<br />

"Michaelmas" - all arose out of this earlier system of reckon<strong>in</strong>g). That is a private decision, based on<br />

many personal factors, and no one can dictate to anyone else what it should be.<br />

Sometimes, there will be no difference between the dates of Pagan <strong>Advent</strong> Sunday and Christian<br />

<strong>Advent</strong> Sunday. When Christmas falls on a Thursday or Friday and the Solstice falls on either the 21st<br />

or the 22nd, then the <strong>Advent</strong>s are the same. And they're the same if Christmas falls on a Wednesday, if<br />

the Solstice falls on the 22nd (s<strong>in</strong>ce the 21st would then fall on a Sunday, the last Sunday before both<br />

the W<strong>in</strong>ter Solstice on the 22nd and Christmas on the 25th. This is easier to comprehend while look<strong>in</strong>g<br />

at sample calendar months). More often, though, Pagan <strong>Advent</strong> will beg<strong>in</strong> a week earlier than the other<br />

one.


Just as the day of St. Andrew is a marker for Christ-worshippers, so the day of St. Cather<strong>in</strong>e is our<br />

marker. Cather<strong>in</strong>e's emblem is a fiery wheel. She was (and perhaps still is) honored by her women, the<br />

"sp<strong>in</strong>sters" and lacemakers of Paris--. women who occupied their time, and made their liv<strong>in</strong>g, by<br />

twirl<strong>in</strong>g sp<strong>in</strong>dles and bobb<strong>in</strong>s: like the Sun Goddess, whose myth says she sits on a rock and sp<strong>in</strong>s <strong>in</strong><br />

the hours before dawn (this is a Norse myth, and France of course was conquered by the Norse, hence<br />

the term Norman French). Her day is November 25. We can say, then, that almost always it will be the<br />

Sunday follow<strong>in</strong>g St. Cather<strong>in</strong>e's day that beg<strong>in</strong>s Pagan <strong>Advent</strong> (the exception occurs when the<br />

Solstice falls on both the 21st and a Saturday; <strong>in</strong> that event, Pagan <strong>Advent</strong> Sunday will be November<br />

24, the Sunday preced<strong>in</strong>g Cather<strong>in</strong>e's Day). <strong>The</strong> easiest way to f<strong>in</strong>d the correct day is simply to look at<br />

the calendar, however.<br />

It is no accident that the days on which the candles of the advent wreath are lit are Sundays. This day<br />

is the day of the Sun. Whether the ancestors of northern Europeans (from whom most of our other<br />

Yuletide customs descend) ever honored the Sun (or Moon) on a particular day is moot. After all, the<br />

old Teutons and Celts counted by nights and w<strong>in</strong>ters, not days and summers. (<strong>The</strong> months were named<br />

for moons). A survival of this is the use of the terms "Eve" (the night a feast beg<strong>in</strong>s) and "Night" (the<br />

night a feast concludes), as <strong>in</strong>, for <strong>in</strong>stance, Christmas Eve and Twelfth Night, December 24 and<br />

January 6th respectively. But long before the Common Era the first day of the week was attributed <strong>in</strong><br />

the Near East to the rulership of the Sun. We light the candles of the sun on the days of the Sun, to<br />

lend it strength even as the sun's power appears to wane.<br />

<strong>The</strong> shape of advent wreath is most often round, with four candles set at<br />

equal <strong>in</strong>tervals around the perimeter. Brass advent wreaths can be<br />

purchased <strong>in</strong> hobby and gift shops. <strong>The</strong>se hold d<strong>in</strong>ner candles, and if the<br />

custom is followed of allow<strong>in</strong>g the lit candle to burn all day, the first might<br />

easily be gone before the last is lit. <strong>The</strong>refore, a constructed wreath that<br />

uses fatter candles might be better (but if these are used be sure to use<br />

candle dishes to protect the table surface from hot wax). S<strong>in</strong>ce the old<br />

Norse calendar mark for W<strong>in</strong>ter solstice is a circle conta<strong>in</strong><strong>in</strong>g a dot, which<br />

later became a circle conta<strong>in</strong><strong>in</strong>g a cross, we might prefer to add a fifth<br />

candle, the candle of the Sun <strong>in</strong> the center, to be lit on the Solstice Day (December 21 /22 or 25).<br />

L<strong>in</strong>es of greenery might be added to form the cross-bars of the X with<strong>in</strong> the wreath. In this shape, the<br />

first candle to be lit should be the candle of the east, the second, the candle<br />

of the south, the third, of the west, and the fourth, the candle of the north.<br />

Another wreath shape is the very female triangle, illustrated here, used <strong>in</strong><br />

Germany and Scand<strong>in</strong>avia and built from apples and dowl<strong>in</strong>g. (Sometimes<br />

these are hung like candelabras).<br />

<strong>The</strong> custom is to light the first candle on <strong>Advent</strong> Sunday, and to let it bum all<br />

the rest of that day, or night (until you got to bed). <strong>The</strong> next Sunday, the first<br />

candle is relit and then the second, to bum for the rest of the day. On the third<br />

Sunday, the first two candles are lit, plus the third, and so forth, until on the<br />

last Sunday before the Solstice Day all the candles are alive. Solstice itself might be marked by light<strong>in</strong>g<br />

all the <strong>Advent</strong> candles plus a center candle.


THE CEREMONIES OF THE ADVENT OF-THE-SUN<br />

To hold your own <strong>Advent</strong>-of-the-Sun ceremonies, establish a time <strong>in</strong> advance for the rite, a time<br />

when everyone will be home and relaxed. <strong>The</strong> late even<strong>in</strong>g, right before bed, would be good, or early<br />

morn<strong>in</strong>g. Let the household know that this will be the time for the <strong>Advent</strong> Wreath every sun-day until<br />

Solstice. Br<strong>in</strong>g out ahead of time any ritual food and dr<strong>in</strong>k you wish to <strong>in</strong>clude (not all traditional<br />

Yuletide fare is sweet, only about 90% of it), and have the story of the day <strong>in</strong> place, plus plenty of<br />

copies of the lyrics to the chosen carol. (Or you may prefer to beg<strong>in</strong> a tape or record of traditional<br />

music <strong>in</strong> the background). Also have ready a long taper-style match and match box.<br />

Gather around the table where the <strong>Advent</strong> Wreath resides, and if possible lower the electric<br />

lights so that there's plenty to read by but no glare. All hold hands for a moment, and breathe deeply to<br />

ground and center, add<strong>in</strong>g whatever visualizations are preferred. Cast a Circle or not, as feels best. <strong>The</strong><br />

designated reader or readers can then beg<strong>in</strong> the story of the day. (A read<strong>in</strong>g order, which complements<br />

the choices of carols and foods recommended for each day, is given below but need not be followed).<br />

Have plenty of water ready for the readers to dr<strong>in</strong>k, because their throats will get dry from time to time.<br />

When the story is f<strong>in</strong>ished, your family or group may wish to discuss it, or you may want to s<strong>in</strong>g<br />

the caro1(s) of the day. While s<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>g (or listen<strong>in</strong>g quietly to recorded music <strong>in</strong> the background), the<br />

chosen Lightbr<strong>in</strong>ger for that sun-day will strike the match and light the candle. Lower the electric lights<br />

further, if possible, and gaze upon the light <strong>in</strong> meditation for a while. When the meditation period ends<br />

naturally, raise the lights (or light other candles and lamps) and turn your attention to the ritual food<br />

and dr<strong>in</strong>k. You may want to discuss the mean<strong>in</strong>g of the foods' shapes and <strong>in</strong>gredients (refer to" <strong>Advent</strong><br />

Sweets"), and/or make a small ritual of sacrifice or communion with the Goddess or God or Force<br />

represented by the food (oranges, apples and nuts are good Sun and Goddess foods, for those who<br />

eschew sweets). F<strong>in</strong>ally, open the Circle if one has been cast, and hold hands aga<strong>in</strong> to ground and<br />

center <strong>in</strong> silence and companionship. <strong>The</strong> Ceremony is complete.<br />

A Few Solstice Customs:<br />

Most Christmas Eve rituals as carried out by the worshippers of Christ revolve around the Midnight<br />

Mass. In France, this even<strong>in</strong>g is called Revéillon (from the verb "to awaken"), and a large and elegant<br />

supper is served, complete with the rich chocolate roll called Bûche de Noël, the Yule log.. In<br />

Provence (northern France), it's traditional to offer thirteen sweets as the dessert course. <strong>The</strong> number,<br />

of course, is sacred to the Goddess. One might prefer to substitute thirteen symbolic foods, both<br />

sweet and savory (to avoid total sugar crisis). When a meal is served before midnight, meat is<br />

traditionally forbidden: but not fish. <strong>The</strong> Polish vigil or Wigilia offers as the first food broken pieces<br />

of a transparent rice wafer called the Oplatekt, which has been blessed by the Christian priest of the<br />

parish. <strong>The</strong> shortbread or bannock would seem to be the obvious orig<strong>in</strong>al here, and could easily be<br />

used aga<strong>in</strong>. <strong>The</strong> Mother or Priestess, or any appropriate person, would offer the bannock to the<br />

Goddess (and the God, if that is your tradition) and energize (bless) it, then pass it around with the<br />

ritual phrase. <strong>The</strong> Poles also set an extra place for the Holy Spirit. S<strong>in</strong>ce the Goddess is present at our<br />

rituals, a place at table, or perhaps a decorated chair <strong>in</strong> which no one sits that night, would be a proper<br />

show of respect. This is the night the Yule log is lit, us<strong>in</strong>g a small piece left over from last year's Yule<br />

log. This "needfire" has magical properties, and all who participate <strong>in</strong> br<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> the log and light<strong>in</strong>g<br />

it participate <strong>in</strong> its good luck. <strong>The</strong> Swedes and Norwegians Christians throw open their doors on<br />

Christmas Eve morn<strong>in</strong>g and shout, "Welcome Christmas," and we shout "Welcome Yule!" Be sure to<br />

place a sheaf of gra<strong>in</strong> on a pole (or an elevated dish of seeds) outside for the birds; <strong>in</strong> Scand<strong>in</strong>avia,<br />

the julnek


A Suggested Order of Read<strong>in</strong>g, Carols, and Food<br />

On the first Sunday <strong>in</strong> <strong>Advent</strong>, light the candle of the east and:<br />

Read the first story, "Holle and Holler," on a sun-day near to the Feast of Cather<strong>in</strong>e of the Flam<strong>in</strong>g<br />

Wheel (November 25), the day when women <strong>in</strong> France whose occupation is sp<strong>in</strong>n<strong>in</strong>g made a<br />

procession with an elected Queen at their head. Or so it used to be. Lace is the symbol of the day.<br />

S<strong>in</strong>g: <strong>The</strong> Holly and the Ivy, Deck the Halls and 0 Tannenbaum (0 Fir Tree).<br />

Eat: Spr<strong>in</strong>gerle, Cavalucci de Siena or Poppy Seed Horseshoe. Have on hand oranges, apples and nuts.<br />

Dr<strong>in</strong>k: Glühw<strong>in</strong>e or Cider.<br />

On the second Sunday <strong>in</strong> <strong>Advent</strong>, light the candle of the south and:<br />

Read the second story, "Hildur's Ride," on a sun-day near to the Feast of Barbara of the Flower<strong>in</strong>g<br />

Branch (December 4), when young women <strong>in</strong> northern Europe pick a bare cherry branch- forsythia<br />

would do as well- and place it <strong>in</strong> warm water, if it blooms by Yule, they know that good luck will<br />

follow <strong>in</strong> the next year. Gra<strong>in</strong> is the symbol of the day.<br />

S<strong>in</strong>g: Gloucestershire Wassail and <strong>The</strong> Boar's Head Carol.<br />

Eat: Danish <strong>Advent</strong> Pretzels or Vanilla Pretzels, and oranges, apples and nuts.<br />

Dr<strong>in</strong>k: Wassail or Cider.<br />

On the third Sunday <strong>in</strong> <strong>Advent</strong>, light the candle of the west and:<br />

Read the third story, "<strong>The</strong> Ice Ship", on a sun-day near to the Feast of Lucy the Lightbr<strong>in</strong>ger (December<br />

13), when at dawn the eldest daughter of each household crowns herself with l<strong>in</strong>gonberry leaves and<br />

candles, serv<strong>in</strong>g coffee and lussekatter rolls to her parents and family. <strong>The</strong> X-rune is the symbol of the<br />

day.<br />

S<strong>in</strong>g: Santa Lucia and Maria Wanders Through the Thorn.<br />

Eat: Lussekattr or Lucia G<strong>in</strong>gerSnaps, plus apples, oranges or tanger<strong>in</strong>es, and nuts.<br />

Dr<strong>in</strong>k: Julglögg or Cider.<br />

On the fourth Sunday <strong>in</strong> <strong>Advent</strong>, light the candle of the north and:<br />

Read the fourth story, "Sul's Return", on the sun-day closest to the Feast of the Sun's Nativity, the day<br />

of Sulis who is also Saule and Sol and Sunna and many others: Midw<strong>in</strong>ter, the W<strong>in</strong>ter Solstice, Yule.<br />

S<strong>in</strong>g: <strong>The</strong> Carol of the Three Mothers and J<strong>in</strong>gle Bells.<br />

Eat: Moravian White Sugar Cookies (or another simple cookie) <strong>in</strong> deer shape, Stags' Antlers, or Scottish<br />

Shortbread.<br />

Dr<strong>in</strong>k: Eggnog or Cider.<br />

HAVE A MERRY YULETIDE!


Light the candle of the east<br />

<strong>The</strong> first Sunday <strong>in</strong> <strong>Advent</strong><br />

Read the first story, "Holle and Holler," on a sun-day near to the Feast of Cather<strong>in</strong>e of the Flam<strong>in</strong>g<br />

Wheel (November 25), the day when women <strong>in</strong> France whose occupation is sp<strong>in</strong>n<strong>in</strong>g made a<br />

procession with an elected Queen at their head. Or so it used to be. Lace is the symbol of the day.<br />

S<strong>in</strong>g: <strong>The</strong> Holly and the Ivy, Deck the Halls and 0 Tannenbaum (0 Fir Tree).<br />

Eat: Spr<strong>in</strong>gerle, Cavalucci de Siena or Poppy Seed Horseshoe. Have on hand oranges, apples and nuts.<br />

Dr<strong>in</strong>k: Glühw<strong>in</strong>e or Cider.


1. <strong>The</strong> Holly and the Ivy<br />

Now both are full well grown<br />

Of all the trees that are <strong>in</strong> the wood<br />

<strong>The</strong> Holly bears the crown.<br />

Chorus:<br />

Oh the ris<strong>in</strong>g of the Sun,<br />

the runn<strong>in</strong>g of the Deer,<br />

<strong>The</strong> play<strong>in</strong>g of the sweet organ,<br />

Sweet s<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> the choir.<br />

2. <strong>The</strong> holly bears a berry<br />

As red as any blood<br />

For that women bleed but once a month<br />

So we bless this holy flood.<br />

Chorus<br />

<strong>The</strong> Holly and <strong>The</strong> Ivy<br />

Improved Lyrics: H.G. Farias<br />

S<strong>in</strong>ce the W<strong>in</strong>ter Solstice celebrated the birth of a div<strong>in</strong>e child long<br />

before the era of Christ, it is reasonable to s<strong>in</strong>g about the hol<strong>in</strong>ess of<br />

mothers' bodies, as the follow<strong>in</strong>g improved lyrics do. (It is documented<br />

that <strong>in</strong> societies <strong>in</strong> which women's blood mysteries are not suppressed,<br />

men are not as a group belligerent and violent.) Noth<strong>in</strong>g could possibly<br />

improve the first verse and chorus, however, which rema<strong>in</strong>s as<br />

traditionally sung. <strong>The</strong>re are two musical versions to this, one English, <strong>in</strong><br />

a major key (the better known), and one French, <strong>in</strong> a m<strong>in</strong>or key. Whether<br />

holly and ivy are "male" and "female" plants, or the reverse, or both<br />

"female" (mythically speak<strong>in</strong>g) is not agreed upon.<br />

3. <strong>The</strong> holly bears a flower<br />

As white as Lady Moon.<br />

Women do resolve for to conceive<br />

So we bless this holy womb.<br />

Chorus<br />

4. <strong>The</strong> holly bears a prickle<br />

As sharp as any thorn,<br />

Just as women feel keen middlepa<strong>in</strong><br />

Ten moons e'er a child is born.<br />

Chorus<br />

5. <strong>The</strong> holly ever grown green<br />

So fair for all to see.<br />

Maiden, Mother, Crone go all serene<br />

Ever round their holy tree.<br />

Chorus


Deck the Halls<br />

This classic Welsh carol is also a New Year's carol, and one that celebrates the flam<strong>in</strong>g Yule log. <strong>The</strong><br />

lyric about follow<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> merry measure also suggests the orig<strong>in</strong> of all carols—they were orig<strong>in</strong>ally<br />

meant to be danced. Although I don't know of any particular dance steps that go with this carol or any<br />

others, but you might try <strong>in</strong>vent<strong>in</strong>g a round or contra dance, to fit the lyrics.<br />

--Waverly Fitzgerald<br />

Deck the halls with boughs of holly<br />

Fa la la la la la la la la!<br />

'Tis the season to be jolly<br />

Fa la la la la la la la la!<br />

Don we now our gay apparel<br />

Fa la la la la la la la la!<br />

Troll the ancient Yuletide carol<br />

Fa la la la la la la la la!<br />

See the blaz<strong>in</strong>g Yule before us<br />

Fa la la la la la la la la!<br />

Strike the harp and jo<strong>in</strong> the chorus<br />

Fa la la la la la la la la!<br />

Follow me <strong>in</strong> merry measure<br />

Fa la la la la la la la la!<br />

While I tell of Yuletide treasure<br />

Fa la la la la la la la la!<br />

Far away the old year passes,<br />

Fa la la la la la la la la!<br />

Hail the new, ye lads and lasses<br />

Fa la la la la la la la la!<br />

S<strong>in</strong>g we joyous all together<br />

Fa la la la la la la la la!<br />

Heedless of the w<strong>in</strong>d and weather<br />

Fa la la la la la la la la!


SPRINGERLE<br />

<strong>The</strong> name refers <strong>in</strong> German to a vault<strong>in</strong>g horse. <strong>The</strong> horse is sacred to Od<strong>in</strong>, Frey and Freya. Volvas,<br />

priestesses of Freya, transformed themselves shamanistically <strong>in</strong>to mares. When people didn't wish- for<br />

whatever reason- to sacrifice a horse (for <strong>in</strong>stance) at the Julfest, they sacrificed <strong>in</strong>stead images of a<br />

horse, and thus the spr<strong>in</strong>gerle was born. Although spr<strong>in</strong>gerle molds and roll<strong>in</strong>g p<strong>in</strong>s are covered with<br />

flowers, birds and what appear to be abstract designs today, at one time they were dom<strong>in</strong>ated by images<br />

of horses or riders. <strong>The</strong>re is a collection of spr<strong>in</strong>gerle molds <strong>in</strong> Stuttgart conta<strong>in</strong><strong>in</strong>g pieces dat<strong>in</strong>g to the<br />

15OOs. Doubtless they were made before that as well, <strong>in</strong> some form.<br />

Some recipes leave out the bak<strong>in</strong>g soda and butter, but I th<strong>in</strong>k they're hard enough as it is without<br />

tempt<strong>in</strong>g Fate or the toothfairy. If you don't care for the taste of anise or licorice, don't necessarily shy<br />

away from these. Personally, I detest licorice candy, but the delicate, cool and haunt<strong>in</strong>g fragrance of<br />

aniseed that t<strong>in</strong>ges these wonderful, archaic little cookies is a different th<strong>in</strong>g entirely. <strong>The</strong>se are quite a<br />

bit of work. I only make them once a year. I love them.<br />

4 eggs<br />

2 c. sifted powdered sugar<br />

3-½ to 5-½ cups flour (as needed)<br />

1 teaspoon bak<strong>in</strong>g soda<br />

¼ teaspoon salt<br />

¼ cup butter, melted<br />

Aniseed (a spice can's worth or less), lightly crushed<br />

Special tool: spr<strong>in</strong>gerle p<strong>in</strong> or mold.<br />

Beat eggs till light. Gradually add sugar, beat<strong>in</strong>g on mixer's high speed until batter is like a soft<br />

mer<strong>in</strong>gue. Comb<strong>in</strong>e flour, soda, and salt. Stir <strong>in</strong> the melted butter. Blend flour gradually <strong>in</strong>to batter.<br />

Cover and refrigerate for three to four hours.<br />

Divide dough <strong>in</strong>to quarters. On a floured surface roll each section to an eight-<strong>in</strong>ch square. Let stand a<br />

m<strong>in</strong>ute. Dust spr<strong>in</strong>gerle roll<strong>in</strong>g p<strong>in</strong> or mold with cornstarch; roll or press dough hard enough to make a<br />

clear design. Cut cookies apart. Place on a lightly floured piece of waxed paper which has been<br />

spr<strong>in</strong>kled with aniseed; cover and let stand overnight. Next day: grease cookie sheets and spr<strong>in</strong>kle each<br />

with 2 teaspoons aniseed. Brush excess flour from cookies, and rub their undersides lightly with cold<br />

water. Place on sheets and bake at 300° until pale yellow, 15 to 20 m<strong>in</strong>utes. Makes about 4 dozen.


CAVALUCCI DE SIENA<br />

"Little horses" (cavalucci) refers to the picture orig<strong>in</strong>ally stamped onto these cookies. <strong>The</strong> follow<strong>in</strong>g is<br />

adapted from a recipe which <strong>in</strong> turn was adapted from a 19th c. Italian source.<br />

1-1/2 cups sugar<br />

1/2 cup water<br />

1/3 cup f<strong>in</strong>ely m<strong>in</strong>ced candied orange peel<br />

1 heap<strong>in</strong>g teaspoon aniseed<br />

1 teaspoon c<strong>in</strong>namon<br />

1/2 to 3/4 cup ground walnuts<br />

2-3/4 cups flour, approximately<br />

Special Tools: candy thermometer (optional), mortar and pestle (or facsimile), roll<strong>in</strong>g p<strong>in</strong>, oval cookie<br />

cutter (about 1-3/4" by 1-1/4") or cookie stamp (or spr<strong>in</strong>gerle board or roll<strong>in</strong>g p<strong>in</strong>).<br />

Comb<strong>in</strong>e sugar and water <strong>in</strong> a heavy saucepan. Br<strong>in</strong>g to a boil and cook rapidly without stirr<strong>in</strong>g until<br />

mixture forms a thread when a spoon is lifted out of it, or when it reaches 230° on a candy thermometer.<br />

Quickly fold <strong>in</strong> orange peel, anise seeds which have been crushed to release their oil, c<strong>in</strong>namon, ground<br />

nuts and enough flour to make a smooth dough. Turn onto a lightly floured board, and when mixture is<br />

cool enough to work, knead until smoothly blended, add<strong>in</strong>g more flour if necessary. Roll out to 1/4- to<br />

1/2-<strong>in</strong>ch thickness and cut <strong>in</strong>to ovals, or roll with spr<strong>in</strong>gerle roll<strong>in</strong>g p<strong>in</strong> (or stamp with spr<strong>in</strong>gerle mold)<br />

and cut cookies apart.<br />

Place on a buttered and floured cookie sheet and bake at 275° for 40 to 50 m<strong>in</strong>utes. Cookies should be<br />

dry but should not take on color. <strong>The</strong>y will be moist <strong>in</strong> the center. Store <strong>in</strong> airtight conta<strong>in</strong>er. Makes 4 to<br />

5 dozen. Adapted from Sheraton's Visions of Sugarplums..<br />

A German and Scand<strong>in</strong>avian festive punch.<br />

Juice and r<strong>in</strong>d of 2 lemons<br />

2 cups water<br />

8 to 10 cloves<br />

HOT WINE PUNCH:<br />

GLUHWEIN OR GLEE WINE<br />

1 2-<strong>in</strong>ch stick c<strong>in</strong>namon<br />

3 tablespoons sugar<br />

1 quart red Bordeaux-type w<strong>in</strong>e<br />

Stra<strong>in</strong> lemon juice and cut the th<strong>in</strong> r<strong>in</strong>d <strong>in</strong>to f<strong>in</strong>e slivers. Place <strong>in</strong> enameled saucepan with water, spices<br />

and sugar. Br<strong>in</strong>g slowly to a boil, add w<strong>in</strong>e and heat thoroughly but do not boil. Serve hot <strong>in</strong> heated<br />

punch cups. Makes about 12 serv<strong>in</strong>gs. From Sheraton, Visions of Sugarplums.


