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<strong>OSU’S</strong> <strong>ART</strong> & <strong>LITERARY</strong> <strong>MAGAZINE</strong> // <strong>WINTER</strong> <strong>2015</strong>


Our<br />

Own<br />

Uncanny<br />

Va l l<br />

ey<br />

“The Uncanny” is that which is familiar and unfamiliar at<br />

once—things we know taken out of context and given new<br />

meaning to create something we are not altogether comfortable<br />

with. This often results in a shock to the system, creating<br />

a sensation that can only be described as creepy.<br />

But who says the uncanny has to freak us out? I think, instead,<br />

we can learn a great deal from the things that distort<br />

the commonplace, and that’s what our Winter edition of<br />

Prism achieves. The pieces we selected this term all happen<br />

to have a sense of the commonplace, transformed. Ranging<br />

from simple to off-the-wall, our collection of art and written<br />

work stretches the imagination in form and imagery,<br />

allowing their subjects to take on new meaning through a<br />

different lens: sometimes literally, as in Koa Tom’s “My Gutter,”<br />

and but also with nuance and subtlety as with Eric Callahan’s<br />

poetry or Alysa Phan’s spectacular artistry.<br />

Also in this issue, we’ll be examining the architectural installation<br />

in Oregon State’s newest completed building and<br />

Prism Magazine’s new home, the Student Experience<br />

Center (you can find us on the fourth floor). Staff writer<br />

Darryl Oliver interviews OSU alumna Alice Marshall,<br />

who has been working very hard to put up the SEC’s<br />

resident art piece at the heart of the building. In<br />

his article, you’ll get a peek at Alice’s work as well<br />

as the art piece, itself another great example of<br />

reconsidering our more mundane surroundings<br />

to reflect a different kind of vision.<br />

By generating new ways of thinking about<br />

objects, places, and situations, this term’s<br />

magazine will invert what you know to<br />

examine it anew.<br />

Thank you for reading,<br />

Megan Haverman<br />

Editor-in-Chief


Missing women<br />

Alysa Phan<br />

Screen Print<br />

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Prism Magazine / Winter <strong>2015</strong> / Volume 51:2<br />

Editor in Chief<br />

Megan Haverman<br />

Graphic Designers<br />

Beau Leslie<br />

Lauren Salgado<br />

Literature Editor<br />

Mitch Buechler<br />

Digital Editor<br />

Brendan Hesse<br />

Poetry Editors<br />

Sara Crawford<br />

Nicholas Browning<br />

Staff Writer<br />

Darryl Oliver<br />

Additional thanks to all those who attended literature and art boards;<br />

this publication would not be the same without your involvement in<br />

the decision-making process!<br />

Prism is published three times annually under the authority of Oregon<br />

State University and the Student Media Committee policies for student,<br />

faculty, and staff of the Associated Students of Oregon State University.<br />

Prism accepts submissions of literary or artistic nature year round from<br />

enrolled students.<br />

Cover: The brighter side<br />

Hollie Arnold<br />

Silk Screen Print<br />

Back cover: Spoon me<br />

Tanner Henderson<br />

Acrylic painted with Spoon<br />

Prism Magazine<br />

480 Student Experience Center<br />

Oregon State University<br />

Corvallis, OR 97331<br />

541-737-2253<br />

prism@oregonstate.edu<br />

Printed by Lynx<br />

Salem, Oregon<br />

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Contents<br />

01<br />

04<br />

05<br />

06<br />

07<br />

08<br />

09<br />

10<br />

17<br />

18<br />

20<br />

23<br />

24<br />

25<br />

29<br />

30<br />

31<br />

32<br />

33<br />

34<br />

35<br />

36<br />

37<br />

38<br />

39<br />

40<br />

41<br />

42<br />

Missing Women<br />

Alysa Phan<br />

Exodontia<br />

Jasmine Casimir<br />

Dialogue<br />

Ashley Coleman<br />

Home<br />

Peter Warila<br />

Forgotten<br />

Kathryn Hampton-Wonder<br />

Creepy Crawlies<br />

Jasmine Casimir<br />

Untitled (Still Life with Malt Liquor)<br />

Jerome Stretch<br />

Lose a Fight<br />

Nicholas Browning<br />

Reproduction Seduction<br />

Ashley Coleman<br />

Marco Polo<br />

Ashley Coleman<br />

Afterglow & Alice<br />

Darryl Oliver<br />

To Naomi / Knock<br />

Kathryn Hampton-Wonder / Jenna Jarvis<br />

Striker<br />

Daniele Armantrout<br />

Agoraphobia<br />

Brionna Poppitz<br />

Gill, Gulp, Gasp<br />

Alysa Phan<br />

Orange<br />

John Petticrime<br />

Thrift Shop<br />

Dyllon Sue<br />

My Gutter<br />

Koa Tom<br />

Vandalism<br />

Hollie Arnold<br />

One Day<br />

Dyllon Sue<br />

Shout Softly<br />

Eric Callahan<br />

Untitled<br />

Tanner Henderson<br />

Ukiah, Oregon<br />

Daniele Armantrout<br />

Kristopher<br />

Emily Dicksa<br />

The Garden<br />

Dyllon Sue<br />

Dark Clouds<br />

Eric Callahan<br />

Final<br />

Cass Lyon<br />

Contributors’ Notes<br />

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exodontia<br />

Jasmine Casimir<br />

Acrylic on Canvas<br />

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dialogue<br />

Ashley Coleman<br />

Poetry<br />

I taste your tongue<br />

--salty, sarcastic, dry<br />

Like a desert mirage at the bottom of the ocean<br />

You soar through the waves<br />

On your reptilian coils<br />

And tempt me with a bite<br />

Of a wet red sweetness<br />

Camouflage, my love for you<br />

Spoke like a silent rain<br />

Tapping on the tin of your inner surface<br />

Like hummingbird wings on a violin<br />

Distill your edges, your canyons corroded<br />

I am as vast as an open valley<br />

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Home<br />

Peter Warila<br />

Poetry<br />

Dew drops sparkle, drawing in dawn’s light;<br />

to release in every direction.<br />

Now here, now there, suddenly gone, now back<br />

in all brilliance.<br />

The water and the light coax a living<br />

audience from the earth—a throng sprouting,<br />

flowering, spreading; growing more slowly<br />

than human perception can decipher—<br />

a force borne by a boiling, crushing rhythm;<br />

molten deep in this massive planet orb.<br />

Now wait, step back, step back, again; and see<br />

this pocket marble, rolling around the sun.<br />

All this a speck in a galaxy’s arm,<br />

And Milky Way a speck in its cluster,<br />

All this universe a speck in something—<br />

I’d bet that speck sparkles just like the dew.<br />

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Forgotten<br />

Kathryn Hampton-Wonder<br />

Poetry<br />

The child sits and counts flowers for the little house<br />

She builds beneath the cherry tree. Surrounding the house is a field<br />

Of open ocean<br />

And if she closes her eyes, she can feel herself flying<br />

Skimming the tips of her toes along the aquamarine sea.<br />

All by herself, she can travel to weird and wonderful places<br />

Where colors yet unnamed burst free<br />

From cracks in the most ordinary of items.<br />

A table, a toothpick, the strange<br />

Grey rock she pried from the front-garden bed<br />

Become treasures her parents cannot see.<br />

Except for a small seed in her mind, the girl is happy.<br />

But slowly that seed grows<br />

Encompassing her cherry-tree island<br />

Telling her that she must come back to earth, that her table is not a hobbit-hole,<br />

And how her faerie house will remain empty<br />

Until one day<br />

When the girl closes her eyes and finds<br />

She cannot remember how to fly.<br />

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creepy crawlies<br />

Jasmine Casimir<br />

Monoprint<br />

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untitled (still life with malt liquor)<br />

