11.07.2015 Views

November - Panun Kashmir

November - Panun Kashmir

November - Panun Kashmir

SHOW MORE
SHOW LESS

Create successful ePaper yourself

Turn your PDF publications into a flip-book with our unique Google optimized e-Paper software.

<strong>Kashmir</strong> Sentinel <strong>November</strong> 2002Tears are dribbling incessantly from my eyesHow to bear with pain and agonyCall him loud and clearAgain she says -O friend, why does he kill me by inches?I left my native abode for himWhy does he not take care of me?He deserted me in the dense darknight**I am a youthful beauty, abandoned my abode for him whole day passed awaiting himHis gnawing indifference has rendered me madI bear with taunts flung by one and allAddressing her husband she in all despair busts out -O, my love,You were the friend of my youthInitially I knew not how to value itWasted it away, Now I am pining and witheringShow me your countenance, I am dying for a mere glimpseO, friend of my youth.There is an exemplary confluence of hope and despair in the love-laden lyrics of Arnimal. Helplessness,unfathomable perseverance, endless wait and incessant agony are the emotional states that weave thewarp and woof of her lyrical orchestrations. But the world of her intense emotions is lacking in broadsweep. Her lyrics limpidly mirror the mind of a deserted woman who is in deep despair, lonely andyearning for a rendezvous with her spouse distances away from her. She is in anguish yet she is hopefuland optimistic. She is a broken reed, yet she yearns for a concourse with her husband who has forsakenher. Malice and ill-will never come her way. She could have screamed fire and fury at her husband whohas cruelly left her high and dry. But she maintains her calm and poise. Says she -Your love impelled me to abandon my abode you knit up your brows and frowned at meI wished you long life as that of Lomesh RishiWho ill-advised you not to return to me?Pouring out her heart Arnimal says -Would that he were to come onceI would sacrifice my life for himWhy he trampled me, a creeper that has fully bloomedO friend, I have none to confideI am teased and mocked atWhat if he does not talk to meLet him live long and be happyLet him be with my co-wifeArnimal is tormented by pangs of separation and is in hell-fires of despair, yet she sings of hope andhappiness -O hope of the hopefuls! enliven my heart with hopeRemove dark despair from it1-4 <strong>Panun</strong> <strong>Kashmir</strong> PublicationPDF created with FinePrint pdfFactory Pro trial version www.pdffactory.com

Hooray! Your file is uploaded and ready to be published.

Saved successfully!

Ooh no, something went wrong!