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Jonny entered Bill’s one bedroom<br />

home on Conover St in East Lansing<br />

without knocking. He kicked his shoes off in<br />

Bill’s living room with a cocky kind of smile<br />

that would have vexed Bill if he’d seen it.<br />

But Bill wasn’t inside his home. He was<br />

sitting on the back porch staring at his<br />

keyboard and hoping to find words which<br />

had evaded him for most of the day. In his<br />

open sliding door which connected the<br />

dining area and the porch he’d set up a ten<br />

inch TV which loudly played a true crime<br />

story.<br />

Jonny crept across the carpet of the<br />

living room and slunked though the dining<br />

area into the galley kitchen to retrieve a<br />

domestic beer he was sure to find in the<br />

refrigerator. Then he casually strolled past<br />

the little television out onto the porch where<br />

he cracked open the ice cold bottle sure to<br />

avoid even looking at his baffled friend at<br />

the old picnic table beside to him.<br />

“You just come barging into my<br />

house?!” Bill said throwing a hand into the<br />

air with surprise, “How many times do I<br />

have to tell you to knock!”<br />

“Yeah I forgot,” Jonny said taking a<br />

seat across from Bill, “I’ll knock next time,”<br />

he winked, “How's the book coming?”<br />

“Is that my beer?” Bill tried to act<br />

angry but after ten years of friendship he<br />

didn’t know why he bothered still trying to<br />

tell Jonny not to come in without knocking or<br />

not to drink his beer. Jonny was keen on<br />

doing both. To a small extent Bill thought<br />

that Jonny might knock if he’d been initially<br />

told to just come in. Jonny was like that.<br />

Always trying to cause a stir.<br />

“Yeah but don’t worry I got more in<br />

the car,” Jonny said, “How's the book?”<br />

“The books coming along fine. I’ve<br />

got a few more interviews to do next week<br />

in-”<br />

Jonny interrupted, not unexpectedly,<br />

“Did you see that thing in Utah? About the<br />

girl got shot in the head?” Bill was caught off<br />

guard, he’d seen nothing of it in the paper.<br />

He opened his mouth to answer but Jonny<br />

continued, “Straight in the head,” Jonny<br />

pointed between his eyes, “Pft! Right here!<br />

And she lived! A nine year old!” he paused,<br />

“Well she looks like a nine year old. The<br />

parents say she’s a nine year old but<br />

apparently the are in this cult. You could<br />

use them for your book maybe. This cult<br />

thinks the girl is over twenty years old and<br />

that she’s some immortal god risen from the<br />

dust of the cosmos or some shenanigans to<br />

save mankind. The girls already up and<br />

walking. I saw it before I came over. Crazy<br />

stuff.”<br />

Bill ensured that he saved his<br />

document three times, redundancies, and<br />

then closed his laptop, “Shot in the head<br />

and she’s walking already?”<br />

“Yeah!” Jonny took a slug from the<br />

beer, “Crazy stuff. Was on channel twelve.”<br />

“Interesting,” Bill said, flipping his<br />

television to channel twelve. It was easier to<br />

just turn the channel than to hear more<br />

about it from Jonny, “It’s probably not. The<br />

cults I’m putting together for this book are<br />

rare. Had to find. Not the kind of people that<br />

let themselves get on the news.”