Jerome Stretch<br />

Photography<br />

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Lose a fight<br />

Nicholas Browning<br />

Creative Non-Fiction / Abridged<br />

I didn’t plan on getting my ass kicked<br />

that day. Just another day of high school like any<br />

other, until I bumped into my best friend Aaron<br />

in the crowded locker hallways. For a split second<br />

I thought he had been goofing around with<br />

purple makeup. He had a black eye more gaudy<br />

than grape Hubba Bubba Bubble Tape.<br />

“Dude, what the hell happened?” I<br />

asked. He acted almost like an ashamed animal—<br />

furtive, unwilling to meet my eyes. Normally<br />

Aaron was the most confident guy I knew.<br />

“Jordan came into my work yesterday<br />

when I was closing. Just walked up and coldclocked<br />

me, then bolted. Almost knocked me<br />

out.” His voice was quiet, more of a mumble, guttural<br />

and grating.<br />

“He came into your work?” I nearly<br />

shouted. My eyes narrowed as I imagined the<br />

scene. Aaron still wouldn’t look at me. “Are you<br />

all right? Did you kick his ass?”<br />

“I couldn’t dude. Jordan knocked me<br />

into a table and ran out before I could do anything.<br />

Plus, I can’t risk getting into trouble while<br />

on probation.”<br />

The dull roar of dozens of conversing<br />

students surrounded us, punctuated by the<br />

clan sounds of lockers slamming shut. The faint<br />

cornflower stench of too many bodies packed<br />

together mixed with the musty hallway air. Everything<br />

around me sort of faded out of focus.<br />

“Fuck him,” I spat, irate. I paced back<br />

and forth, clenching and unclenching my hands.<br />

“Does he think he can get away with that shit?<br />

How can someone just do that?”<br />

Aaron didn’t reply, kept his startling<br />

blue eyes locked on the faded linoleum floor. He<br />

was supposed to be the guy on top of the world.<br />

My idol.<br />

I came to a decision in an instant.<br />

Seemed like the only possible thing to do. The<br />

only honorable thing to do. “I’ll fight him for<br />

you.” The words leapt from my mouth, escaping<br />

before I had a chance to catch them.<br />

Now, I thought of myself as a tough kid.<br />

Maybe even invincible. Sure, I’d only been in one<br />

fight my entire life, back in middle school, which<br />

ended up devolving into more of a wrestling<br />

match than a real brawl, but it still seemed impossible<br />

that I might not win this battle. I was the<br />

hero, the warrior swooping in to save the day. Besides,<br />

I had a reputation as a football player and<br />

all-around tough guy. Jordan probably wouldn’t<br />

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fight me anyways.<br />

“Thanks dude,” Aaron said. I thought<br />

that reply kind of strange. Why didn’t he try to<br />

talk me out of it? Or at least ask if I was sure. I<br />

wasn’t.<br />

“I gotta get to class. Let me know when<br />

you set it up.” Aaron clapped my shoulder and<br />

turned to join the bustling swarm of bodies<br />

around me. I stood there, transfixed, watching<br />

him walk away.<br />

“Already, regret began<br />

sneaking into my pores”<br />

Well, no turning back now.<br />

I took up a post near Jordan’s locker in<br />

between first and second period. As soon as he<br />

walked around the ugly brown corner my heart<br />

rocketed into activity, like someone had just<br />

shot one of those “go guns” used at track meets.<br />

Adrenaline crowded into my head, muddling any<br />

common sense I might have possessed.<br />

All I saw was a crop of black hair as<br />

Jordan walked with his head down. A short guy,<br />

but pretty bulky. Kind of like a gorilla. For some<br />

reason, he reminded me of Aaron.<br />

“Jordan,” I said, hustling to block his<br />

path. Neither of us had our friends around. No<br />

one to impress. Just me and him.<br />

He raised his head, a wan frown on his<br />

lips. Didn’t seem surprised to see me. Maybe<br />

resigned. He had a big square face, and bags<br />

and black-purple streaks below his eyes. Like he<br />

hadn’t slept or something.<br />

“Meet me after school in The Pit. Bitch.”<br />

He sighed. “I don’t want to fight you.”<br />

Well that felt good. Of course he didn’t.<br />

Unfortunately, I wasn’t wise enough to take<br />

advantage of the offered out. “You don’t have<br />

a choice. You’re going to fight me. I’ll find you if<br />

you don’t show up.” I nodded my head, pleased<br />

with the command. What a badass.<br />

Jordan’s tiny eyes narrowed. No way he<br />

would say yes. The asshole was terrified.<br />

“Fine,” he said. “After school.” And walked<br />

away.<br />

That was unexpected.<br />

I think a part of me never believed the<br />

fight would actually happen. Already, regret<br />

began sneaking into my pores.<br />

Word spread around school like the<br />

Ebola virus. In high school, nothing beat a good<br />

fight, especially when it involved one of the<br />

popular kids.<br />

The rest of the day sped past me. I<br />

hardly remember my classes. What sits clear in<br />

my mind is the sour tinge of too much adrena-<br />

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line. A looming sense of dread. Repeated trips to<br />

the restroom as my stomach rebelled against me.<br />

Fantasies played out in my mind, covering every<br />

possible scenario the fight might take.<br />

Yeah, I didn’t like Jordan, and I was honestly<br />

furious over what he had done to Aaron.<br />

But I didn’t hate the guy. Did I really want to hurt<br />

him?<br />

I couldn’t back out. The entire school<br />

would find out in an instant. I’d be branded a<br />

wimp, a pussy. And what would my friends think<br />

of me? What would Aaron think?<br />

I recruited the aid of my older brother<br />

Steve, a veteran of many battles, to join in my escapade.<br />

Truthfully, I didn’t give the idea of involving<br />

my brother much thought, self-involved as I<br />

was. I shouldn’t have called him. He had his own<br />

problems, drinking problems that had caused<br />

him to drop out of college, fueling the fire of an<br />

increasingly tense relationship with our parents.<br />

“Of course I’ll be there,” he said. For all my<br />

brother’s faults, he loved his family selflessly,<br />

would do anything for them regardless of the<br />

consequences. And, if I’m being honest, the guy<br />

loved mischief. “Is this kid tough?”<br />

“Nah,” I replied boastfully. “I’ll have no<br />

problem with him.”<br />

“All right little brother, I got your back.<br />

Just don’t do this unless you’re sure.”<br />

Another chance for an out. “I’m sure,” I<br />

said instead.<br />

Steve was already waiting in the parking<br />

lot for me after school, leaning casually against<br />

our dented tan Explorer. Aaron and a couple<br />

other guys in our crew hurried to join us. Just<br />

because Aaron wouldn’t fight didn’t mean he<br />

wouldn’t watch.<br />

A literal mass of my peers followed<br />

behind, and began milling around my car as if it<br />

were a celebrity, eager to see me battle Jordan,<br />

the little turd.<br />

It was terrifying. Not to mention stupid.<br />

A crowd that size was sure to attract the cops.<br />

We made quick plans to lose all the would-be<br />

spectators, and got word to Jordan’s guys to<br />

move the venue behind an old church. We took<br />

one of my buddy’s cars to throw off our pursuers.<br />

Mission Impossible style.<br />

I sat shotgun, trying to get control of<br />

my rapid heartbeat and frenzied breathing. My<br />

brother sat behind me, shooting off veteran<br />

scrapping tips. “When we get out of the car, don’t<br />

talk to him. No shoving, no shit talking. Just walk<br />

up and clock him in the head before he has a<br />

chance to react.”<br />

I nodded my heard, eager for his wisdom,<br />

though a sour pang broiled in my stomach.<br />

“Just don’t give him a chance. Once you<br />

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start, keep hitting him until he’s done.”<br />

