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July 4, 2003, was the saddest day <strong>in</strong> mylife. That was the day I lost someoneI loved. That was the day I lost mybrother Ericher.One year before on the same date, myfamily went to Cochituate Beach. Wehad lots of fun. It was so much fun we didn’t want toleave. They had lifeguards take everyone out of thewater every 20 m<strong>in</strong>utes so they could check to see ifanyone was miss<strong>in</strong>g or if anyone drowned. I felt safe.On July 4, we tried to return to the same beachbut one of the lifeguards w<strong>ho</strong> worked there did notlet us <strong>in</strong> because it was too full. My family was madbecause we didn’t know what to do. As we weredriv<strong>in</strong>g around to look for another beach, we foundCochituate Lake. We decided to go there <strong>in</strong>stead.After we unpacked the car, my two younger brothersMalv<strong>in</strong> and Ericher and I went to the lake to swim. Myyoungest brother Ericher was scared of the water sohe only stayed <strong>in</strong> the shallow area. My mom was look<strong>in</strong>gat us the w<strong>ho</strong>le time, and then, when she turnedto look at Malv<strong>in</strong> and me, she didn’t see Ericheranymore. Mom and I looked for him for 10 m<strong>in</strong>utes,but we didn’t f<strong>in</strong>d him. F<strong>in</strong>ally, we heard a man yell,‘W<strong>ho</strong>’s this kid belong to that I found <strong>in</strong> the water?’He was stand<strong>in</strong>g up, <strong>ho</strong>ld<strong>in</strong>g my brother with his twohands, shak<strong>in</strong>g. He lay my brother on the ground andgave him cardiopulmonary resuscitation, or CPR, butit was too late. Ericher was already gone.They didn’t let my mom <strong>in</strong> the ambulance becausethey knew it was too late. He was already dead. MyArtwork by: Shisha K<strong>in</strong>gfather drove us to the <strong>ho</strong>spital <strong>in</strong> his car. They made uswait <strong>in</strong> the wait<strong>in</strong>g room for 15 m<strong>in</strong>utes. Then the nursecame and said that it was too late and he was gone. Weall cried. We didn’t know what to do. I couldn’t believeit. It was like a nightmare, only true. Then we wentback to Boston. Everybody was <strong>in</strong> our <strong>ho</strong>use. Somepeople were cry<strong>in</strong>g and some people couldn’t believewhat happened either. It just made me th<strong>in</strong>k about itand cry more.This affected me dur<strong>in</strong>g the sc<strong>ho</strong>ol year; when Iwas <strong>in</strong> class, I would put my head down and cry. Irepeated the year because it was too hard to study and Icouldn’t concentrate. I had never lost anyone <strong>in</strong> my life.Sometimes I asked myself “why didn’t I help him?” butpeople tell me all the time it wasn’t my fault. Still I th<strong>in</strong>kI s<strong>ho</strong>uld have been with him the w<strong>ho</strong>le time. Maybenoth<strong>in</strong>g bad would have happened. I feel like I’m miss<strong>in</strong>ga piece of me. Every time I th<strong>in</strong>k about him, my littlebrother on the ground dead, tears come out of my eyes.Every story has an end<strong>in</strong>g. Everyone has to die oneday, but I also th<strong>in</strong>k God s<strong>ho</strong>uld not have taken mybrother from us. He was only 4 years old. He didn’teven get to experience life like other people. There aremany people w<strong>ho</strong> are a waste of time like crack heads,alco<strong>ho</strong>lics, and some people <strong>in</strong> jail. These are thepeople w<strong>ho</strong> deserve not to live because they’re wast<strong>in</strong>glife. Now I receive counsel<strong>in</strong>g so I’m not as stressed asI used to be. Now I can concentrate better <strong>in</strong> sc<strong>ho</strong>ol.But there’s a piece of me miss<strong>in</strong>g and I’ll never get overmy brother’s death.Artwork by: Kelv<strong>in</strong> Tr<strong>in</strong>idadIt’s December 2003 and I am sitt<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> my