“Yeah, yeah, all secrete society<br />

typed and all,” Jonny said nodding to the<br />

television. There was a procession of police<br />

and doctors standing on stage with a very<br />

young girl. She was a pale girl with little<br />

freckles, curly brown hair, and skyline blue<br />

eyes that caught the camera. There was a<br />

bandage wrapped around the the poor girl's<br />

forehead that was also taped down the top<br />

of her nose, “That poor girl!”<br />

A diagram came on screen with an<br />

explanation that the bullet entered her head,<br />

passed perfectly between the lobes of her<br />

brain and then exited the back of her skull.<br />

Scientists claim her to be a miracle. Then<br />

the broadcast went into the fact that the girl<br />

already had followers and was viewed as a<br />

god by her family and the people she lived<br />

around. The girl was part of the cult of Ak’, a<br />

group in northern Utah. Her people claimed<br />

that she was the ageless vessel of a god<br />

which was older than man and whom would<br />

bring man into it’s cosmic destiny.<br />

“Well that actually is amazing,” Bill<br />

said, quite surprised that Jonny had actually<br />

shown him something that might prove<br />

useful.<br />

“So you can use it?”<br />

“I mean,” Bill paused, “Probably.<br />

Clearly this is a cult. I’d have to look into<br />

what Ak’ means or is and what they really<br />

think this little girl is. If they are out there<br />

enough and they include some ancient god<br />

yeah they’d be great. And relevant. My<br />

publisher would love it.”<br />

Jonny tipped his beer in Bill’s<br />

direction, “Yeah see! Jonny’s got ya!”<br />

Bill smiled, almost laughed, “Thanks.<br />

It’d be a good get.”<br />

“So you’re gunna hire me right?”<br />

Jonny made a funny face, pushing down a<br />

burp and squinting his eyes. He turned it<br />

into a big hopefully smile.<br />

Bill’s publisher had given him an<br />

advance on his next book to cover the<br />

expenses of the extensive travel it required<br />

and after recent events given him a little<br />

extra for personal security. On his last trip to<br />

Nebraska he was assaulted while asking<br />

questions about a girl who’d disappeared.<br />

He’d found the cult though one of the<br />

woman's coworkers which he’d met in an<br />

online message board. Her coworkers had<br />

seemed more concerned for her<br />

disappearance than her family and the local<br />

authorities had done nothing to find her. In<br />

some weird way Bill had possibly been that<br />

woman's only hope for justice and he’d<br />

abandoned her. Not only her but the<br />

memory of her name. After his book was<br />

published he’d hopefully forget about his<br />

failure to find her answers. Hopefully his<br />

book would make a difference, however<br />

unlikely that was.<br />

“I told you I’m not sure I can hire you<br />

as a bodyguard. They do check into what I<br />

spend the money on. I can’t just spend it<br />

willy nilly.”<br />

“Yeah that’s why I set up an LLC.<br />

Triple J Guarding at your service. You can<br />

even invoice me at my business address,”<br />

he paused, “Also my home address,” he<br />

smiled, “We’re good to go traveling!”<br />

***


There was a shotty turbulence<br />

occasionally making the 747 vibrate but it<br />

wasn’t anything new or alarming. Most the<br />

passengers didn’t notice it with their books,<br />

tablets, and phones to entertain them. But<br />

Jonny hadn’t flown before. He’d never been<br />

more than a hundred miles outside of<br />

Lansing Michigan before. Now he was over<br />

four thousand feet in the air, inside a metal<br />

tube, being held up by some form of science<br />

bending air to create upward thrust that he’d<br />

never understand. He had a rum and coke<br />

to keep his cool and then another to actually<br />

feel the liquor in his system. He followed<br />

this with a beer to keep his nerves calm and<br />

stop Bill from being too upset by the amount<br />

his supposed bodyguard was drinking. Bill<br />

liked his light beers but he was not typically<br />

a heavy drinker like Jonny. Jonny could<br />

finish a fifth of vodka in a night and get up<br />

the next morning at 5 am ready to strangle<br />

the tasks of the day. Bill in the same<br />

situation would be incapable of even caring<br />

for himself the following morning.<br />

“So,” Jonny slurred a little looking at<br />

Bill typing in the seat next to him, “These<br />

cults you're writing about now. These are<br />

like offshoots of christianity or islam right?<br />

But like the old old versions from back when<br />

Jesus walked?”<br />

“No,” Bill said, “They all seem to<br />

claim to be from a time before modern<br />

religions arose. Some claim to be from a<br />

time before man. There’s a moon based cult<br />

that I interviewed the priest of in Manhattan<br />

that claimed he could speak with his codex<br />

and that he was the voice of the moon god.<br />

The moon god being a creature of the<br />

cosmos that predates the Earth itself.”<br />

“Trippy shit,” Jonny said looking out<br />

the window, “Think it’s all real?”<br />

“I think it’s all rubbish. These poor<br />

people are being taken advantage of by<br />

crazies. The weird thing is that it’s<br />

happening more and more. They found<br />

inuits in a bay in northern Canada that were<br />

locked on a series of islands somehow<br />

surviving by eating whales and fish that<br />

washed up on their frozen shores.”<br />

“They didn’t fish?”<br />

“They didn’t know what fishing was.<br />

They all claimed that their god was under<br />

the bay and was feeding them. That they’d<br />

been sustained for centuries surely on the<br />

gifts of their god. It seemed ludicrous and<br />

yet for a hundred miles around them there is<br />

no society and hardly any animals. Yet<br />

these people scrawl the same strange<br />

language into their skin that’s popping up all<br />

around the world. Like these cults just<br />

stopped hiding.”<br />

“Well maybe they weren’t hiding.<br />

Maybe no one was looking for them.”<br />

That was the brightness of Jonny.<br />

An answer to a question that’d been burning<br />

away at Bill’s mind. Why didn’t anyone know<br />

about these religions or this ancient<br />

language? Because unlike the other<br />

religions no one knew to look for them. They<br />

didn’t seem to advertise or recruit. For the<br />

most part the cults simply existed in areas<br />

for generations without change. If no one<br />

knew to look for them. No one would look<br />

for them. With modern communications<br />

everything is accessible. Bill had found most<br />

of his cultist leads in online forums. Most<br />

were fake or just a three or four person


group getting together to do drugs under the<br />

guise of a purpose but the ones that were<br />

real had all used the same strange sigiled<br />

language.<br />

“That actually makes sense,” Bill<br />

said, pushing the save button three times<br />

before closing his laptop.<br />

“Yeah. I mean we didn’t know gravity<br />

was gravity until we looked for it did we?”<br />

“That actually makes sense,” Bill<br />

said. He never expected much in the way of<br />

logic from Jonny. Jonny had a reputation in<br />

their old circle of friends for being brash and<br />

ignorant in his views. But much of that had<br />

stemmed from his upbringing and teenage<br />

rebellion. Many of their shared friends were<br />

from grade school. Many thing had changed<br />

between then and their current state of late<br />

twenties.<br />

“I’m glad you let me come. Get’s me<br />

out of the factory. I hate it there. It’s so<br />

boring watching the parts run by all night. I<br />

very nearly do nothing. I hate the plane but<br />

at least this plane is something new.”<br />

“No thanks needed. Having you<br />

around might make this easier. Getting<br />

started in these communities is a lot like<br />

selling magazines door to door. You get told<br />

to fuck off a lot and when people do sit<br />

down to talk to you they hardly have a thing<br />

to say.”<br />

“Think it’ll be better with two<br />

