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Love Hurts.

Amelia de la Paz Sorto Martinez Roxana Clared Hernandez Portillo

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<strong>Love</strong> <strong>Hurts</strong>.<br />

By: Amelia S. Martinez & Clared Hernandez.


Amelia de la Paz Sorto Martinez<br />

&<br />

Roxana Clared Hernandez Portillo.<br />

Dedication and Acknowledgements:<br />

Thanks to God, to our family and thanks to our teacher Javier<br />

Andrade for giving us the opportunity to do something new.<br />

This humble short story is for you.<br />

Contents<br />

1 A new Job 3<br />

2 The man on the plane 5<br />

3 Jared Black Voue 7<br />

4 The date 13<br />

5 Men on Black 15<br />

6 Marry me? 20<br />

7 Again 22<br />

8 A new chance 24<br />

Universidad de Oriente (Univo) School of Arts and Sciences.<br />

Subject: Reading and Writing II<br />

9 What tha hell? 26<br />

10 All dead 29<br />

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Littleland, November, 2009.<br />

1<br />

A new job<br />

My grandparents passed away so they left a legacy to my mother that<br />

help us to survived all these years and some of that money served me<br />

to graduate from the college as an editor and fashion designer also<br />

my sister studied modeling for a year in Paris which resulted costly.<br />

-No, not die please I beg you!-<br />

-Tell me tell me something!!!-<br />

-Aleeeex!!!!!- These were my cries begging the love of my life that<br />

did not die as he hovered between life and death in a cold hospital<br />

room.<br />

The worst experience anyone can live in life is to see the death of the<br />

person you love.<br />

My name is Tarina, Tarina Reynolds and four years ago my<br />

boyfriend Alex died from a traffic accident, he was the person I loved<br />

most in this world and left me.<br />

I have lived in Littleland with my sister Katy Reynols and my mother<br />

Noelia Mart since my father abandoned us.<br />

My relationship with Katy was good although we are very different,<br />

she was 18 years old, she was blonde, green eyes like my mother and<br />

was very thin while I am dark brown hair, average height, light<br />

brown eyes and last but not least I have freckles on my face I was 23<br />

year old but everyone thought that I was younger than Katy.<br />

My family had no money for nothing.<br />

While I was thinking about all that -¡Ring!Ring - my phone rang I<br />

received a call from a foreign company which I had applied to get a<br />

job as editor of a very famous magazine called "Voue".<br />

-Yes?! - I answered.<br />

-Hello? With miss Tarina Reynols? - A voice<br />

said kindly.<br />

-Yup! Yes! I am. How can I help you?-I said.<br />

-I'm calling to tell you that you have been<br />

selected to work in the publishing of the magazine "Voue" -<br />

I could not believe I was so excited that I just knew I had to travel to<br />

London England tomorrow.<br />

I got home and told everything to my mother and my sister.<br />

-I'm happy for you- Said my mother with a ragged voice and his deep<br />

green eyes started to slip a tear.


