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Crying<br />
to god<br />
LIFe HASN’T ALwAYS BeeN eASY and<br />
my Christian faith has been tested on many<br />
occasions. My first baby was born with<br />
poorly working kidneys. His illness wasn’t<br />
diagnosed until he was four months old,<br />
and as a first time mother I wondered why<br />
he cried all the time, didn’t gain weight and<br />
wouldn’t sleep. I remember lots of evenings<br />
crying to God for strength. when he was<br />
finally diagnosed and taken into hospital,<br />
he needed to gain weight. To do this he<br />
needed a naso-gastric tube. I remember<br />
rhys screaming as the nurse struggled to<br />
insert the tube into his nose. I ran to the<br />
toilet and cried to my God and saviour.<br />
when I returned, the tube was inserted,<br />
and all was calm. when looking back at<br />
these moments, I’m reminded that God is<br />
interested in all of my life and he hears my<br />
cries for help.<br />
God has kept me and given me<br />
strength through some very difficult times,<br />
but I haven’t always been a Christian. My<br />
mother is a Christian and took my brother<br />
and me to church every week. I loved the<br />
stories, singing the songs, and taking part<br />
in the annual Christmas services. I thought<br />
I knew Jesus, that he was my friend; it<br />
was a huge shock when I heard the gospel<br />
message for the first time. I was told I was<br />
a sinner who deserved hell. Over the next<br />
few months the Lord gently worked on my<br />
heart and I knew that I needed to ask him<br />
for forgiveness for all the wrong things I<br />
had thought, said and done. I asked him<br />
to be my saviour and my friend. There was<br />
no bolt of lightning, but I felt peace in my<br />
heart; I knew I belonged to him.<br />
I’ve been blessed with two more<br />
children, and rhys had a kidney transplant<br />
this year. even though at times I’ve been<br />
afraid and had little faith, God’s love for me<br />
has remained constant, promising to never<br />
leave me nor forsake me, no matter what<br />
may lie ahead. psalm 121 says, ‘I will lift my<br />
eyes to the hills - where does my help come<br />
from? My help comes from the Lord, the<br />
maker of heaven and earth.’ I have found<br />
that to be true.<br />
Ladies’Meal with Kath Hamm<br />
and Andy Christofides<br />
saturday 6.30pm 5th October<br />
@ Manor park, clydach<br />
Tickets required, please contact us (see cover for details)<br />
Forgive a terrorist?<br />
MY dAuGHTer-IN-LAw phoned me<br />
about 9 o’clock. distressed, she blurted out<br />
‘Steve has been murdered.’ It was a dreadful<br />
evening as you can imagine. The press<br />
came the next morning and one asked, ‘Mr<br />
Oake, what do you think of the man who<br />
killed your son?’ I wasn’t prepared for that<br />
question. As I paused to answer I prayed<br />
in the silence. I looked the journalist in<br />
the eye and said, ‘I don’t know the man, I<br />
Kath Hamm<br />
don’t know the circumstances, but I want<br />
to forgive him and I pray that God will<br />
forgive him.’<br />
Immediately the whole atmosphere<br />
changed. Someone yelled, ‘what, how can<br />
you as a policeman forgive a terrorist?’ I<br />
am a Christian - I trust and believe in the<br />
death of Jesus to forgive all my wrong. I<br />
follow Him. Jesus said, ‘Love your enemies.’<br />
This was hard to do but I wasn’t bitter,<br />
rObin OAke will be sharing more of his story on:<br />
Friday 4th October 7.30pm at Bethel evangelical Church, west street, gorseinon<br />
Tuesday 8th October 7.30pm at Lonlas Gospel Mission, off park avenue, skewen<br />
Friday 18th October 7.30pm at Mount Elim, Brecon road, Pontardawe<br />
youth evenT<br />
FRee!<br />
Music perforMance by:<br />
Written<br />
in Kings<br />
Speaker: John Orchard<br />
FRiday 7.30pm 11Th OcTObeR<br />
Waterfront Community Church<br />
Langdon Road, Swansea, SA1 8QY<br />
www.waterfrontchurch.com<br />
FOR MORE DETAILS CONTACT: PAUL DANIEL (07951 257441)<br />
I wasn’t angry. I wanted justice, but I didn’t<br />
want retribution. For nearly two and a half<br />
months we sat within twenty feet of this<br />
man in the Old Bailey, where he was found<br />
guilty of killing Stephen. As we were sitting<br />
next to him, we were praying for him. I<br />
still pray for him every day. I can forgive<br />
because I know what it is to be forgiven by<br />
God himself.<br />
Robin Oake