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Read Russia 2nd pass:Layout 1 5/2/12 1:03 AM Page 27<br />

B a s i l e u s / 27<br />

suddenly showed through in the animal carcasses; the currents of life washing<br />

over the taxidermic sculptor’s hands had turned hot.<br />

But even so, any union between Ertel and Elizaveta Nikolaevna was absolutely<br />

impossible. Pavel Ivanovich had been firmly married for a long time.<br />

He belonged to that high-tensile class of men who have to change themselves<br />

completely in order to change their life partner. He and Anna had lived in<br />

peace and harmony since their student days. In addition to large copper curls<br />

from which coins could have been minted and rosy-pink skin sprinkled with<br />

fine freckles, Anna Ertel also possessed an unassailable inner tranquillity and<br />

faith in the stability of all the circumstances and objects surrounding her. And<br />

although for a long time already the married couple’s handshake-firm kisses<br />

had expressed an attachment of friendship rather than love, he couldn’t possibly<br />

desecrate her faith. As imperturbably as she did everything in the world,<br />

Anna had borne Pavel Ivanovich two healthy, long-legged sons. Redheaded<br />

like their mother, each with an entire planetarium of freckles on his pink features,<br />

the boys loved their father ardently, dreamed of fabulous hunts in mysterious<br />

jungles and already helped in the workshop. And if Pavel Ivanovich<br />

had decided, nonetheless, to make the break, he would have had to abandon<br />

not only the boys, not only the large apartment in Izmailovo—his home sweet<br />

home, where white curtains breathed and white furniture stood on the floor<br />

like porcelain—not only that . . . He would have had to hand over all the memories<br />

of his youth to Anna for safekeeping: the way the two of them had<br />

watched a wedge of cranes receding into the distance, fluttering like a waving<br />

handkerchief; the way they had once lost their younger child, Kostya, at the<br />

Kazan railway station and found him, smeared all over with some kind of black<br />

candy and without his new jacket; and all the triumphs of his life, at which they<br />

used to rejoice together. In short, Ertel would have had to leave Anna almost<br />

all of himself, minus that part, the very existence of which would have completely<br />

changed her entire notion of how the world was arranged.<br />

But even so Ertel couldn’t help himself. He was jealous of Elizaveta<br />

Nikolaevna’s contacts with Mr. K and Mr. T, suspecting that, with her docile<br />

amenability and detachment, she was quite capable of complying with her<br />

sponsors’ wishes in her bare, flat widow’s bed. He was afraid to touch the<br />

tremulous whiteness of her fingers and instead he stroked the cat, who would<br />

present his velvet belly, only to sink his claws and teeth into the stranger’s<br />

hand and wind himself round it like a striped, muscular snake. As often happens<br />

with people in love, Ertel knew the overgrown yard of that cherished<br />

Stalin-era apartment block better than its residents did. Sometimes, even

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