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ABC Amber ePub Converter Trial version, http://www.processtext.com/abcepub.htmlPRISON OF WATCHES, CLOCKS, AND CALENDARS. YOU RATTLE BARSFORGED OF HOURS AND DAYS, BUT YOU’VE PADLOCKED THE DOORWITH PAST, PRESENT, AND FUTURE.PUNY MINDS NEED PUNY CAVES.YOU CANNOT GAZE UPON TIME’S TRUE FACE ANY MORE THAN YOUCAN BEHOLD MINE.TO APPREHEND YOURSELF AS THE CENTER, TO SIMULTANEOUSLYPERCEIVE ALL COMBINATIONS OF ALL POSSIBLES, SHOULD YOUCHOOSE TO MOVE IN ANY DIRECTION—“DIRECTION” BEING A VERYLIMITED METHOD OF ATTEMPTING TO CONVEY A CONCEPT FORWHICH YOUR RACE HAS NO WORD—THAT IS WHAT IT IS TO BE ME.—CONVERSATIONS WITH THE SINSAR DUBHPage 8
ABC Amber ePub Converter Trial version, http://www.processtext.com/abcepub.html1Hope strengthens. Fear kills.Someone really smart told me that once.Every time I think I’m getting wiser, more in control of my actions, I go slamming into a situation thatmakes me excruciatingly aware that all I’ve succeeded in doing is swapping one set of delusions for amore elaborate, attractive set of delusions—that’s me, the Queen of Self-Deception.I hate myself right now. More than I’d ever have thought possible.I squat on the cliff’s edge, screaming, cursing the day I was born, wishing my biological mother haddrowned me at birth. Life is too hard, too much to handle. Nobody told me there’d be days like these.How could nobody tell me there’d be days like these? How could they let me grow up like that—happyand pink and stupid?The pain I feel is worse than anything the Sinsar Dubh has ever done to me. At least when the Bookis crushing me, I know it’s not my own fault.This moment?Mea culpa. Beginning to end, all the way, I own this one, and there will never be any hiding from thatfact.I thought I’d lost everything.How ignorant I was. He warned me. I had so much more to lose!I want to die.It’s the only way to stop the pain.Months ago, on a hellishly long night, in a grotto beneath the Burren, I wanted to die, too, but it wasn’tthe same. Mallucé was going to torture me to death, and dying was the only chance I had of denying himthat twisted pleasure. My death had been inevitable. I saw little point in drawing it out.I’d been wrong. I’d given up hope and nearly died because of it.I would have died—if not for Jericho Barrons.He’s the one who taught me those words.That simple adage is master of every situation, every choice. Each morning we wake up, we get tochoose between hope and fear and apply one of those emotions to everything we do. Do we greet thethings that come our way with joy? Or suspicion?Hope strengthens …Not once did I permit myself to feel any hope about the person lying facedown in a pool of blood. Notonce did I use it to strengthen our bond. I let the onus of our relationship rest on broader shoulders. Fear.Suspicion. Mistrust drove my every action.And now it’s too late to take any of it back.I stop screaming and begin to laugh. I hear the madness in it.I don’t care.My spear sticks up, a cruel javelin, mocking me. I remember stealing it.For a moment, I’m back in the dark, rain-slicked Dublin streets, descending into the sewer systemsPage 9
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