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ACE AND ROC BOOKS SAMPLER<br />

FATED<br />

by Benedict Jacka 3<br />

CLEAN<br />

by Alex Hughes 21<br />

DARK CURRENTS<br />

by Jacqueline Carey 55<br />

DAUGHTER OF THE SWORD<br />

by Steve Bein 71<br />

DARK LIGHT OF DAY<br />

by Jill Archer 87<br />

ALCHEMYSTIC<br />

by Anton Strout 115


FATED<br />

An Alex Verus Novel<br />

by Benedict Jacka<br />

An <strong>Ace</strong> March 2012 Paperback<br />

“Fated is an excellent novel, a gorgeously realized<br />

world with a uniquely powerful, vulnerable<br />

protagonist. Books this good remind me why I got<br />

into the storytelling business in the first place.”<br />

—#1 New York Times bestselling author Jim Butcher<br />

“Benedict Jacka writes a deft thrill-ride of an Urban<br />

Fantasy—a stay-up-all-night read.”<br />

—#1 New York Times bestselling author<br />

Patricia Briggs<br />

Alex Verus is part of a world hidden in plain sight, running<br />

a magic shop in London that caters to clientele who can<br />

do much more than pull rabbits out of hats. And while<br />

Alex’s own powers aren’t as showy as some mages,<br />

he does have the advantage of foreseeing the possible<br />

future—allowing him to pull off operations that have a<br />

million to one chance of success.<br />

But when Alex is approached by multiple factions seeking<br />

his skills to crack open a relic from a long-ago mage war,<br />

he knows that whatever’s inside must be beyond<br />

powerful. And thanks to his abilities, Alex can predict that<br />

by taking the job, his odds of survival are about to go<br />

from slim to none . . .


1<br />

It was a slow day, so I was reading a book at my desk and seeing<br />

into the future.<br />

There were only two customers in the shop. One was a stu‑<br />

dent with scraggly hair and a nervous way of glancing over his<br />

shoulder. He was standing by the herb and powder rack and had<br />

decided what to buy ten minutes ago but was still working up the<br />

nerve to ask me about it. The other customer was a kid wearing a<br />

Linkin Park T‑shirt who’d picked out a crystal ball but wasn’t go‑<br />

ing to bring it to the counter until the other guy had left.<br />

The kid had come on a bicycle, and in fifteen minutes a traffic<br />

warden was going to come by and ticket him for locking his bike to<br />

the railings. After that I was going to get a call I didn’t want to be<br />

disturbed for, so I set my paperback down on my desk and looked<br />

at the student. “Anything I can help you with?”<br />

He started and came over, glancing back at the kid and drop‑<br />

ping his voice slightly. “Um, hey. Do you—?”<br />

“No. I don’t sell spellbooks.”<br />

“Not even—?”<br />

“No.”<br />

“Is there, um, any way I could check?”<br />

“The spell you’re thinking of isn’t going to do any harm. Just try<br />

it and then go talk to the girl and see what happens.”


4 Benedict Jacka<br />

The student stared at me. “You knew that just from these?”<br />

I hadn’t even been paying attention to the herbs in his hand,<br />

but that was as good an explanation as any. “Want a bag?”<br />

He put verbena, myrrh, and incense into the bag I gave him<br />

and paid for it while still giving me an awestruck look, then left. As<br />

soon as the door swung shut, the other kid came over and asked me<br />

the price for the second‑biggest crystal ball, trying to sound casual.<br />

I didn’t bother checking to see what he was going to use it for—<br />

about the only way you can hurt yourself with a crystal ball is by<br />

hitting yourself over the head with it, which is more than I can say<br />

for some of the things I sell. Once the kid had let himself out, heft‑<br />

ing his paper bag, I got up, walked over, and flipped the sign on the<br />

door from OPEN to CLOSED. Through the window, I saw the kid<br />

unlock his bike and ride off. About thirty seconds later a traffic<br />

warden walked by.<br />

My shop’s in a district in the north centre of London called<br />

Camden Town. There’s a spot where the canal, three bridges, and<br />

two railway lines all meet and tangle together in a kind of urban<br />

reef knot, and my street is right in the middle. The bridges and the<br />

canal do a good job of fencing the area in, making it into a kind of<br />

oasis in the middle of the city. Apart from the trains, it’s surprisingly<br />

quiet. I like to go up onto the roof sometimes and look around over<br />

the canal and the funny‑shaped rooftops. Sometimes in the eve‑<br />

nings and early mornings, when the traffic’s muted and the light’s<br />

faded, it feels almost like a gateway to another world.<br />

The sign above my door says Arcana Emporium. Underneath is<br />

a smaller sign with some of the things I sell— implements, reagents,<br />

focus items, that sort of thing. You’d think it would be easier to just<br />

say magic shop, but I got sick of the endless stream of people asking<br />

for breakaway hoops and marked cards. Finally I worked out a deal<br />

with a stage magic store half a mile away, and now I keep a box of<br />

their business cards on the counter to hand out to anyone who<br />

comes in asking for the latest book by David Blaine. The kids go<br />

away happy, and I get some peace and quiet.


FATED 5<br />

My name’s Alex Verus. It’s not the name I was born with, but<br />

that’s another story. I’m a mage; a diviner. Some people call mages<br />

like me oracles, or seers, or probability mages if they want to be<br />

really wordy, and that’s fine too, just as long as they don’t call me a<br />

“fortune‑teller.” I’m not the only mage in the country, but as far as<br />

I know I’m the only one who runs a shop.<br />

Mages like me aren’t common, but we aren’t as rare as you<br />

might think either. We look the same as anyone else, and if you<br />

passed one of us on the street, odds are you’d never know it. Only<br />

if you were very observant would you notice something a little off,<br />

a little strange, and by the time you took another look, we’d be<br />

gone. It’s another world, hidden within your own, and most of<br />

those who live in it don’t like visitors.<br />

Those of us who do like visitors have to advertise, and it’s<br />

tricky to find a way of doing it that doesn’t make you sound crazy.<br />

The majority rely on word of mouth, though younger mages use<br />

the Internet. I’ve even heard of one guy in Chicago who adver‑<br />

tises in the phone book under “Wizard,” though that’s probably<br />

an urban legend. Me, I have my shop. Wiccans and pagans and<br />

New Agers are common enough nowadays that people accept the<br />

idea of a magic shop, or at least they understand that the weirdos<br />

have to buy their stuff from somewhere. Of course, they take for<br />

granted that it’s all a con and that the stuff in my shop is no more<br />

magical than an old pair of socks, and for the most part they’re<br />

right. But the stuff in my shop that isn’t magical is good camou‑<br />

flage for the stuff that is, like the thing sitting upstairs in a little<br />

blue lacquered cylinder that can grant any five wishes you ask. If<br />

that ever got out, I’d have much worse problems than the occa‑<br />

sional snigger.<br />

The futures had settled and the phone was going to ring in<br />

about thirty seconds. I settled down comfortably and, when the<br />

phone rang, let it go twice before picking up. “Hey.”<br />

“Hi, Alex,” Luna’s voice said into my ear. “Are you busy?”<br />

“Not even a little. How’s it going?”


6 Benedict Jacka<br />

“Can I ask a favour? I was going through a place in Clapham<br />

and found something. Can I bring it over?”<br />

“Right now?”<br />

“That’s not a problem, is it?”<br />

“Not really. Is there a rush?”<br />

“No. Well . . .” Luna hesitated. “This thing makes me a bit ner‑<br />

vous. I’d feel better if it was with you.”<br />

I didn’t even have to think about it. Like I said, it was a slow day.<br />

“You remember the way to the park?”<br />

“The one near your shop?”<br />

“I’ll meet you there. Where are you?”<br />

“Still in Clapham. I’m just about to get on my bike.”<br />

“So one and a half hours. You can make it before sunset if you<br />

hurry.”<br />

“I think I am going to hurry. I’m not sure . . .” Luna’s voice<br />

trailed off, then firmed. “Okay. See you soon.”<br />

She broke the connection. I held the phone in my hand, look‑<br />

ing at the display. Luna works for me on a part‑time basis, finding<br />

items for me to sell, though I don’t think she does it for the money.<br />

Either way, I couldn’t remember her ever being this nervous about<br />

one. It made me wonder exactly what she was carrying.<br />

You can think of magical talent as a pyramid. Making up the<br />

lowest and biggest layer are the normals. If magic is colours, these<br />

are the people born colourblind: they don’t know anything about<br />

magic and they don’t want to, thank you very much. They’ve got<br />

plenty of things to deal with already, and if they do see anything<br />

that might shake the way they look at things, they convince them‑<br />

selves they didn’t see it double quick. This is maybe ninety percent<br />

of the adult civilised world.<br />

Next up on the pyramid are the sensitives, the ones who aren’t<br />

colour‑blind. Sensitives are blessed (or cursed, depending how you<br />

look at it) with a wider spectrum of vision than normals. They can<br />

feel the presence of magic, the distant power in the sun and the<br />

earth and the stars, the warmth and stability of an old family home,


FATED 7<br />

the lingering wisps of death and horror at a Dark ritual site. Most<br />

often they don’t have the words to describe what they feel, but two<br />

sensitives can recognise each other by a kind of empathy, and it<br />

makes a powerful bond. Have you ever felt a connection to some‑<br />

one, as though you shared something even though you didn’t know<br />

what it was? It’s like that.<br />

Above the sensitives on the magical pecking order are the ad‑<br />

epts. These guys are only one percent or so, but unlike sensitives<br />

they can actually channel magic in a subtle way. Often it’s so subtle<br />

they don’t even know they’re doing it; they might be “lucky” at<br />

cards, or very good at “guessing” what’s on another person’s mind,<br />

but it’s mild enough that they just think they’re born lucky or per‑<br />

ceptive. But sometimes they figure out what they’re doing and start<br />

developing it, and some of these guys can get pretty impressive<br />

within their specific field.<br />

And then there are the mages.<br />

Luna’s somewhere between sensitive and adept. It’s hard even<br />

for me to know which, as she has some . . . unique characteristics<br />

that make her difficult to categorise, not to mention dangerous.<br />

But she’s also one of my very few friends, and I was looking forward<br />

to seeing her. Her tone of voice had left me concerned so I looked<br />

into the future and was glad to see she was going to arrive in an<br />

hour and a half, right on time.<br />

In the process, though, I noticed something that annoyed me:<br />

someone else was going to come through the door in a couple of<br />

minutes, despite the fact I’d just flipped my sign to say CLOSED.<br />

Camden gets a lot of tourists, and there’s always the one guy who<br />

figures opening hours don’t apply to him. I didn’t want to walk all<br />

the way over and lock the door, so I just sat watching the street<br />

grumpily until a figure appeared outside the door and pushed it<br />

open. It was a man wearing pressed trousers and a shirt with a tie.<br />

The bell above the door rang musically as he stepped inside and<br />

raised his eyebrows. “Hello, Alex.”<br />

As soon as he spoke I recognised who it was. A rush of adrena‑


8 Benedict Jacka<br />

line went through me as I spread my senses out to cover the shop<br />

and the street outside. My right hand shifted down a few inches to<br />

rest on the shelf under my desk. I couldn’t sense any attack, but<br />

that didn’t necessarily mean anything.<br />

Lyle just stood there, looking at me. “Well?” he said. “Aren’t<br />

you going to invite me in?”<br />

It had been more than four years since I’d seen Lyle, but he<br />

looked the same as I remembered. He was about as old as me, with<br />

a slim build, short black hair, and a slight olive tint to his skin that<br />

hinted at a Mediterranean ancestor somewhere in his family tree.<br />

His clothes were expensive and he wore them with a sort of casual<br />

elegance I knew I’d never be able to match. Lyle had always known<br />

how to look good.<br />

“Who else is here?” I said.<br />

Lyle sighed. “No one. Good grief, Alex, have you really gotten<br />

this paranoid?”<br />

I checked and rechecked and confirmed what he was saying. As<br />

far as I could tell, Lyle was the only other mage nearby. Besides, as<br />

my heartbeat began to slow, I realised that if the Council was plan‑<br />

ning an attack, Lyle was the last person they’d send. Suddenly I did<br />

feel paranoid.<br />

Of course, that didn’t mean I was happy to see him or anything.<br />

Lyle began walking forward, and I spoke sharply. “Stay there.”<br />

Lyle stopped and looked quizzically at me. “So?” he said, when<br />

I didn’t react. He was standing in the middle of my shop, in be‑<br />

tween the reagents and the shelves full of candles and bells. “Are<br />

we going to stand and stare at each other?”<br />

“How about you tell me why you’re here?”<br />

“I was hoping for a more comfortable place to talk.” Lyle tilted<br />

his head. “What about upstairs?”<br />

“No.”<br />

“Were you about to eat?”<br />

I pushed my chair back and rose to my feet. “Let’s go for a walk.”<br />

Once we were outside I breathed a little easier. There’s a


FATED 9<br />

roped‑off section to one side of my shop that contains actual<br />

magic items: focuses, residuals, and one‑shots. They’d been out<br />

of sight from where Lyle had been standing, but a few more steps<br />

and he couldn’t have missed them. None were powerful enough<br />

to make him think twice, but it wouldn’t take him long to put two<br />

and two together and figure out that if I had that many minor<br />

items, then I ought to have some major ones too. And I’d just as<br />

soon that particular bit of information didn’t get back to the<br />

Council.<br />

It was late spring and the London weather was mild enough to<br />

make walking a pleasure rather than a chore. Camden’s always busy,<br />

even when the market’s closed, but the buildings and bridges here<br />

have a dampening effect on stray sounds. I led Lyle down an alley to<br />

the canalside walk, and then stopped, leaning against the balustrade.<br />

As I walked I scanned the area thoroughly, both present and future,<br />

but came up empty. As far as I could tell, Lyle was on his own.<br />

I’ve known Lyle for more than ten years. He was an apprentice<br />

when we first met, awkward and eager, hurrying along in the foot‑<br />

steps of his Council master. Even then there was never any ques‑<br />

tion but that he’d try for the Council, but we were friends, if not<br />

close. At least for a little while. Then I had my falling‑out with<br />

Richard Drakh.<br />

I don’t really like to think about what happened in the year after<br />

that. There are some things so horrible you never really get over<br />

them; they make a kind of burnt‑out wasteland in your memory,<br />

and all you can do is try to move on. Lyle wasn’t directly responsi‑<br />

ble for the things that happened to me and the others in Richard’s<br />

mansion, but he’d had a pretty good idea of what was going on, just<br />

like the rest of the Council. At least, they would have had a good<br />

idea if they’d allowed themselves to think about it. Instead they<br />

avoided the subject and waited for me to do the convenient thing<br />

and vanish.<br />

Lyle’s not my friend anymore.<br />

Now he was standing next to me, brushing off the balustrade


10 Benedict Jacka<br />

before leaning on it, making sure none of the dirt got on his jacket.<br />

The walkway ran alongside the canal, following the curve of the<br />

canal out of sight. The water was dark and broken by choppy waves.<br />

It was an overcast day, the sunlight shining only dimly through the<br />

grey cloud.<br />

“Well,” Lyle said eventually, “if you don’t want to chat, shall we<br />

get down to business?”<br />

“I don’t think we’ve got much to chat about, do you?”<br />

“The Council would like to employ your services.”<br />

I blinked at that. “You’re here officially?”<br />

“Not exactly. There was some . . . disagreement on how best to<br />

proceed. The Council couldn’t come to a full agreement—”<br />

“The Council can’t come to a full agreement on when to have<br />

dinner.”<br />

“—on the best course of action,” Lyle finished smoothly. “Con‑<br />

sulting a diviner was considered as an interim measure.”<br />

“Consulting a diviner?” I asked, suddenly suspicious. The<br />

Council and I aren’t exactly on the best of terms. “Me specifically?”<br />

“As you know, the Council rarely requests—”<br />

“What about Alaundo? I thought he was their go‑to guy when<br />

they wanted a seer.”<br />

“I’m afraid I can’t discuss closed Council proceedings.”<br />

“Once you start going door to door, it isn’t closed proceedings<br />

anymore, is it? Come on, Lyle. I’m sure as hell not going to agree<br />

to anything unless I know why you’re here.”<br />

Lyle blew out an irritated breath. “Master Alaundo is currently<br />

on extended research.”<br />

“So he turned you down? What about Helikaon?”<br />

“He’s otherwise occupied.”<br />

“And that guy from the Netherlands? Dutch Jake or whatever<br />

he was called. I’m pretty sure he did divination work for—”<br />

“Alex,” Lyle said. “Don’t run through every diviner in the Brit‑<br />

ish Isles. I know the list as well as you do.”<br />

I grinned. “I’m the only one you can find, aren’t I? That’s why


FATED 11<br />

you’re coming here.” My eyes narrowed. “And the Council doesn’t<br />

even know. They wouldn’t have agreed to trust me with official<br />

business.”<br />

“I don’t appreciate threats,” Lyle said stiffly. “And I’d appreciate<br />

it if you didn’t use your abilities for these matters.”<br />

“You think I needed magic to figure that out?” Annoying Lyle<br />

was satisfying, but I knew it was risky to push him too far. “Okay. So<br />

what does the Council want so badly you’re willing to risk coming<br />

to me?”<br />

Lyle took a moment to straighten his tie. “I assume you’re aware<br />

of the Arrancar ruling?”<br />

I looked at him blankly.<br />

“It’s been common knowledge for months.”<br />

“Common knowledge to whom?”<br />

Lyle let out an irritated breath. “As a consequence of the Ar‑<br />

rancar conclave, mages are required to report all significant ar‑<br />

chaeological discoveries of arcana to the Council. Recently, a new<br />

discovery was reported—”<br />

“Reported?”<br />

“—and subjected to a preliminary investigation. The investiga‑<br />

tion team have concluded quite definitely that it’s a Precursor relic.”<br />

I looked up at that. “Functional?”<br />

“Yes.”<br />

“What kind?”<br />

“They weren’t able to determine.”<br />

“It’s sealed? I’m surprised they didn’t just force it.”<br />

Lyle hesitated.<br />

“Oh,” I said, catching on. “They did try to force it. What hap‑<br />

pened?”<br />

“I’m afraid that’s confidential.”<br />

“A ward? Guardian?”<br />

“In any case, a new investigation team is being formed. It<br />

was . . . considered necessary for them to have access to the abilities<br />

of a diviner.”


12 Benedict Jacka<br />

“And you want me on the team?”<br />

“Not exactly.” Lyle paused. “You’ll be an independent agent, re‑<br />

porting to me. I’ll pass on your recommendations to the investigators.”<br />

I frowned. “What?”<br />

Lyle cleared his throat. “Unfortunately it wouldn’t be feasible<br />

for you to join the team directly. The Council wouldn’t be able to<br />

clear you. But if you accept, I can promise I’ll tell you everything<br />

you need to know.”<br />

I turned away from Lyle, looking out over the canal. The rumble<br />

of an engine echoed around the brick walls from downstream, and a<br />

barge came into view, chugging along. It was painted yellow and red.<br />

The man at the tiller didn’t give us a glance as he passed. Lyle stayed<br />

quiet as the barge went by and disappeared around the bend of the<br />

canal. A breeze blew along the pathway, ruffling my hair.<br />

I still didn’t speak. Lyle coughed. A pair of seagulls flew over‑<br />

head, after the barge, calling with loud, discordant voices: arrrh,<br />

arrrh. “Alex?” Lyle asked.<br />

“Sorry,” I said. “Not interested.”<br />

“If it’s a question of money . . .”<br />

“No, I just don’t like the deal.”<br />

“Why?”<br />

“Because it stinks.”<br />

“Look, you have to be realistic. There’s no way the Council<br />

would give you clearance to—”<br />

“If the Council doesn’t want to give me clearance, you shouldn’t<br />

be coming to me in the first place.” I turned to look at Lyle. “What’s<br />

your idea, they need the information badly enough that they won’t<br />

care about where you’re getting it? I think sooner or later they’d<br />

start asking questions, and you’d cut me loose to avoid the flak. I’m<br />

not interested in being your fall guy.”<br />

Lyle blew out a breath. “Why are you being so irrational about<br />

this? I’m giving you a chance to get back in the Council’s favour.”<br />

He glanced around at the concrete and grey skies. “Given the alter‑<br />

native . . .”


FATED 13<br />

“Well, since you bring it up, it just so happens that I’m not es‑<br />

pecially interested in getting back in the Council’s favour.”<br />

“That’s ridiculous. The Council represents all of the mages in<br />

the country.”<br />

“Yeah, all the mages. That’s the problem.”<br />

“This is about that business with Drakh, isn’t it?” Lyle said. He<br />

rolled his eyes. “Jesus, Alex, it was ten years ago. Get over it.”<br />

“It doesn’t matter when it was,” I said tightly. “The Council<br />

haven’t gotten better. They’ve gotten worse.”<br />

“We’ve had ten years of peace. That’s your idea of ‘worse’?”<br />

“The reason you’ve had peace is because you and the Council<br />

let the Dark mages do whatever they want.” I glared at Lyle. “You<br />

know what they do to the people in their power. Why don’t you ask<br />

them how good a deal they think it is?”<br />

“We’re not starting another war, Alex. The Council isn’t going<br />

anywhere, and neither are the mages that are a part of it, Light or<br />

Dark. You’re just going to have to accept that.”<br />

I took a breath and looked out over the canal, listening to the<br />

distant cries of the seagulls. When I spoke again my voice was<br />

steady. “The answer’s no. Find someone else.”<br />

Lyle made a disgusted noise. “I should have known.” He stepped<br />

away and gave me a look. “You’re living in the past. Grow up.”<br />

I watched Lyle walk off. He didn’t look back. Once he’d disap‑<br />

peared around the corner, I turned back to the canal.<br />

So long as magic has existed, there’s always been a split be‑<br />

tween the two paths: the Light mages, and the Dark. Sometimes<br />

they’ve existed in uneasy truce; sometimes there have been con‑<br />

flicts. The last and greatest was called the Gate Rune War, and it<br />

happened forty years before I was born. It was a faction of the Dark<br />

mages against almost all of the Light, and the prize to the winner<br />

was total dominion over the earth.<br />

The Light side won— sort of. They stopped the Dark mages and<br />

killed their leaders, but by the time it was over most of the Light<br />

battle‑mages were dead as well. The Light survivors didn’t want to


14 Benedict Jacka<br />

fight any more wars, and the surviving Dark mages were allowed to<br />

regroup. Years passed. The old warriors were replaced by a new<br />

generation of mages who thought that peace was the natural order<br />

of things.<br />

By the time I arrived on the scene, Council policy was live and<br />

let live. Dark mages were tolerated so long as they didn’t go after<br />

Light mages, and vice versa. There was a set of rules called the Con‑<br />

cord that governed how mages could and couldn’t act towards each<br />

other. The Concord didn’t draw any distinction between Light and<br />

Dark, and there was a growing feeling that the division between<br />

Light and Dark was out of date. At the time, I thought it made a lot<br />

of sense. My own master, Richard Drakh, was a Dark mage, and I<br />

didn’t see why Light and Dark mages couldn’t get along.<br />

I changed my mind after I had my falling‑out with Richard, but<br />

by then it was too late. That was when I discovered that while the<br />

Concord had all sorts of rules for how mages were allowed to treat<br />

each other, it didn’t have any rules at all for how they were allowed<br />

to treat their apprentices. After I escaped, I went to Lyle and the<br />

Council. They didn’t want to know. I was left alone, with an angry<br />

Dark mage after me.<br />

Even now if I close my eyes I can still remember that time, the<br />

horrible paralysing fear. It’s impossible to understand unless you’ve<br />

experienced it: the terror of being hunted by something crueller<br />

and stronger than you. I was barely out of my teens, hardly able to<br />

look after myself, much less go face to face with someone like Rich‑<br />

ard. Now I look back on it I can see that the Council was really just<br />

waiting for Richard to get rid of me and remove the whole embar‑<br />

rassing mess. Instead I survived.<br />

So you can see why I’m not the Council’s favourite person. And<br />

why I’ve no desire to get in their good books, either.<br />

I knew that Lyle was gone and wasn’t coming back, but I stayed<br />

where I was for another twenty minutes, watching the reflections in<br />

the dark water and waiting for the ugly memories to settle. When I<br />

was calm again I put Lyle and everything he stood for out of my


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mind and went home. I didn’t feel like doing any more work that<br />

day, so I left for the park, locking the shop behind me.<br />

London is an old city. Even visitors can feel it— the sense of his‑<br />

tory, the weight of thousands of years. To a sensitive it’s even stron‑<br />

ger, like a physical presence embedded into the earth and stone.<br />

Over the centuries pockets have developed, little enclaves in the<br />

jungle of buildings, and the place I was going to is one of them.<br />

The park is about a ten‑minute walk from my shop, tucked<br />

down a twisting backstreet that nobody ever uses. It’s overgrown to<br />

the point of being nearly invisible behind the fence and trees.<br />

There are construction vehicles parked outside— officially the<br />

park’s supposed to be closed for redevelopment, but somehow the<br />

work never seems to get done. There are buildings all around, but<br />

leaves and branches shelter you from watching eyes.<br />

I was sitting on a blanket with my back against a beech tree<br />

when I heard the faint rattle of a bicycle on the road outside. A mo‑<br />

ment later a girl appeared through the trees, ducking under the<br />

branches. I waved and she changed direction, walking across the<br />

grass towards me.<br />

A glance at Luna would show you a girl in her early twenties,<br />

with blue eyes, fair skin, and wavy light brown hair worn up in two<br />

bunches. She moves very carefully, always looking where she<br />

places her hands and feet, and often she seems as though her body’s<br />

there while her mind’s somewhere far away. She hardly ever smiles<br />

and I’ve never seen her laugh, but apart from that you could talk to<br />

her without noticing anything strange . . . at least to begin with.<br />

Luna’s one of those people who was born into the world of magic<br />

without ever really getting a choice. Adepts and even mages can<br />

choose to abandon their power if they want to, bury their talents in<br />

the sand and walk away, but for Luna it’s different. A few hundred<br />

years ago in Sicily, one of Luna’s ancestors made the mistake of up‑<br />

setting a powerful strega. Backcountry witches have a reputation for<br />

being vicious, but this one was mean even by witch standards. In‑


16 Benedict Jacka<br />

stead of just killing the man, she put a curse on him that would<br />

strike his youngest daughter, and his daughter’s daughter, and her<br />

daughter after that, following his children down and down through<br />

the generations until his descendants died out or the world ended,<br />

whichever came first.<br />

I don’t know how that long‑dead witch managed to bind the<br />

curse so tightly to the family line, but she did a hell of a thorough<br />

job. She’s been dust and bones for centuries but the curse is just as<br />

strong as ever, and Luna’s the one in this generation who inherited<br />

it. Part of the reason the curse is so nasty is that it’s almost impos‑<br />

sible to tell it’s there. Even a mage wouldn’t notice it unless he<br />

knew exactly what to look for. If I concentrate I can see it around<br />

Luna as a kind of silvery‑grey mist, but I have only the vaguest idea<br />

how it does what it does.<br />

“Hey,” Luna said as she reached me, slinging her backpack off<br />

her shoulder. Instead of sitting on the blanket she picked a spot on<br />

the grass, a few yards away from me. “Are you all right?”<br />

“Sure. Why?”<br />

“You look as if something’s bothering you.”<br />

I shook my head in annoyance. I’d thought I’d concealed it bet‑<br />

ter than that, but I always have trouble hiding things from Luna.<br />

“Unwelcome visitor. How’s things?”<br />

Luna hesitated. “Can you . . . ?”<br />

“Let’s have a look at it.”<br />

Luna had been only waiting for me to ask; she unzipped her<br />

backpack and took out something wrapped in a cotton scarf. She<br />

leant forward to place it onto the edge of the blanket and un‑<br />

wrapped it, staying as far away as possible. The scarf fell away, Luna<br />

scooted back, and I leant forward in interest. Sitting in the folds of<br />

the scarf was what looked like a cube of red crystal.<br />

The thing was about three inches square and deep crimson, the<br />

colour of red stained glass. As I looked more closely, though, I saw<br />

it wasn’t transparent enough to be glass; I should have been able to<br />

see through it, but I couldn’t. Instead, if I looked closely, I could


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see what looked like tiny white sparks held in the cube’s depths.<br />

