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Expressions<br />

Carrying<br />

the burden <strong>of</strong><br />

history<br />

By Jennifer Lapum, mn 0T3, PhD (Candidate)<br />

At the threshold <strong>of</strong> death<br />

—<br />

her voice is empty<br />

her body rages at the soundlessness<br />

instincts <strong>of</strong> self-preservation tether her to silence<br />

safeguard her continued existence that leaves her<br />

intact from the recurring insult <strong>of</strong> death<br />

staving <strong>of</strong>f the raw crashing collapse <strong>of</strong> a spirit sometimes triggered<br />

from long—spaced—breaths<br />

and the stillness <strong>of</strong> a heart<br />

she holds the wall strong<br />

subdues her vulnerabilities<br />

holds sway to her fragilities<br />

remaining stoically unrufed<br />

casting out a false sense <strong>of</strong> indifference<br />

as though death were mundane<br />

struggling to stay faithful to her senses she feels the tensions<br />

grip her soul with vitality so potent<br />

still,<br />

the subtleties <strong>of</strong> a tradition overcome her<br />

carrying the burden <strong>of</strong> history<br />

bearing the sway <strong>of</strong> tradition<br />

curbing the visceral re-ex<br />

certain not to lower the mask<br />

iIllustration: Marco Cibola<br />

30 <strong>Lawrence</strong> S. <strong>Bloomberg</strong> <strong>Faculty</strong> <strong>of</strong> <strong>Nursing</strong>

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