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“Oh GOd, yOur sea is sO larGe and my ship is sO small”

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where <strong>my</strong> father stood a million years ago to have h<strong>is</strong> picturetaken, too. My son wore the same hat h<strong>is</strong> gr<strong>and</strong>father wore. Istood at the wheel in the pilothouse where Bud Hoseck wouldst<strong>and</strong> a watch at the helm. I did not look for dust.Feeling both intensely alone <strong>and</strong> intensely scrutinized, Iclimbed to the conning tower <strong>and</strong> looked out over the well deck tothe gigantic power winch on the bow <strong>and</strong> beyond to the bay. Isaid a prayer, nothing in particular, just a sort of offering to thegods of war, fathers <strong>and</strong> memory.In the years since 2001, 1091 has become a museum mooredin downtown Eureka, a tour<strong>is</strong>t attraction. It serves meals cookedin the galley <strong>and</strong> ladled onto mess trays. It has a dues-payingmember<strong>ship</strong> association. LCIs are prospering, it turns out:Another one, 713, <strong>is</strong> being restored in Portl<strong>and</strong>, Ore.“I brought the original comm<strong>is</strong>sioning pennant,” I said toCaptain Ralph.“Let’s run it up,” he said.It’s faded now, a long thin thing with seven stars <strong>and</strong> twostripes, red <strong>and</strong> white. With rare exceptions, one flies from themast of every American war<strong>ship</strong>, a Navy ritual. Th<strong>is</strong> one flewwhen the <strong>ship</strong> powered out of the yard in Michigan.We ho<strong>is</strong>ted it, along with the American flag. Symbolically oreven technically, the pennant meant the <strong>ship</strong> was <strong>my</strong> father’s, orso I chose to interpret Navy regulations at that moment.It’s not even past.I saluted. I took a picture.Dad, I hope you know.14 | ELSIE ITEM | October 2011

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