62Mrs. Wagner and her son Ben liked to hit golf ballsfrom their freshly clipped lawn down into the water. Theylived on a piece <strong>of</strong> property that overlooked a steep ravine,which they owned, and the Narragansett Bay, which theydid not. Mrs. Wagner was good at golf—especially for awoman, and a woman <strong>of</strong> her age—but Ben was better andhe would <strong>of</strong>ten instruct his mother on her swing. Crouchingon the ground, safely out <strong>of</strong> range, he would say, “You’relifting your knees, Mom—you’re looking to see whereit’s going before you hit it, so you’re topping the ball.Remember when I took those lessons at the club? Scotttold me that the key to a solid drive was to keep your bodyrelaxed.” Mrs. Wagner would adjust her stance; she, too,took lessons at the club, once a week in season, and herswing was a great source <strong>of</strong> personal frustration. It wasdifficult for a woman to accumulate enough power in herupper body for a good, hard shot.agawam golf & hunt rosetta youngAs a family, the Wagners belonged to AgawamGolf and Hunt. Of course, for Ben and his mother, hittinggolf balls from their lawn was an irreplaceable activity; itcontained a plunk <strong>of</strong> victory that a full game never would.However, they learned to extend this pleasure—one couldn’tpretend, Ben <strong>of</strong>ten thought, that golf was a game <strong>of</strong> drivesalone. To forget it was a sport, to forget it occurred ona tailored course, with greens and flags and holes andscorecards, would be a lie. And the course at the club wasbeautiful. Impeccably maintained, the only imperfectionwas the telephone tower and its wires, and these hadalways been there; the course had been built around them.If you hit the tower—its tack-metal skeleton looming nearthe seventh hole—you had the option <strong>of</strong> taking a mulligan.Ben and his mother repeated this rule <strong>of</strong>ten betweenthemselves and even more <strong>of</strong>ten to guests. They loved thefair, firm line <strong>of</strong> it; they wished they could live their lives byits logic.
So, it was for a different kind <strong>of</strong> luxury that Ben and hismother—and, really, the whole Wagner family, his father, sister andbrother, too—would load their golf bags into the back <strong>of</strong> the car andhead to the club. The rest <strong>of</strong> the family played golf, although theyscarcely knew it, to give Ben and Mrs. Wagner the illusion <strong>of</strong> casualintimacy. The truth was, his sister Lillian, at the age <strong>of</strong> ten, enjoyedthe club for its pool and would swim laps in her floral one piece, asshe put it, hand on her hip, “to tone her figure.” And his brother wasa tennis player while his father, it was plain to see, loved sitting on alawn chair in the shade, reading the newspaper and drinking iced tea.After conquering the stretch <strong>of</strong> highway that led out <strong>of</strong> Providence, theWagners would disperse to their individual activities <strong>of</strong> leisure, which,invariably, left Mrs. Wagner and her son to play a round <strong>of</strong> golf alone.Their shadows were a familiar sight at the end <strong>of</strong> the long summer day,the two <strong>of</strong> them always being the last to abandon the course beforedinner.63•This is why Mrs. Stevenson is surprised to see Ben at the firsthole without his mother. Peering through the window gallery, she hadwatched them play all season from the dining room. Having been atthe club every summer for the past 20 years, she knows the ways <strong>of</strong> theother members. She herself would now only golf the front nine; she is67 and the beating sun drives spots into her vision. Her husband is deadanyway and, as everyone knows, it is infinitely less fun to play outside<strong>of</strong> a couple. Mrs. Stevenson’s children are in their 30s, both <strong>of</strong> them,and married, one living in the recesses <strong>of</strong> Massachusetts, the other inthe wilds <strong>of</strong> Connecticut.Now, she spends a lot <strong>of</strong> time traveling, and when she is noton another continent, she is at the club. Three afternoons a weekshe lunches with Mrs. Molona in the dining room. Over the pastfive years, Mrs. Molona has become her closest friend, though theyseldom talk <strong>of</strong> more than their children (neither has grandchildrenand their anticipation is earnest and intense), the politics <strong>of</strong> the club’smanagement and the traffic outside the window gallery. They wouldstretch a lunch over three hours, taking care to observe the comings andgoings on the front pavilion and the first hole. They feel their insightsare keen and important. In each other, finally, is the audience a lifetime
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