My sister said -Go and forgets about Alex!- What I would downplay<br />

because she, my sister does not know how difficult it is to deal with<br />

the memory of someone who is dead.<br />

That night I could not sleep because I knew the next day everything<br />

would change for me, I just close my eyes when I heard:<br />

-Tarina! Tarina – Shouted my mother because it was morning<br />

already.<br />

-I’m going - I answered and I knew that my mother was telling me to<br />

fix bags because in the afternoon I was going to take my flight to<br />

London.<br />

After fixing my bags I went for a walk last time to the center of my<br />

town called Littleland every person who hears that name laughs<br />

because it was a small city that does honor to its name but I still love<br />

living here.<br />

Walking through the city center taking my coffee I could notice how<br />

pretty it was the old buildings, old trees and people obviously I was<br />

going to miss everything.<br />

-Hi! Tarina - My best friend said and walked towards me.<br />

-Hi! Bella How are you? - I answered very sad because it was the last<br />

time I’ll see her in five years that is duration of the contract with the<br />

publisher.<br />

I told her about I was going to London and everything else.<br />

-I'll miss you so much you know you're like a sister to me- Bella said<br />

very sad.<br />

Bella always was smiling but today his smile had disappeared maybe<br />

she really was going to miss me.<br />

We said good bye with hugs thing that I did not like very much but y<br />

I let her hug me. Bella is a little chubby so I just could hardly cover<br />

her with my arms.<br />

Was time to go I took my bags and said goodbye to my mother and<br />

my sister Katy too.<br />

-Daughter I hope you get a good husband there in London- My<br />

mother said very quietly.<br />

-¡Not even a year ago that died the guy who I loved most so I could<br />

not even think in marry me with someone more!-<br />

My mother was a woman of 50 years old who has suffered much it<br />

shows up in her dry skin and gray hair so I did not feel sad to leave<br />

her because I know that I was going to help her with the money that I<br />

was going to earn working in the publisher.


My sister will surely take care of my mother.<br />

I thought.<br />

I remembered Alex and everything that we<br />

lived together and I knew that hardly was I<br />

going to forget him but maybe in London I<br />

could overcome it somehow.<br />

I smiled warmly to my mother and I left.<br />

2<br />

The man on the plane<br />

On the plane I sat next to the window to see the scenery through the<br />

window it was round and small which I thought was funny because I<br />

had never seen an airplane for the inside nor had traveled in them.<br />

I was nervous about everything new I was going to live and be on the<br />

plane made it worse even more. In the seat next to me had no one<br />

sitting so I figured I could put my briefcase there.<br />

A guy came to sit beside me and asked me permission I remove my<br />

wallet and put it in my legs.<br />

-Hello- I said in a very low tone of voice waiting for him not to<br />

listen.<br />

He had navy blue eyes in which I lost<br />

for a few seconds. His hair was black<br />

and had a piercing in his left ear. I<br />

could not stop watching him until he<br />

said.<br />

-Is something wrong?- To which I replied quickly:<br />

-No, no not at all-<br />

I put on my headphones and listened to music all the way otherwise I<br />

would not have stopped seeing this guy who was wearing a blue<br />

jacket that matches his eyes.<br />

I did not know why I wanted to know his name but there was no<br />

chance the man fell asleep all the time.<br />

The aircraft landed and as it was night I saw the lights of all the<br />

beautiful city of London from the sky.<br />

Something happened to me that I could not stop watching the boy.<br />

Getting off the plane he was wearing a sunglass which was strange<br />

because it was dark but hey I admit it fit well with him and looked<br />

even better when he took off the hair from her face. He went on a<br />

luxury car that came to the airport, just so I could take my eyes off<br />

him.<br />

He turned and looked to me in the eyes.


I had to wait for a taxi because here I did not know anyone who could<br />

come for me; those of the publisher only gave me the address of my<br />

new apartment building and office.<br />

Finally reach the building where would be my new home for five<br />

years or so I hoped.<br />

It was not as large but had what I needed a room, a small kitchen and<br />

living room. The apartment was fully furnished elegantly.<br />

I fell asleep from 6pm to 8am the next day that trip left me very tired.<br />

3<br />

Jared Black Voue<br />

Six months after I got here everything was fine I was great as editor<br />

of the magazine that was very successful and I could also send<br />

money to my mother to pay debts and to buy an IPad with which she<br />

communicated with me Skype.<br />

I took my cellphone and called my mom who told me:<br />

-Your sister Katy is very sick because she signed a contract with a<br />

famous brand which required much about her appearance that she<br />

ended getting sick-<br />

I listened to my mom worried but at that time I was far so I could not<br />

help them.<br />

My sister wrote me an email that said:<br />

-Tarina I'll never eat anymore- I thought she was joking but no.<br />

-Katy you can not stop eating- I replied thinking she was joking.<br />

I needed to relax a little so I went for a run one afternoon.<br />

What a surprise in the park was the same guy who was on the plane<br />

six months ago!<br />

He looked at me and walked towards me I was very nervous also I<br />

was shaking. I did not know if I was afraid or if he really liked me.<br />

-Hi! I have seen you before. Isn’t it? - He said.<br />

-I do not know- I said to pretend I did not care.<br />

-Do you live around here? – He continued talking.<br />

Yes a few minutes of here- I answered.


