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<strong>OSU’S</strong> <strong>ART</strong> & <strong>LITERARY</strong> <strong>MAGAZINE</strong> // <strong>WINTER</strong> <strong>2015</strong>
Our<br />
Own<br />
Uncanny<br />
Va l l<br />
ey<br />
“The Uncanny” is that which is familiar and unfamiliar at<br />
once—things we know taken out of context and given new<br />
meaning to create something we are not altogether comfortable<br />
with. This often results in a shock to the system, creating<br />
a sensation that can only be described as creepy.<br />
But who says the uncanny has to freak us out? I think, instead,<br />
we can learn a great deal from the things that distort<br />
the commonplace, and that’s what our Winter edition of<br />
Prism achieves. The pieces we selected this term all happen<br />
to have a sense of the commonplace, transformed. Ranging<br />
from simple to off-the-wall, our collection of art and written<br />
work stretches the imagination in form and imagery,<br />
allowing their subjects to take on new meaning through a<br />
different lens: sometimes literally, as in Koa Tom’s “My Gutter,”<br />
and but also with nuance and subtlety as with Eric Callahan’s<br />
poetry or Alysa Phan’s spectacular artistry.<br />
Also in this issue, we’ll be examining the architectural installation<br />
in Oregon State’s newest completed building and<br />
Prism Magazine’s new home, the Student Experience<br />
Center (you can find us on the fourth floor). Staff writer<br />
Darryl Oliver interviews OSU alumna Alice Marshall,<br />
who has been working very hard to put up the SEC’s<br />
resident art piece at the heart of the building. In<br />
his article, you’ll get a peek at Alice’s work as well<br />
as the art piece, itself another great example of<br />
reconsidering our more mundane surroundings<br />
to reflect a different kind of vision.<br />
By generating new ways of thinking about<br />
objects, places, and situations, this term’s<br />
magazine will invert what you know to<br />
examine it anew.<br />
Thank you for reading,<br />
Megan Haverman<br />
Editor-in-Chief
Missing women<br />
Alysa Phan<br />
Screen Print<br />
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Prism Magazine / Winter <strong>2015</strong> / Volume 51:2<br />
Editor in Chief<br />
Megan Haverman<br />
Graphic Designers<br />
Beau Leslie<br />
Lauren Salgado<br />
Literature Editor<br />
Mitch Buechler<br />
Digital Editor<br />
Brendan Hesse<br />
Poetry Editors<br />
Sara Crawford<br />
Nicholas Browning<br />
Staff Writer<br />
Darryl Oliver<br />
Additional thanks to all those who attended literature and art boards;<br />
this publication would not be the same without your involvement in<br />
the decision-making process!<br />
Prism is published three times annually under the authority of Oregon<br />
State University and the Student Media Committee policies for student,<br />
faculty, and staff of the Associated Students of Oregon State University.<br />
Prism accepts submissions of literary or artistic nature year round from<br />
enrolled students.<br />
Cover: The brighter side<br />
Hollie Arnold<br />
Silk Screen Print<br />
Back cover: Spoon me<br />
Tanner Henderson<br />
Acrylic painted with Spoon<br />
Prism Magazine<br />
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Contents<br />
01<br />
04<br />
05<br />
06<br />
07<br />
08<br />
09<br />
10<br />
17<br />
18<br />
20<br />
23<br />
24<br />
25<br />
29<br />
30<br />
31<br />
32<br />
33<br />
34<br />
35<br />
36<br />
37<br />
38<br />
39<br />
40<br />
41<br />
42<br />
Missing Women<br />
Alysa Phan<br />
Exodontia<br />
Jasmine Casimir<br />
Dialogue<br />
Ashley Coleman<br />
Home<br />
Peter Warila<br />
Forgotten<br />
Kathryn Hampton-Wonder<br />
Creepy Crawlies<br />
Jasmine Casimir<br />
Untitled (Still Life with Malt Liquor)<br />
Jerome Stretch<br />
Lose a Fight<br />
Nicholas Browning<br />
Reproduction Seduction<br />
Ashley Coleman<br />
Marco Polo<br />
Ashley Coleman<br />
Afterglow & Alice<br />
Darryl Oliver<br />
To Naomi / Knock<br />
Kathryn Hampton-Wonder / Jenna Jarvis<br />
Striker<br />
Daniele Armantrout<br />
Agoraphobia<br />
Brionna Poppitz<br />
Gill, Gulp, Gasp<br />
Alysa Phan<br />
Orange<br />
John Petticrime<br />
Thrift Shop<br />
Dyllon Sue<br />
My Gutter<br />
Koa Tom<br />
Vandalism<br />
Hollie Arnold<br />
One Day<br />
Dyllon Sue<br />
Shout Softly<br />
Eric Callahan<br />
Untitled<br />
Tanner Henderson<br />
Ukiah, Oregon<br />
Daniele Armantrout<br />
Kristopher<br />
Emily Dicksa<br />
The Garden<br />
Dyllon Sue<br />
Dark Clouds<br />
Eric Callahan<br />
Final<br />
Cass Lyon<br />
Contributors’ Notes<br />
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exodontia<br />
Jasmine Casimir<br />
Acrylic on Canvas<br />
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dialogue<br />
Ashley Coleman<br />
Poetry<br />
I taste your tongue<br />
--salty, sarcastic, dry<br />
Like a desert mirage at the bottom of the ocean<br />
You soar through the waves<br />
On your reptilian coils<br />
And tempt me with a bite<br />
Of a wet red sweetness<br />
Camouflage, my love for you<br />
Spoke like a silent rain<br />
Tapping on the tin of your inner surface<br />
Like hummingbird wings on a violin<br />
Distill your edges, your canyons corroded<br />
I am as vast as an open valley<br />
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Home<br />
Peter Warila<br />
Poetry<br />
Dew drops sparkle, drawing in dawn’s light;<br />
to release in every direction.<br />
Now here, now there, suddenly gone, now back<br />
in all brilliance.<br />
The water and the light coax a living<br />
audience from the earth—a throng sprouting,<br />
flowering, spreading; growing more slowly<br />
than human perception can decipher—<br />
a force borne by a boiling, crushing rhythm;<br />
molten deep in this massive planet orb.<br />
Now wait, step back, step back, again; and see<br />
this pocket marble, rolling around the sun.<br />
All this a speck in a galaxy’s arm,<br />
And Milky Way a speck in its cluster,<br />
All this universe a speck in something—<br />
I’d bet that speck sparkles just like the dew.<br />
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Forgotten<br />
Kathryn Hampton-Wonder<br />
Poetry<br />
The child sits and counts flowers for the little house<br />
She builds beneath the cherry tree. Surrounding the house is a field<br />
Of open ocean<br />
And if she closes her eyes, she can feel herself flying<br />
Skimming the tips of her toes along the aquamarine sea.<br />
All by herself, she can travel to weird and wonderful places<br />
Where colors yet unnamed burst free<br />
From cracks in the most ordinary of items.<br />
A table, a toothpick, the strange<br />
Grey rock she pried from the front-garden bed<br />
Become treasures her parents cannot see.<br />
Except for a small seed in her mind, the girl is happy.<br />
But slowly that seed grows<br />
Encompassing her cherry-tree island<br />
Telling her that she must come back to earth, that her table is not a hobbit-hole,<br />
And how her faerie house will remain empty<br />
Until one day<br />
When the girl closes her eyes and finds<br />
She cannot remember how to fly.<br />
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creepy crawlies<br />
Jasmine Casimir<br />
Monoprint<br />
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untitled (still life with malt liquor)<br />
Jerome Stretch<br />
Photography<br />
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Lose a fight<br />
Nicholas Browning<br />
Creative Non-Fiction / Abridged<br />
I didn’t plan on getting my ass kicked<br />
that day. Just another day of high school like any<br />
other, until I bumped into my best friend Aaron<br />
in the crowded locker hallways. For a split second<br />
I thought he had been goofing around with<br />
purple makeup. He had a black eye more gaudy<br />
than grape Hubba Bubba Bubble Tape.<br />
“Dude, what the hell happened?” I<br />
asked. He acted almost like an ashamed animal—<br />
furtive, unwilling to meet my eyes. Normally<br />
Aaron was the most confident guy I knew.<br />
“Jordan came into my work yesterday<br />
when I was closing. Just walked up and coldclocked<br />