socialstudies class <strong>in</strong> Haiti. The pr<strong>in</strong>cipal comes andknocks at my classroom door, ask<strong>in</strong>g for me. Idid not expect this and the first t<strong>ho</strong>ught I have isthat I’m <strong>in</strong> trouble, but I am not. The pr<strong>in</strong>cipal takesme to his office and tells me my father is com<strong>in</strong>g topick me up from sc<strong>ho</strong>ol. I am aga<strong>in</strong> surprised. I askthe pr<strong>in</strong>cipal if there is someth<strong>in</strong>g I s<strong>ho</strong>uld know andhe replies “no.” Twenty m<strong>in</strong>utes later, my father hasarrived, and I repeatedly ask him if everyth<strong>in</strong>g is OK.He says ‘yes,’ and I feel relieved. He says he’s tak<strong>in</strong>gmy sibl<strong>in</strong>gs and me to the US Embassy. I am 13 yearsold and I don’t know much at this po<strong>in</strong>t, but when Iarrive at the embassy, everyth<strong>in</strong>g seems to go well.After a week passes, my father comes to me at<strong>ho</strong>me and tells me to get ready because I am leav<strong>in</strong>gHaiti for Boston. I am so excited at that momentbecause it is a dream come true. Now it’s midnightand I cannot sleep because of the news. I feel happyand sad all at once. I am start<strong>in</strong>g to question whetherI s<strong>ho</strong>uld leave or stay. It is a confus<strong>in</strong>g moment forme because I love my parents so much and I do notwant to leave them beh<strong>in</strong>d but I have no c<strong>ho</strong>ice but toobey my father. The next day I ask him why I am theonly one leav<strong>in</strong>g Haiti for Boston. He tells me it is asecurity issue.I am confused because I t<strong>ho</strong>ught he loved me, so Iask if he loves me, why is he send<strong>in</strong>g me away? Hisreply is that he never wanted to but there is no otherc<strong>ho</strong>ice. I wish I could spend every second of my lifewith my father. Even now, I know he misses me, buthe doesn’t express it to me. I can feel it <strong>in</strong> his voicewhen I am talk<strong>in</strong>g to him on the telep<strong>ho</strong>ne. I talk to myfather almost every day; there isn’t a day I don’t spendth<strong>in</strong>k<strong>in</strong>g about him. S<strong>in</strong>ce the day I arrived <strong>in</strong> the US, Inever understood why he made such a sacrifice.I remember Haiti <strong>in</strong> 2003. Homicide and kidnapp<strong>in</strong>gis rampant. The government and some supportersare kill<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong>nocent people and robb<strong>in</strong>g the rich. Thechimers (thugs) are armed and they appear not tohave any feel<strong>in</strong>gs; they are hurt<strong>in</strong>g anyone they canfor their needs. They try to take my brother away butour neighbors stand up for him. The thugs have onlyone c<strong>ho</strong>ice: to let my brother go free. The chimerspersecute my family. We are never safe around them.My father did not want any of his family to be hurtaga<strong>in</strong>. My father never wanted us to be away fromhim, especially me, because I am the youngest and heknows I need him. My father made the best and worstsacrifice when he sent me away. Now I f<strong>in</strong>ally understandwhy he made such a sacrifice. It is because heloves me and his actions demonstrate <strong>ho</strong>w much Imean to him. My father is the most <strong>in</strong>fluential person<strong>in</strong> my life because he s<strong>ho</strong>wed me <strong>ho</strong>w much he caresfor and loves me, so I can do better <strong>in</strong> life than he has.He is my hero.I write this story not only because of what I wentthrough leav<strong>in</strong>g family and Haiti for the US, but alsobecause of <strong>ho</strong>w this experience cont<strong>in</strong>ues to affectme. Education is what I am look<strong>in</strong>g for: to go to collegeand graduate with a bachelor’s degree <strong>in</strong> pharmacyand a major <strong>in</strong> bus<strong>in</strong>ess. My dream is to be su<strong>cc</strong>essful,to make my father proud of me.i.