MAKOS PATKO: POPPY SEED HORSESHOES<br />

A Hungarian sweet--the highlight of the Yuletide sweet table- which is made just like several other<br />

European holiday breads, but <strong>in</strong> a unique shape. Doreen Valiente po<strong>in</strong>ts out that the lucky horseshoe is<br />

actually a crescent form; its fortunate aspect is a gift of the Moon Goddess, ruler of magic. <strong>The</strong> tw<strong>in</strong><br />

images of lunar crescent and horse appeared together on co<strong>in</strong>s m<strong>in</strong>ted by the Iceni tribe, a British tribe<br />

led by Queen Boudicca <strong>in</strong> the first century C.E. Natalie K. Moyle speculates that the horse--because it<br />

does not figure <strong>in</strong> prehistoric art but appears <strong>in</strong> later conservative art forms (such as embroidery and<br />

pysanky and bak<strong>in</strong>g)--is the soul animal of the patriarchal pastoral-nomads who overcame the Goddessworshipp<strong>in</strong>g<br />

agriculturalists of Old Europe. If so, it took over some, but not all, of the roles of the bird,<br />

the soul animal of the Old Europeans but which had many more adjacent mean<strong>in</strong>gs as well.<br />

Fill<strong>in</strong>g<br />

3/4 pound poppy seeds<br />

1/.2 cup sweet butter<br />

1/2 cup honey or sugar (or comb<strong>in</strong>ation of both to<br />

taste)<br />

1/2 cup chopped rais<strong>in</strong>s<br />

Grated r<strong>in</strong>d of 1 lemon or 1/2 orange<br />

1/2 teaspoon c<strong>in</strong>namon, or to taste<br />

Optional flavor<strong>in</strong>gs: 1 grated sour apple or 2 T apple butter or 1/2 cup chopped walnuts<br />

<strong>The</strong> night before you plan to make this cake, cover the poppy seeds with boil<strong>in</strong>g water and let them soak<br />

until the follow<strong>in</strong>g morn<strong>in</strong>g, or wash and parboil them for 30 m<strong>in</strong>utes just before gr<strong>in</strong>d<strong>in</strong>g. Dra<strong>in</strong><br />

thoroughly and gr<strong>in</strong>d seeds <strong>in</strong> a poppy-seed gr<strong>in</strong>der, or pulverize them <strong>in</strong> the blender. Only use fresh<br />

seeds, as they go rancid after a while. Cream the butter with the honey/sugar. Comb<strong>in</strong>e with cream,<br />

poppy seeds and other <strong>in</strong>gredients. Variation: Omit butter and cook ground poppy seeds with 2 cups<br />

milk and the honey/sugar until the mixture is thick. <strong>The</strong>n stir <strong>in</strong> the other <strong>in</strong>gredients.<br />

Pastry:<br />

3 envelopes (or cakes) yeast<br />

1/2 cup lukewarm water<br />

1/3 cup sugar<br />

3/4 cup milk<br />

1/2 cup unsalted butter<br />

1 teaspoon salt<br />

Grated r<strong>in</strong>d of 1 lemon<br />

Juice of 1 lemon<br />

2 whole eggs<br />

2 egg yolks<br />

Spr<strong>in</strong>kle or submerge yeast <strong>in</strong> lukewarm water, add 2 tablespoons sugar and set <strong>in</strong> a warm place until<br />

mixture foams (about 10 m<strong>in</strong>utes). Scald milk and to it add butter, rema<strong>in</strong><strong>in</strong>g sugar and salt. Stir until<br />

butter melts. Cool to lukewarm and add lemon r<strong>in</strong>d and juice. Comb<strong>in</strong>e 2 cups flour, yeast, eggs and<br />

milk mixture and beat thoroughly. Gradual1y add enough of the rema<strong>in</strong><strong>in</strong>g flour to make a smooth but<br />

pliable dough. Turn out on a floured board and knead for about 10 m<strong>in</strong>utes, add<strong>in</strong>g flour if needed, until<br />

dough is smooth and elastic and forms surface blisters.<br />

Gather dough <strong>in</strong>to a bal1, place <strong>in</strong> a floured (or buttered) bowl, dust top with flour and cover lightly. Set<br />

to rise <strong>in</strong> a warm place until doubled <strong>in</strong> bulk- about 1 to 1-1/2 hours. Punch down, knead 2 or 3 m<strong>in</strong>utes<br />

and rol1 out to a rectangle a little less than 1/4 <strong>in</strong>ch thick (a table is a good place to work; modern<br />

counters are too narrow). Spread fill<strong>in</strong>g over dough and roll up jelly-roll fashion. Bend roll gently <strong>in</strong>to a<br />

horseshow shape and slide onto a buttered bak<strong>in</strong>g sheet (or cut <strong>in</strong> half and place each half <strong>in</strong> a 9-<strong>in</strong>ch<br />

loaf pan or on a bak<strong>in</strong>g sheet). Let rise aga<strong>in</strong>. If you want to ice the roll, brush it with lukewarm water<br />

before bak<strong>in</strong>g. Otherwise, brush it with egg glaze. Bake at 350° for about 45 m<strong>in</strong>utes, or until golden<br />

brown. Cool completely before ic<strong>in</strong>g (see LUCIA GINGER SNAPS for ic<strong>in</strong>g recipe).


Holler and Holle<br />

A Story of the W<strong>in</strong>ter Spirits for <strong>Advent</strong>-of-the-Sun<br />

This is the story of the tw<strong>in</strong> aspects of Yule whom we know as Freya and<br />

Frey, or St. Lucy and St. Stephen, or St. Barbara and St. Nicholas, or<br />

Mother Christmas and Father Christmas. Two more are Holle and Holler.<br />

Out of the Blizzard<br />

Once there was a ruler, a crowned k<strong>in</strong>g, who<br />

gave up his throne and went away to become a<br />

poet and magician. Some say the pr<strong>in</strong>ce he had<br />

deposed came back and won the seat beside the<br />

Queen aga<strong>in</strong>. Or perhaps he simply tired of<br />

rul<strong>in</strong>g. So this k<strong>in</strong>g-no-more found himself a<br />

quiet valley where yew trees grew, dark and<br />

somber, far <strong>in</strong> the north where the magicians live,<br />

and he made himself a house there which he<br />

called Ydalir, “Yew Dales.” He was a hunter<br />

sometimes—yews make the best bows—and <strong>in</strong><br />

his spare time he <strong>in</strong>vented snowshoes and then<br />

skis, to get around better <strong>in</strong> the deep snow that<br />

covered his valley for six months out of the year.<br />

This k<strong>in</strong>g, when he had been k<strong>in</strong>g, was named<br />

Uller, which means “<strong>The</strong> Magnificent,” and he<br />

was <strong>in</strong>deed a f<strong>in</strong>e specimen, very tall and<br />

handsome, with a dark beard and dark, blue eyes.<br />

Sometimes other poets came by, and they<br />

confided to him that there was now a cruel tyrant<br />

<strong>in</strong> the east who had armies and priests at his<br />

disposal. This ruler, who was himself both soldier<br />

and priest, was mak<strong>in</strong>g it impossible for the poets<br />

to s<strong>in</strong>g their songs. <strong>The</strong> poets were called<br />

M<strong>in</strong>nes<strong>in</strong>gers, and they sang to and about their<br />

beloved, the Goddess M<strong>in</strong>ne, whom Uller had<br />

once known as Lofn, “Love.” “We are a<br />

priesthood, too, Uller,” they told him, “but we are<br />

dispossessed. Now we wander.”<br />

Uller <strong>in</strong>vited those who wanted to w<strong>in</strong>ter with<br />

him to make themselves useful and teach him<br />

their songs, for he realized that to praise the body<br />

and soul of Love was his true call<strong>in</strong>g. “All acts of<br />

love and pleasure are my rituals,” She said<br />

Herself <strong>in</strong> an ancient manuscript, and this theme<br />

Uller wove round and round <strong>in</strong> his lays.<br />

He learned a great deal from his brother-poets,<br />

and he prospered from their k<strong>in</strong>d and gentle<br />

company. In turn, he taught them how to feed<br />

themselves by kill<strong>in</strong>g the creatures of the w<strong>in</strong>try<br />

forest and eat<strong>in</strong>g their flesh. One traveler from the<br />

distant north urged him to make peace with the<br />

soul of each creature killed. This person was a<br />

shaman, and through his powerful <strong>in</strong>tervention,<br />

good fortune came to Ydalir and no enmity was<br />

stirred up between the men and the beasts.<br />

One day <strong>in</strong> the depth of w<strong>in</strong>ter, when the white<br />

Sun was above the horizon for only a few short<br />

hours and the long shadows were blue on the<br />

white crust, Uller took a chance and walked far<br />

up the side of the mounta<strong>in</strong><br />

towards the north. He was about to return, hav<strong>in</strong>g<br />

found noth<strong>in</strong>g to hunt but a rabbit, when he<br />

caught sight of a beautiful snow-white h<strong>in</strong>d, a<br />

deer that seemed unreal <strong>in</strong> its opaque perfection<br />

but which bounded away from him <strong>in</strong> a flurry of<br />

crunch<strong>in</strong>g snow like any animal that flees the<br />

hunter. He set off <strong>in</strong> pursuit, strid<strong>in</strong>g like the w<strong>in</strong>d<br />

on his snowshoes which were almost skis. <strong>The</strong><br />

sun was sett<strong>in</strong>g, but he now believed he was<br />

almost near enough to get off one good shot and<br />

br<strong>in</strong>g down his prey. He notched his bow, but<br />

paused suddenly at the thought of destroy<strong>in</strong>g such<br />

beauty for mere food, hungry though he was, and<br />

as he paused a furious blizzard suddenly<br />

descended on him out of a clear sky.<br />

Next the dark of night fell, and he was plunged<br />

<strong>in</strong>to terror and bl<strong>in</strong>dness. Obviously that had been<br />

no ord<strong>in</strong>ary h<strong>in</strong>d, but he was too busy try<strong>in</strong>g to<br />

f<strong>in</strong>d his way back down the mounta<strong>in</strong> without<br />

freez<strong>in</strong>g to death to wonder much about it except,<br />

fleet<strong>in</strong>gly, why it had chosen to lure him to his<br />

death.<br />

<strong>The</strong>n, loom<strong>in</strong>g out of the swirl<strong>in</strong>g madness of<br />

the snowflakes buzz<strong>in</strong>g like bees around his head,<br />

there appeared a giant woman on an impossibly<br />

tall white horse. She glowed with her own light.<br />

Like the deer, this vision was of white on white,<br />

but for her shadowy face. <strong>The</strong> blaz<strong>in</strong>g sight of her<br />

hurt Uller’s eyes. <strong>The</strong> woman was as big as Uller<br />

himself, and he was, as we have heard,<br />

magnificent.<br />

She laughed as he stared up at her,<br />

dumbfounded and stagger<strong>in</strong>g. “Mount up, fair<br />

Uller, and ride!” she said clearly. <strong>The</strong>n she<br />

reached down her hand to him and pulled him<br />

onto her horse’s back beh<strong>in</strong>d her. <strong>The</strong>y were<br />

immediately launched <strong>in</strong>to the fury of the storm,<br />

fly<strong>in</strong>g over the frozen treacherous fields as<br />

though across a well-swept racecourse. Uller held<br />

on tightly to the horsewoman—she was swathed<br />

<strong>in</strong> deep fur from head to foot—and closed his<br />

eyes aga<strong>in</strong>st the st<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>g snow, s<strong>in</strong>ce there was no<br />

hope of see<strong>in</strong>g where they were go<strong>in</strong>g anyway.<br />

He heard the woman laugh and shout<br />

encouragement to her mount. Her laughter<br />

vibrated aga<strong>in</strong>st his chest.<br />

After they had traveled this way for a long<br />

time, the pace slowed and the woman bent her<br />

head to pass beneath the snow-laden boughs of a<br />

huge tree. Uller dipped his head as well, but snow


still fell down his neck. <strong>The</strong>re was sudden quiet.<br />

<strong>The</strong> blizzard was gone.<br />

“Dismount, fair Uller, and be at peace,” said<br />

the jovial woman. Uller did what he was told,<br />

though he had not been ordered around so much<br />

s<strong>in</strong>ce he was a little boy.<br />

<strong>The</strong> place he was <strong>in</strong> gradually took on form as<br />

his eyes grew accustomed to the dimness. <strong>The</strong><br />

light <strong>in</strong> the cave was cast from the marvelous<br />

woman and her horse. <strong>The</strong> cave was crude and<br />

damp, yet draped <strong>in</strong> beautiful furs. A giant bow<br />

hung on the wall. <strong>The</strong>re were low stone tables,<br />

and on the tables cups made of crystal: whether<br />

glass, or ice, Uller could not tell. A furry white<br />

dog lay <strong>in</strong> one corner, its tail thump<strong>in</strong>g gently,<br />

watch<strong>in</strong>g him.<br />

“Refresh yourself, handsome man, and be<br />

warmed by the fire,” said the woman, and where<br />

there had been a bare floor before, now there was<br />

a blaze crackl<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> a round hearth. He took the<br />

cup she offered him, and drank the mead. Its chill<br />

was sweet, but warmed him nonetheless.<br />

“Lady, your hospitality and good will have<br />

saved me—a long walk, I’m sure,” said Uller.<br />

<strong>The</strong> Lady only gr<strong>in</strong>ned more broadly at him.<br />

She was perhaps a trifle taller than he. Uller<br />

straightened his back and lifted his ch<strong>in</strong> slightly,<br />

slipp<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong>to the regal pose he had dropped years<br />

before when he had forsaken k<strong>in</strong>gship and<br />

embraced poetry.<br />

“I would know your name and your dwell<strong>in</strong>g’s<br />

name, so that I may send you a thank-you gift.”<br />

“You’re not home yet,” she said.<br />

“But I’ll surely reach home,” he said with<br />

confidence. M<strong>in</strong>strels are even more self-assured<br />

than k<strong>in</strong>gs.<br />

“What would you like best?” she said softly,<br />

com<strong>in</strong>g closer to him until he could feel her sweet<br />

warm breath on his lips. He swallowed once.<br />

“If I dared, Lady, I would be your lover, and<br />

give you my home.”<br />

She smiled widely aga<strong>in</strong>, and patted his cheek<br />

once, lightly. <strong>The</strong>n she stepped away, turn<strong>in</strong>g to<br />

the fire. Her dog came up and she stroked its<br />

head. Uller stood stock still, as if enchanted.<br />

Which, he reflected, he probably was.<br />

She looked back over her shoulder, past the<br />

dazzl<strong>in</strong>g fur collar of her mantle, and smiled, a<br />

little less gaily this time.<br />

“My breasts are white like these mounta<strong>in</strong>s<br />

which are m<strong>in</strong>e, but white with milk and not for<br />

you. I need no home of yours—m<strong>in</strong>e is far better.<br />

This—“ and she <strong>in</strong>dicated the fabulous cave with<br />

a sweep of her hand—“is no more than a stable, a<br />

place to leave wet boots and curry the horses.”<br />

She crooked her f<strong>in</strong>ger at him and he came up to<br />

her. “Let me show you someth<strong>in</strong>g,” she said, and<br />

she reached out toward the fire. As Uller followed<br />

the movement of her hand he saw three diverg<strong>in</strong>g<br />

paths open up <strong>in</strong>side the flames. One led to a<br />

place of feast<strong>in</strong>g and carous<strong>in</strong>g, presided over by<br />

a large man with a white beard and a stern<br />

expression. He held a whip <strong>in</strong> his hand but the<br />

feasters ignored this. <strong>The</strong> sight rem<strong>in</strong>ded him of<br />

the mead hall where he had ruled once, and the<br />

old man looked very like the k<strong>in</strong>g he had<br />

deposed, but he also resembled the pictures he’d<br />

been shown of the warrior-priest who lived <strong>in</strong> the<br />

east and forbade the worship of Goddess Love.<br />

<strong>The</strong> second way led to a region that was cold<br />

and without movement. He saw a strange old<br />

woman there, with a face like a jester’s mask, half<br />

white and half black. She recl<strong>in</strong>ed <strong>in</strong> a black<br />

curv<strong>in</strong>g chair, and seemed to glower out of the<br />

fire directly <strong>in</strong>to Uller’s eyes, regard<strong>in</strong>g him with<br />

a fa<strong>in</strong>t sardonic smile. She looked curiously<br />

familiar.<br />

<strong>The</strong> third way led to a place whose aspect<br />

transformed constantly. He saw sparkl<strong>in</strong>g<br />

snowfields and soar<strong>in</strong>g alps, with daggers of ice<br />

depend<strong>in</strong>g from a tree like the one he’d recently<br />

ducked under. This dissolved <strong>in</strong>to sway<strong>in</strong>g fields<br />

all yellow-green <strong>in</strong> the sunsh<strong>in</strong>e, spr<strong>in</strong>kled with<br />

p<strong>in</strong>k and yellow wildflowers. <strong>The</strong>re were children<br />

runn<strong>in</strong>g across the spr<strong>in</strong>gtime scene. <strong>The</strong> image<br />

shifted aga<strong>in</strong>, and russet strands of wheat bent<br />

their heads beneath laden apple trees. F<strong>in</strong>ally, he<br />

saw a hall lit with sparkl<strong>in</strong>g candles, where<br />

handsome women and radiant men played harps<br />

of ebony and gold.<br />

Uller found himself star<strong>in</strong>g at the fire. It was<br />

noth<strong>in</strong>g but red flame.<br />

<strong>The</strong> Three Roads<br />

“What were those roads I saw?” he croaked at<br />

last, hoarse with wonder.<br />

“<strong>The</strong> first,” said the White Woman—for so<br />

Uller though of her, though she was very dark,<br />

her fame almost black, but gleam<strong>in</strong>g with<br />

highlights, “the first is that place where mortals<br />

go between lives, to rest and ga<strong>in</strong> strength for<br />

their next go-round on the wheel. Those who<br />

don’t choose to th<strong>in</strong>k about their next test—or<br />

opportunity—spend their time there, until a new<br />

situation draws them <strong>in</strong>. <strong>The</strong> second,” she<br />

cont<strong>in</strong>ued, seat<strong>in</strong>g herself on a couch strewn with<br />

tapestry pillows and patt<strong>in</strong>g the seat next to her,<br />

“is the quiet rest<strong>in</strong>g place of thoughtful souls who<br />

wish to make wise choices and do the most good<br />

for all concerned, who consider the debts they<br />

owe and the credit they can draw upon. <strong>The</strong>y seek<br />

to leave the wheel sooner than later.”<br />

“<strong>The</strong> Lady there has someth<strong>in</strong>g of your face <strong>in</strong><br />

hers, I thought,” ventured Uller, jo<strong>in</strong><strong>in</strong>g her.<br />

“A relative,” she replied, smil<strong>in</strong>g. This was not<br />

precisely reassur<strong>in</strong>g.<br />

“And the third?”<br />

She dropped her eyes.<br />

“What did you th<strong>in</strong>k of it?” she asked,<br />

play<strong>in</strong>g casually with a pretty golden jewel. It<br />

was shaped like a sprig of leaves with a cluster of<br />

opal berries, and hung from her girdle, as more<br />

often hung a sp<strong>in</strong>dle or a bunch of keys from the<br />

belt of a clan mother or house woman.


“It attracted me, Lady. I felt my heart<br />

contract when I beheld that place with its dread<br />

heights and tender meadows. Each change caused<br />

sensations more poignant to me than the last. I<br />

would love to hear the harp<strong>in</strong>g that the fire could<br />

only show <strong>in</strong> silence.” He spoke earnestly but a<br />

little pompously, want<strong>in</strong>g to impress her.<br />

“You have a choice,” she said, look<strong>in</strong>g up<br />

suddenly. “If you can f<strong>in</strong>d the key that leads to<br />

my realm, it can be yours as well as m<strong>in</strong>e, to rule<br />

together. You could be a k<strong>in</strong>g aga<strong>in</strong>, Uller, with<br />

no wars to fight, a k<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> the oldest sense who is<br />

k<strong>in</strong> to all, a lov<strong>in</strong>g parent, not a fearful tyrant—<br />

which is to say, a tyrant full of fear, as tyrants<br />

always are.”<br />

Uller blushed but looked at her steadily. He<br />

accepted his past, though he would prefer not to<br />

repeat it.<br />

“Or,” she cont<strong>in</strong>ued softly, “you can go<br />

home to your brothers and compose a lay about<br />

the White Woman of the Mounta<strong>in</strong> and live safe<br />

<strong>in</strong> Ydalir until you die an old man <strong>in</strong> your bed. I<br />

can promise you a safe passage,” she said, and<br />

Uller could not tell if she meant a safe passage to<br />

his home, or a safe passage to the Land of the<br />

Dead.<br />

“I will f<strong>in</strong>d the key, Lady. Only tell me your<br />

name.”<br />

“But that’s part of the game, Uller!” she<br />

cried, suddenly switch<strong>in</strong>g moods and slapp<strong>in</strong>g<br />

him on the knee. “F<strong>in</strong>d the Key and tread the<br />

game, Follow me and learn my name!”<br />

<strong>The</strong> next th<strong>in</strong>g Uller knew he was walk<strong>in</strong>g<br />

through his own front door.<br />

Uller’s Search<br />

Uller sought out every magician and volva<br />

and spákona and seer and shamanka he could<br />

f<strong>in</strong>d, every shaman and every sibyl. He spoke to<br />

little old women <strong>in</strong> their huts, F<strong>in</strong>n women and<br />

Lapp women; he talked to clear-eyed children. He<br />

tracked down a hermit <strong>in</strong> the woods and stirred<br />

his stew for him. He learned a great many secrets,<br />

and people came to say he knew rune magic: he<br />

now carried a bone on which he had carved spells<br />

so potent he could sail the sea <strong>in</strong> it. But that<br />

wasn't what he wanted. Everywhere he looked<br />

and listened for a clue to the Key that unlocked<br />

the door of the woman he privately thought of as<br />

Skadi, "<strong>The</strong> Dark One." He found noth<strong>in</strong>g.<br />

By Gaukmanúd, or Cuckoo Month, he had<br />

turned away from his search and decided to<br />

pursue other avenues of study, hop<strong>in</strong>g that if he<br />

forgot about the problem for a while, it might<br />

come to him <strong>in</strong> some unlooked-for-way. He had<br />

already learned a long time ago that this was a<br />

pr<strong>in</strong>cipal technique of magic.<br />

Thus, he was walk<strong>in</strong>g through a meadow one<br />

day with an elderly woman of his acqua<strong>in</strong>tance<br />

named Beartha. She was a middle-woman, or<br />

midwife as they say, who with child and mother<br />

make a work<strong>in</strong>g triad to create easier births. She<br />

knew all the helpful and baneful herbs and she<br />

was teach<strong>in</strong>g a few of them to Uller; he repaid her<br />

trouble with eggs and milk and fish. Suddenly<br />

that day she stopped and clutched his sleeve.<br />

"<strong>The</strong>re," she said, po<strong>in</strong>t<strong>in</strong>g to a s<strong>in</strong>gle oak<br />

dom<strong>in</strong>at<strong>in</strong>g the grassy slope. "<strong>The</strong>re you will f<strong>in</strong>d<br />

the bough of gold, the password to the realms of<br />

treasure." Uller only looked at her <strong>in</strong> amazement.<br />

"<strong>The</strong> password is written <strong>in</strong> letters of greenleaf<br />

and twig but it will open the door, all right.<br />

Maybe this is the key you've been pester<strong>in</strong>g us<br />

about all spr<strong>in</strong>g, Uller. I thought you meant a<br />

creature of bronze or iron. And so you did, but<br />

you didn't know there were other k<strong>in</strong>ds of keys,<br />

did you? Well, there it is, hang<strong>in</strong>g on that oak, but<br />

there's a trick to it, naturally."<br />

Uller was a grown man and he knew better<br />

than to hurry a dignified person like Beartha, who<br />

enjoyed sp<strong>in</strong>n<strong>in</strong>g out a lesson. He looked<br />

respectful and waited for her to cont<strong>in</strong>ue.<br />

"It only turns to gold when the sap has left it,<br />

so as the strength of one sort leaves it, strength of<br />

another k<strong>in</strong>d enters. That is the strength of the<br />

Upperworld leav<strong>in</strong>g to make way for the strength<br />

of the Underworld. But they do say you can go<br />

straight <strong>in</strong>to the side of a mounta<strong>in</strong> if you have<br />

this talisman, and f<strong>in</strong>d gold, too, s<strong>in</strong>ce like draws<br />

like. However!" She held up a bony f<strong>in</strong>ger and<br />

peered <strong>in</strong>to this face, "That little v<strong>in</strong>e which is<br />

such a favorite of the misselthrush that we call it<br />

mistel-toe—it's no good to you for treasuref<strong>in</strong>d<strong>in</strong>g<br />

if you don't pluck it at the right time. It's<br />

like fern seed that way. What you need is a<br />

golden sickle, shaped like the new moon, and you<br />

have to be there when the Full Moon of<br />

Midsummer is <strong>in</strong> the center of the southern sky.<br />

That's when you cut it, and no other time, if you<br />

want it to work for you."<br />

Uller nodded solemnly, remember<strong>in</strong>g all her<br />

words.<br />

"<strong>The</strong>n you store it wrapped <strong>in</strong> f<strong>in</strong>e l<strong>in</strong>en until<br />

