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Mental Health Notes<br />
by Daniel Shaw, L.C.S.W<br />
Ups and Downs<br />
I had a great vacation this summer.<br />
My whole family did. We relaxed,<br />
we had fun, we had a great change<br />
of scenery, great activities, great<br />
food, great people to be with. It<br />
was perfect.<br />
And then we got back to JFK on a Sunday<br />
evening and only Dante could do justice to<br />
the infernal torment that ensued for the next 5<br />
or 6 hours. I will spare you the gruesome details.<br />
Suffice it to say, we finally got to home<br />
sweet home early Monday morning.<br />
“Let’s pretend we’re still on vacation,” I suggested<br />
to my wife later in the week, as we confronted<br />
the bills, the schedules, the yard<br />
project, the lack of enough sleep, the suddenly<br />
not-working refrigerator and the possibly notworking<br />
dishwasher, the bills … did I mention<br />
the bills?<br />
But that’s the thing—vacations are great when<br />
they are very different from the rest of your life.<br />
Hopefully, it doesn’t mean that life=miserable,<br />
vacation=wonderful. But vacation, when it’s<br />
good, is good because it’s somewhere around<br />
180° different from your normal routine.<br />
I’ve worked with people who had it very hard<br />
growing up— suffering extreme abuse of various<br />
kinds. And some of these people have a<br />
fantasy that, given what they have been<br />
through, life should now be a bed of roses.<br />
And they are extremely angry when it isn’t,<br />
which is, oh, pretty much every other day,<br />
more or less. A big part of living well for<br />
these people is accepting that they have to<br />
work at creating and maintaining a good life—<br />
it doesn’t just happen, it isn’t automatically the<br />
reward you get for surviving a terrible childhood.<br />
And when you’re doing your best, and<br />
hurts and disappointments still happen—it<br />
doesn’t prove that life really isn’t worth living,<br />
or that the world and all its people are cruel,<br />
and you are doomed. It just means that life<br />
has its ups and downs, and it is up to us to do<br />
the best we can and make the most of what<br />
we’ve got.<br />
At the same time, I notice that one need not<br />
have had a terrible childhood to unconsciously<br />
entertain this fantasy—that life is supposed to<br />
be and actually can be wonderful all the time,<br />
that we can always be at our best. Many of us<br />
with happier childhoods have this fantasy too<br />
—and it is sold to us constantly, in commercials,<br />
seminars, retreats, health food stores,<br />
plastic surgeons’ offices, and the endless<br />
stream of self-help books and tapes that relentlessly<br />
identify yet another seven steps to<br />
this, that or the other.<br />
It’s true that we are living with a bad<br />
economy these days, and it looks<br />
like we may be living with it for a<br />
while. <strong>The</strong>re are many more people<br />
out there now who are busy just figuring<br />
out how to survive, let alone<br />
live well. But I’ve had the opportunity<br />
to work with people who have<br />
nothing, and with people who have<br />
everything, and I’ve seen both these kinds of<br />
people have the same amount of anguish about<br />
solving the same puzzle—how to be happy,<br />
how to feel good, how to have a good life.<br />
Long ago, Freud said, with a touch of irony,<br />
that the goal of psychotherapy was to convert<br />
neurotic misery into ordinary unhappiness.<br />
But most psychotherapists today would agree,<br />
I think, that we are aiming for more. We<br />
want to help people find the strength and resilience<br />
to get through hardships; and to find<br />
the desire and the willingness to work at<br />
building a good life. <strong>The</strong> two go hand in<br />
hand—there can be no lasting good in life unless<br />
one has the strength and the resilience to<br />
endure and get through hardships, whether<br />
they be material or spiritual.<br />
Another famous psychoanalyst, Frieda<br />
Fromm-Reichman, treated a young, severely<br />
schizophrenic woman some years ago. As the<br />
young woman began to regain her health and<br />
sanity, she became terrified of leaving the hospital<br />
and being without the therapist. As the<br />
time for the girl’s discharge came closer, in response<br />
to the girl’s worries about life beyond<br />
therapy, Fromm-Reichman was honest with<br />
her: “I never promised you a rose garden,” she<br />
said, which became the title of the memoir the<br />
woman later wrote, under the pen name Hannah<br />
Green. Fromm-Reichman had already<br />
been through a great deal herself: escaping the<br />
Holocaust and starting a new life in a strange<br />
land, divorce, and loneliness. At the same<br />
time, she loved her work, and nurtured many<br />
patients and students. She was loved and respected<br />
by all who knew her. A good life.<br />
Most people can’t always be on vacation, and<br />
none of us can always dwell in a garden of<br />
roses. It may seem, to some people, that<br />
everything comes easily to them, but I’m certain<br />
that most people with good, happy lives<br />
are people who have worked hard, with persistence,<br />
to build and maintain that happiness.<br />
Daniel Shaw, LCSW, practices psychotherapy in<br />
<strong>Nyack</strong> and in NY City. He can be reached at<br />
(845) 548-2561 in <strong>Nyack</strong> and in NY City at<br />
(212) 581-6658, shawdan@aol.com or online<br />
at www.danielshawlcsw.com ✫<br />
22 <strong>The</strong> <strong>Nyack</strong> <strong>Villager</strong> <strong>Sept</strong>ember, <strong>2011</strong>