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my undershorts were pink. My mother
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“Never,” the woman assured her.
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“Are you sure?” “Let’s call
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the relentless cycle of her anxieti
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(No problem, we’d scout out a nic
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“Really,” I reassured her. “T
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yanked away from their Waterville f
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willed daughter. By the end, he was
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self—free spirited, unconventiona
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tactic would prove equally futile.
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that my sister would refuse to take
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Waterville house there were all the
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What in the world had possessed me
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Dorothy Sayers, Ngaio Marsh, John D
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messed up, it was important not to
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igid. How could I have failed to se
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obstinacy. Feeling your way around
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Terror again. “Did we miss the ap
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Unsubsidized places she couldn’t
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she was just mimicking the look on
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oom?” Normally, getting my mother
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She took a deep breath, hoping, I c
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Here and There I T WOULD’VE TAKEN
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such a magical role in the lives of
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unt of it when she went on the warp
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perfectly well, that I could summon
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High and Dry A FTER THE VINEYARD, B
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extreme temperatures. Later, inside
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Cape Cod with an urn containing his
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worth of long dinners fueled by red
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indoors by “vile” smells that o
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drinking spiraled out of control ha
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landlls probably also believes that
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mistake of telling her I was glad t
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point I became aware of the tears s
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Acknowledgments No memoirist likes
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