-Nice to meet you my name is Jared Black. What is your name? – He<br />

asked me.<br />

-Nice to meet you too my name is Tarina Reynols- I did not want to<br />

answer him but at least he was being polite.<br />

We continued talking the rest of the afternoon and when we least<br />

expect it got dark.<br />

-I have to go- I said though I did not really want to go but I lived<br />

about fifteen minutes from here and I did not come here by car so I<br />

had to walk back and the later is more dangerous it is.<br />

-If you want I can accompany you to your house so do not go alone-<br />

Jared said.<br />

I did not know what to answer, but I finished saying yes.<br />

-There is - I announced pointing with my finger at my building.<br />

Stop! - I exclaimed terrified for a moment I thought that he was Alex<br />

my boyfriend who was dead and I was going very fast with Jared.<br />

-What's the matter? I am not going to eat you- Said Jared His English<br />

was not good to judge by how he speaks he is not British.<br />

-Sorry is not my intention to offend you but I have to go to my<br />

apartment- I said this while I was crying.<br />

When I entered to my room -¡Ring!Ring!- My phone rang.<br />

It was my mother who was crying because my sister ended in the<br />

hospital due to her illness. My sister was already naturally thin plus<br />

my mom said she stopped eating, self-medicated and vomited to have<br />

his empty stomach. The doctors diagnosed her deep anorexia<br />

nervosa.<br />

So sad I woke up the next morning after the alarm<br />

went off.<br />

I see my little gold watch that I was wearing in my<br />

hand and I realized that was too late to go to work. I<br />

just past and look me in the mirror and I run to my<br />

job.<br />

When we was saying good bye without realizing we kissed.


Outside of my building was Jared. Try to conceal and not make any<br />

gesture with my face but that's too hard because I'm very expressive.<br />

Surely I did some gesture of disgust.<br />

-Hello! - Jared said so excited I did not know what to do but I got<br />

nervous.<br />

-Hello Jared! What a surprise to see you here. What are you doing<br />

here? – I asked.<br />

–I wanted to know more about you also yesterday you were a little<br />

nervous so I thought came to see how you felt today– Apparently<br />

Jared was interested in me.<br />

–I feel fine Jared thanks- I continued to wonder what he really was<br />

doing here.<br />

–As you have no car today I'll take you to work- Jared exclaimed.<br />

–No I do not need that I used to take the bus every day-I said that<br />

because I did not want to get more involved with him because he<br />

reminded me so much of my ex that sickened me.<br />

Finally he convinced me and I went with him to work.<br />

We arrived and before unloaded the car he smiled and said:<br />

–Someone whom I know very well works here too- Very happy Jared<br />

said.<br />

When I got out of the car my boss came towards us.<br />

–Good morning son– My boss Mark Voue said.<br />

–Good morning father– Jared exclaimed and made a reverence.<br />

How I did not think before? My boss has a certain resemblance to<br />

Jared. The same blue eyes and the same<br />

height.<br />

I could not believe Jared Kim Black is the<br />

son of my boss that made me want to<br />

know more about Jared surely is the heir to<br />

the fortune of Mark Voue.<br />

I did not come here to marry with a<br />

millionaire but the truth is that this was a<br />

great opportunity to have money for me and my family since my<br />

sister was sick I was the only hope and also I had to completely<br />

forget Alex unless I would live all my life unhappy remembering<br />

someone who is gone.<br />

Do you work here? -<br />

-Yes! This is where I work- I answered.