That seemed pretty damn cruel, but my<br />

adrenaline pushed my usual reason aside.<br />

“You got this,” one of my guys chimed in.<br />

“Yeah, beat his ass dude.”<br />

Did they think they were helping? I just<br />

nodded again, clenching and unclenching my<br />

fists, drunk on excitement and fear and testosterone.<br />

It felt like forever and an instant to pull<br />

around behind the old church. Jordan’s troupe<br />

was already there, standing beside a faded blue<br />

pickup parked near the back of the lot. Jordan<br />

and three others milled around the truck, includ-<br />

“I just nodded<br />

again, clenching and<br />

unclenching my fists,<br />

drunk on excitement<br />

and fear and<br />

testosterone”<br />

ing Jordan’s older brother. Made me glad I had<br />

brought Steve.<br />

It was a warm day. Sunny, with clear<br />

skies and a soft breeze, carrying the smell of<br />

tar from a roadwork site a couple streets over.<br />

A length of grass stretched between the parking<br />

lot and the church’s old brown bricks, which<br />

seemed to be glowering at me.<br />

My buddy’s car eased to a stop and my<br />

friends patted my back and fired me up and<br />

Aaron’s purple eye squinted when he smiled, and<br />

the moment a part of me thought would never<br />

come — that I’d secretly been hoping would<br />

never come — arrived.<br />

I wore a black Dragon Ball Z shirt. Figured<br />

having a screaming Super Saiyan rampaging<br />

across my chest would give me strength and<br />

inspire fear in my opponent.<br />

So many thoughts thundered through<br />

my head as I adopted my best tough guy walk<br />

and strode towards Jordan. But at the very<br />

forefront of my mind, overpowering the adrenaline<br />

and my friends’ cheers and the desire to<br />

uphold my reputation, was the realization that I<br />

absolutely did not want to do this. I just couldn’t<br />

come to terms with the fact that I was about to<br />

use my fists to slam into another person’s skull. It<br />

felt so wrong. But I wasn’t brave enough to back<br />

out.<br />

“Where’s Jordan?” I demanded in my<br />

manliest voice, puffing my chest out like a penguin.<br />

Somehow I’d lost sight of him amidst his<br />

circle of friends.<br />

“Here,” he answered from behind me,<br />

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sounding almost timid.<br />

I turned, swinging my fist round with my<br />

body, and my knuckles glanced off his cheek.<br />

And in that moment, as he pulled his<br />

own arm back, hand clenched tight, I realized I<br />

would do just about anything to avoid having<br />

that bony pound of flesh connect with my face.<br />

An odd realization, considering the circumstances.<br />

I’m not sure what I’d expected. Maybe like in<br />

the movies, when the hero clobbers his opponent<br />

and the enemy goes down from a single<br />

swing.<br />

Instead of taking my chances in a boxing<br />

match, I dropped low, heard the whisk of air<br />

as his fist flew right above my head, and I bum<br />

rushed him like the football player I used to be.<br />

Perfect form I thought to myself, lodging my<br />

right shoulder just below his hip bone. I lifted<br />

Jordan completely off of the ground, at least two<br />

feet, and body slammed him, spearing him into<br />

the grass with all my weight.<br />

He made a pathetic sort of urrff sound<br />

when he hit the ground and the breath blasted<br />

from his lungs. His body went limp beneath me,<br />

and for a moment I thought the fight might be<br />

over.<br />

“Hit him!” I heard Steve and my friends<br />

shouting in the background. The order puzzled<br />

me but my heart was thundering in my ears and<br />

I was so pumped up that I followed their advice.<br />

Sitting on Jordan’s stomach, I positioned a leg on<br />

either side of him like schoolboy bullies are wont<br />

to do, and swung wildly at his head. A couple<br />

blows landed, I’m sure of it, but he’d recovered<br />

enough to throw his hands in my face, and roll<br />

back and forth beneath me, displacing most of<br />

my ill-aimed attacks.<br />

“Being punched in<br />

the face was an odd<br />

sensation”<br />

Was this what being tough felt like? It<br />

was like riding a wave, being swept along in a<br />

current too powerful to resist. I didn’t feel like<br />

me, barely felt like I was in control of my body.<br />

Jordan rolled out from beneath me and<br />

leapt to his feet. Me being the inexperienced<br />

pseudo martial arts master I believed myself to<br />

be, I followed after him.<br />

Being punched in the face was an odd<br />

sensation. I mean, a really solid blow clobbered<br />

my right cheekbone. I didn’t even see it coming,<br />

just a flash of white, and heard a meaty fwap<br />

sound and my head jerked to the side of its own<br />

will. A second later my head yanked the other<br />

way and another fwap filled my ears. My por-<br />

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celain nose started gushing blood. Torrents of<br />

crimson goo just poured out, flowing down my<br />

mouth and chin and into my shirt collar.<br />

I couldn’t get close to the guy. Every<br />

time I pushed forward I got pummeled. I tried a<br />

heavy right hook. Jordan leaned out of the way,<br />

then pushed forward with his back foot and<br />

launched a cross into my cheek. Getting fancy,<br />

I tried a quick 1-2 combo, a jab with my left and<br />

another right hook. Jordan slapped away the<br />

feeble straight-armed punch and pushed beneath<br />

my hook and another flash of white struck<br />

me, and my head rocketed back and I shook it<br />

to clear the stars. Adrenaline must have been<br />

shielding me from the pain, but things were a bit<br />

foggy now, hazy.<br />

A lull stretched in the combat. Both of<br />

us heaved with breath, and I felt bile in my stomach,<br />

and maybe the adrenaline was starting to<br />

fade because my face felt strange and puffy. My<br />

tongue sat gummy in my mouth, like a parched<br />

blob.<br />

Somehow during the scuffle, Jordan had<br />

lost one of his shoes. We faced off, both wavering,<br />

him standing lopsided in one gray shoe<br />

and one yellow sock. I couldn’t really breathe<br />

and wasn’t having much fun, and his fists were<br />

covered in my blood.<br />

Then it hit me: I was losing the fight. No<br />

more catcalls from my brother and friends. They<br />

stood by, grim, silent spectators watching as I<br />

got the shit beat out of me.<br />

“Hey, can I get my shoe?” Jordan asked.<br />

What a weird question. Didn’t seem to<br />

fit in with the violent scene the two of us were<br />

creating. It kind of broke my heart. Of course<br />

he could get his shoe, I was about to say, and<br />

opened my mouth to tell him that—<br />

“No, don’t let him!” Steve shouted from<br />

the sidelines.<br />

The order reinvigorated me, and instead<br />

of saying anything I recalled my earlier success<br />

with the football tactics, and lowered my head<br />

and charged forward once more. I ran right into<br />

Jordan’s fist.<br />

This time my legs buckled, and I fell to<br />

the ground, and Jordan just sort of collapsed on<br />

top of me. My body felt like Jell-O, my limbs like<br />

goo. We rolled around a bit, but every now and<br />

then I’d hear that fwap sound, though the noise<br />

was muted now, far away, and it took me a moment<br />

to realize he was still hitting me.<br />

For the first time, I was afraid. I mean,<br />

how many times had I been punched? What if he<br />

was doing permanent damage?<br />

Following the fear came an even stranger<br />

realization. A humbling, humiliating one, as I<br />

realized Jordan had complete control over me.<br />

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A difficult sensation to describe, almost surreal,<br />