“Huh,” I said, sitting up. “Where’d you find it?”<br />

“It was in the attic of a house in Clapham West. But . . .” Luna<br />

paused. “There’s something strange. I went to the same house<br />

three weeks ago and didn’t find anything. But this time it was sit‑<br />

ting on a shelf, right out in the open. And when I went to the<br />

owner, he couldn’t remember owning it. He let me have it for<br />

free.” Luna frowned. “I’ve been wondering if I just missed it, but I<br />

don’t see how. You can feel it, can’t you?”<br />

I nodded. The cube radiated the distinct sense of otherness that<br />

all magic items do. This one wasn’t flashy, but it was strong; some‑<br />

one sensitive like Luna couldn’t have walked by without noticing.<br />

“Did you touch it?”<br />

Luna nodded.<br />

“What happened?”<br />

“It glowed,” Luna said. “Just for a second, and—” She hesi‑<br />

tated. “Well, I put it down, and it stopped. Then I wrapped it up<br />

and brought it here.”<br />

The cube wasn’t glowing now so I focused on it and concen‑<br />

trated. All mages can see into the magical spectrum to some de‑<br />

gree, but as a diviner I’m a lot better at it than most. A mage’s sight<br />

isn’t really sight— it’s more like a sixth sense— but the easiest way<br />

to interpret it is visually. It gives a sense of what the magic is, where<br />

it came from, and what it can do. If you’re skilled enough you can<br />

pick up the thoughts the magic was shaped out of and the kind of<br />

personality that created it. On a good day I can read an item’s<br />

whole history just from looking at it.<br />

Today wasn’t one of those days. Not only could I not read the<br />

item’s aura, I couldn’t read any aura on it at all. Which made no<br />

sense, because there should have been at least one aura, namely<br />

Luna’s. To my eyes Luna glowed a clear silver, wisps of mist con‑<br />

stantly drifting away and being renewed. A residue of it clung to<br />

everything she touched: her pack glowed silver, the scarf glowed<br />

silver, even the grass she was sitting on glowed silver, but the


18 Benedict Jacka<br />

cube itself radiated nothing at all. The thing was like a black<br />

hole.<br />

Left to their own devices magic items give off an aura, and the<br />

more powerful the item, the more powerful that aura is. This was<br />

why I’d had Luna bring the thing out here; if I’d tried to examine<br />

the cube in my shop I’d have had a hundred other auras distracting<br />

me. The park is a natural oasis, a kind of grounding circle which<br />

keeps other energies out, allowing me to concentrate on just one<br />

thing at a time. It’s possible to design an item so as to minimise its<br />

signature, but no matter how carefully you design a one‑shot or a<br />

focus, something’s going to be visible. The only way to mask a mag‑<br />

ical aura completely is to do it actively, which left only one thing<br />

this could be. I dropped my concentration and looked up at Luna.<br />

“You’ve found something special, all right.”<br />

“Do you know what it is?” Luna asked.<br />

I shook my head and thought for a moment. “What happened<br />

when you touched it?”<br />

“The sparks inside lit up and it glowed. Just for a second. Then<br />

it went dark again.” Luna seemed about to say something else, then<br />

stopped.<br />

“After that? Did it do anything else?”<br />

“Well . . .” Luna hesitated. “It might be nothing.”<br />

“Tell me.”<br />

“It felt like it was looking at me. Even after I put it away. I know<br />

that sounds weird.”<br />

I sat back against the tree, looking down at the cube. I didn’t<br />

like this at all. “Alex?” Luna asked. “What’s wrong?”<br />

“This is going to be trouble.”<br />

“Why?”<br />

I hesitated. I’d been teaching Luna about magic for a few<br />

months, but so far I’d avoided telling her much about the people<br />

who use it. I know Luna wants to be accepted into the magical<br />

world, and I also know there’s not much chance of it happening.<br />

Mage society is based on a hierarchy of power: the stronger your


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magic, the more status you have. Sensitives like Luna are second‑class<br />

citizens at best.<br />

“Look, there’s a reason not many mages run shops,” I said at<br />

last. “They’ve never bought in to the whole idea of yours and mine.<br />

A mage sees a magic item, his first reaction is to take it. Now, a<br />

minor item you can keep out of sight, but something really powerful<br />

. . . that’s different. Any mage who finds out about this thing is<br />

going to be willing to take time off his schedule and track you<br />

down to take it, and he might not be gentle about how. Just owning<br />

a major item is dangerous.”<br />

Luna was quiet. “But you don’t do that,” she said at last.<br />

I sighed. “No.”<br />

Luna looked at me, then turned away. We sat for a little while<br />

in silence.<br />

Luna’s curse is a spell of chance magic. Chance magic affects<br />

luck, bending probability so that something that might happen one<br />

time in a thousand, or a million, happens at just the right time— or<br />

the wrong one. The spell around Luna does both. It pulls bad luck<br />

away from her, and brings it to everyone nearby.<br />

The really twisted thing is that from what I’ve learnt, the spell<br />

was originally invented by Dark mages as a protection, not a curse,<br />

because it makes you as safe from accidents as a person can possi‑<br />

bly be. You can run across a motorway in rush hour, climb a tree in<br />

a lightning storm, walk through a battlefield with bombs going off<br />

all around you, all without taking a scratch.<br />

But the accidents don’t go away; they just get redirected to<br />

every one nearby, and when the spell is laid permanently, the re‑<br />

sults are horrible. The closer Luna gets to another person, the<br />

more the curse affects them. She can’t live in the same house as<br />

anyone else, because something terrible would happen within a<br />

month. She can’t keep pets, or they die. Even having friends is<br />

dangerous. The closer other people are to her, and the longer they<br />

stay near, the worse the result. Whenever Luna comes to care<br />

about any other human being, she knows that the more time she


20 Benedict Jacka<br />

spends with them, the more they’re going to be hurt. She told me<br />

once that the first boy she kissed ended up in a coma.<br />

I’ve spent some time researching Luna’s curse, trying to find a<br />

way to break it, but haven’t gotten anywhere. I might be able to get<br />

somewhere if I studied her intensively, but Luna’s life is hard<br />

enough without being treated like some kind of science project.<br />

Still . . . “Luna?”<br />

“Hm?”<br />

“There’s something I was . . .” Something brushed against my<br />

senses, and I stopped. I looked into the future and my stomach sud‑<br />

denly went cold.<br />

Luna was watching in puzzlement. She could tell from my ex‑<br />

pression that something was going on, but she didn’t know what.<br />

“Alex?”<br />

I jumped to my feet. “Get away!”<br />

Luna started to rise, confused. “What’s going on?”<br />

“There’s no time!” I was desperate; we had only seconds. “Be‑<br />

hind the tree, hide! Hurry!”<br />

Luna hesitated an instant longer, then moved quickly behind<br />

the beech. “Stay there,” I said, my voice low and urgent. “Don’t<br />

make a sound.” I turned back just as a man stepped from the trees<br />

in front of me.<br />

He was powerfully built, with a thick neck and wide hands, and<br />

muscles that bulged through the lines of his black coat. He might<br />

have looked like a bouncer or a bodyguard, maybe even a friendly<br />

one, if you didn’t look too closely at his eyes. “Verus, right?” the<br />

Dark mage said, regarding me steadily. “Don’t think we’ve met.”


CLEAN<br />

A Mindspace Investigations Novel<br />

by Alex Hughes<br />

A <strong>Roc</strong> September 2012 Paperback<br />

A Ruthless Killer<br />

Out of sight<br />

Out of mind<br />

I used to work for the Telepath’s Guild before they kicked<br />

me out for a drug habit that wasn’t entirely my fault. Now<br />

I work for the cops, helping Homicide Detective Isabella<br />

Cherabino put killers behind bars.<br />

My ability to get inside the twisted minds of suspects<br />

makes me the best interrogator in the department.<br />

But the normals keep me on a short leash. When the<br />

Tech Wars ripped the world apart, the Guild stepped<br />

up to save it. But they had to get scary to do it—<br />

real scary.<br />

Now the cops don’t trust the telepaths, the Guild doesn’t<br />

trust me, a serial killer is stalking the city—and I’m<br />

aching for a fix. But I need to solve this case. Fast.<br />

I’ve just had a vision of the future: I’m the next to die.


1<br />

M y first interview of the night was Esperanza Mensalez‑Már, a<br />

thirty‑something woman dressed in a pink‑pressed suit I<br />

suspected cost more than my last paycheck. Not that I’d seen the<br />

paycheck, but that was the kind of impression she gave off, like she<br />

had too much money to cope. She was here as a suspect in the<br />

death of her husband.<br />

A uniformed officer escorted me, today’s babysitter to make<br />

sure I didn’t break any laws while interrogating. He took a menacing<br />

position at the back of the room and glared at the woman like she<br />

was his worst enemy—exactly what I wanted.<br />

I entered, carrying my props: an old‑fashioned ream of paper<br />

and two sharpened pencils. From the tape they’d given me, I’d<br />

pegged Esperanza as a control freak. So I threw the paper down<br />

crooked, spilling it everywhere, adding the pencils so they rolled<br />

along the table, then slouched back in the chair. I grabbed one<br />

of the pencils just before it hit the floor and started tapping it on<br />

the table. Tap, tappity-tap. Tappity-tap, tap, tap. Just for fun, I<br />

altered the pattern every now and then to keep it grating on her<br />

nerves.<br />

I stared at Esperanza for a long time while the pencil tapped<br />

against the table. Since Lieutenant Paulsen had exiled me to the<br />

interview rooms again, I’d be here three hours or more with


24 Alex Hughes<br />

nowhere else to go; I thought about that hard, knowing some of it<br />

would leak into my face.<br />

After ten minutes, her hand shot out and flattened mine against<br />

the table, stopping the pencil. “Stop,” she said. “Just stop.”<br />

Once her hand touched mine, I had what I needed. “I’m required<br />

by law in this situation to tell you I’m a Level Eight telepath.”<br />

Her hand shot back immediately. She wiped it against her skirt<br />

by reflex, as if she’d touched something slimy. The cold mask she’d<br />

worn had transformed into a look of abject horror. “You—”<br />

“I’m also required by law to tell you that skin‑to‑skin physical<br />

contact increases my ability to read your mind. Under certain<br />

conditions, it can be hazardous to your health and mental well‑<br />

being, so for most people it’s considered wise to avoid all physical<br />

contact with telepaths.” I quoted the standard write‑up the Guild<br />

gave the public. In reality, touch was only dangerous when the<br />

telepath wasn’t expecting it, and I’d figured her to do just what she<br />

had. So I’d blocked as a precaution. Any normal could have told<br />

you all she was thinking about was the tapping anyway.<br />

She started to say something, but I cut her off. “I’m very<br />

impressed, Esperanza.”<br />

“It’s Mrs. Mensalez‑Már,” she said evenly, steel in her voice. I’d<br />

hit a nerve.<br />

I slouched back in the chair and started tapping the pencil<br />

again, staring at her patiently. I’d noticed in the previous<br />

interviewer’s tape that the more he attacked her on a point of her<br />

story, the more she’d get cold and professional. So I’d back up, let<br />

her own fears work on her a bit. See what would happen.<br />

She couldn’t take the silence long. “You can’t possibly—”<br />

“I can feel how much you hated him,” I stated calmly, in the<br />

tone of voice you’d use to start a long story. “But the hyphen on<br />

your name was worth what, four hundred thousand ROCs?”<br />

“Eighteen million,” Esperanza corrected, her eyes narrowing.<br />

“The house alone was worth, what? Maybe two?”<br />

“Three point eight.” She preened.


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“It was a masterful plan. You must have set it up two years in<br />

advance. More maybe.” My tone was admiring, flattering.<br />

“Four,” she sniffed. “The idiot never even saw it coming.”<br />

I got in three more questions—with answers—before her brain<br />

caught up.<br />

Suddenly, her eyes widened as she realized what she’d said, and<br />

the ugliness in her soul came out like a plague. “I want a lawyer,”<br />

Mrs. Mensalez‑Már said. “Now.”<br />

I pulled out a pack of blue cigarettes and lit up, breathing in the<br />

nicotine a little desperately. I was on the smoking porch, an old<br />

slab of cracked concrete with a little awning behind the main bulk<br />

of DeKalb County Police Department Headquarters, where the<br />

shadow of the four‑story building cooled down the air a few de‑<br />

grees at this time of day. In August in Atlanta, when the heat flat‑<br />

tened you like the arms of a heavyweight boxer, you’d take<br />

whatever relief you could get.<br />

As I stood, sweat already beginning to gather in a pool at the top<br />

of my shoulder blades, I tried to retrieve my sanity from wherever<br />

I’d left it last. I wanted Satin, a drug, a habit, a poison—the fantasy<br />

I’d denied myself for three long years. It would have been six if I<br />

hadn’t fallen off the wagon twice. If it had been six, would this be<br />

easier? As my hands shook with a need for something I couldn’t<br />

have, I thought it had to get easier. I couldn’t have that rush, that<br />

stark perfection, not today. Not today.<br />

My hands shook and my brain cramped while I took another<br />

desperate drag of nicotine, looking out over the grimy courtyard<br />

and the old steel building behind it, watching the drizzly rain<br />

migrate more pollution into the soil. I struggled to focus, to<br />

remember the cops behind me. There was a reason I worked for<br />

them. On my better days, I knew they’d keep me on the wagon or<br />

die trying. Never mind the hostility. Never mind that I had to keep<br />

up a steady supply of rabbits to pull out of the hat just to earn my<br />

place.


26 Alex Hughes<br />

When the Telepaths’ Guild kicked me out, I had all the tests,<br />

all the ratings, all the gold stars a man could get. Level Eight,<br />

seventy‑eight‑P, I was a stronger telepath than most of the elite, and<br />

could predict the future correctly better than three times out of<br />

four. Still could, at least when the precog felt like working, but it<br />

hadn’t in months. Lately I was starting to run out of rabbits, not<br />

good for my relationship with the cops. Speaking of . . .<br />

Behind me, the heavy door creaked open, and I greeted the<br />

mind behind me. “Cherabino.”<br />

Detective Isabella Cherabino was a thirty‑something brunette,<br />

stacked, pretty, a workaholic, and perpetually in a bad mood. We<br />

would have been partners if we had been equals, but we weren’t. I<br />

was her pet cobra, maybe, or the monkey with the cymbals that<br />

followed her around. If a monkey could solve crimes in Mindspace,<br />

or pull rabbits out of hats and interview suspects, if the monkey was<br />

a dumb guy who annoyed her at regular intervals, that’s maybe<br />

what I was to her. Maybe. On a good day.<br />

On the porch, her nose wrinkled at the smell of the cigarettes.<br />

“I don’t understand why you like it out here. It’s miserable.”<br />

I shrugged. “It’s scenic.” It was also deserted, at least ten feet<br />

from anybody’s thoughts in Mindspace. Stressed‑out cops, suspects<br />

freaking out about interrogations, hostile criminals . . . Let’s just say<br />

the mental surroundings reeked. Even the heat was a break.<br />

“I heard about the confession. Do too many of those and they<br />

won’t ever let you out of the interview room again.” She looked at<br />

me critically. “If you’re feeling twitchy again, I can wait while you<br />

call Swartz.”<br />

I snuffed out the cigarette under my shoe, ignoring the<br />

comment. I didn’t want to talk about my craving to my sponsor<br />

right now. I could feel Cherabino’s tension and a hint of purpose—<br />

probably a new case—but she got testy when I jumped ahead.<br />

“What can I do for you?” I asked her.<br />

“You’ve heard about the murders?”<br />

“The serial thing, right?”


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Her jaw tightened. “Captain says we don’t say serial. Try to keep it<br />

quiet. Hope the papers don’t put it together.” She was obviously not a<br />

fan of this plan, but Cherabino could toe the line when she had to.<br />

She was thinking loudly, and I didn’t bother shutting her out.<br />

Six bodies? Really? “Six bodies in two months, it’s a serial. Doesn’t<br />

matter what they call it.”<br />

“If they can link them,” she returned. “We aren’t publicizing<br />

cause of death, and the victims aren’t related any way I can see.<br />

Might take them some time, and in the meantime we have a shot<br />

at solving it.” Her “we” meant her, the team, and me . . . specifically.<br />

“Why me?” I asked.<br />

She frowned at me. Oops, jumping ahead again—have to<br />

watch that.<br />

“We’re stuck. As I suppose you already know. I was hoping you’d do<br />

the Mindspace thing and get me a lead. Or two. Two would be nice.”<br />

I thought about another cigarette and gave it up as a lost cause. She<br />

was going to ask me to leave now. I didn’t think I had any other priority<br />

interviews scheduled this afternoon. I rubbed my jaw, thinking, and<br />

along the way realized I hadn’t shaved . . . since yesterday morning, felt<br />

like. Maybe a little longer. Have to take care of that soon.<br />

“You listening?” she spat.<br />

I blinked. “Yeah, just let me get my stuff and check in with<br />

Paulsen.”<br />

It took her a minute to realize she hadn’t asked me to leave yet<br />

and that I’d read it straight off her mind. She stared and seriously<br />

considered slapping the hell out of me. “Stay out of my head,<br />

damn it! I’ve told you before.”<br />

I stepped back, and she stalked off. Great, now I’d made<br />

Cherabino mad at me, and I knew better.<br />

I sighed, wishing for another cigarette, and fought down guilt.<br />

At least now I wasn’t craving my poison so bad. Distraction was a<br />

great trick, one of the first ones they teach you in the program. If I<br />

was going to see a crime scene, there would be plenty more<br />

distraction—even if it was stuff I’d rather not see.


28 Alex Hughes<br />

I patted down my pockets, made sure I had everything, the lighter<br />

and pack where they were supposed to be, and rolled my sleeves<br />

back down. I didn’t advertise the scars on my arms, not for any reason,<br />

and if long sleeves in August were the price I had to pay, so be it.<br />

I held on to the car door with a white‑knuckled grip, and took deep<br />

breaths. Cherabino had hit the flyer antigrav in the middle of the<br />

groundstreet—highly illegal. risen up two stories within the span<br />

of a second with no warning, and was now flipping off the BMW<br />

who’d had the temerity to get in her way. She merged into the cor‑<br />

rect sky lane, narrowly missing the floating marker.<br />

Below, a police‑sponsored sign on the old Decatur train station’s<br />

roof reminded commuters: fly safe and in your lane. Not that<br />

there was irony or anything.<br />

Cherabino turned on the siren for no good reason and forced<br />

herself into the air traffic over East College Avenue. She got too<br />

close to the air stream from the bullet train on the railroad tracks<br />

below and the flyer dipped alarmingly—I swallowed bile—but she<br />

recovered, muttering obscenities.<br />

I thought about reminding her about the new fuel/flight<br />

restrictions for the department, but her mental cursing got louder.<br />

I took a breath and blocked her out, giving her the privacy she’d<br />

demanded. It was a lot harder than it should have been.<br />

Her driving regained a measure of sanity as she leveled off and<br />

set the altimeter to auto. I looked down as the shadow of the police<br />

cruiser fell on the dirty redbrick buildings and the stream of<br />

groundcars below. It was lunchtime congestion, the yuppies out for<br />

quick carnivorous lunches fighting with the second‑shift blue<br />

collars already late for work in the factories to the east.<br />

I decided to risk talking. “You said there were six victims?”<br />

“That’s right.” She adjusted a mirror, gave a suspicious look to<br />

the driver minding his own business behind her, then glanced<br />

back at me. “In order: thirty‑something male Hispanic, an old<br />

white woman, a young black one, Indian scientist forty‑something,


CLEAN 29<br />

and the two Asian teenagers from last week. I can’t see they have<br />

anything in common other than the way they were dumped—and<br />

trust me, we’ve looked.”<br />

“You look worried,” I said.<br />

She sighed. “He’s escalating, to have another this quickly. And<br />

I need a break in the case. Badly.”<br />

“You don’t know it’s a he,” I said. “Do you?”<br />

“You kidding? It’s always a man with a group like this. Women<br />

take murder a lot more personally.”<br />

She had a point, but I replied, “Nobody says it can’t be a group.”<br />

“Don’t be a smartass,” Cherabino said without malice. Garden<br />

roofs and skyboard advertisements dotted the tops of the otherwise‑<br />

grimy ancient buildings below as we crossed west into the East<br />

Atlanta borough. “God knows we need a break in this case, yesterday.<br />

Captain got a phone call from the mayor Tuesday. He wants this<br />

solved, before the papers start splashing ‘serial’ across the front page.”<br />

“Something like that could be bad for business. Not like a<br />

normal murder or anything.”<br />

“Yeah.” She blew out a long line of air. “These are anything but<br />

normal.”<br />

I could feel a line of worry coming from her, and I blocked harder.<br />

A flash of an upcoming date next week came through—I frowned.<br />

What were we talking about again? Oh yeah. “What’s so different<br />

about these?” I asked. “Other than the hodgepodge of victims.”<br />

Her lips pursed. “Everything. There’s no obvious cause of death.<br />

No weapon marks, no fresh wounds, tox screens clean. If the bodies<br />

hadn’t been dumped, we probably would have assumed stroke, maybe<br />

even for the teenagers. There’s just no reason why they should—”<br />

I suppressed a yell as Cherabino grounded too quickly on Hosea<br />

Williams Street—not dangerous, not illegal, but scary as hell<br />

without a warning.<br />

She glanced back over at me disapprovingly as if her driving<br />

was my fault. “The fact I can’t connect the victims is starting to piss<br />

me off. No serial I’ve ever heard about picks random victims off the


30 Alex Hughes<br />

street this different—they always have a type. They work the type.<br />

Every briefing in the world says they work a type.”<br />

“I thought we weren’t saying serial.”<br />

“Multiple, then. Whatever.” Cherabino took a turn. Now the<br />

buildings on either side were three stories tall with cracking facades<br />

and battered brick, making the small street claustrophobic.<br />

She pulled into a weed‑grown rocks‑and‑grass field labeled<br />

parking and cut off the car. I let go of my grip on the handle.<br />

Cherabino turned to look at me, tension in her brown eyes. “You<br />

okay?” I knew she was referring to earlier, on the porch, the craving<br />

that still sat in the back of my head like an unwelcome neighbor. She<br />

could smell it when I got twitchy, after five years of working together<br />

on and off, and she’d taken the last dive off the wagon very personally.<br />

I looked at her, backlit by the sun like an angel, a grumpy<br />

beautiful angel. A lock of hair had escaped from her bun and lay<br />

across the soft curve of her cheek. I suppressed a sudden urge to<br />

tuck it behind her ear. I was supposed to keep my hands and mind<br />

to myself. Even if I wanted more sometimes.<br />

“Okay?” Her voice cracked like a whip, bringing me back.<br />

I coughed and sat back. “I’m fine.” Probably I’d say that if I was<br />

lit on fire and covered in supercancer, but that was beside the<br />

point. “Um, crime scene?”<br />

“Yeah.” She opened the car door and let the heat in. “Time to<br />

go to work.”<br />

I got out of the car, the strength of the heat and the sun nearly<br />

knocking me over. I put on a pair of cheap sunglasses and hurried after<br />

Cherabino, who was moving toward a nearby alley. Judging by the<br />

wind blowing a certain smell our way, our body was in that direction.<br />

Something she’d said earlier was bothering me, and I fished it<br />

out of memory. “Why a stroke?” I asked. “I thought you said they<br />

had nothing in common.”<br />

She glanced back, nose scrunched up against the smell. “They<br />

don’t. Just the brain damage.”<br />

“That’s what a stroke is, Cherabino.”


CLEAN 31<br />

She shook her head, her face growing cold as she prepared<br />

herself for the scene ahead. “Not if it’s specific. All the victims have<br />

damage in exactly the same spot.”<br />

I stopped walking. It took her a minute to realize I’d fallen<br />

behind—a minute before she was yelling at me to hurry the hell up.<br />

This was not good, I thought, as I complied. This was very not good.<br />

The alley was long and skinny, two painfully hot brick walls be‑<br />

hind the abandoned shell of a Thai restaurant. There was an<br />

empty dumpster at one end, coated with the smell of old garbage,<br />

a smell that mixed in bad ways with the reek of three‑day‑old de‑<br />

caying body in the heat. I told myself I never had to eat Thai again<br />

if I didn’t throw up. No vomiting in front of the cops. I was a con‑<br />

sultant, not a cop, and they’d never let me live it down.<br />

Three forensic techs filled the alley with careful thoughts while<br />

they took samples of every conceivable surface and mark. Two<br />

more detectives and a couple of beat cops were here, murmuring<br />

among themselves, angry at their helplessness to catch this guy.<br />

They deferred to Cherabino but gave me hostile looks.<br />

Myself, I was standing maybe six feet away, near the mouth of<br />

the alley, trying to take in the scene.<br />

Cherabino came up behind me with an electronic notebook.<br />

She was one of maybe six detectives in the department authorized<br />

to carry them, since she helped out with Electronic Crimes. She<br />

had to pass a background check to do it, and the notebook didn’t<br />

even have a transmitter. Police data within spitting distance of a<br />

transmitter was just asking for trouble—even those of us too young<br />

to remember the Tech Wars could agree to that.<br />

“You about ready?” Cherabino asked.<br />

I noted the lab techs. “Any physical evidence to link the cases<br />

to this point?”<br />

She sighed. “Not yet. We’re waiting on the lab for a few generic<br />

fibers, a couple of footprints, piddly stuff. I’m not holding my breath.”<br />

“The lab’s backed up again, huh?”


32 Alex Hughes<br />

“Yeah. Since the mayor called, maybe we’ll get bumped up in<br />

the queue. But I don’t think there’s anything there to find.”<br />

I took a moment to dip my toe into Mindspace, see what I was<br />

facing. “We need to clear out the alley,” I told her.<br />

“Why?” She looked up from her notes.<br />

“Because.”<br />

Cherabino sighed and tucked her notebook under her arm. She<br />

moved away from the wall, took a deep breath—somehow, without<br />

gagging—and yelled at the crime‑scene techs. “Everybody out!”<br />

She dealt with the murmuring, the threats, and the complaining<br />

without batting an eye. I stayed against the wall, out of the way,<br />

until she gestured me forward. Impatiently.<br />

I moved to the center of the scene, six inches from the dead body.<br />

The smell was almost overwhelming; the only reason anyone had found<br />

the body, after all, was the smell leaking into a shop three doors down.<br />

I fought down bile at my first look; the face was swollen horribly<br />

and covered in maggots. The thing had emptied its bowels, as dead<br />

bodies tend to do, which only made the smell—and the insect<br />

issue—worse. I made myself change my pronoun, after taking a<br />

closer look at the clothes. He. He had been out three days in the<br />

worst of the heat and pollution, at the height of the summer, I told<br />

myself. He couldn’t help this.<br />

His clothes had originally been clean, well kept; he’d been<br />

wearing pricey workout gear, new shoes, with a short haircut.<br />

Probably athletic, considering the attire, but hard to tell for sure.<br />

His dark complexion was still obvious if you could get your brain<br />

to focus past the flies. Black man, like one of the others, I thought.<br />

Couldn’t tell the age, but not a kid and not old.<br />

I wanted my poison, but my mind wasn’t kaleidoscoping, my hands<br />

weren’t shaking, and I had control over my stomach—mostly. I had to<br />

hold back a gag as the wind changed. I was okay. Time to work.<br />

“May I?” I asked Cherabino. She allowed me—reluctantly—to<br />

use her as an anchor when I went deep enough into Mindspace to<br />

need one.


