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Marital Rape By anonymous *content warning* Marital Rape - ANONYMOUS
MARITAL RAPE My story....... L ooking back, it is hard to remember what it was like. Except for the bad dreams and the flashbacks. I still get them, nearly 4 years on and they still have an impact that shakes me to the core. I am talking about marital rape or, more specifically, sleep rape. Rape is rape. I have been told this often. Many times by those who work within the law. It feels a bit like 'ALL lives matter' and "ALL genders suffer abuse' Yes, that is true, but it isn't as simple as that. Im not going to enter a debate. This was my situation and disclosing it may lead to a better understanding of why rape within marriage is still too taboo to be discussed. But it NEEDS to be discussed. So much of abuse that is unreported is too humiliating, degrading and deeply shameful to talk about and it is this shame which keeps victims silent. For me, it started when I fell pregnant. He no longer wanted intercourse but he had his needs. It's fair to say that, for the majority of the pregnancy, I was relegated to a perfunctory sex object. He would masturbate and then ejaculate on me . I was, if you like, his semen ashtray, his tissue, his sock. Within days of the pregnancy he had decided that he didn't want to be a father and he did not want to be married. We had been married less than 6 months. As the pregnancy advanced, the humiliation got worse. At first, he would wake me up to ask if he could come over me later I would wake to find my back wet, or my hip or my hair. He became erratic and would start shouting without warning and would storm off - often not returning for days - I never asked him why. I was too busy trying not to vomit as the nausea was constant and I felt like I was sailing choppy waters- in more ways than one. He would wake me up by rubbing himself on me or I would wake up to find his penis stroking my face with him kneeling over me. It's no lie to say that there were times when I really wanted to bite it off. He never stopped reminding me that he did not want to be a father and that he did not want to be with me. Before the pregnancy, I was his 'soul mate' his 'twin flame' and insisted I go to certain people who would confim this. When they didn't, he angrily denounced them as charlatans. Marital Rape - ANONYMOUS.
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