being at the mercy of this man I could not beat,<br />

who was pummeling the shit out of me. I could<br />

barely move, so tired, hanging on the edge of<br />

consciousness, my pathetic rubber arms held up<br />

in front of my face, trying to deflect the blows.<br />

Fwap, thump, thwtack.<br />

It took every ounce of courage I possessed<br />

to utter my next two words, far more than<br />

it had taken to start this damned debacle.<br />

“Jordan. Stop,” I slurred. My mouth was<br />

full of blood. Ringing filled my ears. “I’m done.”<br />

I prayed to whatever god would listen that he<br />

“Red hands, soaked<br />

all the way up to his<br />

wrists. My blood”<br />

would stop hitting me.<br />

And he did.<br />

Jordan rolled off me and stepped away,<br />

and my brother ran to my side, helping me to my<br />

swaying feet.<br />

Jordan didn’t say anything, just shuffled<br />

over to retrieve his shoe and then headed towards<br />

his friends, hands still balled in fists. Red<br />

hands, soaked all the way up to his wrists. My<br />

blood.<br />

We walked to my friend’s car in silence.<br />

I was trying not to cry. I wasn’t upset because<br />

of pain, and I wasn’t afraid or anything. I was<br />

upset because I had let my friends down. Aaron<br />

wouldn’t even look at me.<br />

“I’m driving, you little punks,” Steve said,<br />

and yanked the keys from my friend’s hand. No<br />

one argued. He was breathing almost as hard as<br />

I was, and his face had taken on a reddish hue.<br />

Must have taken all his control not to join the<br />

fight.<br />

Once more I found myself in shotgun,<br />

head in my hands, staring out the window. I<br />

sat in a haze, imagining a mask on my face, the<br />

sticky half-dried blood pasted across my mouth<br />

and chin and throat feeling like a coat of drying<br />

paint. My Dragon Ball Z shirt was ruined.<br />

“Are any of your teeth loose?” Steve<br />

asked.<br />

“What?”<br />

I realized he’d asked me the question<br />

more than once.<br />

“Check your teeth dude.” He looked<br />

at me, eyes intense. Creases in his brow. “Any<br />

loose?”<br />

I followed his advice. My face felt swollen,<br />

numb. Like it belonged to someone else.<br />

“Nah, they’re good.”<br />

We pulled out from the old church.<br />

“I’m sorry,” I said into the silence. No one<br />

answered. I had lost, more than just the fight. “I’m<br />

sorry guys.”<br />

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TITLE<br />

Author<br />

Medium<br />

TITLE<br />

Reproduction seduction<br />

Author Ashley Coleman<br />

Medium Intaglio Drypoint Triptych colored with Makeup<br />

(lipstick, eye shadow, nail polish)<br />

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marco polo<br />

Ashley Coleman<br />

Poetry<br />

Preclinical reports showed<br />

A rainbow-goad, crickety world of choice molecules<br />

Littered with shadowy gopher holes and black blood freckle towns<br />

Nonconformists and jellybean hopes<br />

I was one of it’s flora babies<br />

Glistening, made of peach jelly<br />

Finger swirling tendrils of silk-shimmer<br />

Tongue counting whistles like prayers<br />

I was tweeting in a glass prison<br />

Wings flapping and blue feathers ruffled<br />

While street-smart Rapunzels roamed the night<br />

In nothing but nightclothes and slippers<br />

I became like a camouflaged scar<br />

Skinless and throbbing with all the same biological tendencies<br />

In the wolf-light where a bioluminescent smear<br />

Dissolved like sugar, marking the time<br />

And I became bruisable, and I learned what love is<br />

The rapture or erasure as perishable as punch cards<br />

“Happy anniversary, goodbye”; don’t bite me, mark me<br />

A man should never love in translation<br />

I can still feel the wool of him<br />

In the terns where we made love<br />

But he left me smelling sick<br />

With nothing but a birthmark and light on the neck-nape<br />

Sapphire is the color in Heaven<br />

And you are God’s child, act like it<br />

For the fragile hour can be dropped like glass<br />

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And hour has shape and proportion<br />

I found myself in tickets to concerts never attending<br />

In the glare of his glasses, the blue soda jean culture<br />

I was a bubblegum chemical illusion of polyester guilt<br />

The unflattered reflection of albino grieving<br />

I have a halo of cotton lace and a soul of beaded satin<br />

I find adulterated truth in funhouse mirrors<br />

Wrath never took seed within me<br />

But I have a shrapnel lexicon of human voices<br />

Love turned me into a test dummy<br />

And your voice called out in abstraction but got lost in the details<br />

Because you are the sailor, and I am the siren, singing<br />

Outside a submerged submarine beneath Arctic ice<br />

I am a beacon, calling to you in a slumber<br />

I carry spiders and dreams of hyper-alert texture<br />

I’m one in a miss-matched wash of colors and white<br />

Heavy fabrics and delicates thrown in a barrel<br />

And I come out alone, the ever-missing sock<br />

There is a feverish feast of internal impulses<br />

Behind phony smiles and the amassing of lines<br />

We’re told the clicking of our heels must match<br />

The syrupy song stuck in our heads<br />

But baby, deep down, you are made of paper glass<br />

Of cellophane colored tissue wrapping<br />

And I never cut corners when it comes to gifts<br />

Especially as fragrant and precious as you<br />

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“As my<br />

involvement<br />

increased,<br />

so did my<br />

interest in<br />

the piece”<br />

Photos courtesy of Philip Pompetti<br />

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Prism Presents: Afterglow & Alice<br />

Darryl Oliver<br />

The Student Experience Center is complete.<br />

Well, almost complete, that is. It has finally<br />

been opened to the public after months of painstaking<br />

construction, traffic jams and class disruption.<br />

For those of you who’ve been inside of the<br />

SEC, you’ll have noticed that the spiral staircase<br />

seems to be missing bits and pieces. Panels in all<br />

different hues of orange line the staircase and sit<br />

in piles on the floor. Those panels, the stairwell,<br />

and, in fact, part of building itself are all a work of<br />

art by way of architecture; its assembly is led by a<br />

young woman with blue hair.<br />

The project is named Afterglow, designed<br />

by Matthew Au and Ramiro Diaz-Granados,<br />

both instructors at Southern California<br />

Institute of Architecture. And that young woman<br />

with the blue hair? That’s Oregon State Alumna<br />

Alice Marshall, the liaison between the artists<br />

and architects, the person in charge of bringing<br />

Afterglow to Corvallis. Alice graduated from<br />

Oregon State University last year with a degree<br />

in Studio Art. Born and raised in Albany, Alice is<br />

a local, and there was no better choice to help<br />

with the project. I got a chance to sit down with<br />

her to chat about Afterglow and her experience.<br />

Question: How did you get involved with the<br />

Afterglow project?<br />

Alice: Well, I was working as the Memorial Union<br />

Concourse Gallery Assistant Curator and Installer<br />

for Art Shows while I was also doing some parttime<br />

work with Kent Sumner on the Permanent<br />

Collection of Art for Oregon State. So through<br />

him and his connection to the art installation<br />

at the SEC, I’d already had my foot in the door<br />

for really anything relating to art happening<br />

at Oregon State. When I’d heard that Ramiro<br />

needed an assistant I jumped right in. It started<br />

off that I would just be doing six hours a day, you<br />

know doing the little things and helping out.<br />

And then it just escalated and I was working ten<br />

to fourteen hours a day doing the actual installation<br />

aspects of the piece. I’ve had to step up to<br />

the position of Installation Manager since both<br />

Ramiro and Matthew can’t be in Corvallis at the<br />

moment.<br />

Q: I hear the project is based of the setting of the<br />

Oregon sun, a little more about its origins?<br />

A: Of course! Originally it was based on the<br />

colors, hues, and atmospheric ambiance that<br />

occurs when the sun is setting or rising around<br />

Mt. Hood, when the light is refracting off the<br />

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volcanic molecules that have been trapped in<br />