CLEAN 33<br />

“I guess,” she said, and braced herself, holding out the “hand” I<br />

needed as the anchor. She blanked her mind so forcefully I knew<br />

she was hiding something. It took a real effort not to find out what<br />

it was, not to pull it from her mind. I didn’t need her cooperation.<br />

I was strong enough—and well trained enough—that she probably<br />

wouldn’t even know. But she was off‑limits, and doing me a favor.<br />

I’d respect her and leave it alone.<br />

She made some scathing comment I ignored as I eased all the<br />

way down into Mindspace, until I felt the vibration of the minds of<br />

the forensic techs who had just left. I should have had her clear<br />

them out earlier; two of the men had been excited about a strip<br />

club they’d seen last night, and ethereal images of the dancers<br />

marred the surface of the space, mixed with the intense anger and<br />

frustration coming from the cops.<br />

The rest of my senses faded away, grayed out until Mindspace<br />

was all I could perceive. My link with Cherabino trailed up into<br />

reality behind me like a long, flat, yellow extension cord—yellow<br />

where no yellow should ever be. I could not see in this space, but I<br />

knew its depths and its shallows in the back of my head, a picture<br />

made by vibrations like a bat echoing through the night, a world<br />

complete without light.<br />

The alley was full of emotion‑ghosts, layer upon layer of shifting<br />

vapors left by excited minds on their way to something else. The<br />

walls were porous here, and I could feel the very faint ghosts of<br />

harried restaurant workers through the bricks, while outside insects<br />

swarmed with flittery hive minds over the rotting food in the<br />

dumpster. The dancers the techs had created leaped around<br />

imaginary poles, fading already.<br />

A few old junkie‑spikes dotted the walls, most from cigarettes or<br />

heroin, the occasional street cocktail. None were very recent, and<br />

none had the cloud‑cut feel of a high‑grade Satin boost.<br />

In the center of the alley there was a cold void, both expected<br />

and unusual. From the body itself I felt only absence, something I<br />

expected since his mind would have gone on to . . . wherever minds


34 Alex Hughes<br />

went when they died. But the void was still there. Three days after<br />

the death, it was still there. Something was off.<br />

“The victim died here, in the alley,” I said, and in the back of<br />

my mind felt Cherabino making note of it.<br />

Most of the other bodies were killed off-site, she said, as if from a<br />

hundred miles away. Any idea how it was done?<br />

I walked out carefully and tested the area around the void. Fear<br />

permeated the space, and with it the stench of death so terrifying,<br />

anyone with any trace of Ability would know something bad<br />

happened here. I gulped down bile. This was probably why the<br />

victim hadn’t been robbed; no one with any Ability or any sense at<br />

all was going to get this close. The techs all had to be deaf as doornails.<br />

I tried to put it into words: “He knew he was going to die, was<br />

dying already, no details on how. He was terrified—it’s pretty bad.<br />

Very bad. But . . .” I took a closer look. Something was wrong, the<br />

ghost of his mind almost . . . patchy. Disappearing in places, strong<br />

in others. “His ghost is wavering in and out like a bad radio station,<br />

even now. I’ve never seen anything like this before.”<br />

I combed the area carefully, looking for the traces of the killer.<br />

I found him, his mind separate from the victim’s. He was worried,<br />

scared, disgusted . . . but not angry. He also felt familiar, like a song<br />

just out of reach. I had no idea where I knew him from.<br />

There was also another man, farther down the alley, this presence<br />

so faint it could mean nothing at all. Both men were telepaths, I<br />

thought, which was bad news. Anyone who could feel a man’s mind die<br />

while he killed him went at least a little insane. To do it outside a war<br />

or a threat to your family, to do it without any pressing reason at all . . .<br />

A chill came over me. I didn’t think I’d like these guys. Not at all.<br />

One last look at the void, running my not‑there fingers around<br />

the cold edge, trying to see if I could get any more information<br />

about cause of death, about the killer’s intentions or how he did it.<br />

I tried to pick that vaguely familiar trace out of the middle of a<br />

haystack of violence, sharp fear and urgent, dull pain, desperation—<br />

Decade‑old instincts were all that saved me, and I pulled back


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desperately. The world stopped. Then I was back in the alley, heart<br />

pounding a million miles per hour. Cherabino looked at me<br />

quizzically, as if she’d felt the edges of my panic.<br />

“I’m okay,” I told her, trying to be convincing, working on<br />

breathing deeply to slow down my heart. What had just happened?<br />

The back of my head said . . . something bad.<br />

I thought through it. That feeling, like I’d just escaped Falling<br />

In. Which was impossible. Nobody Fell In three days after a death.<br />

Telepaths died occasionally from that sort of thing; there’d been<br />

cases where, if you knew a dying person well, if you were connected<br />

to him at the time, you could be pulled in after him. Almost<br />

happened to me once, when my then‑girlfriend’s mother had died<br />

faster than anyone expected. We’d both almost been sucked in<br />

to . . . wherever minds went when you died. We’d barely pulled<br />

each other out. But even then, death was gone from the room a few<br />

seconds later. I wouldn’t have been able to Fall In if I’d tried.<br />

I needed another look—dumb as hell, but what I needed. I<br />

opened myself back up to Mindspace, slowly, slowly, sinking back<br />

in all the way, to the depths, too deep to see anything but vibrations.<br />

I approached the edges of the void, slowly, slowly, so carefully it<br />

hurt to move. There, overlapping the edge of the void was<br />

something, like the tiny chip in a wineglass you noticed more with<br />

your fingers than with your eyes—an aberration. Small, not<br />

exciting. But it could crack our case.<br />

If the killer or killers had really used Ability, there should have<br />

been, well, a smear, where they’d walked away, taking the edges of<br />

the death with them for a few steps before it dissipated. But the<br />

smear wasn’t there.<br />

Instead, the Mindspace puckered. Just a little pucker. And it<br />

was good to have a certified Guild education, because I knew what<br />

that meant.<br />

Now I only had to explain it to Cherabino.


2<br />

S ergeant Branen was the head of Homicide and Cherabino’s<br />

boss, a short forty‑something man with overstyled hair and an<br />

air of confidence that made you want to trust him immediately.<br />

This made me dislike him on principle. He didn’t understand what<br />

I did and didn’t feel he needed to—but he did believe in results,<br />

and the conflict made for interesting meetings.<br />

Branen was also one of only three people in the department<br />

who could get me fired at any time. It was my goal in life—at least<br />

in front of him—to be twice as useful as annoying.<br />

“So,” he said after the second time I’d gone through what I’d<br />

found in the scene. “There was a . . . pucker in . . . Mindspace.<br />

What exactly does that mean?” He smiled his habitual smile, his<br />

eyes tired. His tiny beige office was almost too neat, his battered<br />

desk and guest chairs scrupulously clean.<br />

“It’s very rare,” I said, carefully neutral. “Like I said, it’s a small<br />

aberration in the fabric of Mindspace, a hiccup in the ghost, if you<br />

want to put it that way.”<br />

Branen looked pained. It wasn’t a good look on him. “You want<br />

to fight the Guild for jurisdiction and data . . . because you found<br />

a hiccup?”<br />

“Not exactly.” Although let’s be honest; I’d fight the Guild for a


CLEAN 37<br />

lot less. In this case, though, I just wanted some information from<br />

them. Nothing for Branen to get so worked up over. Just information.<br />

Cherabino noticed my attention flagging. “Does it work with<br />

the fish‑tank analogy?”<br />

“Um, maybe?” The downside to Cherabino’s sharp mind was<br />

that she got insufferably grumpy until she understood what was<br />

going on. Back in the beginning, she’d pumped me for weeks about<br />

the telepathy before I’d given her a good‑enough analogy to get her<br />

off my case. She just didn’t understand Mindspace—no matter how<br />

eloquently I tried to explain it—so I’d had to get creative. Don’t ask<br />

me why the fish tank made her happy; it just did, so I used it a lot.<br />

“I’m waiting,” Branen said.<br />

“Okay,” I began. “Imagine the world is a fish tank. One of those<br />

huge, multigallon monstrous fish tanks they have in ritzy offices.<br />

Better yet, picture the alley as a fish tank. You have sand on the<br />

bottom, and a definite ceiling, maybe even a sand castle or two,<br />

some coral. It’s a nice place. There’s all sorts of fish in it—you and<br />

Cherabino and half the world are shiny orange goldfish, Guild<br />

telepaths are those monster Japanese goldfish—what do you call<br />

them?—and you have a couple rogue bottom‑feeders. So you’re<br />

going along, doing your goldfish thing, until one of the goldfish<br />

discovers an Ability.”<br />

Branen sighed. “How is this helping me?”<br />

“I’m getting to it. Now, what happens if one of the goldfish goes<br />

quantum and pops over to the other side of the tank?” I stopped,<br />

then explained, “He teleports.” Cherabino seemed to be following<br />

okay; she wasn’t asking her usual slew of questions. “Two things<br />

happen. The water’s going to shoot out in a little explosion where<br />

he pops in, because now you have, say, an inch cubed of goldfish<br />

mass where there didn’t used to be any, and the water has to move<br />

out of the way very suddenly. It’s kinda messy, though, and it’s hard<br />

to identify that’s what it was if you weren’t there at the time. But the<br />

other thing that’s going to happen is on the other side, where he


38 Alex Hughes<br />

started out. Suddenly, the water has the same‑sized hole where the<br />

goldfish used to be, right? So it rushes in. But the water thing’s only<br />

an analogy—the way it works in Mindspace, the water moves<br />

weird, slow like honey, and what you’re left with is a little area<br />

where the water is less dense, and comes to a weird little pucker to<br />

show you where the fish used to be. At least for a few minutes.”<br />

“A few minutes?” Branen echoed, struggling with the concept.<br />

“So, what you’re saying is, our suspect teleported out of the area<br />

slightly before the police arrived. He was visiting the body?”<br />

“Not exactly,” I said, a little defensively. “It was a hot spot, and<br />

he was pulling along more than his own metaphysical weight, so it<br />

was like two of the monster Japanese pond‑rats popped out together.<br />

The hole takes longer to fill in.”<br />

Branen sighed. “So we’re talking teleporter. Which means Guild.”<br />

He rubbed his head. “And the victims? They’re not Guild, correct?”<br />

“Correct, sir. They’re not in the Registry.” Cherabino sat back<br />

in her chair comfortably, but then again she and Branen got along<br />

great. Me, on the other hand . . .<br />

Well, I had to say it. “They could be low‑level, normal jobs,<br />

normal lives.”<br />

They both turned to me. “What?” Cherabino said.<br />

“You know the Guild’s Registry is only a partial list of members,<br />

right?” Their shocked looks told me obviously not. “It’s an industry<br />

list. If you want to hang a shingle and make money off your<br />

Ability—and you’re legit—you go through the Guild process, you<br />

get trained and certified, pay the money, and you get registered.<br />

They get dues every year; you get the resources of a large<br />

organization and sometimes a job.” For the low‑level guys, it wasn’t<br />

a bad deal. You kept your nose clean, you showed up at the mixers,<br />

you went home every night, and you raked in the money.<br />

“So it’s like the Bar Association?” Cherabino leaned forward.<br />

I shrugged, stretched out in the chair. “I don’t know much<br />

about them.”


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“Organization for lawyers? Total control over your professional<br />

future, takes money from you and you have to be a member?”<br />

I blinked. “Actually, that’s not too far off. But the Guild’s only<br />

like that if you’re powerful enough. On the low end of the scale, it’s<br />

optional. If you don’t want to work for them, if you want to be an<br />

accountant, or a lawyer, or a bricklayer, you can. Keep your nose<br />

clean, you’ll never hear from them. But there’s a point—usually a<br />

heavy five in telepathy—where it’s not a choice anymore. At that<br />

point you work for the Guild directly, you do what they say, and<br />

you’re registered in the lists the Guild provides the public.” Well,<br />

most of them. The Guild held back a lot of information from the<br />

cops. A lot. Which was why I got paid my consultant fee, to tell<br />

them at least what they didn’t know.<br />

“What happens if someone wants to quit?” Cherabino asked,<br />

curious.<br />

I suppose it was an obvious question, but the truth was . . .<br />

“That’s not really something we talk about.”<br />

Both cops stared at me. I looked at my shoes, set on worn<br />

industrial carpet at least a decade old. When I looked up again, I<br />

stared past Cherabino at the speckled walls. Even in my situation—<br />

unusual to say the least—I had certain obligations, and I did not<br />

want Guild Enforcement coming after me, not for something<br />

stupid like this.<br />

“The point is,” I changed the subject, “somebody at the scene—<br />

I’d wager the killer—teleported out of there. Considering there<br />

weren’t any drag marks on the ground on the way in, I’d wager he<br />

teleported in as well, carrying the victim with him. Means he’s at<br />

least a 3‑T, plus a telepath as well—maybe a six or so. We’re talking<br />

double trouble here.”<br />

I rubbed my neck. “There are maybe twelve guys in the whole<br />

Solar System who can do both those things that strong, and they’ll<br />

be on the Spook list. The Guild will know what they’re doing at<br />

every moment of every day, and we wouldn’t be having this


40 Alex Hughes<br />

conversation, because after one body, the Guild would have taken<br />

lethal action.”<br />

Branen rubbed his head and picked up the phone on his desk,<br />

pushing a speed‑dial button. After the call went through, he<br />

asked, “Have a minute? I need your expertise.”<br />

In the silence after he hung up, I ventured, “Basically the—”<br />

He raised a finger for me to wait.<br />

I thought about attempting small talk, but I was bad at that sort<br />

of thing.<br />

A knock came on the partially open door.<br />

“Come,” Branen called out.<br />

Lieutenant Marla Paulsen entered the room and gave me a<br />

nod. Great, he’d invited my boss.<br />

She glanced at the chairs, and finding them occupied, leaned<br />

against the door frame.<br />

Branen inclined his head in my direction, eyes on her. “You<br />

know he’s assisting with the multiples case, right?” She nodded.<br />

“Well, we’ve got contradicting theories, and they all point to the<br />

Guild. You still keep up with the Koshna Treaty law changes?”<br />

“Not too many changes lately, but yes.”<br />

Paulsen was a strong woman with a strong face, skin the color<br />

of cinnamon sticks, and more than a few old‑fashioned wrinkles. At<br />

a young sixty‑mumble, she was a stickler for Tech Separation (she<br />

remembered the aftermath of the Tech Wars) and she wore her<br />

uniform like she’d been born to it. Paulsen had high standards, and<br />

as she’d told me more than once, she expected those standards to<br />

be met.<br />

Branen caught her up on the discussion and my Guild ramble<br />

in about three sentences, then said, “So with a perp who shouldn’t<br />

exist and victims who aren’t registered, can we ignore Koshna?”<br />

Paulsen frowned. “Well, technically the treaty says we’re<br />

supposed to call the Guild at first suspicion of anything, but the<br />

courts have been siding with the cops lately. Koshna Accords are<br />

there mostly to let the Guild police their own. Clearly they’re not


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policing themselves in this case.” She looked at me. “You sure this<br />

guy is a—what do you call it?”<br />

“Double trouble,” Cherabino offered.<br />

“Thank you. Double trouble. You sure he’s Guild?”<br />

I straightened in my chair reflexively under her look. “I know a<br />

teleport when I see one. I know a telepath. But there were two guys<br />

there. I think it’s one guy who’s the telepath and teleporter, I’m<br />

almost sure. We’re not guaranteed, though. They could be different<br />

guys.”<br />

Branen leaned back in his chair. “Worst‑case scenario,” he<br />

addressed Paulsen. “We don’t report it. We track it down to its<br />

conclusion, capture the perp, submit the findings in triplicate to<br />

the political guys to fight out with the Guild directly. What are we<br />

looking at?”<br />

She shook her head. “Won’t get that far. Besides the legal red<br />

tape, we can’t hold him without Guild support.”<br />

I nodded reluctantly and confirmed. “He’ll Jump out of the<br />

cell. Or convince the guard’s mind he wanted to let him out in the<br />

first place. The strong guys are hell to hold if you don’t know what<br />

you’re doing.”<br />

Branen sighed. “Let’s say we put boy wonder here on guard.<br />

What’s worst case?”<br />

Hold on now. “I’m not nearly—”<br />

Cherabino waved me down, and I seethed.<br />

Paulsen frowned slightly. “It’s a high‑profile case, or could be<br />

made one with a hint to the right reporter. They’d have to fight it<br />

in the courts.”<br />

Branen glanced at Cherabino, then back at her. “We still have<br />

friends in the DA’s office who’d be glad to take something like that<br />

on, for publicity if nothing else. Meanwhile the killer’s off the<br />

streets, and the captain doesn’t have to field a phone call from the<br />

mayor asking why we’re not doing anything about the East Atlanta<br />

murders. I say we do it.”<br />

“Do what?” I asked. I was shielding hard enough to give myself


42 Alex Hughes<br />

a headache, and I was definitely not tracking as well as I could have<br />

been.<br />

“Work the case without the Guild,” Cherabino said. “You might<br />

want to try to keep up.”<br />

I admit that the Guild weren’t my favorite people since they’d<br />

kicked me out, but . . . “Can you do that?” More important, could<br />

I do that? As bad as things were for me right now, they’d be a lot<br />

worse if I got the attention of their Enforcement unit. Still, it would<br />

twist the Guild’s tail, to have one of their people held responsible<br />

to the real world.<br />

“We’re going to,” Branen said, then addressed Paulsen. “Unless<br />

you have an objection?” They were technically equals, but<br />

Paulsen’s department was much larger, handling anything the<br />

other three didn’t. She was also more senior than he was, so while<br />

he didn’t have to defer, it was a good idea.<br />

She shook her head. “I’ll clear it with the captain, but it’s our<br />

case. In our jurisdiction.”<br />

After four hours of interviews, I was bone tired. The ancient eleva‑<br />

tor seemed to crawl. I mashed the third button twice to get it to<br />

engage, the buttons so old their imprinted numbers were worn<br />

away by a hundred years of fingerprints.<br />

Working for the Guild had given me a lot of numbers behind<br />

my name. Other than the eight and the seventy‑eight percent, my<br />

next big number was one‑ninety. That’s base valence; it means I<br />

can flex to read maybe ninety‑five minds out of a hundred. A big<br />

number for anybody; for a guy, it’s impressive. Or was.<br />

Unfortunately, it meant I could read almost everyone in the<br />

station, four floors of constant disturbance like ripples on a very<br />

windy lake. When I was this tired, the ripples came through my<br />

shields in waves, half‑heard and insistent.<br />

I only got the hard interviews, the ones that had stumped some<br />

detective, some beat cop to the point where he’d passed it up the<br />

line. I got the guilty, the difficult, the ones who cried heartbreaking


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manipulative tears, the angry men with something to hide and the<br />

women who thought they could sleep their way out of anything<br />

and didn’t realize a telepath couldn’t do casual sex even if he<br />

wanted to. In those times I was glad for Bellury, or McDonnell, or<br />

anyone else there.<br />

If the interviewee made it through me, he got a round with<br />

Paulsen, and she didn’t like to be disturbed for anything short of an<br />

asteroid barreling toward the Earth. I’d gotten real good, real quick,<br />

as a result—it helped that I could spot a lie at twenty paces. I also<br />

said right off I was a telepath, which sometimes made a gullible<br />

perp confess for no good reason. But no‑holds‑barred crazy people<br />

gave me nausea or worse, and some really annoying perps actually<br />

paid attention to the Guild’s service announcements.<br />

A bit of advice: if you must throw a telepath off your trail, be<br />

nice and recite multiplication tables or something. Concentrating<br />

on an out‑of‑tune rock song like the last suspect had just makes me<br />

want to hit you.<br />

I still had the ear‑wrenching, repetitive song stuck in my head<br />

from the last suspect. The low‑level cacophony of the station was<br />

rubbing at me like sandpaper. I was exhausted. And I wanted a hit<br />

with every fiber of my being. I thought about my tiny holdout stash<br />

in my apartment, the two little vials I’d put in a hole in the wall. I<br />

thought, tonight might be the night to take them out again.<br />

The elevator attempted to ding when it hit the floor, instead<br />

managing only a tiny metallic thud. I struggled to focus, bracing<br />

myself before walking out into the cubicle farm that was the third<br />

floor, detective alley. This was my least favorite part of the day.<br />

Cherabino’s cubicle was all the way at the other end of the<br />

building, past at least thirty cubicles full of thinking minds—row<br />

after row of forgettable boxes and claustrophobically crowded de‑<br />

tectives, none of which said hello.<br />

I walked past their silent eyes, unable to completely block the<br />

mixed‑bag observations on everything from my hairstyle to my his‑<br />

tory, the tightness of my butt to my latest successful interview. Also


44 Alex Hughes<br />

complete indifference and a lot of thinking on actual cases. They<br />

did actually do work here, some of them.<br />

The last two lines of cubicles were larger and had more space<br />

between them, with real windows on this side of the building. Over<br />

here it was quieter in Mindspace, the detectives here and bigwigs<br />

upstairs all calmly efficient, the secretaries below happy with their<br />

gossip. Some part of me calmed, knowing no one was paying any<br />

attention. I managed to put the shields back up, slowly, with a lot<br />

of effort.<br />

I passed Cherabino’s cubicle neighbor, and I said hello to An‑<br />

drew. I think he was an accountant; he thought about numbers a<br />

lot, was always in the cubicle, and had gourmet coffee.— The real<br />

stuff, from beans. He shared the coffee cheerfully, and never once<br />

labeled me Felon in his head.<br />

Andrew was on the phone, but he went ahead and waved me<br />

toward the coffee set up in the back of his cubicle. He hit mute<br />

briefly, and told me, “Get Cherabino some too—she’s been in<br />

there since noon.”<br />

“Thanks,” I said, and went to get the coffee. The first for me,<br />

black with sugar. Cherabino liked hers with one liquid creamer,<br />

half of one of the blue not‑sugar packets, and about three spoons of<br />

water. Andrew was already back to his phone call when I left, car‑<br />

rying two cups.<br />

She was hunched over, her face in her hands as she shook her<br />

head back and forth.<br />

“Cherabino?”<br />

She shot up, narrowly missed hitting her head on the desk lamp<br />

in the process. “What?” After blinking a few times: “Oh, it’s you.”<br />

“I have coffee,” I said, unnecessarily, and put her cup next to<br />

her hand on the only free spot on the desk. The rest was covered in<br />

paper and objects in a messy smorgasbord.<br />

I moved a pile of printouts off the cubicle’s second chair, plac‑<br />

ing the papers carefully on the floor separate from the other piles.


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For all the apparent mess around here, Cherabino claimed there<br />

was a pattern to the madness. That being said, the second chair and<br />

the counter next to it were sort of mine.<br />

I sat down. There was a scarf in a plain plastic bag on the desk,<br />

which was weird since Cherabino didn’t wear scarves. I picked it<br />

up and paused—the thing had a very clear effect on Mindspace. I<br />

could feel the kindly old woman who’d worn the scarf almost every<br />

day. Another presence, hanging over the thing like a faint perfume.<br />

Was that the presence from the crime scene? It felt familiar some‑<br />

how.<br />

“Where is this from?” I asked Cherabino. I didn’t get impres‑<br />

sions from objects often—they had to be in very close proximity to<br />

a person for a long time to pick up Mindspace—but it looked like<br />

I was just tired enough to notice. Maybe we could identify the guy<br />

from this.<br />

She turned around to face me, rubbing her eyes. They were<br />

bloodshot, with deep circles, and the rest of her face didn’t look<br />

much better. She looked . . . wilted, almost—but when I checked,<br />

no migraine. She sighed. “It’s from the second crime scene. It’s a<br />

reminder.”<br />

I studied the scarf again, but there were no blood spots. “I<br />

thought you weren’t supposed to take evidence from the file room.”<br />

She grabbed the scarf. “I’ll give it back when the case is over.”<br />

She pulled out a drawer, deposited the scarf, and shut it firmly. “Is<br />

there a reason you’re here?”<br />

I pointed to the cup I’d just given her. “Coffee, remember?”<br />

She turned around as if just now remembering, and took a sip.<br />

A pleasant warm feeling spread through her, the taste comforting.<br />

I sighed and worked a little harder to shut her out. “How’s the<br />

work coming?”<br />

She sighed and took another long sip of coffee, frowning. “Who<br />

battled the Hydra?”<br />

“What’s a Hydra?”<br />

She blinked. “I thought you were proud of your Guild educa‑


46 Alex Hughes<br />

tion. Maybe it was Jason. This big, huge monster—you cut off one<br />

head and two more grow up in its place. That’s what I’m doing, chas‑<br />

ing illicit net porn. No matter how many perverts we shut down, you<br />

turn your back and there’s six more just waiting for you to find them.”<br />

“I thought you weren’t working Electronic Crimes anymore,” I<br />

said.<br />

“They’re understaffed,” she said. “Two more rounds of job in‑<br />

terviews, a little training, and God willing I’m off for good. Two<br />

weeks, three maybe. But I’m waiting for some tests on the multiples<br />

case.” She took another sip of coffee, then looked at me again.<br />

“How are you?”<br />

“Other than feeling like someone has beat me with sticks, I’m<br />

fine.” She looked at me strangely, and I clarified, “Too many inter‑<br />

views, and the last guy was difficult. Really difficult. Any news on<br />

the case?”<br />

She sighed. “We’ve got several local cops going door to door tomor‑<br />

row and Saturday, guys who’ve done patrol in the area and know what<br />

they’re looking for. Paulsen’s handling details since they’re her guys, so<br />

if there’s anybody good, you’ll probably get them in the interview<br />

room. Just keep me in the loop, okay? I’d like to sit in if it’s possible.”<br />

“Possible?”<br />

She sighed, pointing to a loose stack of three files next to the<br />

computer that had previously blended into the mess. “Three new<br />

cases today, and only one’s Electronic Crimes. Branen’s going ape‑<br />

shit because the county turned down his request for more person‑<br />

nel. If Paulsen didn’t share, we’d all be underwater by now.”<br />

“Any city funds?” I asked her. The City of Decatur usually pre‑<br />

ferred to help fund the DeKalb County homicide and drug divi‑<br />

sions rather than tackle it on their own. They did their own patrols,<br />

but that was about it.<br />

“Not so far.” She rubbed her head. Wasn’t a migraine, not yet.<br />

“Though knowing them, they’ll slip them in right before elections.<br />

Listen, I’m going down to the morgue tomorrow morning to see if<br />

they’ve got anything on the latest multiples victim. You should come.”


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“I’m allowed at the morgue?”<br />

“You are if you behave yourself.” She frowned. “Why, weren’t<br />

you going to?”<br />

I ignored the sidebar and reiterated. “I’m not usually invited.”<br />

“Well, you are if I say so. With the Guild connection, people<br />

are going to talk. I want you there to debunk the myths before the<br />

rumors turn into anything. The last thing we need is a mass panic<br />

against the telepaths again.”<br />

“Again?”<br />

She shook her head. “Don’t be a moron. The last time, they<br />

called them witch hunts, and honestly, I don’t have time for that<br />

kind of foolishness.”<br />

She wasn’t quite right about the history. Most of the witches at<br />

Salem weren’t telepaths, just old women herbalists. Well, except<br />

the one, and she was famous in Guild circles; she projected a lot of<br />

the fear on the townsfolk. Perfect example of what not to do as a<br />

telepath.<br />

Still, what Cherabino meant by it was good. Kind, even. Fight‑<br />

ing the prejudices against the telepaths; she didn’t have to do that.<br />

I looked at the circles under her eyes again and asked the question<br />

quickly, before I could think better of it. “You got anything I can do<br />

to help with the caseload?”<br />

She shook her head. “Not at the moment, unless you’ve got<br />

new skills with the computer you’ve never told me about. I’m try‑<br />

ing to finish up the Net porn case today, and it’s not minor‑level<br />

coding. Advanced polygon cipher, at the very least, maybe worse.”<br />

“Um . . . is that good?”<br />

Cherabino laughed. It was a small laugh, more shocked than<br />

anything, but it counted. “Probably. We’re maybe halfway done.”<br />

“Congratulations,” I said, with as much cheer as I could muster<br />

past my general exhaustion.<br />

After just a little more small talk, we settled down to work in<br />

companionable silence, her on her cases, me on paperwork.<br />

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48 Alex Hughes<br />

looking for and handed it to her. In Mindspace, Cherabino’s pres‑<br />

ence was shocked, but I kept working, chewing on an antacid for my<br />

stomach as I filled out paperwork I’d rather not do. Whatever she was<br />

shocked at was probably something I didn’t want to see anyway.<br />

That night, I went home and slept, unaided. The vials stayed in<br />

the wall, and I stayed on the wagon. I was tired anyway.