me, then bolted. Almost knocked me<br />
out.” His voice was quiet, more of a mumble, guttural<br />
and grating.<br />
“He came into your work?” I nearly<br />
shouted. My eyes narrowed as I imagined the<br />
scene. Aaron still wouldn’t look at me. “Are you<br />
all right? Did you kick his ass?”<br />
“I couldn’t dude. Jordan knocked me<br />
into a table and ran out before I could do anything.<br />
Plus, I can’t risk getting into trouble while<br />
on probation.”<br />
The dull roar of dozens of conversing<br />
students surrounded us, punctuated by the<br />
clan sounds of lockers slamming shut. The faint<br />
cornflower stench of too many bodies packed<br />
together mixed with the musty hallway air. Everything<br />
around me sort of faded out of focus.<br />
“Fuck him,” I spat, irate. I paced back<br />
and forth, clenching and unclenching my hands.<br />
“Does he think he can get away with that shit?<br />
How can someone just do that?”<br />
Aaron didn’t reply, kept his startling<br />
blue eyes locked on the faded linoleum floor. He<br />
was supposed to be the guy on top of the world.<br />
My idol.<br />
I came to a decision in an instant.<br />
Seemed like the only possible thing to do. The<br />
only honorable thing to do. “I’ll fight him for<br />
you.” The words leapt from my mouth, escaping<br />
before I had a chance to catch them.<br />
Now, I thought of myself as a tough kid.<br />
Maybe even invincible. Sure, I’d only been in one<br />
fight my entire life, back in middle school, which<br />
ended up devolving into more of a wrestling<br />
match than a real brawl, but it still seemed impossible<br />
that I might not win this battle. I was the<br />
hero, the warrior swooping in to save the day. Besides,<br />
I had a reputation as a football player and<br />
all-around tough guy. Jordan probably wouldn’t<br />
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fight me anyways.<br />
“Thanks dude,” Aaron said. I thought<br />
that reply kind of strange. Why didn’t he try to<br />
talk me out of it? Or at least ask if I was sure. I<br />
wasn’t.<br />
“I gotta get to class. Let me know when<br />
you set it up.” Aaron clapped my shoulder and<br />
turned to join the bustling swarm of bodies<br />
around me. I stood there, transfixed, watching<br />
him walk away.<br />
“Already, regret began<br />
sneaking into my pores”<br />
Well, no turning back now.<br />
I took up a post near Jordan’s locker in<br />
between first and second period. As soon as he<br />
walked around the ugly brown corner my heart<br />
rocketed into activity, like someone had just<br />
shot one of those “go guns” used at track meets.<br />
Adrenaline crowded into my head, muddling any<br />
common sense I might have possessed.<br />
All I saw was a crop of black hair as<br />
Jordan walked with his head down. A short guy,<br />
but pretty bulky. Kind of like a gorilla. For some<br />
reason, he reminded me of Aaron.<br />
“Jordan,” I said, hustling to block his<br />
path. Neither of us had our friends around. No<br />
one to impress. Just me and him.<br />
He raised his head, a wan frown on his<br />
lips. Didn’t seem surprised to see me. Maybe<br />
resigned. He had a big square face, and bags<br />
and black-purple streaks below his eyes. Like he<br />
hadn’t slept or something.<br />
“Meet me after school in The Pit. Bitch.”<br />
He sighed. “I don’t want to fight you.”<br />
Well that felt good. Of course he didn’t.<br />
Unfortunately, I wasn’t wise enough to take<br />
advantage of the offered out. “You don’t have<br />
a choice. You’re going to fight me. I’ll find you if<br />
you don’t show up.” I nodded my head, pleased<br />
with the command. What a badass.<br />
Jordan’s tiny eyes narrowed. No way he<br />
would say yes. The asshole was terrified.<br />
“Fine,” he said. “After school.” And walked<br />
away.<br />
That was unexpected.<br />
I think a part of me never believed the<br />
fight would actually happen. Already, regret<br />
began sneaking into my pores.<br />
Word spread around school like the<br />
Ebola virus. In high school, nothing beat a good<br />
fight, especially when it involved one of the<br />
popular kids.<br />
The rest of the day sped past me. I<br />
hardly remember my classes. What sits clear in<br />
my mind is the sour tinge of too much adrena-<br />
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line. A looming sense of dread. Repeated trips to<br />
the restroom as my stomach rebelled against me.<br />
Fantasies played out in my mind, covering every<br />
possible scenario the fight might take.<br />
Yeah, I didn’t like Jordan, and I was honestly<br />
furious over what he had done to Aaron.<br />
But I didn’t hate the guy. Did I really want to hurt<br />
him?<br />
I couldn’t back out. The entire school<br />
would find out in an instant. I’d be branded a<br />
wimp, a pussy. And what would my friends think<br />
of me? What would Aaron think?<br />
I recruited the aid of my older brother<br />
Steve, a veteran of many battles, to join in my escapade.<br />
Truthfully, I didn’t give the idea of involving<br />
my brother much thought, self-involved as I<br />
was. I shouldn’t have called him. He had his own<br />
problems, drinking problems that had caused<br />
him to drop out of college, fueling the fire of an<br />
increasingly tense relationship with our parents.<br />
“Of course I’ll be there,” he said. For all my<br />
brother’s faults, he loved his family selflessly,<br />
would do anything for them regardless of the<br />
consequences. And, if I’m being honest, the guy<br />
loved mischief. “Is this kid tough?”<br />
“Nah,” I replied boastfully. “I’ll have no<br />
problem with him.”<br />
“All right little brother, I got your back.<br />
Just don’t do this unless you’re sure.”<br />
Another chance for an out. “I’m sure,” I<br />
said instead.<br />
Steve was already waiting in the parking<br />
lot for me after school, leaning casually against<br />
our dented tan Explorer. Aaron and a couple<br />
other guys in our crew hurried to join us. Just<br />
because Aaron wouldn’t fight didn’t mean he<br />
wouldn’t watch.<br />
A literal mass of my peers followed<br />
behind, and began milling around my car as if it<br />
were a celebrity, eager to see me battle Jordan,<br />
the little turd.<br />
It was terrifying. Not to mention stupid.<br />
A crowd that size was sure to attract the cops.<br />
We made quick plans to lose all the would-be<br />
spectators, and got word to Jordan’s guys to<br />
move the venue behind an old church. We took<br />
one of my buddy’s cars to throw off our pursuers.<br />
Mission Impossible style.<br />
I sat shotgun, trying to get control of<br />
my rapid heartbeat and frenzied breathing. My<br />
brother sat behind me, shooting off veteran<br />
scrapping tips. “When we get out of the car, don’t<br />
talk to him. No shoving, no shit talking. Just walk<br />
up and clock him in the head before he has a<br />
chance to react.”<br />
I nodded my heard, eager for his wisdom,<br />
though a sour pang broiled in my stomach.<br />
“Just don’t give him a chance. Once you<br />
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start, keep hitting him until he’s done.”<br />
That seemed pretty damn cruel, but my<br />
adrenaline pushed my usual reason aside.<br />
“You got this,” one of my guys chimed in.<br />
“Yeah, beat his ass dude.”<br />
Did they think they were helping? I just<br />
nodded again, clenching and unclenching my<br />
fists, drunk on excitement and fear and testosterone.<br />
It felt like forever and an instant to pull<br />
around behind the old church. Jordan’s troupe<br />
was already there, standing beside a faded blue<br />
pickup parked near the back of the lot. Jordan<br />
and three others milled around the truck, includ-<br />
“I just nodded<br />
again, clenching and<br />
unclenching my fists,<br />
drunk on excitement<br />
and fear and<br />
testosterone”<br />
ing Jordan’s older brother. Made me glad I had<br />
brought Steve.<br />
It was a warm day. Sunny, with clear<br />
skies and a soft breeze, carrying the smell of<br />
tar from a roadwork site a couple streets over.<br />
A length of grass stretched between the parking<br />
lot and the church’s old brown bricks, which<br />