people?”<br />

“No. But it will be more fun than<br />

slogging through weeks of it alone in a hotel<br />

room.”<br />

“We are good to talk to the cult in<br />

Mexico right? They said yes before we got<br />

on the plane?”<br />

“No,” Bill’s voice was stern, “I have a<br />

contact that knows about the cult and has<br />

agreed to lead us to their temple. He<br />

doesn’t know you. These people get touchy.<br />

I will be asking all the questions. You're<br />

here because my publisher doesn’t want me<br />

talking to these people alone.”<br />

“Real serious about the whole body<br />

guard thing huh?”<br />

“Had a gun pulled on me more than<br />

once in Kansas. The local cops didn’t even<br />

care. It was weird. You're here because<br />

you're tall and look a bit intimidating. That<br />

scar on your check will make most people<br />

think you're some kind of badass when I tell<br />

them you're my bodyguard. Probably stop<br />

most attempts. Your like my beware of dogs<br />

sign.”<br />

Jonny half laughed and rubbed the<br />

little scar under his eye. He’d crashed his<br />

bike at age ten and still bore the wound<br />

from it, “Shoulda let me bring my gun.”<br />

“Yeah having an unregistered gun<br />

on a plane would be great. We’ll be fine. I’ve<br />

done this loads of times. Just follow my lead<br />

and look tough. Easiest job you’ve ever<br />

had.”<br />

***<br />

Their first stop in Arizona was<br />

outside Sierra Vista where the rolling plains<br />

of dessert met sparsely spread houses in<br />

the hot desert air. It was good that it was so


dry for it it’d been moist like the Michigan air<br />

they were used to the air would have<br />

engulfed them in a blanket of stagnant heat<br />

which even a hard wind could not move.<br />

Instead, because of the dryness, there was<br />

a dusty grainy feel to the air and a sense<br />

that everything was covered or would be<br />

covered in sand. Although they’d only<br />

actually been outside for brief moments of<br />

time they each felt their skin sucked dry of<br />

moisture and they’d each experienced bits<br />

of sand floating into the crevices of their<br />

bodies. Their throats were dry, and so they<br />

consumed copious amounts of water in the<br />

drive from Phoenix to Sierra Vista. Bill had<br />

rented a midsize Sedan with good gas<br />

milage for the tip. With as high as they<br />

blasted the AC they likely were getting the<br />

mileage of a truck.<br />

The duo pulled into the rocky<br />

driveway of Matthew Livingston. It was a<br />

ranch style two bedroom home down an<br />

unkempt stretch of road. The house's<br />

exterior was dilapidated and gave the initial<br />

impression that when the wind blew up sand<br />

it would not only pass through the side of<br />

the house but still have enough gust to<br />

continue on through the leave the old<br />

structure. Jonny swore he saw the house tilt<br />

in a light blow of wind but Bill hadn’t noticed.<br />

He’d instructed Jonny to just let Bill do all<br />

the talking. It’d be easier that way. As much<br />

as Bill liked having Jonny around he didn’t<br />

quite know what to expect from Jonny when<br />

it came to actually getting work done.<br />

The old door felt solid even though a<br />

few paint chips fell from it when BIll<br />

knocked. It creaked open by the rough hand<br />

of burly bearded Matthew. He’d opened the<br />

door looking half asleep though it was noon<br />

and motioned the two men into the living<br />

room. There they sat with their shoes on top<br />

of Matthew’s 80’s style blue shag carpet on<br />

the only furniture in the home, a hundred<br />

dollar futon with it’s back righted to form a<br />

couch. Matthew leaned against the wall,<br />

wearing plaster covered boots himself and<br />

finally spoke, “So your Bill right?” he paused<br />

while Bill said yes, “Great. For a second I<br />

was worried I let some salesmen in without<br />

even questioning it,” Bill couldn’t imagine he<br />

got a lot of salesmen out near nowhere,<br />

“Don’t mind the mess this here’s a flip of<br />

mine. Haven’t done the living room yet. Just<br />

the two bedrooms and the kitchen. Anything<br />

to drink?”<br />

Jonny sat silent, Bill answered, “No<br />

were good. I’d really like to just get right into<br />

it. You said your son was part of a cult?” He<br />

pulled out a pad of paper from his<br />

knapsack.<br />

Matthew sighed, “Yeah my boy<br />

Rorey got in with some folks across the<br />

border into Mexico. Come to see him about<br />

a month ago and he’s got these symbols<br />

carved into his arm. All scabbed up and<br />

bloody. Wont wrap the things because he’s<br />

supposed to bleed for some god of his.”<br />

face.<br />

“Fuck,” said Jonny making a weird<br />

Bill glared at Jonny, “Matthew can<br />

you tell me how it all started? How he got<br />

involved in this?”<br />

“Yeah,” Matthew said nodding his<br />

head and scratching at his beard, “Well I<br />

suppose it started when he an Pete Meyers<br />

started boxing together a few years back.<br />

That turned in this MMA kick each other in<br />

the face stuff you see now? The real violent


stuff. Well they were into that at a gym up in<br />

Tucson and they’d go up there and get<br />

roughed up every week or so. He was<br />

getting very strong. Started turning into<br />

more muscle than man I think. So they’re<br />

doing that and talking about getting involved<br />

professionally. Which I think is a good way<br />

to die. But heck I could cut my hand with the<br />

saw tomorrow and bleed out before anyone<br />

came to help me out here so I didn’t think<br />

too much harm in it if made him happy.<br />

Besides from what I understood he usually<br />

won.”<br />

“Do you know the name of the place<br />

they went to in Tucson?”<br />

“No. Can’t recall that. They only<br />

went there for a few months before they<br />

started going south to some Pete found that<br />

fights by the border. Like a Mexican<br />

American fighting contest of sorts? Well not<br />

quite. I don’t want to sound racist or nothin.<br />

They were people from Mexico and people<br />

from America. They all just liked fighting<br />

each other in the desert at night. Phil, my<br />

boy, was doin good, making money. Then I<br />

didn’t see him for a good month? Thought<br />

something had happened to him down<br />

there. So I went lookin.”<br />

“Down where?”<br />

“Mexico, just cross the border.”<br />

“You know where they went?”<br />

“Yeah I followed them once. I<br />

couldn’t get a hold of Phil and I saw Pete<br />

driving his truck one afternoon so I swung<br />

around after him thinkin I’d just ask him if he<br />

knew where Phil was. The boy goes driving<br />

down out of town towards Mexico so I figure<br />

if Pete’s going to Mexico they’re meeting<br />

and Phil will probably be there.”<br />

“Pete is Phil’s friend from boxing and<br />

MMA? Did they know each other before<br />

that?”<br />

“Yeah, they uh, they went to<br />

highschool together I think.”<br />

Bill nodded and wrote it down.<br />

Matthew continued, “So we're going<br />

down this road and Pete veers off into the<br />

desert. At this point I know he know’s I'm<br />

following him because there’s only the two<br />

of us on the road and there’s no chance of<br />

someone just happening to be flittin off into<br />

the dessert like that unless they are<br />

following you.”<br />

“Right, right. So do you still<br />

remember where you went?”<br />

“Yeah I could find it if I wanted to.<br />

Not sure that I do though. Some places you<br />

don’t wanna go back to.”<br />

“But your son is still with them<br />

right?” Bill was perplexed. What father<br />

would not want to find his son?<br />

“Yeah he’s one of them,” Matthew<br />

shrugged, “If it makes him happy that’s all<br />

the matters.”<br />

“Usually when I’ve talked to people<br />

whose kids of friends are in cults they are<br />

trying to get them out. Why’d you contact<br />

me if you're ok with it? The message board<br />

we met on was about breaking ties with<br />

cults and churches.”