Harvest. It should have turned to pure gold by<br />

then. That's when you can seek your golden<br />

treasure. Now, for this knowledge I want an extra<br />

measure of milk."<br />

"Good Beartha, you can have the entire cow,<br />

for I won't need it anymore!" cried Uller with joy,<br />

and he did a quick r<strong>in</strong>gdance with the old lady<br />

right there <strong>in</strong> the meadow, while the goats<br />

watch<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> astonishment.<br />

Uller accomplished all that he had been told<br />

to do, and hav<strong>in</strong>g said goodbye to the doorposts<br />

and roofbeams of his beloved Ydalir, he set off<br />

under the Harvest Moon. He fled the fields of<br />

wheat where people worked together <strong>in</strong> the<br />

moonlight cutt<strong>in</strong>g and b<strong>in</strong>d<strong>in</strong>g the sheaves before<br />

the ra<strong>in</strong>s could come and spoil it. He was sure<br />

that they would wonder, no doubt with some<br />

resentment, why he wasn't break<strong>in</strong>g his back<br />

harvest<strong>in</strong>g too. He climbed the mounta<strong>in</strong> to the<br />

north as he remembered it, search<strong>in</strong>g for the


enormous tree that guarded the dark woman's<br />

door.<br />

And he found it.<br />

<strong>The</strong> mistletoe that he drew from its cloth had<br />

dried to a golden color. It now looked exactly like<br />

the jewel that had dangled from the cha<strong>in</strong> at<br />

Skadi's belt. It quivered <strong>in</strong> his hand when he<br />

swung it <strong>in</strong> the right direction, and when he<br />

pressed it aga<strong>in</strong>st a stand<strong>in</strong>g stone by the tree, the<br />

rock melted like the illusion it was. And there<br />

stood the Lady, <strong>in</strong> a soft l<strong>in</strong>en dress with a golden<br />

torc about her throat, welcom<strong>in</strong>g him with her<br />

arms wide.<br />

Holle's Tales<br />

In the time to come, which seemed to go on<br />

forever yet to be no time at all, the dark woman <strong>in</strong><br />

white <strong>in</strong>itiated Uller <strong>in</strong>to her mysteries. She told<br />

him that he had won the game and so might call<br />

her Holda. From this time forth she would call<br />

him Wuldor, which she told him meant "Glory,"<br />

because she gloried hi his love and faithfulness.<br />

Holda means "K<strong>in</strong>dly," she said, but also<br />

"Hidden." Nevertheless, <strong>in</strong> spite of all this careful<br />

nam<strong>in</strong>g, the people of the surround<strong>in</strong>g lands<br />

usually spoke of them as Holle and Holler.<br />

All around Holle were many children. <strong>The</strong><br />

child who had still been a nursl<strong>in</strong>g when Holda<br />

rescued Holler from the blizzard was a stripl<strong>in</strong>g<br />

now, for children grow fast under the hill. She<br />

told Holler how she f<strong>in</strong>ds the souls of lost<br />

children: the abandoned ones, the ones too sick to<br />

live <strong>in</strong> the world, the ones who are brutalized or<br />

worse. She follows their whimpers and tucks each<br />

small soul <strong>in</strong>side a strawberry, fly<strong>in</strong>g with it to<br />

her home, where she nurses it and fosters it. <strong>The</strong>n<br />

she teaches the child to harp and s<strong>in</strong>g, and to<br />

dance <strong>in</strong> the moonlight.<br />

But she gives all children their names <strong>in</strong> the<br />

Nam<strong>in</strong>g Ceremony.<br />

In their homes the older children of the<br />

village gather round the crib of a newborn, with<br />

the parents look<strong>in</strong>g on but not too close. <strong>The</strong><br />

children raise cradle three times and each time<br />

call out "Holle! Holle! What shall the child's<br />

name be?" And on the last lift, Holle shouts down<br />

the chimney, or sometimes through an open<br />

w<strong>in</strong>dow, the name of the baby. And that's how<br />

girls and boys get their names, at least <strong>in</strong> that part<br />

of the world.<br />

Holle told Holler a story which clearly<br />

distressed her, s<strong>in</strong>ce it was about the way she had<br />

withdrawn her good <strong>in</strong>fluence from a nearby<br />

valley. She had been <strong>in</strong> the habit of plough<strong>in</strong>g the<br />

fields for the people, and the children all came<br />

along beh<strong>in</strong>d with water<strong>in</strong>g cans. Everyth<strong>in</strong>g they<br />

touched, of course, grew lush and prospered. All<br />

Holle expected <strong>in</strong> return for this service was the<br />

occasional offer<strong>in</strong>g of milk, pancakes at the right<br />

season, and of course respect for her elder and<br />

holly trees. A k<strong>in</strong>d word now and then was<br />

always appreciated, naturally. But even this the<br />

thoughtless people of that valley could not seem<br />

to manage. <strong>The</strong>y denied the good work that Holle<br />

and her children did, they cut down elders to clear<br />

the land and never even begged pardon, they<br />

laughed at the traditions. Even when they saw<br />

Holle herself walk<strong>in</strong>g through the fields <strong>in</strong> the<br />

early morn<strong>in</strong>g, her white cape spread out beh<strong>in</strong>d<br />

her like mist, they gave her no greet<strong>in</strong>g but just<br />

stared cowlike and turned away. Once when<br />

bath<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> the river at noon, she had disappeared<br />

under the water as is her custom, but a boy threw<br />

a rock at the place where she had dived. That was<br />

the last straw.<br />

That night she had the children pull the<br />

plough across the field one last time—it had a<br />

broken handle—and though they were weep<strong>in</strong>g at<br />

hav<strong>in</strong>g to leave this dear valley which they had<br />

tended for so long, she was adamant. <strong>The</strong>y stood<br />

thus on the banks of the River Salle, she tall and<br />

stately, the children tear-streaked and miserable.<br />

<strong>The</strong> ferry came over to them and she swept<br />

aboard, the children lugg<strong>in</strong>g the plough. <strong>The</strong><br />

ferryman was none too pleased to see them, but<br />

there were no other passengers that late at night,<br />

and the lady looked rich enough. As he ferried<br />

them to the other side she set about with a<br />

whittl<strong>in</strong>g knife to mend the handle of the broken<br />

plough, and the chips flew like feathers <strong>in</strong> a<br />

whirlw<strong>in</strong>d, so fast did she work. It was all fixed<br />

by the time the ferry bumped aga<strong>in</strong>st the other<br />

bank, and she herded the children off, still pull<strong>in</strong>g<br />

the plough.<br />

"Here, where's my fare?" the man shouted<br />

angrily as the grand lady stepped down.<br />

Wordlessly she po<strong>in</strong>ted to the chips on the deck.<br />

"You can't be serious?" he sneered. But she<br />

only po<strong>in</strong>ted aga<strong>in</strong>, and someth<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> the force of<br />

her gesture and her stern face made him pick up<br />

three of the larger pieces and pocket them,<br />

grumbl<strong>in</strong>g resentfully all the while. <strong>The</strong> rest he<br />

swept overboard with his hand.<br />

<strong>The</strong> lady and her children disappeared <strong>in</strong>to<br />

the night, and she never appeared to the people of<br />

the Saale Valley aga<strong>in</strong>. Nor did their crops ever<br />

flourish properly from that time on. As for the<br />

ferryman, he felt <strong>in</strong> his pocket the next day for a<br />

piece of str<strong>in</strong>g, and found someth<strong>in</strong>g hard and<br />

smooth—pull<strong>in</strong>g out three gold pieces, stamped<br />

with a woman's face. His family lived<br />

comfortably on that wealth until he died. <strong>The</strong>y<br />

say that <strong>in</strong> the autumn you can see the reflection<br />

of the rest of Holle's gold at the ford when the sun<br />

sets beh<strong>in</strong>d it.<br />

Holle sighed as she told the story, and Holler<br />

held her hand. But her mood brightened before<br />

long, for she had a lot of work to do and she<br />

enjoyed do<strong>in</strong>g it.<br />

Holler worked beside her sometimes, but she<br />

also taught him special tasks that became his<br />

alone.<br />

It is Holler, for <strong>in</strong>stance, who spreads the<br />

blanket of snow across the fields at the beg<strong>in</strong>n<strong>in</strong>g


of w<strong>in</strong>ter <strong>in</strong> the north regions, to protect them<br />

from the cold throughout the long dark months.<br />

And sometimes he leads the Hunt across the<br />

skies, just as Holle does. Some people th<strong>in</strong>k that<br />

it's just the sound of the storm, or of wild geese or<br />

swans pass<strong>in</strong>g, but really it's the Wild Hunt fly<strong>in</strong>g<br />

home to Holle's Mounta<strong>in</strong> to harp and s<strong>in</strong>g.<br />

Holle's own duties are more varied. She<br />

favors lovers, and if a maid or a youth goes<br />

outside on the Eve of Midw<strong>in</strong>ter and shakes the<br />

Elder Tree, Holle will come to them. <strong>The</strong>y must<br />

say, "Sweet Elder, I shake, I shake! Tell me ye<br />

dogs that wake, where is my lover tonight?" <strong>The</strong>n<br />

Holle will send her white dogs <strong>in</strong> the direction<br />

she knows the lover will be sure to come from<br />

one day, and snaps her f<strong>in</strong>gers at them. <strong>The</strong>y bark<br />

obediently, and the petitioner hears, possess<strong>in</strong>g<br />

now a bit of knowledge to take <strong>in</strong>side and sleep<br />

on.<br />

Flax concerns Holle cont<strong>in</strong>ually. She wears<br />

l<strong>in</strong>en <strong>in</strong> the summer, and naturally has to be sure<br />

that it's made right, which means attention to the<br />

blue-flower<strong>in</strong>g flax. She takes care of it six days a<br />

week, but on the seventh she lets Holler worry<br />

about it, just because she needs a rest.<br />

Once Holle noticed that the women <strong>in</strong> her<br />

neighborhood (which spanned many mounta<strong>in</strong><br />

ranges and valleys) never seemed prepared to<br />

take a rest themselves. She set a good example,<br />

tak<strong>in</strong>g the seventh day off, but they toiled on,<br />

often long <strong>in</strong>to the night, wash<strong>in</strong>g and scrubb<strong>in</strong>g<br />

and bak<strong>in</strong>g and chopp<strong>in</strong>g wood, sp<strong>in</strong>n<strong>in</strong>g and<br />

weav<strong>in</strong>g and tend<strong>in</strong>g the sick, feed<strong>in</strong>g the<br />

children and everyone else seven days out of<br />

every week.<br />

So she made a rule, and strictly enforced it:<br />

no sp<strong>in</strong>n<strong>in</strong>g whatsoever dur<strong>in</strong>g the wax<strong>in</strong>g moon<br />

that spanned W<strong>in</strong>ter Solstice. And if she found<br />

even a t<strong>in</strong>y bit of flax left on the sp<strong>in</strong>dle when she<br />

came by at the end of that time (which people<br />

now call the Twelve Nights, or sometimes the<br />

Thirteen Nights), she would throw c<strong>in</strong>ders all<br />

over it and ru<strong>in</strong> it. Worse than that, she put about<br />

a rumor that she might very well also slice open<br />

the belly of any woman foolish or stubborn<br />

enough to leave the flax wound on her sp<strong>in</strong>dle,<br />

and stuff it all <strong>in</strong> a bundle right <strong>in</strong>side of her and<br />

stitch it up aga<strong>in</strong>. But s<strong>in</strong>ce her knife was very<br />

dull and short, she wouldn't be able to do even<br />

that if the belly <strong>in</strong> question were well-stuffed<br />

already with pancakes, Holle's feast-food. So that<br />

way she got them to not only stop work and relax<br />

a little at the W<strong>in</strong>ter Holiday, but eat well for<br />

once too.<br />

With all those children, Holle is constantly<br />

hav<strong>in</strong>g to turn their w<strong>in</strong>ter bedd<strong>in</strong>g (though <strong>in</strong><br />

summer they sleep <strong>in</strong> elder groves), and when the<br />

snow flies people say, "Oh look, Holle is shak<strong>in</strong>g<br />

her featherbed."<br />

In the warmer months she has a lot of<br />

laundry to take care of, and when the ra<strong>in</strong> comes<br />

people turn their hat brims down and say<br />

philosophically, "Well, Holle must be wash<strong>in</strong>g<br />

her veil."<br />

<strong>The</strong> Return<br />

Once, when Holler, or Uller, or Wuldor, had<br />

been gone from the world for seven years, he<br />

decided to visit it one last time to see if he missed<br />

anyth<strong>in</strong>g about it too much. He was stroll<strong>in</strong>g<br />

along one day with his harp on his back when he<br />

came across the tra<strong>in</strong> of the cruel tyrant he had<br />

opposed when he was a m<strong>in</strong>strel-wizard <strong>in</strong><br />

Ydalir. <strong>The</strong> tyrant saw him and <strong>in</strong>stantly<br />

recognized a fellow k<strong>in</strong>g (as he thought) merely<br />

by his bear<strong>in</strong>g, and asked Uller to jo<strong>in</strong> him for a<br />

glass of w<strong>in</strong>e. When <strong>in</strong> the course of conversation<br />

Uller mentioned that he lived now with Mistress<br />

Holda Under-the-Hill, <strong>in</strong> what the tyrant might<br />

know as the Horselberg, the tyrant laughed at<br />

him.<br />

"You've lost your soul, man! You've no more<br />

chance of redemption than—why, than this staff<br />

of m<strong>in</strong>e has of sett<strong>in</strong>g forth buds!" And the tyrant<br />

pounded his staff on the floor and laughed some<br />

more, his tall conical hat nearly fall<strong>in</strong>g off his<br />

head.<br />

Uller simply shrugged, f<strong>in</strong>ished his w<strong>in</strong>e and<br />

thanked the fellow for it, and took his leave. He<br />

went straightaway back to Holda, hav<strong>in</strong>g found<br />

the world a foolish place after all.<br />

But three days later the tyrant was talk<strong>in</strong>g to<br />

his m<strong>in</strong>isters, and one of them cried out, "My<br />

Lord! Thy staff!" Everyone gazed <strong>in</strong> awe at the<br />

gold-tipped staff, for it was covered with almond<br />

blossoms budd<strong>in</strong>g forth from its smooth sides.<br />

<strong>The</strong> tyrant took one look at it and <strong>in</strong>stantly<br />

realized that Uller had the protection of a power<br />

much greater than his own. He sent his knights <strong>in</strong><br />

every direction to seek the m<strong>in</strong>strel-k<strong>in</strong>g. But<br />

they never found him.<br />

S<strong>in</strong>ce then Holler has not left Holle aga<strong>in</strong>,<br />

and though she is gone from home quite often, he<br />

knows she will never leave him either. <strong>The</strong>ir<br />

favorite work is done at Midw<strong>in</strong>ter, when they<br />

distribute abundance to the people of their lands.<br />

In some places they drive through the towns or<br />

stop at lonely farms between the hours of n<strong>in</strong>e<br />

and midnight. When you hear the crack of a whip<br />

followed by sleigh bells disappear<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> the<br />

distance, go outside; you'll f<strong>in</strong>d their gifts for you<br />

there on the doorstep.<br />

Or sometimes they dress up <strong>in</strong> rich cloth<strong>in</strong>g:<br />

Holle will wear a f<strong>in</strong>e l<strong>in</strong>en cap, a starched bodice<br />

covered with pearls and a silk apron over her soft<br />

woolen gown, and Holler will don a long furtrimmed<br />

cloak. In this guise they will pace the<br />

streets and visit folk, hand<strong>in</strong>g out small presents<br />

and large bless<strong>in</strong>gs. <strong>The</strong> people <strong>in</strong> their k<strong>in</strong>dly<br />

ignorance may say, "Here come Mother Lucy and<br />

Father Yule!" but it's really Holle and Holler.<br />

<strong>The</strong>y are walk<strong>in</strong>g the world as always,<br />

look<strong>in</strong>g after their people, together.<br />

— Helen Farias © 1989


Light the candle of the South<br />

<strong>The</strong> second Sunday <strong>in</strong> <strong>Advent</strong><br />

Read the second story, "Hildur's Ride," on a sun-day near to the Feast of Barbara of the<br />

Flower<strong>in</strong>g Branch (December 4), when young women <strong>in</strong> northern Europe pick a bare<br />

cherry branch- forsythia would do as well- and place it <strong>in</strong> warm water, if it blooms by<br />

Yule, they know that good luck will follow <strong>in</strong> the next year. Gra<strong>in</strong> is the symbol of the<br />

day.<br />

S<strong>in</strong>g: Gloucestershire Wassail and <strong>The</strong> Boar's Head Carol.<br />

Eat: Danish <strong>Advent</strong> Pretzels or Vanilla Pretzels, and oranges, apples and nuts.<br />

Dr<strong>in</strong>k: Wassail or Cider.


Like "Deck<br />

the Halls," this<br />

medieval carol<br />

seems to<br />

predate<br />

Christianity<br />

(especially if<br />

you<br />

understand the<br />

reference to<br />

Lord apply<strong>in</strong>g<br />

to the Lord of<br />

the<br />

household). It<br />

is sung while<br />

carry<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> the<br />

boar's head,<br />

the prime dish<br />

of the<br />

Midw<strong>in</strong>ter<br />

feast.<br />

<strong>The</strong> pig is the<br />

sacred animal<br />

of the<br />

Goddess—it<br />

was a frequent<br />

offer<strong>in</strong>g to<br />

Demeter and<br />

the boar was<br />

particularly sacred to Freya, the Norse Queen of Heaven. On New Year's eve <strong>in</strong> Vienna,<br />

pigs are let loose at midnight <strong>in</strong> crowded restaurants and all the patrons scramble to touch<br />

the pig to garner good luck for the com<strong>in</strong>g year. In private homes, a marzipan pig<br />

suspended from the ceil<strong>in</strong>g with a gold piece <strong>in</strong> its mouth, is a substitute.<br />

<strong>The</strong> Lat<strong>in</strong> translated:<br />

Quod estis <strong>in</strong> convivio (as you are <strong>in</strong> good company)<br />

Caput apri defero (<strong>The</strong> boar's head we br<strong>in</strong>g)<br />

Reddens laudes Dom<strong>in</strong>o (giv<strong>in</strong>g praises to the Lord)<br />

servire cantico (serve it s<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>g)<br />

In Teg<strong>in</strong>ensi atrio (In the Queen's Hall) [at Oxford]<br />

--Waverly Fitzgerald


Wassail<strong>in</strong>g Songs<br />

Like the New Year carolers of the Ukra<strong>in</strong>e, wassailers <strong>in</strong> the British Isles go from house<br />

to house, s<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>g songs which ask for a bless<strong>in</strong>g of abundance upon the household. This<br />

is a magical service for which they are compensated with generous food and dr<strong>in</strong>k.<br />

Often they carry around a decorated punch bowl, dressed up with garlands and ribbons.<br />

Wassail is an old Saxon toast, perhaps as old as the fifth century, mean<strong>in</strong>g "Be thou hale"<br />

or "<strong>in</strong> good health." It derives from the same root word found <strong>in</strong> health and holistic.<br />

Wassail<strong>in</strong>g also refers to the custom of go<strong>in</strong>g out to the trees <strong>in</strong> the orchard to honor them<br />

for provid<strong>in</strong>g the fruit used to make the cider. One tree is selected to represent them all.<br />

Its branches are dipped <strong>in</strong> the cider, a piece of cake soaked <strong>in</strong> cider is placed <strong>in</strong> its<br />

branches and some of the cider is spr<strong>in</strong>kled around its roots. Sometimes mummers<br />

perform ritual dances show<strong>in</strong>g the tree how to produce more fruit; <strong>in</strong> Somerset, people<br />

jo<strong>in</strong>ed hands and danced around the tree <strong>in</strong> a r<strong>in</strong>g, s<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>g a song. Here is one such song:<br />

Here's to thee, old apple tree<br />

when thou may bud<br />

and thou may blow<br />

and thou may have apples enow.<br />

<strong>The</strong>re are many versions of this wassail<strong>in</strong>g song. I've provided the more common lyrics<br />

and the music on the other side of this page. I like the variation below because of their<br />

affectionate references to the farm animals and the crops. It seems clear that these songs<br />

were improvised on the spot and adapted to suit the names of the subjects.<br />

Wassail, wassail, all over the town!<br />

Our toast it is white and our ale it is brown<br />

Our bowl it is made of the white maple tree<br />

With the wassail<strong>in</strong>g bowl we'll dr<strong>in</strong>k to thee.<br />

So here is to Broad May and to her broad horn<br />

May God send our Master a good crop of corn<br />

And a good crop of corn that we may all see<br />

With the wassail<strong>in</strong>g bowl we'll dr<strong>in</strong>k to thee.<br />

And here is to Fillpail and to her left ear<br />

Pray God send our mistress a happy New Year<br />

And a happy New Year as e'er she did see<br />

With our wassail<strong>in</strong>g bowl we'll dr<strong>in</strong>k to thee.<br />

--Waverly Fitzgerald


ADVENTKRINGLER-ADVENT PRETZELS<br />

A pastry from Denmark, where the pretzel shape is the baker's<br />

sign. <strong>The</strong> pretzel derives from an ancient Pagan symbol<br />

mark<strong>in</strong>g the W<strong>in</strong>ter Solstice, found on primstavs (calendar<br />

sticks). It began as a circle conta<strong>in</strong><strong>in</strong>g a dot (the circle be<strong>in</strong>g,<br />

perhaps, the sun's course, while the dot represented the earth,<br />

as proposed by Mimi Sheraton? This would suggest that the<br />

Old Norse were far ahead of Galileo). When made as a dough<br />

offer<strong>in</strong>g, the dot became a cross; when it was later made from<br />

one strip of rol1ed dough, it assumed the shape of the pretzel known today. Pretzel or<br />

bretzel meant "an arm r<strong>in</strong>g," obviously referr<strong>in</strong>g to the orig<strong>in</strong>al circular shape, but<br />

apparently not the calendrical association. It seems to belong to a class of symbols quite<br />

apart from the angular runes.<br />

Pastry:<br />

2 envelopes or cakes yeast<br />

½ cup lukewarm water<br />

2 Tbsp sugar<br />

3/4 teaspoon salt<br />

Grated r<strong>in</strong>d of lemon<br />

3/4 cup sostened butter<br />

4 to 5 cups flour<br />

Fill<strong>in</strong>g:<br />

4 Tbsp butter<br />

3/4 cup f<strong>in</strong>e granulated sugar<br />

1 cup blanched, f<strong>in</strong>ely chopped almonds<br />

1 egg white, lightly beaten<br />

Topp<strong>in</strong>g:<br />

1 well-beaten egg plus the extra yolk<br />

13 sugar cubes, coarsely crushed<br />

3/4 to 1 cup coarsely chopped unblanched almonds<br />

Spr<strong>in</strong>kle or submerge yeast <strong>in</strong> lukewarm water, add one tablespoon of the sugar and set<br />

aside <strong>in</strong> a warm place until the mixture foams (maybe 10 m<strong>in</strong>utes). Beat 2 eggs well and<br />

add to yeast mixture along with salt, lemon r<strong>in</strong>d and the rema<strong>in</strong><strong>in</strong>g tablespoon of sugar.<br />

Gradual1y work <strong>in</strong> the softened butter and enough flour to make a firm but pliable dough.<br />

Knead well for 10 m<strong>in</strong>utes, or until the surface blisters and dough is smooth and elastic.<br />

Place <strong>in</strong> a floured bowl, dust top with flour, cover lightly and set to rise <strong>in</strong> a warm comer<br />

for about 25 m<strong>in</strong>utes, or until puffy but not quite doubled <strong>in</strong> bulk. Punch down, knead<br />

lightly for 2 or 3 m<strong>in</strong>utes and roll <strong>in</strong>to a long strip, about 4-1/2 <strong>in</strong>ches wide and 1/4 <strong>in</strong>ch<br />

thick. This will make a huge pretzel about 2 feet <strong>in</strong> diameter. If you don't have a bak<strong>in</strong>g<br />

sheet large enough for that, divide dough <strong>in</strong> half and make two12 <strong>in</strong>ch-wide pretzels.<br />

(However, the large strip will have a better shape and make a more impressive display).<br />

To make the fill<strong>in</strong>g, rub butter, sugar and nuts together until crumbly. Spr<strong>in</strong>kle down the<br />

center of the dough strips. Fold one edge of the dough over one third of the way. Br<strong>in</strong>g<br />

the other edge over to close the rol1, seal<strong>in</strong>g the edges with egg white. Gently flip the roll<br />

over onto a lightly buttered bak<strong>in</strong>g sheet, so the seam is on the bottom. Trim ends and<br />

br<strong>in</strong>g them together, draw<strong>in</strong>g them <strong>in</strong>to the middle of the circle to form a pretzel. Don't<br />

twist or knot the strips. Seal ends to <strong>in</strong>side of the pretzel's arc, us<strong>in</strong>g egg white. Cover<br />

loosely and set to rise for 20 m<strong>in</strong>utes.<br />

Brush with beaten egg and spr<strong>in</strong>kle with crushed sugar and nuts. Bake at 450° for about<br />

20 m<strong>in</strong>utes, or until light golden brown. (Adapted from VoSP.)


