200 CCs - June 2016
Volume 1 • Issue 5
Volume 1 • Issue 5
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When You’re on Fire<br />
by Adiba Jaigirdar<br />
The matchsticks in the broken drawer<br />
don’t tempt me now that you’re gone.<br />
We sat on my bed and shared scorch<br />
marks like stories of old boyfriends.<br />
The one between your thumb and<br />
forefinger? Two years ago. Darkened to<br />
a deep shade of brown on your already<br />
dark skin. I’d be lying if I said I didn’t<br />
love it. I’d be lying if I said that I didn’t<br />
dream about it with my eyelids half<br />
closed, imagining you beside me,<br />
imagining me running my fingers along<br />
that scorch mark.<br />
I like the one on your right shoulder the best. It’s nothing but a giant brown blob. There’s a strange<br />
beauty in it. Perhaps the most enticing thing about is the way you showed me, slowly rolling up the<br />
sleeves of your overly-long, baggy t-shirt.<br />
My scorch marks seem like nothing in comparison. Even now.<br />
Fire has lost its delight too, since you left. Like I never understood the spark, the heat, until you<br />
brushed your fingers along my collarbone.<br />
Those two months, sharing stories on my bed, our limbs entangled in each other carelessly; those<br />
were the days I was on fire.<br />
The matches, the bedroom, the lick of fire against my skin? Nothing without you in it. No spark.<br />
Adiba Jaigirdar is a twenty-two year old writer and poet. She is of Bangladeshi descent but<br />
Irish by nationality. She has graduated from University College Dublin with a BA double<br />
major in English and History, along with an MA in Postcolonial Studies from the University of<br />
Kent. She has previously been published in literary magazines such as About Place Journal,<br />
wordlegs and Outburst. You can find her on twitter at @adiba_j.<br />
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