“Ya know. Ya have a few drinks and<br />

worry a bit more and look for solutions. I<br />

have my days where I worry more than<br />

others. Got a letter a three days ago that<br />

said he was doing alright. The return<br />

address was a PO box in town here. He<br />

said everything was fine and that he was<br />

happy. Said he was working on something<br />

and that he’d visit when he could.<br />

Communication cuts the worry.”<br />

“What happened when you followed<br />

Pete into the desert?’<br />

“Huh,” Matthew looked confused for<br />

a moment, “Right Pete. Well we're out there<br />

and it gets dark. I’m wondering if I’ve got<br />

enough gas to get back home without<br />

finding a station and then we go over this<br />

ridge and down below are all these cars in a<br />

circle. It was like a scene out of Mad Max.<br />

Those old Mel Gibson movies? Ya know?<br />

With the cars in the desert and all the crazy<br />

people on motorcycles, big trucks, and<br />

covered in spikes? They’d set up their own<br />

kinda thunderdome made out of chainlink<br />

fencing. It was actually pretty cool.”<br />

“They let you in?”<br />

“Oh yeah, lost sight of Pete but they<br />

were a very inclusive bunch. Shook my<br />

hand introduced me to a few people.”<br />

“They didn’t bar you at the gates?<br />

They didn’t shoo you away? That’s weird.<br />

The cults I’ve been looking into have<br />

generally pushed outsiders away.”<br />

“Oh no not these folk. They were all<br />

nice. Gave me a beer told me to have a<br />

seat and said if I wanted to see Phil I’d have<br />

to wait because he was fighting that night.”<br />

“But they let you see him?”<br />

“Yeah after he beat this guy to a<br />

pulp with his hands. Really messed the guy<br />

up. Can’t say I wasn’t proud of the boy but I<br />

did feel bad for his opponent.”<br />

“Did they have a doctor or<br />

anything?”<br />

“Looked like they did. The guy Phil<br />

beat was unconscious when they took him<br />

out on a gurney. I missed a lot of his sports<br />

in highschool because I was working. I felt<br />

like being ok with this kinda made up for<br />

that,” Matthew struck a weird look like he<br />

didn’t know what to say next, “So the two er<br />

three hundred people watching all cheer<br />

and scream some words I don’t understand,<br />

an I know it ain’t spanish, then this guy in<br />

tan robes comes out with two beautiful<br />

women in these like metal bikinis. The<br />

whole image was very metal. Like how the<br />

old metal rock bands tried to look. Very<br />

metal, like the music Phil likes.”<br />

“Was he a priest?”<br />

“Looked like it. He took this leather<br />

wrap and put it around Phil’s arm. It was<br />

hard to see but it looked like it had holes in<br />

it that the guy dragged a little blade down<br />

through. At first I thought it was a pen or<br />

marker. Like a tattoo type deal. The guy<br />

next to me nudged me and told me what an<br />

honor it was to receive what Phil was<br />

receiving. That Phil was now some elite<br />

warrior in their group. He pulled the leather<br />

off his arm and blood just slopped out of it.<br />

Phil smiled like he used to at christmas and<br />

held his sick bloody arm up to the roar of


the crowd. It’s was like ancient Rome or<br />

something.”<br />

him?”<br />

“What’d he say when you spoke to<br />

“Well I hardly spoke to him that<br />

night. It took me an hour to get close<br />

enough to see him what with everyone<br />

fawning over him for his victory. I asked<br />

around about the guy cutting into his arm<br />

and these people kept telling me that it was<br />

to show he’d never been defeated and that<br />

he’d honored Kre, whoever that was. When<br />

I finally got to Phil he hugged me, got blood<br />

all over my coat and said he was overjoyed<br />

I’d witnessed his greatest day. So I told him<br />

he needed to cover up his arm. It was all<br />

covered in those symbols you were posting<br />

online. Cut deep too! He wouldn’t cover it.<br />

Said Kre would protect him. Then when I<br />

argued, not even about how it’s crazy to cut<br />

your arm, but that he could at least put<br />

some disinfectant on it and stop hugging<br />

sweaty strangers long enough to clean the<br />

fucking wound,” Matthew looked like he was<br />

expecting some showing of understanding<br />

from Bill and Jonny. So that Matthew would<br />

know he wasn’t being irrational. Jonny<br />

agreed and Bill nodded, “He tells me he<br />

loves me. Which is weird because he ain't<br />

said that to me since he was near twelve!<br />

Then he tells me that he’s sure I’m confused<br />

and he’ll visit me the next day. Like a father<br />

can just see his son beat a man half to<br />

death, get some fucked up runes carved<br />

into his skin, then go home and sleep?<br />

Shit,” Matthew was worked up now and<br />

breathing heavy. His face a red and he was<br />

clearly more worried than he’d originally let<br />

on.<br />

“So did he visit you?”<br />

“Yeah he visited me two days later.<br />

Came in with his damn arm still unwrapped<br />

at about ten at night the next day. Said he<br />

couldn’t stay long as he had plans! Said he<br />

wasn’t working at the repair shop anymore<br />

and that he was going to go live in the<br />

desert with these people in Mexico. That<br />

he’d come see me now and again but that I<br />

might not see him for a while at first. Which<br />

was fine. Ya know, do what makes you<br />

happy. But then we got into this argument<br />

about how I worry too much and how he’s<br />

fine and that he’s gunna heal just fine. He<br />

wants the scars. Their part of his new<br />

religion. Then he just stormed off. Wasn’t<br />

here more than five minutes.”<br />

“That’s rough,” Bill was scribbling<br />

everything down, “Is this like a fight club<br />

then?”<br />

“I thought so. Then I saw the guy in<br />

the robes and these people shoveling up<br />

and boxing all the bloodied sand. They took<br />

it all with them back into some tunnel in the<br />

hillside that night. I hope Phil Isn't living<br />

underground like an animal. But like I said, if<br />

it makes him happy,” It sounded like<br />

Matthew was trying to convince himself to<br />

accept his son’s decisions but that in<br />

actuality he was not fully sure of his son’s<br />

safety.<br />

Bill let the room go silent for a<br />

moment. He could tell Jonny was biting his<br />

tongue but couldn’t imagine what would<br />

come out of his mouth. It took Bill longer<br />

than most to process information. He had to<br />

think about things, rationalize them, and<br />

remove all fantasy or points of suspect so<br />

that there would be only truth and fact<br />

before he made a decision based on what


he’d learned. After doing so Bill asked, “Do<br />

you know if Pete lives with Phil in the<br />

desert?”<br />

Matthew looked to think, he glanced<br />

out the window next to him and the back to<br />

the two men on his futon, “Yeah I heard he’s<br />

living with his mother now. Up in Saint<br />

David.”<br />

“Do you know where in Saint<br />

David?”<br />

“No but I can give the number for<br />

Phil's ex. They broke up a few years back<br />

but she ran with Phil and Pete long enough<br />

that she should know. You think talkin with<br />

him might help?”<br />

“Yeah,” Bill stopped himself, he<br />

wanted to say he’d try to help get Phil out of<br />

the cult but that wasn’t his gig. He was there<br />

to observe and learn. To write about the cult<br />

and learn, “I’m only here to learn about<br />

them. I’m not here for an intervention. I just<br />

want to make that clear. I’ll give you<br />

everything I learn but like I said when we<br />

spoke online. I’m just a writer. I’m not here<br />

to get people out of cults.”<br />

“Oh no I understand. I mean I just<br />

want to know more. If you go in and found<br />

out they’re all good people he’s happy that’s<br />

great. I’d rather see that then have an<br />

intervention. Easier an all.”<br />

“Thanks for understand and helping.<br />

If we decided to go out to find them would<br />

you be willing to show us where you<br />

followed Pete to?”<br />

“Yeah. I could do that. I’d like to see<br />

Phil again. Maybe convince him to have<br />

lunch once a week or something,” Matthew<br />

sounded said then. Like he’d been hiding<br />

his sadness the whole time Bill had been in<br />

his home.<br />