seemed to be glowering at me.<br />
My buddy’s car eased to a stop and my<br />
friends patted my back and fired me up and<br />
Aaron’s purple eye squinted when he smiled, and<br />
the moment a part of me thought would never<br />
come — that I’d secretly been hoping would<br />
never come — arrived.<br />
I wore a black Dragon Ball Z shirt. Figured<br />
having a screaming Super Saiyan rampaging<br />
across my chest would give me strength and<br />
inspire fear in my opponent.<br />
So many thoughts thundered through<br />
my head as I adopted my best tough guy walk<br />
and strode towards Jordan. But at the very<br />
forefront of my mind, overpowering the adrenaline<br />
and my friends’ cheers and the desire to<br />
uphold my reputation, was the realization that I<br />
absolutely did not want to do this. I just couldn’t<br />
come to terms with the fact that I was about to<br />
use my fists to slam into another person’s skull. It<br />
felt so wrong. But I wasn’t brave enough to back<br />
out.<br />
“Where’s Jordan?” I demanded in my<br />
manliest voice, puffing my chest out like a penguin.<br />
Somehow I’d lost sight of him amidst his<br />
circle of friends.<br />
“Here,” he answered from behind me,<br />
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sounding almost timid.<br />
I turned, swinging my fist round with my<br />
body, and my knuckles glanced off his cheek.<br />
And in that moment, as he pulled his<br />
own arm back, hand clenched tight, I realized I<br />
would do just about anything to avoid having<br />
that bony pound of flesh connect with my face.<br />
An odd realization, considering the circumstances.<br />
I’m not sure what I’d expected. Maybe like in<br />
the movies, when the hero clobbers his opponent<br />
and the enemy goes down from a single<br />
swing.<br />
Instead of taking my chances in a boxing<br />
match, I dropped low, heard the whisk of air<br />
as his fist flew right above my head, and I bum<br />
rushed him like the football player I used to be.<br />
Perfect form I thought to myself, lodging my<br />
right shoulder just below his hip bone. I lifted<br />
Jordan completely off of the ground, at least two<br />
feet, and body slammed him, spearing him into<br />
the grass with all my weight.<br />
He made a pathetic sort of urrff sound<br />
when he hit the ground and the breath blasted<br />
from his lungs. His body went limp beneath me,<br />
and for a moment I thought the fight might be<br />
over.<br />
“Hit him!” I heard Steve and my friends<br />
shouting in the background. The order puzzled<br />
me but my heart was thundering in my ears and<br />
I was so pumped up that I followed their advice.<br />
Sitting on Jordan’s stomach, I positioned a leg on<br />
either side of him like schoolboy bullies are wont<br />
to do, and swung wildly at his head. A couple<br />
blows landed, I’m sure of it, but he’d recovered<br />
enough to throw his hands in my face, and roll<br />
back and forth beneath me, displacing most of<br />
my ill-aimed attacks.<br />
“Being punched in<br />
the face was an odd<br />
sensation”<br />
Was this what being tough felt like? It<br />
was like riding a wave, being swept along in a<br />
current too powerful to resist. I didn’t feel like<br />
me, barely felt like I was in control of my body.<br />
Jordan rolled out from beneath me and<br />
leapt to his feet. Me being the inexperienced<br />
pseudo martial arts master I believed myself to<br />
be, I followed after him.<br />
Being punched in the face was an odd<br />
sensation. I mean, a really solid blow clobbered<br />
my right cheekbone. I didn’t even see it coming,<br />
just a flash of white, and heard a meaty fwap<br />
sound and my head jerked to the side of its own<br />
will. A second later my head yanked the other<br />
way and another fwap filled my ears. My por-<br />
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celain nose started gushing blood. Torrents of<br />
crimson goo just poured out, flowing down my<br />
mouth and chin and into my shirt collar.<br />
I couldn’t get close to the guy. Every<br />
time I pushed forward I got pummeled. I tried a<br />
heavy right hook. Jordan leaned out of the way,<br />
then pushed forward with his back foot and<br />
launched a cross into my cheek. Getting fancy,<br />
I tried a quick 1-2 combo, a jab with my left and<br />
another right hook. Jordan slapped away the<br />
feeble straight-armed punch and pushed beneath<br />
my hook and another flash of white struck<br />
me, and my head rocketed back and I shook it<br />
to clear the stars. Adrenaline must have been<br />
shielding me from the pain, but things were a bit<br />
foggy now, hazy.<br />
A lull stretched in the combat. Both of<br />
us heaved with breath, and I felt bile in my stomach,<br />
and maybe the adrenaline was starting to<br />
fade because my face felt strange and puffy. My<br />
tongue sat gummy in my mouth, like a parched<br />
blob.<br />
Somehow during the scuffle, Jordan had<br />
lost one of his shoes. We faced off, both wavering,<br />
him standing lopsided in one gray shoe<br />
and one yellow sock. I couldn’t really breathe<br />
and wasn’t having much fun, and his fists were<br />
covered in my blood.<br />
Then it hit me: I was losing the fight. No<br />
more catcalls from my brother and friends. They<br />
stood by, grim, silent spectators watching as I<br />
got the shit beat out of me.<br />
“Hey, can I get my shoe?” Jordan asked.<br />
What a weird question. Didn’t seem to<br />
fit in with the violent scene the two of us were<br />
creating. It kind of broke my heart. Of course<br />
he could get his shoe, I was about to say, and<br />
opened my mouth to tell him that—<br />
“No, don’t let him!” Steve shouted from<br />
the sidelines.<br />
The order reinvigorated me, and instead<br />
of saying anything I recalled my earlier success<br />
with the football tactics, and lowered my head<br />
and charged forward once more. I ran right into<br />
Jordan’s fist.<br />
This time my legs buckled, and I fell to<br />
the ground, and Jordan just sort of collapsed on<br />
top of me. My body felt like Jell-O, my limbs like<br />
goo. We rolled around a bit, but every now and<br />
then I’d hear that fwap sound, though the noise<br />
was muted now, far away, and it took me a moment<br />
to realize he was still hitting me.<br />
For the first time, I was afraid. I mean,<br />
how many times had I been punched? What if he<br />
was doing permanent damage?<br />
Following the fear came an even stranger<br />
realization. A humbling, humiliating one, as I<br />
realized Jordan had complete control over me.<br />
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A difficult sensation to describe, almost surreal,<br />
being at the mercy of this man I could not beat,<br />
who was pummeling the shit out of me. I could<br />
barely move, so tired, hanging on the edge of<br />
consciousness, my pathetic rubber arms held up<br />
in front of my face, trying to deflect the blows.<br />
Fwap, thump, thwtack.<br />
It took every ounce of courage I possessed<br />
to utter my next two words, far more than<br />
it had taken to start this damned debacle.<br />
“Jordan. Stop,” I slurred. My mouth was<br />
full of blood. Ringing filled my ears. “I’m done.”<br />
I prayed to whatever god would listen that he<br />
“Red hands, soaked<br />
all the way up to his<br />
wrists. My blood”<br />
would stop hitting me.<br />
And he did.<br />
Jordan rolled off me and stepped away,<br />
and my brother ran to my side, helping me to my<br />
swaying feet.<br />
Jordan didn’t say anything, just shuffled<br />
over to retrieve his shoe and then headed towards<br />
his friends, hands still balled in fists. Red<br />
hands, soaked all the way up to his wrists. My<br />
blood.<br />
We walked to my friend’s car in silence.<br />
I was trying not to cry. I wasn’t upset because<br />
of pain, and I wasn’t afraid or anything. I was<br />
upset because I had let my friends down. Aaron<br />
wouldn’t even look at me.<br />
“I’m driving, you little punks,” Steve said,<br />
and yanked the keys from my friend’s hand. No<br />
one argued. He was breathing almost as hard as<br />
I was, and his face had taken on a reddish hue.<br />
Must have taken all his control not to join the<br />