3<br />

I tapped my fingers against the wood grain of the table. Swartz<br />

was late. And by late, I meant, not early. Swartz was one of those<br />

spry sleepless old men who showed up to everything at least a half<br />

hour early. So it was unthinkable, with me arriving a whole minute<br />

and a half before the agreed time, that he wasn’t here yet.<br />

Here being an out‑of‑the‑way corner of a faded old coffee shop,<br />

what had once been a pub before the owner’s mother joined AA<br />

more than thirty years ago. A long wooden bar still dominated the<br />

space, beat up with coffee stains and long scratches. Pub tables<br />

lined the walls with chairs and carefully repaired leather booths.<br />

Behind the bar, the owner nodded at me and turned around to<br />

brew a pot of dark licorice coffee.<br />

That black licorice‑flavored liquid was a taste I’d never known<br />

existed until I met Swartz. It was too strong a flavor for me to say I<br />

liked it, exactly, but the pungent taste and Swartz’s abrupt truth<br />

mixed together in my mind over and over until the tradition of<br />

both became a stalwart against weakness, until the black licorice<br />

clung and clung and made me want to be a better man. Or spit it<br />

all back up again, all at once. I had days of both.<br />

There was Swartz—the whole dark room flashed with the<br />

outside sun as he entered, then the room dimmed again as the<br />

door swung closed. He made his way toward me, his slate gray hair


50 Alex Hughes<br />

slicked back in a style that had been old when his grandfather was<br />

alive. The pronounced wrinkles on his thin face in no way took<br />

away from his air of authority. He wore a pair of beat‑up khakis and<br />

a textured golf shirt.<br />

Swartz sat down, the leather on the seat creaking, and nodded<br />

a greeting. Then he waved to the owner, who held up a finger to let<br />

us know it would be another moment.<br />

I nodded in return. He made me come up with a list of three<br />

things I was grateful for every week—I had to tell him three brand‑<br />

new things at our usual weekly meeting, or he’d give me this look,<br />

all disappointed. And the feeling I got from his mind was worse,<br />

like“ungrateful” was an insult of the worst order. So, I studied. I<br />

thought. And for six years running now—not counting the two<br />

weeks I’d missed the last time off the wagon—every week I had<br />

three new things. This week I was having trouble.<br />

“How are you?” I asked, hoping to delay the inevitable question<br />

for another few minutes.<br />

“I’m okay,” he said. “School starts in a couple of weeks and we<br />

go back a week before the kids do. I’m putting together some lesson<br />

plans, looking for some new stories to get their attention.” Swartz<br />

taught history at a poor high school south of Decatur, and spent<br />

the summers reading. I’d heard some of his stories—all based in<br />

real history, apparently—and wished I’d had him as a teacher at<br />

some point.<br />

“Think I might quit smoking,” he added.<br />

“That’s crazy talk,” I told him. “What will you do when you get<br />

a craving?”<br />

His bushy gray eyebrows went up a little. “Pray. Go to a meeting.<br />

Call and talk to someone who understands—same thing we do<br />

now. You are still doing those things.” He made it a statement,<br />

looking directly at me.<br />

I sighed. “Maybe not the praying so much.” I also hadn’t called<br />

Swartz yesterday, which he wasn’t mentioning but I knew he’d noted.<br />

I was supposed to call him every day. Twice a day, four times a day,


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more, if needed. The only time I couldn’t get him was when he was at<br />

school, and he’d call me back at the very next class break. It was a rule.<br />

He sat back as the owner arrived with an ugly squat brown<br />

coffeepot and two uglier cups. The man set both cups down then<br />

filled them with the coffee. “Be careful; it’s hot,” he said, and went<br />

back to the bar.<br />

I was antsy today, ready to jump out of my skin, but I pulled the<br />

coffee cup over to my side of the table. I’d get through this, and<br />

then go to work. I would.<br />

Swartz took a sip of his coffee. “You’re letting Step Seven go,<br />

son. Asking God to remove your shortcomings is the only way this<br />

is going to work long term. We’re coming up on three years now,<br />

that’s good, that’s wonderful. But you let the humility go, you let it<br />

all go. You can’t handle this by yourself. If we could, we wouldn’t<br />

be sitting here.” His mind echoed a weak picture of me at that first<br />

meeting, then the knowledge of his own struggle. “We need the<br />

system, we need God, we need each other.”<br />

“The Higher Power,” I corrected.<br />

He pierced me with those sharp eyes. “Is calling him some<br />

vague title going to change anything for you? He’s God either way.”<br />

“Aren’t we going to talk about my three things for the week?” I<br />

asked him, to change the subject.<br />

“We can,” he said, but I knew he wasn’t done. I’d get an earful<br />

of the God‑talk later.<br />

“Air conditioning, good coffee, and . . .” I made something up<br />

on the spot. “The fact that Cherabino called me out on a case<br />

again. One I can actually help with.”<br />

“You’ve used coffee before. Twice.”<br />

“This is good Jamaican coffee, not the swill at the police station<br />

but the good blue stuff Cherabino’s neighbor brings in.”<br />

He let me get away with it. “Okay. Tell me about Cherabino,<br />

then.”<br />

“She’s okay. Overloaded. Deep in the case, worried, angry, not<br />

happy at me, but—other than a migraine Tuesday—okay.”


52 Alex Hughes<br />

“You said she invited you to a case?” Swartz put his hand on the<br />

back of the leather booth.<br />

I told him the nonclassified parts, holding back the number of<br />

victims and the cause of death, and finished with the probable<br />

connection to the Guild. “That’s the thing though. I’m not sure I<br />

can ethically not tell them. I mean, delay, yeah, everybody delays,<br />

but if we get to the end of this thing and I haven’t told them, it’s<br />

going to be bad for me.” I hated the Guild sometimes, for what<br />

they’d done to me. But I couldn’t rip out their training so easily.<br />

He took another swallow. “You’ve been blacklisted for years.<br />

What else can they do?”<br />

The Koshna Accords didn’t mean a thing to the normals, except<br />

for the occasional political power play like the cops were planning.<br />

A play I wasn’t entirely certain I should support.<br />

“Well, they could rescind my employment papers, for one.<br />

They can lock me up in Guild holding indefinitely. I’m still a<br />

telepath, a Level Eight. All they have to do is declare me a danger<br />

to myself or to society and that’s it.” My worst nightmare was waking<br />

up in a Guild facility scheduled for a mindwipe. And the thing<br />

was, it was all too possible. To someone like me, the treaty was a red<br />

line in the sand that gave the Guild any power they wanted.<br />

When the Tech Wars ripped the world apart, the Guild stepped<br />

up to save it. But they had to get scary to do it—real scary. They’d<br />

won the right to govern themselves, to have political independence,<br />

sure. But they’d lost the casual trust of most of the normals along<br />

the way. When your pit bull saves you from the robber about to kill<br />

you, you’re grateful. But when the pit bull tears the guy apart in<br />

little bloody ribbons, you never look at the thing the same way<br />

again.<br />

“I’m a telepath, Swartz. A Level Eight. For all intents and<br />

purposes that means the Guild owns me, even now. No normal<br />

court of law in the world is going to stand up to the Guild, to the<br />

treaty. Not for me.”<br />

“I just don’t believe that, kid.” Swartz said. “Think about it. You


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really think Paulsen and Cherabino will let you disappear without<br />

a fight? You’ve earned yourself friends in the system, kid.”<br />

“Maybe, maybe not,” I said. “People are different under<br />

pressure, especially around telepaths. Plus I cause them a lot of<br />

headaches.”<br />

“You’re selling yourself short. The department kept you on after<br />

the last fall off the wagon. That means quite a bit.” Swartz shrugged.<br />

“They’re not exactly helpless. I wouldn’t worry about the Guild too<br />

much.”<br />

“Sure,” I said, to stop the conversation. I didn’t really want to<br />

have the cheer‑me‑up moment right now. But the Guild did mostly<br />

keep to its own ethics. Mostly. If I kept to the same I might have a<br />

chance. And that old lady’s scarf was bothering me.<br />

“You’re awfully quiet.”<br />

“Just thinking.” I shrugged. We sipped our too‑hot coffee,<br />

enjoyed the air conditioning.<br />

“How are you?” Swartz prompted.<br />

I stared at my hands, decided what to say. Maybe the truth this<br />

time. “A tough week, a very tough week.”<br />

“Why is that?”<br />

“The interview room has been hell. Two crazies yesterday, in a<br />

bad way. I’ve wanted Satin pretty much every day. As great as<br />

another case is, this one’s a lot of pressure—the case is weird, I<br />

know too much, and there’s a lot of pressure. I’m ex‑Guild, not a<br />

detective. That’s Cherabino’s job. . . .” After a pause, I looked up.<br />

“But everybody’s looking at me for that rabbit, that sudden push<br />

out of the hat, and the precog’s not cooperating. It’s a lot of pressure.<br />

Screwing up. Coming up with the rabbit. A lot of pressure. Plus<br />

whatever I end up having to do with the Guild.”<br />

Swartz sipped his coffee. “How are you handling it?”<br />

I sighed. He wasn’t going to take less than the truth. “Not great.<br />

Want to fall off the world for a while. I’ve thought about the craving<br />

way too much today, thinking, what if I gave in?” It would be the<br />

easy way out.


54 Alex Hughes<br />

Swartz gave me the most disapproving look I had ever received,<br />

and that—considering he’d been my sponsor for six years—was<br />

really saying something. “That’s dangerous. You can’t afford to<br />

think like that, ever. And even if you do, not out loud. I’ll say it<br />

again, kid. Satin is your enemy. Your poison. Your worst enemy.<br />

Responsibility is something you need to be embracing, not running<br />

from. I’ll tell you as many times as I need to.”<br />

I set my jaw. “You want truth, you get it.”<br />

Swartz let the statement hang, and I sipped the cooling coffee.<br />

The taste of the licorice filled my whole mouth, my nose, my<br />

throat. I wanted to spit it up, have done with it, but instead I choked<br />

the taste down. I was going to do it today, I thought. Today I was<br />

going to choke it up and stay on the wagon, let the vials stay where<br />

they were. Today I was going to try.<br />

“Now,” Swartz said, pulling out the Big Book. “Let’s take a look<br />

at the steps again.”


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Agent of Hel<br />

by Jacqueline Carey<br />

A <strong>Roc</strong> October 2012 Hardcover<br />

An all-new world from the New York Times bestselling<br />

author of the acclaimed Kushiel’s Legacy novels.<br />

The Midwestern resort town of Pemkowet boasts a diverse<br />

population: eccentric locals, wealthy summer people, and<br />

tourists by the busload; not to mention fairies, sprites,<br />

vampires, naiads, ogres and a whole host of eldritch folk,<br />

presided over by Hel, a reclusive Norse goddess.<br />

To Daisy Johanssen, fathered by an incubus and raised by<br />

a single mother, it’s home. And as Hel’s enforcer and the<br />

designated liaison to the Pemkowet Police Department, it’s<br />

up to her to ensure relations between the mundane and<br />

eldritch communities run smoothly.<br />

But when a young man from a nearby college<br />

drowns—and signs point to eldritch involvement—the<br />

town’s booming paranormal tourism trade is at stake.<br />

Teamed up with her childhood crush, Officer Cody Fairfax,<br />

a sexy werewolf on the down-low, Daisy must solve the<br />

crime—and keep a tight rein on the darker side of her<br />

nature. For if she’s ever tempted to invoke her demonic<br />

birthright, it could accidentally unleash nothing less than<br />

Armageddon.<br />

“Jacqueline Carey proves her versatility with this<br />

compelling and delightful piece of urban fantasy.”<br />

—#1 New York Times bestselling author Charlaine Harris<br />

“Carey’s storytelling is top-notch.”—Publishers Weekly<br />

“Carey’s sensual, often erotically charged prose<br />

is reminiscent of the best efforts of Tanith Lee and<br />

Anne Rice.”—Library Journal


I t was an idyllic summer evening in Pemkowet the night the Van‑<br />

derhei kid died. No one could have guessed that the town was<br />

hovering on the brink of tragedy. Well, I suppose that’s not techni‑<br />

cally true. The Sphinx might have known; and the Norns too,<br />

come to think of it. But if they did, they kept it to themselves.<br />

There’s some sort of Soothsayers Code that prevents soothsayers<br />

from soothsaying on a day‑to‑day basis, when it might, you know,<br />

avert this kind of ordinary, everyday tragedy. Something about the<br />

laws of causality being broken and the order of creation overturned,<br />

resulting in a world run amok, rivers running backward, the sun<br />

rising in the west, cats and dogs getting married . . .<br />

I don’t know, don’t ask me.<br />

I don’t pretend to understand, especially since it wasn’t an ordi‑<br />

nary, everyday tragedy after all. But I guess it didn’t rise to the stan‑<br />

dard required to break the Soothsayers Code, since no sooth was<br />

said.<br />

Anyway, I’m getting ahead of myself.<br />

So it was an idyllic evening in Pemkowet, the little resort town<br />

I call home. A mid‑July Michigan evening, soft and warm, not too<br />

muggy, one of those evenings when the sunlight promises to linger<br />

forever.<br />

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Cassopolis for Music in the Gazebo. Gatos del Sol, a Tex‑Mex<br />

band, were playing. They say music hath charms to soothe the sav‑<br />

age breast, and in my experience, it’s true. Also, I’d seen the promo<br />

poster, and the guys in the band were pretty cute.<br />

Hey, it doesn’t hurt.<br />

Mogwai didn’t come when I called him, but he was a cat of inde‑<br />

pendent means and he’d been pissed at me since I gave in to pleas<br />

from my friends in animal rescue and had him neutered. I hated to<br />

do it since he wasn’t really my cat so much as a streetwise buddy who<br />

dropped by on a regular basis, but there were an awful lot of feral<br />

Moglets running around town. I filled his bowl on the back porch<br />

and made sure the torn screen that served as a cat door was ajar.<br />

It wasn’t the most secure arrangement, but I didn’t worry too<br />

much. For one thing, my apartment was on the second story above<br />

Mrs. Browne’s Olde World Bakery. Mogwai’s route to the screen<br />

porch involved a series of feline acrobatics, dumpster to fence to<br />

porch, that I doubted many humans could duplicate.<br />

As for non‑humans . . . well. Those who were my friends, I<br />

trusted. As far as I knew, those who weren’t didn’t want much of<br />

anything to do with me.<br />

I slung my folding chair in the carrying case over my shoulder,<br />

locked the apartment behind me and headed down the stairs into<br />

the alley alongside the park. In the front of the bakery, there was a<br />

line of tourists spilling out the door and down the sidewalk. There<br />

always was this time of year. Most locals would avoid the place<br />

until after Labor Day.<br />

It was quiet in the rear of the bakery. That was where the magic<br />

happened, but it happened in the wee hours of the night, after the<br />

bars had closed and the last tourist had staggered home, before the<br />

sun rose.<br />

Cutting through the park, I headed for the river, dodging mean‑<br />

dering families pushing strollers, small children clutching ice‑<br />

cream cones that melted and dripped down their chubby hands.<br />

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me smile. I still remembered my first ice‑cream cone. It was Blue<br />

Moon, a single scoop in a kiddy cone. If you’ve never had it, I can’t<br />

even begin to describe it.<br />

Truth is, for all its quirks and flaws, I love this town. I wasn’t<br />

born here, but I was conceived here. And when my mom returned<br />

here four years later, a desperate young single mother with a half‑<br />

human child who couldn’t manage to fit into the mundane world<br />

outside, Pemkowet took us in.<br />

Twenty years later, I’m still glad to be here.<br />

My feeling of benevolent well‑being persisted the entire two<br />

blocks it took to reach the gazebo. The gazebo was perched in a<br />

smaller park alongside the river. It was a fanciful structure of white<br />

gingerbread wicker strung with white Christmas lights, dim in the<br />

still‑bright daylight. The band was setting up and a good‑sized<br />

crowd had already gathered, locals and tourists alike. The river<br />

sparkled in the sunlight. It had its own unique smell, dank and<br />

green and a little fishy, yet somehow appealing.<br />

The hand‑cranked chain ferry, its curlicued canopy also painted<br />

white, was making its way across the river, the big chain rattling as<br />

a pair of small boys hauled furiously at the crank, their efforts en‑<br />

couraged by the amused operator in the best Tom Sawyer tradition.<br />

I’d begged for a chance to turn the crank when I was a kid, too.<br />

Beside the ferry landing, a massive weeping willow trailed an abun‑<br />

dance of graceful branches into the water. Beneath its green<br />

shadow, tourists fed popcorn to the ducks, the adults hoping for a<br />

glimpse of something more eldritch and exotic, the children de‑<br />

lighted to settle for greedy mallards.<br />

Life was good.<br />

A vast affection filled me, making me feel warm and buoyant. I<br />

held onto the feeling, willing it to last.<br />

It didn’t.<br />

The moment I caught sight of Jen, it fled, leaving me feeling as<br />

shriveled as a pricked balloon. Envy rushed in to fill the empty<br />

space it left behind.


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I’m okay with being cute, honest. I shouldn’t complain. I recog‑<br />

nize the fact that there’s a certain irony in it. On a good day, I can<br />

aspire to pretty.<br />

Jen’s pretty on an ordinary day, and on a good day, she can as‑<br />

pire to gorgeous. She’s got that perfect Mediterranean coloring<br />

with dark hair and olive skin, and she’s one of those girls who al‑<br />

ways looks sort of glossy. When we were both teenagers, my mom<br />

said she looked like Phoebe Cates in Fast Times at Ridgemont<br />

High. I’d never heard of the movie, which shocked Mom, so she<br />

rented it from the library and we watched it together. We watched<br />

a lot of TV and videos together, Mom and I. Turns out it was a<br />

pretty good movie, and she was right.<br />

Anyway.<br />

Jen was having a good day, in part because the light was hitting<br />

her just so, and in part because she was flirting with a guy who<br />

obviously found her attractive, mirroring it right back at him. A guy<br />

I knew.<br />

Oh, crap.<br />

In a small town, practically everyone knows one another. When<br />

you combine the entire population of Pemkowet, East Pemkowet<br />

and the outlying township, it’s only about 3,000 people. Between<br />

the tourists, the cottagers and the boat‑owners, that triples during<br />

the summer, but they don’t count in the same way people you<br />

went to high school with did.<br />

I not only went to high school with Cody Fairfax, I worked with<br />

him at the Pemkowet Police Department, where he was the young‑<br />

est patrol officer on the force and I was a part‑time file clerk. Or at<br />

least that’s what I’d started out as. I did a lot more behind the<br />

scenes, but that was mostly between me and the chief.<br />

Unfortunately for me, I had a whopper of an unrequited crush<br />

on Cody Fairfax, currently lounging on a blanket at my best friend’s<br />

feet, propped on his elbows, legs crossed at the ankles. Unfortu‑<br />

nately for him, I also knew exactly what kind of closet case he was.<br />

When it came to women, he had a reputation for being a player


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that he’d earned fair and square, but there was a reason behind it,<br />

and it wasn’t fear of commitment.<br />

Cody was afraid of being found out.<br />

Envy and anger, two of the Seven Deadlies. I could feel them<br />

coiling deliciously in my gut, wanting to rise and consume me. I had<br />

to be careful with that sort of thing, especially anger. When I lost<br />

control of my temper, things . . . happened. With an effort, I made<br />

myself envision the emotions as a glass filled with roiling liquid, and<br />

imagined myself emptying it slowly on the ground.<br />

Bit by bit, my mood eased.<br />

While the band tuned their instruments, I picked my way through<br />

the throng, unpacked my folding chair and plunked it beside Jen’s.<br />

She glanced over at me. “Hey, Daise! It’s about time.”<br />

I made myself smile in response. “Yeah, sorry. I was hoping<br />

Mogwai had forgiven me.”<br />

Jen laughed. “After you had him snipped? Not likely.”<br />

Cody acknowledged me with a studied casualness. “Good eve‑<br />

ning, Miss Daisy Jo.”<br />

“Officer Fairfax.” I shot him a covert glare. He raised one eye‑<br />

brow in response.<br />

Members of the eldritch always recognize each other and we<br />

can usually identify each other in time. Cody knew perfectly well<br />

that I knew what he was. After all, in some circles in Pemkowet, it<br />

was common knowledge. But the soothsayers aren’t the only ones<br />

with a code. There’s a code of honor in the eldritch community,<br />

too. You don’t out each other. Everyone in town knew about me<br />

because the story had gotten around when I was conceived, even<br />

before Mom and I moved back here. It was different with the Fair‑<br />

faxes. And I wouldn’t out Cody for spite or any other petty reason.<br />

I’d catch some serious flak if I did, and his reclusive clan was ru‑<br />

mored to be pretty dangerous, too. But that didn’t mean I was about<br />

to let him work his wiles on Jen. She’d had a hard enough life.<br />

I just wished he wasn’t so damn good‑looking and that I didn’t<br />

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I couldn’t help it. For me, it went back to the fourth grade.<br />

Cody was in the seventh grade, and we rode the school bus to‑<br />

gether; me to the mobile home community alongside the river out<br />

in the marshy sticks where Mom rented a double‑wide, him to his<br />

clan’s place out in the county woods.<br />

There were bullies on the bus, and if I wasn’t exactly afraid of<br />

them, I was afraid of the reaction they might elicit from me. They<br />

had heard the rumors. They made it a point to pick on me.<br />

Cody made them quit.<br />

It was as simple as that, and I’d been infatuated with him ever<br />

since. Even through his transformation from a promising young JV<br />

basketball star to a semi‑dropout loser and alleged stoner, through<br />

his myriad high‑school‑and‑after conquests, none of which ever<br />

lasted longer than a month or two, and through his surprising re‑<br />

birth as an officer of the law.<br />

Once, he had protected me.<br />

It was enough.<br />

“Ladies, I should be going.” Uncrossing his legs and hoisting<br />

himself from propped elbows, Cody rose to his feet. He did it in<br />

one effortless movement, the kind you might expect of someone<br />

who had been a JV basketball star. Or, say, a feral someone who<br />

occasionally howled at the moon and turned into something wild,<br />

untamed and bloodthirsty; possibly quite furry. “I’m on duty to‑<br />

night.”<br />

I glanced surreptitiously at the sky, where a crescent moon<br />

hung pale in the fading cerulean. The chief and I had never dis‑<br />

cussed it, but I was pretty sure he scheduled Cody for patrol duty<br />

very, very carefully.<br />

“Call me?” Jen asked hopefully.<br />

Cody’s gaze slide sideways toward me. He had light‑brown eyes<br />

speckled with gold, a distinctive topaz color. There was a hint of phos‑<br />

phorescent green behind them that only I could see. “We’ll see.”<br />

He left, and the locals in attendance retreived various prohib‑<br />

ited adult beverages they’d hidden from his view.


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“Jeez!” Jen muttered under her breath. “Call or don’t call, but<br />

you don’t have to be a jerk about it.” She paused. “Do you think<br />

he’ll call?”<br />

I shrugged. “I guess we’ll see.”<br />

The band was good.<br />

And that was a good thing, since it helped distract me while Jen<br />

went on and on and back and forth about Cody Fairfax, and<br />

whether or not he really was a jerk, whether or not he might call,<br />

whether she should go out with him if he did—<br />

Well, that was an easy one.<br />

“No,” I said. “I don’t.”<br />

She eyed me suspiciously. “So he is a jerk?”<br />

I sighed. Lying isn’t one of the Seven Deadlies, but I tried to<br />

avoid it. When you’re condemned to go through life worrying<br />

about being the spawn of Satan, you learn to avoid anything that<br />

leads you down a dark path. “Not exactly. It’s just . . . you know his<br />

track record.”<br />

“Yeah, but people change.” Jen scanned the crowd, looking for<br />

her eleven‑year‑old brother. “Brandon! Stay where I can see you,<br />

okay?” Lowering her voice, she turned back to me. “Is it true that<br />

Cody only became a cop so he could make sure his family doesn’t<br />

get busted for growing pot in the county woods?”<br />

“No,” I said honestly. “I’m pretty sure that’s not true.”<br />

“They’re a little like the Joads or something, aren’t they? Like<br />

one of those inbred redneck families Mr. Leary made us read<br />

about.” Jen nibbled on a manicured thumbnail, caught herself do‑<br />

ing it and stopped. “But Cody’s different.” She shrugged. “Anyway,<br />

who am I to talk about family?”<br />

I didn’t say anything. Jen’s family was no prize. Her father<br />

worked as a caretaker and handyman for a bunch of wealthy fami‑<br />

lies with summer homes. He could fix almost anything, and when<br />

he was sober, he had a reputation for being a reasonably decent<br />

guy. But he wasn’t sober often, especially at home. He had a chip


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on his shoulder that grew ten times bigger when he drank, and he<br />

took his temper out on Jen’s mother.<br />

Still, compared to my father, that was nothing.<br />

“Sorry.” Jen made a self‑deprecating face. “You know what I<br />

mean. Your mom’s great. You know I love her.”<br />

“Yeah.” I smiled at her. “I know.”<br />

It was true. Ever since Jen and I had become friends in high<br />

school, when I helped her track down her older sister Bethany at<br />

the House of Shadows and make sure she was okay, or as okay as<br />

she could be under the circumstances, Mom had taken Jen under<br />

her wing, doing her best to make sure Jen didn’t get into the same<br />

kind of trouble. Which is sort of ironic if you think about it, since<br />

dating a werewolf might fall under that category. On the other<br />

hand, I knew plenty of girls who’d dated Cody Fairfax without suf‑<br />

fering any side effects worse than common heartbreak, so I guess<br />

it’s nowhere near as dangerous as becoming a blood‑slut out at Twi‑<br />

light Manor.<br />

By the way, if you’re ever conversing with an actual vampire, do<br />

not refer to the House of Shadows as Twilight Manor. There’s a<br />

reason vampires aren’t known for their senses of humor. If you ac‑<br />

cidentally do so, I’d say run, but it’s probably already too late.<br />

Los Gatos del Sol ended one song and went straight into an‑<br />

other rollicking number. It’s hard to stay moody when you’re listen‑<br />

ing to a good Tex‑Mex band, and they were cute, especially the<br />

accordian player. Funny how accordian players are dorky in a polka<br />

band, but kind of sexy playing Tex‑Mex or zydeco. This one was<br />

working the whole smoldering Latino thing, tossing his head to<br />

keep an errant lock of black hair out of his eyes. Catching my gaze,<br />

he winked at me. There was a faint sheen of sweat on the brown<br />

skin of his bare throat, and I imagined myself licking it.<br />

A jolt of lust shivered the length of my spine, making my tail<br />

twitch.<br />

Yeah, I said tail.<br />

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have a birthmark that reads 666 on my scalp. Since I trust her, I haven’t<br />

shaved my head to check. Mostly, I take after her. I have her pert nose,<br />

her cheekbones, her chin. I inherited her fair skin and that white‑<br />

blonde Scandinavian hair everyone thinks comes from a bottle.<br />

But I have my father’s eyes, which are as black as the pits of . . .<br />

well, you know. And a cute little tail, which I’ve learned to tuck as<br />

carefully as a drag queen tucks his package, only back to front.<br />

For the record, I’m not actually the spawn of Satan. My father’s<br />

name is Belphegor, lesser demon and occasional incubus. Here’s<br />

another piece of advice: If you’re vacationing in Pemkowet, or any‑<br />

where on the planet with a functioning underworld, do not mess<br />

around with a ouija board. The spirit you summon might just pay<br />

a visit. Mom learned that the hard way, and I’m living proof of it.<br />

Daisy Johanssen, reluctant hell‑spawn. That’s me.<br />

At any rate, there’s a fine line between desire and lust, and<br />

unfortunately, lust is one of the Seven Deadlies. With my emo‑<br />

tions roiling under the surface, it wasn’t safe to skirt around the<br />

edges of it; not to mention the fact that casual hook‑ups tended to<br />

go south at some point. There are circumstances under which it<br />

becomes very difficult to conceal a tail, even a small one. Believe<br />

me, that’s an awkward conversation to have.<br />

“Check it out.” Jen nudged my arm, jerking her chin at the ac‑<br />

cordian player. “He’s checking you out.”<br />

“Yeah.” Ruefully, I folded up the image of my licking his throat<br />

and packed it away in a mental suitcase, zipping it closed. “But it’s<br />

complicated.”<br />

“Yeah, I know.” Jen was quiet a moment. “I’m sorry.”<br />

“Thanks.” I was grateful for her understanding.<br />

In the west, the sun sank slowly behind the treeline. Los Gatos<br />

del Sol took a break. The Pride of Pemkowet, a replica of an old‑<br />

fashioned paddle‑wheel steamboat, churned down the river to<br />

catch the sunset, laden with sightseers. There was a splash, and<br />

then oohs and ahs from the tourists aboard the boat. They’d caught<br />

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arm, maybe, or an undine’s hair trailing like translucent seaweed.<br />

The locals stayed seated while the tourists in the park rushed to the<br />

dock to see, returning in muttering disappointment. Whatever it<br />

was, they’d missed it.<br />

By the time the band began its last set, the dusk was luminous.<br />

I watched the children at play.<br />

It was a lovely sight, and only a little bittersweet. I missed the<br />

careless unselfconsciousness of childhood, when a boy on the<br />

bus could be a hero and nothing more complicated. The young‑<br />

est kids flitted around the park like dragonflies. There were little<br />

girls forming friendships on the spot, one in a flounced polka‑<br />

dotted skirt, one decked out in tie‑dye by latter‑day hippy parents.<br />

There was a young gymnast showing off, turning cartwheel after<br />

perfect cartwheel. Jen’s brother Brandon was hanging out with a<br />

couple of buddies, trying to look like they were too cool to play<br />

with the little kids. He was a surprise baby, what they call a<br />

change‑of‑life baby.<br />

There was a dad letting his three daughters spin around him<br />

like a Maypole, making themselves dizzy until they fell tumbling<br />

onto the soft grass. Over there, a boy who couldn’t have been older<br />

than five or six was swiveling his hips like a miniature Elvis. There<br />

was a giggling blonde girl with a doll in the crook of one arm lead‑<br />

ing another little girl in gingham by the hand toward the bushes—<br />

Oh, crap.<br />

My skin prickled. One of those kids wasn’t a kid. Reaching into<br />

my purse, I eased out my police ID and stood slowly.<br />

“What’s up?” Jen asked.<br />

My tail twitched again, this time in a predatory reflex. “Hang<br />

on. I’ll be right back.”<br />

I followed the little girls behind the curve of the ornamental hedge,<br />

catching them just as the one was handing her doll to the other.<br />

“Don’t take that, sweetheart,” I said to the girl in gingham.<br />

“That’s not a nice doll.”<br />

She gave me a confused look.