4<br />

The date<br />

A very rainy afternoon I had nothing to do and I was getting bored of<br />

loneliness so I started to read books in this case I was reading my<br />

favorite book called "Late Autumn" when I received a message.<br />

-Tanina Hello! Do you want to go to the mall to take a coffee with<br />

me-Was Jared who wanted to go out with me.<br />

-Yes! At 6 pm it is ok? - I replied.<br />

I dressed as nice as I could in a Maxi-dress of black color with<br />

transparency in the back but always discreet.<br />

The makeup was also striking that accentuated the brown color of<br />

my eyes and my lips makeup on red.<br />

I do not want to overdo anyway whether it was a meeting between<br />

friends and not a "date".<br />

I liked Jared but not to the point of being in love with him.<br />

-Listen to the sound of the car outside my building immediately-<br />

¡knock!Knock - Jared was knocking on the door.<br />

I opened the door and there he was as<br />

handsome as ever and that day brought a<br />

sleeve of his shirt collection that let see his<br />

left arm where he had a tattoo with the name<br />

of his mother Min Black.<br />

While we were on the car I asked him about<br />

his mother and he said:<br />

-My mother was Asian and I'm from there<br />

too but I came to London to help my father<br />

with the company publisher- That explains why his English was not<br />

so good. His mother was Asian and his father was British.<br />

While we were at The Coffee Coffee a very elegant place where you<br />

can take a coffee Jared turned to me with her deep blue eyes I could<br />

swear that he wanted to say something.<br />

He smiled and said: What did you do today? You look beautiful-<br />

-I only used more makeup than usual- I answered.<br />

We talked for a long time and finish knowing all of his life until his<br />

mother died in a fire when he was a kid, then we went for a walk and<br />

when we were walking I saw a photography of my sister Katy as a<br />

model so I told Jared that she was my younger sister and that I was<br />

proud of her for having achieved success in the modeling world but<br />

had worked so hard and get sick.


-Your sister is beautiful but not as much as<br />

your Tarina- Jared said and I blushed because<br />

in my life was Katy who drew attention for<br />

being blonde and prettier than I am the only<br />

man who told me that I was beautiful was<br />

Alex.<br />

We got back to my apartment and Jared did not ask me to be his<br />

girlfriend but he stayed a moment with me.<br />

When he said goodbye he stole me a kiss on the lips and then were<br />

many more without we realizing overnight step.<br />

I wanted to stop him but he reminded me times that spent with Alex I<br />

felt really real that I was with him.<br />

Before leaving Jared gave me some keys and asked me to be his<br />

girlfriend:<br />

-Tarina Reynolds Will you be my girlfriend?- Asked him and put me<br />

some gray keys in my hands.<br />

5<br />

Men on Black<br />

Then one day I was walking down the street when I felt someone was<br />

following me.<br />

The streets I had to go for work is not alone but there are parts where<br />

are some alleys between buildings and if someone follows you<br />

obviously reaches you that you have nowhere to hide and nowhere to<br />

run.<br />

I started running towards my work but when I ran the fat man in<br />

black who came after me also ran grabbed my right hand, he cover<br />

my mouth and tried to take me but I hit him in the head with an<br />

umbrella that was in my wallet I thought it would not hurt him but he<br />

fell to the floor fainted.<br />

I kept running but two others men on motorcycles chased me and the<br />

last thing I remember from that time was a white robe in my eyes.<br />

Then I woke up in a dark place that smelled bad and where was a<br />

group of men dressed in black.<br />

–What am I doing here? –I asked knowing that they would not<br />

respond me because I clearly had kidnapped but the question was<br />

why?<br />

––Shut up or would you like we cover your mouth with something? -<br />

Said one of those horrible guys with a more horrible voice.<br />

Just wanted to know why you brought me here - I insisted.<br />

-¿Do you know Jared Voue - Said a thin man with a huge scar on his<br />

face.


