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The Educational Boundary. - The University of Texas at Austin

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She began to fall behind in her reading for classes, and delayed taking a first analytic case because <strong>of</strong> thetime she was devoting to helping the institute administr<strong>at</strong>ion. When her advisor, a junior faculty member,suggested to the president <strong>of</strong> the institute th<strong>at</strong> the lack <strong>of</strong> a first case was having a neg<strong>at</strong>ive effect on thecandid<strong>at</strong>e's educ<strong>at</strong>ional experience, the president accused the junior faculty member <strong>of</strong> envy <strong>of</strong> thecandid<strong>at</strong>e for her prized position. <strong>The</strong> junior faculty member st<strong>at</strong>ed th<strong>at</strong> the candid<strong>at</strong>e lacked clinicalexperience, and th<strong>at</strong> it was very important th<strong>at</strong> she start a case, were her classes to be experienced asclinically relevant. <strong>The</strong> president <strong>of</strong> the institute again accused the advisor <strong>of</strong> envy. It was not until wellinto her second year <strong>at</strong> the institute th<strong>at</strong> the candid<strong>at</strong>e recognized th<strong>at</strong> she was not gaining the insight intoindividual psychology which had led her into training in the first place. At th<strong>at</strong> point she was able to cutback on her consulting work with the administr<strong>at</strong>ion. <strong>The</strong> loss to the candid<strong>at</strong>e was not irreparable,although she did feel th<strong>at</strong> she had lost much from her training experience up to the point <strong>at</strong> which sheremembered why she had sought it to begin with. She also learned in her personal analysis th<strong>at</strong> she hadunconsciously used the lure <strong>of</strong> a special place within the institute as a resistance to her own deepeningunderstanding <strong>of</strong> her unconscious processes. It was never known if the president <strong>of</strong> the institute conductedsome sort <strong>of</strong>- 208 -parallel self-inquiry into why he had been insensitive to the candid<strong>at</strong>e's situ<strong>at</strong>ion as a non-clinician <strong>at</strong> thestart <strong>of</strong> an analytic career. Some observers within the institute believed th<strong>at</strong> the president wasp<strong>at</strong>hologically narcissistic, arrogant, and competitive, but the president's refusal to look inward and sharehis conclusions with colleagues meant th<strong>at</strong> some <strong>of</strong> these beliefs could never be more than specul<strong>at</strong>ions.An <strong>at</strong>tack against a supervisorA candid<strong>at</strong>e was in supervision with an individual who was a leader in his institute. <strong>The</strong> supervisorwas an older man, with a n<strong>at</strong>ional reput<strong>at</strong>ion and a charism<strong>at</strong>ic personality. He was also old-fashioned,somewh<strong>at</strong> authoritarian, popular with candid<strong>at</strong>es, and an object <strong>of</strong> envy and competition among hiscolleagues.In th<strong>at</strong> institute, candid<strong>at</strong>es were assigned their supervisors, and were required to request permissionfor a desired change from the educ<strong>at</strong>ion committee. <strong>The</strong> educ<strong>at</strong>ion committee wanted to scrutinize thereasons for the change, in the belief th<strong>at</strong> would give a better picture <strong>of</strong> the candid<strong>at</strong>e's progress.It happened th<strong>at</strong> the candid<strong>at</strong>e's analyst did not like the supervisor because <strong>of</strong> a bitter rivalry with him.While he had been restrained when the candid<strong>at</strong>e accepted the assigned supervisor, he had taken adifferent approach whenever the candid<strong>at</strong>e associ<strong>at</strong>ed to him or the case under his supervision. <strong>The</strong>n, theanalyst was harshly critical <strong>of</strong> his colleague. Eventually, in response to this, the candid<strong>at</strong>e asked theeduc<strong>at</strong>ion committee for a change in supervisor, though previously he had been quite s<strong>at</strong>isfied by hislearning experience.<strong>The</strong> educ<strong>at</strong>ion committee became involved. A member <strong>of</strong> th<strong>at</strong> committee spoke with the candid<strong>at</strong>e,and then the supervisor, who s<strong>at</strong> on the educ<strong>at</strong>ion committee, spoke about his experience with thecandid<strong>at</strong>e. He talked about how well he had thought the supervision had been going. Curiously, thecandid<strong>at</strong>e reported th<strong>at</strong> his analyst had encouraged him to switch supervisors, and the entire educ<strong>at</strong>ioncommittee was aware <strong>of</strong> the bitter rivalry which existed between the training analyst and the supervisor. Inthe end, the educ<strong>at</strong>ion committee was critical <strong>of</strong> the supervisor, suggesting he had been authoritarian andinsensitive to the candid<strong>at</strong>e, and had missed the bo<strong>at</strong> about how the candid<strong>at</strong>e had felt overly controlled byhim in the conduct <strong>of</strong> the case. <strong>The</strong> supervisor concluded in his own mind th<strong>at</strong> envious colleagues wereusing this situ<strong>at</strong>ion to <strong>at</strong>tack him. <strong>The</strong>re was never any discussion among the relevant faculty members <strong>of</strong>the many interpersonal issues which ‘might’ have been involved.From the perspective <strong>of</strong> the candid<strong>at</strong>e's educ<strong>at</strong>ion there was a significant loss. <strong>The</strong> candid<strong>at</strong>e had beenmisused by his analyst in a personal struggle, and as time passed he came to know it. He then began tohold back in using his analysis to discuss countertransference issues experienced with his control cases,for fear <strong>of</strong> how his analyst might misuse such associ<strong>at</strong>ions in ways which reflected his personal feelingsabout other supervisor colleagues. When, <strong>at</strong> the time <strong>of</strong> his gradu<strong>at</strong>ion, he looked back on his analyticeduc<strong>at</strong>ion he was regretful <strong>at</strong> this loss <strong>of</strong> the opportunity to have an analytic experience in which he couldlearn more about hiscountertransference tendencies and responses. Two years l<strong>at</strong>er he went backinto analysis with a different senior analyst, and obtained supervision from two senior supervisors fromanother institute.- 209 -This example is particularly interesting because many years l<strong>at</strong>er both the former training analyst and

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