01-26-10 A Place Called Hell Out of Body or Near Death

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particularly noted for her popularization of walk-in theory whereby a person's soul can depart a hurt or anguished body and be replaced with a new soul to take over the body. iii PAT HOLLIDAY’S DEATH EXPERIENCE I had a death experience when I was 23 years-old and not saved. I’d never heard a testimony about NDE, ~ Near Death Experiences ~ before. As a child, I’d heard about Jesus but it did not make any sense to me. I heard about the historical Jesus. I died in the hospital after bleeding internally and felt my soul leave my body being sucked into a dark tunnel. I had no control over it. It was as if a vacuum cleaner picked me up like a piece of dirt and being pulled to the darkest place I’d ever seen. During the time, I felt such loneliness knowing instantly that I was on the other side. I saw a light in the distance and knew that I would be forever separated from God. The anguish in my heart was excruciating, “O God, don’t let me live forever without You.” I was not in hell; there was no fire; no screaming tortured souls; but found myself in some sort space prison. I could see; think; feel; and remember but I could not move at my will. An unseen force held me captive. Matthew 25:30 – “And cast ye the unprofitable servant into outer darkness: there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.” At this time, I was not a Christian and really did not know a thing about the Bible. I was shocked the first time reading the above scripture because I believe this the place finding myself captive when I died. When I cried out, “O God, don’t let me live forever without You.” I was drawn to the light like a magnet. Again, feeling myself without power of control over this movement going to the light. I could not see any figure within the bright blinding light; but I knew God was present. I pleaded with God to give me another chance. Suddenly, I was back in the Hospital and my spirit went back into my body. I was in intensive care for several days but survived. God was very merciful to me and in the beginning I tried to serve Him but failed. I went back to church that I had attended as a child. No one told me about Jesus or His gift of salvation was a free for me. I really tried to be good but just could not. Finally, I decided that God would never receive me in the evil spiritual condition that I found myself. I was a sinner and I’d never be received by God, so I made the decision to leave the church and live for myself. God let me walk through many years of darkness. I experienced many wicked things, including walking into the edge of the occult. I was 43 when I started reading about Jeanne Dixon and Ruth Montgomery and found myself trying to experience these powers of Darkness. http://www.miracleinternetchurch.com Page 8
I was experiencing getting information from a strange, unseen force that was moving the pen in my hand; however, I thought these powers were simply coming from my subconscious mind. This occult practice began to take my mind and I dropped into great mental confusion. My body began to fall apart and I was getting very sick. Funny thing, the doctors could not find anything wrong but all my strength was drained and I became bedridden. I had an incredible pain in the left side of my head. I used to read a book a day before getting involved in the occult but during this time, I could only read witchcraft books. I kept sinking deeper and deeper into shadows of demons and mental illness. My dear husband, Vadim loved me and he stopped traveling to be close to me and protect me from the insane asylum. Also, after my deliverance, he admitted that he was afraid to leave the children home alone with me and he knew that I had become mentally ill. I continued my descent into the terror of hell, reading occult books and doing automatic writing. One day, the children were watching television at the foot of my bed. I was practicing automatic writing. A message came that said, “Your children will suddenly fall over and go to sleep. Don’t worry we will take care of them. Then we are going to come in and possess you.” Absolute total fear came upon me. I asked, “Who are you” as before I’d only been getting information one source and now it became “we.” The writing said, “We are the spirits.” The fear continued to rage in my spirit. I asked, “What kind of spirits?” They replied they were the “good” spirits. The words “possess you,” kept running through my mind. I asked “Is there a God?” “Yes,” the spirit writer replied. “Is there a devil?” The reply came, “Yes.” I was not spiritual and was just dabbling into these powers thinking the information was just coming from my own mind. But the word, “Possess” frightened me because I knew if these things were real, I’d lose control of my will. I told them “No, I don’t want you to come in.” The spirits became agitated and the message came, “We will wait until you go to sleep and then we will come in then.” The more I resisted, the demons became meaner and more threatening. “You will let us in; we will hurt you; kill your children, etc.” The Devil knows that he can only make things happen in the realm of the earth by getting his intended victim’s agreement. This spiritual agreement comes into effect by the victim listening to the demonic voice and helplessly accepting the demonic plan. However, God was working with me by putting an overwhelming fear upon me to resist him. Then Devil appear in my room and stark fear fell on me, I cried out to the “Unknown God,” “If you are real God, protect me from these evil spirits and I’ll serve You for the rest of my life.” I felt an immense peace enter into my room. That night, God took me at my word and began to lead me by His Spirit. He guided me to a small Bible study that I had talked to during my campaign when I ran for the Florida Legislation. I found Jesus and I’ve never been the same since. Jesus became my Lord and Savior. There truly is a God but sometimes people have to fall into the hands of the Devil before they can find Him. Remember, I experienced the reality that God was existed when I died at age 23 but was powerless to change my life. He left me to my own evil devices to run into the arms of Satan. No one can dabble in the occult and come away unshackled. It is not harmless games and http://www.miracleinternetchurch.com Page 9
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