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“We were only playing!” the blonde said in a sweet, piping voice.<br />

She had pink, rosy cheeks and blue eyes set in a heart‑shaped face.<br />

It takes an effort of will to see through a glamour, and not every‑<br />

one can do it, but I can. The angelic‑looking child before me<br />

turned into a milkweed fairy, all sharp‑angled features and tip‑tilted<br />

eyes, a halo of silvery fluff floating around its head, tattered, trans‑<br />

lucent wings springing from its shoulder blades. The baby doll it<br />

clutched had become a ripe milkweed pod oozing sticky white sap.<br />

I held up my ID. “Play somewhere else.”<br />

The fairy hissed at me, baring a mouthful of needle‑sharp teeth.<br />

“Thou hast no authority over me! I do not yield to a piece of plastic!”<br />

“No?” I held up my other hand, my left hand, palm outward,<br />

displaying the rune written there, invisible to mundane eyes but<br />

plain as day to a fairy’s. “How about this?”<br />

The fairy recoiled, but held its ground. “Hel should never have<br />

granted an ill‑gotten half‑breed such license!”<br />

For the record, that’s Hel the Norse goddess of the dead, unre‑<br />

lated to the hell from whence my father came. Ironic, I know. An<br />

eldritch community needs a functioning underworld to exist,<br />

which makes Hel the number one supernatural authority in town.<br />

And I just happen to be her agent.<br />

“But she did.” Anger stirred in me, and this time I let it rise,<br />

molten hot and delicious. I could feel the pressure building against<br />

my eardrums. On the other side of the hedge, someone let out a<br />

startled yelp as a bottle of soda popped its lid. The scent of ozone<br />

hung in the air, and electricity lifted my hair. I bared my own teeth<br />

in a smile, my tail twitching violently beneath the skirt of my sun‑<br />

dress. And since you’re probably wondering, no, I don’t wear pant‑<br />

ies. “Do you yield?”<br />

With another hiss, the milkweed fairy vanished.<br />

The little mortal girl in the gingham dress burst into tears.<br />

“It’s okay, sweetheart.” Reaching down, I took her hand and let<br />

my anger drain away. “What’s your name?”<br />

She sniffled. “Shawna.”


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“That’s very pretty.” I smiled at her. “Okay, Shawna. Let’s go<br />

find your mom and dad, shall we?”<br />

Within a minute, I had her restored to her parents. Mom and<br />

Dad were a nice young couple visiting from Ohio. Caught up in<br />

the idyllic mood, listening to the band and watching the antics of<br />

the many children, they hadn’t even noticed their daughter’s fleet‑<br />

ing absence. It had been so brief, I couldn’t blame them. It was<br />

easy to let your guard down on a beautiful evening in Pemkowet.<br />

“Listen.” Lowering my voice, I nodded toward the public rest‑<br />

room, a squat cinderblock building rendered charming by virtue of<br />

a colorful Seurat painting replicated on its walls. While tourists<br />

emptied their bladders inside, 19 th century Parisians strolled and<br />

lounged on the island of La Grande Jatte. “This may sound strange,<br />

but I strongly recommend you take Shawna to the bathroom and<br />

turn her dress inside‑out.”<br />

Ohio Mom blinked at me. “I beg your pardon?”<br />

I laid one hand on Shawna’s head, stroking the wispy brown<br />

hair escaping from her ponytail. “It’s just a precaution. But your<br />

daughter caught a fairy’s attention. Better to be safe than sorry.”<br />

Ohio Mom turned pale. Ohio Dad laughed. “Relax, hon. It’s<br />

just a publicity stunt.” He winked at me. “Fairies, huh?”<br />

Tourists, gah!<br />

“It’s not a publicity stunt.” I couldn’t keep a hint of irritation from<br />

my voice. “Trust me, you don’t want to wake up in the morning and<br />

find nothing but a milkweed pod lying on Shawna’s pillow.”<br />

Which could very well have happened if little Shawna had<br />

taken the doll. That’s all the fairy would have needed to make a<br />

changeling. Oh, we would have tracked her down eventually— I<br />

would have known what had happened as soon as I saw the missing<br />

persons report, which is how I came by my special role in the de‑<br />

partment in the first place— but it would have resulted in some<br />

seriously bad publicity.<br />

Plus, there’s no telling how it might have affected the kid. Peo‑<br />

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It took a bit of convincing, but Ohio Mom decided to humor<br />

me. I went back to rejoin Jen.<br />

“Errant fairy,” I explained briefly.<br />

She nodded. “Did you get them to turn the kid’s dress inside‑<br />

out?”<br />

“Eventually.”<br />

Jen made a face. “Tourists.”<br />

“Yep.”<br />

It wasn’t entirely their fault. The Pemkowet Visitors Bureau ac‑<br />

tively cultivates paranormal tourism. They don’t offer any<br />

guarantees— most visitors never catch more than a fleeting glimpse<br />

of a member of the eldritch community, or they fail to recognize<br />

those of us who pass for human— but the PVB isn’t exactly candid<br />

about the potential dangers, either.<br />

What with being a goddess and all, albeit a much diminished<br />

one, Hel keeps most of the eldritch folk in line. The rune inscribed<br />

on my left palm is a symbol that I’m licensed to enforce her rules<br />

and act as her liaison between the underworld and the mundane<br />

authorities. It works pretty well most of the time, at least with the<br />

eldritch who respect order. Unfortunately, there are plenty who<br />

prefer chaos.<br />

Especially fairies, of which we have many.<br />

Los Gatos del Sol wrapped their last set. The crowd began to<br />

disperse into the warm night. Jen retrieved her brother Brandon,<br />

and we discussed plans to schedule a good old‑fashioned movie<br />

night with my mom, or maybe a Gilmore Girls marathon.<br />

I was relieved that she didn’t mention Cody again. Generally<br />

speaking, Jen and I didn’t keep secrets from each other. My crush<br />

on Cody was a glaring exception. It was tied up with keeping his<br />

secret, which I was honor‑bound to do.<br />

By the time I made my way back to my place, the young couple<br />

in the front apartment were making loud and vigorous love, which<br />

I could hear on the landing; but on the plus side, Mogwai had de‑<br />

cided to make an appearance. I turned on the stereo and poured


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myself a couple inches of good scotch, my one grown‑up indul‑<br />

gence, then lit a few candles and curled up in the love‑seat on my<br />

screen porch to mull over the evening.<br />

Mogwai settled his considerable tricolored bulk in my lap,<br />

kneading and purring his deep, raspy purr.<br />

“Not too bad, Mog.” I stroked him absentmindedly. “One<br />

changeling scenario, averted. Hel would be pleased.”<br />

He twitched one notched ear in a cat‑quick flick.<br />

I sighed. “And yeah, one hopeless crush flirting with my BFF.<br />

But it’s not really any of my business, is it?”<br />

He purred louder in agreement.<br />

On the stereo, Billie Holiday sang good morning to heartache,<br />

her voice fragile and almost tremulous; and yet there was a fine<br />

steel thread of strength running through it, a strength born of suf‑<br />

fering and resolve. Of all the music in the world, nothing soothes<br />

my own savage breast like women singing the blues. The year I<br />

discovered it, I was twelve, and my mom was dating a bassist in a<br />

local jazz band, the only serious boyfriend I’d ever known her to<br />

have. He introduced us to a lot of music. His name was Trey Sum‑<br />

mers, and he was killed in a car accident that winter. I still missed<br />

him, and I know Mom did, too.<br />

I petted.<br />

Mogwai purred.<br />

Outside, the night was filled with the sounds of a resort town in<br />

full revelry; partying tourists frequenting the bars, bass beats thump‑<br />

ing. Inside, with profoundly poignant resignation, Billie Holiday<br />

invited heartache to sit down.<br />

I blew out the candles and went to bed.


DAUGHTER OF THE SWORD<br />

A Novel of the Fated Blades<br />

by STEVE BEIN<br />

A <strong>Roc</strong> October 2012 Paperback<br />

Not every blade can be mastered . . .<br />

Mariko Oshiro is not your average Tokyo cop. As the only<br />

female detective in the city’s most elite police unit, she has<br />

to fight for every ounce of respect, especially from her new<br />

boss. While she wants to track down a rumored cocaine<br />

shipment, he gives her the least promising case possible.<br />

But the case—the attempted theft of an old samurai<br />

sword—proves more dangerous than anyone on the force<br />

could have imagined.<br />

The owner of the sword, Professor Yasuo Yamada, says<br />

it was crafted by the legendary Master Inazuma, a sword<br />

smith whose blades are rumored to have magical qualities.<br />

The man trying to steal it already owns another<br />

Inazuma—one whose deadly power eventually comes to<br />

control all who wield it. Or so says Yamada, and though<br />

he has studied swords and swordsmanship all his life,<br />

Mariko isn’t convinced.<br />

But Mariko’s skepticism hardly matters. Her investigation<br />

has put her on a collision course with a curse centuries old<br />

and as bloodthirsty as ever. She is only the latest in a long<br />

line of warriors and soldiers to confront this power, and<br />

even the sword she learns to wield could turn against her.


1.<br />

T he sword in Fuchida Shūzō’s bed was the oldest known of her<br />

kind, and he loved listening to her song.<br />

A tachi in the shinogi-zukuri style, she was forged by the great<br />

master Inazuma. She lay now on Fuchida’s bed, nestled in his<br />

black silk sheets and framed in a rectangle of sunlight. The arch of<br />

her back was as graceful as any woman’s. Small waves ran the<br />

length of her blade, no bigger than clover petals, never wavering<br />

more than a centimeter from her razor edge. When he lay this<br />

close to her, Fuchida could see the grain of her forging, faint silver<br />

lines like wood grain in her shinogi-ji, the flat surface between her<br />

edge and curving spine. A train rattled by on the Marunouchi<br />

Line, distant enough that he could barely hear it, close enough<br />

that it drowned out the subtle ring his thumbnail made when he<br />

traced it along her ridge. The early evening rush of Tokyo traffic<br />

murmured through the open bedroom window, spoiling any<br />

chance of hearing her song.<br />

He rose, careful not to disturb her, and walked naked to the<br />

window to close it. Beyond the glass stretched the crazed labyrinth<br />

of Shinjuku, a werewolf in urban form, biding its time until<br />

nightfall to unleash its full madness. Businesses stacked three and<br />

four high wallpapered their steel‑and‑glass faces with signs of neon<br />

and animated LEDs: pachinko parlors and noodle shops, nightclubs


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and strip clubs, Nova language schools and Sumitomo cash<br />

machines, shot bars and smartphone dealers. And somewhere<br />

beyond all that, there was a second Inazuma. Fuchida had spent<br />

fifteen years searching for it, and at last it was within reach. He<br />

could go and claim it at any moment. A voice deep within him<br />

cried out for it. He needed to get it now.<br />

He silenced the voice through sheer force of will. This was no<br />

time to start indulging impatience. He knew where that road would<br />

lead. Better to close the window and close off his longing for the<br />

second sword.<br />

The air blowing in was cool at this height, twenty‑two stories<br />

above the street, and the heavy scent of moisture promised evening<br />

rain. Fuchida slid the window shut, watching his reflection shift in<br />

the glass. In this light he could see only his darkest parts: long black<br />

hair, eyes like black coffee, shadows under his pectoral muscles.<br />

The blues and blacks and purples of his tattoos traced a random<br />

spiderwebbing pattern down to the black triangle of pubic hair.<br />

There were darker parts to him, features not visible to those outside<br />

the window. Throats sliced open, women beaten, enemies buried<br />

in the concrete foundations of high‑rises and public schools. Dark<br />

desires and darker deeds did not reflect in glass.<br />

He looked down at his tattoos. Dragons and spiders crawled up<br />

his arms. A fiery buddha dominated his chest, sword and vajra in<br />

hand. The dragons and buddhas shed tears, every teardrop marking<br />

a kill. There were so many now that he’d lost count. He insisted on<br />

the traditional method for every tattoo, grateful for the discipline<br />

the hooks and hammers had drilled into him. With the second<br />

Inazuma so close, he needed every bit of that discipline not to rush<br />

out and grab it. It was said that the Inazuma blades changed the<br />

course of history. There was no telling what Fuchida could do with<br />

two of them.<br />

For all the years he’d spent hunting the second sword, even<br />

Fuchida himself hadn’t known exactly how he would use it. Gut<br />

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carve out his place in history, but it was only a few weeks ago that<br />

he finally understood how. It could only be fate: after fifteen years<br />

of searching, nothing; then, as soon as he discovered how to make<br />

his mark on the world, the second blade suddenly revealed itself to<br />

him. He and the swords were meant to be together. It could be no<br />

other way. He slipped back into bed with his beloved. She was<br />

beautiful beyond description. If not for that second sword, he felt<br />

he could lose hours just trying to put a name to her colors. The<br />

gleaming gray of her shinogi-ji might be called gunmetal today, but<br />

she was already a hundred and fifty years old by the time the<br />

Mongols first brought guns to Japanese shores. The pale silver of<br />

her tempering had no name at all; it was to be found only in the<br />

lining of clouds, and only then when the sun struck at just the right<br />

angle. She seemed to glow with her own light. No sonnet had ever<br />

described colors so pure; no love song had ever been sung of a<br />

woman more beautiful. The thought of lying with two such<br />

beauties was enough to make his heart race.<br />

He’d taken to sleeping with her years ago, but couldn’t<br />

remember how long it had been since they’d started sleeping naked<br />

together. He did remember that he’d first done it as another way to<br />

test himself. Her blade was so sharp that if he dropped a tissue over<br />

her, its own weight would be enough to cut it in two. A bad roll in<br />

his sleep would push her deep into his flesh. Even if she did not kill<br />

him, there was hardly anywhere she could cut that would not spoil<br />

his tattoos. And he had no doubt that she would kill him if he gave<br />

her the opportunity. She’d killed men before, dozens of them.<br />

Ancient samurai had slain hundreds on her edge, but that was true<br />

of any number of swords. The beauty in Fuchida’s bed had a will<br />

of her own, and a murderous will at that. It was said that she’d<br />

killed any who professed to own her. It was said no man could<br />

master her. Fuchida Shūzō was the first to prove the legend wrong.<br />

And soon he would forge a legend of his own. Two Inazumas.<br />

No one had ever owned two before. Even Master Inazuma himself<br />

had never been in the presence of two of his own blades; it was said


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that he forged but one at a time, devoting himself to it as a priest<br />

devoted himself to his god. All Fuchida had to do to claim his<br />

place in immortality was to claim the second sword.<br />

And now that sword was so close that it was all Fuchida could<br />

do to stay in bed listening to his beautiful singer. With two fingers<br />

he caressed the whole length of her, his fingertips drawing a<br />

keening note from her as they ran along her tempering. His desire<br />

for her was no less for wanting the other sword. It was so close. The<br />

woman who owned it was only across town. She was a policewoman,<br />

an unlikely owner for such a treasure, and tracking the sword to her<br />

had been considerably harder than Fuchida could have imagined.<br />

Fifteen years, and now the sword was within his grasp. His breath<br />

quickened at the thought.<br />

But he would not indulge that crying voice in his mind. It pleaded<br />

with him: he needed to get out of bed, get dressed, get the sword<br />

now. Fuchida silenced it. He would be disciplined about this. He<br />

would spend a final night alone with his blade, one last night with<br />

his exquisite beauty before he brought another into their home.<br />

Killing the policewoman could wait until tomorrow.


2.<br />

I t was exactly the opposite of a well‑designed sting. Detective<br />

Sergeant Oshiro Mariko cursed herself for taking it, cursed<br />

Lieutenant Hashimoto for retiring, and cursed the new LT for<br />

taking a perfectly good plan and blowing it right to hell.<br />

Mariko would have preferred to stake out the suspect’s<br />

apartment. There were only so many exits to cover in an apartment<br />

building, only so many places a perp could run. That was especially<br />

true in the kind of building a low‑rent Tokyo pusher could afford to<br />

live in, and this Bumps Ryota was definitely low‑rent. Mariko could<br />

see him now, reflected in the window of the okonomiyaki restaurant<br />

right in front of her nose. Even from this distance, she thought he<br />

walked as if his feet did not touch the ground. He held his arms<br />

close to his chest, one palm flat against his cheek as if trying to<br />

restrain a nervous tic or muscular spasm.<br />

She should have said no. Hell, she’d tried to say no. She’d<br />

wanted to walk away as soon as the good plan hit the toilet. But<br />

something had drawn her back to this one, and it wasn’t just some<br />

vague sense of loyalty to Lieutenant Hashimoto. Her mother would<br />

have said that when a person feels compelled, that meant something<br />

was meant to be, but Mariko didn’t believe in all that destiny crap.<br />

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believing. So with all the evidence pointing to a first‑class fiasco,<br />

why hadn’t she said no? What made this case special?<br />

Bumps paced to and fro around a low flower planter centered<br />

in one of the main intersections of the open‑air mall. Nothing<br />

special about him. Nothing special about this place either. A<br />

framework of I‑beams instead of walls, the beams painted the same<br />

pale blue as the bottom of a swimming pool. Mounted above them<br />

was a roof of translucent Plexiglas domes, giant versions of those<br />

eggs that pantyhose used to come in. Suspended below the huge<br />

half eggs were ranks upon ranks of glowing fluorescent tubes,<br />

giving everything below not one shadow but a host of thin<br />

overlapping ones. Bumps couldn’t have chosen a better place to be<br />

staked out by the police if he’d tried. No one on Mariko’s team<br />

would give even a moment’s thought to drawing down on him in a<br />

public mall. But Bumps’s position was better still, smack in the<br />

middle of a four‑way intersection peppered with shoppers and a<br />

million little alleyways between all the shops. Even with a battalion<br />

Mariko couldn’t have put a man on every possible escape route,<br />

and with only two other officers for her sting, she couldn’t even<br />

cover the four cardinal directions. It was almost as if Bumps Ryota<br />

and this new Lieutenant Ko were on the same side.<br />

Mariko’s okonomiyaki shop was on the southeast corner of the<br />

intersection. She smelled hoisin sauce and frying shrimp from<br />

within, and saw Bumps’s skinny little reflection pacing back and<br />

forth in the foreground of her own. Short spikes crowned her image<br />

in the plate glass—her hair was still wet from the rain outside—and<br />

her eyes looked strained and tired. As well they might, she told<br />

herself, given the worst sting operation of all time, but she nipped<br />

that thought right in the bud. She already got too little respect from<br />

the men on her team; there was no point in undermining her<br />

authority further by undermining herself.<br />

She had a patrolman named Mishima about ten meters down<br />

the west corridor, sitting on a bench with a couple of shopping<br />

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his wife. In the north corridor she’d placed Toyoda in a sunglasses<br />

shop—a natural fit, since she’d never seen him without a pair of<br />

sunglasses propped in his close‑cropped hair. Twenty meters past<br />

Toyoda the mall opened onto a dark street, traffic hissing by on the<br />

wet asphalt. Mariko had to trust Toyoda’s background as a soccer<br />

fullback would help him defend that corridor, because if Bumps<br />

got to the open street, catching him would become a whole new<br />

kind of nightmare. Every neon sign in this mall would linger as<br />

sunspots in her officers’ eyes, and a half‑blind chase in traffic wasn’t<br />

Mariko’s idea of a winning strategy.<br />

Again she cursed Hashimoto for retiring. Why couldn’t he have<br />

left one week later? She cursed herself too for not sticking with the<br />

original plan, even if that meant taking whatever crap Lieutenant<br />

Ko might have for her afterward. Better to turn her back on the<br />

whole operation than to try to do it half‑assed.<br />

Why hadn’t she just turned and walked? Her usual answer<br />

wouldn’t cut it this time. Yes, she had to prove herself to her<br />

commander, but she knew that would be true for the rest of her<br />

career. Yes, first impressions were important, but that was all the<br />

more reason not to take this assignment; it was as if Lieutenant Ko<br />

was setting her up for failure. And she’d gone along with it anyway.<br />

Why? For the umpteenth time she looked to her reflection for an<br />

answer: why did she feel compelled to take this sting?<br />

“Sergeant, this is Two,” said Toyoda’s deep voice in Mariko’s<br />

Bluetooth. “I have a possible approaching the suspect now.”<br />

Yet another flaw in the operation, Mariko thought. At ten<br />

minutes to ten, there were so few shoppers left that you could<br />

take a good guess at which ones were looking to score a hit.<br />

Bumps, in turn, could guess that the three people who never<br />

wandered more than a few paces from their positions might have<br />

been, oh, say, cops. And if a buyer didn’t come within the next<br />

ten minutes, the only people left in the mall would be Bumps and<br />

Mariko’s team.<br />

But Mariko managed to keep a lid on all such lamentations.


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Instead she said, “Come on, Two. A description might be helpful,<br />

don’t you think?”<br />

“Tight little number. Orange hair. Fuck‑me pumps.”<br />

“Oh, I got her,” said Mishima. “Yeah, that’s real nice.”<br />

“I don’t suppose I could bother you two to be professional,<br />

could I?” Mariko winced as soon as she said it. These guys had<br />

been salivating over the air all night, but pissing them off now<br />

wouldn’t do any good. She needed them sharp.<br />

“Possible has reached the suspect,” said Toyoda.<br />

Mariko reached into the purse slung across her torso and<br />

withdrew a compact—one she never used except in circumstances<br />

like these. Flicking it open with a stubby thumbnail, she used it to<br />

look over her shoulder. There was the perp, talking to. . . . Oh no.<br />

Saori.<br />

Just like that, everything fell into a lower and hotter level of<br />

hell. Bumps would be done with his transaction in thirty seconds<br />

or less. Pull the trigger on the sting too early and he wouldn’t be<br />

guilty of anything. Pull it too late and she’d have no choice but to<br />

arrest him and Saori. Within her thirty‑second window, she had<br />

another window of one, maybe two seconds where she could nail<br />

Bumps Ryota and still let Saori walk.<br />

There was the other option too. She could choose not to pull<br />

the trigger at all. Let them go. Tell Ko his plan was a pooch screw<br />

from the get‑go, then set up a new sting on Bumps and another<br />

buyer. Or just let Saori walk and then hit Bumps, hoping he was<br />

carrying enough to nail him on intent to distribute.<br />

“On your toes, boys,” she said into the Bluetooth. “We go on my<br />

signal.”<br />

Saori and Bumps were still talking. Saori’s hair was longer than<br />

Mariko remembered, dyed peroxide orange. Bumps had long hair<br />

too, shoulder length, straight pressed, and tawny like a lion’s. Both<br />

were bone skinny, their clothes hanging off them like sails from a<br />

mast in dead air. Their image in Mariko’s hand mirror trembled. It<br />

was hard to tell if either had passed anything to the other.


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“What are we waiting for, Sergeant?”<br />

“Zip it, Three. We don’t have a bust if he doesn’t sell her<br />

anything.”<br />

There. Had their hands touched? In the trembling mirror it was<br />

hard to tell. Mariko turned around to get a better look. Bumps was<br />

definitely putting something into his jacket pocket. What about<br />

Saori? Mariko could only see her back. Saori’s hands were in front<br />

of her belly, her skeletally skinny elbows winging out on either<br />

side.<br />

“Hell with it,” Mariko muttered. Then full volume, “Move,<br />

move, move!”<br />

Bumps Ryota locked eyes with her. They were jumpy, his eyes,<br />

but despite the fact that he was amped, he froze in place for one<br />

full second before he bolted.<br />

One second was enough time for Mariko to clear the heavy<br />

Taser from her belt line, not enough time to close within firing<br />

range. Bumps took off like a rabbit on speed.<br />

Toyoda was on an intercept course with him. Mishima bore<br />

down on Saori, just on the fringe of Mariko’s peripheral vision.<br />

Bumps juked right and put a bench between himself and Toyoda.<br />

Instead of vaulting it, Toyoda went around. That was all the<br />

breakaway Bumps needed.<br />

Mariko bounded over the bench, dashing past Toyoda and not<br />

sparing the breath to call him a jackass. She wasn’t going to catch<br />

Bumps. Five more strides and he’d be out of the dry neon mouth<br />

of the mall and into the slick, busy darkness of the streets.<br />

Whether out of inspiration or desperation, Mariko couldn’t say,<br />

but she chucked the Taser. It wheeled end over end, almost in slow<br />

motion, and Mariko was sure she hadn’t put enough into the throw.<br />

The thing was heavy; it wasn’t going to make it. But then it hit<br />

Bumps in the base of the neck. He stutter‑stepped, stumbled,<br />

regained his footing. It was enough.<br />

Like so many others in the Tokyo Metropolitan Police<br />

Department, Mariko had taken the department’s aikido course. In


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the heat of the moment, she couldn’t remember a single technique.<br />

She grabbed a fistful of Bumps’s stiff, tawny hair. Bumps kept<br />

running. She stopped.<br />

In the next instant Bumps was on his ass. “Stay down,” Mariko<br />

said, panting, fumbling for her cuffs with her shaky, sweaty left hand.<br />

One of those newer‑model Toyotas hissed by, the kind that<br />

looked like a pregnant roller skate. A raindrop thwacked heavily on<br />

Mariko’s scalp. She felt it roll through the forest of her choppy hair,<br />

tracing a cold line down the back of her head toward the collar of<br />

her blouse. Overhead, the low‑hanging clouds glowed white, the<br />

way they could only do in a city the size of Tokyo. Every building<br />

in sight was the same height, nine or ten stories before disappearing<br />

into the haze. The sole exception was the mall, with its roof like<br />

rows and rows of mannequin tits, the drumming of fat, heavy<br />

raindrops beating against them, loud as a low‑flying 747 that<br />

wouldn’t leave Mariko’s airspace.<br />

Bumps was still wheezing, his eyes pinched shut and all his<br />

yellow teeth visible, when Mishima and Toyoda approached with a<br />

handcuffed Saori. The sunglasses in Toyoda’s black hair were off‑<br />

kilter, and Mishima had his tie undone, his jacket slung over one<br />

shoulder. A crowd of bystanders formed a wide semicircle, centered<br />

on Mariko as if choreographed that way, their formation stopping<br />

at the border between wet and dry pavement.<br />

“Is it true?” said Toyoda. “Is she your sister?”<br />

Mariko looked up at the glowing sky and the domes of Plexiglas.<br />

Rain pounded the mall’s roof, not half as loud as Mariko’s<br />

thundering heart. “Give her to me,” Mariko said.<br />

“Wait!” Bumps said as Mariko passed him off. “I’m useful to<br />

you! I got information!”<br />

“Sure you do,” said Mariko, then nodded for Mishima and<br />

Toyoda to leave. Both men stood their ground, their gazes flicking<br />

between Mariko and Saori. “That guy you’re holding is a suspect,”<br />

Mariko said. “Customarily we take them down to post and book<br />

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Mishima’s chubby face sank, and Toyoda gave Mariko the evil<br />

eye, but at last they did as they were told. Mariko shook her head.<br />

She didn’t know what it would take to earn these boys’ respect, but<br />

apparently running down a fleeing perp single‑handedly wasn’t<br />

sufficient.<br />

“Miko,” Saori said, “you have to get me out of this.” Her teeth<br />

were like her pusher’s, gray where they were not yellow. She’d lost<br />

weight since Mariko had seen her last; her cheeks seemed hollow,<br />

her lips thin like an old woman’s. Her face was flushed, but not<br />

with shame; Mariko could only see indignance there.<br />

“I don’t know how to help you anymore, Saori.”<br />

The sallow face hardened. “Are you kidding? What are you<br />

doing, staking me out now? Those guys came out of nowhere.”<br />

“Well, that makes one thing that’s gone right tonight.” Mariko’s<br />

laugh sounded forced even to her. “Shit, Saori, if you had any idea<br />

how bad this thing went down, you’d know how bad you’re<br />

tweaking.”<br />

“I’m not tweaking.”<br />

“Uh‑huh.”<br />

Mariko took Saori by the joint between the cuffs and gave her a<br />

gentle shove in the direction the other two had taken Bumps Ryota,<br />

toward the pair of squads they had waiting in the mall’s shipping<br />

dock. She hated being put in this position. Ever since Saori had<br />

started using, all Mariko had ever wanted to do was help. Saori was<br />

the reason she’d put in for Narcotics in the first place: to bust the<br />

shitheads who would sell to her sister, yes, but also to try to get an<br />

understanding of addiction itself. The only understanding she’d<br />

gleaned so far was that an addict had to hit rock bottom before<br />

recovery. Was getting arrested by her own sister rock bottom<br />

enough? Was Mariko helping at all? She couldn’t be sure.<br />

As she ushered Saori along, she found the mall had become a<br />

breeding ground for shoppers, mostly high school girls still in<br />

uniform; their numbers seemed to have tripled in the last minute or<br />

so. Text messages had summoned them like a wizard’s incantation,


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exorcising them from every corner of the mall and drawing them all<br />

to this one place. Gawking faces passed judgment from every<br />

direction, and at least a dozen cell phones had their tiny black bug<br />

eyes trained on the fabulous Oshiro sisters. Within the hour every<br />

teenager in Tokyo would have received the image from a friend.<br />

Saori fussed at her cuffs, twisting her bone‑thin arms. “You<br />

know what, Miko? This is bullshit. You want to stake me out, fine.<br />

Just don’t lie about it. Be the overprotective bitch you’ve always<br />

been; just come right out and say it.”<br />

“We were staking your pusher. It’s not my fault you came to buy<br />

tonight.”<br />

“Whatever. I’m not even carrying.”<br />

Mariko stopped. “Is that true?”<br />

“Well, yeah.”<br />

“Saori, did the other officers find anything on you?”<br />

“No.”<br />

Mariko rolled her eyes. She didn’t know why she bothered<br />

asking questions anymore; when she was using, Saori would lie to<br />

anyone about anything. The only question now was, would she pat<br />

Saori down in front of the high schoolers and their phones, or<br />

could she find a quieter place?<br />

The quieter place was on the opposite side of a tan steel service<br />

door, in a long yellow hallway whose fluorescent tube lights<br />

hummed and droned and flickered. As Mariko patted down Saori’s<br />

ribs and back and belly, the question she really wanted to ask was,<br />

Why are you making me do this? Tomorrow’s conversation with<br />

their mother was sure to be a hoot. Now that conversation would<br />

have to include Big Sister Miko picking on Poor Little Saori by<br />

searching her for contraband. No matter how bad things got, Saori<br />

always found a way to make them worse.<br />

But this time, thankfully, she was clean. Mariko had to run her<br />

fingers over Saori’s underwear to make sure, and she wanted to<br />

smack Saori for putting her in a position to have to grope her own


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sister, but Mariko had pulled the trigger just right. They had Bumps<br />

and, owing as much to sheer luck as good judgment, they didn’t<br />

have anything on Saori.<br />

“Do you have any idea how lucky you are?” Mariko said,<br />

pushing a brown service door open and ushering Saori through it.<br />

A vicious diatribe from Saori echoed throughout the long, narrow<br />

hallway, mostly in Japanese but with the choicest words in English.<br />

It had always been Saori’s favorite language for cursing. Mariko<br />

didn’t listen to a word of it. She was still thinking about fate. She’d<br />

had no way of knowing Saori was buying from Bumps, and yet<br />

she’d felt drawn to this case—and now, lo and behold, she was<br />

perfectly placed to save her family a lot of shame and grief. Mom<br />

would have said it was meant to be. Mariko still didn’t buy it, but<br />

neither could she deny the compulsion she’d felt.<br />

She walked to the end of the hall, pushing Saori along in front<br />

of her. When she reached the door at the far end, she opened it<br />

and took Saori into the mall’s shipping and receiving room. It was<br />

a cavernous space, with undressed lightbulbs dangling from a<br />

ceiling high enough to admit a tractor‑trailer. Two squads were<br />

parked in the loading dock just outside the huge open door. Bumps<br />

was already inside the nearest one. Mishima and Toyoda leaned<br />

against the driver’s‑side doors, smoking, the lightbulbs gleaming<br />

like a string of stars in the sunglasses atop Toyoda’s head.<br />

“Which one of you searched this suspect?” Mariko said.<br />

Mishima and Toyoda looked at each other.<br />

“Damn it, guys, you have to have a reason to put handcuffs on<br />

somebody.” She fished for her key, and with a few clicks Saori was<br />

rubbing her red, unshackled wrists together.<br />

“Mishima,” Mariko said, pointing at Bumps in the backseat,<br />

“take him back to post and process him. Toyoda, go with him. By<br />

the time I get there, I want to see a report on my desk explaining<br />

why you weren’t in position to take down our suspect and why you<br />

left me without backup in running him down.”