fight.<br />
Once more I found myself in shotgun,<br />
head in my hands, staring out the window. I<br />
sat in a haze, imagining a mask on my face, the<br />
sticky half-dried blood pasted across my mouth<br />
and chin and throat feeling like a coat of drying<br />
paint. My Dragon Ball Z shirt was ruined.<br />
“Are any of your teeth loose?” Steve<br />
asked.<br />
“What?”<br />
I realized he’d asked me the question<br />
more than once.<br />
“Check your teeth dude.” He looked<br />
at me, eyes intense. Creases in his brow. “Any<br />
loose?”<br />
I followed his advice. My face felt swollen,<br />
numb. Like it belonged to someone else.<br />
“Nah, they’re good.”<br />
We pulled out from the old church.<br />
“I’m sorry,” I said into the silence. No one<br />
answered. I had lost, more than just the fight. “I’m<br />
sorry guys.”<br />
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TITLE<br />
Author<br />
Medium<br />
TITLE<br />
Reproduction seduction<br />
Author Ashley Coleman<br />
Medium Intaglio Drypoint Triptych colored with Makeup<br />
(lipstick, eye shadow, nail polish)<br />
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marco polo<br />
Ashley Coleman<br />
Poetry<br />
Preclinical reports showed<br />
A rainbow-goad, crickety world of choice molecules<br />
Littered with shadowy gopher holes and black blood freckle towns<br />
Nonconformists and jellybean hopes<br />
I was one of it’s flora babies<br />
Glistening, made of peach jelly<br />
Finger swirling tendrils of silk-shimmer<br />
Tongue counting whistles like prayers<br />
I was tweeting in a glass prison<br />
Wings flapping and blue feathers ruffled<br />
While street-smart Rapunzels roamed the night<br />
In nothing but nightclothes and slippers<br />
I became like a camouflaged scar<br />
Skinless and throbbing with all the same biological tendencies<br />
In the wolf-light where a bioluminescent smear<br />
Dissolved like sugar, marking the time<br />
And I became bruisable, and I learned what love is<br />
The rapture or erasure as perishable as punch cards<br />
“Happy anniversary, goodbye”; don’t bite me, mark me<br />
A man should never love in translation<br />
I can still feel the wool of him<br />
In the terns where we made love<br />
But he left me smelling sick<br />
With nothing but a birthmark and light on the neck-nape<br />
Sapphire is the color in Heaven<br />
And you are God’s child, act like it<br />
For the fragile hour can be dropped like glass<br />
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And hour has shape and proportion<br />
I found myself in tickets to concerts never attending<br />
In the glare of his glasses, the blue soda jean culture<br />
I was a bubblegum chemical illusion of polyester guilt<br />
The unflattered reflection of albino grieving<br />
I have a halo of cotton lace and a soul of beaded satin<br />
I find adulterated truth in funhouse mirrors<br />
Wrath never took seed within me<br />
But I have a shrapnel lexicon of human voices<br />
Love turned me into a test dummy<br />
And your voice called out in abstraction but got lost in the details<br />
Because you are the sailor, and I am the siren, singing<br />
Outside a submerged submarine beneath Arctic ice<br />
I am a beacon, calling to you in a slumber<br />
I carry spiders and dreams of hyper-alert texture<br />
I’m one in a miss-matched wash of colors and white<br />
Heavy fabrics and delicates thrown in a barrel<br />
And I come out alone, the ever-missing sock<br />
There is a feverish feast of internal impulses<br />
Behind phony smiles and the amassing of lines<br />
We’re told the clicking of our heels must match<br />
The syrupy song stuck in our heads<br />
But baby, deep down, you are made of paper glass<br />
Of cellophane colored tissue wrapping<br />
And I never cut corners when it comes to gifts<br />
Especially as fragrant and precious as you<br />
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“As my<br />
involvement<br />
increased,<br />
so did my<br />
interest in<br />
the piece”<br />
Photos courtesy of Philip Pompetti<br />
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Prism Presents: Afterglow & Alice<br />
Darryl Oliver<br />
The Student Experience Center is complete.<br />
Well, almost complete, that is. It has finally<br />
been opened to the public after months of painstaking<br />
construction, traffic jams and class disruption.<br />
For those of you who’ve been inside of the<br />
SEC, you’ll have noticed that the spiral staircase<br />
seems to be missing bits and pieces. Panels in all<br />
different hues of orange line the staircase and sit<br />
in piles on the floor. Those panels, the stairwell,<br />
and, in fact, part of building itself are all a work of<br />
art by way of architecture; its assembly is led by a<br />
young woman with blue hair.<br />
The project is named Afterglow, designed<br />
by Matthew Au and Ramiro Diaz-Granados,<br />
both instructors at Southern California<br />
Institute of Architecture. And that young woman<br />
with the blue hair? That’s Oregon State Alumna<br />
Alice Marshall, the liaison between the artists<br />
and architects, the person in charge of bringing<br />
Afterglow to Corvallis. Alice graduated from<br />
Oregon State University last year with a degree<br />
in Studio Art. Born and raised in Albany, Alice is<br />
a local, and there was no better choice to help<br />
with the project. I got a chance to sit down with<br />
her to chat about Afterglow and her experience.<br />
Question: How did you get involved with the<br />
Afterglow project?<br />
Alice: Well, I was working as the Memorial Union<br />
Concourse Gallery Assistant Curator and Installer<br />
for Art Shows while I was also doing some parttime<br />
work with Kent Sumner on the Permanent<br />
Collection of Art for Oregon State. So through<br />
him and his connection to the art installation<br />
at the SEC, I’d already had my foot in the door<br />
for really anything relating to art happening<br />
at Oregon State. When I’d heard that Ramiro<br />
needed an assistant I jumped right in. It started<br />
off that I would just be doing six hours a day, you<br />
know doing the little things and helping out.<br />
And then it just escalated and I was working ten<br />
to fourteen hours a day doing the actual installation<br />
aspects of the piece. I’ve had to step up to<br />
the position of Installation Manager since both<br />
Ramiro and Matthew can’t be in Corvallis at the<br />
moment.<br />
Q: I hear the project is based of the setting of the<br />
Oregon sun, a little more about its origins?<br />
A: Of course! Originally it was based on the<br />
colors, hues, and atmospheric ambiance that<br />
occurs when the sun is setting or rising around<br />
Mt. Hood, when the light is refracting off the<br />
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volcanic molecules that have been trapped in<br />
the atmosphere since Mt. Hood’s eruption. So, it’s<br />
very exclusive to Oregon, which is really cool.<br />
Q: How did the artist go about designing Afterglow<br />
for the SEC?<br />
A: It’s completely custom to this building. It was<br />
sponsored by this program called Percent for<br />
Art, which states that all large-scale buildings at<br />
Oregon State University must take 1% of building<br />
cost and put that towards art for the building.<br />
After the funds are distributed, they put out<br />
a call for artist and designers, and then they hold<br />
a competition to see which art would fit the best.<br />
Matthew and Ramiro both got the plans for the<br />
building and then made the design to fit this<br />
building specifically. It’s a very interesting piece<br />
because we are working closely with the contractors<br />
and construction workers. It’s not purely<br />
aesthetic, but it actually has a function that correlates<br />
with the function of the building.<br />
Q: Can you tell me a little bit more about your<br />
role within the project?<br />
A: Well, again as I said earlier everything escalated<br />
very quickly. It started off with me being<br />
asked to do things such as removing or applying<br />
tape or handing the workers bolts. Then things<br />
became more and more hands on. Now I’m communicating<br />
