The <strong>Caribbean</strong> <strong>Examiner</strong><strong>CXC</strong> NEWS<strong>CXC</strong> Top Awardees’TNT experienceSamantha KhanThe call came around nine in themorning. I can’t remember much of what Iwas doing, only that I thought it was strangefor my former high school to be contacting meat that hour of the day. My mother answeredthe phone and within a few seconds her eyeswidened, shooting me a meaningful glance. Icould tell from her tone that it was good news.But calling this particular bit of news “good”might be one of the biggest understatementsthat I have ever made. Good? <strong>May</strong>be.Fantastic? Closer. Life-changing? Definitely.The feeling of being named one of <strong>CXC</strong>’stop awardees is almost indescribable. It wasa mixture of shock, excitement, joy, extremeaccomplishment and even a little confusion. Ifelt certain that they had made a mistake. It wasonly when we, the awardees, were all gatheredaround the dining table at the Hyatt RegencyHotel did I really understand that it was nota mistake. We fell into such warm chatter,getting to know each other as we laughed aboutnothing at all, and it was clear that we werealways meant to be friends. Thus began one ofthe most memorable weeks of my life.The days were spent on an action-packedofficial schedule and the nights trying to evadesleep as long as humanly possible. We metboth the President and Minister of Education(events that only occur in the land of dreams),visited many historical sites and experiencedthe culture of Trinidad and Tobago like neverbefore. Each moment was exciting, enrichingand almost surreal. We spent our bus rideslaughing, singing and generally making noiseas we tried to get as much as we could outof every second with each other. Sometimesthough, we were completely silent when atlast we gave in to the fatigue dragging at oureyelids and said, “Ok, let’s sleep now so we canwake tonight.” And wake we did. Every night,without fail, we gathered in a different room58 MAY <strong>2012</strong> www.cxc.org
The <strong>Caribbean</strong> <strong>Examiner</strong>Awardees waiting in the departure lounge in Trinidadon their way to TobagoAre we there yet?and made some more noise, interacting likelong-lost siblings, finding things in commonwith each other that we didn’t know one couldhave in common with another person.The top awardees programme succeededin giving us insight into the behind-the-sceneswork of <strong>CXC</strong> and strengthening our conceptof the importance of inter-regional ties. Itsurprised us with a wonderful reward for ourdiligence and let us know just how much thatdiligence is valued, inspiring us to continueto be dedicated to our education. Most ofall, it helped a band of unique young peopleto meet each other, forming bonds that willundoubtedly last beyond a lifetime.River ProvidenceWhether we like it or not, from young,expectations are thrust upon us by all around us.Go to school, try your hardest, get a job, try yourhardest, live well, and try your hardest. How onedeals with these demands is yet another thingall together. Truthfully, sometimes it’s easier toaccept these demands, other times, not to try atall. I’ve tried hard though, in my life, to do what’sbest for me and to be satisfied with my best.Therefore, it is, for want of a better, ‘wicked’ whenyour best can be the best. It is almost unbelievablethat you could accomplish so much for all yourhard work and be recognised for your efforts.For my sister and I, our trip to Trinidad andTobago was a celebration of our effort. We sawthis trip as a celebration of all of our efforts, allthe late nights studying, the gallons of coffee wedrank and the days we went to school lookinglike zombies. Had we any expectations of ourtime to come? Not really, but I suppose thatis what the draw was after we got through theinitial shock of it all. It was a chance to experiencesomething new, in a new place with new people,the awardees, who, in just four days, we grew tolove so much that it seemed that we had beenfriends forever.Looking back on our time in Trinidad andTobago, although every aspect was wonderful,it would be the camaraderie that we valued themost. The chance to meet and get to know suchwonderful people, the awardees, our wonderfulsixth form tour guides all across sweet Trinidadand Tobago and our caretakers on the trip.However, the chance to meet such brilliant,intelligent people such as the awardees, withwhom we shared so much in common, from allacross our beautiful region, embodied exactlywhat it means to be West Indian, whether theywere, from Jamaica, Trinidad and Tobago,Guyana or even as far away as Belize. Weembodied our region through our love of cricket,our many accents, our musical styles, our foods,how we ate them, through our favourite types ofliterature, our favourite authors and our manytraditions. Sharing and learning with so manywith whom we had so much in common, was anamazing and freeing experience.Trinidad and Tobago left us with momentsthat will last forever. From our first day exploringbig, beautiful Port-of-Spain, that seemed tovibrate with an energy that, if you listened closelyyou could hear the air hum, to meeting so manyinteresting people, so ready to share stories thatremind you of people back home and seeing thedaily grind, the daily struggle of people to live,that was almost comforting for me. I experiencedthe vibrant personalities of Trinidadians and thelovely calm, cheerfulness of Tobagonians, andmost of all, being with people you like, respectand care about. We will always remember ourdays in Trinidad and Tobago with our friends,eating lots, playing Mao and sleeping in thecorridors of the Hyatt. We can barely wait forthe reunion.www.cxc.org MAY <strong>2012</strong> 59