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Toyoda scowled at her as if she’d called his mother a whore.<br />

“Come on, Oshiro, there were only three of us. I had to leave<br />

somebody without backup.”<br />

“That’s Detective Oshiro, and yes, you could have left Mishima<br />

without backup. Instead, you chose to help him cuff a woman who<br />

wasn’t fleeing, a woman who ultimately can’t even be charged with<br />

anything—”<br />

“A woman who’s your sister.”<br />

“That’s beside the point. You showed bad judgment tonight—<br />

all night long, as far as I’m concerned—and I’m giving you a<br />

chance to write down your side of it before I talk to Lieutenant Ko<br />

about your suspension. So give me a heartfelt ‘thank you’ and get<br />

the hell out of here.”<br />

Toyoda’s scowl deepened. “What about her?” he said.<br />

Mariko turned to look Saori in the eye. Quietly, somberly, she<br />

said, “I’m taking her to detox. Again. Unless she wants to face<br />

charges of conspiracy to traffic narcotics.”<br />

The charge would never stick, but Saori didn’t have to know<br />

that. She looked at Mariko, then at the floor. “Fine,” Saori said,<br />

“let’s go.”<br />

Tomorrow’s conversation with their mother was looking better<br />

and better all the time.


DARK LIGHT OF DAY<br />

by Jill Archer<br />

An <strong>Ace</strong> October 2012 Paperback<br />

Armageddon is over. The demons won. And yet<br />

somehow . . . the world has continued. Survivors worship<br />

patron demons under a draconian system of tributes and<br />

rules. These laws keep the demons from warring among<br />

themselves, and the world from slipping back into chaos.<br />

Noon Onyx grew up on the banks of th river Lethe,<br />

daughter of a prominent politician, and a descendant of<br />

Lucifer’s warlords. Noon has a secret—she was born with<br />

waning magic, the dark, destructive, fiery power that is<br />

used to control demons and maintain the delicate peace<br />

among them. But a woman with waning magic is unheard<br />

of and some will consider her an abomination.<br />

Noon is summoned to attend St. Lucifer’s, a school of<br />

demon law. She must decide whether to declare her<br />

powers there . . . or attempt to continue hiding them,<br />

knowing the price for doing so may be death. And once<br />

she meets the forbiddingly powerful Ari Carmine—who<br />

suspects Noon is harboring magic as deadly as his<br />

own—Noon realizes there may be more at stake than<br />

just her life.


1<br />

WINTER GARDEN<br />

T he wind whipping across my face made it feel as if I’d just<br />

scrubbed with camphor and bits of glass. My eyes watered and<br />

my nose ran. I sniffled and kept walking, my boots crunching over<br />

the ice and snow. Stars winked high above me like baby’s breath<br />

thrown into an inky sea, but the main light came from small um‑<br />

ber street lights tucked into the stone wall beside me. The Aster’s<br />

front gate was just thirty yards ahead. I tried not to think about how<br />

cold the walk home would be if they refused to let me in. Inside my<br />

pocket, I squeezed my letter, forever wrinkling it. I knew some<br />

people framed theirs. I didn’t care. I planned to burn mine.<br />

The wall I’d been walking along ended and a massive iron gate<br />

rose up in its place. To its side was a call box. Giving the letter one<br />

final vicious squeeze, I withdrew my hand, opened the box, and<br />

turned the crank. It stuck at first and I had to wrench it free from a<br />

brittle crust of snow and ice. Finally I heard a pop and some clicking.<br />

But no one answered. I stood for another half‑minute or so, blowing<br />

breath into my cupped hands to warm my now frigid mouth and<br />

nose. I turned the crank again. It was too late for dinner and too early<br />

for bed. Someone would answer. After a while, Mrs. Aster did.


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“Hello?” squawked the box.<br />

“Evening, Mrs. Aster,” I said, trying to keep my voice pleasant.<br />

“It’s Nouiomo Onyx.”<br />

A moment of silence passed as I tucked a strand of hair back<br />

into my hood. The frost on my mitten brushed my cheek. The spot<br />

burned as if someone had just nicked me with a metal rake.<br />

“Good evening, Noon.”<br />

“Is Peter home?”<br />

“I haven’t seen him since dinner.” This may or may not have<br />

been true. The Aster’s house was as big as a castle and I knew Peter<br />

spent most of his time studying either in his room or in the family<br />

library.<br />

“I need to talk to him about something,” I said, still managing<br />

to keep the impatience out of my voice. “Would you let him know<br />

I’m here?”<br />

“Can’t it wait until tomorrow?”<br />

“No. I’m leaving tomorrow. That’s what I want to talk to him<br />

about.”<br />

There was a long pause before she answered again.<br />

“Noon, I have two hundred poinsettias, five holly trees, and a<br />

dozen live mistletoe sprigs in the house. You can’t come in. I’m<br />

sorry.”<br />

I fought for calm and swallowed the lump in my throat. What<br />

had I expected? It was Yuletide and the Asters were Angels, for<br />

Luck’s sake.<br />

“Can you tell him to come out?”<br />

Another long pause and then, “He’s studying.”<br />

I sighed. The lump was gone, replaced with resignation. I had<br />

lived next to Peter for twenty‑one years, my whole life. And I could<br />

count on one hand the number of times this gate had opened for me.<br />

I cleared my throat, wanting my voice to sound stronger than I felt.<br />

“Tell him I stopped by then, would you?”<br />

“Of course. Goodnight, Noon.” The squawking stopped and<br />

then the static and the box went completely silent.


DARK LIGHT OF DAY 91<br />

I turned and started crunching my way back, stepping carefully,<br />

and clutching my hood beneath my chin to keep the wind from<br />

my ears. I was so focused on how cold and miserable I was that it<br />

took me awhile to notice the warmth spreading from the pocket of<br />

my cape. Just as I started to smell burning wool— disgusting!—<br />

warm turned to seriously hot and I glanced down to see that I had<br />

set my cape on fire. Brilliant. I hadn’t inadvertently set anything on<br />

fire since puberty. I waved a flat hand over the flames and quickly<br />

smothered the fire. I looked around to see if anyone was watching.<br />

Someone was.<br />

Luckily, it was Peter.<br />

He was leaning against the stone wall I had just walked along.<br />

The same stone wall that ran for miles along the Lemiscus, a lane<br />

as old as the Apocalypse. The Lemiscus separated our families’ two<br />

estates. The Asters had a wall running along their side. On ours?<br />

Nothing. My father, Karanos Onyx, was one of the most powerful<br />

Maegesters in the country. We didn’t need walls to keep our pri‑<br />

vacy.<br />

Peter’s hood was down, his cloak unbuttoned, and his hands<br />

bare— obviously he’d rushed to meet me. In the deep twilight, his<br />

white blonde hair was the color of snow and ash, nearly the oppo‑<br />

site of my midnight‑colored tresses. He pushed off the wall with his<br />

shoulder, his lanky frame ambling over to my shivering one, and<br />

put his arm around me. His smile was friendly but his frost blue<br />

eyes were disapproving. He’d seen the fire.<br />

“Shall we?” he said, motioning toward a small wooden door<br />

that was half‑hidden in the wall.<br />

“Is it safe?”<br />

“As safe as it always is. I cast the spell just before opening the<br />

door.”<br />

Huddled together we stepped through the doorway. Peter<br />

closed the door behind us and I stared ahead, remembering the<br />

first time I had stepped through that door. I’d been five and it was<br />

the first time I’d ever stepped foot in a garden. I’d been so in awe,


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so overwhelmed, by the life growing within these walls. The dark,<br />

destructive waning magic I tried so desperately to keep hidden<br />

deep inside of me had pulsed in response to the rich magentas,<br />

bright clarets, and cheerful fuchsias of the blooms and buds.<br />

Within seconds of my entry, I had killed three hydrangeas, two<br />

hostas, and a mulberry tree. Instantly, they’d become black silhou‑<br />

ettes against the garden’s remaining ruddy colors.<br />

It was the single most horrifying day of my life. And the most hope‑<br />

ful. Because a moment later Peter had cast a protective spell over the<br />

surviving plants so that I could walk among them— green, growing,<br />

living plants. I dared not touch anything now, but at least I could look.<br />

The place would have been magical even without a spell. Yew<br />

topiaries shaped as Mephistopheles, Beelzebub and Alecto warred<br />

alongside Gabriel, Michael and Mary. They were all dormant now,<br />

the yews buried under an inch of fresh snow, but I could feel their<br />

presence. Alive and well, they waited for spring to resume their<br />

fight. Behind the wall, shielded by hedgerows and distant cypress<br />

trees, the snowflakes felt less like bits of glass and more like cold<br />

confetti. Peter and I sat down on a small cement bench, which was<br />

nestled back nicely in a cut‑out niche of the hedgerow. He spread<br />

one side of his cloak around me and cast a spell of warmth over us.<br />

My shivering subsided.<br />

“What’s wrong?” he asked.<br />

He’d seen the fire so I couldn’t very well say, “nothing.” But I’d<br />

burned the letter so I couldn’t just shove it at him in way of expla‑<br />

nation either.<br />

“I’ve been accepted to St. Lucifer’s Law School.”<br />

Peter’s face went still. It could have been surprise. It could have<br />

been anger. With Peter, you could never tell.<br />

“Luck, Noon, did you apply there?”<br />

I rolled my eyes. “My mom sent in the application for me. She<br />

swears she didn’t tell them about my magic. She thinks I should<br />

tell them. Her exact words were, ‘It’s your power, you have to de‑<br />

cide to use it.’” I snorted, remembering.


DARK LIGHT OF DAY 93<br />

My power. As if it was something positive. People like me, who<br />

possessed waning magic, were a menace. Not only could I kill<br />

something just by touching it, my presence alone had the potential<br />

to harm growing things. Plants, pregnant women, gardens,<br />

greenery— all could suffer disastrous consequences if I came too<br />

near. Worse than that though, was what we were expected to be‑<br />

come: Maegesters, or demon peacekeepers. Because waning magic<br />

was the only type of magic that could be used to control demons.<br />

Becoming a Maegester meant learning all of the Byzantine laws<br />

that Halja’s ruling demons idolized and then training to become<br />

their consiglieres, their judges, and even their executioners.<br />

Worse than that though, was that I was the only female with<br />

waning magic that I knew of.<br />

Unfortunately, I had to live with it, which was why I’d spent my<br />

whole life wishing I possessed the waxing magic of a Mederi healer,<br />

rather than the waning magic of a future Maegester.<br />

“So are you going to go?”<br />

I shrugged and made a helpless gesture. Ever since I was five,<br />

after that first disastrous entry into the Aster garden, Peter and I had<br />

been plotting a way to reverse my magic. Peter thought the answer<br />

was to find a rumored long lost Reversal Spell. But, so far, we<br />

hadn’t found it and my time was running out. Law and scripture<br />

required us to use our talents for the greater good. The demons<br />

who ruled Halja had no patience for rule breakers, and so under<br />

Haljan law, anyone with magic had to declare it by Bryde’s Day of<br />

their twenty‑first year. That day, the day I’d been dreading my en‑<br />

tire life, was now just weeks away.<br />

“I don’t know, Peter. It’s a big gamble, not declaring by the dead‑<br />

line. I’ll be killed if they find out I have magic and didn’t declare it.”<br />

Peter scoffed and I bristled.<br />

“Peter!” I said, suddenly angry. The snow on the branches<br />

above us instantly melted and dribbled down on us, a chilling re‑<br />

minder of the combustible magic I was trying to hide. “You act as<br />

if the demons, the Council, and the law are of no concern.”


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Slowly, he rubbed the back of his bare neck, swiping at the cold<br />

drops that had fallen there. He stared out into the snow covered<br />

garden, his lustrous blue eyes never meeting the soft smokey<br />

bronze of mine.<br />

“Noon, I’m so close,” he said finally, turning to me. “You’ve got<br />

to trust me. I know I’ll be able to find the Reversal Spell before<br />

Bryde’s Day. Can’t you convince your mother to let you stay home<br />

for a few more weeks?”<br />

I shook my head. “She kicked me out, Peter. My own mother.”<br />

Peter grimaced. “Is there anyone else you can stay with? Just<br />

until I find the spell?”<br />

I stared at him and then smirked. “I’d move in with you but<br />

your mother hates me.”<br />

“She doesn’t hate you . . . Wait, you’d move in with me?”<br />

“I . . .”<br />

I didn’t know. Peter was my best (and only) friend, but I’d given<br />

up my adolescent dreams of anything happening romantically be‑<br />

tween us years ago. I’m not even sure Peter had known I’d felt that<br />

way about him.<br />

“Peter, I need my own place. And I need a job. I need to figure<br />

out what to do with my life.”<br />

“Well, I guess you could go to St. Lucifer’s temporarily, just<br />

until I find the spell. If your mother didn’t declare for you, your<br />

secret’s still safe. Some people might suspect, but I think they’re<br />

too afraid of your father to speak openly of it or to declare for you.<br />

Just enroll in the Barrister classes, not the Maegester ones. Instead<br />

of learning how to police demons like a future Maegester, learn<br />

how to help Hyrkes follow the Demon Council rules like a future<br />

Barrister.”<br />

“There will be others with waning magic who are there to train<br />

as Maegesters. They’ll be in the Barrister classes too. There won’t<br />

be any way to avoid them.” Members of the Host who had waning<br />

magic could often sense one another. It was a magical remnant of<br />

the days when our ancestors had been Lucifer’s warlords.


DARK LIGHT OF DAY 95<br />

“I can cast a cloaking spell over you that should last for a few<br />

weeks,” Peter said. “I’ll reinforce it when I get there.”<br />

Peter was twenty‑four. For the last three years he’d been attend‑<br />

ing the Joshua School, a prestigious Angel academy that shared a<br />

campus with St. Lucifer’s. Angels, whose power came from their<br />

beliefs rather than their birth, were different than waning and wax‑<br />

ing magic users. They cast spells, instead of using innate power.<br />

I raised my eyebrows at him. “You can cast a powerful enough<br />

cloaking spell to hide me from any Maegester at St. Lucifer’s?”<br />

For the first time that night, Peter grinned. “Have a little faith,<br />

Noon. Have you ever sensed your dad’s magic before?”<br />

I frowned. Not that I could remember. Peter nodded and smiled.<br />

“That’s because he’s always had himself cloaked. I can do the<br />

same for you.”<br />

“Do you really think you can find the Reversal Spell in less<br />

than a month?” I said, still worried. “Most people think it’s a myth.”<br />

“It’s not a myth!” Peter grabbed my arm as if I hadn’t heard his<br />

next words quoted from him a thousand times already.<br />

“‘He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall<br />

be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain,<br />

for the former things have passed away. And He who was seated on<br />

the throne said, I make all things new. Write this down, for these<br />

words are trustworthy and true.’<br />

“Noon, somewhere out there is an ultimate spell of reversal, a<br />

spell that makes things the way they were meant to be. The old<br />

Book of Revelation doesn’t give us the spell, but we know from it<br />

that the spell once existed. Someone wrote it down at His com‑<br />

mand and I’m going to find it.”<br />

I stayed silent, not knowing what to say. Did the Reversal Spell<br />

really exist?<br />

“What does Night think?” Peter said, cutting into my thoughts.<br />

Night was short for Nocturo, the Maegester’s name my parents<br />

had given to my twin brother. Of course, within a day of our birth,<br />

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our magic. Because magic and gender were so closely related in<br />

Halja, our birth mix‑up was something we Onyxes almost never<br />

discussed. The fact that I had been born with the waning magic of<br />

a Maegester and Night had been born with the waxing magic of a<br />

Mederi embarrassed my father, shamed my mother, and caused<br />

Night and me no end of grief.<br />

“Night left two weeks ago to join one of the Mederi tribes,” I<br />

said.<br />

Peter stared at the Alecto topiary, frowning. I brushed snow<br />

from my knees.<br />

“That’s going to make it hard.”<br />

“Tell me about it. My mom and dad weren’t speaking before.<br />

Now they can’t even stand to be in the same room with each other.”<br />

“I meant your brother’s choice to openly train as a Mederi healer<br />

might make it harder to cast the Reversal Spell once we find it.”<br />

Peter stood up, taking his cloak with him and breaking the spell<br />

of warmth he’d cast over us. The wind whistled in my ears again<br />

and I shrugged. Night hadn’t consulted me. He’d just left. Now,<br />

our mother obviously thought it was my turn.<br />

“I think Night just looked at the calendar and decided a few<br />

more weeks weren’t going to matter. He got tired of waiting.”<br />

“Don’t declare, Noon. Once you declare, it’ll be that much<br />

harder for us. Even if I found the Reversal Spell, the Council might<br />

not let me use it.”<br />

“Don’t worry,” I said, laughing bitterly. “Declaring my magic<br />

and training to become a Maegester is the last thing I want to do.”<br />

I pulled my hand from my pocket. The ashes from my burned<br />

acceptance letter spilled out into the wind and then settled on the<br />

garden’s snowy white coating. By the time Peter finished casting<br />

my cloaking spell, the little black bits were gone.


2<br />

PETITS FLEURS<br />

I f Halja, my country, was the lone man left standing in a battlefield<br />

after a long and brutal war, then its future would be the spilled<br />

blood under his feet— expected, yet somehow still startling, slippery<br />

and shifting, a sacrifice for peace in a world full of demons. Real<br />

ones. Because it was here in Halja that Lucifer’s army, the Host, beat<br />

the Savior’s army in the last great battle of the Apocalypse.<br />

And yet . . .<br />

Life goes on pretty much the way it did before. People still get mar‑<br />

ried, have babies, and pay their taxes. Many things were destroyed, but<br />

many things have been rebuilt. We have mechanized cabriolets,<br />

electro‑harmonic machines, winder lifts, pots of lip gloss, and nail lac‑<br />

quer. We have time to do our hair. Because the Apocalypse happened<br />

over two thousand years ago. Armageddon is old news and in the days,<br />

years, centuries, and millennia since, we’ve mourned our dead, buried<br />

them, and even forgotten where their graves were.<br />

Lucifer’s Host, which consisted of his warlords, their wives and<br />

sisters, and the demons they controlled, evolved. Not physically,<br />

but culturally. The warlords became Maegesters, or peacekeepers.<br />

The wives and sisters became Mederies, or healers. And the de‑


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mons broke into two groups: those that value Halja’s future and<br />

those that don’t.<br />

Well, like it or not, expected or startling, my future began at five<br />

a.m. the next morning when the tinny ring of my alarm bell woke<br />

me. In the cold blackness of pre‑dawn I dressed hurriedly in slim<br />

wool pants, a linen undershirt, and a heavy gray sweater with a<br />

large cowl collar that could double as an extra hood if needed. I<br />

grabbed my leather back pack and crept downstairs to see if I could<br />

find something to eat before I had to leave to catch the ferry that<br />

would take me to St. Lucifer’s.<br />

Our house was as big as Peter’s (maybe even bigger) so it took<br />

me a few minutes to reach the kitchen. My fingertips brushed the<br />

walls as I went, each turn illuminating memories of events that oc‑<br />

curred in these darkened rooms long ago. There was where, at<br />

eight, I’d tripped on one of the carpets and smashed my head into<br />

the side of that table, nearly slicing my ear off. Night had tried to<br />

heal me, but my father had stumbled upon us before he could and<br />

had bellowed for my mother. She’d patched me up, with catgut<br />

stitches instead of magic, and Night had never tried again. At least<br />

not in this house. There was where I’d thrown my first fire ball. At<br />

my mother. I hadn’t meant to. I hadn’t even known I could. Thank<br />

Luck, I’d missed and hit the wall instead. She’d grabbed me by the<br />

ear (the one she’d sewn with catgut four years earlier) and marched<br />

me upstairs to look out the window at her blackened garden.<br />

“Do you want the whole house to look like that?” she’d asked,<br />

shaking me by the ear.<br />

She’d made me paint the wall white again, but I swore I could<br />

still see the black spot, even in the dark.<br />

There was a light on in the kitchen. I hoped it was Estelle, our<br />

housekeeper. But when I rounded the corner and entered, I saw<br />

my mother at the end of the long wooden table, scraping the tops<br />

of several white iced petits fours into a trash can.<br />

“I’ve told Estelle,” she said, almost to herself, although she had


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to know I was there, “no flowers. I’ve told her bells, stars, arrows,<br />

hearts . . . whatever she fancies, but no flowers.” With each word,<br />

my mother’s scraping became more violent. The last petit four<br />

crumbled into the trash can, icing, cake, and all. She stood for a<br />

moment looking down at it, unable to meet my silent gaze.<br />

Why was she upset? She was getting what she wanted. Me out of<br />

her house. I sighed. It was probably a good thing. For both of us.<br />

I grabbed one of the last unviolated petits fours. In the red light<br />

of the kitchen’s brick oven fire and the overhead iron chandelier<br />

candles, the white icing looked orange. The little flower flickered<br />

on top, almost like a tiny flame.<br />

“She doesn’t make them for you,” I said, popping the little cake<br />

into my mouth. “She makes them for me.”<br />

My mother looked up at me frowning. Had she been crying? In<br />

this light, it was hard to tell. And why didn’t she have the electric<br />

lights on anyway? My mother had always been far too fond of fire.<br />

Two score and five years or so ago, my mother, Aurelia Onyx ne<br />

Ferrum of the Hawthorn Tribe, had been the most beautiful and<br />

powerful Mederi the south bank had seen in at least three genera‑<br />

tions. She’d cured countless diseases, scoured scores of unnamed<br />

pestilence, helped crippled children walk again, and the blind to<br />

see. She’d birthed hundreds of babies, healed new mothers, and<br />

brought blue babies back to life. No one miscarried with the young<br />

Aurelia Onyx attending. She’d been a superb midwife. Not only<br />

beyond reproach, but a shining example of what all young, dutiful<br />

Mederies aspire to be.<br />

Her garden had been legendary. Bluebells, bog lilies, and cat‑<br />

tails had bloomed next to sand verbena and prickly pear. Wisteria<br />

blossomed next to bougainvillea, passion flowers sprouted amongst<br />

sea holly, four o’clocks opened at dawn, and the night‑blooming<br />

cereus flowered not just on midsummer’s night, but every night of<br />

the year. People never spoke directly to me about it, of course, but<br />

I’d gathered that, in its heyday, my mother’s garden had been some‑<br />

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from as far as the New Babylon suburbs just to spend the day in it.<br />

Losing a day’s work and traveling for hours was nothing in trade for<br />

the chance to soak up all that life and to possibly see her. Or even<br />

to have her touch you. Because Aurelia Onyx had had the gift of<br />

life.<br />

But as her marital years wore on and she created no new life of<br />

her own, folks began to wonder. Fewer and fewer people traveled<br />

from New Babylon to the garden. Fewer Hyrkes hired her as a mid‑<br />

wife. It was impossible for a Mederi of her strength to be barren.<br />

Wasn’t it?<br />

I have no idea what happened then or how it did. I only know<br />

that my brother and I were born twenty‑one years ago and the day<br />

after our birth my mother burned her garden to the ground. With<br />

a can of gasoline and a match, because Mederies didn’t have de‑<br />

structive power. But every day of my life that I’d woken to my view<br />

of the charred garden that never grew back, I knew different. You<br />

didn’t need magic to destroy.<br />

My mother had certainly proven that again with Estelle’s poor<br />

petits fours.<br />

“I think your brother has joined the Demeter Tribe,” she said,<br />

setting her knife on the table top.<br />

“Demeter sounds like a good choice,” I said, scrambling to re‑<br />

member what I knew about that tribe. My mother pressed her lips<br />

together, showing me what Hawthorne likely thought of Demeter.<br />

Still, beggars couldn’t be choosers. As a male Mederi, Night<br />

wouldn’t exactly have his pick of tribes to choose from.<br />

I walked over to the table and surveyed the decapitated petits<br />

fours. I selected two more and walked over to the ice box to find<br />

some juice. I didn’t think I had the patience to boil water for tea<br />

this morning.<br />

“How do you know he joined Demeter?” I asked, peering into<br />

dark, ice cold box. Several glass bottles in varying shades of red,<br />

pink, orange, and yellow were neatly lined up on the top shelf. I<br />

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glass. Even though there was only enough left for one person, I<br />

knew better than to drink straight from the bottle in front of Aure‑<br />

lia.<br />

“They had an opening. One of their Mederies disappeared re‑<br />

cently.”<br />

“Disappeared?” Disappearances in Halja usually didn’t have<br />

happy endings.<br />

“Linnaea Saphir, Demeter’s Monarch, sent her best midwife<br />

up to New Babylon last week. She’d received an unsigned note<br />

from a messenger requesting immediate assistance with a difficult<br />

birth in a neighborhood to the east of the city. Amaryllis Apatite,<br />

the Mederi midwife she sent, climbed on board the North‑South<br />

Express at 2:00 p.m. last Tuesday and hasn’t been seen since.”<br />

No need to ask how she knew all this. My mother might not<br />

practice medicine anymore, but she still kept in touch with Haw‑<br />

thorne’s Monarch. And news of a missing Mederi would be some‑<br />

thing for every tribe to be concerned about.<br />

“They’re not afraid it’s another Ionys situation are they?”<br />

Ionys was the Patron Demon of Wine, Winemaking, and<br />

Vineyards. Last year, the demon’s favored drink had turned one<br />

of the local vintners mad. Over the course of five weeks last<br />

spring, he’d abducted and murdered six Mederies. He’d sprinkled<br />

their blood across his vineyard in the hopes that Ionys (despite<br />

the demon’s prohibition against such practices) would reward<br />

him with an excellent vintage. Needless to say, the follower was<br />

caught, tried, condemned to death, and his vineyards confiscated<br />

and burned.<br />

I shoved the uneaten petits fours back onto the table, feeling<br />

suddenly ill. My mother’s silence was answer enough.<br />

“Are you worried?” I said. “About Night? Because we haven’t<br />

heard from him?”<br />

Aurelia stared at me with her dark, red‑rimmed eyes.<br />

“Yes,” she said simply, picking up the knife again. “Of course<br />

I’m worried about him. Him. The Apatite girl. You.” And with that


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last word she took her knife and swept every bit of Estelle’s ruined<br />

petits fours into the trash.<br />

I wanted to tell her we’d be alright. Night. Me. The missing<br />

Mederi. But this was Halja. The land of demons. A place where<br />

our footing, and our future, was always slippery, shifting, treacher‑<br />

ous, and unsure.