The three shook hands. Bill declined<br />

free beers much to Jonny’s shugrin and<br />

after Matthew gave them the ex-girlfriend,<br />

Meg’s phone number they were back in the<br />

sandy rental car making their way back to<br />

their motel.<br />

***<br />

Jonny was stir crazy after spending<br />

two days sitting in a motel room with Bill<br />

working away at his computer. Bill had tried<br />

to contact Meg four times the day before<br />

and already three times that day. He was<br />

intent upon spending this day working or<br />

calling Meg so that he could get a hold of<br />

Pete. Bill hadn’t left a voicemail as like<br />

many salesmen he feared she would not<br />

return his call if she knew is intent. Still with<br />

their next flight set to leave in four days Bill<br />

didn’t have much more time to waste on this<br />

lead before they’d take a trip into the desert.<br />

So on his fourth call at five that afternoon<br />

Bill left her a message saying that he was<br />

trying to find Pete and Phil because they’d<br />

joined a cult and just wanted to ask her one<br />

question. He emphasised that he’d only ask<br />

one question and that after that Meg would<br />

never hear from Bill again.Bill reasoned that<br />

to most people this was a reasonable<br />

request.<br />

He finally got a response from her in<br />

the form of an angry phone call at near<br />

eleven that night. Meg was nasty with Bill<br />

over the phone calling him all sorts of<br />

names because he’d called her so many<br />

times without leaving a message. Then<br />

claimed that whatever bad situation “the


astard” Phil was involved in he probably<br />

deserved it. Still after she calmed Bill was<br />

able to get a general idea of where to find<br />

Pete. She didn’t have an address, only a<br />

description of the cross roads and that the<br />

house was the two story white one with a<br />

waterless angel fountain in the front. Bill<br />

thanked her and she told him that if he<br />

called her again she’d call the cops for<br />

harassment. He didn’t plan on including that<br />

in his book.<br />

The houses near Pete’s parents<br />

home where nicer that Matthew’s home.<br />

The yards were mostly nearly arranged<br />

stones with the occasional statue placed to<br />

brighten up the landscape. It took them two<br />

hours of driving in circles down the mix of<br />

roads around the intersection Meg<br />

described until they at long last found the<br />

home. There were no cars and no lights on<br />

around noon when Bill and Jonny rolled<br />

past in their rental car. Bill took down the<br />

address so he could find more easily and<br />

drove away. Jonny wondered why and Bill<br />

explained that he wanted to drive past again<br />

in a few hours when there might be a car or<br />

some indication that someone was home.<br />

Before then they would get some lunch.<br />

Jonny joked that it was like stalking but was<br />

happy to be eating a good meal instead of<br />

fast food or pizza brought back to the motel.<br />

While eating lunch Bill checked his<br />

usual online message boards. Places on the<br />

internet where people came together to talk<br />

about their family members involvement in<br />

weird cults and discuss the appearances of<br />

weird symbols around the world. Bill had<br />

located nearly one hundred different cults<br />

that all had similar glyphs and sigils in their<br />

writings or embroidery. Some theorized that<br />

these were secrete religions of the old gods<br />

that only now we're seeing the light because<br />

of our widespread communication but<br />

others theorized that these religions were all<br />

some elaborate hoax by a group of internet<br />

trolls. A member of one of the message<br />

boards, Mr.Fluorite217, privately messaged<br />

Bill telling him that he’d created a way to<br />

“see beyond the mortal realm and glimpse<br />

that which lies in the layers just beyond our<br />

sight. A place when we can not touch but<br />

only see and that even there the glyphs<br />

exist.” Mr.Fluorite217 asked if Bill had made<br />

any progress is learning more about the<br />

cults and explained that might be able to<br />

help if Bill were to come to London to help<br />

figure out what the creatures one layer deep<br />

might be doing and how they interacted with<br />

the human world. He also rambled about<br />

beings built of pure hate residing in<br />

conjunction with his own world and that<br />

beyond them was a radiant world of colors<br />

and physics where books could be<br />

absorbed by sight and gravity could be<br />

seen. Then user Mr.Fluorite217 rambled on<br />

some more about how he hadn’t show<br />

anyone else for fear of the world taking his<br />

invention from him. Bill responded that he<br />

would look into this after his current task<br />

and noted to Mr.Fluorite217 that he’d be<br />

busy for much of the comming week with<br />

work and unlikely to respond at any quick<br />

pace. Bill was leery of Mr.Fluorite217 and<br />

discarded the story as it likely was the<br />

ramblings of an internet troll.<br />

When they returned to Pete’s<br />

parents home there still were no cars but<br />

the living room curtains that had been<br />

closed were now open. Jonny hadn’t<br />

noticed but this face made Bill confident that<br />

he would get some information. They<br />

knocked and waited. There was no answer<br />

so Jonny moved to leave. Bill motioned for


Jonny to stop which he did. A short while<br />

later Bill knocked again, this time harder<br />

and longer. Still nothing. After waiting a<br />

good five minutes quietly listening for<br />

sounds inside the home Bill knocked a third<br />

time. This time with a happy kind of rhythm<br />

to the knocking. The door was this time<br />

answered by a twenty something half<br />

asleep man with bloodshot eyes and sweat<br />

that wet his clothes like it’d just rained. He<br />

was gumpy man who didn’t so much as<br />

answer but grunted at them.<br />

“Hello,” Bill stated calmly yet with a<br />

sort of absent authority, “I was just stopping<br />

by home to talk to Pete or Phil. Pete’s dad<br />

sent us this way.”<br />

The young man almost closed the<br />

door then stopped, “What about?”<br />

“Well I’ve seen a lot about some<br />

group in the desert. I wanted to learn more<br />

before visiting them. I was hoping Pete or<br />

Phil could help lead me in the right<br />

direction?”<br />

“What’s in it for me?”<br />

“Fifty bucks if you’ve got any good<br />

information sound fair?”<br />

“I need a hundred to finish paying<br />

rent here this month.”<br />

“I can do one hundred.”<br />

He opened the door and stepped<br />

back motioning the two men in. The young<br />

man lead them through the living area to the<br />

dining room table then sat down across<br />

from them without saying another word.<br />

“Your Phil I take it?” Bill said as he<br />

took a seat. He could tell Jonny was itching<br />

at a chance to talk to someone other than<br />

Bill and worried that Jonny would start<br />

talking during his discussion and distract the<br />

process.<br />

The young man rumpled his face<br />

and said, “No I’m Ned. I just live with Pete.<br />

We rent this place out from his parents.<br />

Pete’s asleep in the basement. Sleeps most<br />

of the day.”<br />

Bill opened his wallet and pulled out<br />

five of his eight twenties setting them on the<br />

table, “We really wanted to speak with<br />

Pete.”<br />

“Well Pete’s out cold. He’s been<br />

awake for about four hours a night the last<br />

week or so since we got back from Kal’ara.”<br />

“Kal’ara?”<br />

“Yeah Kal’ara is a little place in<br />

Mexico about three hours south of here.<br />

Pete and Phil took me out there to take part<br />

in their macho fighting club. I’d only been<br />

once. Pete was apparently living there.<br />

Wanted to recruit me on account of my<br />

being all state in wrestling in highschool.<br />

You want to hear about these cult fucker<br />

huh?” Phil wiped some sweat from his<br />

forehead onto his wet arm, “AC is on full<br />

blast. You guys are probably a little nippy?<br />

You got an accent from up north<br />

somewhere?”<br />

“Were fine,” Bill said, he had<br />

goosebumps from the cold and could see<br />

goosebumps on Jonny’s neck but the cold<br />

was bearable, “You visited the cult too and<br />

you knew it was a cult?”


