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DREAMS AS POETRY 5<br />

PSYCHOANALYSIS: A DREAM<br />

VICTORIA POLLOCK, MA<br />

I had this dream about me and my analyst. It’s disguised as an erotic poem<br />

about my analysis. I think it’s about feeling that psychoanalytic intimacy is<br />

transgressive. In the dream there is the thrill of wrongdoing. However, what I<br />

find really thrilling is working closely together, shoulder to shoulder, head to<br />

head, and somehow penetrating each other in ways that feel out of control and<br />

ecstatically wrong, but are, in fact, right.<br />

They are sitting on the floor,<br />

They lean hard against each other.<br />

Studying the cell phone,<br />

Too close,<br />

Transgressive,<br />

Their bodies crash together, side by side,<br />

as if it’s not happening at all, but it is.<br />

Longing, balled up tight like paper<br />

tossed in a trash can, unfolding.<br />

They are falling into and through each other<br />

with everything they’ve got.<br />

Victoria Pollock, MA, RSW, RMFT, Toronto, Canada, is a psychoanalyst<br />

and psychotherapist in private practice and is an adjunct faculty member<br />

at the School of Theology at the University of Toronto. She writes,<br />

“On Tuesdays I sing and dance and talk to people at the soup kitchen;<br />

as far as I know, nobody minds.”

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