Baptize by Blazing Fire BOOK #3 - Divine Revelations

one can only be approved if one wins the battle on a daily basis. However, it is very difficult to live spiritually in all areas. It is most difficult and
cumbersome when the physical body cannot keep pace with the occurrences in the spirit.
Despite of the difficulties, however, it is still great to have special favor and attention. We are all approved by Him. We are able to taste the pleasant
sensation of victory and joy. Moreover, it is an abundantly thrilling. The excitement cannot be experienced from the world. In fact, it is eternal
happiness.
Before my spiritual eyes were opened, I was ignorant of all the events and experiences I had encountered. My faith was based on theory and
academics. One thing is for sure, one cannot conclude that their spiritual eyes are opened just because one has received a holy gift. When you battle
evil spirits, you have to defeat them, otherwise, you will be immediately defeated. If you do not harm your opponent, they will enormously harm you.
The spiritual war has resulted in many pastors and their wives to be deceived. As a result, their deception and failure have led them to hell. We are
witnessing and experiencing the spiritual war. I am also the wife of a pastor. And as a pastor‟s wife, I wanted to support and serve my pastor much
better than any other pastor‟s wife. Actually, that goal was very difficult to do. There were many times before where I had presented or judged
situations through my experiences and my flesh. Before, the humanism soaked into my heart; therefore, I used to judge all matters from my point of
view.
Whenever I was oppressed and hopelessly attacked by evil forces for several days, I would be defeated. I would not be able to eat and the condition
of my misery would continue. Just like a crazy person, I would lose my mind and my body would shake violently. As I experienced these painful
situations, I am now able to relate to the pain and misery of multitudes of people who are afflicted and oppressed by evil spirits through the world.
As I was in unbearable torment, I pleaded to the Lord. I saw the Lord‟s face; he was watching me with the expression of a stone. It brought me much
sadness to witness his expression. Perhaps, Jesus is letting me experience various trails for some future event or events.
*150 Evil Spirits Enter Once Again
How much more will the Lord continue to test us and until when? During the second prayer meeting, about 150 evil spirits entered my body once
more. The tongue from the devil began to unceasingly come out from my mouth. The evil spirits began to numb my whole body, including all of my
joints and bones. It started at 9 p.m. and the Pastor and I struggled until noon the next day which was 12 p.m..
I shouted and cried out to the Lord. As I realized that I did not have enough faith to cast them out of my body, I cried and cried. I was shameful. As
the pastor‟s wife, my faith was only at a mediocre level. This is why I must be continuously harassed by the evil spirits. As I pondered these thoughts
to myself, I cried out even more. Why were these evil spirits attacking me, especially me? Why am I not able to cast the evil forces out with my faith?
I became emotional with contempt and was falling apart. My soul/spirit shook with uncertainty. Due to exhaustion, the other church members went
home. The Pastor and I were the only ones remaining. The Pastor took a few steps backwards and said, “Ah! They are awful! I have done many
deliverances, but I have never experienced such tenacious evil spirits like these before -- very stubborn!”
As I cried, I pleaded to the Pastor. “Honey! What should I do? You must cast them out.” The Pastor replied: “All right, I understand already!
However, let me rest a bit and I can do it again.” After the Pastor held his breath, he sat me on a bench as he sat behind me on the back rail with his
legs over my shoulders. The Pastor then laid his hand on me and began to pray. As he prayed, he opened my mouth with his fingers and all different
kinds of evil spirits began to gush forward one at a time.
The Pastor and I became gradually exhausted. We were one step from passing out. Moreover the Lord continued to just observe us. I think He wanted
to observe and wait until our limit was reached. The filthy, ugly evil spirits absolutely had no sign of fatigue. In fact, they gradually screamed louder.
Now, they were attacking us as though wild beasts attacked prey.
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