“Pft. I knew it was a cult as soon as I<br />

found out Phil was living there now and had<br />

all those scars on his arm. Shit some of<br />

them never healed and just bled a little all<br />

day every day. Which of course Phil said<br />

was part of the honor. Which was weird. So<br />

when we got out there and I saw these<br />

fuckers going all wrestle mania on each<br />

other but for real I figured I should leave.<br />

But that wasn’t enough ya see? I was there<br />

at the start of the night and we had to stay<br />

until the end.”<br />

“So you only went the one time?”<br />

“Yeah I went the one time. Pete’s<br />

last time out there too. These guys were<br />

crazy why do you want to know about them<br />

anyway.”<br />

“I’m writing a book about cults<br />

around the world that all have the same<br />

symbols. Like the ones on Phil’s arm.”<br />

“There’s more of these guys around<br />

the world? It’s some creepy Fight Club<br />

esque shit.”<br />

“Yeah there’s a lot of cults using the<br />

same sigils. Some claim to predate<br />

christianity.”<br />

“Yeah these guys said that too. Said<br />

Jesus was a false idol and that the only true<br />

god was some ancient thing that was all<br />

about blood and pain and war or something.<br />

Real dark shit too. There were some very<br />

pretty girls there though. They were getting<br />

guys to come then kinda getting all sexy on<br />

them to lure them into getting into the ring<br />

for fighting. Twisted if you ask me. One of<br />

them girls just about mounted me trying to<br />

get me in there. She had some runes or<br />

symbols carved across her chest that<br />

looked like the ones on Phil’s arm. They<br />

bled a little too. She was a real twisted<br />

chick. Saw her take down another girl in two<br />

quick moves. Really horrorshow that girl.”<br />

“So it was mostly fighting you saw?”<br />

“Yeah what I saw was mostly<br />

fighting. I had some of their sacred wine and<br />

after that I wanted to fight but I knew it was<br />

wrong. Can’t just beat people out in the<br />

desert like that. Glad I didn’t fight neither<br />

after what happened to Pete.”<br />

“Did Pete fight?”<br />

“Oh yeah Pete fought! He had a<br />

good bout against four smaller guys. They<br />

all came at him with pipes and there was<br />

Pete all alone. They called it his final<br />

conquest. Four on one with friggin pipes.<br />

Crazy, count me out. I told him to get the<br />

fuck outa there.”<br />

“Did he win?”<br />

“Pft, no. Four guys with pipes<br />

against just Pete? He’s lucky they didn’t kill<br />

him. But it’s not that that's the worst. It’s that<br />

after they pummeled the guy they dragged<br />

him out and told him he had to start all over<br />

again. That he was now an initiate. Not<br />

even a member. He’d have to earn his way<br />

back in. Pete just laid there. I had to help<br />

the guy into his truck and drive him back<br />

here. He’s been sick as a dog ever sense<br />

and won't go to the doctor. Keeps saying he<br />

needs to go back to Kal’ara. The sun hurts<br />

his eyes. It’s like a heroin addict coming<br />

down. Real scary shit. Worst part is that I<br />

want to go back too. I dream about Kal’ara


and being it’s glorious champion. Pete<br />

though, he’s ruined. His wounds have<br />

mostly healed but he can’t stay awake and<br />

gets worse every day. Won't see a doctor.<br />

Just wants me to take him to Kal’ara. Says<br />

he has to become a Berserker. Whatever<br />

the fuck that means.”<br />

Bill took note of all of this in detail,<br />

“Maybe there was something in the wine?<br />

Cocaine or some other stimulant that’s<br />

addictive?”<br />

“I think it’s the pussy.”<br />

“What?”<br />

“All those girls dragging men out<br />

there. They get the girls when they win. Part<br />

of the prize. Winners of the girls fights fuck<br />

the winners of the guys fights. It’s like some<br />

big victory orgy inside their cave temple<br />

place according to Pete.”<br />

“Can we speak with Pete please?”<br />

“He’s gunna be unconscious. I’m<br />

telling you he’s not going to be awake,” He<br />

wiped his face with his t-shirt to remove the<br />

dripping sweat, “Fucking hell I can’t stop<br />

sweating sense we came back from that<br />

damned place.”<br />

“Please. If we talk to Pete we might<br />

be able to get more information from the cult<br />

when we visit.”<br />

“No. After talking to Pete you won’t<br />

want to visit. Once you see what they've<br />

done to him you’ll want to just turn around<br />

and leave,” Ned stood and moved for the<br />

back of the kitchen where there were stairs<br />

leading down to the basement. He motioned<br />

for Bill and Jonny to follow. They did. Down<br />

the creaky stairs in a room that was hardly<br />

lit even with the light on Bill and Jonny<br />

watched as Ned shook a man who was<br />

lying directly on the cement floor, “Pete<br />

wake up,” Ned said but there was nothing.<br />

After a few more attempts to shake Pete<br />

awake, Ned knelt next to him and checked<br />

his pulse. Ned’s previously reddened skin<br />

went flush. His posture changed to one<br />

more demised and he tearfully turned to Bill<br />

and Jonny, “There’s no pulse.”<br />

“We need to call an ambulance,”<br />

Jonny said scrambling up the stairs. He<br />

rushed out to the street to find the house<br />

number and street name so that he could<br />

get help. But help would do nothing. Pete<br />

was declared dead on the scene and Ned<br />

was taken to the hospital for examination.<br />

The police interviewed Jonny and Bill but<br />

found no reason to keep them or prosecute<br />

for any cause so they let them go. By eight<br />

PM the duo, mentally exhausted, retired to<br />

their motel.<br />

***<br />

That night Bill had trouble sleeping.<br />

The other cults he’d investigated had their<br />

own kinds of intensity but none had been<br />

like this. When he’d seen Pete and Ned it<br />

almost looked like the two were recovering<br />

from an addiction. He’d seen alcoholics take<br />

a week or more to come down and start<br />

feeling like normal people again. In Albany<br />

he’d been chased out of a small temple in<br />

the woods and in Nebraska he’d been<br />

threatened consistently. These glyphs or<br />

sigils, or whatever they were had been<br />

popping up all over the world. They were<br />

showing up in the background of news<br />

articles and occasionally on bodies found in<br />

all variety of places. Increasingly high<br />

numbers of people were seeking help to get


their family members out of the cults in<br />

online forums. The only similarity between<br />

all the cults was that some point or another<br />

there was offered animal of often times<br />

human blood. It racked Bill's mind trying to<br />

figure out how the cults could be so<br />

widespread and yet seem so unknown to<br />

society. He was fascinated by them.<br />

Jonny was tossing all night. His body<br />

was overheating like he had a fever but it<br />

was really just the dark light of his<br />

dreamscape. Images of battling in a cage<br />

that repeatedly awakened him with the<br />

horrific detail of bludgeoning and baseball<br />

bat battles. He shuddered at the joys of<br />

blood victory on red sands he’d never<br />

before seen. Still, after the carnage had<br />

ended and dawn arose, Jonny felt a call to<br />

battle that hadn’t existed since he’d played<br />

football in high school.<br />

In the morning Bill and Jonny<br />

commented to each other about how awful<br />

the hotel beds were and how either had<br />

gotten sleep because of it. They didn’t talk<br />

about much else as they ate their free motel<br />

breakfast buffet and then left in the rental<br />

sedan to meet with Matthew at eleven. Both<br />

men wondered if eachother had shaken<br />

nerves over finding Pete dead the day<br />

before but they both declined to comment<br />

on it. Talking may have convinced them to<br />

retreat from their task.<br />

***<br />

Matthew was over eager. He no<br />

longer seemed to hide his want in removing<br />

his son from the clutches of the Kal’ara cult.<br />

Matthew brought with him his M1911 after<br />

arguing with Bill that he was going to bring a<br />

few rifles. After Bill noted the increased<br />

difficulty in passing though a border with<br />

firearms Matthew resigned to only bringing<br />

the M1911 pistol and had said he’d only use<br />

it if they were threatened. BIll hoped<br />

Matthew was just paranoid.<br />

After the near speechless three hour<br />