WASSAIL:<br />

BE WHOLE! BE HEALTHY!<br />

<strong>The</strong> wassail bowl was orig<strong>in</strong>ally a cup passed around to the assembled guest (such as the<br />

cup that is passed <strong>in</strong> a Circle). <strong>The</strong> custom of spic<strong>in</strong>g ale has been popular <strong>in</strong> England,<br />

especially at Yule, s<strong>in</strong>ce the medieval period. By the way, the toast float<strong>in</strong>g on the<br />

wassail is the "toast" we dr<strong>in</strong>k today. In medieval Scand<strong>in</strong>avia, "St. Thomas' Day,"<br />

December 21 (one of the days now recognized as the actual solstice, the other be<strong>in</strong>g Dec.<br />

22), was the day to brew the Christmas ale. People went from house to house tast<strong>in</strong>g each<br />

other's brew (so that the day was more commonly called Thomas the Brewer). December<br />

25 was orig<strong>in</strong>ally considered the solstice, the birthday of the <strong>in</strong>v<strong>in</strong>cible sun.<br />

1 quart ale<br />

1 teaspoon c<strong>in</strong>namon<br />

5 or 6 pieces cracked g<strong>in</strong>ger or 1 tsp<br />

powdered g<strong>in</strong>ger<br />

2 cups sherry w<strong>in</strong>e<br />

Juice and zest of 1 lemon<br />

Sugar, to taste<br />

2 slices toasted bread<br />

6 or 8 roasted crab apples or 2 to 3 roasted<br />

large apples<br />

Heat ale <strong>in</strong> an enameled saucepan until it is just below the boil<strong>in</strong>g po<strong>in</strong>t. Stir <strong>in</strong> spices,<br />

sherry, lemon juice, slivered r<strong>in</strong>d and sugar. Stir until sugar dissolves, then cover and<br />

steep over low heat for 20 to 30 m<strong>in</strong>utes. Never boil! Pour <strong>in</strong>to heated punch bowl. Add<br />

toast and apples. Ladle <strong>in</strong>to warm punch cups. Makes about 12 serv<strong>in</strong>g.<br />

Variations: Thirteen small well-beaten eggs may be beaten <strong>in</strong>to the hot wassail before the<br />

apples are added. Brown sugar and beer may be used (an 18th c. version) <strong>in</strong>stead of white<br />

sugar and ale. <strong>The</strong> English Farmers' Wassail, suitable for wassail<strong>in</strong>g the apple trees, calls<br />

for hard cider <strong>in</strong> place of ale and 1 cup dark rum for the sherry. A non-alcoholic Cider<br />

Wassail substitutes sweet apple cider for the ale and sherry


Hildur's<br />

Ride<br />

A Retold Tale for<br />

<strong>Advent</strong>-of-the-Sun<br />

Once there was a woman called Hildur<br />

who worked as a housekeeper for an upland<br />

farmer. His name was Egill and his farm,<br />

Ste<strong>in</strong> or Stony, was a handsome place with<br />

big, red-pa<strong>in</strong>ted build<strong>in</strong>gs. Hildur organized<br />

th<strong>in</strong>gs well, mak<strong>in</strong>g sure everyth<strong>in</strong>g was wellcared<br />

for and smooth-runn<strong>in</strong>g, but she was<br />

quiet, even taciturn, and she kept to herself.<br />

No one knew a th<strong>in</strong>g about her family, for she<br />

had appeared one night out of a w<strong>in</strong>ter storm<br />

look<strong>in</strong>g for shelter, and had never let out a<br />

peep of personal history. S<strong>in</strong>ce everyone <strong>in</strong><br />

the district was knit together by ties of k<strong>in</strong>ship<br />

and fosterage, it was frustrat<strong>in</strong>g to have a<br />

loose marble roll<strong>in</strong>g around <strong>in</strong> Hildur, but<br />

nobody could do anyth<strong>in</strong>g about it. Here she<br />

was, and here she seemed determ<strong>in</strong>ed to stay.<br />

<strong>The</strong> m<strong>in</strong>ister from the town, miles below,<br />

trudged up to talk to her once on the<br />

unseeml<strong>in</strong>ess of it- a woman alone, liv<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong><br />

the household of an unmarried farmer,<br />

surrounded though she might be by other<br />

servants and farmhands, with no family to<br />

speak for her. . . . Hildur had a strong<br />

personality, if a silent one, and she had<br />

merely glowered at the priest until he went<br />

away, his white ruff droop<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> the ra<strong>in</strong>.<br />

All went well for Egill except for one<br />

important po<strong>in</strong>t: he couldn't keep a shepherd.<br />

That is, he hired them one after the other, but<br />

they all died. And they all died <strong>in</strong> the same<br />

mysterious way, on the same mysterious<br />

night: the Eve of Yule, when someth<strong>in</strong>g<br />

apparently attacked them <strong>in</strong> their beds and<br />

frightened the life right out of them for they<br />

would be found the next morn<strong>in</strong>g unmarked<br />

and stone cold. EgiII had stopped look<strong>in</strong>g for<br />

shepherds, for the experience had begun to<br />

wear him down.<br />

But one day a hearty, rough-look<strong>in</strong>g<br />

fellow with a canny eye strolled up to the<br />

door and asked to be taken on to care for the<br />

sheep. "I like sheep," he expla<strong>in</strong>ed, "and<br />

sheep like me." Egill refused immediately, but<br />

the man persisted, so Egill broke down and<br />

told him why the th<strong>in</strong>g was impossible.<br />

"Nonsense," said the shepherd. ''That won't<br />

happen to me!" and he pressed and cajoled<br />

and jollied Egill along until the farmer gave<br />

<strong>in</strong>, but with strong misgiv<strong>in</strong>gs. So Magnus the<br />

shepherd became a part of the household.<br />

But then came Yule. It was the custom<br />

for some people to hold a Midnight Vigil,<br />

with candles and chant<strong>in</strong>g to watch for the<br />

spirit-return, the rek<strong>in</strong>dl<strong>in</strong>g that happened on<br />

this deepest of nights, while other people<br />

gathered to s<strong>in</strong>g hymns and listen to their<br />

m<strong>in</strong>ister read to them out of a holy book of<br />

theirs. But no matter where they were bound,<br />

temple or church, they must travel for many<br />

miles if they dwelt <strong>in</strong> one of the hill-farms<br />

like Ste<strong>in</strong>. And to arrive <strong>in</strong> time, they must<br />

leave before the shepherds returned from the<br />

fields. In most such cases, the shepherd would<br />

stay beh<strong>in</strong>d to guard the house- from Elves,<br />

who liked to break <strong>in</strong>, it was said, and dance<br />

and eat on this Eve. Someone must burn lights<br />

all over the farmhouse and outbuild<strong>in</strong>gs,<br />

leav<strong>in</strong>g all the doors open, and sweep<strong>in</strong>g well.<br />

<strong>The</strong> formula must be repeated too: "Let them<br />

come who wish to come, and let them go who<br />

wish to go, and do no harm to me or m<strong>in</strong>e."<br />

Food might be set out, just <strong>in</strong> case the Elves<br />

got past all these precautions and found<br />

noth<strong>in</strong>g to sup on. An angry, hungry Elf is a<br />

force to be reckoned with.<br />

On Ste<strong>in</strong>, however, the shepherd had no


such duties, for Hildur always stayed beh<strong>in</strong>d-<br />

to prepare, as she said, for the feast and the<br />

company expected next day. Even when the<br />

Vigilers returned, she would still be up and<br />

about, and they heard her calm footsteps as<br />

they got ready for bed and sank <strong>in</strong>to sleep.<br />

So this night, Magnus had noth<strong>in</strong>g to do<br />

but settle, make a good meal, which he ate<br />

with Hildur <strong>in</strong> companionable silence, and be<br />

off to his bed. As he ate, he watched the<br />

housekeeper, for it seemed to him that she<br />

was agitated. She dropped th<strong>in</strong>gs now and<br />

then, made little exclamations that were<br />

unlike her, looked over her shoulder<br />

nervously, and watched him <strong>in</strong> return. He saw<br />

that no lamps were burn<strong>in</strong>g, nor was she<br />

sweep<strong>in</strong>g and mutter<strong>in</strong>g the formula. Still.<br />

''Worried about the Elves, Hildur?" he<br />

asked suddenly. She started.<br />

"Elves!" She laughed shortly, without<br />

humor. "Oh, yes, you could say that I'm<br />

worried about the Elves. You could say that."<br />

And she looked at him frankly, full <strong>in</strong> the<br />

face, for perhaps the first time s<strong>in</strong>ce he'd<br />

known her.<br />

Now, this Magnus knew a little<br />

someth<strong>in</strong>g about the secret commonwealth.<br />

For <strong>in</strong>stance, he had already made friends<br />

with the nissar that guarded the farm house<br />

and the stables, for like the housecat he could<br />

see them as they sat upon the roofbeam or<br />

lounged by the hearth. He himself possessed a<br />

smooth pebble of rosecrystal given him by a<br />

friendly volva, someth<strong>in</strong>g she said would<br />

render him <strong>in</strong>visible <strong>in</strong> times of danger. He<br />

had seen the Elves troop<strong>in</strong>g once at New<br />

Year's—from a safe distance—and it seemed<br />

to him that there was a quality to the face of<br />

this woman Hildur that rem<strong>in</strong>ded him of those<br />

Elves. Just—someth<strong>in</strong>g. A feel<strong>in</strong>g he got<br />

from the expression <strong>in</strong> her eyes, perhaps. He<br />

realized he had been exchang<strong>in</strong>g stares with<br />

her for quite a while.<br />

"Yes, Magnus," she said as he shook his<br />

head to clear it, "1 am worried about the<br />

Elves. And I must do someth<strong>in</strong>g." With that<br />

she turned away and began to knead dough.<br />

He left the table and went for a walk.<br />

It was bitter cold, but the night was f<strong>in</strong>e.<br />

<strong>The</strong> stars shone upon the glisten<strong>in</strong>g snow, and<br />

from their heights they seemed to revolve <strong>in</strong> a<br />

stately joyous dance, buoyant and deliberate<br />

as the tides of the sea. For him tonight they<br />

were not simply a spangled curta<strong>in</strong> hung<br />

across the sun, but a set of doorways and<br />

passages that drew him up, <strong>in</strong> and through.<br />

<strong>The</strong>re was a depth to the starry star. He stood<br />

<strong>in</strong> the snow look<strong>in</strong>g up and th<strong>in</strong>k<strong>in</strong>g until he<br />

got tired. <strong>The</strong>n he went to bed.<br />

But not to sleep. No. He had been giv<strong>in</strong>g<br />

more than a little thought to the lamentable<br />

demise of each of his predecessors, and had<br />

decided that their first mistake was probably<br />

fall<strong>in</strong>g asleep. He left his clothes on, even his<br />

boots, and went around draw<strong>in</strong>g the glyph of<br />

Algiz, the Elk, above every door and w<strong>in</strong>dow<br />

for protection. This rune would keep out any<br />

truly evil <strong>in</strong>fluence, his volva friend had told<br />

him. Thus protected, he rolled himself <strong>in</strong> his<br />

blankets and lay awake to see what the night<br />

might br<strong>in</strong>g.<br />

He considered various th<strong>in</strong>gs to while<br />

away the time. He considered the vikivaki<br />

planned for the day after tomorrow. Lots of<br />

women there, all dressed up. Food. Lots of<br />

danc<strong>in</strong>g- he was a good dancer. He would<br />

wear his new wool jacket with the silver buttons.<br />

Perhaps the stag-mummers would come.<br />

. . .<br />

<strong>The</strong>re was a sound. Someone was<br />

enter<strong>in</strong>g the room.<br />

Magnus closed his eyes and breathed<br />

slowly, as if <strong>in</strong> sleep, but peered between his<br />

lashes to see what the candlelight might show<br />

him. It was Hildur. She was look<strong>in</strong>g at him<br />

and sigh<strong>in</strong>g, and then she was fitt<strong>in</strong>g a bridle<br />

on his head and a bit <strong>in</strong> his mouth.<br />

As soon as she touched him, he knew he<br />

could no longer resist. She willed him to rise<br />

with no more than a word, and then she was<br />

astride his back and they were ris<strong>in</strong>g up, up<br />

and through the roof as though it were smoke,


out upon the nightw<strong>in</strong>d and upwards towards<br />

the stars. He stretched his arms out to tread<br />

the sky, which he felt almost as though it<br />

were a road beneath his. . . beneath his. ..<br />

hooves. His golden hooves. Magnus squealed<br />

once half terrified and half elated, elated, a<br />

proper pig-like response. For he had become a<br />

golden-bristled boar, tusked and powerful and<br />

glitter<strong>in</strong>g like a great yellow star pac<strong>in</strong>g the<br />

firmament. Upon his back Hildur rode,<br />

murmer<strong>in</strong>g encouragement <strong>in</strong> his ear, urg<strong>in</strong>g<br />

him on, on.<br />

<strong>The</strong>y journeyed thus from east to west,<br />

from one side of the sky to the other. F<strong>in</strong>ally<br />

they came to the rim of a vast crater. Hildur<br />

breathed <strong>in</strong> Golden-Bristles' ear and he<br />

plunged right over the side, spiral<strong>in</strong>g like a<br />

bird <strong>in</strong>to its cavernous depths. But there, <strong>in</strong> its<br />

center, was an island <strong>in</strong> a lake, and to this<br />

island they flew, land<strong>in</strong>g roughly by a tall ash<br />

tree. Hildur descended, pett<strong>in</strong>g Golden<br />

Bristles and prais<strong>in</strong>g him while she tied his<br />

bridle to the trunk of the ash. <strong>The</strong>n she ran off<br />

through the grove.<br />

Magnus swam up slowly out of the m<strong>in</strong>d<br />

of GoldenBristles, striv<strong>in</strong>g to shake off the<br />

identity of the magic boar. Slowly he pushed<br />

and pawed and shook his head until he was<br />

able to wriggle out of the bridle, and as it fell<br />

to the ground, he fell also, stunned to f<strong>in</strong>d<br />

himself once more <strong>in</strong> man shape. After a<br />

moment he reached <strong>in</strong>to his pocket and<br />

clutched his rose-quartz pebble, the token of<br />

<strong>in</strong>visibility. He moved off through the trees,<br />

after Hildur.<br />

In the distance he could hear, long before<br />

he could see it, a huge crowd, merry and gay.<br />

<strong>The</strong>re was s<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>g, there were trumpets very<br />

high and clear. He came upon a host of Bright<br />

Elves, glitter<strong>in</strong>g and fantastic as stars,<br />

engaged <strong>in</strong> festivation beneath tall feathery<br />

trees. <strong>The</strong>y danced—those that danced—upon<br />

a green lawn that stretched <strong>in</strong> every direction.<br />

Many others were clustered round a dais<br />

where a magnificent woman sat beside a<br />

magnificent man, and several elven children<br />

clung to them, but especially to the woman,<br />

who caressed them and pulled them close to<br />

her. Sometimes she lifted her hands to the<br />

populace, who cheered and threw flowers <strong>in</strong><br />

response.<br />

Though there was much <strong>in</strong> the way of<br />

delightful comestibles, Magnus was careful<br />

not to eat a th<strong>in</strong>g. He concentrated on<br />

<strong>in</strong>visibility and tried to stay out of the way of<br />

dancers and strollers. But he overheard many<br />

conversations.<br />

"Remember that Torgun? <strong>The</strong> tussewoman<br />

who married Thorn, the human brute?<br />

He treated her pitifully, and she just endured<br />

it—tusse-folk can be so patient you want to<br />

scream. I met her often by the well and tried<br />

to talk some sense <strong>in</strong>to her, but she just shook<br />

her head. Now I th<strong>in</strong>k she was plott<strong>in</strong>g it all<br />

along!"<br />

"Plott<strong>in</strong>g what? I remember someth<strong>in</strong>g<br />

about it but not the details."<br />

"1 only mention it because our blessed<br />

Queen has someth<strong>in</strong>g about her that rem<strong>in</strong>ds<br />

me of Torgun. What happened was that one<br />

day Thorri was curs<strong>in</strong>g and swear<strong>in</strong>g—usual<br />

for him—because he couldn't get a horseshoe<br />

he'd made to fit right. Torgun listened to this<br />

racket as long as she could stand it, and<br />

f<strong>in</strong>ally—well, you know how strong she<br />

was— she walked up and snatched it right out<br />

of his hands, say<strong>in</strong>g, 'This is how it's done,' or<br />

someth<strong>in</strong>g to that effect, and then she wadded<br />

it up <strong>in</strong> her hands like bread dough."<br />

''<strong>The</strong>y're powerful, those tusse-women. . .<br />

."<br />

"You could see him beg<strong>in</strong>n<strong>in</strong>g to th<strong>in</strong>k,<br />

for once <strong>in</strong> his churlish life, that perhaps he<br />

ought to treat her just a little bit better from<br />

now on, if he didn't want to w<strong>in</strong>d up like that<br />

horseshoe. That was while the wife he'd<br />

preyed on for so long molded the shoe right<br />

onto the hoof with her little bare hands. I was<br />

there, though he couldn't see me. I laughed, I<br />

tell you."<br />

"Her name has rema<strong>in</strong>ed <strong>in</strong> that family, I


elieve."<br />

"It has, and her blood has improved the<br />

l<strong>in</strong>e considerably. . . . "<br />

<strong>The</strong> two Elves moved on. Magnus looked<br />

aga<strong>in</strong> at the Queen on the dais. She was very<br />

far away, but surely he had seen her before.<br />

He slid between Elves, caper<strong>in</strong>g wildly to<br />

avoid some Elf who would be surprised and<br />

surely displeased to collide with empty air.<br />

''<strong>The</strong> Queen looks so lovely. I forget from<br />

year to year how beautiful she is," he heard a<br />

lady remark on one side.<br />

"She must surely have found a way by<br />

now to escape the curse," said her companion.<br />

''<strong>The</strong> K<strong>in</strong>g does not do well without her."<br />

Magnus struggled on, higgledy-jiggledy,<br />

until he was near enough to the thrones to see<br />

the monarchs' faces clearly. A handsome man<br />

with a sorrowful face, a face from which even<br />

present joy couldn't ease the l<strong>in</strong>es of grief. A<br />

noble woman, tall and erect, crowned with<br />

gold: Hildur.<br />

Magnus sneaked up beh<strong>in</strong>d the dais<br />

and pressed himself aga<strong>in</strong>st it, eavesdropp<strong>in</strong>g.<br />

"Has she softened, my Aunt?" asked<br />

Hildur <strong>in</strong> a hopeless tone.<br />

"She has not." <strong>The</strong> k<strong>in</strong>g's voice was grim,<br />

full of dislike. "Gryla and her coterie are if<br />

anyth<strong>in</strong>g more self-righteous than before.<br />

With every pass<strong>in</strong>g tide they become more<br />

odious to me. I'd like to drop them <strong>in</strong> the sea."<br />

"Risky, my dear," murmured Hildur.<br />

"Your Grandmother was mad, I th<strong>in</strong>k, to<br />

allow those Churchers <strong>in</strong>, those of the Book.<br />

Children of Lilli, Gryla calls us now, and the<br />

more we don't flock to her cold little church<br />

the more she threatens us with perdition. Of<br />

course, I go there all the time—I must, Hildur,<br />

<strong>in</strong> case my piety might persuade her to lift her<br />

evil curse. But I can never be good enough, it<br />

seems. Never good enough."<br />

"She is afraid- yes, Kari, darl<strong>in</strong>g, I'll still<br />

be here when you get back, go f<strong>in</strong>d some<br />

sugarplums—she's afraid; I see it all around<br />

me <strong>in</strong> the Human Lands. She has identified<br />

the Evil and now she wants to stamp it out.<br />

But what if the force she serves won't reward<br />

her when she succeeds? It hasn't so far, of<br />

course; she's quite miserable, poor th<strong>in</strong>g. But<br />

this she blames on us and our pleasure, our<br />

'evils'. I tell you, there are humans just like<br />

her down below. Pathetic. <strong>The</strong>y have much<br />

too much power. <strong>The</strong>y take power."<br />

"What will you do?" <strong>The</strong>re was a<br />

rustl<strong>in</strong>g, as though they had leaned together or<br />

embraced.<br />

"S<strong>in</strong>ce Mother's death, Gryla has stood <strong>in</strong><br />

the place of the mother to me. She was never<br />

Queen, but she's the Duchess and daughter of<br />

Grandmother Ilsa—she has great power. <strong>The</strong><br />

moment I sat <strong>in</strong> this seat, she blasted me with<br />

that cursed curse of hers, which she claims is<br />

only for the good of my soul—as though<br />

Elves had souls! We are souls, we are not<br />

fragmented and—"<br />

"No theology right now, please,<br />

sweetheart. I agree with you, I know all this;<br />

we have so little time."<br />

"Darl<strong>in</strong>g."<br />

A pause, while Magnus tried not to<br />

squirm. He disliked this spy<strong>in</strong>g, but suspected<br />

that his life depended on it. <strong>The</strong> k<strong>in</strong>g and<br />

queen sighed then.<br />

"1 can do—I don't know yet what.I can<br />

do. I hardly know my own power. I wait, and<br />

watch, and listen. I wait some more. All year I<br />

dwell on the situation here, while I sweep and<br />

scrub and mend for that farmer. And when I<br />

get here—noth<strong>in</strong>g happens. I am forced to<br />

return by Gryla's curse, and she prays, we<br />

weep, the children wail." <strong>The</strong> Queen sighed<br />

aga<strong>in</strong>.<br />

Suddenly the air was rent by a shriek of<br />

rage.<br />

''Treason! Trespass! Foul filth!"<br />

<strong>The</strong> party sounds abruptly stopped, as<br />

though turned off at a spigot, and Magnus<br />

turned around slowly to f<strong>in</strong>d that one old Elf<br />

Woman was po<strong>in</strong>t<strong>in</strong>g at him with an<br />

expression of loath<strong>in</strong>g on her wizened face.<br />

As she po<strong>in</strong>ted, he could feel his <strong>in</strong>visibility<br />

gradually fad<strong>in</strong>g, and the Elves bl<strong>in</strong>ked and


stared as he came <strong>in</strong>to view.<br />

<strong>The</strong> old woman—like a tusser-woman,<br />

surpris<strong>in</strong>gly strong—seized Magnus by the<br />

ear and hauled him around to the front of the<br />

dais.<br />

''This, your Majesty," she spat, "this was<br />

lean<strong>in</strong>g aga<strong>in</strong>st your throne and spy<strong>in</strong>g. You<br />

brought this here with you to foul our holy<br />

prec<strong>in</strong>cts, and no more proof of your<br />

depravity need I provide! If you had ever<br />

hoped to be free of my ban, give up hope<br />

now, for all my sacrifice on your behalf has<br />

been <strong>in</strong> va<strong>in</strong>."<br />

"But Aunt," Hildur spoke sooth<strong>in</strong>gly,<br />

<strong>in</strong>nocently, "it was only accord<strong>in</strong>g to the<br />

conditions of your—your ban that I brought<br />

the creature here at all. He must have—why,<br />

he must have wandered away from the Tree<br />

where he was tied. I'll take him back aga<strong>in</strong>, all<br />

will be well—"<br />

"No! He must be destroyed. Thou shalt<br />

not suffer a spy to live. It is written!"<br />

And Gryla lifted her long-f<strong>in</strong>gered hands,<br />

while Magnus cr<strong>in</strong>ged <strong>in</strong> amazement and<br />

horror, as though to blast him from the face of<br />

heaven.<br />

But suddenly Queen Hildur stepped <strong>in</strong><br />

front of him She thrust the other woman's<br />

arms down so that the charge struck the<br />

ground <strong>in</strong> a burst of flame that rose up around<br />

them both.<br />

<strong>The</strong> Elves cried out <strong>in</strong> terror, the K<strong>in</strong>g<br />

shouted, Magnus rolled out away. And out of<br />

the flames the figure of Hildur rose, golden<br />

and radiant, immense, grow<strong>in</strong>g and grow<strong>in</strong>g<br />

until it filled the danc<strong>in</strong>g ground, her head<br />

topp<strong>in</strong>g the trees and ascend<strong>in</strong>g towards the<br />

sky. <strong>The</strong> pious Gryla keened as she was<br />

plucked from the flames, now dy<strong>in</strong>g around<br />

the Great Queen's ankles, and lifted <strong>in</strong>to the<br />

sky <strong>in</strong> Hildur's hand.<br />

"In exchange for all the sorrow and<br />

suffer<strong>in</strong>g you have laid upon my family and<br />

me and all our people," whispered Hildur <strong>in</strong> a<br />

voice like a ra<strong>in</strong>storm, "1 give you this Gift."<br />

She brought the little figure towards her<br />

mouth, and Magnus screamed, "No, God, no!"<br />

But the Queen only opened her lips and<br />

gently breathed upon the Duchess, who<br />

slowly ceased flail<strong>in</strong>g her arms and legs and<br />

hung limp. <strong>The</strong>n Hildur put her down by<br />

Magnus on the withered grass, and the<br />

shepherd saw that Gryla slept peacefully, with<br />

a pleasant smile on her face. When he looked<br />

up at the Queen, he found to his amazement<br />

that she was no taller than she had ever been,<br />

and she was lean<strong>in</strong>g over him with concern.<br />

"I'm afraid this night has asked a lot of<br />

you, my friend. Don't worry, we'll see to you<br />

soon."<br />

"But the Duchess- what happened? I<br />

don't understand. Please tell, Lady, please<br />

don't let me die <strong>in</strong> ignorance."<br />

''You silly, you're not go<strong>in</strong>g to die. Of<br />

course I'll tell you. You have done us a great<br />

favor with your courage and sturdy human<br />

curiosity. We are <strong>in</strong> your debt—you shall<br />

always have my friendship. Come and jo<strong>in</strong><br />

us." She moved toward the K<strong>in</strong>g and sat with<br />

him on the edge of the dais.<br />

"That was magnificent," the K<strong>in</strong>g was<br />

say<strong>in</strong>g. "What did you do? How did you do<br />

that?" But Hildur only shook her head and<br />

shrugged, smil<strong>in</strong>g. To Magnus she turned and<br />

told the story:<br />

''<strong>The</strong> Duchess found religion <strong>in</strong> her<br />

mother's home, for there was a Churcher who<br />

had been brought to live <strong>in</strong> the Old Queen's<br />

palace and he taught the children much. My<br />

mother never was too <strong>in</strong>fluenced by him, for<br />

she was learn<strong>in</strong>g queenship and was very<br />

busy, but Aunt Gryla took it all <strong>in</strong>. She was<br />

<strong>in</strong>secure anyway, Mother said, and his threats<br />

and promises found a place <strong>in</strong> her heart.<br />

When I was about to take the throne, upon my<br />

mother's pass<strong>in</strong>g, the Duchess Gryla emanded<br />

I renounce all Elven ways and profess the<br />

Church. Well, I couldn't do that. It would<br />

have been false. But when I refused she<br />

cursed me—placed a 'ban of pity' on me, she<br />

said—and with her magic decreed that I must<br />

travail <strong>in</strong> the land of the Church until I saw


the error of my ways. One night and one night<br />

only would I be allowed to return and visit my<br />

darl<strong>in</strong>gs and my people. I had to ride the<br />

Golden Boar to and fro, but of course it could<br />

not be my sweet Ottar, who had loved to sport<br />

among the stars with me before this disaster<br />

befell us. No, he must stay and rule without<br />

me as best he could. So, I had to f<strong>in</strong>d another,<br />

and it was the shepherd I chose, because he<br />

was there. But he died, poor man. Weak heart.<br />

Like the others. Shepherd<strong>in</strong>g as a career must<br />

be bad for the heart."<br />

As the queen patted Magnus k<strong>in</strong>dly on<br />

the shoulder, an Elf noticed the Duchess<br />

com<strong>in</strong>g around and helped her to stand. <strong>The</strong><br />

