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“I was listening to this piece over <strong>and</strong> over again during my despair after divorce<strong>and</strong> thinking about committing suicide. -- There was a story in the piece which toldabout the only girl st<strong>and</strong>ing on the bridge <strong>and</strong> staring at black water of the riverflowing underneath.”Many of the pieces investigated seem to tell sad stories about loss <strong>and</strong> mourning.They were loaded with strong metaphors, figures of speech that seem to containJungian (Jung, 1978) archetypical material. The main archetypes were related towater, crossing a river, st<strong>and</strong>ing on a bridge, foggy l<strong>and</strong>scape, shadows <strong>and</strong> oneof the most important -- the archetypal female figure “anima,” which could befound in many songs. These songs seemed to have a close relation to the unconscious,the content of which they were transferring to the conscious in a symbolic<strong>for</strong>m.The songs seemed to tell stories to the suffering individual which on the one h<strong>and</strong>gave hope <strong>and</strong> on the other h<strong>and</strong> seemed to help the individual to calm down <strong>and</strong>work through her/his strong emotional problems, which could not be h<strong>and</strong>led otherwise.The pieces contain a lot of psychic meanings related to people life situations.After this investigation I became strongly interested in the Jungian analyticpsychology <strong>and</strong> symbolism. Jungian archetypes <strong>and</strong> their relation to music <strong>and</strong>musical expression are seldom related to theories of music therapy. This is a bitstrange because Jung himself once said: “<strong>Music</strong> is irritating me because musiciansare h<strong>and</strong>ling very deep archetypal psychic material without being aware ofthis.” Jung himself wrote very much about symbolism <strong>and</strong> <strong>for</strong>ms of art without sayinganything about music. Perhaps this is why Jungian analytic psychology,archetypes, synchrony <strong>and</strong> collective unconscious have remained a kind of unwrittenpage in the “theoretical book” of music therapy. I started systematically investigatingJungian theory <strong>and</strong> archetypes <strong>and</strong> started an on-going research project ofmeaningful life experiences <strong>and</strong> music, which is explained in brief in the nextchapter. Actually I also have a limited number of materials from Canadian musictherapy students which Professor Ahonen-Eerikainen kindly helped me to collect.Nothing Else Matters -- <strong>Music</strong> as a means of working through traumasI was thinking about my research design <strong>and</strong> decided to use music as a means oftuning on the subject group’s imagination with suitable pieces of music. Then thesubject group (at the time approximately 250 persons) was asked to write a storyof their most important life-experience <strong>and</strong> tell about the piece of music related tothis experience.I applied a diary writing method developed by Jungian psychoanalyst Ira Progoff(1973, 1975) that I modified by using a particular piece of music (Apocalyptic’scello version of Metallica’s Nothing Else Matters piece) in order to evoke the subjectgroup’s memories <strong>and</strong> mental pictures. I have by now got 250 rich <strong>and</strong> manyfacedstories about the most meaningful moments in the subject group’s life histories<strong>and</strong> pieces of music essentially related to them.These experiences were mostly dramatic, very much alike <strong>and</strong> they weredescribed by using quite similar metaphors. The most meaningful moment were1) the lost idyll of childhood, 2) first love <strong>and</strong> getting a baby as a life changingexperience, 3) despair <strong>and</strong> mourning related to losing one’s love, 4) other meaningfullife experiences <strong>and</strong> losses <strong>and</strong> 5) the experience of finding a new direction,individuality <strong>and</strong> integration. These themes were not separate but usually many ofthem were represented in a single story. Some examples:“I was sitting at home in great anxiety. I was feeling bad because I could not at allopen myself in the music therapy group meetings. I put the radio on <strong>and</strong> there itwas: “If you wish you can fly, if you believe you have wings...when you look at themirror you can see your opponent”...this gave me strength to open up <strong>and</strong> mirrormyself through the therapy group. Something just slick to its place in my mind.”“I was coming back from the hospital where I was meeting my deadly sick father.The next day I was told that I don’t have to come anymore because my fatherdied last night. Mother’s helplessness <strong>and</strong> grief was awful <strong>and</strong> I tried to hide mypain somewhere. Suddenly a piece of music is coming in my mind “I Gotta GetOut Of This Place” (The Animals). So I traveled away after a couple of days.”“My mother died suddenly. I was listening to the Rolling Stones’ piece Mothers littleHelper -- I just understood the meaning of these words later.”I could not get a child <strong>and</strong> we were trying <strong>and</strong> trying with my husb<strong>and</strong>. I was sosad <strong>and</strong> lonely. During evenings I was playing my piano <strong>and</strong> I played very oftenthe same piece, Rolling Stones’s Tears are Passing by... It is the evening of theday. I sit <strong>and</strong> watch the children play. The smiling faces all I see they are not <strong>for</strong>me...this piece is telling my story. I could work through my problem <strong>and</strong> we decidedto prepare <strong>for</strong> adopting a child.”The life-stories represented existential depth underlining the constant change oflight <strong>and</strong> shadows in human life. The experiences were very strong <strong>and</strong> sudden<strong>and</strong> they seemed to be related to the Jungian archetypes <strong>and</strong> synchrony. The<strong>for</strong>m of these experiences was often such that somebody who is suffering is sittingalone <strong>and</strong> then he/she hears a song from example the radio, which is tellinghis/her story. Usually they were the metaphors, which said that you can solveyour problem, there is a way out from your despair <strong>and</strong> it is only you who canmake a change. <strong>Music</strong> <strong>and</strong> songs seem to have this kind of function becausemusic says much more that you can say only by words. It is just songs that relateemotions <strong>and</strong> words together in new ways <strong>and</strong> “the symbolic distance” from musicis giving the extra energy <strong>for</strong> the psychic work needed <strong>for</strong> solving one’s personalproblems.The stories also told about the process where losses in earlier life phases arereactivated <strong>and</strong> repeated in later life experiences - one must move from onephase of life to another without sufficient maturity. <strong>Music</strong> seems to play a verymeaningful <strong>and</strong> important role in working through these experiences. <strong>Music</strong> is givinghope, consolation <strong>and</strong> new ideas in the hard situations of life. <strong>Music</strong> is givinghope, consolation <strong>and</strong> new ideas in the hard situations of life. In this sense musicalso functions as an important means of self-healing. The meaning of music isbased on moving <strong>and</strong> flexible cathexes (psychic energy) of human psyche, whichhelp the individual to bind his/her anxiety <strong>and</strong> restlessness of musical objects. Sothis is some kind of a shortcut to my research project.I am very honored <strong>and</strong> proud because I could write to your new journal <strong>and</strong> wishthat Finnish music therapists could continue this kind of collaboration with ourCanadian friends <strong>and</strong> colleagues.KEY WORDS: <strong>Music</strong>, life histories, meaningful moments in one’s life, mourning,cathexis <strong>and</strong> binding.References:Jung, C.G. (1978). Man <strong>and</strong> his Symbols. Conceived <strong>and</strong> Edited by Carl Jung.London: Picador.Lehtonen, K. & Niemela, M. (1997). Kielikuvista Mielikuviin (from language picturesto mental pictures). Publications of the Unviersity of Turku. Department ofEducation A: 177.Progoff, I. (1973). Jung, Synchronity <strong>and</strong> Human Destiny. New York : Dell.Progoff, I. (1975). At the Journal Workshop. New York: Dialogue HouseWorkshop.www..wlu.ca.5

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