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file:///E|/Funny%20&%20Weird%20Shit/75%20-%20Stephen%20King%20Books/Stephen%20King%20-%20Pet%20Sematary.htmmight stand to offer a eulogy. Sprawled in the flowers was Goldman, also weeping. Water from theoverturned vases trickled. The flowers, some of them crushed and mangled, gave off their turgid scenteven more strongly.Rachel was screaming and screaming.Louis could not respond to her screams. The image of Gage in Mickey Mouse ears was fading, but notbefore he heard a voice announcing there would be fireworks later that evening. He sat with his face inhis hands, not wanting them to see him anymore, his tear-stained face, his loss, his guilt, his pain, hisshame, most of all his cowardly wish to be dead and out of this blackness.The funeral director and Dory Goldman led Rachel out. She was still screaming. Later on, in anotherroom (one that Louis assumed was reserved especially for those overcome with grief— the Hysterics’Parlor, perhaps) she became very silent. Louis himself, dazed but sane and in control, sedated her thistime, after insisting that the two of them be left alone.At home he led her up to bed and gave her another shot. Then he pulled the covers up to her chin andregarded her waxy, pallid face.“Rachel, I’m sorry,” he said. “I’d give anything in the world to take that back.”“It’s all right,” she said in a strange, flat voice and then rolled over on her side, turning away from him.He heard the tired old question Are you all right? rising to his lips and pushed it back. It wasn’t a truequestion; it wasn’t what he really wanted to know.“How bad are you?” he asked finally.“Pretty bad, Louis,” she said and then uttered a sound that could have been a laugh. “I am terrible, infact.”Something more seemed required, but Louis could not supply it. He felt suddenly resentful of her, ofSteve Masterton, of Missy Dandridge and her husband with his arrowhead-shaped adam’s apple, of thewhole damned crew. Why should he have to be the eternal supplier? What sort of shit was that?He turned off the light and left. He found that he could not give much more to his daughter.For one wild moment, regarding her in her shadowy room, he thought she was Gage—the thought cameto him that the wholefile:///E|/Funny%20&%20Weird%20Shit/75%20-%20St...20Books/Stephen%20King%20-%20Pet%20Sematary.htm (197 of 333)7/28/2005 9:21:49 PM

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