the atmosphere since Mt. Hood’s eruption. So, it’s<br />

very exclusive to Oregon, which is really cool.<br />

Q: How did the artist go about designing Afterglow<br />

for the SEC?<br />

A: It’s completely custom to this building. It was<br />

sponsored by this program called Percent for<br />

Art, which states that all large-scale buildings at<br />

Oregon State University must take 1% of building<br />

cost and put that towards art for the building.<br />

After the funds are distributed, they put out<br />

a call for artist and designers, and then they hold<br />

a competition to see which art would fit the best.<br />

Matthew and Ramiro both got the plans for the<br />

building and then made the design to fit this<br />

building specifically. It’s a very interesting piece<br />

because we are working closely with the contractors<br />

and construction workers. It’s not purely<br />

aesthetic, but it actually has a function that correlates<br />

with the function of the building.<br />

Q: Can you tell me a little bit more about your<br />

role within the project?<br />

A: Well, again as I said earlier everything escalated<br />

very quickly. It started off with me being<br />

asked to do things such as removing or applying<br />

tape or handing the workers bolts. Then things<br />

became more and more hands on. Now I’m communicating<br />

with contractors and they’re asking<br />

me for the specific placement of sprinklers and<br />

light fixtures. But as my involvement increased,<br />

so did my interest in the piece. It is definitely a<br />

resume booster and it is very satisfying work as<br />

well.<br />

Q: How is Afterglow coming along—almost<br />

finished?<br />

A: It’s about 93% done. All the ceiling parts on<br />

each floor are done. So by the end of March it’ll<br />

have all the facia pieces; that’ll cover all the black<br />

marks. I’ve been with them since about mid-November.<br />

Ramiro and Matthew have been working<br />

on it since June, constructing the pieces and<br />

what not. They started designing even before<br />

that. It’s been a long time coming, we’re all very<br />

ready to see it finished.<br />

Q: Thank you so much! Last question, any advice<br />

for the aspiring Liberal Arts Major?<br />

A: Yes, I would say keep a realistic and open mind<br />

about any opportunities that come your way.<br />

Don’t let fear get in the way of anything you do,<br />

and always keep a focus on what’s ahead!<br />

Make your way down to the Student Experience<br />

Center to check out Afterglow, inspired but the<br />

Mt. Hood sunset for your student experience.<br />

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to naomi<br />

Kathryn Hampton-Wonder<br />

Prose Poetry<br />

Little Jewel Bird who sits on my shoulder, you seem to me a small goddess,<br />

a deity of all things bright. How is it possible that you know so much?<br />

Naïve, how I tried to teach you my language and you taught me yours instead,<br />

through greetings called as I step through the door, silvery warbles<br />

that reach my ear and invite me to respond in kind. I have no feathers, no<br />

colorful instruments with which to take to the sky—and yet you preen me,<br />

you dance when I sing and sit contented as I type. We are alike, you and I,<br />

twins of the heart, unlimited by the restrictions of our species.<br />

knock<br />

Jenna Jarvis<br />

Poetry<br />

Depression creeps up on you.<br />

It does not knock on the door<br />

Of a formerly happy heart.<br />

It invites itself in,<br />

Pulls up a chair,<br />

And gets comfortable.<br />

It gets acquainted with your worst memories,<br />

And pals around with your weaknesses.<br />

It leaves a bad taste in your mouth,<br />

And it makes black and white seem more appealing.<br />

It writes, “help” on your forehead<br />

With invisible ink—<br />

So that only those who truly look,<br />

Can read it.<br />

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striker<br />

Daniele Armantrout<br />

Photography<br />

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agoraphobia<br />

Brionna Poppitz<br />

Short Story<br />

Hiding in a corner of her room, Mary<br />

heard the voices calling to her from outside her<br />

window.<br />

“Join us…” they chanted in low drones.<br />

Each s hissed in her ears, penetrating and ringing<br />

through her brain. She couldn’t think.<br />

“Join usssss…”<br />

She pressed her hands against each side<br />

of her head, squeezing her eyes shut. As the voices<br />

grew louder, Mary whimpered. She wished<br />

the stringy mess of dark hair that hung around<br />

her face could drown them out, but they were<br />

drowning her out instead. At first, they’d only<br />

been a low buzzing in the background, coming<br />

in and out like a bad radio signal. Then they got<br />

closer and closer, and now the voices were a<br />

deafening scream, flushing out all thought.<br />

She didn’t dare open her eyes or go near<br />

the window. Last time, all she saw were pale, deformed<br />

faces with thin and naked bodies pressing<br />

up against the wall below, so many of them.<br />

Her only comfort was the iron bars behind a<br />

single pane of glass. If nothing else, they couldn’t<br />

get in. But that didn’t stop their unrelenting calls<br />

from reaching inside the white, padded walls of<br />

her room.<br />

Minutes passed at an excruciatingly<br />

slow pace. There was nothing to hide under,<br />

nothing to cover herself with. The entire room<br />

was empty. Like a sick child, Mary whined and<br />

slid from her sitting fetal position down the wall<br />

to lie, curled up on the floor.<br />

All sound is a muffled hum. Mary’s<br />

cushioned walls are solid: no doors, no windows.<br />

No way out. In the middle of the room, somehow,<br />

she reaches out and touches the floor but<br />

can’t feel it. Colors start to change around her.<br />

The walls are not just white, but fuzzy sky blues<br />

and puffy creams swirling together, shifting to<br />

shades of gold and purple then back again. After<br />

a few minutes, they form bruised-skin blotches<br />

that grow over some colors and fade out behind<br />

others.<br />

Soon, the blotches begin to morph<br />

and take shape. On the wall to Mary’s right, she<br />

sees the playground of the elementary school<br />

she went to when she was younger. All of her<br />

classmates are playing together, jumping off<br />

steps and swinging on the monkey bars while<br />

Mary peeked out from between the bushes and<br />

a fence. On the wall to her left, Mary sees a cute<br />

boy standing below her bedroom window like<br />

he had during the summer she turned fourteen.<br />

He plays a guitar to her softly in the night, then<br />

asks her to come down. Mary had said no. On the<br />

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wall directly in front of Mary, she sees her mother<br />

waving from her car, making an ‘I love you’ sign<br />

with her fingers as she sends Mary, with her butterfly<br />

backpack on both shoulders and anxious<br />

eyebrows, off to her first day of high school. Mary<br />

had run away and gotten lost in an alley.<br />

Distracted by her memories playing<br />

out on her walls, Mary doesn’t notice at first that<br />

they’re moving closer to her. Slowly, like an unstoppable<br />

mechanism, they move forward, and<br />

it’s not until they’re three feet from her that she<br />

understands what’s happening. Panic muddles<br />

her brain, and she looks around frantically for a<br />

way to escape. But it’s too late. They’re already<br />

too close. Instinctually attempting to save herself,<br />

Mary pushes against the walls with her feet<br />

and back, to no avail. Her legs are burning from<br />

“Mary probably would<br />

have stayed there if it<br />

weren’t for the voices<br />

calling her”<br />

the effort, and her back is cramping up against<br />

her knees. With tears in her eyes, she shoves<br />

futilely with her hands against the wall in front of<br />

her until suddenly it stops.<br />

Relief floods through her body as each<br />

of the walls becomes a pillow and falls, one by<br />

one, away from her. Looking around, Mary finds<br />

herself on a four-by-four foot wood platform.<br />

Over the edge, a thin fog reaches down into<br />

oblivion, and she can no longer see the pillows<br />

that dropped below her. For a moment, everything<br />

is still.<br />

Rapidly, a harsh wind picks up, blowing<br />

one way then the other. She slips dangerously<br />

close to the edge, but there’s nothing to<br />

hold onto. Mary’s hair whips around her, and as<br />

she grips the platform with white knuckles, she<br />

realizes that her only choice is to jump. Taking a<br />

deep breath, she lets go.<br />

Mary woke up with her face pressed<br />

into a padded corner between the floor and the<br />

wall. It didn’t bother her. She breathed through<br />

the cushion that was crushed against her mouth<br />

and eyes, keeping them shut. It was comforting.<br />

Cozy, even. She could lie there for days and<br />

weeks. When she breathed out, warm air blew<br />

over her face and heated her cool cheeks.<br />

Mary probably would have stayed there if it<br />

weren’t for the voices calling her. She giggled<br />

and got up. Those silly voices again, always<br />

demanding attention. She skipped over to the<br />

window and leaned her forehead against the<br />

bars, grinning. They were standing outside on<br />

the pavement in long black robes with faces like<br />

Greek theater masks.<br />

“Join us, Mary,” the voices entreated.<br />

She shook her head, swaying. “I’m happy<br />

here.”<br />

“How could you be happy?”<br />

“I am safe,” she murmured.<br />

“Yes, very safe,” said one voice from the<br />

back of the crowd. “As you make accidentally<br />

loud noises in the middle of the night and whis-<br />

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per ‘sorry’ to an empty room, you are safe.”<br />