–Why ask me that question?- I did not want to give more information<br />

to those crazy.<br />

–Are you Jared's girlfriend whether or not? - Asked a man who came<br />

to me and threatened me with a knife.<br />

What your little boyfriend has not told you that his mother is died?<br />

We killed her because they did not pay on time for her rescue and<br />

also another Jared’s girlfriend died in the same way and if they do not<br />

hurry to pay us within 7 days all the money we asked Mark Voue,<br />

you will die too- Said the most evil and horrible human I've ever met<br />

in my life.<br />

Jared did not tell me that his mother died in the hands of criminals or<br />

that one of his girlfriends also died. I was so confused and scared.<br />

I just heard the voices of men making phone calls and asking for<br />

money to let me out.<br />

On the third day Jared spoke with me:<br />

-Someone wants to talk to you- said the man and then I throw the<br />

phone in hands.<br />

-Tarina, Tarina my love do not worry- Jared was crying and said<br />

those words.<br />

I just remember the day when my father told my mother that<br />

everything would be fine if we were together then he leave us and<br />

never return.<br />

Why the Jared’s father will pay for my rescue if he not even paid for<br />

his wife? I thought.<br />

This perhaps could be my last day of life and I was there crying<br />

because of a man again.<br />

What would my mother and Katy thinking without knowing about<br />

me for more than three days?<br />

I'd been there for more than three days without food I had no<br />

strength at all.<br />

Suddenly-Boom!- I listened to the sound of gunshots so I turned<br />

down.<br />

The sounds of sirens of police cars were also heard.<br />

Someone entered to the dark and filthy house and said:<br />

-I come to help you-Was an angel dressed as a policeman.<br />

As soon as possible the police took me to the station where Jared was<br />

when I saw him I knew he had not lied to me and everything went<br />

well thanks to him.<br />

I hugged him we were both crying I felt that he really loved me.


I called my mother to tell her that I was fine and I was glad to hear<br />

his voice but did not say anything about the kidnapping anyway I was<br />

safe, or so I hoped.<br />

Jared told me that everything about his mother was certain she was<br />

murdered by criminals who received bailout money but failed to<br />

complete the deal and ended up killing her anyway. One of his exgirlfriends<br />

disappeared too. That's why Jared always lived in Asia<br />

because his father did not wanted anyone hurt him and also Jared<br />

does not carry the name Voue because when I he was kid was in<br />

danger.<br />

-Tarina Do you remember the keys I gave you the day I asked you to<br />

my girlfriend? - Jared said.<br />

-Yes there are on my jewelry- I took off the keys from the gold<br />

jewelry and showed them to Jared.<br />

-It was a surprise for you just the day of the kidnapped I was going to<br />

give you the car that I bought you because I did not want to go<br />

walking alone on the streets-<br />

-Too late!! - I said with a teasing tone.<br />

-Accidents will happen! Is not it?<br />

Jared went to his father's house and it was fine because I need time to<br />

be alone and to assimilate the madness that had lived the previous<br />

days.<br />

I thought everything would be different here that nothing bad would<br />

happen to me but it was the same and I wanted to know whether or<br />

not dating Jared, because his life was like mine full of<br />

disappointments and loss of loved ones to best not we should have<br />

never been together.<br />

6<br />

Marry me?<br />

That day I wanted to tell him that our relationship would not work<br />

but he came with a bouquet of red roses and dressed very handsome<br />

and invited me to dinner at a restaurant.<br />

-Tarina Do you want to go out to dinner with me? These beautiful<br />

flowers are for you- Jared had his blue eyes as bright as a star that<br />

could not refuse.<br />

Not sure if it was a good idea but I accepted.<br />

Let me put the roses in water.<br />

-Okay! You look beautiful - Jared exclaimed while he smiled<br />

warmly.<br />

I wore a red dress it was my favorite and perhaps I wanted to<br />

encourage a little and leave behind all the sadness that had lived<br />

before.


