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Nadia’s, and whom Nadia had helped on more than one occasion to ascend the stairs, the old woman<br />
being regal in posture but also quite large, this old woman motioned to Nadia, beckoned Nadia to<br />
come stand at her side, to stand beside the garden chair on which she was sitting. This seemed to<br />
settle the matter, and Nadia was not questioned or asked to leave.<br />
Initially Nadia did not follow much of what was being said, just snippets here and there, but over<br />
time she understood more and more, and she understood also that the Nigerians were in fact not all<br />
Nigerians, some were half Nigerians, or from places that bordered Nigeria, from families that<br />
spanned both sides of a border, and further that there was perhaps no such thing as a Nigerian, or<br />
certainly no one common thing, for different Nigerians spoke different tongues among themselves, and<br />
belonged to different religions. Together in this group they conversed in a language that was built in<br />
large part from English, but not solely from English, and some of them were in any case more familiar<br />
with English than were others. Also they spoke different variations of English, different Englishes,<br />
and so when Nadia gave voice to an idea or opinion among them, she did not need to fear that her<br />
views could not be comprehended, for her English was like theirs, one among many.<br />
The activities of the council were mundane, making decisions on room disputes or claims of theft<br />
or unneighborly behavior, and also on relations with other houses on the street. Deliberations were<br />
often slow and cumbersome, so these gatherings were not particularly thrilling. And yet Nadia looked<br />
forward to them. They represented something new in her mind, the birth of something new, and she<br />
found these people who were both like and unlike those she had known in her city, familiar and<br />
unfamiliar, she found them interesting, and she found their seeming acceptance of her, or at least<br />
tolerance of her, rewarding, an achievement in a way.<br />
Among the younger Nigerians Nadia acquired a bit of a special status, perhaps because they saw<br />
her with their elders, or perhaps because of her black robe, and so the younger Nigerian men and<br />
women and the older Nigerian boys and girls, the ones who often had quick jibes to make about many<br />
of the others in the house, rarely said anything of that nature to her, or about her, at least in her<br />
presence. She came and went unruffled through the crowded rooms and passages, unruffled except by<br />
a fast-talking Nigerian woman her own age, a woman with a leather jacket and a chipped tooth, who<br />
stood like a gunslinger, with hips open and belt loose and hands at her sides, and spared no one from<br />
her verbal lashings, from her comments that would follow you even as you passed her and left her<br />
behind.<br />
Saeed, though, was less comfortable. As he was a young man the other young men would size him<br />
up from time to time, as young men do, and Saeed found this disconcerting. Not because he had not<br />
encountered anything similar in his own country, he had, but because here in this house he was the<br />
only man from his country, and those sizing him up were from another country, and there were far<br />
more of them, and he was alone. This touched upon something basic, something tribal, and evoked<br />
tension and a sort of suppressed fear. He was uncertain when he could relax, if he could relax, and so<br />
when he was outside his bedroom but inside the house he seldom felt fully at ease.<br />
Once, he was alone, arriving home while Nadia was at a meeting of the council, and the woman in<br />
the leather jacket stood in the hall, blocking his way with her narrow, jagged form, her back leaning<br />
against one wall, a foot planted on the other. Saeed did not like to admit it but he was intimidated by<br />
her, by her intensity and by the speed and unpredictability of her words, words that he often could not<br />
understand, but words that made others laugh. He stood there and waited for her to move, to yield<br />
space for him to pass. But she did not move, and so he said excuse me, and she said why should I<br />
excuse you, she said more than that, but all he could catch was that phrase. Saeed was angry that she<br />
was toying with him, and alarmed also, and he considered turning around and coming back later. But