“And as you lie in your grey comfort,”<br />

said another to the left. “And eat your trail mix<br />

of Skittles and M&M’s and lemon drops, you are<br />

safe.”<br />

Individual voices came from everywhere.<br />

“When you stare at walls without seeing<br />

them, you are safe.”<br />

“While you’re hiding under the covers,<br />

you are safe.”<br />

“After all of the lies, you are safe.”<br />

“And once the days are over, and you’re<br />

glad they are, mind drifting to unconsciousness,<br />

you are so safe.”<br />

Mary caressed the bars in front of her<br />

with a sedated smile. “I’m glad you understand,”<br />

she said.<br />

Slowly, peacefully, Mary opens her eyes.<br />

Her hair swirls around her face and behind her<br />

head while she floats in a thick, clear liquid like<br />

embryonic fluid. Her mouth is loosely closed and<br />

her lungs sit comfortably between inhale and exhale.<br />

Basketball-sized bubbles hang, suspended<br />

in the liquid, evenly spaced in front of her. With<br />

frog-like breast strokes, she then calmly swims<br />

toward the next bubble. It takes a little longer<br />

than it would in just water, but she has plenty of<br />

air left by the time her mouth reaches the edge.<br />

She breathes in the satisfying amount of oxygen,<br />

then calmly swims toward the next one.<br />

This works well. The tight, black clothing<br />

she wears is good for swimming, and the dim<br />

light filtering down from above is just enough for<br />

Mary to see a path of a few bubbles. She always<br />

knows where she’s going next, and her only<br />

concern is that her muscles are getting tired. It<br />

doesn’t worry her, though. Mary feels that she<br />

could keep going like this for hours, or at least<br />

until she reaches wherever this path is taking her.<br />

Bubble after bubble, the task comforts her like<br />

the steady rhythm of a drum.<br />

A few minutes later, her lungs start to<br />

ache and she doesn’t know why. The spacing<br />

of the bubbles is the same as it’s always been.<br />

They’re the same size as they’ve always been.<br />

But now her muscles are aching from the lack of<br />

oxygen, and she’s beginning to get dizzy, even<br />

though her lungs are full. It’s getting harder and<br />

harder to push her limbs through the syrupy<br />

fluid around her. Every movement is a struggle.<br />

Closing her eyes tight, she tucks her chin into her<br />

neck, fighting to force herself beyond the pain.<br />

After a few seconds, she opens her eyes again to<br />

find the next bubble, but what she sees below<br />

her makes her stop, frozen.<br />

“Mary caressed the<br />

bars in front of her<br />

with a sedated smile”<br />

At the bottom of what she can only<br />

assume to be a giant tank, are hundreds, maybe<br />

thousands of dead bodies. All of them are wearing<br />

the same tight, black clothing, good for<br />

swimming. All of them, men and women, had<br />

been in their 20’s. Their skin is grey and wrinkled<br />

from the liquid, and their eyes, some open, some<br />

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closed, are blank and lifeless. Looking behind<br />