The restaurant which we went to was so fine that was all glass lamps<br />

hanging from the ceiling like gold and all the customers seemed to be<br />

very wealthy and elegant people.<br />

After eating Jared stood and turned to me rather then knelt on one<br />

knee his face turned red and with a manly voice<br />

exclaimed:<br />

-Tarina will you marry me? -<br />

Some violinists started playing a beautiful song and all<br />

eyes turned to Jared and me.<br />

My eyes were wide open and did not know how to react at that time<br />

was shocked.<br />

I knew he like me but I did not think Jared would ask me to marry<br />

him.<br />

-Yes- I said with such a low voice that indicated how nervous I was.<br />

Jared took my hand kiss me on the cheek and put the ring on my ring<br />

finger it was lovely with a huge diamond that only in my dreams I<br />

had seen.<br />

-What do you think if we got married in a month?- He suggested.<br />

My heart was pounding so hard to overcome my strength so much<br />

that I could not answer anything just hugged him and nodded.<br />

When Jared burned me and I was in his arms I felt protected and also<br />

worried that the same things could happen to him like Alex and leave<br />

me alone.<br />

I called my mother and Katy to break the news..<br />

We prepared everything perfectly and I design my own wedding<br />

dress because I was so excited.<br />

7<br />

Again<br />

One morning a week before to my wedding my sister called me<br />

screaming.<br />

-Tarina! I need you- Shrieked Katy.<br />

- Katy what happens? Calm down- I asked my sister to stall and tell<br />

me what happened.<br />

-Our mother has died of a heart attack 15 minutes ago- Katy said<br />

louder.<br />

What? My world fell.<br />

I went to Littleland as fast as I could without telling Jared anything.<br />

I went into my house and hugged Katy who was crying.


That house in which everything seemed to be well where we could<br />

spend happy times playing with dolls and sing with my mother and<br />

my sister when we were kids today was totally gray and happiness<br />

that there felt since you walked out the door had gone with my<br />

mother who was inside of a wooden box and I ran to see my mother's<br />

face that was pale and his eyes were closed as if she slept I wanted to<br />

wake up her and shouted but it was impossible.<br />

Was handing me again I felt the impotence of wanting to make<br />

someone I loved come to life.<br />

The days passed slowly and mother made her absence felt throughout<br />

the house.<br />

I turned on my cell phone after four days of being in Littleland and<br />

saw that I had as more than 20 Jared’s calls.<br />

I felt bad for him and for not telling him about my mother but as I<br />

was very excited with the wedding that did not want to feel bad but<br />

what another explanation could give to him.<br />

Katy was the only family I had left in the world so I decided to take it<br />

with me to London.<br />

And so it was we postponed the wedding but Jared and I decided to<br />

move in together so I could leave my apartment to Katy who had<br />

already gotten a job as a model for the same magazine company<br />

where I worked as an editor.<br />

Months later Jared and I decided to have a baby but it was<br />

impossible.<br />

The doctor said I could not have a baby because I was infertil.<br />

-Miss Reynolds regret to inform you that you are infertile because of<br />

a broken suffered in your hip- The doctor said and then I remembered<br />

that the day that Alex had the accident I was with him in the car and<br />

also received a blow to the hip.<br />

Jared and I took a huge disappointment and even more I wanted to be<br />

mom to have a baby to be loved.<br />

8<br />

A new chance<br />

As I was so sad Jarded came home one night after work with a<br />

beautiful bouquet of flowers and told me if it was okay if we got<br />

married the following weekend.<br />

I'm not excited because I have had enough love to<br />

know that this raises you then let you fall.<br />

I knew that Jared loved me because he was always<br />

with me since I came to London and never leave me alone.<br />

I accept the proposal from Jared for that reason.