queen stood also and faced Gryla on the grass.<br />

''That was—" the Duchess wheezed,<br />

cleared her throat, and started aga<strong>in</strong>. ''That<br />

was the Breath of Love you breathed on me,<br />

wasn't it?"<br />

''Yes, Aunt," said Hildur calmly. She and<br />

the Duchess looked at one another quietly.<br />

<strong>The</strong>n the Duchess extended her hand, almost<br />

hesitantly.<br />

"1 have been a foolish old woman—a<br />

foolish young one, for that matter—and I<br />

repent of my . . . my unk<strong>in</strong>dness to you. Only<br />

a Great Queen, like my Great-Grandmother<br />

Helga the Tall—you remember the legends<br />

about her, but they were true—only such a<br />

one could have saved me from myself with<br />

love. It takes tremendous power and fortitude.<br />

I. . . " she paused. '1 didn't know who you<br />

were, my dear. I thought you were only an<br />

Elf. But you have been visited by the power<br />

of She Who Is Life, and you have proved a<br />

worthy vessel. I lift my ban," and the Duchess<br />

knelt to kiss the Queen's hands, sitt<strong>in</strong>g back<br />

on her heels to make the necessary gestures<br />

and mutter the words that released Hildur<br />

from the curse. When the spell was done even<br />

Magnus could feel a loosen<strong>in</strong>g of tension, as<br />

though the entire court and all its people had<br />

been bound <strong>in</strong> an <strong>in</strong>visible net that held them<br />

caught, like fish. Doomed fish.<br />

Later, as the Elves celebrated, the Queen<br />

remarked that even when reformed the old<br />

Duchess reta<strong>in</strong>ed the language and outlook of<br />

the Churchers: "worthy vessel," "only an Elf,"<br />

"1 repent". But Gryla had lost her fear and<br />

anger, it had been dissolved by the heat and<br />

sweetness <strong>in</strong> the Breath of Love, so from that<br />

po<strong>in</strong>t on she read through her Book only to<br />

pick out the bits of poetry <strong>in</strong> it, descriptions of<br />

pleasant gardens and so forth. She was a<br />

changed Elf, and that was that.<br />

<strong>The</strong> Queen gave Magnus a fabulous r<strong>in</strong>g<br />

of gold, and she charged him with the task of<br />

tak<strong>in</strong>g her story back to Human Land, with<br />

special greet<strong>in</strong>gs and apologies to Egill the<br />

Farmer. Far from fear<strong>in</strong>g he would die of<br />

terror, Magnus actually begged to be turned<br />

once more <strong>in</strong>to Golden-Bristles <strong>in</strong> order to fly<br />

across the sky. Hildur leapt on K<strong>in</strong>g Ottar,<br />

who shifted <strong>in</strong>to boar, and she now needed<br />

noth<strong>in</strong>g more than a touch (so secure was she<br />

<strong>in</strong> her powers) to transform Magnus <strong>in</strong>to<br />

Ottar's tw<strong>in</strong>. <strong>The</strong> bridle was left ly<strong>in</strong>g aga<strong>in</strong>st<br />

the Tree. <strong>The</strong> three of them dashed across the<br />

sky and on and on until they reached the edge<br />

of morn<strong>in</strong>g, where look<strong>in</strong>g down Magnus saw<br />

his own bed far below him, sp<strong>in</strong>n<strong>in</strong>g like a<br />

leaf <strong>in</strong> an eddy. Squeal<strong>in</strong>g farewells he<br />

descended. . .<br />

He awoke the next morn<strong>in</strong>g with Egill<br />

and his household—m<strong>in</strong>us Hildur—stand<strong>in</strong>g<br />

around him anxiously. He stretched and<br />

gr<strong>in</strong>ned, and wished them all a Merry Yule.<br />

And it was said that Magnus the Herder<br />

was a fortunate man from that day on, for<br />

every project he touched turned to gold, every<br />

relationship he forged brought him happ<strong>in</strong>ess<br />

and respect, every idea he voiced proved<br />

sound.<br />

Each Yule he toasted the stars. Any who<br />

asked him heard that he attributed his good<br />

luck and prosperity to the friendship of<br />

Hildur, Queen of the Elves.<br />

-Helen Farias<br />

Based on the old Icelandic folktale,<br />

"Hildur (or Hild), Queen of the Elves."


Light the candle of the west<br />

<strong>The</strong> third Sunday <strong>in</strong> <strong>Advent</strong><br />

Read the third story, "<strong>The</strong> Ice Ship", on a sun-day near to the Feast of Lucy the<br />

Lightbr<strong>in</strong>ger (December 13), when at dawn the eldest daughter of each household<br />

crowns herself with l<strong>in</strong>gonberry leaves and candles, serv<strong>in</strong>g coffee and lussekatter rolls<br />

to her parents and family. <strong>The</strong> X-rune is the symbol of the day.<br />

S<strong>in</strong>g: Santa Lucia and Maria Wanders Through the Thorn.<br />

Eat: Lussekattr or Lucia G<strong>in</strong>gerSnaps, plus apples, oranges or tanger<strong>in</strong>es, and nuts.<br />

Dr<strong>in</strong>k: Julglögg or Cider.


Santa Lucia<br />

<strong>The</strong> radiant light-br<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>g goddess still appears <strong>in</strong> the darkness of the w<strong>in</strong>ter, bear<strong>in</strong>g the<br />

gift of light and food <strong>in</strong> her hands, even if she is now known as Sa<strong>in</strong>t Lucy or Santa Lucia<br />

<strong>in</strong>stead of Juno Luc<strong>in</strong>a or Freya. This song is sung to the tune of the traditional<br />

Neapolitan song of the same name. <strong>The</strong> lyrics are by Arvid Rosen and the translation is a<br />

bit awkward <strong>in</strong> places.<br />

If you prefer, try these alternative verses (from a tape of Yule carols performed by the<br />

Greenwood S<strong>in</strong>gers, a Seattle pagan chorus):<br />

Santa Lucia<br />

Thy light is glow<strong>in</strong>g Through<br />

darkest w<strong>in</strong>ter night<br />

Comfort bestow<strong>in</strong>g Dreams<br />

for the future bright<br />

Comes <strong>in</strong> the morn<strong>in</strong>g light<br />

Santa Lucia, Santa Lucia<br />

Through silent w<strong>in</strong>ter gloom<br />

Thy song comes w<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>g<br />

To waken earth anew<br />

Glad carols br<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>g<br />

Come now, 0 Queen of Light<br />

Wear<strong>in</strong>g thy crown so bright<br />

Santa Lucia, Santa Lucia<br />

At my house, we usually s<strong>in</strong>g this version, written by my daughter Shaw:<br />

Darkness is at its peak, But light is on its way<br />

Spr<strong>in</strong>gtime is com<strong>in</strong>g soon, W<strong>in</strong>ter will fade away<br />

She br<strong>in</strong>gs light to our house She br<strong>in</strong>gs joy to our lives<br />

Santa Lucia, Santa Lucia<br />

Santa Lucia<br />

Yuletide foretell<strong>in</strong>g<br />

Fill hearts with hope & cheer<br />

Dark fears dispell<strong>in</strong>g<br />

Br<strong>in</strong>g to the world aga<strong>in</strong><br />

Peace and good will to men<br />

Santa Lucia, Santa Lucia<br />

--Waverly Fitzgerald


MARIA WANDERS THROUGH THE THORN<br />

Though couched <strong>in</strong> Christian terms, this lovely song clearly portrays the procession of the<br />

num<strong>in</strong>ous pregnant Goddess. Germany, late 15th century. Lyrics are traditional.<br />

A little <strong>in</strong>vestigation through carol books (such as <strong>The</strong> Trapp Family Book of Christmas<br />

Songs, NY 1950) will turn up the music, or check out your carol records. It's <strong>in</strong> a m<strong>in</strong>or key.<br />

1.<br />

Maria wanders through the thorn,<br />

Kyrie eleison,<br />

Maria wanders through the thorn,<br />

That seven years no bloom has born.<br />

Jesu et Maria.<br />

2.<br />

What 'neath her heart doth Mary bear?<br />

Kyrie eleison,<br />

A little child doth Mary bear,<br />

Beneath her heart he nestles there.<br />

Jesu et Maria.<br />

3.<br />

As with the child she passes near,<br />

Kyrie eleison,<br />

As with the child she passes near,<br />

red roses on the thorn appear.<br />

Jesu et Maria.


LUCIA GINGER SNAPS<br />

<strong>The</strong> dough of these Swedish cookies is easy to work with. <strong>The</strong> cookies are pale yellow like the<br />

warm w<strong>in</strong>ter light Lucia br<strong>in</strong>gs to ornament the night. <strong>The</strong>se are probably found on the trays<br />

Lucia carries along with her coffee and "cats". <strong>The</strong>y are appropriate for cutt<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong>to fancy shapes<br />

and decorat<strong>in</strong>g with piped ic<strong>in</strong>g. Consider shapes such as pigs (Freya, Lucia's alter ego, rides a<br />

golden-bristled boar), cats (Freya is Mother of Cats), horses (Freya and especially Frey compete,<br />

through their worshippers, <strong>in</strong> horse-rid<strong>in</strong>g competitions at Yule), stars (she is found <strong>in</strong> the<br />

constellation commonly called Orion dom<strong>in</strong>at<strong>in</strong>g the Midw<strong>in</strong>ter Night), angels or ladies, suns<br />

(Lucia br<strong>in</strong>gs back the light of the sun), moons (like all Goddesses, the moon is sacred to Lucia-<br />

Freya through women, whose part she always takes), and hearts (a version of the yoni and an<br />

emblem of love).<br />

1-112 cups heavy sweet cream<br />

2-1/4 cups brown sugar, firmly packed<br />

3/4 cup molasses<br />

1/3 cup dark com syrup<br />

1 tablespoon g<strong>in</strong>ger<br />

Grated r<strong>in</strong>d of 1-1/2 lemons<br />

2 tablespoons bak<strong>in</strong>g soda<br />

6 to 7 cups flour, as needed<br />

Whip cream until almost stiff. Comb<strong>in</strong>e sugar, molasses, syrup, g<strong>in</strong>ger, lemon r<strong>in</strong>d and bak<strong>in</strong>g<br />

soda and mix thoroughly. Pour <strong>in</strong>to cream and beat for 10 m<strong>in</strong>utes by hand, 4 m<strong>in</strong>utes <strong>in</strong> an<br />

electric mixer. Add 5 cups of flour and blend <strong>in</strong> thoroughly. Beat <strong>in</strong> rema<strong>in</strong><strong>in</strong>g flour gradually<br />

until dough is just smooth enough to handle but still soft and pliable. Wrap <strong>in</strong> waxed paper and<br />

chill several hours or overnight.<br />

Roll out to 1 /2-<strong>in</strong>ch thickness on a lightly floured board. Cut <strong>in</strong>to fancy shapes with cutters<br />

about 2-1 /2 <strong>in</strong>ches wide. Place on a lightly buttered cookie sheet and bake at 275° for about 12<br />

m<strong>in</strong>utes, or until evenly golden brown. When cool, ice. Makes about 5 dozen. (Adapted from<br />

VoSP)<br />

Decorative Sugar Ic<strong>in</strong>g:<br />

2 egg whites<br />

3 to 3-1/2 cups confectioners' sugar<br />

1 teaspoon lemon juice<br />

P<strong>in</strong>ch of salt<br />

Food color<strong>in</strong>g (optional)<br />

Beat egg whites, and gradually add salt, lemon juice, and 3 cups sugar until the mixture<br />

stands <strong>in</strong> stiff peaks. Add more sugar only if necessary to make a stiff paste. Mix <strong>in</strong> food<br />

color<strong>in</strong>g (divide the batch <strong>in</strong>to smaller portions if you want more than 1 color). Half fill a<br />

pastry tube fitted with a narrow tip, and pipe your design onto each cookie, hold<strong>in</strong>g the tip 2<br />

to 3 <strong>in</strong>ches from the cookie's surface. You can also spread the ic<strong>in</strong>g with a knife. It hardens<br />

quickly, so if you wish to decorate with spr<strong>in</strong>kles, do it immediately.


1 bottle (750 ml.) red Bordeaux-type w<strong>in</strong>e<br />

1/4 cup sugar cubes<br />

1/3 cup schnapps or vodka 2 slices fresh g<strong>in</strong>ger<br />

2 Tbsp. blanched almonds<br />

]ULGLÖGG<br />

<strong>The</strong> old calendar stick (primstav) sign for Lucia's Day, December<br />

13, was usually a flame, but on at least one old primstav the symbol<br />

is a beaker. This punch comb<strong>in</strong>es both.<br />

2 sticks c<strong>in</strong>namon<br />

1/2 teaspoon cardamom seeds<br />

6 to 8 cloves<br />

1/3 cup rais<strong>in</strong>s<br />

Comb<strong>in</strong>e w<strong>in</strong>e, g<strong>in</strong>ger and spices <strong>in</strong> a saucepan. Heat to simmer. Remove from heat, cover and<br />

let stand 3 to 4 hours. To serve, heat the glögg almost to a boil. Heat vodka <strong>in</strong> a separate<br />

enameled pan. Pour glögg <strong>in</strong>to a punch bowl and place a metal grate over bowl. Moisten sugar<br />

with a little vodka and place on grate. Ignite rema<strong>in</strong><strong>in</strong>g vodka and keep pour<strong>in</strong>g it over the sugar<br />

(which will flame) until it's all melted <strong>in</strong>to the glögg. Place rais<strong>in</strong>s and almonds <strong>in</strong> 6 small mugs<br />

or glass cups, and ladle <strong>in</strong> the hot glögg. Makes 3-1/2 cups. (OCTAVA, Harvest /Samha<strong>in</strong> '88)


THE ICE SHIP<br />

A Story of the Lightbr<strong>in</strong>ger for <strong>Advent</strong>-of-the-sun<br />

Here is the story of the com<strong>in</strong>g<br />

of the Ice Ship as my mother's<br />

grandmother told it to me. And now I<br />

tell it to you, my daughter's children.<br />

Once there was a fam<strong>in</strong>e along<br />

the shores of Lake Vanarn. <strong>The</strong><br />

crops had been poor. the cattle<br />

sickly, the fish<strong>in</strong>g disappo<strong>in</strong>t<strong>in</strong>g. <strong>The</strong><br />

days shortened. the nights lengthened,<br />

until it seemed that there was<br />

noth<strong>in</strong>g but night.<br />

Women grew weary of watch<strong>in</strong>g<br />

their children's plumpness dw<strong>in</strong>dle,<br />

of watch<strong>in</strong>g their old parents wither.<br />

Some of the younger men<br />

disappeared, gone a-vik<strong>in</strong>g, or so<br />

they boasted. But everyone knew no<br />

longboats sailed <strong>in</strong> the depth of<br />

w<strong>in</strong>ter.<br />

Our lake is vast, almost a<br />

hundred miles long, but every day its<br />

film of ice grew firmer. <strong>The</strong> mothers<br />

held their littlest children on their<br />

laps, shawls<br />

wrapped round like w<strong>in</strong>gs, and<br />

whispered stories about Gefjon.<br />

Gefjon had made the Lake. She<br />

pulled it right out of the breast of<br />

Mother Earth. She harnessed her<br />

four sons, witched <strong>in</strong>to oxen, and<br />

drove them round and round, until<br />

the plough bit so deep that the clod<br />

came loose altogether. She guided<br />

them south, laugh<strong>in</strong>g and shout<strong>in</strong>g,<br />

and then she dragged that clod right<br />

down to the shore and shoved it out<br />

to sea. Now you can see the clod, where the sun sh<strong>in</strong>es down <strong>in</strong> summer, float<strong>in</strong>g there. Sjaelland,<br />

they call it, the Isle of Zea.


<strong>The</strong>se and other stories like it kept our<br />

m<strong>in</strong>ds off our hunger. We heard them,<br />

pictur<strong>in</strong>g the event, the fill<strong>in</strong>g of the gap<strong>in</strong>g<br />

hole of heaven, the oxen pull<strong>in</strong>g whole forests<br />

away. All the time we san little songs to<br />

ourselves. Mostly we thought about the<br />

Midw<strong>in</strong>ter feast. Surely then there World be<br />

rich food and sweet spicy ale. At Midw<strong>in</strong>ter,<br />

we children know, this pa<strong>in</strong> would end.<br />

Our parents despaired of survival.<br />

When f<strong>in</strong>ally the Longest Night arrived,<br />

we had no energy to protest the lack of feast.<br />

It was Freya's Day, thirteenth day past the<br />

Crescent, and the thirteenth moon of the year.<br />

We could hear no sound anywhere, see no<br />

movement, just silent white snow and starry<br />

black night. <strong>The</strong> people just sat.<br />

But one young girl felt drawn to push<br />

open the door and stare up at the frozen sky.<br />

And as she stared, she saw a curious sparkl<strong>in</strong>g<br />

form swoop down from misty Hulda's Street.<br />

It disappeared beh<strong>in</strong>d the Island ly<strong>in</strong>g just<br />

offshore. She called to her parents and ran<br />

outside, down the road towards the lake. <strong>The</strong>y<br />

followed, pull<strong>in</strong>g on sk<strong>in</strong> capes, a sense of<br />

strangeness consum<strong>in</strong>g them. At the same<br />

time others came out of their cottages, as<br />

though respond<strong>in</strong>g to a silent bell.<br />

Glid<strong>in</strong>g out from beh<strong>in</strong>d the Island came<br />

a highprowed ship, shimmer<strong>in</strong>g and<br />

sc<strong>in</strong>tillat<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> the moonlight It was unlike<br />

any ship we had ever seen, for it rode the ice,<br />

and was pulled like a sleigh by four great<br />

yellow cats.<br />

Its sheets were raised and it sailed along<br />

s<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>g fa<strong>in</strong>tly, ice to ice, for it was crystal of<br />

ice itself from stem to stem, a carven longboat<br />

of liquid shadows and lustrous angles. <strong>The</strong><br />

sails shimmered and billowed <strong>in</strong> the wait<strong>in</strong>g<br />

air, as though made of w<strong>in</strong>d.<br />

A radiant figure stood <strong>in</strong> the bow,<br />

illum<strong>in</strong>at<strong>in</strong>g the ship's path as the moon lights<br />

her own track across the sea. We could now<br />

see it was a woman <strong>in</strong> white, her head and<br />

shoulders caught <strong>in</strong> light, now silver, now<br />

golden. As the apparition hummed closer and<br />

closer, more villagers crunched down to the<br />

frozen beach, try<strong>in</strong>g to muffle the sound of<br />

their steps <strong>in</strong> the thick snow. My mother stood<br />

beh<strong>in</strong>d my brother and me, her hands on our<br />

shoulders. We huddled together and stared,<br />

but I recall that we had few words to spare.<br />

<strong>The</strong> Lady of the Ice Ship was tall and<br />

strong-look<strong>in</strong>g. Two thick braids of corncolored<br />

hair hung down her breast. A circlet<br />

of gold bound her temples. She wore upon her<br />

shoulders a garment out of fable: a cape of<br />

feathers, bright as the snow, rimmed with fur<br />

that gleamed like the white w<strong>in</strong>ter sun. <strong>The</strong><br />

fur was studded with sparkl<strong>in</strong>g ice crystals.<br />

Beneath the cape her white l<strong>in</strong>en gown was<br />

belted with a girdle of silver, at the very<br />

center of which depended a sp<strong>in</strong>dle made of<br />

gold. She wore amber eardrops. Heavy golden<br />

bracelets. And gl<strong>in</strong>t<strong>in</strong>g at her throat, great<br />

beads of amber set between golden crescents.<br />

In her upraised hand she held a lamp. In<br />

the other, a deep curv<strong>in</strong>g dr<strong>in</strong>k<strong>in</strong>g horn.<br />

<strong>The</strong> padd<strong>in</strong>g cats, their paws like clubs<br />

but tufted with silky fur, drew the Ice Ship to<br />

the very edge of the rigid lake. I could hear<br />

their claws click<strong>in</strong>g as they turned the great<br />

boat till it was nearly parallel to the shore. It<br />

fa<strong>in</strong>tly sighed, and stopped.<br />

I saw then that what I had taken for an<br />

uplifted lamp was really the prow's tip, a<br />

gr<strong>in</strong>n<strong>in</strong>g boar's head, lit up somehow from<br />

with<strong>in</strong>. <strong>The</strong> Lady had been rest<strong>in</strong>g her hand<br />

upon this, and now she took her hand away<br />

and raised it above her head <strong>in</strong> salute. We<br />

cont<strong>in</strong>ued to stare, like ducks on the shore,<br />

m<strong>in</strong>dless.<br />

"I have come," she said, after look<strong>in</strong>g us<br />

over carefully, "In answer to your plea."<br />

At this we looked sideways at our<br />

neighbors, uneasily, try<strong>in</strong>g not to move our<br />

heads and thus draw her attention. Whose<br />

plea?<br />

"You are starv<strong>in</strong>g. I have food."<br />

<strong>The</strong>re was a moment of stillness as this


<strong>in</strong>formation sank <strong>in</strong>, then one young mother<br />

near the shore darted forward as though to<br />

storm the sides of the ship. <strong>The</strong> Lady held out<br />

her other hand, the one with the horn,<br />

thrust<strong>in</strong>g it like a shield. <strong>The</strong> woman sat down<br />

suddenly, still clasp<strong>in</strong>g her baby, which<br />

crowed at this game. After a pause her man<br />

crept up and helped her to her feet All the rest<br />

of us simultaneously decided upon the course<br />

of utter immobility.<br />

"Let me tell you some th<strong>in</strong>gs, good<br />

people, and show you some th<strong>in</strong>gs, before you<br />

forget yourself <strong>in</strong> feast<strong>in</strong>g and drunkenness,<br />

as I have no doubt you will do the moment<br />

you take my gifts."<br />

Ah, she was go<strong>in</strong>g to prophesy. She must<br />

be a spákona, I thought, lean<strong>in</strong>g aga<strong>in</strong>st my<br />

mother now a little more comfortably. A very<br />

great one. Usually they only came on wagons.<br />

In the summer. No cats.<br />

I was enjoy<strong>in</strong>g her voice. It rang<br />

musically, with a full and sweet fem<strong>in</strong><strong>in</strong>e<br />

cadence that was yet low and dignified. She<br />

could surely make herself heard all over the<br />

lake if she wanted, so powerful was her<br />

tongue. Her words created a curious echo. She<br />

looked over the crowd and spoke aga<strong>in</strong>.<br />

"Today you experience a fam<strong>in</strong>e <strong>in</strong> the<br />

land. But that will pass. Sunne will sh<strong>in</strong>e<br />

aga<strong>in</strong>, ra<strong>in</strong> will fall, the wheat will bend <strong>in</strong> the<br />

w<strong>in</strong>d, the fish will jump." <strong>The</strong>re was a<br />

murmur of approval from the group. This was<br />

reassur<strong>in</strong>g. "But I see both forward and<br />

backward, and I see that someday you will<br />

s<strong>in</strong>k <strong>in</strong> wear<strong>in</strong>ess from a fam<strong>in</strong>e <strong>in</strong> the soul,<br />

and I cannot promise you that Sunne will<br />

sh<strong>in</strong>e for you then. For she may have been<br />

killed forever. Killed by your neglect, your<br />

disbelief, your fear." <strong>The</strong> man on my left<br />

gasped. <strong>The</strong> Lady went on implacably, her<br />

voice thunder from the mounta<strong>in</strong>s. "And I am<br />

Sunne, and I am ra<strong>in</strong>, and I am w<strong>in</strong>d, and I am<br />

the fish. I am the Wheat Mother you b<strong>in</strong>d at<br />

the end of harvest, and right now I am<br />

hang<strong>in</strong>g on your kitchen wall. But you will<br />

forget. You will forget and then you will<br />

starve for worse than food."<br />

We shrank <strong>in</strong> horror from her words, and<br />

some of the older folk fell to their knees, for<br />

they perceived who she must be. Although<br />

my ideas were vaguer, I grabbed my little<br />

brother's hand. Mother's arms tightened round<br />

us, but she did not fall, or wail. She was very<br />

stem and sensible, always.<br />

"But if— said the golden Lady <strong>in</strong> the<br />

slivery boat, hold<strong>in</strong>g up her free hand for<br />

quiet, "—if you take steps to remember this<br />

night, and my gifts, and if you tell the story to<br />

your children, and they to theirs for ages to<br />

come, someday you may survive that fam<strong>in</strong>e<br />

which I foresee. And then, see<strong>in</strong>g that <strong>in</strong> some<br />

small way you do remember, and have kept a<br />

small place for me <strong>in</strong> your hearts, a place at<br />

your table. . . "<br />

Here her voice faltered and her words<br />

broke off; she seemed to be hav<strong>in</strong>g trouble<br />

cont<strong>in</strong>u<strong>in</strong>g. Many people were behav<strong>in</strong>g quite<br />

badly, I thought, bent over with their hands<br />

cover<strong>in</strong>g their eyes, or hold<strong>in</strong>g themselves<br />

and sway<strong>in</strong>g from side to side. I watched the<br />

Lady's face attentively, as I would with any<br />

volva or spákona, and so I saw two tears<br />

squeeze from her eyes and land on the icy<br />

gunnel with a cl<strong>in</strong>k, then fall onto the frozen<br />

lake below: golden teardrops.<br />

She took a deep breath, held it—I saw<br />

her bosom heave—then breathed out.<br />

"In that case," she cont<strong>in</strong>ued calmly then,<br />

<strong>in</strong> a low voice than nevertheless penetrated<br />

every m<strong>in</strong>d like a sharpened arrow, "why<br />

then, I will come aga<strong>in</strong>, and the fam<strong>in</strong>e will<br />

pass. It will pass, and your souls will feast<br />

once more.'<br />

General commotion. Mother stood with<br />

us like a rock <strong>in</strong> a flood<strong>in</strong>g stream, wait<strong>in</strong>g for<br />

the turbulence to recede.<br />

<strong>The</strong>n one old one came forward boldly to<br />

stand right under the leer<strong>in</strong>g boar's head<br />

whose eyes gleamed and nickered, so that its<br />

glance danced across her old face.<br />

'So tell us, Lady,' said ancient Berit, 'what<br />

are the ways <strong>in</strong> which your memory should be


ma<strong>in</strong>ta<strong>in</strong>ed among us, besides the recount<strong>in</strong>g<br />

of our recollections concern<strong>in</strong>g this night?"<br />

She spoke rather formally, the way old people<br />

did.<br />

"Three ways," replied the Lady promptly,<br />

as if pleased with a promis<strong>in</strong>g student. "First,<br />

you will each plant a tree outside your home,<br />

and this tree shall house the ancestor spirit<br />

that protects your dwell<strong>in</strong>g and the lives of<br />

those with<strong>in</strong>. Respect this tree, never cut it or<br />

hurt it. Ask it for help when need is great.<br />

Mothers ask it for children. And <strong>in</strong> return,<br />

give me—give the tree the first of your new<br />

ale brewed each year. On the eve of this night,<br />

the thirteenth, the longest full moon of the<br />

year, pour the ale over the roots of your abode<br />

tree: your botrad, your vardtradet. And I will<br />

know."<br />

"What else might we do, Lady?" asked<br />

the bold old th<strong>in</strong>g, with her neck cricked<br />

back. I predicted I would have to rub it for<br />

days to come. She was my mother's aunt, and<br />

she got pa<strong>in</strong>s all the time, which we children<br />

took turns try<strong>in</strong>g to ease <strong>in</strong> return for stories.<br />

