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Currents Magazine Fall 2013

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PCH<br />

Playlist<br />

Play these songs and call us in the morn<br />

ing. Ford Tikson’s peppy beats will cure<br />

what ails you.<br />

"Live Forever"<br />

Drew Holcomb and the<br />

Neighbors<br />

"Farther Along"<br />

Josh Garrels<br />

"Old Pine"<br />

Ben Howard<br />

"Crash Into Me"<br />

The Dave Matthews<br />

Band<br />

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"After the Storm"<br />

Mumford & Sons<br />

injury and back on the field.<br />

And, back on the field, his body trudged on<br />

only for his collar bone to be snapped in a collision<br />

during a soccer game. It would seem that<br />

Ford would enjoy the time off, that he would<br />

allow his body the ability to recuperate and<br />

that he would slowly ease himself back into his<br />

proactive routine. But, slowing down is something<br />

Ford never really excelled at.<br />

Instead, Ford admits that his injuries only<br />

fueled his persistence, his desire and his will<br />

to get out on the field faster. His utter inability<br />

to give in to injury was fueled by every broken<br />

bone or pulled muscle he sustained. No blow<br />

was strong enough to bring him to his knees,<br />

but after years of enduring this cycle he finally<br />

recognizes why he would not allow injury to<br />

get to him.<br />

“I felt like I had found my friends, value,<br />

worth, success in sports. So, as I saw those slipping<br />

away, I felt like I was losing everything. I<br />

tried to get out there [again] probably too fast.<br />

Too fast for my body to handle.”<br />

Just as his collar bone had healed, almost<br />

like following a checklist, the next football<br />

game resulted in a broken radius and ulna in<br />

his left arm.<br />

Different arm, same injury.<br />

The cast came on, the cast came off, but Ford<br />

could not resist lunging back into the competitive<br />

sports world. God also kept up the fight.<br />

Subsequently, Ford ended up in the emergency<br />

room for his second broken collar bone, which<br />

he sustained in another soccer game. Different<br />

time in life, same injury, same tune.<br />

"Through high school and early college, I<br />

watched Ford become stronger in his brokenness.<br />

His spirit never left. He's always been a<br />

joyful guy, but with his injuries, a certain grit<br />

was added to his persistence and willpower<br />

that transformed him from 'energetic kid'<br />

to 'full-on crazy' in every way possible," said<br />

Ford's best friend, Ben Holtz.<br />

Because of all the accumulated injuries, doctors<br />

tested his marrow. Were his bones weaker?<br />

Was he pushing himself too hard? They found<br />

no answers. He was fine, and should be fine,<br />

but the history of broken bones was indicating<br />

otherwise.<br />

The history of broken bones and injury, for<br />

Ford, indicated that God was trying to get his<br />

attention by all means possible.<br />

He grabbed for the jersey, but God kept<br />

pulling it back. It was a spiritual tug-of-war, a<br />

sort of push and pull that he recognizes began<br />

very young with his earliest injury in the first<br />

grade when he needed a cast after extending<br />

the Achilles tendon in his left leg.<br />

“I do think that God was working to try to<br />

get me to realize that my identity wasn't tied<br />

to [sports]. I kind of always knew that he was<br />

calling me. I was — or could — be like Jonah<br />

running away, after my own will.”<br />

Desperate for the thrill of “getting out<br />

there” and running after his own will, Tikson<br />

and God finally had to reach an end to the tugo-war.<br />

They had to end the struggle. Someone<br />

was going to give in, and God intended for it<br />

to be Ford. He sustained his two greatest injuries<br />

before finally coming to terms with what<br />

God had in store.<br />

Diagnosis: DDS, or Disintegrated Disc<br />

Syndrome. The pressure that Ford had subjected<br />

his body had to literally crushed the disc<br />

between his fourth and fifth lumbar vertebrae<br />

in his spine. He still lives with the pain, and he<br />

still endures back problems, which have inhibited<br />

his ability to play and do as he did before.<br />

Ford didn’t have surgery to fix the disc. Instead,<br />

he simply tried to push through. But,<br />

this time God pushed back harder.<br />

During high school soccer game, an opponent<br />

thrust his spiked cleat into the back of<br />

his knee. Ford recalls the collision as purely a<br />

dirty play since the soccer ball wasn't anywhere<br />

near the two of them. One ruthless kick led to<br />

a torn ACL, broken femur and shredded cartilage.<br />

The injuries led to another two years of<br />

therapy, rehab, restless nights and pain.<br />

“Through those injuries were a lot of gnarly<br />

depressed stages, but I still feel like God was<br />

there the whole time. I just didn't look back<br />

[at Him] because I was legitimately angry for<br />

taking what I thought was my joy, my life, and<br />

my identity.”<br />

It took great pain, great injury and a great<br />

journey to bring Ford Tikson to a place of understanding<br />

with God.<br />

Ford now has been renewed in spirit to be<br />

and do whatever God calls him to.<br />

Ford's father says, "Someone once said,<br />

'God will only use a man greatly who has been<br />

hurt deeply.' With Ford we saw this crushed<br />

boy emerge into a powerful young man of God<br />

ready to be used greatly."<br />

Today, Ford maintains an active lifestyle and<br />

pursues his passion for the outdoors, but he is<br />

more aware of his body and knows when to<br />

stop. As a sports medicine major, he is learning<br />

more about the human body in terms of rehabilitation,<br />

therapy, improving strength and diagnosis<br />

— all of with which he has had years of<br />

personal experience. On campus, he works for<br />

Campus Recreation, which organizes exercise<br />

classes and recreational sports for students. Off<br />

campus, he trains others as a Crossfit instructor<br />

and works on improving his own physical<br />

strength — an incredible accomplishment after<br />

all the injuries he has endured.<br />

He may have suffered countless broken<br />

bones, but his lively spirit and undying faith<br />

are what keep him going.

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