Music Education Research International, Volume 5, 2011In an interview, a participant said band inhigh school filled an important niche, and that ifcampus band weren’t available to her a void wouldopen up:I would miss <strong>the</strong> opportunity to be able to play.Part <strong>of</strong> high school, playing <strong>the</strong> flute and beingin band made a world <strong>of</strong> difference in makingfriends and how my whole high school was.<strong>The</strong> flute was a part <strong>of</strong> my life all throughouthigh school, and it’s just been a part <strong>of</strong> me that Ireally enjoy. <strong>The</strong>re would be somethingmissing.Community. Many participants voiced anappreciation or desire for <strong>the</strong> element <strong>of</strong> community<strong>the</strong>y associate with playing in band, which oneparticipant described as “feeling <strong>the</strong> familyatmosphere.” Ano<strong>the</strong>r wrote, “I love <strong>the</strong> atmospherein campus band. People keep <strong>the</strong> spirit <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> bandalive.” Some participants cited existing friendshipsas a plus: “I enjoy being in an ensemble with myfriends.” O<strong>the</strong>rs stated <strong>the</strong>ir wish to meet o<strong>the</strong>rpeople with similar interests: “it brings toge<strong>the</strong>rpeople from all majors across campus to meet people<strong>the</strong>y may not have ever run into” and “[I like] <strong>the</strong>chance to play with o<strong>the</strong>r people who love music andenjoy playing it!” A more ineffable aspect <strong>of</strong>community, that <strong>of</strong> being a part <strong>of</strong> something biggerthan one individual, seemed to be verbalized byparticipants in responses like, “I just always enjoyperforming and just playing with a group <strong>of</strong> peers,”and those who looked forward to “playing new musicwith a new group <strong>of</strong> people,” “hearing <strong>the</strong> ensembledevelop as a whole,” and “just enjoying <strong>the</strong>ensemble.”In an interview, one participant talked aboutmeeting people in campus band:It [knowing people in campus band] made itmore fun, and we could all relate to things.After <strong>the</strong> next semester, I had kids from campusband in one <strong>of</strong> my classes, so I knew <strong>the</strong>m andthat was good.Desire to continue. As indicated in much <strong>of</strong><strong>the</strong> data already described, many participants have asincere interest in continuing to play <strong>the</strong>ir instrumentafter leaving high school, but not commit to major inmusic in college. A total <strong>of</strong> 57 participants mentionedspecifically that <strong>the</strong>ir primary reason to play was to“continue to play [<strong>the</strong>ir] instrument.” This <strong>the</strong>me wasmore prevalent than any o<strong>the</strong>r that emerged during<strong>the</strong> coding process.27It was not uncommon for a participant towrite that not only do <strong>the</strong>y wish to continue playing<strong>the</strong>ir instrument, but that <strong>the</strong>y “miss having music inmy life,” “want to keep music in my life,” or “needmusic in my life.” <strong>The</strong>se responses may suggest thatcampus band is <strong>the</strong> only opportunity for <strong>the</strong>m to play<strong>the</strong>ir instrument and without campus band, <strong>the</strong>y feel<strong>the</strong>y would lose music, as in, “I love playing, and Ireally didn’t want to have to give it up.” O<strong>the</strong>rexamples <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>se type <strong>of</strong> responses are: “I want tokeep making music and not lose touch with makingmusic,” “I love music and can’t see myself notcontinuing to play,” “I love to play <strong>the</strong> flute and needto keep music in my life,” and “I can’t imagine mylife without music.”Follow up interview data provided additionalinformation on this finding. One participant wrote onhis questionnaire, “Need an ensemble to play in. Imiss music in my life.” We asked him to explain, andhe talked about why music is important to him:I do not have <strong>the</strong> opportunity to play backhome. Being in band just helps me use o<strong>the</strong>rparts <strong>of</strong> my brain. I think it balances me out androunds me out as a person. Playing in band isfun. It’s something I can do to relax.Ano<strong>the</strong>r participant stated campus band was <strong>the</strong> onlyway she knew to keep up on her instrument:I think I enjoyed <strong>the</strong> most, just being able tokeep up with playing my instrument because if Ihadn’t done that [campus band] I wouldn’t havehad any o<strong>the</strong>r way to keep playing. And I’vebeen playing since 3rd grade.One participant said in an interview that heknew how to play in bands, and on trips home couldseek out <strong>the</strong> bands with which he formerly played,but had little additional outlets at college forperforming:I always have <strong>the</strong> opportunity to play with <strong>the</strong>groups that I played with during high schoolwhen I’m at home. So I have a very similaropportunity for me at home, but definitely notany o<strong>the</strong>r opportunities like that for me atschool.DiscussionAnalyses from both <strong>the</strong> written responsesand follow up interviews provide evidence that <strong>the</strong>campus band is indeed a special opportunity for <strong>the</strong>members <strong>of</strong> this campus who wish to continueplaying <strong>the</strong>ir instruments. It is clear that <strong>the</strong> ensemble