"Second: you, and you, and you!" <strong>The</strong><br />

Lady po<strong>in</strong>ted suddenly <strong>in</strong>to the crowd,<br />

s<strong>in</strong>gl<strong>in</strong>g out certa<strong>in</strong> women. I felt Mother<br />

stiffen, for she had po<strong>in</strong>ted directly at us.<br />

"You will be my priestesses, and you will<br />

dance <strong>in</strong> my honor when Sunne is at her<br />

height, you will dance when. the nights and<br />

days are equal <strong>in</strong> length, you will dance when<br />

Sunne is sulk<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> Niflheim and play<strong>in</strong>g<br />

knuckle.bones with Hel. Four times <strong>in</strong> the<br />

year you will dance. Your sisterhood will<br />

trace my image <strong>in</strong> the stars and go about at<br />

this season, receiv<strong>in</strong>g offer<strong>in</strong>gs of food and<br />

dr<strong>in</strong>k from the folk and bestow<strong>in</strong>g your<br />

bless<strong>in</strong>gs, which are my bless<strong>in</strong>gs, <strong>in</strong> return."<br />

"That's two, Lady," said Aunt Berit. 'Spit<br />

out the third!" She was no more afraid than<br />

Mother, I could see that, and I felt good about<br />

my family, though why I don't really know,<br />

for fear was not an unreasonable response to<br />

this Vision. Perhaps we were among the more<br />

foolish ducks on the shore.<br />

"Third," said the Golden One, and she<br />

smiled a little, I could swear, though she kept<br />

her voice command<strong>in</strong>g, "the eldest daughter<br />

<strong>in</strong> every home will make bread <strong>in</strong> the shape of<br />

my rune, the rune which means Gifts—you<br />

know it, those of you who can work them."<br />

Here she pulled on a cha<strong>in</strong> which hung beside<br />

the golden sp<strong>in</strong>dle, and held up a small th<strong>in</strong>g<br />

<strong>in</strong> the shape of two crossed plaits of wheat,<br />

but fashioned of red gold. "And on the<br />

morn<strong>in</strong>g of this day from this time forth,<br />

before Sunne has yawned and stuck her head<br />

above the covers for her short glance around,<br />

the daughter will rise and serve my bread with<br />

ale to her mother and father, her grandmother<br />

and grandfather, her aunts and her uncles—to<br />

all who live beneath that roofbeam. And her<br />

younger sisters and brothers shall follow <strong>in</strong><br />

her tra<strong>in</strong>, to light her way and carry the provisions.<br />

She will come as I have come to you<br />

today, and she will be called by my name.<br />

And as long as she is honored, I am honored.'<br />

I wondered if I was to be one of the<br />

Sisterhood <strong>in</strong> the Second Way, but figured it<br />

must be my mother who'd been po<strong>in</strong>ted at.<br />

Still, I was the eldest daughter, and I thought<br />

about mak<strong>in</strong>g bread as now required of us <strong>in</strong><br />

the Third Way. I would have to improve my<br />

skills <strong>in</strong> that direction, I decided.<br />

"Why is Sunne yawn<strong>in</strong>g, and what covers<br />

is she talk<strong>in</strong>g about?" whispered Hafdane, my<br />

brother.<br />

"It's a kenn<strong>in</strong>g for the sun, and she means<br />

that it only peaks over the rim of the sky for a<br />

very short time on the shortest day. Like<br />

today," I whispered back, cupp<strong>in</strong>g my hand<br />

over his ear but keep<strong>in</strong>g my eye on the Lady.<br />

Berit was nodd<strong>in</strong>g and stump<strong>in</strong>g back toward<br />

the slop<strong>in</strong>g ground; thump<strong>in</strong>g with her stick.<br />

"Wait, Berit," said the Lady, and my<br />

aunt looked around. I've never seen her more<br />

surprised.<br />

"Take this cup, and dr<strong>in</strong>k of it, and<br />

pass it around to ail your sisters, and then to<br />

your brothers."<br />

"I—my brothers are all dead, Your


Ladyship,- stammered Aunt, and I wanted to<br />

laugh, and I also wanted to rush up and<br />

protect her. I felt little pricks at the edges of<br />

my eyes.<br />

But the great spákona leaned over the<br />

side of her boat-sleigh and handed the horn to<br />

the old woman, say<strong>in</strong>g gently, "<strong>The</strong> men of<br />

the village, Berit; they are your brothers<br />

now."<br />

And so it became, for I never saw a man<br />

<strong>in</strong> that place ever after deny Berit Grimsdottir<br />

a seat by the fire, a portion of wheat, or leave<br />

to speak <strong>in</strong> council, to the day she died.<br />

But that is gett<strong>in</strong>g ahead. Aunt Berit took<br />

the horn and handed it over to her neighbor<br />

woman, who sipped right away and then cried<br />

out <strong>in</strong> surprise and laughed. She handed it on,<br />

and it came to Mother, who drank, and then<br />

gave some to me. I held it <strong>in</strong> both hands, for it<br />

was big as the horn of an aurochs, I th<strong>in</strong>k, and<br />

made of red gold too, like all the Lady's<br />

th<strong>in</strong>gs, formed of wide bands filled with t<strong>in</strong>y<br />

figures and symbols. <strong>The</strong> dr<strong>in</strong>k was not icy<br />

cold as I'd expected, but frothy and hot. <strong>The</strong>re<br />

were sweet white nuts and dried currants <strong>in</strong> it,<br />

and spices. It tickled my nose and made me<br />

laugh, too. Hafdane wasn't go<strong>in</strong>g to dr<strong>in</strong>k with<br />

us, s<strong>in</strong>ce he was one of the "brothers," but<br />

Mother chided him and told him he'd better<br />

take advantage of his good luck while he had<br />

the chance to dr<strong>in</strong>k with the women, so he<br />

did. His face came back <strong>in</strong>to view covered<br />

with mead and smiles. In this way the horn<br />

made the round of all the villagers stand<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong><br />

the cold, and f<strong>in</strong>ally it was returned to the<br />

Lady on the ship.<br />

<strong>The</strong>n she turned and called beh<strong>in</strong>d her,<br />

"Mardoll! Horne! Syr!" And three<br />

wonderful women moved forward—they<br />

must have been there all along, and how<br />

we could have missed them, I don't know,<br />

for they glowed like their mistress—<br />

br<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>g hampers and pots and boxes and<br />

barrels, which they handed over the sides<br />

to our men wait<strong>in</strong>g on the Ice. And the<br />

boxes were steam<strong>in</strong>g, all were steam<strong>in</strong>g,<br />

s<strong>in</strong>ce they conta<strong>in</strong>ed hot food the like of<br />

which I had never seen or even heard tell<br />

of. And the more was lifted out of the<br />

boxes and passed around to wait<strong>in</strong>g hands,<br />

the more there was to come, and the food<br />

never ran out until the last family had food<br />

and more than enough to feast on all night<br />

and all day. And the remarkable th<strong>in</strong>g is<br />

that this food lasted until spr<strong>in</strong>g came,<br />

when the hens started lay<strong>in</strong>g aga<strong>in</strong> and the<br />

cows gave milk.<br />

But while the cottagers were scrambl<strong>in</strong>g<br />

for victuals, I broke away from Mother (who<br />

was <strong>in</strong>tent on the hampers anyway), and made<br />

my way down to the ice. <strong>The</strong> cats <strong>in</strong> their<br />

harness were sitt<strong>in</strong>g or ly<strong>in</strong>g on the lake, one<br />

placidly wash<strong>in</strong>g his paws. She was stand<strong>in</strong>g<br />

there alone, straight and tall, once aga<strong>in</strong><br />

rest<strong>in</strong>g her hand on the boar's head lamp <strong>in</strong><br />

the prow—fondly, I thought. I looked up at<br />

her, and she returned my look for a long<br />

moment.<br />

"Well, Hulda," she said,<strong>in</strong> a soft <strong>in</strong>timate<br />

voice. "I heard your call, and I came. You<br />

have done your first job tonight as leader of<br />

the Sisterhood of Abundance, for so you will<br />

become. You have seen me when others<br />

might not have, and heralded my com<strong>in</strong>g for<br />

the good of your people." She knew,<br />

somehow, that the girl who had first noticed<br />

the sparkl<strong>in</strong>g vision sweep out of milky<br />

Hulda's Street—which I always watched,<br />

because 1 was named for it—was I. "What<br />

reward do you ask?"<br />

I knew precisely what I wanted: I had<br />

come to get them. But 1 suddenly felt awe<br />

seize me.<br />

She waited, while my fear flowed up<br />

around my ears until 1 thought 1 would<br />

drown <strong>in</strong> it. But 1 kept my eyes on her eyes,<br />

and slowly the terror ebbed aga<strong>in</strong>, like a quiet<br />

tide, forgotten. I sighed.<br />

"I want noth<strong>in</strong>g of any value to you,<br />

Mistress," I said, "You've already discarded<br />

them, so you can't want them anymore. But<br />

they are of you, and I would cherish them


always."<br />

"What's that?" she said, smil<strong>in</strong>g.<br />

I po<strong>in</strong>ted to the ice near the keel of the<br />

ship.<br />

"Your teardrops, which fell here."<br />

She regarded me with her head tilted to<br />

one side, then nodded.<br />

I knelt on the ice In my grubby skirt and<br />

felt about. <strong>The</strong>re was one—there was the<br />

other. I stood <strong>in</strong> triumph and held them up,<br />

one <strong>in</strong> each hand. "Gold!" 1 cried, like a<br />

vik<strong>in</strong>g. .<br />

"Look aga<strong>in</strong>, little Hulda!" said the Lady,<br />

and then I saw that the drops were clearest<br />

golden amber, warmest ice.<strong>The</strong>se are the<br />

eardrops that 1 wear today on festival<br />

occasions, and which will pass to you,<br />

granddaughter's daughter, when I go west to<br />

play at bones with Hel.<br />

So now you know why the table is set,<br />

on the eve of the longest night, with tidbits<br />

and mead and the whitest napk<strong>in</strong>s. <strong>The</strong><br />

Sisters come, and when we see <strong>in</strong> the<br />

morn<strong>in</strong>g that they have eaten, we feel<br />

relieved—and blessed, of course. I'm too old<br />

now to go about, but I still reta<strong>in</strong> that<br />

pleas<strong>in</strong>g roundness of form which I believe<br />

was the result of so many holy suppers eaten<br />

on that eve for so many years.<br />

And if you have compla<strong>in</strong>ed at hav<strong>in</strong>g to<br />

get up early before morn<strong>in</strong>g and make the<br />

rolls <strong>in</strong> the shape of the X, Gefjon's mark,<br />

now you know why it is an honor, and good<br />

luck. And now you know why you put<br />

currants on them—for the eyes of the cats,<br />

which us why we call them "cats"<strong>in</strong>stead of<br />

crosses or someth<strong>in</strong>g else. <strong>The</strong> awkward<br />

heavy crown of candles on your head, that's<br />

to make it sh<strong>in</strong>e like the Lady's did all by<br />

itself.<br />

And I suppose you may have wondered<br />

also why we waste good ale on the roots of an<br />

old tree once a year. Now you know that, too.<br />

But there's still a little more you don't<br />

know yet. For when I had run back to show<br />

my mother the wonderful amber drops, and<br />

everyone else was still paw<strong>in</strong>g over the food<br />

and guzzl<strong>in</strong>g ale, 1 heard the icy lake scream<br />

once, long and high. 1 turned <strong>in</strong> time to see<br />

the cats <strong>in</strong> their harness wheel the ship around<br />

and take off down the lake at high speed, the<br />

Lady guid<strong>in</strong>g them with her re<strong>in</strong>s. In the stem<br />

where the three white women stood I saw a<br />

crib. Just barely could I see, for a moment, a<br />

baby's sleep<strong>in</strong>g form, <strong>in</strong> that cradle which<br />

glowed like gold, carved with bulrushes all<br />

around and surmounted by the mask of a<br />

boar. One of the glow<strong>in</strong>g women raised a<br />

feather quilt and shook it over the high stern,<br />

and a swirl of snow raced out of the sky and<br />

obscured my view of the ship.<br />

A moment later I looked beh<strong>in</strong>d me,<br />

where the moon still rode. Just beside it was a<br />

great starry figure, and as I peered, I seemed<br />

to see the stars form themselves <strong>in</strong>to the<br />

shape of a woman with a horn upraised <strong>in</strong> one<br />

hand, a distaff at her belt. I bl<strong>in</strong>ked, and the<br />

figure dissolved. But at the same moment, a<br />

shape streaked across the face of the moon. A<br />

shout was raised- some others saw it too- and<br />

the amber cats tore westward, with the sleigh,<br />

or the ship, leap<strong>in</strong>g beh<strong>in</strong>d like a salmon.<br />

Even today we old people argue about<br />

whether they were really four amber cats, or<br />

white ones, or great furry white dogs, or even<br />

oxen, which some lummox th<strong>in</strong>ks he saw, if<br />

you can believe that. And after all that time<br />

they sat there clean<strong>in</strong>g their paws, too.<br />

We have named the day <strong>in</strong> honor of the<br />

Lady, as you well know, which is why we<br />

speak of the Bride of the Light, the candlecrowned<br />

Lucia Bride with her star maidens,<br />

the Van bride of Lake Vanarn, the beloved<br />

one. And we always tell how she came <strong>in</strong> her<br />

ship of ice, rid<strong>in</strong>g her golden boar, carry<strong>in</strong>g<br />

her babe and pour<strong>in</strong>g her gifts Into our laps<br />

when we would have died. For that is who<br />

She was: Fulla, abundance. Gefjon, the giver.<br />

Freya, the first One, the Lady. We will never<br />

forget.<br />

—Helen Farias


Light the candle of the north<br />

<strong>The</strong> fourth Sunday <strong>in</strong> <strong>Advent</strong><br />

Read the fourth story, "Sul's Return", on the sun-day closest to the Feast of the Sun's Nativity,<br />

the day of Sulis who is also Saule and Sol and Sunna and many others: Midw<strong>in</strong>ter, the W<strong>in</strong>ter<br />

Solstice, Yule.<br />

S<strong>in</strong>g: <strong>The</strong> Carol of the Three Mothers and J<strong>in</strong>gle Bells.<br />

Eat: Moravian White Sugar Cookies (or another simple cookie) <strong>in</strong> deer shape, Stags' Antlers, or<br />

Scottish Shortbread.<br />

Dr<strong>in</strong>k: Eggnog or Cider.


Moravian White Sugar Cookies<br />

A specialty of the Pennsylvania Dutch, who also make Moravian Brown Sugar Cookies (and<br />

traditionally serve them to friends who come to view their creches). Moravia was once a<br />

prov<strong>in</strong>ce of central Czechoslovakia.<br />

4 cups flour<br />

1 scant teaspoon c<strong>in</strong>namon<br />

1/2 teaspoon fresh nutmeg<br />

1 cup sweet butter<br />

2-1/8 cups sugar<br />

4 eggs<br />

2 tablespoons sherry, brandy, or rum<br />

Sift flour with spices and set aside. Cream butter with sugar until light and fluffy. Beat the eggs<br />

well and add to the butter with the liquor and blend smoothly. Gradually resift flour <strong>in</strong>to the<br />

batter, beat<strong>in</strong>g well between additions. Roll out extremely th<strong>in</strong>ly ("paper th<strong>in</strong>ness") on a lightly<br />

floured board and with 2 <strong>in</strong>ch cutters cut <strong>in</strong> the shape of runn<strong>in</strong>g deer. Place on buttered bak<strong>in</strong>g<br />

sheets and bake at 350° for 10 to 12 m<strong>in</strong>utes, or until crisp and a pale sand color. Cool on a rack<br />

and store <strong>in</strong> airtight conta<strong>in</strong>ers. Makes about 4 dozen. (This dough can be allowed to mellow <strong>in</strong> a<br />

cool room- but not the refrigerator- for 5 or 6 hours or overnight before be<strong>in</strong>g rolled out. Old<br />

Moravian recipes stipulated a to-day wait<strong>in</strong>g period!). (Adapted VoSP.)<br />

Hjotetakk: Stags' Antlers<br />

Especially popular <strong>in</strong> Norway and F<strong>in</strong>land. <strong>The</strong>se only resemble antlers<br />

if you have a good imag<strong>in</strong>ation, I'd say. <strong>The</strong> W<strong>in</strong>ter Solstice Goddess<br />

Rozhanitsa was considered the Mother not only of the old Rus<br />

themselves but also Mother of the Deer mean<strong>in</strong>g that the people and the<br />

deer were related.<br />

1/4 teaspoon salt<br />

1/2 teaspoon c<strong>in</strong>namon (optional)<br />

2-1/8 cups flour<br />

1 teaspoon bak<strong>in</strong>g soda<br />

3/4 cup cornstarch<br />

1/4 cup butter<br />

3/4 cup sugar<br />

2 egg yolks<br />

1 whole egg<br />

1/4 cup heavy cream<br />

1 teaspoon powdered cardamom<br />

Cream butter with sugar until fluffy and light. Beat <strong>in</strong> yolks and egg. Add cream, salt and spices.<br />

Sift the flour with bak<strong>in</strong>g soda and cornstarch and resift <strong>in</strong>to batter, blend<strong>in</strong>g well. Roll out on<br />

floured board to 1/4 <strong>in</strong>ch thickness. Cut <strong>in</strong>to strips 2 <strong>in</strong>ches long by one <strong>in</strong>ch wide (make a paper<br />

template to help with dimensions, if you like). Make two slits on each strip, 3/4 <strong>in</strong>ch <strong>in</strong> from<br />

each end and cutt<strong>in</strong>g a little more than halfway across the width of the strip. Curve to open the<br />

slits, mak<strong>in</strong>g a k<strong>in</strong>d of crown effect ("antlers"). Bake on buttered sheets at 350° for about 15<br />

m<strong>in</strong>utes, to a pale golden brown. If these aren't sweet enough for you, spr<strong>in</strong>kle a little sugar on<br />

them before bak<strong>in</strong>g. Cool on a rack and store <strong>in</strong> airtight conta<strong>in</strong>ers. Makes about 4 dozen


SCOTTISH SHORTBREAD:<br />

WHEEL-OF-THE-YEAR CAKE<br />

When carol<strong>in</strong>g as the third of the Three Mothers and s<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>g their carol, an entire scored cake<br />

may be displayed on the l<strong>in</strong>es "Gold and silver-white upon the snow,/ Bright the Sun who rises<br />

<strong>in</strong> the east:/ This my Gift, that every child may know / <strong>Season</strong>s turn —tonight is W<strong>in</strong>ter's feast."<br />

It's especially satisfy<strong>in</strong>g if one then has the privilege of present<strong>in</strong>g the disk to a young child.<br />

Shortbread is traditionally made round and cut <strong>in</strong>to eight pieces: it seems to clearly represent the<br />

eight tides of the year, especially s<strong>in</strong>ce it's universally acknowledged as a sun symbol, and the<br />

Celtic Scots still actively mark all eight feasts <strong>in</strong> some way. It's said to be a direct descendant of<br />

the oatmeal bannock served at Pagan Yule celebrations. (<strong>The</strong> O.E.D. connects this word to Lat<strong>in</strong><br />

panis, bread). This bannock was a round cake with a circle <strong>in</strong> the center and ridges around the<br />

rim symboliz<strong>in</strong>g the sun and its rays-- a decoration still used <strong>in</strong> wooden shortbread molds. It's<br />

unlucky to cut the baked bread with a knife- break it <strong>in</strong>to pieces with your f<strong>in</strong>gers.<br />

Make shortbread <strong>in</strong> a cool room: don't let the butter melt dur<strong>in</strong>g preparation, or the end product<br />

will be gra<strong>in</strong>y and won't hold its shape <strong>in</strong> the oven. To mix it thoroughly, take it <strong>in</strong>to your cold<br />

hands and knead it till it's smooth as silk. For a slightly less sweet shortbread, confectioner's<br />

sugar is just barely permissible. Some (not entirely traditional) recipes add 1/2 cup of rice flour,<br />

or, less preferably, cornstarch to add smoothness.<br />

1-1/2 cup unsalted butter (never margar<strong>in</strong>e!)<br />

1-1/4 cup sugar<br />

3-1/2 cups flour<br />

Cream butter until soft. Add sugar gradually. Sift flour(s) and gradually add to butter and sugar.<br />

Knead until smooth, for only a m<strong>in</strong>ute or two, keep<strong>in</strong>g dough cool. Divide dough <strong>in</strong> half and<br />

press each portion <strong>in</strong>to an unbuttered 8-<strong>in</strong>ch round cake pan. Us<strong>in</strong>g the back of a wooden spoon,<br />

press a round <strong>in</strong>dentation <strong>in</strong>to the center and crimp the edges. Score with a knife <strong>in</strong>to 8 sections.<br />

With a fork, prick cake all over, right down to the pan. Bake at 350° for 45 m<strong>in</strong>utes to 1 hour, or<br />

until shortbread is an even pale golden color. Makes 2 cakes. (If you have wooden shortbread<br />

molds, dust them with cornstarch or rice flour, press dough <strong>in</strong>to them and <strong>in</strong>vert onto a buttered<br />

and floured cookie sheet. Bake as above).