with contractors and they’re asking<br />
me for the specific placement of sprinklers and<br />
light fixtures. But as my involvement increased,<br />
so did my interest in the piece. It is definitely a<br />
resume booster and it is very satisfying work as<br />
well.<br />
Q: How is Afterglow coming along—almost<br />
finished?<br />
A: It’s about 93% done. All the ceiling parts on<br />
each floor are done. So by the end of March it’ll<br />
have all the facia pieces; that’ll cover all the black<br />
marks. I’ve been with them since about mid-November.<br />
Ramiro and Matthew have been working<br />
on it since June, constructing the pieces and<br />
what not. They started designing even before<br />
that. It’s been a long time coming, we’re all very<br />
ready to see it finished.<br />
Q: Thank you so much! Last question, any advice<br />
for the aspiring Liberal Arts Major?<br />
A: Yes, I would say keep a realistic and open mind<br />
about any opportunities that come your way.<br />
Don’t let fear get in the way of anything you do,<br />
and always keep a focus on what’s ahead!<br />
Make your way down to the Student Experience<br />
Center to check out Afterglow, inspired but the<br />
Mt. Hood sunset for your student experience.<br />
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to naomi<br />
Kathryn Hampton-Wonder<br />
Prose Poetry<br />
Little Jewel Bird who sits on my shoulder, you seem to me a small goddess,<br />
a deity of all things bright. How is it possible that you know so much?<br />
Naïve, how I tried to teach you my language and you taught me yours instead,<br />
through greetings called as I step through the door, silvery warbles<br />
that reach my ear and invite me to respond in kind. I have no feathers, no<br />
colorful instruments with which to take to the sky—and yet you preen me,<br />
you dance when I sing and sit contented as I type. We are alike, you and I,<br />
twins of the heart, unlimited by the restrictions of our species.<br />
knock<br />
Jenna Jarvis<br />
Poetry<br />
Depression creeps up on you.<br />
It does not knock on the door<br />
Of a formerly happy heart.<br />
It invites itself in,<br />
Pulls up a chair,<br />
And gets comfortable.<br />
It gets acquainted with your worst memories,<br />
And pals around with your weaknesses.<br />
It leaves a bad taste in your mouth,<br />
And it makes black and white seem more appealing.<br />
It writes, “help” on your forehead<br />
With invisible ink—<br />
So that only those who truly look,<br />
Can read it.<br />
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striker<br />
Daniele Armantrout<br />
Photography<br />
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agoraphobia<br />
Brionna Poppitz<br />
Short Story<br />
Hiding in a corner of her room, Mary<br />
heard the voices calling to her from outside her<br />
window.<br />
“Join us…” they chanted in low drones.<br />
Each s hissed in her ears, penetrating and ringing<br />
through her brain. She couldn’t think.<br />
“Join usssss…”<br />
She pressed her hands against each side<br />
of her head, squeezing her eyes shut. As the voices<br />
grew louder, Mary whimpered. She wished<br />
the stringy mess of dark hair that hung around<br />
her face could drown them out, but they were<br />
drowning her out instead. At first, they’d only<br />
been a low buzzing in the background, coming<br />
in and out like a bad radio signal. Then they got<br />
closer and closer, and now the voices were a<br />
deafening scream, flushing out all thought.<br />
She didn’t dare open her eyes or go near<br />
the window. Last time, all she saw were pale, deformed<br />
faces with thin and naked bodies pressing<br />
up against the wall below, so many of them.<br />
Her only comfort was the iron bars behind a<br />
single pane of glass. If nothing else, they couldn’t<br />
get in. But that didn’t stop their unrelenting calls<br />
from reaching inside the white, padded walls of<br />
her room.<br />
Minutes passed at an excruciatingly<br />
slow pace. There was nothing to hide under,<br />
nothing to cover herself with. The entire room<br />
was empty. Like a sick child, Mary whined and<br />
slid from her sitting fetal position down the wall<br />
to lie, curled up on the floor.<br />
All sound is a muffled hum. Mary’s<br />
cushioned walls are solid: no doors, no windows.<br />
No way out. In the middle of the room, somehow,<br />
she reaches out and touches the floor but<br />
can’t feel it. Colors start to change around her.<br />
The walls are not just white, but fuzzy sky blues<br />
and puffy creams swirling together, shifting to<br />
shades of gold and purple then back again. After<br />
a few minutes, they form bruised-skin blotches<br />
that grow over some colors and fade out behind<br />
others.<br />
Soon, the blotches begin to morph<br />
and take shape. On the wall to Mary’s right, she<br />
sees the playground of the elementary school<br />
she went to when she was younger. All of her<br />
classmates are playing together, jumping off<br />
steps and swinging on the monkey bars while<br />
Mary peeked out from between the bushes and<br />
a fence. On the wall to her left, Mary sees a cute<br />
boy standing below her bedroom window like<br />
he had during the summer she turned fourteen.<br />
He plays a guitar to her softly in the night, then<br />
asks her to come down. Mary had said no. On the<br />
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wall directly in front of Mary, she sees her mother<br />
waving from her car, making an ‘I love you’ sign<br />
with her fingers as she sends Mary, with her butterfly<br />
backpack on both shoulders and anxious<br />
eyebrows, off to her first day of high school. Mary<br />
had run away and gotten lost in an alley.<br />
Distracted by her memories playing<br />
out on her walls, Mary doesn’t notice at first that<br />
they’re moving closer to her. Slowly, like an unstoppable<br />
mechanism, they move forward, and<br />
it’s not until they’re three feet from her that she<br />
understands what’s happening. Panic muddles<br />
her brain, and she looks around frantically for a<br />
way to escape. But it’s too late. They’re already<br />
too close. Instinctually attempting to save herself,<br />
Mary pushes against the walls with her feet<br />
and back, to no avail. Her legs are burning from<br />
“Mary probably would<br />
have stayed there if it<br />
weren’t for the voices<br />
calling her”<br />
the effort, and her back is cramping up against<br />
her knees. With tears in her eyes, she shoves<br />
futilely with her hands against the wall in front of<br />
her until suddenly it stops.<br />
Relief floods through her body as each<br />
of the walls becomes a pillow and falls, one by<br />
one, away from her. Looking around, Mary finds<br />
herself on a four-by-four foot wood platform.<br />
Over the edge, a thin fog reaches down into<br />
oblivion, and she can no longer see the pillows<br />
that dropped below her. For a moment, everything<br />
is still.<br />
Rapidly, a harsh wind picks up, blowing<br />
one way then the other. She slips dangerously<br />
close to the edge, but there’s nothing to<br />
hold onto. Mary’s hair whips around her, and as<br />
she grips the platform with white knuckles, she<br />
realizes that her only choice is to jump. Taking a<br />
deep breath, she lets go.<br />
Mary woke up with her face pressed<br />
into a padded corner between the floor and the<br />
wall. It didn’t bother her. She breathed through<br />
the cushion that was crushed against her mouth<br />
and eyes, keeping them shut. It was comforting.<br />
Cozy, even. She could lie there for days and<br />
weeks. When she breathed out, warm air blew<br />
over her face and heated her cool cheeks.<br />
Mary probably would have stayed there if it<br />
weren’t for the voices calling her. She giggled<br />
and got up. Those silly voices again, always<br />
demanding attention. She skipped over to the<br />
window and leaned her forehead against the<br />
bars, grinning. They were standing outside on<br />
the pavement in long black robes with faces like<br />
Greek theater masks.<br />
“Join us, Mary,” the voices entreated.<br />
She shook her head, swaying. “I’m happy<br />
