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maura: and y would i me: because il
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think my taste is lame. my gray hoo
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chapter seven I hear the electronic
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“He’s just—a friend of mine.
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chapter eight i am so freaked out,
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maura: what me: you totally hacked
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me: yeah. i’m feeling that. i hav
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chapter nine You can say a lot of b
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questions” are the least random o
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“Of course you did. My God, I can
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chapter ten tiny cooper. tiny coope
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and now i feel my heart is through
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me: no, ha, it’s not you. okay yo
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tiny: only if you stop it. me: i’
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people, you know Like, I was thinki
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walk with me. Nobody talks at first
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I see a couple potential Janes over
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chapter twelve it starts when i get
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whether it’s because she agrees o
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maura on a date. still, tiny told m
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after school, maura catches me at m
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i text tiny a minute later. MADE NE
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more often. “Okay, what are the f
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Jane for the next seven to ten year
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shove one hand into my jeans and ho
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chapter fourteen mom insists that b
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me: hello. okay, so this is the rea
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and of course i’ve been needing i
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tiny: look! a bed! for a second, i
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actually take and have as my own. i
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walk out the main door—the air co
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nod, tight-throated, staring now at
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chapter sixteen four days before hi
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me: do you always get this much att
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finish it. tiny: not bad, if you do
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And then i say: me: you really shou
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eauty, and even then, when you get
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me: it’s not your fault. i just c
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chapter seventeen Three days before
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waits for me. “We broke up,” he
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and how wondrously gay you are, but
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chapter eighteen i start holding my
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WGrayson7: yeah. what are you doing
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she sits down across from me, puts
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gideon gives me a hard look. gideon
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gideon: by jove, i think i’ve got
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ealize that Tiny is the elephant. A
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everyone touching everyone because
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“I thought my straight-acting des
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chapter twenty what’s in front of
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ex-boyfriend 9: i don’t feel the
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tiny’s looking out into the audie
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love the falling, because it’s al
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that’s our curse and our blessing