EGGNOG<br />

Said to be a descendant of the 15th/16th-century English dr<strong>in</strong>k, syllabub, a spiced mixture of<br />

w<strong>in</strong>e and creamed milk (Sansom). Now generally made with hard liquor. But the word "nog"<br />

orig<strong>in</strong>ally meant "a k<strong>in</strong>d of strong ale brewed <strong>in</strong> East Anglia [England)" - before that, nobody<br />

knows where the word came from, not even the Oxford English Dictionary. <strong>The</strong> egg is a sun<br />

symbol, as Moyle po<strong>in</strong>ts out, not only because chickens hail the ris<strong>in</strong>g sun but also because the"<br />

golden treasure" of the yolk resembles the sun. Its most common festival appearance is at the<br />

Spr<strong>in</strong>g Equ<strong>in</strong>ox, of course.<br />

Remember to keep fresh eggnog cold, even when "out," because it conta<strong>in</strong>s raw eggs and can be<br />

unhealthy if it gets too warm for too long. I've made eggnog recipes which recommend "stew<strong>in</strong>g"<br />

the beaten egg yolks <strong>in</strong> the liquor for several hours or overnight, and this results <strong>in</strong> a very deep<br />

taste. Some recipes call for rye or bourbon or whiskey (such as "Plantation Eggnog"). Traditional<br />

English eggnog uses rum, brandy and Madeira or sherry. Charleston Eggnog adds a quart of<br />

vanilla ice cream. <strong>The</strong> separated eggs and the whipped cream are basic to most recipes. <strong>The</strong><br />

follow<strong>in</strong>g version came from my brother Dal. I don't know where he got it, but I've used it for at<br />

least 15 years<br />

1 dozen eggs, separated<br />

1 dozen tablespoons of sugar (3/4 cup) (most recipes call for 1 cup but I th<strong>in</strong>k that's too sweet)<br />

1 quart milk<br />

1 quart cream (but 1 cup to 1 p<strong>in</strong>t will suffice)<br />

1 p<strong>in</strong>t apricot brandy<br />

1 p<strong>in</strong>t rum<br />

fresh grated nutmeg<br />

Beat yolks with half the sugar until thick and very pale yellow. Beat <strong>in</strong> liquors. (If meld<strong>in</strong>g the<br />

liquor flavors with the eggs, refrigerate here). Stir <strong>in</strong> milk. Whip cream until it forms soft peaks.<br />

Beat egg whites, fold<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> rema<strong>in</strong><strong>in</strong>g sugar as they beg<strong>in</strong> to stiffen. When whites are stiff, add to<br />

egg yolks alternately with whipped cream, fold<strong>in</strong>g together gently but thoroughly with a rubber<br />

spatula. Serve from a well chilled punch bowl set <strong>in</strong> ice. Grate nutmeg over the top, and make<br />

the grater and nutmegs available to guests ladl<strong>in</strong>g out their own nog. Makes 18 to 20 serv<strong>in</strong>gs.<br />

(Omit liquor for a non-alcoholic nog).


SUL’S RETURN<br />

<strong>The</strong> last chapter of a larger piece, called “<strong>The</strong> Golden Sp<strong>in</strong>n<strong>in</strong>g Wheel,” describ<strong>in</strong>g Sul’s search<br />

for the eight temples of the Sun, guided by the Golden Woman of her dream.<br />

Although she walked and searched and questioned, Sul couldn’t f<strong>in</strong>d her way to the land<br />

Beyond the Hill of the Sky, though everyone assured her that Saule and her daughters lived there<br />

and so did Dievas and his sons. “Try smoke,” they said, “sometimes it’s possible to go there <strong>in</strong><br />

the smoke of fires.” “No, horseback is the only way,” said others, “but it’s a long trip. You’ll be<br />

old before you get there.” “If you can f<strong>in</strong>d a boat which will sail by night, you might make it,”<br />

said one man. Another told her, “You can only go by the Bird’s Way, through the sky ,” and he<br />

po<strong>in</strong>ted to the Milky Way, which Sul had been taught to call the Track of the White Cow.<br />

Noth<strong>in</strong>g seemed very promis<strong>in</strong>g. <strong>The</strong> W<strong>in</strong>ter Solstice drew nearer.<br />

As she trudged, she looked over her shoulder now and then, for she sensed that a malevolent<br />

force was abroad, search<strong>in</strong>g for her, track<strong>in</strong>g her. When the starry night closed over her head and<br />

the wolves howled, she shivered and hid herself more deeply with<strong>in</strong> whatever poor shelter she<br />

had found.<br />

But she had vowed to f<strong>in</strong>d all of the Sun Houses , all the dwell<strong>in</strong>gs of the Sun, which the Golden<br />

Woman of her dream had sent her to visit <strong>in</strong> a year-and-a-day. Now the year was draw<strong>in</strong>g to a<br />

close. She had climbed the Irm<strong>in</strong>sul, she had passed the Soulfeast, and she was tired. Her legs<br />

ached all the time, her feet hurt, her back was sore—weighted down by the pack stuffed with<br />

tokens and boons from each temple. She felt cold and she was grow<strong>in</strong>g th<strong>in</strong>. Her clothes hung<br />

on her, and her once rosy face was wan. Her hair had grown very long and she now braided and<br />

tied it around her head like a crown, but she didn’t feel very regal.<br />

<strong>The</strong> people she spoke to along the way, farm people and villagers, all knew quite a lot about<br />

Saule’s habits and predilections. She drives down to her apple orchard <strong>in</strong> n<strong>in</strong>e chariots drawn by<br />

100 horses, they said. This seemed excessive to Sul. <strong>The</strong> sett<strong>in</strong>g sun is a red apple fall<strong>in</strong>g from<br />

Saule’s orchard <strong>in</strong>to the sea. (Sul knew this was very likely true, for she had seen a red apple fall<br />

<strong>in</strong>to the Irm<strong>in</strong>sul Well at Harvest, and saw also the frog woman dive <strong>in</strong> after it. She must be<br />

search<strong>in</strong>g still, Sul thought). Saule weeps to see the apple fall and her tears well up on the<br />

hillside, creat<strong>in</strong>g red berries at all the different seasons. In the w<strong>in</strong>ter, holly berries.<br />

Most often this <strong>in</strong>formation was sung to Sul, or overheard as she passed by cottages where<br />

women worked together, s<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>g. She had heard these songs ever s<strong>in</strong>ce the Well of<br />

Sunnebrunno, on the lips of gaily dressed women who were called, everywhere, Daughters of the<br />

Sun. She wished she could dress as they did, stitch<strong>in</strong>g their blouse sleeves <strong>in</strong> red and black, and<br />

attach<strong>in</strong>g ribbons to their headdresses <strong>in</strong> honor of their Protector, the Sun Woman who warmed<br />

them and gave them fire and raised up their crops. Sul sighed as she met on the road yet another<br />

cheery woman who was s<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>g at the top of her lungs that her Beloved Fate gave her strong<br />

lungs to s<strong>in</strong>g and she would s<strong>in</strong>g until she died.<br />

One day, as Sul was huddled <strong>in</strong>side a cow byre draw<strong>in</strong>g warmth from the cattle's breath and<br />

bodies, she noticed a little girl runn<strong>in</strong>g along the path, roll<strong>in</strong>g a flam<strong>in</strong>g hoop on the hardpacked


snow. <strong>The</strong> child pushed the hoop along with a stick, but the stick never caught fire. She was<br />

runn<strong>in</strong>g towards the west, and she disappeared around a bend <strong>in</strong> the road. Sul remembered the<br />

strange remarks about firewheels made by the woman at the Soulfeast, and she struggled to her<br />

feet to follow the little girl. When she rounded the bend, she came upon a wonderful sight: a<br />

great wagon with copper wheels, harnessed to a team of giant red-gold horses so bright they<br />

seemed to be <strong>in</strong> gold. Its driver was a magnificent woman dressed <strong>in</strong> white and red, with a great<br />

golden headdress and a golden necklace. Her fur mantle was pale blond, but its l<strong>in</strong><strong>in</strong>g showed,<br />

when she moved her arm, as pitch black. She was just help<strong>in</strong>g the little girl <strong>in</strong>to the chariot,<br />

although the firewheel was nowhere <strong>in</strong> sight. As the woman lifted her re<strong>in</strong>s aga<strong>in</strong>, Sul grabbed<br />

the wagon's transom and pulled herself aboard. And they rode away, over the snow, over the sea,<br />

over the hill of the sky, to the land called Dausos, the Realm of Souls.<br />

Sul buried herself <strong>in</strong> the soft, sweet straw which she found <strong>in</strong> the back of the wagon, and<br />

when the copper wheels f<strong>in</strong>ally stopped roll<strong>in</strong>g, the Lady and the child got down. She heard a<br />

door open and close.<br />

She cautiously raised her head and looked around. <strong>The</strong>y were <strong>in</strong> front of a large house with<br />

carv<strong>in</strong>g everywhere upon it. <strong>The</strong>y had driven through one of three silver gates <strong>in</strong> a wall which<br />

encircled a vast estate. She saw the tall manor house and the orchards spread out around it, a<br />

generous sauna build<strong>in</strong>g, a garden with roses and herbs, and outside the wall on one side a tall<br />

forest of p<strong>in</strong>e and fir and cedar. It seemed to be a Midsummer even<strong>in</strong>g. In the distance she heard<br />

the susurrus of the sea.<br />

As she looked around dazed at this scene, two girls came out of the house, dressed <strong>in</strong> green<br />

with red ornaments at breast and waist. One was carry<strong>in</strong>g an old jug. <strong>The</strong> walked together,<br />

talk<strong>in</strong>g and gestur<strong>in</strong>g, through the apple orchard, towards one of the doors <strong>in</strong> the wall. This they<br />

opened, and beyond it Sul could see the blue of the ocean, tw<strong>in</strong>kl<strong>in</strong>g with stars, although above<br />

Sul the sky was still the chicory blue of late day. <strong>The</strong> girls stepped to the sandy shore, and one<br />

knelt while the other bent to r<strong>in</strong>se the jug <strong>in</strong> the little waves that licked the sand. As they washed<br />

it, the jug began to gleam, and the more they dipped and poured the brighter the jug grew until it<br />

seemed as though the girls were handl<strong>in</strong>g a very star, and f<strong>in</strong>ally as though they were stars<br />

themselves, merg<strong>in</strong>g: just a s<strong>in</strong>gle white blaze on the shore with fa<strong>in</strong>t shapes mov<strong>in</strong>g with<strong>in</strong>.<br />

When they judged it was clean, they wrapped it <strong>in</strong> a white towel, cover<strong>in</strong>g its fire, and<br />

immediately they were two young girls aga<strong>in</strong>, carry<strong>in</strong>g a bundle. <strong>The</strong>y came back through the<br />

gate, walk<strong>in</strong>g up the path and back <strong>in</strong>to the house. Just then a groom came out of the stable<br />

nearby and unhitched the fiery horses. He too went by the orchard path to the wall, lead<strong>in</strong>g the<br />

steeds through and talk<strong>in</strong>g to them gently. This group moved out of sight along the beach, but<br />

Saule heard splash<strong>in</strong>g and plung<strong>in</strong>g and loud hiss<strong>in</strong>g sounds, punctuated by the shouts of the<br />

groom. In a while, the man came through the gate aga<strong>in</strong>, but this time the horses he led were<br />

grey-white ponies.<br />

As they passed by the wagon on their way to the stables, Sul heard him say to one of them<br />

who was nuzzl<strong>in</strong>g his hand, "Sorry, Nitsa, I didn't br<strong>in</strong>g you an apple today. So stupid of me, I<br />

admit."<br />

<strong>The</strong> pony turned upon him such a soulful gaze that Sul couldn't stop herself lean<strong>in</strong>g over the<br />

edge of the wagon and say<strong>in</strong>g," Groom!"<br />

<strong>The</strong> groom jumped, but the horses swung their heads around expectantly.<br />

"I have a treat for each of your ponies," she said. "Would you allow me to feed them my<br />

apples?"


<strong>The</strong> fellow looked at her suspiciously.<br />

"It's a bit irregular," he muttered, and then his face changed. "But are you a guest of<br />

Herself?"<br />

"I th<strong>in</strong>k so," said Sul, tak<strong>in</strong>g out the apples of Eta<strong>in</strong>. She extended one <strong>in</strong> each hand to the<br />

ponies, who first lipped them delicately and then neatly devoured them, rem<strong>in</strong>d<strong>in</strong>g Sul of the<br />

fierce Red Horse she had met <strong>in</strong> the shadow of D<strong>in</strong>sul.<br />

At the sight of the perfect red fruits, so sweet that their juice dripped out of the ponies' tidy<br />

mouths, so fresh <strong>in</strong> the depth of earthly w<strong>in</strong>ter that their fragrance permeated the yard, the groom<br />

stepped back a pace and gulped. He pulled off his hat and held it, and then told Sul he would<br />

announce her if she hadn't already been announced.<br />

"Well, I would rather just knock on the door myself," she began, but he <strong>in</strong>terrupted.<br />

"No, no no no, can't have that, wouldn't look right, no no, not at all, please come along,<br />

Miss, uh. . . won't you take my arm and I'll give you a lift down? Thank you Miss, step this way<br />

Miss," and so <strong>in</strong> this way Sul was ushered up to the door of Saule's Manor.<br />

But when Sul knocked— she <strong>in</strong>sisted on knock<strong>in</strong>g herself—the door was opened by an old<br />

lady with black hair and white sk<strong>in</strong>.<br />

"A Guest, Ma'am," said the Groom <strong>in</strong> a low voice, and then he slipped away.<br />

<strong>The</strong> Old Lady looked at Sul calmly.<br />

"Please, Mistress," said Sul. "I am so weary and tired. If I could just sleep for one night <strong>in</strong><br />

your home, <strong>in</strong> a bed <strong>in</strong>stead of a byre, I'm sure I would be able to rise aga<strong>in</strong> truly rested."<br />

''It may take more than that," the Lady replied levelly, but she stood aside and let Sul pass.<br />

<strong>The</strong> Old Lady gave Sul a soft feather bed covered with a quilt of goosedown, hidden<br />

beh<strong>in</strong>d a screen near the tile stove. <strong>The</strong>re was still no sign of the tall woman of the chariot. Sul<br />

dropped down exhausted, eat<strong>in</strong>g two of Eta<strong>in</strong>'s apples and sav<strong>in</strong>g the cores for the ponies. <strong>The</strong><br />

apples kept her alive, she reflected, but she wasn't fatten<strong>in</strong>g. Just as she was about to drop off,<br />

she heard the door open aga<strong>in</strong>, and a radiant light filled the room. Curious, she pulled herself up<br />

and peaked through a crack <strong>in</strong> the screen. It was Saule at last.<br />

"Oh Mother," she cried, "I've just met with that Dievas, and I don't know if I can ever see eye<br />

to eye with him!"<br />

"Not likely, s<strong>in</strong>ce you're the taller," remarked the Old Lady, tak<strong>in</strong>g her daughter's cloak and<br />

hang<strong>in</strong>g it on a peg.<br />

"He's not as bad as some—he's not violent, like that wretched Perkunas, so unpredictable!—<br />

but all he ever th<strong>in</strong>ks of is himself and his sons. And the 'sons of men', as he calls them—as<br />

though the fellows hatched boys out of stones they found on the beach. Talk<strong>in</strong>g to him makes me<br />

tired."<br />

"So don't talk to him, talk to me," said the Mother. "Sit down." She began to knead her<br />

daughter's shoulders. "How hard you work, little girl. Did you remember to sow the gold and<br />

silver by the lakeside?"<br />

Saule laughed a little and patted her mother's gnarled hand. "Yes, I remembered," she said.<br />

<strong>The</strong>y stayed this way for a while, Mother and Daughter. <strong>The</strong>n with a sigh Saule stood aga<strong>in</strong>, and<br />

together they untied the <strong>in</strong>tricate lac<strong>in</strong>gs on her brilliant dress. When they pulled it over her head<br />

she stood <strong>in</strong> her soft white l<strong>in</strong>en shift, with the black and red embroidery at the throat and on the<br />

sleeves. <strong>The</strong> Mother hung up the bright gown on another peg while Saule unbraided her hair and<br />

brushed it. <strong>The</strong>n she lit a candle, and the Old Lady threw Saule's cloak, <strong>in</strong>side out, over the dress<br />

on the wall, whereupon the whole room was drenched <strong>in</strong> darkness. <strong>The</strong>re was only the t<strong>in</strong>y fire


of the candle bobb<strong>in</strong>g along <strong>in</strong> Saule's hand as the two left the chamber. Sul heard her say, as she<br />

passed through a door <strong>in</strong>to another room, "1 heard the Wolf tonight."<br />

And though the sweet depth that filled the room felt only safe and wholesome, draw<strong>in</strong>g Sul<br />

down <strong>in</strong>to sleep, a hard shudder ran through her at those words.<br />

In the morn<strong>in</strong>g, Saule and her Mother came back, and Saule pulled her cloak aside and put<br />

on her bright dress.<br />

"Today's the last time I shall wear this," she remarked as she tied a ribbon. "Just as well, it's<br />

gett<strong>in</strong>g so threadbare."<br />

''<strong>The</strong>re' s a bright new gown, the latest th<strong>in</strong>g, folded up <strong>in</strong> our cedar chest. You'll be<br />

dazzl<strong>in</strong>g."<br />

Sul was just remember<strong>in</strong>g that she had a duty to speak to Saule and obta<strong>in</strong> a boon when the<br />

two ladies embraced, and Saule rushed out the front door.<br />

"Goodbye, my little Sun, my sweet girl! Safe journey!" called the Mother, and the rumbl<strong>in</strong>g<br />

sound of chariot wheels filled the room, dy<strong>in</strong>g away quickly <strong>in</strong> the distance. Defeated by this<br />

turn of events, Sul sank back onto her mattress and stared blankly at the ceil<strong>in</strong>g. <strong>The</strong> wavy rays<br />

and coil<strong>in</strong>g spirals pa<strong>in</strong>ted there just confused her and made her feel worse.<br />

"So, you're still tired!" said the Old Lady, suddenly com<strong>in</strong>g around the side of the screen.<br />

"I didn't speak to Lady Saule <strong>in</strong> time, and now she's gone," said Sul, her lip trembl<strong>in</strong>g like a<br />

little girl's.<br />

'That's true, she's gone, but—" the Old One sat down on the bed, "I'm here, which is even<br />

better. S<strong>in</strong>ce I'm the Mother of the Sun," she added, <strong>in</strong> case Sul was thick.<br />

Sul stared with her large golden brown eyes.<br />

“You’re a scrawny little th<strong>in</strong>g, your hair's a mess, your clothes should be burned, your shoes<br />

are shot, your sk<strong>in</strong> is parched and cracked by the weather. Lucky for you you've got one really<br />

good feature: eyes like that wilt take you far," went on the Mother, conversationally. "Saule has<br />

those eyes, maybe we're related. What did you say your name was?"<br />

"Sul."<br />

"Sul, Saule, could be. So, what did you want to know? Ask me anyth<strong>in</strong>g."<br />

This approach from such a great lady surprised Sul so much that all her ideas left her head.<br />

She forgot to ask for a boon, she even forgot to ask what the Wolf was. What came ris<strong>in</strong>g up out<br />

of her heart was one great plea: "Can you help me get home aga<strong>in</strong>?"<br />

<strong>The</strong> Old Lady tilted her head at Sul and regarded her with a birdlike eye. "Surely," she<br />

replied, "but you'll have to do someth<strong>in</strong>g for me <strong>in</strong> return. 1 can send you to my sister, she'll take<br />

care of you. I'll give you a little someth<strong>in</strong>g to carry along with you. Now don't lose this." And she<br />

hobbled over to a shelf by the stove, where she took someth<strong>in</strong>g down and returned to Sul's side.<br />

"See, a little pod," and she touched it with the tip of her f<strong>in</strong>ger. "Your people are beset with<br />

cold and dark, and the Wolf is threaten<strong>in</strong>g my Daughter and all of us. This w<strong>in</strong>ter threatens to<br />

take over the earth completely and never end—the people are afraid that the Bitter W<strong>in</strong>ter has<br />

come at last. So, you take this little cardamom pod here. See, I stick it together with honey, it<br />

won't come apart unless you pull it firmly, then you can stick it back together. Inside here you<br />

can carry the kernel of fire, but that you can't get from me. No matter what, you must take that<br />

fire back to your home. You are the fire br<strong>in</strong>ger, little bird. I'm sorry, but there's only you."<br />

Sul didn't understand much of what the Mother of the Sun was say<strong>in</strong>g, nor why she seemed<br />

to have grown so grave, but she took the empty pod and put it <strong>in</strong> the pouch she wore around her<br />

neck, which also carried the spiral pendant she'd got from the Queen of Tara. With this action


she gave her consent to the Mother's conditions. <strong>The</strong>n the Mother's mood changed, like the sun<br />

com<strong>in</strong>g out from beh<strong>in</strong>d a cloud.<br />

"Well, you'll need a change of cloth<strong>in</strong>g, so come here!" She brought Sul over to a carved<br />

chest under the w<strong>in</strong>dow, and drew forth a golden dress embellished <strong>in</strong> white and red stitches.<br />

Though Sul protested and tried not to accept, the Old Lady just laughed, and almost before she<br />

knew what was happen<strong>in</strong>g she was wear<strong>in</strong>g the golden gown, and she had new black boots and a<br />

warm cloak of fur too. Her old pack, held together with str<strong>in</strong>g, was declared <strong>in</strong> shreds and thrown<br />

away. <strong>The</strong> Lady gave her a brand new basket and put all the contents of the pack <strong>in</strong>side,<br />

exclaim<strong>in</strong>g over each as she packed them tightly, clos<strong>in</strong>g the lid and fasten<strong>in</strong>g it. At last she led<br />

Sul up a series of w<strong>in</strong>d<strong>in</strong>g stairs to<br />

the very top of the manor and out<br />

onto the roof.<br />

"I want to <strong>in</strong>troduce you to a<br />

friend of m<strong>in</strong>e, 1 th<strong>in</strong>k you'll get<br />

along very well," she said, and<br />

go<strong>in</strong>g over to a curious little<br />

brazier which was burn<strong>in</strong>g there,<br />

she withdrew from a deep pocket<br />

a bright golden feather tipped with<br />

red. This she dropped <strong>in</strong>to the<br />

flames, though Sul cried out <strong>in</strong><br />

dismay. With<strong>in</strong> seconds the air<br />

was filled with turbulence, and the<br />

sound of giant w<strong>in</strong>gs filled their<br />

ears. An enormous sparkl<strong>in</strong>g bird<br />

with a wise eye and a wicked<br />

talon settled onto the roof beside<br />

them.<br />

"Sunbird, Sul, Sul, Sunbird,"<br />

said the Mother, mak<strong>in</strong>g the<br />

<strong>in</strong>troductions. "Some say Firebird,<br />

some say Sunbird. Sul wants to go<br />

home," she cont<strong>in</strong>ued to the great<br />

creature, "so she must visit my<br />

sister immediately. She goes to<br />

fetch the kernel of fire, but the<br />

Wolf is grow<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> strength. You know what's needed. Fly high, my friend, fly well. Stay with<br />

her."<br />

<strong>The</strong> Firebird, who had nodded civilly to Sul, now settled down like a roost<strong>in</strong>g chicken, so<br />

Sul climbed on its back and put her arms around its neck. It was warm, almost hot. Its feathers<br />

and down rose up around her like the featherbed she had just left. .<br />

<strong>The</strong> Sun's Mother patted Sul's boot k<strong>in</strong>dly.<br />

"You're sure you're ready for the trip?"<br />

Sul replied, "Dear Mistress Sunmother, I am very ready," and reached down to clasp the<br />

strong old hand. "But who is your sister, that 1 must travel to her so urgently?"<br />

"Oh, well, she's Ragana, the seer. She's my older sister, you know. Very wise. Some people


are scared of her. Don't you be." And with this encouragement the Lady released Sul's hand and<br />

stepped back.<br />

<strong>The</strong> Firebird rose and flapped its w<strong>in</strong>gs, and they were off. <strong>The</strong> Mother of the Sun, a doll<br />

way down on the roof of the manor, waved goodbye.<br />

Sul caught glimpses of the remarkable countryside far below her from time to time, but it<br />

was hard to see past the p<strong>in</strong>ions of the Firebird, beat<strong>in</strong>g their powerful rhythm, and her perch was<br />

so warm and strangely comfortable that she eventually fell asleep. Although she had slept long<br />

the night before, it seemed to her she was always tired lately. In her dream she heard a distant<br />

howl<strong>in</strong>g, but it was drowned out by the whoosh of the glow<strong>in</strong>g w<strong>in</strong>gs she nestled between. A<br />

bouncy land<strong>in</strong>g woke her. <strong>The</strong>y were <strong>in</strong> a forest, before a curious hut raised up on tree stumps<br />

with roots that looked a little like birds' feet. All around them was deep sparkl<strong>in</strong>g snow, white as<br />

bones. <strong>The</strong>re was a fa<strong>in</strong>t bubbl<strong>in</strong>g sound from the region of the Firebird's feet, and steam rose up.<br />

She felt a tug at her leg and looked down at the ancient woman who was pull<strong>in</strong>g on her boot.<br />

"Come <strong>in</strong>to my izba, sleepyhead! We have much to do, the day is pass<strong>in</strong>g!" She had such a<br />

long hooked nose Sul feared she would catch it between her teeth when she spoke; her frame was<br />

lean, her sk<strong>in</strong> yellowed.<br />

Sul slid down the Firebird's side and made a courtesy to it, and though it aga<strong>in</strong> <strong>in</strong>cl<strong>in</strong>ed its<br />

huge head <strong>in</strong> a genteel manner, its way of cock<strong>in</strong>g an eye at her made Sul feel a bit like a small<br />

edible rodent. She hurried after Ragana towards the izba, stagger<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> the deep drifts. She saw a<br />

horse's skull on the gatepost. <strong>The</strong> forest around them was very dense, and only a little bit of<br />

daylight filtered through the dark green boughs. <strong>The</strong> door swung open before the Ancient One,<br />

although she did not touch it.<br />

''No time for tea and crumpets or whatever you're expect<strong>in</strong>g," said Ragana bluntly, stamp<strong>in</strong>g<br />

to shake the snow from her shoes. "But here's m<strong>in</strong>t <strong>in</strong> a cup—run out some hot water and refresh<br />

yourself. Try to wake up, if you possibly can." She po<strong>in</strong>ted at a strange object on the table.<br />