here.”<br />
“How could you be happy?”<br />
“I am safe,” she murmured.<br />
“Yes, very safe,” said one voice from the<br />
back of the crowd. “As you make accidentally<br />
loud noises in the middle of the night and whis-<br />
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per ‘sorry’ to an empty room, you are safe.”<br />
“And as you lie in your grey comfort,”<br />
said another to the left. “And eat your trail mix<br />
of Skittles and M&M’s and lemon drops, you are<br />
safe.”<br />
Individual voices came from everywhere.<br />
“When you stare at walls without seeing<br />
them, you are safe.”<br />
“While you’re hiding under the covers,<br />
you are safe.”<br />
“After all of the lies, you are safe.”<br />
“And once the days are over, and you’re<br />
glad they are, mind drifting to unconsciousness,<br />
you are so safe.”<br />
Mary caressed the bars in front of her<br />
with a sedated smile. “I’m glad you understand,”<br />
she said.<br />
Slowly, peacefully, Mary opens her eyes.<br />
Her hair swirls around her face and behind her<br />
head while she floats in a thick, clear liquid like<br />
embryonic fluid. Her mouth is loosely closed and<br />
her lungs sit comfortably between inhale and exhale.<br />
Basketball-sized bubbles hang, suspended<br />
in the liquid, evenly spaced in front of her. With<br />
frog-like breast strokes, she then calmly swims<br />
toward the next bubble. It takes a little longer<br />
than it would in just water, but she has plenty of<br />
air left by the time her mouth reaches the edge.<br />
She breathes in the satisfying amount of oxygen,<br />
then calmly swims toward the next one.<br />
This works well. The tight, black clothing<br />
she wears is good for swimming, and the dim<br />
light filtering down from above is just enough for<br />
Mary to see a path of a few bubbles. She always<br />
knows where she’s going next, and her only<br />
concern is that her muscles are getting tired. It<br />
doesn’t worry her, though. Mary feels that she<br />
could keep going like this for hours, or at least<br />
until she reaches wherever this path is taking her.<br />
Bubble after bubble, the task comforts her like<br />
the steady rhythm of a drum.<br />
A few minutes later, her lungs start to<br />
ache and she doesn’t know why. The spacing<br />
of the bubbles is the same as it’s always been.<br />
They’re the same size as they’ve always been.<br />
But now her muscles are aching from the lack of<br />
oxygen, and she’s beginning to get dizzy, even<br />
though her lungs are full. It’s getting harder and<br />
harder to push her limbs through the syrupy<br />
fluid around her. Every movement is a struggle.<br />
Closing her eyes tight, she tucks her chin into her<br />
neck, fighting to force herself beyond the pain.<br />
After a few seconds, she opens her eyes again to<br />
find the next bubble, but what she sees below<br />
her makes her stop, frozen.<br />
“Mary caressed the<br />
bars in front of her<br />
with a sedated smile”<br />
At the bottom of what she can only<br />
assume to be a giant tank, are hundreds, maybe<br />
thousands of dead bodies. All of them are wearing<br />
the same tight, black clothing, good for<br />
swimming. All of them, men and women, had<br />
been in their 20’s. Their skin is grey and wrinkled<br />
from the liquid, and their eyes, some open, some<br />
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closed, are blank and lifeless. Looking behind<br />
her, she sees a path of basketball-sized bubbles<br />
that she’d left with each exhale of breath. She<br />
jerks her head back in front of her. There are no<br />
more bubbles, only foggy darkness. This is where<br />
she’d been led to die.<br />
Immediately, she starts swimming<br />
upward. There has to be an end to this place.<br />
If there’s light, there’s air. Mary would not die.<br />
She would not give up. Her muscles scream in<br />
“she felt more awake<br />
than she’d ever remembered<br />
being in her<br />
life. Everything looked<br />
more real, more threedimensional”<br />
protest, but she can’t rest. The light is getting<br />
brighter. She’s almost there.<br />
A halo of black presses in on her vision<br />
as she reaches the top. But all she finds is a thick<br />
layer of glass separating the fluid from the open<br />
air. She pounds desperately against it, but it<br />
doesn’t break or crack. Unable to stop them,<br />
her lungs involuntarily attempt to take a breath,<br />
sucking in the fluid, and she chokes. With a<br />
horrible flush of hopelessness, Mary realizes the<br />
truth of it. She’s going to die here.<br />
This time, when Mary woke up, she felt<br />
more awake than she’d ever remembered being<br />
in her life. Everything looked more real, more<br />
three-dimensional. She sat on the floor with her<br />
back against a bed and could feel everything. All<br />
of the bumps and all of the sharp edges of the<br />
dark grey concrete floor and walls scraped her<br />
hands. Mary’s entire skin tingled with excited<br />
nerves. Every breath brought in a rocky dust<br />
smell. She moved her tongue around her teeth<br />
and could taste the minerals in her saliva. The<br />
only dull sense left was a diminishing ringing in<br />
her ears.<br />
In the background, she heard muffled<br />
voices and looked up from her nubby blue<br />
sweatpants to see her mother, standing on the<br />
other side of a glass door. She was talking with<br />
a doctor in a white lab coat, holding a clipboard.<br />
As the ringing faded, her mother’s words came<br />
into sharp focus.<br />
“…be okay right?” Mary’s mother fiddled<br />
with the sleeve of her lavender cardigan.<br />
“Eventually, yes,” the doctor replied. “But<br />
she’ll have to stay in our facility until the drugs<br />
are completely out of her system. The withdrawals<br />
should be passing pretty soon. A couple of<br />
days, maybe.”<br />
Mary’s mother nodded and glanced at<br />
her, then did a double take. “Wow, a few seconds<br />
ago, she looked so dead. She was just gone. But<br />
now look at her eyes.”<br />
The doctor followed her gaze and<br />
pursed his lips.<br />
“Her body adapts quickly.”<br />
“Can I go in and talk to her?”<br />
“I’m afraid not. For now, it’s best if she<br />
continues with her treatment as planned.”<br />
Mary’s mother nodded again, taking<br />
one last look at Mary as the doctor led her away.<br />
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Gill, gulp, gasp<br />
Alysa Phan<br />
Oil on Canvas<br />
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orange<br />
John Petticrime<br />
Flash Fiction<br />
The memories came in waves. More<br />
coincidence than irony, as waves of memory<br />
happen to people with their feet on dry ground<br />
too. It was of a swingset. Old, tired, rusted, with<br />
a chain that would always creak, even if it wasn’t<br />
moving. A woman approached, but the fall<br />
wind blew her hair around like Medusa’s tentacles,<br />
obscuring her face. As she drew nearer,<br />
the sky darkened, and when she whispered, all<br />
that could be heard was the whistle of the wind<br />
through the pines.<br />
The sawing of a tree. A Douglas fir.<br />
Winter, obviously. Snow always dampens sound,<br />
and amid the quiet was only the rhythmic draw<br />
of a saw against fresh, wet wood. Slowly, the fir<br />
fell. The closer it drew to the ground the slower<br />
it seemed to get, as if it was fighting gravity,<br />
straining to right itself, to take root again. Kings,<br />
queens, dictators, and tyrants all eventually<br />
topple, but amidst their proclaimed nobility,<br />
their birthright, there is nothing sadder than the<br />
felling of a tree.<br />
With a great cresting wave, a moving of<br />
earth and soul alike, a back is pressed against the<br />
cold wood of a bedroom door. How many trees<br />
did it take to craft this floor? This door? There<br />
is something funny about a muffled argument,<br />
that something so loud can be so soft. Wood and<br />
walls act as guardians, diffusing and dampening<br />
the hectic, red sounds of a soon-to-be-finished<br />
marriage. Children pray to God for help, or to<br />
praise him for their fortunes, and yet no thanks<br />
are laid at the feet of the walls and doors, our<br />