her, she sees a path of basketball-sized bubbles<br />

that she’d left with each exhale of breath. She<br />

jerks her head back in front of her. There are no<br />

more bubbles, only foggy darkness. This is where<br />

she’d been led to die.<br />

Immediately, she starts swimming<br />

upward. There has to be an end to this place.<br />

If there’s light, there’s air. Mary would not die.<br />

She would not give up. Her muscles scream in<br />

“she felt more awake<br />

than she’d ever remembered<br />

being in her<br />

life. Everything looked<br />

more real, more threedimensional”<br />

protest, but she can’t rest. The light is getting<br />

brighter. She’s almost there.<br />

A halo of black presses in on her vision<br />

as she reaches the top. But all she finds is a thick<br />

layer of glass separating the fluid from the open<br />

air. She pounds desperately against it, but it<br />

doesn’t break or crack. Unable to stop them,<br />

her lungs involuntarily attempt to take a breath,<br />

sucking in the fluid, and she chokes. With a<br />

horrible flush of hopelessness, Mary realizes the<br />

truth of it. She’s going to die here.<br />

This time, when Mary woke up, she felt<br />

more awake than she’d ever remembered being<br />

in her life. Everything looked more real, more<br />

three-dimensional. She sat on the floor with her<br />

back against a bed and could feel everything. All<br />

of the bumps and all of the sharp edges of the<br />

dark grey concrete floor and walls scraped her<br />

hands. Mary’s entire skin tingled with excited<br />

nerves. Every breath brought in a rocky dust<br />

smell. She moved her tongue around her teeth<br />

and could taste the minerals in her saliva. The<br />

only dull sense left was a diminishing ringing in<br />

her ears.<br />

In the background, she heard muffled<br />

voices and looked up from her nubby blue<br />

sweatpants to see her mother, standing on the<br />

other side of a glass door. She was talking with<br />

a doctor in a white lab coat, holding a clipboard.<br />

As the ringing faded, her mother’s words came<br />

into sharp focus.<br />

“…be okay right?” Mary’s mother fiddled<br />

with the sleeve of her lavender cardigan.<br />

“Eventually, yes,” the doctor replied. “But<br />

she’ll have to stay in our facility until the drugs<br />

are completely out of her system. The withdrawals<br />

should be passing pretty soon. A couple of<br />

days, maybe.”<br />

Mary’s mother nodded and glanced at<br />

her, then did a double take. “Wow, a few seconds<br />

ago, she looked so dead. She was just gone. But<br />

now look at her eyes.”<br />

The doctor followed her gaze and<br />

pursed his lips.<br />

“Her body adapts quickly.”<br />

“Can I go in and talk to her?”<br />

“I’m afraid not. For now, it’s best if she<br />

continues with her treatment as planned.”<br />

Mary’s mother nodded again, taking<br />

one last look at Mary as the doctor led her away.<br />

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Gill, gulp, gasp<br />

Alysa Phan<br />

Oil on Canvas<br />

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orange<br />

John Petticrime<br />

Flash Fiction<br />

The memories came in waves. More<br />

coincidence than irony, as waves of memory<br />

happen to people with their feet on dry ground<br />

too. It was of a swingset. Old, tired, rusted, with<br />

a chain that would always creak, even if it wasn’t<br />

moving. A woman approached, but the fall<br />

wind blew her hair around like Medusa’s tentacles,<br />

obscuring her face. As she drew nearer,<br />

the sky darkened, and when she whispered, all<br />

that could be heard was the whistle of the wind<br />

through the pines.<br />

The sawing of a tree. A Douglas fir.<br />

Winter, obviously. Snow always dampens sound,<br />

and amid the quiet was only the rhythmic draw<br />

of a saw against fresh, wet wood. Slowly, the fir<br />

fell. The closer it drew to the ground the slower<br />

it seemed to get, as if it was fighting gravity,<br />

straining to right itself, to take root again. Kings,<br />

queens, dictators, and tyrants all eventually<br />

topple, but amidst their proclaimed nobility,<br />

their birthright, there is nothing sadder than the<br />

felling of a tree.<br />

With a great cresting wave, a moving of<br />

earth and soul alike, a back is pressed against the<br />

cold wood of a bedroom door. How many trees<br />

did it take to craft this floor? This door? There<br />

is something funny about a muffled argument,<br />

that something so loud can be so soft. Wood and<br />

walls act as guardians, diffusing and dampening<br />

the hectic, red sounds of a soon-to-be-finished<br />

marriage. Children pray to God for help, or to<br />

praise him for their fortunes, and yet no thanks<br />

are laid at the feet of the walls and doors, our<br />

protectors, the shields against the sounds of<br />

frustration, fatigue, and hopelessness.<br />

Grey sky. Unchanged, despite the<br />

circumstances. He supposed the sky looked the<br />

same in Arizona. The sky would even be comparable<br />

to someone in Japan, their back to the<br />

ground, looking at the clouds. With a heave, he<br />

was on his knees. Rolling, pitching, drunk-like<br />

in his own right he drew deep, heavy breaths.<br />

Orange was a tropical color, he thought, meant<br />

for pumpkins, college mascots, and attracting<br />

people to Florida. Orange was the color of<br />

confetti, of the frosting on carrot cake. The color<br />

orange was never made to be a death sentence.<br />

Orange never heralded the loss of life. No one<br />

ever wore orange to a funeral, and no one’s coffin<br />

was a bright orange. His was. He was at his own<br />

wake, an open-casket affair in which the corpse<br />

can stand up in the coffin and die its real death.<br />

Just as the first falling leaf of autumn leaves summer<br />

no choice but to fall away, he rose.<br />

They would find the orange life raft<br />

weeks later, drifting like the last Cheerio in a<br />

bowl of milk. There would be a note, but rain<br />

and sun would have washed away the ink. Better<br />

that no one read it, for a swing, a tree, and a door<br />

mean little to anyone.<br />

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thrift shop<br />

Dyllon Sue<br />

Poetry<br />

The engagement ring in the window stands<br />

for something that once was, but will never be again.<br />

Torn, mud stained overalls cover the mannequin.<br />

That princess dress is from the girl’s family<br />

three years after the drunk driving accident.<br />

A sudden draft blows the lower ruffles up,<br />

while the technician properly teaches<br />

the perfect way to rewire a house<br />

to save money on the monthly bills,<br />

with a giant WARNING on the cover.<br />

Let’s see. There may be dirt in the baseball cap<br />

worn in the 1994 Jefferson High championship game<br />

or even an empty tool box once belonging<br />

to a man who thought it was right to drink<br />

a bottle of whiskey and drive home.<br />

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My gutter<br />

Koa Tom<br />

Photography<br />

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vandalism<br />

Hollie Arnold<br />

Silk Screen Print<br />

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one day<br />

Dyllon Sue<br />

Poetry<br />

One day, the ocean will stop<br />

kissing the sandy shores,<br />

Pele’s uneven metronome,<br />

rinsing the beaches salty tears.<br />

One day, a snorkel will not purify<br />

the vibrant blue when beaches<br />

become landfills<br />

and cigarettes a fish’s pupu.<br />

One day, another honu will stretch<br />

its head out of its shell, only<br />

the 6-pack plastic<br />

a death lei.<br />

One day, a fisherman will reel<br />

the last ‘ia gasping for life<br />

to be frozen, shipped, sold,<br />

to the local market on Kealoha Street for pocket<br />

change.<br />

‘Ekahi la, we will recollect stories of young<br />

about the beautiful sunsets<br />

and warm sunny water,<br />

Ua mau ke ea o ka ‘ana I ka Pono.<br />

Pele – Most powerful Hawaiian demigod<br />

Pupu – Appetizers, snacks<br />

Honu – Green sea turtle<br />

Lei – Garland, necklace<br />

‘Ia – Fish<br />

Kealoha – Love<br />

‘Ekahi – One<br />

La – Day<br />

Ua mau ke ea o ka ‘aina I ka Pono – “The life of the<br />

land is perpetuated in righteousness”<br />

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shout softly<br />

Eric Callahan<br />

Poetry<br />

I.<br />

Snow stills the forest,<br />

enhancing the sound<br />

of a trickling stream<br />

as it weaves<br />

between oak and pine.<br />

The stream carries whispers<br />

from the mountain to the forest,<br />

telling the hare to find home,<br />

for the coming cold.<br />

The fox lies, singing<br />

summer, and bounding through<br />

snow drifts on light paws.<br />

Distracting himself<br />

from the darker nights.<br />

With autumns passing the world<br />

is bare, able to say nothing<br />

but its naked truth.<br />

II.<br />

Shouts<br />

fly and clash<br />

above the table, a verbal<br />

dogfight. Raucous<br />

aunts uncles cousins nephews nieces<br />

gather in a kitschy dining room,<br />

burdening the hardwood<br />

floor with stomps and kicks<br />

hidden by the tablecloth.<br />

Jokes and stories pervade<br />

the evening. Laughing<br />

grunting fighting hugging<br />

all done with emphatic gestures<br />

so that words can be said,<br />

even as they are drowned<br />

in the din of<br />

shouts.<br />

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untitled<br />

Tanner Henderson<br />

Glass on Cardboard<br />

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Ukiah, oregon<br />

Daniele Armantrout<br />

Photography<br />

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kristopher<br />

Emily Dicksa<br />

Poetry<br />

“Will you please build me a tower?”<br />

“Will you please build me a tower?”<br />

“Will you please build me a tower?”<br />

This boy has glasses as thick<br />

as double-paned windows,<br />

held on by a soft strap that<br />

swoops around the back of his neck.<br />

His huge front teeth hang out<br />

of his mouth like two solid blocks.<br />

His hands are full of blisters from swinging<br />

on the monkey bars for hours.<br />

As he boards the school bus,<br />

he is the only one who has to wear a seatbelt.<br />

His wide eyes are moving as if<br />

they’re watching a fly skip around<br />

on a white wall. He cannot sit still,<br />

so he puts on his Magnavox headphones<br />

and waits for the music to wrap around him.<br />

I have grown patient trying to understand<br />

the words of an autistic six year old.<br />

But he has grown impatient and frustrated.<br />

This world must feel to him as though<br />

he packed for a trip to Australia,<br />

and instead landed in Greenland.<br />