Our house was very large and old as Jared said it was his<br />

grandmother's house it had a huge garden which always smelled of<br />

flowers also was very thin its floors were marble and the ceiling hung<br />

a crystal chandeliers that I loved.<br />

I got married with Jared.<br />

Two years later I had a surprise that give to Jared a surprise that<br />

would leave him open mouth.<br />

I call my sister so she would be there too because I wanted both to<br />

knew about the big news.<br />

That day I had to work and the office was full of folders and books<br />

what is normal but I wanted to finish the job faster to get home early<br />

before Jared and my sister.<br />

Telephone Jared:<br />

-Hi! Honey will you leave work early today?- Asked anxious.<br />

-I'll go a little late and what about you? – Jared said.<br />

-Same I’ll leave very late- I said that because I did not wanted he<br />

suspected nothing of what I had to say.<br />

Ultimately Jared was coming very late from work and barely had<br />

time for me and so was getting a bit distant with me I hoped the knew<br />

that I was going to say that day reactivate our relationship.<br />

I finished concentrating on my work and I got to post a picture of my<br />

sister in the magazine.<br />

Katy was a beautiful model and was working very hard but<br />

sometimes while I phoned her I listened her very<br />

nervous.<br />

I achieved finish all the work early.<br />

It was around 4 pm when I got home and the Jared’s<br />

black Hummer was already there I figured he had gone<br />

earlier from his work even he told me otherwise.<br />

Then I lower my car was a gray Cadillac Escalade after I opened the<br />

door of my house and put my keys and my purse on a glass table<br />

which was across the door.<br />

I looked for Jared everywhere on the first floor of the house and he<br />

was not there and I thought he was perhaps in the room on the second<br />

floor so I went and as I climbed I heard the voice of my sister, so she<br />

also was in the home before me.<br />

9<br />

What the hell?<br />

When I was up I went to the door of my room and opened it carefully<br />

and saw something that left me with the mouth open so that my jaw


almost drops to the ground, rapidly a tear fell on my cheek as what<br />

my eyes were seeing was the worst betrayal of all.<br />

Jared was passionately kissing my sister Katy.<br />

-Damn! What the hell is going on here?– I was shouting that was all I<br />

could think.<br />

Jared released mirroring Katy who had a scared face like mine.<br />

The expression in the eyes of Jared was heartbreaking it was he who<br />

loves both after of thinking I would never love anyone.<br />

My eyes could not believe what they saw I thought it was a dream.<br />

-It's my fault- Jared Snapped.<br />

-Your fault? – I shout with a stronger voice than I wanted.<br />

No, it’s my fault Tarina I never should have come up here- Katy said<br />

through tears.<br />

I passed from being so happy to be sad again.<br />

I kept silent for a few seconds trying to inhale and exhale air to calm<br />

down.<br />

-The heart wants what it wants - Katy exclaimed.<br />

I was already calmed down but when Katy said it I felt like my heart<br />

was wrinkled like when I saw Alex died, my mother dead in a box<br />

and my father abandoning us I just felt the same.<br />

-Tarina Forgive is that your sis ... sist ... - Stuttering Jared.<br />

-Yes, if my sister is beautiful is blond and taller than me blah-blahblah<br />

I already know that story Jared!- I interrupted him before he end<br />

speaking.<br />

The least I wanted to hear were ridiculous excuses so I went down to<br />

the first floor of the house and turned my back on them.<br />

-Tarina- Both shouted in chorus.<br />

I of course did not stop but they followed me all the way down Jared<br />

strong took my hand.<br />

-This is all crazy- Said Jared.<br />

-I'm sorry the heart wants what it wants so get out because that is<br />

what my heart wants right now- I Point to the door.<br />

Jared unloosed my hand and motioned with his head to Katy to leave<br />

the house.<br />

When they were outside I went to our bedroom and from the balcony<br />

I began to pull everything of Jared’s things outside.<br />

The neighbors were watching everything that was going on.


Embarrassed and angry Jared climbed the Hummer and told Katy that<br />

she also should climb and then quickly leave.<br />

10<br />

All dead.<br />

I did not know what to do it was another stupid scene of my life.<br />

I was sick of crying, tired of trying, yes I’m smiling now but inside<br />

I’m dying too.<br />

At the end I learned that love hurts because life is not a fairytale.<br />

My brow was furrowed all the time and that feeling of helplessness<br />

came over me.<br />

Until that day I understood why Katy was nervous when I was on the<br />

phone and that Jared was acting so cold with me.<br />

My knees felt weak and a sense of worry invaded my soul and my<br />

mind when I remembered that Jared driving the car too fast when this<br />

angry.<br />

It was within minutes that they come back Jared came into the house<br />

took his gun and shot against Katy then he pointed the gun at me.<br />

.<br />

-Are you stupid Jared? Who are you?- I asked terrified.<br />

-All of us will be death- Said Jared.<br />

He was going to shot me when I screamed:<br />

-Please do not do it I am pregnant- I said.<br />

His eyes well up and the he committed suicide.<br />

I only hear the sound of the shooting through his chest.

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