protectors, the shields against the sounds of<br />
frustration, fatigue, and hopelessness.<br />
Grey sky. Unchanged, despite the<br />
circumstances. He supposed the sky looked the<br />
same in Arizona. The sky would even be comparable<br />
to someone in Japan, their back to the<br />
ground, looking at the clouds. With a heave, he<br />
was on his knees. Rolling, pitching, drunk-like<br />
in his own right he drew deep, heavy breaths.<br />
Orange was a tropical color, he thought, meant<br />
for pumpkins, college mascots, and attracting<br />
people to Florida. Orange was the color of<br />
confetti, of the frosting on carrot cake. The color<br />
orange was never made to be a death sentence.<br />
Orange never heralded the loss of life. No one<br />
ever wore orange to a funeral, and no one’s coffin<br />
was a bright orange. His was. He was at his own<br />
wake, an open-casket affair in which the corpse<br />
can stand up in the coffin and die its real death.<br />
Just as the first falling leaf of autumn leaves summer<br />
no choice but to fall away, he rose.<br />
They would find the orange life raft<br />
weeks later, drifting like the last Cheerio in a<br />
bowl of milk. There would be a note, but rain<br />
and sun would have washed away the ink. Better<br />
that no one read it, for a swing, a tree, and a door<br />
mean little to anyone.<br />
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thrift shop<br />
Dyllon Sue<br />
Poetry<br />
The engagement ring in the window stands<br />
for something that once was, but will never be again.<br />
Torn, mud stained overalls cover the mannequin.<br />
That princess dress is from the girl’s family<br />
three years after the drunk driving accident.<br />
A sudden draft blows the lower ruffles up,<br />
while the technician properly teaches<br />
the perfect way to rewire a house<br />
to save money on the monthly bills,<br />
with a giant WARNING on the cover.<br />
Let’s see. There may be dirt in the baseball cap<br />
worn in the 1994 Jefferson High championship game<br />
or even an empty tool box once belonging<br />
to a man who thought it was right to drink<br />
a bottle of whiskey and drive home.<br />
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My gutter<br />
Koa Tom<br />
Photography<br />
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vandalism<br />
Hollie Arnold<br />
Silk Screen Print<br />
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one day<br />
Dyllon Sue<br />
Poetry<br />
One day, the ocean will stop<br />
kissing the sandy shores,<br />
Pele’s uneven metronome,<br />
rinsing the beaches salty tears.<br />
One day, a snorkel will not purify<br />
the vibrant blue when beaches<br />
become landfills<br />
and cigarettes a fish’s pupu.<br />
One day, another honu will stretch<br />
its head out of its shell, only<br />
the 6-pack plastic<br />
a death lei.<br />
One day, a fisherman will reel<br />
the last ‘ia gasping for life<br />
to be frozen, shipped, sold,<br />
to the local market on Kealoha Street for pocket<br />
change.<br />
‘Ekahi la, we will recollect stories of young<br />
about the beautiful sunsets<br />
and warm sunny water,<br />
Ua mau ke ea o ka ‘ana I ka Pono.<br />
Pele – Most powerful Hawaiian demigod<br />
Pupu – Appetizers, snacks<br />
Honu – Green sea turtle<br />
Lei – Garland, necklace<br />
‘Ia – Fish<br />
Kealoha – Love<br />
‘Ekahi – One<br />
La – Day<br />
Ua mau ke ea o ka ‘aina I ka Pono – “The life of the<br />
land is perpetuated in righteousness”<br />
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shout softly<br />
Eric Callahan<br />
Poetry<br />
I.<br />
Snow stills the forest,<br />
enhancing the sound<br />
of a trickling stream<br />
as it weaves<br />
between oak and pine.<br />
The stream carries whispers<br />
from the mountain to the forest,<br />
telling the hare to find home,<br />
for the coming cold.<br />
The fox lies, singing<br />
summer, and bounding through<br />
snow drifts on light paws.<br />
Distracting himself<br />
from the darker nights.<br />
With autumns passing the world<br />
is bare, able to say nothing<br />
but its naked truth.<br />
II.<br />
Shouts<br />
fly and clash<br />
above the table, a verbal<br />
dogfight. Raucous<br />
aunts uncles cousins nephews nieces<br />
gather in a kitschy dining room,<br />
burdening the hardwood<br />
floor with stomps and kicks<br />
hidden by the tablecloth.<br />
Jokes and stories pervade<br />
the evening. Laughing<br />
grunting fighting hugging<br />
all done with emphatic gestures<br />
so that words can be said,<br />
even as they are drowned<br />
in the din of<br />
shouts.<br />
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untitled<br />
Tanner Henderson<br />
Glass on Cardboard<br />
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Ukiah, oregon<br />
Daniele Armantrout<br />
Photography<br />
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kristopher<br />
Emily Dicksa<br />
Poetry<br />
“Will you please build me a tower?”<br />
“Will you please build me a tower?”<br />
“Will you please build me a tower?”<br />
This boy has glasses as thick<br />
as double-paned windows,<br />
held on by a soft strap that<br />
swoops around the back of his neck.<br />
His huge front teeth hang out<br />
of his mouth like two solid blocks.<br />
His hands are full of blisters from swinging<br />
on the monkey bars for hours.<br />
As he boards the school bus,<br />
he is the only one who has to wear a seatbelt.<br />
His wide eyes are moving as if<br />
they’re watching a fly skip around<br />
on a white wall. He cannot sit still,<br />
so he puts on his Magnavox headphones<br />
and waits for the music to wrap around him.<br />
I have grown patient trying to understand<br />
the words of an autistic six year old.<br />
But he has grown impatient and frustrated.<br />
This world must feel to him as though<br />
he packed for a trip to Australia,<br />
and instead landed in Greenland.<br />
His weak stomps and screams<br />
occur every time he feels like<br />
he can’t communicate.<br />
But Kristopher,<br />
when your Velcro shoes<br />
shuffle quickly toward me,<br />
and your skinny arms wrap<br />
tightly around me<br />
to say hi,<br />
we speak the same language.<br />
When he first enters the classroom,<br />
he scatters the giant red tub<br />
of Legos across the floor.<br />
He repeats his request over and over.<br />
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the garden<br />
Dyllon Sue<br />
Poetry<br />
Summer,<br />
we worked on a garden,<br />
our garden.<br />
Removing rocks,<br />
pulling weeds,<br />
watering seeds. There<br />
was<br />
progress.<br />
The roots soaked up love<br />
through dampened soil.<br />
Sunflowers grew tall,<br />
the sun shone down<br />
and tulips sprouted here and there.<br />
Flowers grew in my lungs.<br />
Roses, violets,<br />
beautiful.<br />
Happy between your two lips,<br />
I lost my breath.<br />
Winter after next,<br />
I’m gasping.<br />
The garden long gone.<br />
You stopped tending the plants,<br />
pulled fewer weeds.<br />
But, complacent where we were, I<br />
kept working.<br />
Alone.<br />
Infections spread through<br />
roots to the<br />
Roses, violets,<br />
you.<br />
Still beautiful, but now<br />
I can’t breathe.<br />
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dark clouds<br />
Eric Callahan<br />
Poetry<br />
In the city rain slaps<br />
concrete, and beats on glass panes.<br />
Burdened clouds release<br />
their sorrow. Puddles form<br />
in cement pockmarks<br />
and torrents race along the gutter.<br />
Slick wet roads shine<br />
neon fever,<br />
as streetlights and signs<br />
replace starlight blocked<br />
by dark grey clouds.<br />
Scrunched faces hide<br />
beneath waxy hoods,<br />
as passersby never speak,<br />
or nod hello. Ambling<br />
morosely in their long black coats.<br />
In Central Park<br />
worms rejoice in squishy mud.<br />
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final<br />
Cass Lyon<br />
Oil on Board<br />
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contributors’ notes<br />
Alysa Phan<br />
Fine Arts; 5th Year Senior<br />
Forever young my spirit will be<br />
Open minded beyond what eyes can see,<br />