3<br />

FIRST LIGHT<br />

W e lived in a small village called Etincelle on the south bank<br />

of the Lethe. The river flowed between Etincelle and New<br />

Babylon, Halja’s biggest and only city. The Lethe’s south bank had<br />

been settled sometime after the Apocalypse by the Host, some An‑<br />

gels, and their Hyrke servants. How the Host and the Angels man‑<br />

aged to occupy the same ground without continuing Armageddon<br />

is no small mystery. Perhaps the Angels were too bereaved by the<br />

death of their Savior to continue their holy war. Certainly the Host<br />

was disorganized. Killing the Savior had weakened Lucifer to the<br />

point of near annihilation. It was said he collapsed on the field in<br />

his armor, no longer able to bear its weight. Lilith rushed to him,<br />

but it was too late. He transformed before her eyes, first into a ser‑<br />

pent, then a dragon, and then finally a star in the firmament of<br />

Halja.<br />

His star, the Morning Star, winked down at me now as I trudged<br />

to the edge of the Lethe in the slowly lightening dark.<br />

The wind and snow from the night before were gone, replaced<br />

with a still crispness. The air smelled almost sterilely clean, at least<br />

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dead fish, wood rot, and engine fuel became too concentrated to<br />

ignore. I told myself it was the foul smell that slowed my steps but<br />

I knew it was fear. Last night’s determination to attend St. Lucifer’s<br />

masquerading as a human Hyrke with no magical powers disap‑<br />

peared with the clean smelling air. The brief burst of raw grit that<br />

had seen me through the tearless farewell with my mother was<br />

gone. I clung to the thought of Peter’s cloaking spell and mentally<br />

pulled it around myself for warmth and courage. No one knew that<br />

I’d been born with waning magic. There was no reason, yet, to de‑<br />

clare my status and start training as a Maegester. Maybe I really<br />

would be able to hide until Peter found a way to reverse my magic.<br />

I looked across the wide gray expanse of the Lethe. Today, I<br />

knew it for what it was: the choppy, white capped boundary be‑<br />

tween my childhood home and my uncertain future. It was dotted<br />

with all the tiny, muted‑colored ferries that ran between Etincelle<br />

and New Babylon. The only people who worked in Etincelle were<br />

the Hyrke servants of the Host and Angels. Everyone else worked in<br />

New Babylon, which was a bustling hub of cosmopolitan urbanity,<br />

similar in many ways to the old world cities that existed before the<br />

Apocalypse. New Babylon offered myriad opportunities that Etin‑<br />

celle did not— shopping, entertainment, the diversity that comes<br />

from a large population, as well as employment. So travel between<br />

the two areas was brisk.<br />

My mother had booked me on the 6:06 a.m. ferry. She hadn’t<br />

told me its name. We’d said little to each other after our discussion<br />

about Night’s possible whereabouts and the missing Mederi. The<br />

bulk of our remaining conversation had been taken up with logis‑<br />

tics. She’d arranged to have most of my things sent ahead to St.<br />

Lucifer’s. There was an orientation for new students tomorrow<br />

morning at nine a.m., and she’d purchased a one way ferry ticket<br />

for me. I wasn’t to be late.<br />

It was 5:42 a.m. I wasn’t late.<br />

The ferry wasn’t even there so I dropped my leather backpack<br />

beside a wooden bench and slumped down into it. I huddled un‑


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der my bulky layers of clothing, the gray collared sweater, my dark<br />

winter cloak, and my heavy snow boots. I pulled the sweater’s cowl<br />

collar up over my mouth and nose for warmth and looked out<br />

across the water, searching for my ferry.<br />

The other ferries hustled about. They all had names like Absence,<br />

Veracity, or Courage. Like a little augury, I thought. Would<br />

my ferry bear a name of inspiration, enlightenment— or dread?<br />

The water lapped at the pier beneath me and boats’ horns and bells<br />

sounded in the distance. Hyrke captains yelled things to mates,<br />

dock boys shouted at each other, and then, as more and more fer‑<br />

ries approached from the north, the dock got busier. Ropes<br />

thumped as they were thrown to the dock, rubber bumpers<br />

squeaked as boats lined up and were tied off. Feet thudded down<br />

the pier as commuters and shoppers prepared to board.<br />

I recognized most of them. Marius Steele, a Maegester whose<br />

clients were almost exclusively winged imps who barely had the<br />

power to light a match, boarded the Absence. He glanced in my<br />

direction, recognized me, and gave a startled little wave before<br />

scurrying onto the boat. Mark Grayson, a Hyrke mechanic who<br />

lived on the Petrificus estate, boarded the ferry Honor. The Petrifi‑<br />

cae, despite their ominous surname, were more relaxed than most<br />

Host families. They allowed Grayson to accept work from other<br />

sources— both in Etincelle and New Babylon. Though a Hyrke,<br />

Grayson was well respected on the south bank. He had no magic,<br />

of course, but magic wasn’t necessary to work with machines.<br />

Grayson gave me a polite nod, which I returned, before he nimbly<br />

jumped on board Honor. Soon it would be my turn. It should be<br />

easy. Just step on board. After all, I’d crossed the Lethe countless<br />

times already.<br />

But this time was different. For one thing, I’d always had a re‑<br />

turn ticket. And for another, I’d never been trying to pull off the<br />

near impossible. Hiding my magic at St. Lucifer’s would be infi‑<br />

nitely more difficult than it had been at the Ajaccio Academy, my<br />

Hyrke high school, or Gaillard University, my Hyrke undergradu‑


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ate college. But declaring I was a woman with waning magic would<br />

not only brand me as the freak I didn’t want to be, it would also set<br />

me on a career path I most emphatically did not want.<br />

Just before six, a tiny beat up boat chugged across the water to‑<br />

ward the dock. Its paint was faded and its engine sputtered, but it<br />

was as fast as it needed to be and soon a scrawny boy of about<br />

twelve was jumping to the pier and tying it off. I sat on my bench<br />

and stared. The boat was about fifty feet in length. A cabin occu‑<br />

pied almost half of the deck. The rest of the deck was covered with<br />

benches. The boy gave a wave to the captain and the engine shut<br />

down. The captain, a short, stocky, gray haired old man, came out<br />

and they exchanged a few words I couldn’t make out. Likely about<br />

something insignificant like fuel or fees. I heard more thumping<br />

on the dock. I guessed I wouldn’t be the only one taking the 6:06<br />

this morning. Someone with a determined step approached. But<br />

when I looked up to see who it was, I wasn’t prepared for my reac‑<br />

tion.<br />

Instead of cold, I felt suddenly hot. Like my body was the letter<br />

I’d inadvertently burned last night. I could feel Peter’s spell kick in.<br />

It acted as a counter force and I realized my magic had flared up<br />

unbidden. It would have been only horrifyingly frightening had it<br />

stopped there. But the magic tug‑of‑war continued in my body un‑<br />

abated. My waning magic wrestled with Peter’s spell. The battle<br />

raced across my skin, over my scalp, into my fingertips, skittering<br />

into the pit of my stomach where it roiled, threatening to boil over.<br />

I clenched the arm of the bench and gritted my teeth. The man<br />

with the determined steps slowed, then stopped and turned, look‑<br />

ing straight at me. I didn’t recognize him, but he stared anyway,<br />

making no movement except, perhaps, a slight widening of his<br />

eyes.<br />

Whether it was Peter’s spell or my own sense of self‑preservation<br />

that prevailed, I don’t know, but the electric revolt of my stomach<br />

stopped, moving out as a feeling of pins and needles in my legs and<br />

arms. The feeling finally settled into a numbing coldness that I


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might have mistaken for simply sitting too long if I weren’t still<br />

looking at the man who had been the mysterious catalyst of the<br />

whole incident.<br />

He was young, around my age, and good looking in a dark,<br />

imposing way. This was a man who would feel at ease threatening,<br />

or possibly even torturing. But I got the impression he’d turn the<br />

screws with a smile, which made him seem even more sinister. His<br />

hair was short, very short, as if he’d just come from the barber. Was<br />

he a Hyrke? I didn’t think he was an Angel or a member of the<br />

Host. I’d memorized every face in the Etincelle Register (it was<br />

easier to avoid other waning magic users if I knew what they looked<br />

like). His face hadn’t been in there. I would have remembered.<br />

But his eyes were more piercing than any Hyrke’s I’d ever seen.<br />

They were so brown they were almost black and they bored into<br />

me with an intensity that made me feel as if I were a butterfly<br />

pinned to a box frame. Then the moment was broken and he<br />

walked over to me.<br />

“Are you crossing on the 6:06?” he asked. His voice was deeper<br />

than I’d expected.<br />

I cleared my throat and pulled my hand free of the arm rest. I<br />

opened my mouth but no words came out. I’m sure I looked like<br />

an idiot. Like I was fourteen again and someone had just asked me<br />

to the school dance. Part of me actually wanted to get on the boat<br />

if he was going to be on it.<br />

“No,” I said, surprising myself. What else was I going to do? Of<br />

course I was getting on the boat, which would make me look dou‑<br />

bly stupid after this response.<br />

He nodded but kept staring down at me, frowning.<br />

“What?” I snapped. He was undeniably attractive but right now<br />

I just wanted him to go away. I had to figure out what I was going<br />

to do.<br />

He shrugged, turned around and walked toward the ferry. I<br />

watched him the whole way. He was tall and solidly built. He<br />

moved gracefully for his size and too soon, he bounded over the


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rail of the ferry, into the cabin, and out of my sight. A few other<br />

passengers boarded. None were strangers but there was no one I<br />

knew really well either. At 6:05 a whistle sounded and I knew it was<br />

the last call for boarding. I stood up and grabbed my leather back<br />

pack, lacing one of the straps over my right shoulder. But I did<br />

nothing else. I just stood there.<br />

The stranger emerged from the cabin just as the scrawny boy<br />

was untying the ferry’s ropes from the dock. The boy threw each<br />

rope to the stranger, who caught them easily and stowed them un‑<br />

der the benches. The boy jumped aboard and entered the cabin. I<br />

knew the boat was seconds from leaving.<br />

If I was going to go, it had to be now. What other choice did I<br />

have? My mother had made it clear I wasn’t welcome back home.<br />

Night couldn’t take me in. My waning magic would stunt or kill<br />

everything his tribe would try to grow. At least Peter’s cloaking spell<br />

gave me a chance to hide at St. Lucifer’s, passing as a Hyrke, while<br />

Peter continued to look for the Reversal Spell that might turn my<br />

destructive waning magic into the nurturing waxing magic I was<br />

supposed to have been born with.<br />

I started walking across the pier just as the ferry was leaving. I<br />

hurried my pace. The boat’s bumpers squealed as it began to ma‑<br />

neuver out of its spot. The engine rumbled and the ferry slowly<br />

started to pull away.<br />

I wasn’t going to make it. I started running and covered the last<br />

few yards in seconds, but in those seconds the ferry had moved al‑<br />

most as far. It was now at least five feet from the pier. I stood para‑<br />

lyzed with all manner of emotions— anger (at myself), disbelief (at<br />

the situation), and fear (my constant companion).<br />

Someone yelled.<br />

“Throw your pack!” It was the stranger. He was motioning im‑<br />

patiently with his hands to underscore his advice.<br />

Without thinking I unshouldered my pack and tossed it into the<br />

air. It sailed over the water in a great big arc and landed in the<br />

stranger’s arms. I should be so lucky, I thought. Now I was commit‑


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ted. I stepped to the edge of the pier and jumped out over the water<br />

as far as I could.<br />

It wasn’t far enough.<br />

I slammed into the side of the ferry and almost fell into the<br />

water. I would have, too, if the stranger hadn’t caught both of my<br />

hands with his own. The jump hurt a lot more than I thought it<br />

would. I’d naively thought that I’d either land on the boat with both<br />

my feet under me, or fall in the water unharmed. Landing only<br />

halfway, smashing my head into the side of the railing, and then<br />

being dragged by the ferry, now gaining speed at an alarming rate,<br />

with my legs half‑submerged in the water, just hadn’t occurred to<br />

me.<br />

“Are you okay?” The stranger yelled to me. “Try to drag yourself<br />

up.”<br />

My head was still pounding and I think I was partially in shock<br />

at what I’d just done. I vaguely registered that my hands hurt too.<br />

The stranger was squeezing them so hard I thought he’d crack the<br />

bones. Fear replaced dazed confusion as I realized I might actually<br />

drown if he let go of me. We were now hundreds of yards from the<br />

dock. With my water soaked snow boots, a heavy cloak, and a<br />

banged up head, my chances of surviving the ice cold water were<br />

maybe fifty‑fifty. What in Luck’s name had I done?<br />

I took the stranger’s advice and tried to drag myself aboard. But<br />

my arms were weakened by pain and shock and the drag of the<br />

water on my boots was greater than my resolve. After a few seconds<br />

effort, I fell back and let myself go limp again. I felt my hands slip‑<br />

ping from his.<br />

“Come on! You can do it,” the stranger shouted. “Don’t give up<br />

now!”<br />

I looked up and met his gaze. He was so determined. His rug‑<br />

gedly handsome face was grimly set with the effort of holding my<br />

weight against the side of the boat. He wasn’t going to let me fall<br />

into the water. I was no one to him, but I could tell that he would<br />

to do anything and everything to make sure I made it into the boat.


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And from what I’d seen, anything and everything included more<br />

than most Hyrkes had to give.<br />

He let go of my left hand. I screamed . But then he leaned over<br />

the rail, putting himself at substantial risk of falling in too, and<br />

shoved his hand under my armpit. It was awkward because of my<br />

cloak, but somehow he managed to get his arm almost all the way<br />

around me. He started pulling and I finally started helping. It sud‑<br />

denly mattered what this man thought of me. I’d lied to him on the<br />

dock and now here he was trying to save me from a drastically<br />

stupid, ill‑timed jump to the boat I’d sworn I wasn’t boarding.<br />

After a full minute of further struggling— obviously everyone<br />

inside the cabin was oblivious to my plight— we managed to get<br />

me over the railing and onto the boat. We collapsed together on<br />

deck, entangled in each other’s arms, my cloak billowing out and<br />

settling over us like a blanket. For a few seconds neither of us said<br />

anything. We just lay there, panting from our efforts. I had no idea<br />

what he was thinking but my thoughts were positively racing.<br />

What, in all of Luck’s scorched Hell, was I going to say to this man?<br />

I disentangled first and hauled myself up from the deck. I<br />

thought I saw a flash of disappointment in his face but I couldn’t be<br />

sure. Then he rose too and stood in front of me. His frank assess‑<br />

ment of me was unnerving. His gaze swept over me as if he already<br />

knew every one of my secrets. That would be dangerous, I thought,<br />

and doubled my resolve to play the part of a credible Hyrke.<br />

“Thank you,” I gushed. At least my gratefulness wasn’t fake. I<br />

stuck out my hand. “I’m Noon.”<br />

“Ari Carmine,” he said, shaking my hand. His grip was gentle<br />

and he turned my hand palm‑side down and rubbed his thumb<br />

across my bruised knuckles. “I’m sorry I hurt your hands,” he said,<br />

and for a moment I thought he might raise my hand to his lips in<br />

some antiquated chivalrous gesture. But he switched his gaze from<br />

my hand to my face and something he saw there must have made<br />

him change his mind. He released my hand and let it drop.<br />

“Do you have a last name, Noon?”


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I hated that question. My last name produced reactions in people<br />

that I’d rather avoid. I paused and thought about making something<br />

up, but I’d lied to him once already. Now that he’d save me from<br />

possibly drowning, I didn’t want to lie to him anymore than I had to.<br />

“Onyx.”<br />

He nodded. Like he’d expected it. Which wasn’t what I’d ex‑<br />

pected. Hyrkes who didn’t know me usually looked wary when they<br />

first heard my last name.<br />

“I know your father,” he said.<br />

Doesn’t everyone? I thought, but just nodded. The Demon<br />

Council, that body politic that ran Halja and everyone in it, had an<br />

executive head. The Executive position was always held by a Mae‑<br />

gester. For the past twenty‑one years, that Maegester had been<br />

Karanos Onyx, my father.<br />

“So you’re the Executive’s daughter. One of the Hyrke twins<br />

born to Host parents.”<br />

I couldn’t be sure, but it sounded like he might have put a little<br />

too much emphasis on the word Hyrke. On the other hand, it<br />

seemed more likely that deciding to attend St. Lucifer’s was in‑<br />

creasing my normal paranoia.<br />

“That’s right. My brother’s Nocturo,” I said, careful to use the<br />

Maegester’s name Night had been given at birth instead of the<br />

nickname he’d adopted later.<br />

“So, what brings you to cross the Lethe, Noon?”<br />

I could have just told him. Hyrkes attended St. Lucifer’s too<br />

(otherwise my plan to masquerade as one wouldn’t work). But this<br />

guy seemed a little too well informed of my background and I<br />

didn’t want to get into any discussion about demon law or anything<br />

to do with Maegesters, Executives, demons, or otherwise.<br />

Still, I was trying not to lie.<br />

“You,” I blurted out. He looked surprised for a moment and<br />

then grinned. What a sight. I couldn’t help thinking of that pre‑<br />

Apocalyptic nursery tale, something about a wolf and the line, “the<br />

better to eat you with.” He looked positively carnivorous.


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“I wondered why you changed your mind,” he said, chuckling.<br />

The rumbling sound of it made me swallow. I shook my head. This<br />

whole introduction had gone horribly wrong.<br />

“No. I just meant if it weren’t for you, I wouldn’t be crossing at<br />

all,” I said with as much dignity and sincerity as I had left. “Thank<br />

you, again.” I turned to go.<br />

There was something about him that made me nervous. I<br />

couldn’t say whether it was a bad nervous or a good nervous. But I<br />

had too many other things to worry about to stick around figuring<br />

out which one. I walked over to the cabin door and reached for the<br />

door handle. His hand closed around mine in a way that was be‑<br />

coming too familiar too fast.<br />

“Mind if I sit with you?”<br />

I stared down at his hand over mine wondering what to do. I<br />

would look seriously horrible if I couldn’t just sit with someone<br />

who had recently rescued me from falling into the Lethe.<br />

“On one condition,” I said.<br />

“Anything,” he said. I raised my eyebrows. He grinned again. I<br />

fought a tickly feeling in my stomach— fear or excitement?<br />

“No more questions.”<br />

He looked disappointed but then brightened. “Fine,” he said.<br />

“We can talk about me instead,” and he locked his arm in mine<br />

and led me over to a seat near a heater.<br />

True to his word, he told me about himself. He’d been raised in<br />

Bradbury, a working class Hyrke neighborhood in the southwest<br />

section of New Babylon. He had a younger brother, Matt, who was<br />

seventeen and trying to decide where to go to college. The top<br />

contenders were my alma mater, Gaillard, and the Engineering<br />

Institute. Apparently Matt was some kind of mechanical genius. I<br />

told Ari that I’d gone to Gaillard.<br />

“You’re kidding?” he said, sounding genuinely surprised. Was<br />

he surprised at finding a connection between us, no matter how<br />

tenuous? New Babylonians tended to do that when they found they<br />

shared something in common with a stranger. That’s what hap‑


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pened when you lived in a city populated with a million people. Or<br />

was he surprised that someone who’d willingly jumped off a pier to<br />

a moving boat would be accepted at Gaillard? Gaillard wasn’t for<br />

academic slackers. You had to have excellent grades just to get in,<br />

let alone stand out against your peers. My parents had sent Night<br />

and me there before the ink was dry on our Ajaccio Academy diplo‑<br />

mas. It was the perfect solution for them. The urban campus had<br />

no plants for me to kill and the Hyrke curriculum offered no occult<br />

training to confuse (or educate) us.<br />

Ari told me he’d gone to Etincelle last night to stay with his<br />

aunt. She was his mother’s sister and I gathered they were close.<br />

He’d brought her a birthday present— a garnet pendant on a silver<br />

chain— because the sisters’ favorite color was red.<br />

“What’s your favorite color?” he said suddenly.<br />

I opened my mouth to answer but then realized I’d be opening<br />

the door again to further questions about myself so I said instead,<br />

“What’s yours?”<br />

“Black,” he said slowly, looking at my hair and then bringing<br />

his gaze back to my eyes. My heart skipped a beat. I hoped he’d<br />

think my rosy cheeks were due to the cold.<br />

“Who’s your aunt?” I asked, thinking I would probably know her.<br />

“Judy Pinkerton.”<br />

“Oh, right,” I said. “She lives on the Decemai Estate.” He nod‑<br />

ded. The Decemai family lived off the Lemiscus too but miles<br />

from us.<br />

I felt myself opening up a little as we talked. Ari wasn’t the type<br />

to burst into spontaneous laughter. But I had fun. It had been a<br />

long time since I’d chatted it up with a Hyrke. Their conversations<br />

always seemed so normal. Maybe pretending to be a Hyrke at St.<br />

Lucifer’s wouldn’t be so bad after all.<br />

Too soon the crossing ended and our little ferry started docking<br />

on the north bank. I grabbed my pack from underneath my seat<br />

and prepared to go. Ari grabbed my hand— a not unpleasant habit<br />

he had adopted over the last hour or so.


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“Let’s get together again,” he said.<br />

“I don’t think that would be a good idea.”<br />

“Why? This crossing was one of the best I’ve ever had.”<br />

Wow. Really? Surprisingly, I felt the same, but I knew he<br />

wouldn’t have said that if he’d known he’d been sitting next to<br />

someone who could instantly turn him to ashes.<br />

“Come on, I want to hear more about you, Noon. You made<br />

me talk about myself almost the whole time. Next time, it’s your<br />

turn.”<br />

I just stared at him, speechless and nearly numb with the power<br />

of my wanting things to be different.<br />

“Come on, you can’t hide forever.” Was that my plan? I hope I<br />

didn’t look as pained as I felt.<br />

I shook my head. “I’ll see you around.”<br />

I resisted the impulse to hug him. Sure, he’d maybe saved my<br />

life and we’d spent a pleasant hour crossing the Lethe, but I didn’t<br />

even really know this guy.<br />

“I’m sure you will,” he said and smiled. Then he turned around<br />

and walked in the opposite direction of where I was headed.<br />

I watched him for awhile, wondering if I’d made a mistake. I’d<br />

had Hyrke flings before. He might be a welcome distraction from<br />

all the stress St. Lucifer’s was sure to heap on me. On the other<br />

hand, it was more likely the guy would become an unwanted com‑<br />

plication and I turned away. I walked for awhile and then couldn’t<br />

help myself. I glanced over my shoulder. Ari was gone. I could see<br />

our ferry though, tied up and loading passengers bound for Etince‑<br />

lle. Its name was as faded as the rest of it, but I could just make out<br />

the lettering: FIRST LIGHT.<br />

So much for the augury idea. A boat named after its arrival time<br />

told me nothing about my future. I turned my back on it and kept<br />

walking.


ALCHEMYSTIC<br />

Book One of the<br />

Spellmason Chronicles<br />

by Anton Strout<br />

An <strong>Ace</strong> October 2012 Paperback<br />

First in a brand-new series from the author of<br />

Simon Canderous Novels.<br />

Alexandra Belarus is a struggling artist living in New York<br />

City, even though her family is rich in real estate,<br />

including a towering, gothic Gramercy Park building built<br />

by her great-great grandfather. But the truth of her<br />

bloodline is revealed when she is attacked in the streets<br />

and saved by an inhumanly powerful winged figure.<br />

A figure that knows the Belarus name . . .<br />

Lexi’s great-great grandfather was a spellmason—an artisan<br />

who could work magic on stone. But in his day, dark forces<br />

worked against him and his, so he left a<br />

spell of protection on his family. Now that Lexi is in danger,<br />

the spell has awoken her ancestor’s most trusted and<br />

fearsome creation: a gargoyle named Stanis.<br />

Lexi and Stanis are equally surprised to find themselves<br />

bound. But as they learn to work together, they realize<br />

that they need each other to save the city they<br />

both love . . .<br />

Praise for the Simon Canderous novels:<br />

“Following Simon’s adventures is like being the pinball<br />

in an especially antic game, but it’s well worth the<br />

wear and tear.”<br />

—Charlaine Harris, #1 New York Times bestselling author


As a means of contrast with the sublime, the grotesque is,<br />

in our view, the richest source that nature can offer.<br />

‑Victor Hugo<br />

1. Stanis<br />

W aking was easy. Something primal in the night sky called out<br />

to me like a banshee at the witching hour. When was the<br />

last time I had even encountered one of them, I wondered? I could<br />

not recall that . . . or much of anything. But that was always the way<br />

of waking, I remembered. The lingering disorientation of dream‑<br />

ing held its sway for a moment longer before slipping from my<br />

grasp like leaves on the wind. The haunting, faintly familiar face<br />

that had been the focus of them once again faded. Stanis, the fig‑<br />

ure said, and nothing more. I fought to hold the image—that of a<br />

pale gentleman with wild, black tangles of hair and kind blue eyes.<br />

Had the hair always been black? I was not sure. A haunted im‑<br />

age from frozen fragments of my broken memories swore it re‑<br />

called this exact same figure with a full head of gray as well, but<br />

already I could feel something in my mind pushing those thoughts<br />

aside as the routine of waking took over.<br />

I stretched, every muscle in my form crying out with pure joy.<br />

As I relaxed my body, an intense itch flared down two long sections<br />

of my back. My wings, I remembered. Of course. I looked back over<br />

my shoulder to find the giant stone wings like those of a bat curled


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close to my back. I worked the muscles along my shoulder blades,<br />

my heavy wings extending, flexing out for a moment to relieve the<br />

itch they had called up upon my waking, both pleasure and pain in<br />

the gesture.<br />

A hunger awoke in my chest, but I forced myself to ignore it for<br />

the moment. It would win—as it always did—but for now I fought<br />

it off as my hearing focused in on the sounds of the city rising up<br />

all around me. The occasional bleat of traffic down below sounded<br />

out, much like the sheep I remembered that used to roam the vast<br />

fields that once occupied this island.<br />

Manhattan, I recalled. Long ago, the whole island had looked<br />

more like the tiny park in front of the building where I had awoken,<br />

the one the humans called Gramercy.<br />

A cool wind blew through the green leaves of the trees in it—<br />

had they not just been bare?<br />

Had the word Manhattan been right, either? I was not sure and<br />

forced myself to concentrate through my lingering confusion. I<br />

looked around the towers of glass and light rising all around me,<br />

hoping for familiarity and glad when I discerned a few things that<br />

still seemed unchanged in this modern world.<br />

There was still the tallest tower that stood to the north of my roof‑<br />

top, its lone spire illuminated in bright lights, this time in the colors<br />

red, blue and white. Some time soon the skies would light up in color‑<br />

ful explosive bursts, the humans celebrating, cheering, but surely it<br />

was not that time of year again already. I did not understand the ritual,<br />

but it was something I used to mark the passing of the years.<br />

I turned from the building and its light, looking south now.<br />

Things had changed a great deal there in recent times. Two other<br />

towers had stood there, once the highest and greatest points on that<br />

horizon, but now there was nothing where I thought those struc‑<br />

tures should be, adding to my sense of disorientation.<br />

Before I could wonder too long if I was mistaken in my thoughts,<br />

I felt that gnawing hunger rising up again in my chest, a burning<br />

need to do. What, though, I still was not quite sure. It picked away


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at me like a hammer at stone until I could ignore it no longer. The<br />

itching sensation between my shoulders rejoined it cries and I gave<br />

into the pull of it all. Looking back over my shoulder, I watched<br />

my stone wings unfurl from against my body once more, stretching<br />

them twice as wide as I stood tall. The itch died as I worked them,<br />

retracting the wings close to my body and then extending them to<br />

their fullest over and over.<br />

All the sensations rose to the center of my thoughts, a strong<br />

and unrecalled memory forcing itself forward—one of the rules.<br />

Protect.<br />

With wings extended, I leapt off my perch along the edge of the<br />

roof I called home, my body dropping into the night sky. As my<br />

form tumbled toward the park called Gramercy, my wings recalled<br />

memories of flight, lifting me before I struck the street full of traffic<br />

below. I set off, heading north, the red, blue and white lights of the<br />

tallest tower a flaming beacon that oriented me, all other thoughts<br />

leaving me as that one word once again consumed all other<br />

thoughts and burned them away.<br />

Protect.<br />

But just what I was meant to protect, I was unsure.<br />

2. Alexandra<br />

Punching clay felt a lot more satisfying than any sexy time Ghost<br />

pottery wheel spinning nonsense ever could, I thought to myself.<br />

Each strike released my anger as my balled up fists sank reward‑<br />

ingly into it, the unfinished statue form still too soft to actually do<br />

any damage to my wrists. I had never spent my time punching<br />

much of anything, but rage held its sway over me and I couldn’t<br />

stop myself.<br />

I pulled my hands free, flecks of the clay flying into my long<br />

black hair. Normally I’d have already tied it up while working in


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our old unused Belarus family art studio up here on the seventh<br />

floor. But then again normally, someone, namely my brother,<br />

wouldn’t have dressed my latest attempt at a Gothic inspired statue<br />

in a basketball jersey, mirrored sunglasses, and wrapped its now<br />

deformed hand around a can of Pabst Blue Ribbon. As a final com‑<br />

ment of my artistry, a half smoked cigarette hung from its mouth,<br />

and the top of its head was adorned in a Statue of Liberty‑type<br />

crown made of discarded butts.<br />

A sound from somewhere up above the art studio, on the roof of<br />

the building itself, snapped me out of my red rage, making me step<br />

back from my now even worse looking statue mock up‑in‑progress.<br />

Whatever potential I had seen in it was now lost, its form pummeled<br />

and twisted like something Salvador Dali would have envisioned, but<br />

not in a good way. I let out a long sigh and wiped my now gray hands<br />

down the front of the overalls I preferred to wear in the art space. They<br />

weren’t exactly flattering, but function won out over fashion in my<br />

book, right down to the paint and clay all over them. I didn’t bother to<br />

keep them clear of the black tank top I wore, either. It was already<br />

coated in enough clay it was most likely trash bound anyway.<br />

I walked across the large open floor of my family’s building, out<br />

of my great‑great grandfather’s art space with its dozens of historic<br />

pieces and hundreds of puzzle boxes he had created, and out<br />

through the library, sidestepping around one of the many mid‑<br />

Nineteenth century sofas.<br />

Having heard the sounds on the roof, which I was sure meant<br />

my brother, Devon, was up there, I threw open the door leading<br />

out to the small terrace just below it, walked out, and turned to<br />

stare up at it.<br />

“Hey, asshole!” I shouted. “Get the hell down here, right now!”<br />

No response. Typical Devon. I stormed back in, leaving the<br />

July air to pour into the building, which was musty enough to need<br />

a good airing out every once in awhile. I went back into the studio,<br />

headed for the table I had left my shoulder bag on. I tore it open<br />

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ruined it. The thought riled me more, to the point that by the time<br />