Music Education Research International, Volume 5, 2011satisfies a variety <strong>of</strong> needs on both individual andcollective levels. <strong>The</strong>se data also provide support for<strong>the</strong> continued presence <strong>of</strong> ensembles for non-majorsin all college and university settings. Not only dostudents enjoy and benefit from participating in <strong>the</strong>ensemble in a variety <strong>of</strong> ways, but <strong>the</strong> institution <strong>of</strong>higher education itself can also benefit by having aninclusive ensemble on campus as part <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> culture<strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> college experience. It is important to note that<strong>the</strong> participants in this study were not randomlypicked nor were <strong>the</strong>y representative <strong>of</strong> all non-majorband members everywhere.Beyond <strong>the</strong> individual and institutionalbenefits <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> campus band experience, we believetwo conclusions can be drawn from <strong>the</strong> data thathighlight some deeper issues in music education.<strong>The</strong> first arises from findings that illuminate <strong>the</strong>nature <strong>of</strong> competitive experiences in high school. <strong>The</strong>second provides insight on <strong>the</strong> nature <strong>of</strong> lifelongparticipation in music—<strong>the</strong>se students clearly wish tocontinue playing <strong>the</strong>ir instrument, but do <strong>the</strong>y have<strong>the</strong> desire or ability to play in musical settings outside<strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> concert band?CompetitionAn apparent paradox emerged when weexamined <strong>the</strong> most memorable experiences <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>campus band members. We approach <strong>the</strong>se findingswith <strong>the</strong> acknowledgment and understanding that“most memorable” did not always mean “favorite” or“most enjoyable.” Indeed, researchers have foundthat problematic experiences may be stronger andlonger lasting than positive ones (Riessman, 2008).On <strong>the</strong> one hand, membership in selective groupsand/or highly competitive environments appear toleave indelible impressions upon young musicians inschool and are <strong>of</strong>ten considered more unforgettablethan o<strong>the</strong>r musical experiences prior to college. On<strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r hand, <strong>the</strong> vast majority <strong>of</strong> students, eventhose nostalgic <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>ir earlier years in band, do notwish to recreate those experiences that werecompetitive. Both <strong>the</strong> written response and <strong>the</strong>interview data indicate <strong>the</strong> overwhelming majority <strong>of</strong>participants sought an atmosphere that lacked <strong>the</strong>competitive environment <strong>the</strong>y recalled so strongly.Fur<strong>the</strong>rmore, words like “stress-free,” “relaxed,” and“fun, noncompetitive atmosphere” which appearfrequently in questionnaire and interview data seemto be at odds with <strong>the</strong>se competitive, high-pressureexperiences in <strong>the</strong> past, as does <strong>the</strong> sentiment thatmany participants wish to just “keep up <strong>the</strong>ir chops”and keep playing at a recreational level. We <strong>the</strong>orize<strong>the</strong> absence <strong>of</strong> competition and a relaxed atmospherewere among <strong>the</strong> most attractive aspects <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> campusband environment for <strong>the</strong>se participants.28Regardless <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> manner in which <strong>the</strong> term“memorable” is defined in this context, <strong>the</strong> paradoxseems noteworthy. If <strong>the</strong>se were indeed favoritememories <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> students, <strong>the</strong>n it seems odd that,given <strong>the</strong> opportunity to participate in a similarensemble, participants would wish to avoid <strong>the</strong>recreation <strong>of</strong>, or a return to, <strong>the</strong>se competitive andselective environments. Alternatively, if for some <strong>of</strong><strong>the</strong> participants, “memorable” has a negativeconnotation, <strong>the</strong>n this would be fur<strong>the</strong>r evidence thatcompetitive environments can have a detrimentalimpact both in general terms (Kohn, 1986) and inmusic education programs (Austin, 1990).While it is possible <strong>of</strong> course that a healthyparadigm <strong>of</strong> competition for performer and educatoralike does exist (e.g., Gallops, 2005), <strong>the</strong>re isresearch that highlights <strong>the</strong> negative impactcompetition can have in music education settings.Findings from a recent study <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> perceptions <strong>of</strong>values, competence, and interest in music study (inschool versus outside <strong>of</strong> school) among 3,037 musicstudents in <strong>the</strong> United States suggest that a narrowemphasis on performance and competition may limit<strong>the</strong> accessibility and appeal <strong>of</strong> school music to somestudents (McPherson & Hendricks, 2010). <strong>The</strong>competitive emphasis common in North Americanmusic education programs has also been shown tolead to restrictions in learned repertoire, limitedopportunities for an elite minority <strong>of</strong> students, and afocus on achievement-centered ra<strong>the</strong>r than studentcenteredinstruction (Radocy, 2001).Competition and Lifelong LearningDoes this interpretation <strong>of</strong> competition shedany light upon our understanding <strong>of</strong> lifelong learningand continued participation in instrumental music inparticular? At <strong>the</strong> very least, for <strong>the</strong> participants inthis study, we <strong>the</strong>orize that <strong>the</strong> absence <strong>of</strong>competition and a supportive environment were keycomponents in <strong>the</strong>ir desire to continue to play <strong>the</strong>irinstrument, as in this interview quote:My high school band was very strict. We had toput in hours and hours into practicing, whichwas good because we produced a lot <strong>of</strong> goodmusic, but at <strong>the</strong> same time it almostdiscouraged me from playing more because itbecame so much <strong>of</strong> something that I had to do.Compared to campus band, I thought thatcampus band was a lot more fun.<strong>The</strong> participants in <strong>the</strong> campus band alsoexplained that <strong>the</strong>y play <strong>the</strong>ir instruments, not forgrades or accolades, but for <strong>the</strong> simple joy that itbrings to <strong>the</strong>ir life. Not coincidentally, <strong>the</strong>se