As Sul cautiously attended to her needs at the big brass samovar (for that's what it was),<br />

Ragana was rummag<strong>in</strong>g around the cab<strong>in</strong>, climb<strong>in</strong>g up <strong>in</strong>to the curta<strong>in</strong>ed bed above the stove,<br />

climb<strong>in</strong>g down and paw<strong>in</strong>g through chests and trunks, search<strong>in</strong>g among woven baskets and<br />

carved cupboards. With a snort of triumph she found what she was look<strong>in</strong>g for.<br />

"I need someone to take this wool to my daughter Gabija. I elect you," she said, slapp<strong>in</strong>g a<br />

mound of sh<strong>in</strong><strong>in</strong>g wool on the table. "But!" she went on before Sul could utter a word and<br />

po<strong>in</strong>t<strong>in</strong>g a bony f<strong>in</strong>ger at Sul's eyes, "I will prepare you well. I see you're pretty well-dressed so<br />

far as it goes, but still half-naked!" Sul protested at this, for her volum<strong>in</strong>ous skirts covered her<br />

more thoroughly than any others ever had, but Ragana just waved off her objections and plunged<br />

<strong>in</strong>to a deep cab<strong>in</strong>et on the wall. As she stood with her head stuck <strong>in</strong>side the cupboard, a big<br />

brown toad hopped out of the comer and leaned aga<strong>in</strong>st Ragana's scrawny legs like a cat. F<strong>in</strong>ally<br />

the wizened old woman reappeared with a headdress and a many-stranded golden necklace.<br />

"But I would feel like a queen wear<strong>in</strong>g such jewels!" cried Sul.<br />

"Of course," said Ragana, plac<strong>in</strong>g the headdress on Sul's head, ty<strong>in</strong>g it firmly under her hair.<br />

She fastened the heavy necklace around Sul's neck as well.<br />

<strong>The</strong> crone took Sul's hand and pulled her over to stare <strong>in</strong>to a sh<strong>in</strong>y silver tray with crescent<br />

handles, hang<strong>in</strong>g on the wall. In it she could was her likeness, a radiant face with glow<strong>in</strong>g honeycolored<br />

eyes framed by a gleam<strong>in</strong>g collar and a tall po<strong>in</strong>ted coif, from which depended a small<br />

sunburst, a star and a crescent moon cut from golden foil. <strong>The</strong> headdress w<strong>in</strong>ked with beads of


amber, gold and sunstone crystal, and was heavily embroidered <strong>in</strong> red silk. To bear its weight Sul<br />

had to stand very straight.<br />

"Soon you won't even notice it," commented Ragana, read<strong>in</strong>g her m<strong>in</strong>d.<br />

"Who am I?" whispered Sul.<br />

"That is what you have undertaken this journey to f<strong>in</strong>d out."<br />

"But I've discovered noth<strong>in</strong>g! And I broke my pledge, for I was told to go from temple to<br />

temple only as I was guided, but I asked the Sunmother to send me home. I'm feel<strong>in</strong>g so weak!"<br />

She put her hands over her eyes, but didn't dare to bow her head for fear her new hat would fall<br />

off.<br />

"You're not. Go<strong>in</strong>g home right away, as it happens. You're go<strong>in</strong>g to Brugh na Boyne—that's<br />

unless you have other plans? No? Good. Feel better? I wasn't go<strong>in</strong>g to tell you but I can't stand a<br />

weeper. You were supposed to ask Gabija and she would have told you. Oh well. . . it doesn't<br />

matter so much, anyhow. Just keep out of the way of the Wolf. He often sleeps by day, so he<br />

may not trouble you on your trip across the river to my daughter. But after that—." Ragana just<br />

shook her head.<br />

Sul took some deep breaths to steady herself. She thought about the Tree with its roots <strong>in</strong> the<br />

earth, its boughs <strong>in</strong> the sky. This realm of Dausos where she wandered now, the rest<strong>in</strong>g place of<br />

the Sun and so many of Her relatives and colleagues, perhaps it was the sky itself. lf so she<br />

needed to concentrate harder on the Tree's roots to keep herself <strong>in</strong> balance, she decided.<br />

"That's good," nodded Ragana, "you meditate and prepare, and I'll call your ride. Just look<br />

<strong>in</strong>to the silver, that'll help you."<br />

Sul stared <strong>in</strong>to the reflective disk, and as she stared she lost sight of her own image, as she<br />

had already begun to lose sight of her own identity. She had been Sul Spr<strong>in</strong>gdaughter, Orphan of<br />

Solsbury. But who was she now? <strong>The</strong> seer had not said, would not say. She lost her sense of time<br />

pass<strong>in</strong>g, and seemed to experience a swirl<strong>in</strong>g, cloudy place where there was no up or down, no<br />

then or later, only here here here. <strong>The</strong>re were dark shapes <strong>in</strong> the clouds and bright shapes, but<br />

always it swirled.<br />

<strong>The</strong>n: she was sitt<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> a birchwood cradle suspended between the antlers of a great tawny<br />

stag. She was stitch<strong>in</strong>g. Her lap was covered by a red l<strong>in</strong>en cloth and she was try<strong>in</strong>g to f<strong>in</strong>ish the<br />

last black stitches on an embroidery. It revealed a tall woman with horns sprout<strong>in</strong>g from her<br />

head, who held a t<strong>in</strong>y child <strong>in</strong> her arms. Deer flanked her.<br />

My rushniky, thought Sul. I must f<strong>in</strong>ish it before I get to Aunt Gabija's.<br />

<strong>The</strong> stag plunged on and on, through the snow, and though his stride was very steady,<br />

sometimes her hand was jogged, sometimes her needle bit a f<strong>in</strong>ger <strong>in</strong>stead of the cloth. She felt<br />

apprehension ris<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> her, and the words to a song rose with it, words she had never heard<br />

before, but which could not be denied. As the stag leapt <strong>in</strong>to a wide green river rimmed with ice,<br />

she opened her mouth and the song fell out.<br />

"Oh my beloved," she sang to the stag, "swim smoothly, do not falter. If you falter, I may<br />

spoil my work. <strong>The</strong>n my brothers, the hunters, will f<strong>in</strong>d you and slay you. Oh my beloved, swim<br />

smoothly, do not falter."<br />

<strong>The</strong>y reached the other side and ran on and on through the dusk, the last twilight gl<strong>in</strong>t<strong>in</strong>g<br />

through the trees creat<strong>in</strong>g t<strong>in</strong>y crystal blazes around them, the snow fly<strong>in</strong>g beneath the stag's<br />

hooves. As they ran, Sul sang aga<strong>in</strong>:<br />

Oh my beloved, do not falter,<br />

If you falter, the cloth will not be f<strong>in</strong>ished.<br />

<strong>The</strong>n my brothers, the hunters, will slay you.


With your flesh make my wedd<strong>in</strong>g,<br />

With your bones build my dwell<strong>in</strong>g,<br />

With your hide roof it well,<br />

With your skull light my gate,<br />

With your hooves make dr<strong>in</strong>k<strong>in</strong>g cups.<br />

Oh beloved, never falter.<br />

<strong>The</strong>y flew on through the dark forest.<br />

F<strong>in</strong>ally a clear<strong>in</strong>g appeared before them, with a small izba lit brilliantly with<strong>in</strong>: the light<br />

leaked <strong>in</strong> red-gold streams from every crack and ch<strong>in</strong>k. All the time she had been s<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>g and<br />

rid<strong>in</strong>g, Sul had been stitch<strong>in</strong>g, though what she was do<strong>in</strong>g she could not imag<strong>in</strong>e, for the dark<br />

had soon grown complete.<br />

<strong>The</strong> stag lowered its neck and she stepped down from the cradle. She embraced the stag,<br />

with tears well<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> her eyes, and kissed its dark muzzle. It was breath<strong>in</strong>g hard, and whickered<br />

gently. <strong>The</strong>n it lifted up its head and turned to trot towards the forest, paus<strong>in</strong>g only once <strong>in</strong><br />

silhouette so that Sul might was and remember it. <strong>The</strong>n it was gone. As it fled, the Song of the<br />

Stag faded from Sul's m<strong>in</strong>d forever.<br />

<strong>The</strong> door opened and Sul was pulled <strong>in</strong>to a hot bright room. <strong>The</strong> light was generated by a<br />

golden sp<strong>in</strong>n<strong>in</strong>g wheel wh<strong>in</strong><strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> the comer. It was almost out of wool, its sp<strong>in</strong>dle was full. <strong>The</strong><br />

wheel looked exactly like all the sp<strong>in</strong>n<strong>in</strong>g wheels Sul had left beh<strong>in</strong>d her at various fanes, but<br />

larger and bolder. Sul wondered doubtfully if this sp<strong>in</strong>n<strong>in</strong>g wheel could ever be conta<strong>in</strong>ed with<strong>in</strong><br />

a nut, even a very large walnut, much less a t<strong>in</strong>y hazelnut as hers had been.<br />

"I am Gabija," said the Mistress of the bright izba, hold<strong>in</strong>g Sul by the hands. She was very<br />

young and splendid, with long black braids and red cheeks.<br />

"I'm Sul," replied her guest, "and I've come—although I don't remember leav<strong>in</strong>g—from your<br />

esteemed Mother, the Lady Ragana, and previously from your esteemed Aunt, the Sun's Mother,<br />

although I'm afraid I never learned her name. <strong>The</strong>y send their lov<strong>in</strong>g greet<strong>in</strong>gs."<br />

Gabija laughed with pleasure and kissed Sul’s cheeks, nearly burn<strong>in</strong>g them—perhaps<br />

because they were still so cold from the strange ride through the forest. She then began to open<br />

up the l<strong>in</strong>en cloth Sul clasped.<br />

"I tried to f<strong>in</strong>ish it, but I'm not sure if I succeeded," began Sul hesitantly. Gabija held it up.<br />

"But it's perfect, wonderful! I will hang it right now <strong>in</strong> my Beautiful Comer." And Sul saw<br />

to her wonder that the design was complete. Gabija strode to one comer of the room where other<br />

long red woven cloths draped a table altar, with embroidered napk<strong>in</strong>s hung from shelves. A<br />

basket there was filled with red eggs which were covered by th<strong>in</strong> black and white l<strong>in</strong>es mak<strong>in</strong>g<br />

rich designs. Gabija noticed Sul's <strong>in</strong>terest <strong>in</strong> these and held one up. "Pysanky," she said. She<br />

tacked up the large cloth of the antlered mother on the wall beside the altar.<br />

"A good addition," she said with satisfaction, regard<strong>in</strong>g it with her hands on her hips. "Now<br />

I'm a little less worried."<br />

"Worried?" asked Sul.<br />

''<strong>The</strong> Wolf! I know you've been hear<strong>in</strong>g him. <strong>The</strong> Stag runs so fast there's no way—I th<strong>in</strong>k—<br />

that the Wolf could have caught you even if he'd been awake, but he'll soon be snuffl<strong>in</strong>g around<br />

here. I'm hav<strong>in</strong>g a terrible time try<strong>in</strong>g to get the Needfire to earth <strong>in</strong> time for Midw<strong>in</strong>ter Sunrise.<br />

I've racked my bra<strong>in</strong>s, but with the Wolf circl<strong>in</strong>g this izba every day—you can see his big tracks<br />

<strong>in</strong> the snow—I don't know how I'm go<strong>in</strong>g to get there safely! And then there will be noth<strong>in</strong>g but<br />

cold for your people. Bitter W<strong>in</strong>ter forever." She shook her head and stared out the w<strong>in</strong>dow.


"I th<strong>in</strong>k I can help," Sul said shyly," that is, your gracious Lady Aunt gave me a cardamom<br />

pod which she said could carry the kernel of fire, if that's what the Needfire is. And she said as<br />

well that I could get home from here but the Lady Ragana said I must go to Brugh na Boyne. I'm<br />

will<strong>in</strong>g to help, wherever I must go, even if there's danger. I've met danger before and survived<br />

it. I th<strong>in</strong>k it must be because I carry the bless<strong>in</strong>g of the Lady Trout, who protects me.”<br />

"Do you mean the Trout of the Sun's Well?" asked Gabija quickly.<br />

''Yes, of Kill-na-Gre<strong>in</strong>a. And she's never failed me. I trust her bless<strong>in</strong>g, even aga<strong>in</strong>st the<br />

Wolf."<br />

"Even aga<strong>in</strong>st the Wolf," murmured Gabija. ''That's some bless<strong>in</strong>g, little girl. I wish I could<br />

go there to ask for such a boon, though you have brought me tonight a bless<strong>in</strong>g of my own—that<br />

image of Rozhanitsa, the Deer Mother. But we each have our place on the Wheel. . . ."<br />

<strong>The</strong> room seemed to be grow<strong>in</strong>g dimmer as they conversed, and Gabija glanced towards her<br />

sp<strong>in</strong>n<strong>in</strong>g wheel. It had slowed almost to a halt.<br />

"Oh no! It mustn't stop! But I have no more fleece. That wolf, that wolf, he'll destroy<br />

everyth<strong>in</strong>g! No heat, now no light—what can I do?" She ran towards the wheel distractedly,<br />

try<strong>in</strong>g to make it sp<strong>in</strong> aga<strong>in</strong>, but the last of the yarn was just now magically w<strong>in</strong>d<strong>in</strong>g itself around<br />

the sp<strong>in</strong>dle.<br />

Sul reached <strong>in</strong>to her bodice—somehow she knew where to look—and pulled out the bundle<br />

of golden wool sent by Ragana. She thrust it <strong>in</strong>to Gabija's hands, shout<strong>in</strong>g, "Here, Mistress, try<br />

this!"<br />

With a shriek Gabija snatched the golden cloud and began to sp<strong>in</strong>. She pulled the full<br />

sp<strong>in</strong>dle off and fixed an empty one <strong>in</strong> its place, never miss<strong>in</strong>g a beat. After a while, she left the<br />

wheel, but it went on sp<strong>in</strong>n<strong>in</strong>g the wool and w<strong>in</strong>d<strong>in</strong>g the thread, yet it was so th<strong>in</strong> and f<strong>in</strong>e Sul<br />

had to get up very close and squ<strong>in</strong>t to see the new yarn w<strong>in</strong>d<strong>in</strong>g on.<br />

"Now," said Gabija, with the air of someone who is gett<strong>in</strong>g down to bus<strong>in</strong>ess at last, "let's<br />

was this cardamom pod."<br />

When Sul had produced the little pod, Gabija held it for a moment <strong>in</strong> her hand, look<strong>in</strong>g at it<br />

closely first, then clos<strong>in</strong>g her eyes and hold<strong>in</strong>g the pod between her breasts. She then turned to<br />

her glow<strong>in</strong>g hearth. This was not a tile stove, nor yet a beehive oven or a stove with a bed above<br />

it of the k<strong>in</strong>ds Sul had seen <strong>in</strong> Dausos and <strong>in</strong> the earthrealms below. This was just a circular<br />

hearth <strong>in</strong> the center of the room, with a chimney hole above it. All the heat <strong>in</strong> the world seemed<br />

to radiate from this fire, although it seemed to Sul that the brilliant light that filled the space and<br />

was visible from far away, even <strong>in</strong> the thick woods, emanated from the merry sp<strong>in</strong>n<strong>in</strong>g wheel<br />

and bright sp<strong>in</strong>dle.<br />

Gabija stood over the hearth. Slowly and deliberately, murmur<strong>in</strong>g to herself, she reached<br />

<strong>in</strong>to the center of the flame and withdrew a t<strong>in</strong>y coal. This she put <strong>in</strong>side the cardamom pod,<br />

clos<strong>in</strong>g the honey h<strong>in</strong>ge and reseal<strong>in</strong>g the edge with her f<strong>in</strong>ger. <strong>The</strong> tips of her f<strong>in</strong>gers glowed a<br />

little more rosily than before, but this act caused her no <strong>in</strong>jury that Sul could see.<br />

"Put this where the fleece was," was all she said, and Sul put the kernel of fire <strong>in</strong> her bodice.<br />

Gabija took Sul by the hand aga<strong>in</strong> and led her up some steps, <strong>in</strong>to a sleep<strong>in</strong>g room that<br />

opened onto a balcony overlook<strong>in</strong>g the snowy surround. She withdrew from her pocket the full<br />

sp<strong>in</strong>dle which she had ripped from the wheel. ''With the fleece that you brought, I can sp<strong>in</strong><br />

another year of light," she said, "and I can toss a beam of light towards earth that will susta<strong>in</strong> it<br />

from solstice to solstice. But only you, I th<strong>in</strong>k, at this late hour, can take the Needfire back to the<br />

altar. It's good that you are will<strong>in</strong>g. I admire that." Gabija unwound a long length from the


sp<strong>in</strong>dle, of yellow thread f<strong>in</strong>er than a hair, supple as w<strong>in</strong>d. She tied the end of it loosely about<br />

Sul's throat.<br />

"Follow the Bird's Way until you reach the Animal Path, then veer towards Morn<strong>in</strong>g," she<br />

said. She leaned forward to kiss Sul's lips at the very moment it occurred to Sul that she had left<br />

her basket of boons and rewards beh<strong>in</strong>d her at Ragana's—or worse, with the Firebird. She took a<br />

breath to say someth<strong>in</strong>g and <strong>in</strong>haled the sweet, fiery breath of the Fire Mistress, and <strong>in</strong> an <strong>in</strong>stant<br />

she was a small brown bird beat<strong>in</strong>g its little w<strong>in</strong>gs aga<strong>in</strong>st the frosty night.<br />

<strong>The</strong> wren felt the tug at its heart, like <strong>in</strong>st<strong>in</strong>ct or hunger, pull<strong>in</strong>g. Almost there was a beam of<br />

fa<strong>in</strong>test light which it followed. It flew up and up, towards the milky river of m<strong>in</strong>gled light that<br />

arced almost north-south across the sky. As it atta<strong>in</strong>ed a greater altitude it encountered dozens,<br />

then hundreds, then thousands, millions, of other birds, great and small, all fly<strong>in</strong>g on the Birds'<br />

Way. In this company the wren beat on, encouraged and emboldened, until a great <strong>in</strong>tersection<br />

was met. <strong>The</strong> wren had to pull away to the east, leav<strong>in</strong>g the safety and friendship of its sisters<br />

and brothers and cous<strong>in</strong>s beh<strong>in</strong>d. It felt despair at this part<strong>in</strong>g, but could not stop.<br />

On this path, which was wilder and closer to earth, it passed various creatures: a crayfish, a<br />

panther, a snake, a horse. <strong>The</strong> horse reared <strong>in</strong> alarm as the bird flew past, and a terrify<strong>in</strong>g eerie<br />

howl tore at the darkness. <strong>The</strong>re was a pound<strong>in</strong>g beh<strong>in</strong>d it, and a s<strong>in</strong>gle glance to the rear<br />

revealed the Wolf—vast, grey, om<strong>in</strong>ous and implacable—bear<strong>in</strong>g down on the wren from<br />

beyond the stars. But it flew on, its small w<strong>in</strong>gs beyond pa<strong>in</strong>, beyond ach<strong>in</strong>g, its fragile chest<br />

swollen with the struggle to breathe, rely<strong>in</strong>g on the pull of the thread. Snow began to flurry. <strong>The</strong><br />

little bird passed a goat, who was runn<strong>in</strong>g away <strong>in</strong> fright, and just as the Wolf's breath fell icy<br />

upon its tail feathers, it saw aga<strong>in</strong> through the blizzard a narrow shaft of light. Just as the wolf’s<br />

cavernous jaws were open<strong>in</strong>g and surround<strong>in</strong>g it, it found the mouth of a tumulus, and the shaft<br />

beamed it straight <strong>in</strong>side.<br />

Through a roughhewn passage, deep and dark, the wren flew desperately, still <strong>in</strong> thrall to the<br />

undeniable golden thread, until<br />

it came to a stand<strong>in</strong>g stone with<br />

a stone altar before it, and on<br />

that altar a bas<strong>in</strong>, and <strong>in</strong> the<br />

bas<strong>in</strong>—the golden sp<strong>in</strong>dle.<br />

With a gasp<strong>in</strong>g breath the wren<br />

fell <strong>in</strong>to the bas<strong>in</strong>, hear<strong>in</strong>g the<br />

enormous jaws snap shut<br />

outside the brugh. But the t<strong>in</strong>y<br />

bird heard noth<strong>in</strong>g more, for its<br />

heart burst with this last effort<br />

and its small form stilled,<br />

frozen.<br />

APOTHEOSIS<br />

But the ris<strong>in</strong>g sun of Midw<strong>in</strong>ter Morn<strong>in</strong>g lit upon the lifeless form and upon the pod <strong>in</strong> her<br />

beak. As the shaft bore directly <strong>in</strong>to the mouth of Newgrange, Brugh na Boyne, the body of the<br />

wren was consumed <strong>in</strong> a sudden flame which burst from the bas<strong>in</strong> and seemed to fill the chamber<br />

with roar<strong>in</strong>g heat and light- heat and light enough to fuel the world for a year.<br />

From out of the fire stepped a woman. She was a golden woman, rich with life and power.<br />

She wore the Sun and the Moon and the Stars on her head. Her golden necklace marked her as


div<strong>in</strong>e. <strong>The</strong> gown she wore was radiant as three hundred dawns. Beh<strong>in</strong>d her the Needfire burned,<br />

and would bum for a year and a day.<br />

When Sul reawoke, she felt refreshed and alert. She went to the mouth of the tumulus and<br />

there she met the Firebird, who nodded, as was its habit, and <strong>in</strong>dicated with a yellow claw the<br />

bright new basket, filled with all her rewards and treasures. She leapt on its back, hold<strong>in</strong>g her<br />

treasures <strong>in</strong> one arm, and away they flew.<br />

In the meantime, the Sisters of the Hotspr<strong>in</strong>gs had been carry<strong>in</strong>g out their Midw<strong>in</strong>ter rites<br />

s<strong>in</strong>ce the night before, the year's longest night. All was very cold and dark <strong>in</strong> the cave beneath<br />

the hill of Solsbury. <strong>The</strong> fires wouldn't burn properly, the spr<strong>in</strong>gs were frighten<strong>in</strong>gly cool. <strong>The</strong><br />

spectre of endless Bitter W<strong>in</strong>ter seemed to loom over them, dampen<strong>in</strong>g all efforts to create heat<br />

or light.<br />

Sister Ann, seated by the pool of Sulis, looked idly towards the shadowed back of the cave<br />

and to her astonishment saw the carved Suleviae, the Three Mothers, glow<strong>in</strong>g. Even stranger, if<br />

possible—for a moment they all looked to her like Sul, young Sul who had left the community a<br />

year ago yesterday and who must be lost to them forever. At the same moment that Sister Ann<br />

noticed the glow<strong>in</strong>g frieze, there was a commotion <strong>in</strong> the spr<strong>in</strong>g, and she then watched with<br />

amazement as a bright green frog swam to the surface, carry<strong>in</strong>g a red apple between its front<br />

feet. It hopped to the lip of the spr<strong>in</strong>g, exchanged a short glance with Sister Ann, then turned its<br />

back on her and hopped towards the Suleviae. One of them reached down and took the glow<strong>in</strong>g<br />

ball, which sparked like an ember. Another picked up the frog and wrapped it <strong>in</strong> a cloth like a<br />

child—and a child it became, while the third fed it a bit of her cake.<br />

Someone cried, the fires! as all the cave's braziers flared with gouts of flame. Another sister<br />

dashed to the spr<strong>in</strong>g and exclaimed that the water was hot aga<strong>in</strong>, almost boil<strong>in</strong>g! No one else had<br />

seen the miracle of the Three Mothers, it seemed, be<strong>in</strong>g rapt <strong>in</strong> contemplation and, if truth were<br />

told, consumed with fear. When Ann looked aga<strong>in</strong>, the carved frieze was as still as ever, but<br />

touched with the lambent gleam of the fires.<br />

While each was struggl<strong>in</strong>g to compose herself and complete the ceremony, a brilliant light<br />

exploded at the mouth of the cave <strong>in</strong> a welter of w<strong>in</strong>d. As Sister Ann praised Sulis <strong>in</strong><br />

thanksgiv<strong>in</strong>g, <strong>in</strong> walked Sul, radiant <strong>in</strong> a golden gown, br<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>g a basket of gifts for the temple.<br />

She had coursed the track of the sun for a year and a day. She had become the woman of her<br />

own dream, the Golden Woman of the Sun.<br />

-Helen Farias


SOURCES:<br />

Ekstrand, F.E. <strong>The</strong> Ancient Norwegian Calendar Stick.<br />

Seattle: Welcome Press, n.d.<br />

Moyle, Natalie K. "<strong>The</strong> Goddess: Prehistoric and Modem," <strong>in</strong> Goddesses and <strong>The</strong>ir Offspr<strong>in</strong>g:<br />

19th and 20th Century Eastem European Embroideries. B<strong>in</strong>ghamton, NY: Roberson Center for<br />

the Arts & Sciences, 1986.<br />

Samson, Wm. A Book of Christmas. NY: McGraw-Hill, 1968.<br />

Sheraton, Mimi. Visions of Sugarplums. Illustrated by Walter Swartz. NY: Random House, 1968.<br />

Valiente, Doreen. Natural Magic. Custer, WA: Phoenix, 1986.<br />

ILLUSTRATIONS:<br />

Firebird from www.Russiansunbirds.com<br />

Food-related illustrations are from Visions of Sugarplums.<br />

Good Yule<br />

© 1989 by Helen G. Farias

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