Good taste and swell craft is what I aspire<br />
Work becomes play, I will never grow tire,<br />
Cute things and unique scenes is what I create<br />
But there’s always something to communicate,<br />
With art and design I have the power<br />
I will play till I reach my finest hour.<br />
Ashley Coleman<br />
Fine Art; Senior<br />
Being an artist is an emotional and kinesthetic<br />
ritual for me. Psychology, science, and storytelling<br />
inform both my visual and poetical works,<br />
and I approach subjects that resonate with my<br />
life. Often a compromise between traditional<br />
working methods and innovative techniques<br />
through exploration, each of my pieces, whether<br />
written or visual, has its own personality.<br />
Cass Lyon<br />
Fine Arts; Senior<br />
Conscience or not, all individuals unavoidably<br />
make a choice as to what they believe. I am<br />
currently working on a series of relief prints<br />
and paintings illustrating my walk in faith as a<br />
Christian. My current body of work explores the<br />
concept of self-denial not just to worldly lusts<br />
but also to things such as self pity or anger. The<br />
figures I use in my work are making a spiritual<br />
choice to control how they will be influenced,<br />
often by blinding themselves wrapping a cloth<br />
around their eyes. Faith is neither an adjective<br />
nor noun, it is a verb.<br />
Daniele Armantrout<br />
Psychology; Sophomore<br />
Photography started out as a hobby for me, and<br />
now it is a passion. I shoot anything that catches<br />
my eye, although I have been developing my lifestyle<br />
and portrait photography. I try to capture<br />
the moment the way I see it so I can share it with<br />
others.<br />
Dyllon Sue<br />
Business Marketing, Writing Minor; Junior<br />
Born and raised in Honolulu, Hawai’i, my family<br />
and friends mean the world to me. I enjoy art<br />
whether it’s writing, poetry, photography (follow<br />
me on Instagram @dysue), or creating random<br />
recipes in the kitchen. Poetry allows me to<br />
express my thoughts and feelings on paper and<br />
replicate scenarios that I have in my mind. I pay<br />
much attention to detail and enjoy the elements<br />
of my poems that magnify certain areas. This<br />
is the first time my work is being published, so<br />
feedback is encouraged. Love you Sue’s: Ellarene,<br />
Dalton, Devynne, Denysse, and Rhyenne!<br />
Go Beavs!<br />
Emily Dicksa<br />
Public Health, Writing Minor; Senior<br />
My poetry comes from my desire to love and<br />
celebrate the people and world around me.<br />
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contributor’s notes<br />
Eric Callahan<br />
English; Junior<br />
I enjoy writing poetry and like to use it as a way<br />
of looking at my own ideas and beliefs.<br />
Hollie Arnold<br />
Fine Art; Junior<br />
I can’t be the only one who likes getting stuck<br />
behind those obnoxiously long trains, can I?<br />
Graffiti artists are some of the most creative<br />
people I know, their work reaching millions as it<br />
passes by on the moving galleries we get “stuck”<br />
behind. My recent work reflects the idea that<br />
there’s always a brighter side to a dull situation…<br />
That ‘clickety clack’ is the sound of inspiration.<br />
Jasmine Casimir<br />
Fine Arts; Senior<br />
The methods with which I navigate my own<br />
artistic process often include removal, addition,<br />
and removal again; a cathartic physical process. I<br />
am drawn to a deep, harsh, cool palette, layers of<br />
wash, and experimentation with textures. I find<br />
these techniques are most easily accomplished<br />
through painting and monotype print. The subject<br />
matter that is most often featured references<br />
aspects of the human condition, such as pain,<br />
self-image, humiliation, isolation, and curiosity.<br />
My work, to me, is all part of an ongoing process<br />
to evolve to the next idea, with many starts and<br />
no end.<br />
Jenna Jarvis<br />
English; Freshman<br />
I wrote my piece “Knock” about one month<br />
after my dad passed away from cancer in 2013.<br />
I still miss him every single day but writing that<br />
poem and a few other pieces, have helped me<br />
cope with the loss. I hope that my writing can<br />
bring comfort to other people who are dealing<br />
with any sort of heartache or any other internal<br />
struggle.<br />
Jerome Stretch<br />
Photography, Art History minor; Senior<br />
Untitled (Still Life With Malt Liquor) is part of a<br />
larger series of work that explores traditional<br />
aspects of still life paintings with contemporary<br />
and taboo subject matter. Juxtaposing counterculture<br />
paraphernalia with ornate backdrops<br />
and studio lighting, forces the viewer to question<br />
their expectations of still life.<br />
John Petticrime<br />
New Media Communications; 5th Year Senior<br />
Follow me on Instagram @petticrime<br />
Kathryn Hampton-Wonder<br />
Biology, Chemistry Minor; Sophomore<br />
I grew up in Portland, Oregon as an only child. I<br />
began writing poetry in high-school and enjoy<br />
the process of it, how normally dry, boring<br />
writing can become vivid and alive. Poems, to<br />
me, are like words made into music. They come<br />
from the heart instead of the head. Most of my<br />
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contributors’ notes<br />
poems are inspired by emotions, and my desire<br />
to hold that and translate it into a story so others<br />
can also experience it. One of my main goals<br />
in writing poetry is to transport my reader into<br />
the moment portrayed in the poem and have it<br />
resonate with their own experiences.<br />
Koa Tom<br />
Photography; Junior<br />
I don’t have a firm intent or purpose at this time-<br />
I’m seeing where this carries me, though I am<br />
not totally passive about it--I can’t know where<br />
to go until I know where there is to go. Hence,<br />
I am back in school. I am pursing photography<br />
because it was what I was filling my time with<br />
and felt my self in when I had some time. I have<br />
a love-hate relationship with school: I love it,<br />
but it keeps me from my other loves, like being<br />
outside. However, I believe this a step to get to<br />
where I want to go, which is take pictures and be<br />
outside. Love!<br />
Nicholas Browning<br />
English; Junior<br />
I wanted to write something really honest. So…<br />
here’s a story about me getting my ass kicked.<br />
I strived to make my prose convey a sense of<br />
personality, and show how a goofy insecure<br />
dude really thinks. This debacle changed me a<br />
lot as a person. I’ll be happy if a few people are<br />
entertained by my unfortunate adventure, and<br />
maybe spark a bit of contemplation, too. Thank<br />
you for reading.<br />
Peter Warlia<br />
Exploratory Studies, minor in Writing; Sophomore<br />
I’ve hailed from Eugene, Loveland (Colorado),<br />
and Portland, so far, living in a string of six houses<br />
through an upbringing of private, public and<br />
homeschooling in a family of seven. I’ve been<br />
lucky enough to have the chance to be part of<br />
some truly diverse circles of people, who all walk<br />
to wildly different beats. Growing up, I saw there<br />
are endless ways of looking at the world—endless<br />
stories in people and mountains and nations<br />
and stars. When I see a good one I do my best to<br />
remember it.<br />
Tanner Henderson<br />
Fine Arts; Senior<br />
I’ll be honest with you; I am still very much a pupil<br />
of art. I do have particular interests in expression<br />
but the main focus of my current work looks<br />
at the fundamentals of design. In my sculpture<br />
I explore materials and their involvement in<br />
the compositions. Recently I am interested in<br />
relationships between form, the physicality of<br />
the materials, and sometimes use. When it comes<br />
to making marks I am inspired by many surrealists<br />
of the past and grim artists such as Zdzislaw<br />
Beksinski and Dali. I also am particularly fond of<br />
expressive gesture—something which, I believe,<br />
is the root to all power in most images.<br />
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