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Crying<br />

to god<br />

LIFe HASN’T ALwAYS BeeN eASY and<br />

my Christian faith has been tested on many<br />

occasions. My first baby was born with<br />

poorly working kidneys. His illness wasn’t<br />

diagnosed until he was four months old,<br />

and as a first time mother I wondered why<br />

he cried all the time, didn’t gain weight and<br />

wouldn’t sleep. I remember lots of evenings<br />

crying to God for strength. when he was<br />

finally diagnosed and taken into hospital,<br />

he needed to gain weight. To do this he<br />

needed a naso-gastric tube. I remember<br />

rhys screaming as the nurse struggled to<br />

insert the tube into his nose. I ran to the<br />

toilet and cried to my God and saviour.<br />

when I returned, the tube was inserted,<br />

and all was calm. when looking back at<br />

these moments, I’m reminded that God is<br />

interested in all of my life and he hears my<br />

cries for help.<br />

God has kept me and given me<br />

strength through some very difficult times,<br />

but I haven’t always been a Christian. My<br />

mother is a Christian and took my brother<br />

and me to church every week. I loved the<br />

stories, singing the songs, and taking part<br />

in the annual Christmas services. I thought<br />

I knew Jesus, that he was my friend; it<br />

was a huge shock when I heard the gospel<br />

message for the first time. I was told I was<br />

a sinner who deserved hell. Over the next<br />

few months the Lord gently worked on my<br />

heart and I knew that I needed to ask him<br />

for forgiveness for all the wrong things I<br />

had thought, said and done. I asked him<br />

to be my saviour and my friend. There was<br />

no bolt of lightning, but I felt peace in my<br />

heart; I knew I belonged to him.<br />

I’ve been blessed with two more<br />

children, and rhys had a kidney transplant<br />

this year. even though at times I’ve been<br />

afraid and had little faith, God’s love for me<br />

has remained constant, promising to never<br />

leave me nor forsake me, no matter what<br />

may lie ahead. psalm 121 says, ‘I will lift my<br />

eyes to the hills - where does my help come<br />

from? My help comes from the Lord, the<br />

maker of heaven and earth.’ I have found<br />

that to be true.<br />

Ladies’Meal with Kath Hamm<br />

and Andy Christofides<br />

saturday 6.30pm 5th October<br />

@ Manor park, clydach<br />

Tickets required, please contact us (see cover for details)<br />

Forgive a terrorist?<br />

MY dAuGHTer-IN-LAw phoned me<br />

about 9 o’clock. distressed, she blurted out<br />

‘Steve has been murdered.’ It was a dreadful<br />

evening as you can imagine. The press<br />

came the next morning and one asked, ‘Mr<br />

Oake, what do you think of the man who<br />

killed your son?’ I wasn’t prepared for that<br />

question. As I paused to answer I prayed<br />

in the silence. I looked the journalist in<br />

the eye and said, ‘I don’t know the man, I<br />

Kath Hamm<br />

don’t know the circumstances, but I want<br />

to forgive him and I pray that God will<br />

forgive him.’<br />

Immediately the whole atmosphere<br />

changed. Someone yelled, ‘what, how can<br />

you as a policeman forgive a terrorist?’ I<br />

am a Christian - I trust and believe in the<br />

death of Jesus to forgive all my wrong. I<br />

follow Him. Jesus said, ‘Love your enemies.’<br />

This was hard to do but I wasn’t bitter,<br />

rObin OAke will be sharing more of his story on:<br />

Friday 4th October 7.30pm at Bethel evangelical Church, west street, gorseinon<br />

Tuesday 8th October 7.30pm at Lonlas Gospel Mission, off park avenue, skewen<br />

Friday 18th October 7.30pm at Mount Elim, Brecon road, Pontardawe<br />

youth evenT<br />

FRee!<br />

Music perforMance by:<br />

Written<br />

in Kings<br />

Speaker: John Orchard<br />

FRiday 7.30pm 11Th OcTObeR<br />

Waterfront Community Church<br />

Langdon Road, Swansea, SA1 8QY<br />

www.waterfrontchurch.com<br />

FOR MORE DETAILS CONTACT: PAUL DANIEL (07951 257441)<br />

I wasn’t angry. I wanted justice, but I didn’t<br />

want retribution. For nearly two and a half<br />

months we sat within twenty feet of this<br />

man in the Old Bailey, where he was found<br />

guilty of killing Stephen. As we were sitting<br />

next to him, we were praying for him. I<br />

still pray for him every day. I can forgive<br />

because I know what it is to be forgiven by<br />

God himself.<br />

Robin Oake

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