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62/WILLIAM LASHNER Caroline Shaw an
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10 I SLIPPED MY MAZDA into a spot o
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84/WILLIAM LASHNER “You know, Vic
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86/WILLIAM LASHNER “Over half a m
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12 WHEN I HAD TOLD GAYLORD I took a
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102/WILLIAM LASHNER his income and
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13 I CLEARED OFF MY DESK before she
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114/WILLIAM LASHNER her grandfather
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15 Belize City, Belize LAST NIGHT I
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BITTER TRUTH/127 from the start tha
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BITTER TRUTH/129 He nods, his polit
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BITTER TRUTH/131 low wall of red-wa
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BITTER TRUTH/133 He looks up at me
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BITTER TRUTH/135 I walk without say
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BITTER TRUTH/137 no invitation. Whe
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BITTER TRUTH/139 drama to her movem
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BITTER TRUTH/141 “Why?” “Some
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BITTER TRUTH/143 “We should. I’
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BITTER TRUTH/145 “Well, I suppose
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BITTER TRUTH/147 was, truly. Missha
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BITTER TRUTH/149 “Sorry we’re l
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BITTER TRUTH/151 for very specific
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BITTER TRUTH/153 “Oh, it is, real
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BITTER TRUTH/155 was a drunk and th
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BITTER TRUTH/157 of a computer moni
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BITTER TRUTH/159 Something she had
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BITTER TRUTH/161 knowing that made
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BITTER TRUTH/163 “What kind of tr
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BITTER TRUTH/165 “I’ll stand, t
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BITTER TRUTH/167 to mow the acres o
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BITTER TRUTH/169 and as I thought o
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BITTER TRUTH/171 and day-old shirt
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BITTER TRUTH/173 frogs was spawned
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BITTER TRUTH/175 wildflowers. The g
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BITTER TRUTH/177 my shears and get
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19 IT WAS A TOUCHING LITTLE SERVICE
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BITTER TRUTH/181 ten of us jockeyin
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BITTER TRUTH/183 “Why’d she go
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BITTER TRUTH/185 the city wondered
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20 “I THOUGHT IT BEST IF I PAID m
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BITTER TRUTH/189 his fingernails.
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BITTER TRUTH/191 govern with reason
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BITTER TRUTH/193 “What do you thi
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BITTER TRUTH/195 ticket window afte
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BITTER TRUTH/197 and a black-and-wh
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BITTER TRUTH/199 step toward me. Wh
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BITTER TRUTH/201 the significance b
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BITTER TRUTH/203 night sky makes th
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BITTER TRUTH/205 wanted me to look
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BITTER TRUTH/207 learn how to hear
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BITTER TRUTH/209 “The creep who c
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BITTER TRUTH/211 there for me, thou
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23 THE SHRIEK OF SKIDDING TIRES sli
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BITTER TRUTH/215 meditation in coll
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BITTER TRUTH/217 as loose as if fro
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24 I SPENT MUCH OF THE NEXT MORNING
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BITTER TRUTH/221 “I don’t think
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BITTER TRUTH/223 smiling grotesquel
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BITTER TRUTH/225 “Did you shower
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BITTER TRUTH/227 “And things, yes
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BITTER TRUTH/229 “You’re sure?
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BITTER TRUTH/231 Shaw’s door. Aft
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25 EVERETT LUGGED ME THROUGH the ap
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BITTER TRUTH/235 down the stairs of
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BITTER TRUTH/237 * * * Roberto took
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BITTER TRUTH/239 “Did you tell th
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26 I PAID THE FOUR BITS, folded the
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BITTER TRUTH/243 “He’s gone two
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BITTER TRUTH/245 We were in the Str
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BITTER TRUTH/247 “How did Reddman
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BITTER TRUTH/249 “The gardener, N
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BITTER TRUTH/251 honor.” He patte
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BITTER TRUTH/253 Harrington, now un
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BITTER TRUTH/255 Out on Walnut Stre
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BITTER TRUTH/257 home in any suburb
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BITTER TRUTH/259 from my hip to my
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BITTER TRUTH/261 medal to the side
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BITTER TRUTH/263 “You don’t und
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BITTER TRUTH/265 announced our enga
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29 THE VAST STRETCH OF LAWN within
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BITTER TRUTH/271 We moved around th
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BITTER TRUTH/273 earth beneath. I t
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BITTER TRUTH/275 out the heart of t
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BITTER TRUTH/277 “I don’t know,
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Part 3 FAITH Those who set out to s
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32 WITH CAROLINE SITTING on my couc
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308/WILLIAM LASHNER read, Caroline
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310/WILLIAM LASHNER We were sitting
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314/WILLIAM LASHNER that tiny Sheil
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320/WILLIAM LASHNER December 11, 19
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322/WILLIAM LASHNER and twisted my
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328/WILLIAM LASHNER June 5, 1912 Th
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332/WILLIAM LASHNER We took our vow
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334/WILLIAM LASHNER I couldn’t su
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336/WILLIAM LASHNER I know how he w
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340/WILLIAM LASHNER November 15, 19
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342/WILLIAM LASHNER first cried as
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34 I WAS SITTING AT MY DESK, starin
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360/WILLIAM LASHNER Caroline saw it
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36 I WAITED IN MY CAR outside the l
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376/WILLIAM LASHNER for a moment be
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378/WILLIAM LASHNER I could feel it
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384/WILLIAM LASHNER and said the be
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386/WILLIAM LASHNER * * * “So wha
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392/WILLIAM LASHNER Beth was waitin
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39 THERE WAS NO DR. KARPAS listed i
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40 WHEN I GOT TO THE Ralph R. Rizzo
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42 I FOUND MYSELF ALONE in a massiv
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43 San Ignacio, Belize SAN IGNACIO
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BITTER TRUTH/439 “Not someone who
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BITTER TRUTH/469 the corner. I jump
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BITTER TRUTH/473 “Mostly,” I sa
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BITTER TRUTH/477 provided for me an
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BITTER TRUTH/483 “I want to go so
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49 “CALVI,” I SAID. “Who was
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BITTER TRUTH/489 “Yes,” I said.
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BITTER TRUTH/491 Caroline, her face
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50 “WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING?
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BITTER TRUTH/499 glasses and black
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BITTER TRUTH/501 Calvi looked at me
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BITTER TRUTH/507 to the left we cou
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BITTER TRUTH/511 they eat dinner do
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BITTER TRUTH/513 Raffaello leaned t
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BITTER TRUTH/515 around my throat a
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53 “PSSSST.” I twisted around.
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BITTER TRUTH/521 I let go of Beth a
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BITTER TRUTH/525 your mouth. I want
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BITTER TRUTH/527 tumbled away from
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BITTER TRUTH/529 the Reddman estate
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BITTER TRUTH/531 That evening, in t
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BITTER TRUTH/533 you’ll just kill
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BITTER TRUTH/535 “No,” I said.
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BITTER TRUTH/537 plot of freshly du
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BITTER TRUTH/539 good man would eas
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BITTER TRUTH/541 lungs had scarred
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BITTER TRUTH/543 Cantigny. She coul
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554/WILLIAM LASHNER Branches brush
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556/WILLIAM LASHNER “Very nice,
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560/WILLIAM LASHNER Victor, for som
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562/WILLIAM LASHNER “I had wonder
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568/WILLIAM LASHNER He looks at me
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ACKNOWLEDGMENTS For their generous
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About the Author William Lashner is
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Enthusiastic praise for WILLIAM LAS
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“An entertaining romp.” St. Lou
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About the Publisher Australia Harpe