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<strong>No</strong>t Good Enough<br />
Why do I write Have Faith, because I<br />
feel that I want to get a message out<br />
there, a message of hope, of love, of<br />
acceptance. Every week I hope to<br />
bring some encouragement to readers<br />
and those listening. I am just one<br />
person. I don’t have all the answers,<br />
but then again who does? I just simply<br />
pray and then write what I believe God<br />
wants me to share with you, because to<br />
me the only one that can truly help is<br />
Him. <strong>No</strong>w I don’t feel that I am<br />
qualified to do what I do. I don’t have<br />
a degree in theology, I haven’t studied<br />
at Bible School, I merely draw on what<br />
I have learned through my relationship<br />
with God over the last 7 years, and<br />
from the Bible studying that I have<br />
done. Do I feel good enough to do<br />
this? <strong>The</strong> short answer is NO. So why<br />
do I do it? Because I see & feel<br />
others’ pain and want to share with<br />
them the hope I have.<br />
Many a time I have heard people talk<br />
about Christians as do-gooders. Yes<br />
we want to do good, just as many non-<br />
Christians also want to do good. ‘Dogooders’<br />
get a lot of stick because it is<br />
felt that they do good to make.<br />
themselves look good. Maybe some of<br />
them do? I do good because I cannot<br />
help myself, it is a part of my nature. I<br />
love people and I just want to make a<br />
difference in their lives. We all struggle.<br />
Some struggles I can relate to or have<br />
experienced, some I have not, but I still<br />
hurt when I see people hurting. Am I<br />
doing it to make myself feel good…NO!<br />
I am doing it because I myself have<br />
mountain top moments where I feel on<br />
top of the world and then find myself in<br />
the deepest darkest valleys. <strong>The</strong>se<br />
peaks and troughs come on an almost<br />
daily basis, so I feel like a yo-yo, up,<br />
then down, then up, then down. I<br />
wouldn’t get through if I didn’t have<br />
God’s support and I guess I just want<br />
people to have that same sense of<br />
security, love, hope and faith that I have.<br />
I see people struggling and in these<br />
times we are our own worst enemy,<br />
because we beat ourselves up for not<br />
getting things done, for not coping, for<br />
not being strong. I know I have said<br />
this repeatedly but we are all trying our<br />
best. Many times I have heard people<br />
say that they are going through a difficult<br />
time because they are being punished<br />
for something that had happened in<br />
their past, this is a lie. Difficult times fall<br />
on us all, life is never going to be<br />
smooth. Do you know what, whether<br />
you believe in God or not, life has its<br />
ups and downs. Just because I believe<br />
in God doesn’t mean that I face any less<br />
difficulties than the next person, the<br />
difference is that my faith is what gives<br />
me the strength to get through.<br />
<strong>No</strong>w God shows mercy and gives grace.<br />
Grace is a difficult one for anyone to<br />
accept, because it’s not earned, it’s a<br />
free gift. When we see offers on TV or<br />
the Internet we automatically think ’this<br />
offer is too good to be true, there has to<br />
be a catch’. Well yes there usually is<br />
something in the fine print that catches<br />
us out because in this world we learn<br />
that we cannot get something for<br />
nothing. This may be why many don’t<br />
understand grace or struggle with<br />
accepting it, because there is no catch,<br />
it’s there for the taking.<br />
<strong>No</strong>w let me explain the difference<br />
between grace and mercy. Mercy is not<br />
getting what you deserve. You do<br />
something but you are shown mercy and<br />
go unpunished. Grace is getting what you<br />
don’t deserve. An unmerited gift. A gift<br />
with no catches, no strings attached.<br />
Basically let me explain it like this. <strong>The</strong>re<br />
was a judge, and a man stood before him,<br />
it was his son. <strong>No</strong>w he loved his son and<br />
would do anything for him, but the fact<br />
remained that he had committed a crime.<br />
<strong>The</strong> judge (his father) knew that in the<br />
justice system he needed to be punished,<br />
he could not show him mercy because he<br />
had to rule with a mind of justice. <strong>The</strong><br />
man’s punishment for his crime was a<br />
hefty fine, which he didn’t have the<br />
means to pay. <strong>No</strong>w the judge passed<br />
sentence and then got up and came down<br />
from his seat, took off his wig & robes<br />
and promptly paid his son’s fine. Grace<br />
works like this. God has to punish us for<br />
the things we have done wrong because<br />
He is ‘just’, but He loves us as we are his<br />
children, and wants to help us. So he<br />
sent Jesus who paid the price once for all.<br />
This means that even though we all make<br />
bad choices at times or do the wrong<br />
thing (sin), Gods punishment and the fine<br />
we must pay, has been paid for by Jesus.<br />
<strong>No</strong>w I struggle with this as I know I am<br />
not worthy enough to be called God’s<br />
daughter. How can I possibly accept this<br />
gift as I am not good enough. I am a<br />
divorcee, my ex-husband didn’t cheat on<br />
me, and is still alive, so even though we<br />
are divorced in the eyes of the law,<br />
because I am in another relationship<br />
according to God’s law I am an adulterer.<br />
Thus I am a sinner, I am not good<br />
enough, but