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Read Russia 2nd pass:Layout 1 5/2/12 1:03 AM Page 21<br />

B a s i l e u s / 21<br />

her with sweets they had saved especially, sometimes badly frayed in their<br />

male pockets and smelling of tobacco. A female writer and multiple Stalin<br />

Prize winner, who was incised all over with fine wrinkles and covered in age<br />

spots that looked like blotches of washed-out blood, maintained a tenacious<br />

friendship with her. And then, in a space of three years, they all died, including<br />

her husband.<br />

At all times, but especially in years of universal struggle for survival,<br />

inactive creatures like Elizaveta Nikolaevna arouse the indignation of their<br />

vulnerable fellow-citizens, who are obliged to trade at markets or kowtow to<br />

a capricious boss while doing his work as well as their own for a barely decent<br />

salary. But if Elizaveta Nikolaevna was protected by anything, it could only<br />

be the mercy of God. She seemed to be entirely a product of God’s arbitrary<br />

will and that was why there was so much that was inexplicable about her. She<br />

was awkward—she often broke things, walked into a room at the wrong<br />

moment, said the wrong thing. But her ineptitudes suddenly triggered very<br />

long sequences of cause and effect—in the way that a single movement of a<br />

finger knocks over a single domino, setting an entire ribbon of dominos flowing,<br />

which releases a lever that sets water pouring and a heavy little ball<br />

rolling along a groove. When they associated with Elizaveta Nikolaevna the<br />

worthy old men vaguely sensed that they were located at the center of a toy<br />

designed with incredible accuracy and precision, something like a phantom<br />

child’s railway set, and the sweetly humming little ball that was launched at<br />

the very end might just turn out to be a bomb. But it was not they who were<br />

the targets of the existence of this little woman who looked out at the world<br />

through such intensely blue eyes that everything around must have been<br />

tinted blue for her. And that was why one fine moment an invisible hand<br />

cleared the stage of everything superfluous.<br />

Left completely alone, Elizaveta Nikolaevna fed herself for a while on<br />

the reserves of canned foods that she found in the house—the solid fat had<br />

a back-taste of candle wax. She tried eating fermented jam and even blocks<br />

of jelly that had been lying around in the cupboards under the ceiling. She<br />

had absolutely no understanding of money (when inflation distended the<br />

rows of noughts she genuinely thought that everyone had got rich), and so<br />

she sold the neighbors her Chopard watch, covered in quarter-carat diamonds<br />

like cross-stitching, and an old ruby brooch in the form of a dragonfly<br />

for what she thought was a large sum, but actually for mere pennies. She<br />

lived as if there was a war on, swapping things for food, and it was only by<br />

sheer good fortune that the silver-tongued realtors eager for Stalin-era real

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