His weak stomps and screams<br />

occur every time he feels like<br />

he can’t communicate.<br />

But Kristopher,<br />

when your Velcro shoes<br />

shuffle quickly toward me,<br />

and your skinny arms wrap<br />

tightly around me<br />

to say hi,<br />

we speak the same language.<br />

When he first enters the classroom,<br />

he scatters the giant red tub<br />

of Legos across the floor.<br />

He repeats his request over and over.<br />

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the garden<br />

Dyllon Sue<br />

Poetry<br />

Summer,<br />

we worked on a garden,<br />

our garden.<br />

Removing rocks,<br />

pulling weeds,<br />

watering seeds. There<br />

was<br />

progress.<br />

The roots soaked up love<br />

through dampened soil.<br />

Sunflowers grew tall,<br />

the sun shone down<br />

and tulips sprouted here and there.<br />

Flowers grew in my lungs.<br />

Roses, violets,<br />

beautiful.<br />

Happy between your two lips,<br />

I lost my breath.<br />

Winter after next,<br />

I’m gasping.<br />

The garden long gone.<br />

You stopped tending the plants,<br />

pulled fewer weeds.<br />

But, complacent where we were, I<br />

kept working.<br />

Alone.<br />

Infections spread through<br />

roots to the<br />

Roses, violets,<br />

you.<br />

Still beautiful, but now<br />

I can’t breathe.<br />

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dark clouds<br />

Eric Callahan<br />

Poetry<br />

In the city rain slaps<br />

concrete, and beats on glass panes.<br />

Burdened clouds release<br />

their sorrow. Puddles form<br />

in cement pockmarks<br />

and torrents race along the gutter.<br />

Slick wet roads shine<br />

neon fever,<br />

as streetlights and signs<br />

replace starlight blocked<br />

by dark grey clouds.<br />

Scrunched faces hide<br />

beneath waxy hoods,<br />

as passersby never speak,<br />

or nod hello. Ambling<br />

morosely in their long black coats.<br />

In Central Park<br />

worms rejoice in squishy mud.<br />

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final<br />

Cass Lyon<br />

Oil on Board<br />

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contributors’ notes<br />

Alysa Phan<br />

Fine Arts; 5th Year Senior<br />

Forever young my spirit will be<br />

Open minded beyond what eyes can see,<br />

Good taste and swell craft is what I aspire<br />

Work becomes play, I will never grow tire,<br />

Cute things and unique scenes is what I create<br />

But there’s always something to communicate,<br />

With art and design I have the power<br />

I will play till I reach my finest hour.<br />

Ashley Coleman<br />

Fine Art; Senior<br />

Being an artist is an emotional and kinesthetic<br />

ritual for me. Psychology, science, and storytelling<br />

inform both my visual and poetical works,<br />

and I approach subjects that resonate with my<br />

life. Often a compromise between traditional<br />

working methods and innovative techniques<br />

through exploration, each of my pieces, whether<br />

written or visual, has its own personality.<br />

Cass Lyon<br />

Fine Arts; Senior<br />

Conscience or not, all individuals unavoidably<br />

make a choice as to what they believe. I am<br />

currently working on a series of relief prints<br />

and paintings illustrating my walk in faith as a<br />

Christian. My current body of work explores the<br />

concept of self-denial not just to worldly lusts<br />

but also to things such as self pity or anger. The<br />

figures I use in my work are making a spiritual<br />

choice to control how they will be influenced,<br />

often by blinding themselves wrapping a cloth<br />

around their eyes. Faith is neither an adjective<br />

nor noun, it is a verb.<br />

Daniele Armantrout<br />

Psychology; Sophomore<br />

Photography started out as a hobby for me, and<br />

now it is a passion. I shoot anything that catches<br />

my eye, although I have been developing my lifestyle<br />

and portrait photography. I try to capture<br />

the moment the way I see it so I can share it with<br />

others.<br />

Dyllon Sue<br />

Business Marketing, Writing Minor; Junior<br />

Born and raised in Honolulu, Hawai’i, my family<br />

and friends mean the world to me. I enjoy art<br />

whether it’s writing, poetry, photography (follow<br />

me on Instagram @dysue), or creating random<br />

recipes in the kitchen. Poetry allows me to<br />

express my thoughts and feelings on paper and<br />

replicate scenarios that I have in my mind. I pay<br />

much attention to detail and enjoy the elements<br />

of my poems that magnify certain areas. This<br />

is the first time my work is being published, so<br />

feedback is encouraged. Love you Sue’s: Ellarene,<br />

Dalton, Devynne, Denysse, and Rhyenne!<br />

Go Beavs!<br />

Emily Dicksa<br />

Public Health, Writing Minor; Senior<br />

My poetry comes from my desire to love and<br />

celebrate the people and world around me.<br />

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contributor’s notes<br />

Eric Callahan<br />

English; Junior<br />

I enjoy writing poetry and like to use it as a way<br />

of looking at my own ideas and beliefs.<br />

Hollie Arnold<br />

Fine Art; Junior<br />

I can’t be the only one who likes getting stuck<br />

behind those obnoxiously long trains, can I?<br />

Graffiti artists are some of the most creative<br />

people I know, their work reaching millions as it<br />

passes by on the moving galleries we get “stuck”<br />

behind. My recent work reflects the idea that<br />

there’s always a brighter side to a dull situation…<br />

That ‘clickety clack’ is the sound of inspiration.<br />

Jasmine Casimir<br />

Fine Arts; Senior<br />

The methods with which I navigate my own<br />

artistic process often include removal, addition,<br />

and removal again; a cathartic physical process. I<br />

am drawn to a deep, harsh, cool palette, layers of<br />

wash, and experimentation with textures. I find<br />

these techniques are most easily accomplished<br />

through painting and monotype print. The subject<br />

matter that is most often featured references<br />

aspects of the human condition, such as pain,<br />

self-image, humiliation, isolation, and curiosity.<br />

My work, to me, is all part of an ongoing process<br />

to evolve to the next idea, with many starts and<br />

no end.<br />

Jenna Jarvis<br />

English; Freshman<br />

I wrote my piece “Knock” about one month<br />

after my dad passed away from cancer in 2013.<br />

I still miss him every single day but writing that<br />

poem and a few other pieces, have helped me<br />

cope with the loss. I hope that my writing can<br />

bring comfort to other people who are dealing<br />

with any sort of heartache or any other internal<br />

struggle.<br />

Jerome Stretch<br />

Photography, Art History minor; Senior<br />

Untitled (Still Life With Malt Liquor) is part of a<br />

larger series of work that explores traditional<br />

aspects of still life paintings with contemporary<br />

and taboo subject matter. Juxtaposing counterculture<br />

paraphernalia with ornate backdrops<br />

and studio lighting, forces the viewer to question<br />

their expectations of still life.<br />

John Petticrime<br />

New Media Communications; 5th Year Senior<br />

Follow me on Instagram @petticrime<br />

Kathryn Hampton-Wonder<br />

Biology, Chemistry Minor; Sophomore<br />

I grew up in Portland, Oregon as an only child. I<br />

began writing poetry in high-school and enjoy<br />

the process of it, how normally dry, boring<br />

writing can become vivid and alive. Poems, to<br />

me, are like words made into music. They come<br />

from the heart instead of the head. Most of my<br />

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contributors’ notes<br />

poems are inspired by emotions, and my desire<br />

to hold that and translate it into a story so others<br />

can also experience it. One of my main goals<br />

in writing poetry is to transport my reader into<br />

the moment portrayed in the poem and have it<br />

resonate with their own experiences.<br />

Koa Tom<br />

Photography; Junior<br />

I don’t have a firm intent or purpose at this time-<br />

I’m seeing where this carries me, though I am<br />

not totally passive about it--I can’t know where<br />

to go until I know where there is to go. Hence,<br />

I am back in school. I am pursing photography<br />

because it was what I was filling my time with<br />

and felt my self in when I had some time. I have<br />

a love-hate relationship with school: I love it,<br />

but it keeps me from my other loves, like being<br />

outside. However, I believe this a step to get to<br />

where I want to go, which is take pictures and be<br />

outside. Love!<br />

Nicholas Browning<br />

English; Junior<br />

I wanted to write something really honest. So…<br />

here’s a story about me getting my ass kicked.<br />

I strived to make my prose convey a sense of<br />

personality, and show how a goofy insecure<br />

dude really thinks. This debacle changed me a<br />

lot as a person. I’ll be happy if a few people are<br />

entertained by my unfortunate adventure, and<br />

maybe spark a bit of contemplation, too. Thank<br />

you for reading.<br />

Peter Warlia<br />

Exploratory Studies, minor in Writing; Sophomore<br />

I’ve hailed from Eugene, Loveland (Colorado),<br />

and Portland, so far, living in a string of six houses<br />

through an upbringing of private, public and<br />

homeschooling in a family of seven. I’ve been<br />

lucky enough to have the chance to be part of<br />

some truly diverse circles of people, who all walk<br />

to wildly different beats. Growing up, I saw there<br />

are endless ways of looking at the world—endless<br />

stories in people and mountains and nations<br />

and stars. When I see a good one I do my best to<br />

remember it.<br />

Tanner Henderson<br />

Fine Arts; Senior<br />

I’ll be honest with you; I am still very much a pupil<br />

of art. I do have particular interests in expression<br />

but the main focus of my current work looks<br />

at the fundamentals of design. In my sculpture<br />

I explore materials and their involvement in<br />

the compositions. Recently I am interested in<br />

relationships between form, the physicality of<br />

the materials, and sometimes use. When it comes<br />

to making marks I am inspired by many surrealists<br />

of the past and grim artists such as Zdzislaw<br />

Beksinski and Dali. I also am particularly fond of<br />

expressive gesture—something which, I believe,<br />

is the root to all power in most images.<br />

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“I carry spiders and dreams of hyper-alert texture<br />

I’m one in a miss-matched wash of colors and white.”<br />

-Ashley Coleman “Marco Polo (Uncharted Poetry)” Page 14

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