drive south into rural Mexico the Matthew<br />

slowed his truck on a long empty road and<br />

began looking for the path to Kal’ara. It was<br />

a rocky, bumpy, path and Matthew had to<br />

backtrack twice because he thought he was<br />

going in the wrong direction. By the time<br />

they actually found the desolate metal<br />

fighting ring they’d been in the desert for<br />

over two hours. Even with the air<br />

conditioning of Matthew's old Ford F250 the<br />

desert heat was stifling. The creaky shocks<br />

of the rusted truck were the only music out<br />

there as radio stations didn’t broadcast to<br />

places with no people.<br />

When they did finally find the fighting<br />

ring it they were in a desolate place with<br />

very little signs that humans were around. If<br />

someone was living nearby they were very<br />

clean people who kept hidden. Around the<br />

large circle fencing were tracks from the<br />

tires of the spectator vehicles, footprints,<br />

and blotches of maroon sand that were<br />

presumably dried blood spots. It was a<br />

dusty place that even lacked the refreshing<br />

feel of wind. In the direction of the road<br />

they’d turned off of to find this place was a<br />

large hill. Around the ring there were a few<br />

rocky outcrops that didn’t seem large<br />

enough for a cave to be present. One<br />

outcrop did take the shape of a rough cubic<br />

viper head complete with upper and lower<br />

fangs. In the viper's mouth there was a dark<br />

area visible at a distance that could have<br />

been an overhang but was unlikely to be a<br />

cave deeper than a few feet. Someone<br />

could stay there for a night but no person


could make it a home that far out in the<br />

desert. Still the snake head outcrop was the<br />

only lead they had so after meandering<br />

around the ring without any other leads Bill<br />

directed the group in the snake head’s<br />

direction.<br />

It was a good a quick drive over that<br />

back in Michigan wouldn’t have been worth<br />

the gas. But in the heat of the Mexican<br />

summer Bill and Jonny were thankful for<br />

Matthews truck. The mouth of the little cave<br />

was just barely tall enough for two men to<br />

walk through side by side and on the tongue<br />

of the snake there was a heavily traveled<br />

path. The back of the cave was eclipsed by<br />

darkness. Still at this closer distance the<br />

cavern did not look large enough to house<br />

more than one or two people and in that<br />

respect their presence should have been<br />

noticeable but it wasn’t.<br />

“This is the only cave entrance type<br />

thing we’ve seen but I don’t see how<br />

anyone could live here,” said Bill, “It looks<br />

like people travel through here often<br />

though.”<br />

Matthew pulled out his pistol and<br />

start up into the cave.<br />

“I don’t think you need your gun out<br />

for an empty cave,” said Jonny.<br />

Matthew turned around saying,<br />

“Rattlers like the cold. I’d rather shoot a<br />

snake then let em bite me,” then as<br />

Matthew turned a dark figure emerged from<br />

the blackness of the cavern behind him. The<br />

figure moved with horrific malice in<br />

extending its lanky arms over a large rock<br />

and it moved in a fluid motion like a striking<br />

mountain lion clawing at Matthew’s upper<br />

body and pulling him back head first into the<br />

rock face it’d reached out from. There was a<br />

crack but no sound from Matthew as his<br />

body dropped limp to the sandy floor of the<br />

cavern.<br />

Jonny moved for the knife in his<br />

jeans pocket but was stopped as a coarse<br />

palm grasped his arm like a vice. Bill moved<br />

towards the truck, ever the coward, and<br />

turned into the sweaty chest of a man<br />

covered in blown sand which caused his<br />

skin to feel like sandpaper against Bill’s<br />

cheek. Sudden impact coupled with the<br />

immediate salted taste of the strangers<br />

sweat sent Bill stumbling back a few steps<br />

into the cave. The lumbering Red Man<br />

behind Bill was hot from the beat of the sun<br />

on his naked peeling flesh. There were<br />

blisters on the shoulders and arms that<br />

pussed and popped with each movement.<br />

No doubt the wounds of standing as a<br />

hidden guard outside in such hateful heat.<br />

Near behind, to the right, and shorter than<br />

the Red Man were two bulked women with<br />

their once fair skin equally desecrated by<br />

the sun and their muscles tensed in equal<br />

preparation to the Red Man. One of the<br />

women had Jonny’s arm and had begun<br />

pinning him hard against the curved rock<br />

wall of the cavern while the Red Man<br />

grabbed stumbling Bill’s shirt collar and<br />

pulled him forward into the Red Man’s fist. It<br />

was a blackening impact that shook the light<br />

from Bill’s eyes leaving only a blur. He<br />

slumped back knowingly letting himself fall<br />

towards the ground only to feel himself<br />

pulled back put to another fisting. This<br />

second impact left Bill near unconscious. He<br />

couldn’t tell if he was falling or sleeping.<br />

Another jerk pulled him up and he knew his<br />

nightmare was not over. Bill’s face shook<br />

against something hard again. He hoped


the ground. Then he felt to fall until at long<br />

last he felt the crush and scrape of the back<br />

of his head against stone and sand. A<br />

feeling he’d never thought he’d welcome.<br />

Bill tried to keep conscious and look dead<br />

but his mind was too wracked for pretend.<br />

****<br />

Jonny kept his head down as one of<br />

the Red Women stuffed him down a small<br />

entry way at the back of the snake jaw<br />

cavern. He hazily watched the worn and<br />

chipped stone stairs below him pass while<br />

the air changed from achingly hot to a<br />

pleasant cool allowing the sweat on his<br />

body to dry while his captor dragged him<br />

across the floor by placing her hands under<br />

his armpits causing his bottom to hit each<br />

stair with a harsh thud. All the while Jonny<br />

could feel his upper right molar wiggling so<br />

much that he wondered how it was even<br />

kept in place. They passed through many<br />

long winding tunnels with many forks. The<br />

walls were made of carved stone with<br />

engraved sigils and dried red palm prints on<br />

them. There were shrieks in the distance<br />

down one fork that Jonny was pulled away<br />

from. The burned red people that dragged<br />

the group spoke in tongues that Jonny could<br />

not understand. Multiple groups of our or<br />

five people passed him in the tunnels that at<br />

their depth were now wide enough for men<br />

to stand four persons wide comfortably.<br />

When they released Jonny he was in a cell<br />

made of stone with one wall like that of a<br />

cage made from long cross sectioned bones<br />

like the braided ribcage of some large<br />

beast.<br />

Jonny spent a long while drooling on<br />

the cold sandy floor of his cage before he<br />

tried to move. There was a consistent<br />

mumbling of someone with a coarse voice<br />

nearby but he couldn’t tell where the<br />

speaker was. When he fully awakened the<br />

seriousness of his situation set in. Jonny’s<br />

elbows were scraped and his shirt had been<br />

removed. His pants and shoes were still on<br />

but his wallet and knife were missing. The<br />

twisted braided bone door of the cell had no<br />

noticeable way to be opened as it seemed<br />

embedded into both the rock of the ceiling<br />

and the rock of the floor.<br />

“Be with us,” the coarse voice came<br />

again from behind Jonny, “Hold nothing<br />

back,” It was a twisted horrific shell of a<br />

man. His skin was bruised, cut, burned, sun<br />

burned, peeled, boiled, blistered, popped,<br />

pussed, and scared, “Be with us and join<br />

today,” he continued flopping his fat and<br />

broken bottom lip, “for we alone can show<br />

the way,” the man laid in the back corner<br />

motionless.<br />

“Who are you?” Jonny asked<br />

standing and positioning himself near the<br />

bone bar so that he and the stranger were<br />

in opposing corner of their confinement.<br />

The shell of a man slowly rolled his<br />

headd head up and locked his dry eyes with<br />

Jonny, “Another joins us. Pitty pitty. Another<br />

for the berzerkers.”<br />

“Who are you and who the fuck put<br />

us in here?”<br />

“Ha!” the man laughed, “I am dirt. I<br />

have failed Kre. I await only judgement.”<br />

“Who is Kre?”


