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MM<br />

16<br />

ARTIST IN RESIDENCY<br />

<strong>Malaysian</strong> <strong>art</strong>ist, Marvin Chan,<br />

the alternate for the Freeman<br />

Foundation Asian <strong>Art</strong>ists’<br />

Fellowship 2010, was awarded<br />

the alternates grant by the<br />

Vermont Studio Center in May<br />

2010.<br />

This thriving <strong>art</strong>ist community<br />

is a melting pot for <strong>art</strong>ists and<br />

writers from around the world<br />

to explore and develop their<br />

work. Bringing back with him,<br />

in his bundle of experience,<br />

are pieces he constructed<br />

representing the people and the<br />

place. In this <strong>art</strong>icle is a piece<br />

he wrote refl ecting the subtle<br />

changes surrounding his journey<br />

from what he knew to what he<br />

realized.<br />

This being his fi rst time in the<br />

US, made him look at things<br />

differently, bent on making the<br />

best of this opportunity to go<br />

beyond the confi nes of what<br />

he already knew, he set himself<br />

free to the unpredictability of<br />

the medium instead of focusing<br />

on a controlled process. As<br />

he became more aware of<br />

the different environment, It is<br />

interesting to see how he is able<br />

to react and reinvent the way<br />

he makes his <strong>art</strong> and capture<br />

‘meaning’ in a refreshing<br />

aspect.<br />

In his own words, these works<br />

are a combination of painting,<br />

recycled materials and found<br />

objects which I put together<br />

to portray the people I met. I<br />

use the packaging from the<br />

things they use or consume,<br />

I sometimes supplement the<br />

work with found objects to<br />

underscore an aspect or a story<br />

of the person. I did these in<br />

Vermont studio center to make<br />

a cumulative representation of<br />

the <strong>art</strong>ist community there.<br />

What process can teach us<br />

I see my self<br />

In the mirror,<br />

I see my self<br />

In the people,<br />

I speak the same language<br />

But not the same meaning,<br />

I am not,<br />

but I am<br />

A table which I made into a ‘life’ to ‘painting/collage’<br />

interfacing device<br />

otherwise called a palette. THE<br />

I displaced my self<br />

and <strong>now</strong> I see<br />

I am standing in klia,<br />

waving to my wife,<br />

I walk further<br />

into the glass enclave,<br />

still waving to my wife.<br />

I do not k<strong>now</strong><br />

what to expect<br />

nor what is<br />

really<br />

expected of me.<br />

All I k<strong>now</strong> is trepidation.<br />

The fl ight<br />

will reach Hongkong<br />

in three hours.<br />

I am relieved.<br />

Only three hours from home.<br />

I am in khai tak airport.<br />

I am three hours<br />

away from home.<br />

I call jessica.<br />

Five hours later.<br />

the fl ight attendant waves to<br />

show<br />

the nearest exits and<br />

demonstrates<br />

how to put on a lifejacket.<br />

This will be the second time<br />

today.<br />

It looks bleak.<br />

The cabin jitter<br />

is brought to a crescendo<br />

by a chorus of screaming<br />

engines,<br />

the plane peels<br />

away from the tarmac,<br />

pulling me<br />

further<br />

away<br />

from what I k<strong>now</strong>.<br />

A carpet of clouds,<br />

a cough<br />

wheeze<br />

the smell<br />

COUNSEL of STRANGERS l Marvin Chan<br />

Portrait of Victor Castro from Mexico.<br />

I used the Whisky bottle we were drinking from,<br />

after work of course.<br />

of airline food<br />

punctuate my melancholia,<br />

I am starving.<br />

15 hours<br />

I am in JFK airport,<br />

it looks strangely similar<br />

to the old Subang airport,<br />

swiftlets glide<br />

past tarpaulin sheets<br />

stuck to the ceiling<br />

joined to plastic tubes.<br />

that hang downwards to...<br />

somewhere<br />

stains pepper the carpet,<br />

and immigration offi cers<br />

pepper the crowd.<br />

they scowl<br />

scrutinize<br />

and direct<br />

I am greeted by<br />

a stoic looking<br />

Latin-American<br />

immigration offi cer,<br />

he stokes my intention<br />

on why I am here for a month.<br />

So I answered him<br />

I couldn’t stay for two months.<br />

He was perplexed by my<br />

answer,<br />

I wanted to sleep.<br />

5am,<br />

a beeping<br />

sound yanks me<br />

from my cocoon,<br />

the cold<br />

New York wind<br />

bites.<br />

I am on my way<br />

to burlington.<br />

We were piled into an airplane<br />

no bigger than a bus.<br />

the fl ight attendant<br />

did her ritual<br />

and then the seats shook,<br />

the e<strong>art</strong>h pulled away like a shy<br />

lover<br />

dashing into the clouds.<br />

We arrive,<br />

it is s<strong>now</strong>ing.<br />

It is spring.<br />

Strange but refreshing,<br />

I haven’t seen s<strong>now</strong> in a while.<br />

My pants drop<br />

as I removed all metallic<br />

objects(my belt buckle<br />

included)<br />

from my body,<br />

past the metal detector<br />

and into a van.<br />

In the van;<br />

after all this trouble,<br />

I had better come back<br />

with something.<br />

And I probably did.<br />

I found my self,<br />

in the counsel of strangers.<br />

Day one,<br />

I brought nothing,<br />

to refuse myself the comfort<br />

of k<strong>now</strong>ing<br />

familiarity<br />

and left myself<br />

no choice<br />

but to learn.<br />

I had 4tubes of colors.<br />

given to me by Andrea.<br />

Andrea runs the studio store.<br />

A pack of brushes<br />

from Katherine Widen<br />

66cents.<br />

“My mom gave these to me”<br />

she said.<br />

The fi rst week swept by<br />

in waves of delirium,<br />

An ebb-tide of the past,<br />

present<br />

and the future.<br />

I didn’t have canvas,<br />

I didn’t have painting mediums,<br />

I didn’t have a piece of paper<br />

to write this down.<br />

I found a door.<br />

some walls.<br />

some trash.<br />

a cafe.<br />

a bottle of turpenoid.<br />

and<br />

an epiphany.<br />

I fi nd myself<br />

in the people.<br />

Mark Hallet<br />

Dan Allen<br />

Harlan Mack<br />

Who smile at me<br />

gave me brushes<br />

canvas and a location<br />

I often hear people<br />

pose the question,<br />

who am I,<br />

who are you,<br />

who are we?<br />

(I will kiss the land from where I<br />

come from.)<br />

But for <strong>now</strong><br />

I am<br />

Max Naff<br />

Katherine Widen<br />

Kim Su-hyun<br />

Kendra Denny<br />

Ariel Churnin<br />

Mary Lamboley<br />

David Kearns<br />

G todd haun<br />

Tatiana Klacsmann<br />

They were the<br />

people who worked<br />

in the church studio<br />

Joshua Abelow<br />

Catherine Altice<br />

Nandi Comer<br />

Lourdes R Correa<br />

They are also<br />

the people who<br />

call out my name.<br />

Suzanne Bennet<br />

Marie-Claude Bouthillier<br />

Zel Brook<br />

Welcome to my studio for the month.<br />

A space I was eager to defi ne as my diary,<br />

yes, marvbook :P<br />

The walls were permeable<br />

so we could hear each other

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