I found my phone my hands were shaking.<br />

I clicked on “Devon,” then waited for it to dial through. My<br />

eyes panned the room as I stood there. Part of me was already se‑<br />

cretly glad I had destroyed my work. Compared to everything else<br />

around the art studio—here thanks to the long ago talents and<br />

skills of Alexander Belarus—mine was a pale imitation.<br />

“Yeah?” my brother’s voice barked into the phone, causing me<br />

to jump. Short. Curt. So very Devon.<br />

“Get down from the roof,” I said. “Now!”<br />

His usual heavy sigh came through the phone. “Lexi, what are<br />

you rambling on about now? I’m waiting on a meeting.”<br />

I pulled my phone away from me face and checked the time.<br />

“At this time of night? It’s nearly eleven!”<br />

“Listen,” he said. “Sometimes you’re dealing with contractors,<br />

unions, architects, zoning, permits . . . and that shit waits for no<br />

man, got it? You take the meetings when they come. C’mon, I real‑<br />

ize you have no grasp of the family business . . .”<br />

“Nor do I have to,” I said. “That’s what they have you for. I have<br />

zero interest in real estate development.”<br />

“Aww,” my brother mocked. “I thought you were all about the<br />

Belarus legacy.”<br />

“Moving property and writing contracts aren’t the Belarus leg‑<br />

acy,” I said. “It’s the actual art and architecture that our great‑great<br />

grandfather crafted for this city. You’d know that if you actually<br />

opened a book in our family library or looked at one of his pieces<br />

of art here. Speaking of which . . .”<br />

Devon chuckled. “Hey, you did just say you wanted me to<br />

spend more time in the art studio, right?”<br />

“Not defacing my art,” I said. “I would appreciate it if you’d<br />

keep your hands off of my work.”<br />

“That’s not work,” he said. “Dressing up, learning the family<br />

business . . . that’s work ”<br />

“First born son gets all those perks,” I said. “Not me.” I had never


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even been on our father’s radar for that type of stuff. I got to be all<br />

girly girl, all pretty and petite, apparently. Truthfully, I didn’t give a<br />

shit about all the construction and landlording . . . and Devon knew<br />

it, this not being the first time our differences on honoring the fam‑<br />

ily’s name had put us at odds. Our true legacy, I had always and still<br />

believed, lay in the beauty of the buildings my grandfather had de‑<br />

signed. My work as a sculptor was the best way I knew to pay homage<br />

to that. For my brother, however, the expansion of our already vast<br />

Manhattan landholdings was the only way to honor the Belarus<br />

name. He didn’t care about design or craftsmanship as my great<br />

grandfather had. He cared about cold hard cash.<br />

“You should take an interest in the family business,” he said, his<br />

voice dark now, his business tone.<br />

“Are we the mob now, Devon?”<br />

“Carving pretty things isn’t where the money is,” he said. “That’s<br />

why I did what I did to your precious statue, to prove my point.<br />

That stuff’s not important for the Belarus name. It’s land. It’s prop‑<br />

erty. Jesus, Lexi, do you have any idea how this company runs?<br />

This is about land in Manhattan, about who controls it, and who<br />

can earn off it.”<br />

“Half this city owes Alexander Belarus a debt of gratitude!”<br />

“Fine, Lex, I’ll build him a museum. We’ll put all his stuff be‑<br />

hind glass, charge admission. Then we might make some money.<br />

You’d be happy. I’d be happy. Everybody wins. Will that suffice?”<br />

“Not really,” I said, unable to let go of my anger, my short nails<br />

digging into the palm of my free hand. “You’d probably just fuck<br />

up everything in the museum like you did here in the studio.”<br />

“Give me a break, will you?” he fired back, his voice chance,<br />

grew darker, more serious. “There are bigger things out there than<br />

all that playing around you do.”<br />

“If history and art are playing around,” I said, “then so be it.”<br />

“It wouldn’t hurt you to learn the family business,” he said,<br />

short. “I have to go. Meeting time.”<br />

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away from my stuff, Devon. We’re not kids anymore. I feel stupid<br />

even having to say it.” Tears of frustration began to pour and before<br />

he could get in the last word as he always had to, I ended the call,<br />

slamming my phone down onto the soft leather of my bag. I moved<br />

into the library, opting for one of the more shadowy sofas as far<br />

from the lights of the art studio as possible. The quiet darkness<br />

calmed me a little, but thinking about the ruined model for my<br />

eventual sculpture kept nagging at me.<br />

I didn’t know how long I had been sitting there—minutes, a half<br />

hour—when another sound caught my attention, this time coming<br />

from out on the terrace that stood outside the set of double doors off<br />

across the far end of the floor. Footsteps. I snapped out of my funk and<br />

wiped my tears away as best I could. A small ray of happiness welled<br />

up in me at the sight of my favorite short blonde, now sporting fresh<br />

bangs that sat just above her black horn rimmed glasses. Her dancer’s<br />

bag was thrown across her body from one shoulder to the opposite hip,<br />

and she twirled around in perfect form once inside the doors.<br />

“You going to air condition all of Manhattan now?” Aurora Tor‑<br />

res asked, pulling the doors shut.<br />

“Maybe, Rory,” I said. “I thought your apartment down in the<br />

Village could use it, what with your Thermostat issues.”<br />

Rory started across the room toward me. “Appreciate it. Our<br />

central air still isn’t working. If it doesn’t get fixed by the Fourth, I’ll<br />

leave it to Marshall to deal with the landlord. He’s used to conflict<br />

after all, what with running Roll For Initiative.”<br />

“Marshall’s game shop is still open?”<br />

She nodded. “It’s amazing how spending all your savings for<br />

college on your hobby‑turned‑business can you keep you going,”<br />

Rory said. “But conflict seems to be part of his day to day. They do<br />

a lot of ‘war gaming’, or so he tells me. I don’t get any of it.”<br />

“Let your roommate fight the battles,” I said. “Nice.”<br />

She stopped in front of my sofa, pulling her evidently heavy bag<br />

off her shoulder and shaking it at me. “Like I’ve got time between<br />

my course load and dance rehearsals.”


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“I thought summers were for lightening all that,” I said.<br />

“Not when you take a summer intensive,” she said. “And it is<br />

intensive, overachiever that I am. Then there’s the workout of<br />

climbing up the fire escape to avoid the rest of the Belarus clan.<br />

My body hurts.” She put the bag down, bending with it, and that’s<br />

when she noticed my face. “What’s wrong?”<br />

I wiped at my eyes with the back of my forearm, avoiding the<br />

flecks of clay there. “Three guesses,” I said.<br />

“Douglas Belarus,” she said, then tapped the side of her head<br />

like she was thinking. “He’s worried that his daughter doesn’t spend<br />

enough time getting holy and taking to the knee at our Sister of<br />

Perpetual Bowing and Scraping.”<br />

I laughed despite my tears at the truth of it, snorting through<br />

my now running nose. “Wrong, although I’m sure he’d love it if I<br />

did join him more often. Love the dad, but not really looking to get<br />

my church on that many times a week.”<br />

“Okay then,” she said. “Juliana Belarus, caring mother but a<br />

quiet mouse when it comes to who wears the pants in the family.”<br />

I shook my head. “Strike two.”<br />

“Ahh,” Rory said, dropping onto the sofa next to me. She threw<br />

her arm around my shoulder and squeezed, her deceptively thin<br />

frame still well muscled enough to make it hurt a little. “Big brother<br />

strikes again. What did he do this time, as we continue on into the<br />

third decade of the Sibling Cold War?”<br />

I pointed over to the art studio side of the floor. Rory’s eyes<br />

caught site of it and she let out a low, slow whistle.<br />

“Wow,” she said. “Made your art his own personal punching<br />

bag, I see.”<br />

My face went flush with embarrassment, but I couldn’t help but<br />

let a small laugh escape my lips. “Actually . . . that part was me.”<br />

“Really now?” Rory stood and walked over to the area, circling<br />

the table the tall slab of half molded clay sat on. “I’m impressed,<br />

Lexi. You been working out? Maybe I can make a dancer out of<br />

you yet. You did some serious damage here.”


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“The punches are mine, all the rest is Devon, though.”<br />

“It’s good you got out some of your aggression there, Lexi,” she<br />

said, and I gave her a wary sidelong look. “I mean it! Look, I know he’s<br />

family and all, but some people are just born mean‑spirited. He’s a<br />

natural born asshole, my dear. Your reaction to his bullshit is normal.”<br />

I stood up, walking back toward the art studio. “I knew I picked<br />

cubby partners well back in third grade,” I said. “Thanks.”<br />

Rory gave an elaborate flourish and a bow, each motion fluid<br />

and graceful.<br />

My phone vibrated on my bag at the table next to her. Rory<br />

snatched it up and waved it for me to see. “Speak of the devil,” she<br />

said. “It’s Devon.”<br />

“Give it,” I said, but Rory held it away from me while it kept on<br />

ringing.<br />

“No,” she said. “I know you, Lexi. You’re just going to be the<br />

one to be all apologetic and try to make nice, as usual. And it’s not<br />

okay. The way he treats you borders on abuse. You have every right<br />

to be pissed. Say it.”<br />

“This is stupid,” I said. “Just give me the phone.”<br />

“Say it,” she repeated, unwavering. There was almost a pixie‑ish<br />

glee in her eyes.<br />

“Fine,” I said, just wanting the phone at this point. “I have every<br />

right to be pissed.”<br />

Rory rolled her eyes. “Mean it.”<br />

Whether I was exasperated with her game or the fact that I just<br />

wanted my damn phone, I wasn’t sure. I only know that it triggered<br />

something deep inside me that snapped. “I have every write to be<br />

pissed!” I shouted.<br />

Rory jumped at that in surprise, then handed the phone over to<br />

me. “Excellent,” she said. “Now have at him!”<br />

I swiped my finger across the screen, lifted the phone to my head<br />

and screamed into it. “Go fuck yourself, Devon,” I said. “Next time<br />

you see me, you’d better walk off in the opposite direction. For real.”<br />

A pronounced silence filled the line.


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“Hey, ass!” Rory shouted with a bit of a suppressed giggle to it,<br />

apparently loving the fury I was throwing at him.<br />

A man’s voice came on the line but it was not my brother. “Is<br />

this Lexi? Lexi Belarus?”<br />

“Only my friends call me Lexi,” I snapped, ignoring the strang‑<br />

er’s butchering of my last name. It came out Bell La Roose, remind‑<br />

ing me of the childhood jibes of Bella Moose, not at all sounding<br />

like Bell Air Us. That didn’t bother me so much. I was more upset<br />

at him using the familiar version of my first name. “Which one of<br />

Devon’s friends is this? You can go screw yourself too!”<br />

“Sorry,” the man said. “That’s the only name that the phone<br />

shows.”<br />

“Who the hell is this?”<br />

“This is officer Michael Lawrence of the NYPD. May I ask how<br />

you are related to Devon?”<br />

“I’m his sister,” I said, my anger mixing with growing curiosity.<br />

“We found this phone lying on the street, and you’re the last<br />

number dialed. I think you should know that there’s a distinct pos‑<br />

sibility your brother may be in trouble.”<br />

“Trouble how exactly?”<br />

“Do you have any association with a building on St. Mark’s<br />

Place?”<br />

I had to stop and think for a moment. “I think so,” I said, my<br />

blood running cold. “That’s one of my family’s properties. We’re in<br />

real estate.”<br />

“I regret to inform you that there’s been an accident.”<br />

“What kind of accident?” I went to lean back against one of the<br />

drafting tables in the studio, but missed it completely. Rory caught<br />

me and didn’t let go, especially after I had said the word accident.<br />

“A building collapse, miss,” the officer said. “Your family’s build‑<br />

ing.”<br />

“That can’t be,” I said, feeling all the emotions of the past few<br />

minutes drain away, a little more every second. “I just spoke to<br />

him . . . maybe half an hour ago . . .? You’re mistaken.”


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“I wish I were, miss,” the man said. “But it is unlikely.”<br />

“Maybe he wasn’t there,” I said, panic filling my chest, the beat<br />

of my heart rising up into my throat. “Maybe he got out. That’s why<br />

you were able to find his phone.”<br />

“Was he wearing a ring with a dark green stone in it on his left<br />

hand?”<br />

“Yes,” I said, clutching at the similar one hanging around my<br />

own neck from an old silver chain. “It’s a family thing. There<br />

should be a family crest of sorts carved in it. Kind of looks like a bat<br />

wings surrounded by an octagon, stylized ‘B’ on it.”<br />

“Yes, miss, I see it,” he said. “Since you were the last person he<br />

talked to, we’re going to need you to come down to the Ninth Pre‑<br />

cinct and identify his hand.”<br />

“Just his hand?” I asked, a nervous laugh overtaking me.<br />

Holy hell,” Rory whispered, then clamped her hands over her<br />

mouth.<br />

“Jesus Christ,” a man in the background said. “Give me that<br />

goddamn thing. Hello?”<br />

An older voice this time.<br />

“Yes? What’s going on?”<br />

“I’m sorry about that, miss. My partner shouldn’t have said that.”<br />

“Just tell me what is going on!” I said, shaking now. “Why was<br />

he asking me about my brother’s hand?”<br />

“Because,” the older man said. “It’s all we found. It was still<br />

holding the phone.”<br />

3. Alexandra<br />

W hen you have your own catacombs—in the basement of<br />

your family’s building no less—having a funeral is a rela‑<br />

tively quick and painless affair. Painless, I suppose, except for the<br />

tons of bricks that had crushed my brother, that is. Still, as I stood


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down there on the upper of the two levels among family and friends<br />

to bury Devon, I found just being in the space comforting despite<br />

the circumstances under which I was down there. Ornately carved<br />

Gothic pillars rose up high above, the aisles full of stone tombs and<br />

markers where our ancestors lay buried for well over a century, all<br />

of it dimly lit by the addition of subtle modern lighting that set a<br />

somber subterranean tone for the catacombs, keeping the solemn<br />

nature of the space intact.<br />

The space was packed, mostly with men who smelled a bit too<br />

much like cigars and cologne. Despite the fact that everyone<br />

around me was dressed up, I still felt like I had stepped out of a<br />

Tim Burton movie in my long black dress covered in antique lace,<br />

courtesy of a short lived period Rory and I spent in a Goth phase.<br />

Couple that with my inability to get rid of anything, I was surprised<br />

I had actually found something somewhat suitable to wear, some‑<br />

thing other than overalls covered in clay and paint.<br />

“You okay?” Rory asked in a whisper from where she stood right<br />

at my shoulder.<br />

My best friend stood at my right shoulder, her roommate, Mar‑<br />

shall Blackmoore at my left. Both of them were dressed to the<br />

nines. Rory’s hair was mostly hidden by the hat and short black veil<br />

she wore over her face and I was surprised to see Marshall in a suit<br />

and tie. I was surprised to see he owned more than shirts with<br />

clever sayings, superheroes or gaming references I always had to<br />

have explained out to me. He put a hand awkwardly around my<br />

shoulder, but it was a welcome gesture. His kind brown eyes peeked<br />

out from under a mess of unkempt black hair, full of sincerity, so<br />

much so I wanted to cry, although at the moment I surprised my‑<br />

self by realizing I was slowly filling up with a building anger.<br />

“Look at all these people,” I said, keeping my voice low. We<br />

were standing far enough away from my mother and father who<br />

were right up by the tomb itself that they wouldn’t here, but I didn’t<br />

want to draw any attention from the gathered crowd either. “Did<br />

any of them even know my brother?”


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“Maybe,” Rory said. “Your family has its fingers in a lot of pies.<br />

Delicious, real estate pies. And let’s face it . . . you don’t really<br />

know the business side of things all that well, Lexi, so of course<br />

they’re all strangers to you.”<br />

“Why do I feel like that’s all about to change?” I said, pushing<br />

down a suddenly realized panic that rose in my throat just pictur‑<br />

ing myself faking my way through the family business. “God, I look<br />

horrible in pantsuits.”<br />

“Alexandra, I hardly think your clothing is what you should be<br />

fixating on,” Rory said.<br />

I didn’t like my emotions running the show and concentrated<br />

on my breathing. It was hard to have a panic attack if you could<br />

control your breathing. “Fine then,” I said as my heart began to<br />

calm. “I’ll fixate instead on being angry at all these strangers being<br />

here. Happy?”<br />

“That’s healthy,” Marshall added in a whisper, giving her a<br />

thumbs up. “Good work, Rory.”<br />

“It’s not her fault,” I said. “It’s all me. Hell, I don’t even have the<br />

right to be angry at them for their lack of sincerity. Who am I to<br />

judge them? I’m the person who wanted to kill him myself the<br />

night he passed away. I was so furious at him for messing up my<br />

stupid art project . . . which just sounds petty now.”<br />

“Hold on,” Rory said. “Never forget. Your brother was an ass‑<br />

hole, Lexi. Not to piss on the dead.”<br />

My heart hurt, but Rory was right. Still . . . “He was my asshole,”<br />

I said, as if claiming some sort of ownership of him somehow could<br />

fix the conflicting feelings I was having about his passing.<br />

“Don’t beat yourself up too much about it,” Rory said. “Just<br />

because someone died doesn’t excuse their behavior in life.”<br />

The services closer to the tomb itself ended and the crowd be‑<br />

gan to break up. Men and women in pricy clothing who I didn’t<br />

know started offering me their condolences and all I could do was<br />

shake their hands and nod politely with a solemn thank you. Even‑<br />

tually, my mother, father and the spiritual leader of his church who


130 Anton Strout<br />

conducted the ceremony would make their way over to me and my<br />

friends, but I didn’t plan on being around for that. I wasn’t sure I<br />

could take the churchier side of things I was sure an occasion like<br />

this would bring out of my father.<br />

“Let’s go lower,” I said to my friends after shaking a mothbally<br />

smelling woman’s hand. I spun and headed back off into the rest of<br />

the crypt through an ocean of businessmen and women. “If I have<br />

to shake another hand, I’m going to start crying again.”<br />

I led Rory and Marshall back through the catacombs, the sound<br />

of the funeral fading off into the distance until it was no more than<br />

a far away echo. Toward the rear of the upper floor of the cata‑<br />

combs a long sloping staircase came into view and I led us down<br />

them into an older section.<br />

“I’ve never been to a funeral like this,” Marshall said, looking<br />

around the space. “Like ever. Then again, most of my friend’s don’t<br />

have their own family crypt.”<br />

Rory laughed, but there was a hesitancy in it. “How come the<br />

older we get the creepier this place gets? We used to tear through<br />

here playing. Then we got all teen and moody and started listening<br />

to The Cure down here. Now, I just wish it were a regular base‑<br />

ment.”<br />

“I miss my basement,” Marshall added. “You don’t really get<br />

them here in the city much.”<br />

I gave him a weak smile. “You miss it? Why? What was in your<br />

basement?”<br />

“Most of my old gaming stuff,” he said. “Rule books, minia‑<br />

tures, maps . . .”<br />

“Wow,” Rory said, slapping a hand over his mouth as we contin‑<br />

ued walking. “Just . . . wow.”<br />

“Yep,” Marshall said with a mix of pride and shame once he<br />

pried her hand away. “I’m a poster child for alpha geeks every‑<br />

where.”<br />

“Alpha?” Rory asked. “Really? You’re ranking yourself that high?”<br />

“I have to,” he said, nodding. “Otherwise, I was just an only


ALCHEMYSTIC 131<br />

child playing Dungeons & Dragons pretty much alone down there,<br />

and that’s just sad.”<br />

Rory’s mouth went to speak, but then she stopped herself and<br />

the crypt went quiet. I really wish she had continued on, though.<br />

Their lightness made my heart less heavy.<br />

“Not to be morose,” Marshall said, turning to me, “but doesn’t<br />

this place creep you out a little?”<br />

“Why?” I said. “Sometimes I come down here for a little inspi‑<br />

ration in my art.”<br />

“What’s so inspirational?” Marshall asked, looking around with<br />

nervous eyes. “All it inspires in me is a healthy fear of zombies and<br />

bloodsuckers. No offense to Clan Belarus.”<br />

I waved it off. “None taken.”<br />

“Strange as it may sound, I said, “this place is comforting to me.<br />

This crypt is original to the building. Which means my great‑great<br />

grandfather planned this place out at the same time. It makes me<br />

feel very connected to it. With all his artistry and architecture<br />

sprinkled throughout Manhattan, it’s just amazing to have some<br />

that’s, I don’t know, just ours.”<br />

“He’s buried here too?” he asked.<br />

Rory gave him a look of disapproval through her veil.<br />

“What?” he asked. “I’ve never been down here. We always hang<br />

out up in the art studio and library.”<br />

“His library,” Rory said. “Everything about this place is his, so<br />

yeah, he’s buried here.”<br />

“Generations of us are,” I said moving off into the dim lights<br />

further back among the older tombs. I came upon the marker fur‑<br />

thest back on this lower level, that of Alexander Belarus. My name‑<br />

sake. The carving of the figure on top of the sarcophagus was<br />

exquisite, a likeness I could only imagine was as close to the way he<br />

actually looked in life, covered in carved stonework and adorn‑<br />

ments all over it. Seeing the gemstone sigil set into the stone at the<br />

center of the figure had my fingers going for the one similar to it<br />

around my neck.


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“Uncanny,” Marshall said, looking from the figure carved on<br />

the tomb to me. “I see the resemblance. Although, truth be told, I<br />

like your hair better. The black, wavy shoulder length looks better<br />

on you.”<br />

“Less stony too,” Rory added.<br />

I laughed out loud, finding the sound refreshing in the empty<br />

echoes down here in the family crypt.<br />

“Thanks, guys,” I said, leaning against one of the pillars, wrap‑<br />

ping my arms around myself. “You somehow made this all a bit<br />

more bearable.”<br />

“Absolutely,” Rory said, coming over and hugging me close.<br />

“It’s the least a best friend could do.”<br />

Marshall came over and hugged me as awkwardly as only he<br />

could. “I know I’m relatively new to your guys’ life and all, but I’m<br />

glad to be here.”<br />

As the hug lingered, Rory put a hand on both our shoulders,<br />

pushing him back. “No hitting on the grieving,” she said. “Got it?”<br />

Marshall’s face went beet red. “I‑ I wasn’t. I mean . . . I’d<br />

never—“<br />

“There you are,” my father’s voice called out from somewhere<br />

further forward in the crypt, the hint of his Slavic accent in his<br />

words, even though he was third generation and born here. “I<br />

thought I might find you down here.” He approached us, his bald‑<br />

ing head sweating. He dabbed at it with a handkerchief in one of<br />

his meaty hands, giving a nod to Marshall and a firm smile to Rory.<br />

“Aurora, thank you for coming. God bless and keep you.”<br />

Despite the solemn occasion, Marshall couldn’t help but<br />

snicker at the use of her proper name.<br />

“Marsh!” Rory snipped. “What are the rules?”<br />

He fought back his smile by coughing into his hand. “No laugh‑<br />

ing at your full name,” he said. “Aurora. Sorry. Rory.” Composed<br />

once again, he turned to my father. “Sorry, Mr. Belarus. I don’t<br />

mean any disrespect. I just get nervous laughter when it’s most in<br />

appropriate.”


ALCHEMYSTIC 133<br />

There was a sadness in my father’s eyes, but he managed a kind<br />

smile. “Dark times could use a little lightness,” he said, then turned<br />

to Rory. “Aurora is a fine name.” He clapped her on both shoul‑<br />

ders. “Your boyfriend should call you that more often.”<br />

Rory’s face went pale. “Marshall’s so not my boyfriend.”<br />

My father turned to me, his eyes narrowing at me, shooting dag‑<br />

gers at me. “Hey! He’s not my boyfriend either,” I said, quick as I<br />

could. “I’ve only know him as long as Rory’s been going to college!”<br />

“No, no,” Marshall said, feigning disinterest with his voice.<br />

“Please don’t all jump at a chance to date me at once, ladies. My<br />

dance card is pretty full.”<br />

This seemed good enough to satisfy my father that Marshall was<br />

no threat and he turned back to Rory. “Again, thank you so very<br />

much for coming,” he said, softer once again, “but I must steal my<br />

daughter away from you.”<br />

I stiffened. “You need me now?” I asked. “Don’t you have like a<br />

million people up there who want to talk to you?”<br />

“Yes,” he said, all pleasantries falling from his voice as he turned<br />

to me, somber. “That is why I need you, Alexandra. There are peo‑<br />

ple you must come meet.”<br />

My stomach clenched up. “Dad, I’m really not feeling it. You<br />

know I’d do anything for you. But are you sure it’s the best time for<br />

meet and greet right now?”<br />

“Alexandra,” he snapped, his voice raised. Marshall jumped.<br />

My name echoed over and over through the silence of the lower<br />

catacombs. “It is not a request. Come.”<br />

His words struck my soul. I looked to my friends, but they were<br />

too stunned. My father turned and walked off without another<br />

word, not bothering to excuse himself from Rory and Marshall’s<br />

presence.<br />

A chill ran down my spine. I thought it must have been my fa‑<br />

ther’s words and his tone, but it felt like more than just that. The<br />

catacombs seemed alive despite the heavy air of death that perme‑<br />

ated it. The carved faces on the tombs seemed to follow me with


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their stares, as well as those of the blank‑eyed gargoyles lining the<br />

tops of the support columns. The occasion itself and my father’s<br />

sudden harshness put such a creeped out mood over me that I<br />

found myself startled, swearing I saw a movement among the gar‑<br />

goyle statues. Not wanting to come of crazy to my friends, I told<br />

myself it was all an illusion caused by the stress of the day.<br />

Despite rationalizing it to myself, I stopped looking up or<br />

around and fell in behind my father, trading my creepy‑crawly sen‑<br />

sation for hating the idea of what was coming instead. He wanted<br />

me to meet his business people. I had thought burying my brother<br />

would be the worst of it today, but between being dragged before<br />

my father’s colleagues and my guilt over the last words Devon and<br />

I had exchanged, I didn’t think there was much of a chance of my<br />

day improving. At least my father hadn’t brought his spiritual ad‑<br />

viser down here with him. That was a small comfort in an other‑<br />

wise uncomfortable day.


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