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"The Unbearable Lightness Of Being" By Milan Kundera 51<br />

to him that what he considered unreal (the work he did in the solitude of the office or<br />

library) was in fact his real life, whereas the parades he imagined to be reality were<br />

nothing but theater, dance, carnival—in other words, a dream.<br />

During her studies, Sabina lived in a dormitory. On May Day all the students had to<br />

report early in the morning for the parade. Student officials would comb the building to<br />

ensure that no one was missing. Sabina hid in the lavatory. Not until long after the<br />

building was empty would she go back to her room. It was quieter than anywhere she<br />

could remember. The only sound was the parade music echoing in the distance. It was<br />

as though she had found refuge inside a shell and the only sound she could hear was<br />

the sea of an inimical world.<br />

A year or two after emigrating, she happened to be in Paris on the anniversary of the<br />

Russian invasion of her country. A protest march had been scheduled, and she felt<br />

driven to take part. Fists raised high, the young Frenchmen shouted out slogans<br />

condemning Soviet imperialism. She liked the slogans, but to her surprise she found<br />

herself unable to shout along with them. She lasted no more than a few minutes in the<br />

parade.<br />

When she told her French friends about it, they were amazed. You mean you don't<br />

want to fight the occupation of your country? She would have liked to tell them that<br />

behind Communism, Fascism, behind all occupations and invasions lurks a more basic,<br />

pervasive evil and that the image of that evil was a parade of people marching by with<br />

raised fists and shouting identical syllables in unison. But she knew she would never be<br />

able to make them understand. Embarrassed, she changed the subject.<br />

THE BEAUTY OF NEW YORK<br />

Franz and Sabina would walk the streets of New York for hours at a time. The view<br />

changed with each step, as if they were following a winding mountain path surrounded<br />

by breathtaking scenery: a young man kneeling in the middle of the sidewalk praying;<br />

a few steps away, a beautiful black woman leaning against a tree; a man in a black suit<br />

directing an invisible orchestra while crossing the street; a fountain spurting water and a<br />

group of construction workers sitting on the rim eating lunch; strange iron ladders<br />

running up and down buildings with ugly red facades, so ugly that they were beautiful;<br />

and next door, a huge glass skyscraper backed by another, itself topped by a small<br />

Arabian pleasure-dome with turrets, galleries, and gilded columns.<br />

She was reminded of her paintings. There, too, incongruous things came together: a<br />

steelworks construction site superimposed on a kerosene lamp; an old-fashioned lamp<br />

with a painted-glass shade shattered into tiny splinters and rising up over a desolate<br />

landscape of marshland.<br />

Franz said, Beauty in the European sense has always had a premeditated quality to it.<br />

We've always had an aesthetic intention and a long-range plan. That's what enabled<br />

Western man to spend decades building a Gothic cathedral or a Renaissance piazza.<br />

The beauty of New York rests on a completely different base. It's unintentional. It arose

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