“Who is Kre?” the man whined, “Kre<br />

is The All God. Bringer of rain, lord of the<br />

blood in your veins. Kre is the purity of rage<br />

and victory.”<br />

or?”<br />

“Is it Kre who has us locked in here<br />

“No, no,” the man said, “Kre is deep<br />

below waiting for proper honors on the<br />

battlefield and a sufficient blood offering to<br />

awaken again.”<br />

Jonny scanned the cuts and bruises<br />

on the dilapidated man’s body, “What<br />

happened to you?”<br />

“I won my conquest but failed in<br />

receiving the mark. My blood was not pure<br />

enough,” he held up the underside of his<br />

right arm revealing a series of sigils cut into<br />

it that were all puffed, green, and oozing<br />

with fluids, “If you cannot bare the marks<br />

you cannot join the cabal.”<br />

Jonny nearly vomited at the sight.<br />

He gagged and wish there had been<br />

enough in his stomach to wretch up but he<br />

hadn’t eaten in hours and so was left to dry<br />

heave while wondering if Bill and Matthew<br />

had met similar fates. After he pulled<br />

himself together he asked the man, “What<br />

are they going to do to me?”<br />

“You will be taken the battle field and<br />

tested before Kre. If worthy you will join us.<br />

If unworthy you will not return.”<br />

“You mean they’ll kill me right? Not<br />

return is just some sugar coated bullshit?”<br />

“Yes. The unworthy die. Either in<br />

battle or,” he sighed, “After.”<br />

“I don’t want to join the cabal.”<br />

“Kre calls on only those who have<br />

the strength to answer.”<br />

“We came here to learn about this<br />

stupid cult. Not join it,” Jonny pushed his<br />

face to the bone bars. He was in denial that<br />

they were made of bone because it just<br />

seemed too unreal. Jonny could tell there<br />

were cages on either side of his but could<br />

not tell if anyone was inside them. He<br />

listened but heard no other sounds of life.<br />

The man chucked, seemed to choke<br />

for a moment, then continued chuckling,<br />

“Tonight you will learn all there is to know.”<br />

***<br />

Hours passed as Jonny lay there not<br />

knowing what happened to Bill. Each<br />

movement caused an eruption of pain from<br />

the loose tooth in Jonny’s mouth. His<br />

regretful decision to come with Bill ate away<br />

at him. First he hurt thinking at a real<br />

bodyguard might have actually been of<br />

some help to Bill but in the head of his self<br />

loathing he repressed those dark thoughts<br />

and lived only in the present. There was no<br />

past or future for him now. The only<br />

certainty in Jonny's life was that he was<br />

alive and he was breathing. That he had a<br />

tooth dangling from some torn fleshy bits in<br />

his mouth annoying and worrying him. He<br />

needed a dentist. Surely he was going to<br />

lose the tooth. He’d known that he realized<br />

it was loose but didn’t want to admit it to<br />

himself. There was a nagging at his<br />

conscience that begged this to all be a<br />

dream or a sham of some kind. His mortal<br />

mind rejected all of his reality, it had to be a<br />

fallacy. Reaching inside his mouth Jonny


grasped the tooth. The whole area exploded<br />

with pain. The tooth had to come out. It was<br />

the only pain he could fix. In his tongue<br />

Jonny had felt that only one root was<br />

holding the tooth in. Reasoning that one<br />

root ripping couldn’t hurt more than a<br />

mangled tooth jangling around he pulled<br />

hard removing the tooth with a gush of<br />

blood and a feeling that a rod had been<br />

shoved through his missing tooth hole<br />

straight up into his eye. He shrieked and<br />

whimpered trying to gather himself. Pain<br />

was good. It distracted from the reality of his<br />

horrific existence.<br />

The desolated body behind him<br />

moved and groaned all the while starting to<br />

repeat the same thing over and over no<br />

matter how much Jonny begged of him to<br />

stop. His coarse dry voice drooled on,<br />

“Come with me and join the pack. Be with<br />

us. Hold nothing back. Be with us and join<br />

today for we alone can show the way. There<br />

is a place of long forgot come and see the<br />

being from which we’re taught. Come with<br />

me and join the pack. Join in blood hold<br />

nothing back. Unleash the bond we hold in<br />

blood and come with me my war wrought<br />

dove,” For hours.<br />

In light of hearing the same<br />

unending loop from the talking corpse in his<br />

cell Jonny almost welcomed the the sight of<br />

the Red Man and the two Red Women<br />

who’d assaulted him at the entrance to the<br />

cavern. The bone barrier retracted, seeming<br />

to shrink itself momentarily at the wave of<br />

the Red Man’s hand and quick utterance of<br />

guttural tongues. Jonny tried to move away<br />

from the Red Man but was quickly snatched<br />

by the shoulders. He spat in the eyes of the<br />

Red Man and struggled while blood mixed<br />

with a small amount of spittle rolled down<br />

the Red Man’s unflinching face. One of the<br />

women bagged Jonny’s head with a brown<br />

sack and other other tied his hands behind<br />

his back with twine. Jonny cursed them as<br />

they dragged him out of the cell towards<br />

unseeable end.<br />

The bag over Jonny’s head was thin<br />

enough so that he could see the outlines of<br />

the winding tunnels they passed through<br />

with much haste that it seemed his captors<br />

were making wrong turns or perhaps taking<br />

long routes through the labyrinth to confuse<br />

Jonny and ensure he could not find it way<br />

back. Four times he thought they’d passed<br />

the same group of figured praying in the<br />

dark. Once from the back, the side, the<br />

front, and then the side again before being<br />

pulled up a staircase and joined by four<br />

more men with sacks over their heads too.<br />

One of the other captives dropped limp and<br />

was dragged by his captor for a few feet<br />

before the captor turned around, kicked him,<br />

and told him that if he was going to cry and<br />

give up before the proving that he would<br />

displease Kre and that would land him in<br />

certain death. With that the man stood and<br />

followed giving little resistance other than<br />

the tears he still shed. Jonny first thought<br />

the man to be Bill but Bill was taller and<br />

didn’t have as deep of a voice.<br />

Another captive, possibly Matthew<br />

by the sound of their voice, cursed at his<br />

captors following behind Jonny in a narrow<br />

tunnel. Matthew’s comments were met with<br />

furious fists that left Matthew howling in pain<br />

before being shoved forward. After passing<br />

through a tunnel so narrow that Jonny’s<br />

shoulders touched either side at once he<br />

found himself being shoved down a wide<br />

tunnel with more followers of Kre and still<br />

furthermore captives. Then he could tell he


as being pushed back out the mouth of the<br />

snake head outcrop and then marched back<br />

towards the desert cage in the black of the<br />

desert night with only the stars above to<br />

glimmer their brightness lighting the desert<br />

landscape. In the shuffling darkness Jonny<br />

could hardly make out the space around<br />

him but knew by the sounds of the engines<br />

and booming music playing that there was a<br />

crowed gathered. He was moved through its<br />

outskirt and spat on more than once before<br />

being pushed out into the fighting area as<br />

the sack was removed from his head.<br />

The headlights of the surrounding<br />

cars momentarily blinded Jonny. The<br />

screaming crowd quieted, the music with it,<br />

and a tall man stood in the center of the<br />

fighting area. Jonny moved forward thinking<br />

that he was meant to enter the middle of the<br />

ring for some horrid combat. He breathed<br />

deep and readied himself for a fight when<br />

tight hands grabbed him and pulled him<br />

back to the fencing. Two men tied Jonny to<br />

the fence with belts across his wrists telling<br />

him, “Not yet.”<br />

****<br />

Even at night the desert was hot. Bill<br />

was unsure of his situation. He hadn’t been<br />

in a fight since grade school when another<br />

kid had pushed him for no reason. Even<br />

back then he was ill prepared for battle.<br />

Now he was placed in a ring, in the desert,<br />

with a naked cut up man in it’s center<br />

screaming in dark tongues. The crowd<br />

cheers three hundred strong with each<br />

pause of the speaker's voice. Beyond the<br />

speaker was Matthew, equally stripped to<br />

his pants and shoes like Bill was. Matthew’s<br />

bells stuck out and his hairy tits sagged<br />

catching the beams of the headlights<br />

around the ring, “Phil!” Matthew shouted, his<br />

throat was so dry you could hear it, “Phil<br />

stop this! It’s not you my boy!”<br />

Phil, in the center of the ring, held<br />

two objects above his head. One a pistol,<br />

the other a pen, he shouted, “Blood of my<br />

past has entered the ring! Shall the father<br />

honor Kre as the son has or fall to the decay<br />

of defeat! Each man get’s the weapons they<br />

brought to sunder our righteous lands!” Phil<br />

turned and hastily made way to Bill<br />

extending the pen to him with an open palm.<br />

It was Bill’s pen. The one he’d taken notes<br />

with for years. A hard copper pen with<br />

refillable inks. Being close to Phil was<br />

horrific. His wounds were all open and<br />

somehow not bleeding. What had<br />

apparently started as a series of ceremonial<br />

cuts along his forearm were now wet<br />

wounds that went up his right arm to his<br />

shoulder and were stretching across his<br />

chest. Some lines even moved up Phil’s<br />

neck with depths that seem impossible.<br />

Bill took the pen while eyeing the<br />

pistol, “Why are you doing this?” he said.<br />

When Phil spoke as close distance it<br />

could be seen that Phil’s teeth were nearly<br />

all missing. All that remained in his mouth<br />

were his upper canines giving Phil the look<br />

of a snake man, “You are here because you<br />

answered the call of Kre as I answered the<br />

call of Kre. No one enters without Kre’s<br />

blessing. No one leaves without Kre’s<br />

payment.”<br />

“What payment?”<br />

“Battle and blood feed Kre as we<br />

would drink water,” Phil said walking away<br />

towards Matthew.


“I just wanted a fucking interview!”<br />

Bill shouted. He looked around him. Jonny<br />

was strapped to the fencing with a group of<br />

other men and one women. The crowd<br />

looked like semi normal everyday people<br />

aside from the sparsely spread burned red<br />

men and women.<br />

Kre- Blood god<br />

Guy in cell with them or found in desert<br />

or something, he’s got the scar on his<br />

arm like phil but it’s infected, he says<br />

he’s not worthy.<br />

Tech Cult that they visit later, after this<br />

where Bill convinces Jonny to go<br />

because he doesn’t want to go alone and<br />

needs someone who believes in this<br />

stuff.<br />

Tech cult has people making cybernetic<br />

enhancements to become one with the<br />

eternal god of electricity and technology<br />

Gathering berzerkers to destroy the<br />

Serinites<br />

Watch follower of the sea god being<br />

brought out to be challanged by the<br />

berzerkers and test his faith against<br />

theirs in a trial by combat, tentical face<br />

attach, berzerker cuts their head off,<br />

pulls off tenticals, looses eye, cheers for<br />

vistory!<br />

CHANT “Come with me and join the<br />

pack. Be with us. Hold nothing back. Be<br />

with us and join today for we alone can<br />

show the way. There is a place of long<br />

forgot come and see the being from<br />

which we’re taught. Come with me and<br />

join the pack. Join in blood hold nothing<br />

back. Unleash the bond we hold in blood<br />

and come with me my war wrought<br />

dove.”<br />

Kal’ara<br />

ADD PART WHERE BILL SEE”S PHILL<br />

KILL SOMEONE WHO CHALLANGES<br />

HIM AS CHAMPION<br />

The challanger moved with a<br />

quickness Bill hadn’t seen before. He<br />

fliped and kicked in an extream display<br />

of his athletic prowess. Phill was still<br />

and silent on the other side of the ring.<br />

His face grew slightly redder as he<br />

approched the challanger. The<br />

Challanger haulted his display and<br />

righted his body in a defencive position<br />

preparing for Phills assult. Phill’s arm<br />

seeemed to almost glow, then bleed and<br />

he breathed harder started to pcik upi<br />

his pace to charge the challanger. The<br />

challanger breathed deep and seemed<br />

focused on Phill. There in that moment<br />

both men existed in a world wholely of<br />

their own. Phill puched with his left fist,<br />

the challanger dodged and attempted<br />

striking at Phill’s head with a rounded<br />

kick that Phill ducked under. After<br />

exchanging afew more near misses<br />

Phill’s right arm, which he hadn’t yet<br />

attacked with was soaked with blood<br />

that’d oozed from his ceremonial scars.<br />

The challanger roared forward with a<br />

kick that missed and followed with a<br />

stone fist to Phill’s unyeilding<br />

midsection. Phill shifted squaring<br />

himself with the Challanger and finally


stuck with his right fist. On impact with<br />

the Challangers forehead blood flung<br />

from Phill’s arm spraying around the<br />

face and neck of the challanger. The heat<br />

of the blood seemed to burn into the<br />

Challanger causing him to fall sceaming<br />

and holing his face. It looked like acid<br />

had been splashed across his skin<br />

forming little black pores that dug down<br />

through the Challanger’s body. The<br />

crowd roared while the blood on Phill’s<br />

arm looked to be seeping back into him.<br />

Phill resigned the battlefield with the<br />

same calm intensity he’d entered with<br />

and no remorse for the screams of the<br />

slowly dying challanger.

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